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I don’t think I’ve gone half an hour without thinking about her since last Monday. It doesn’t feel real, so I’ve cried less the last two days (thank god, because my nose was rubbed raw.)
I mentioned her a few minutes ago though and the tears came back. It’s strange what hits and what doesn’t. I was able to talk about it last night without crying, partially because it was in front of people and even with people I trust it’s like the tears just won’t come most of the time.
But today all it took was the empty spot where her water bowl should be.
#it doesn’t feel real#but at the same time it feels like a chunk of me is missing#or hollowed out#it’s easier for me to let my brain just believe it’s not real#because I only saw her once or twice a month these past four years#but my mom#my mom is a different story#every time I wake up Ginger is the first thing on my mind#but for my mom it’s worse#she still feels Ginger shift near her feet in the night#wakes up and notices Ginger weight isn’t there and goes to put on her robe to take her out because she must have moved to stand by the door#but she isn’t there#my mom was bringing back old family photo albums to her place#and she was worrying about where to put them (tiny home living)#and made a half-joke (gallows humour) that she’d have room now where Ginger’s bowls had been#and I broke down#and then she broke down#and we cried together on the stairs#it was the combined thought of the literal hole in our lives and the loneliness my mom would go home to that broke me#so I told her she could call or text me any time (even though I hate calls)#and that we should have a zoom movie night together soon#she left yesterday afternoon and made it home late last night#I’m tired of loss#personal
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Skén:nen sá:sewh
as promised, here's Precious boy™ getting kissed by Precious wife™ because he deserves all the love in the world :cc
translation: Get home safe
#nobody translate the file name#nah but home girl is the strongest soldier let me tell you#imagine date/being married to an assassin fr I would loose my mind#I'm such a sucker for the friends to lovers trope ok hear me out#Girlie is an ally to the assassin's and that's how she meets Connor and they become friends because Ratonhnhaké:ton deserves more friends o#she is VERY smart knows how to stand her ground but also very sweet and funny he respects and admires her a lot and so does she#she's from another displaced kanien'kehá:ka clan they bond really close sooner than later the feeling just blooms everyone's knows but THEM#until prob the recruits and the people in the homestead get tired of these oblivious fools in love and plot to finally get them together#I headcanon Connor didn't settle down completely until they were expecting their first child like they both panicked when they realized#I mean they're already married and stuff but still our girl is all over the place bcs she's scared of something happening to him or the bby#and connor acts cool and leveled on the outside but he's just a whirpool of emotions on the inside as well it's really funny to watch#they probably broke down in tears from both laughter and fear but they are amazing parents we are certain of it :')#I want their dinamic to be like that mainly because Connor deserves some light and laugh in his life after all the things he went through#connor i'm in love with your wife#ratonhnhaké:ton#connor kenway#connor's mistery wife#ac 3#assassin's creed#oc#the way you can tell I almost never draw men just from this sketch 💀#my art
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No I’m ok, it’s just the way that Jesper is probably one of the first men that Inej has felt safe with since the menagerie and Inej is one of the only people who loves Jesper fully and unconditionally regardless of his faults and now they have to leave each other for separate goals that got me for a second there
#I just need a second#maybe two seconds#that deleted scene really got me#the way Jesper broke down after she walked away#someone hug him#please#booksbooksbooks#bookstagram#books#six of crows#crooked kingdom#shadow and bone#jesper fahey#kit young#grishaverse#wesper#jesper surpremacy#jack wolfe#soc spinoff#shadow and bone season three
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my little sister got gonched in this year of our lord 2024 and when she brought it up i literally thought she was trying to trick me in some weird delayed goncharov shenanigans. she's devastated it's not a real movie we can watch lol
#comic#personal#goncharov#diary comic#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#i LOST MY MIND when she sent text posts and fanart and I was like ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT NOW#also it was friday and i broke lent because my breakfast bagel came with bacon and i was so so hungry#i cannot believe she wasn't on the goncharov side of the internet when that was going down#and i was like I WORKED ON A GONCHAROV ZINE I GUARANTEE THIS IS A FAKE MOVIE BESTIE
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queenly iterations
#artists on tumblr#fan art#star wars fanart#star wars: the clone wars#padme naberrie#character concept sketches#AU#Padme but if she broke down and became deadly-toothed in some way#mine
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a little thought to ruin your day: After Piper broke up with Jason, he had to deal with his heartache all by himself, isolated in a mortal boarding school with nobody to comfort him. No family. No friends.
#I hope your day is ruined#bc mine is#This man gives me a heartache it's not even funny anymore. Like it's just one after the other for him tumbling down.#I can imagine Jason looking out the windowsill all sad :( omgg#He loved piper so much :(#He basically died for her even after they became exes#I just wanna wrap him in a fluffy blanket#It's kinda hard for me to not resent Piper for this sorry.#I mean#I'm glad she didnt cheat on him or smth and just broke up w him to not play w his feelings#But yeah. Still pretty upset. They'd been dating for a year at that point. So Jason must've had it pretty bad.#pjo#jason grace#pjo hoo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#pjo toa#toa#piper mclean#hazel levesque#leo valdez#annabeth chase#frank zhang
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then... how much pink will eventually mask the blue?
#project sekai#pjsk#mizuki akiyama#mizu5#nightcord at 25:00#25 ji nightcord de#my art#hi guys i know i'm insanely late but i've been looping bake no hana and posting about mizu5 an insane amnt#and i finally got motivation to actually draw wowww wowww#anyways. as a trans person she makes me insanely depressed. i understand her struggles i get her so bad.#i broke down crying last night thinking about mizu5 too hard#also transphobes go kys if you find this don't say shit i will maul you fuck off
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robert understanding that jaime was basically still a child when he killed aerys, a child given this MASSIVE and RIDICULOUS duty of being the sole defender of like 60% of the royal family except one of those royals was INSANE and EVIL, and that he reacted the way a child might which was just killing aerys before he could do any more damage……like being able to see so clearly the exact catch-22 jaime was stuck in when he’s still a teenager…..but then being completely unable to apply that same understanding to his own family, or even to lyanna & why she might have not wanted to marry him……..
#not to be like ‘character of all time’ but man he’s a fascinating villain character.#villain loved by one our protags villain killed by another villain except SHE is only a villain bc of how ROBERT broke her down……..#no one is doing it like the baratheon boys!!!!!!!!!!!#valyrianscrolls#robert baratheon#jaime lannister#but also ‘SOMEONE had to kill aerys’ he is so fucking funny
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Okay yes it's romantic and over the top and completely in character and very very impressive that odysseus made a bed out of living trees. However all I can think about is that every single day Penelope and odysseus would have woken up with olives and leaves covering them.
#The odyssey#Their secret living marriage bed#I think Penelope laughed in disbelief when she first saw it#I don't think she believed odysseus took her joking challenge seriously but he did#And the awe odysseus did this for her#Do you think Penelope woke up one morning during odysseus's 20 year absence with olive leaves stuck in her hair#And rotting olive juice on her face and just broke down crying and screaming#Because it's not cute anymore odysseus it was only cute when he was /there/ to pick the leaves out of her hair#And when he was /there/ to feed her the olives they found in their bed or mornings when odysseus threw his head in her lap and she fed him#And it's just just not the same it's not cute or romantic it's just fucking annoying odysseus#Penelope vowing to /burn it down/ if odysseus doesn't hurry up in her prayers that night.#It's a month of these break downs before Penelope moves rooms. She'll sleep in her marriage bed again when her husband is home or not again#Angst#Head canons#Penelope's odyessy#Odysseus#Penelope#Odypen#odysseus x penelope
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Karna, I get you’re doomed by the narrative and trying your best, but I think you need a little more than a skincare routine
#my art#the ravening war#dimension 20#karna solara#karna#d&d#d20#d20 the ravening war#d20 trw#portraits#artists on tumblr#fanart#god I love this rotting little pepper#the ravening war broke me i highly recommend watching#and to think she never got to slam it down big style 😔#also hey I’m back from hiatus how’s everyone doing?#art#my artstuff
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I woke up to find a squirrel in my apartment this morning
#They’d been in the floor for a few days#I could hear them scratching#And then today one of those little fuckers actually broke in#Can’t wait for my landlord to get here#I tried to catch the squirrel so I could bring him outside so he wouldn’t be poisoned#But he ran back down whatever hole he chewed through by the time I found a box#So now it’s just a waiting game#Also my dog is going fucking nuts#She won’t shut the fuck up#Ugh
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genuinely embarrassing how blossomfall gets more fandom sympathy than breezepelt. “boohoo my sister is disabled and my mommy is emotionally abusing her paying more attention to her than me and i hate my stupid ass sister for getting herself disabled and wish she died. also im a grown ass woman.” vs “my dad hit and neglected me as a child and isolated me from my clanmates and it left me maladjusted and seeking validation from terrible sources and its implied hes like this because he’s drooling after the one that got away” like how is this not cut and dry. you cant even soak in the shitty “well breezepelt was a shitty kid” excuse because blossomfall was also shitty before and after the incident. tbh, id argue she’s shittier because breezepelt actually did change his behavior while blossomfall is just as bigoted as ever.
#i was gonna make a joke like ‘’damn fandom misogyny would actually work here why cant you all do that here’’#and then i remembered this is actually kinda stemmed in misogyny in a backwards way#bc the one who hurt blossomfall was millie. the dumb bitch who broke up the silvergray ship and is annoying and entitled bc she kept her na#name#and briarlight is a shitty snd bad character bc ‘’shes unrealistic’’ and she ruined berryhoney or something#meanwhile crow is a wonderful character bc he has the most unique plot ever (manpain)#and every character who speaks against him doesnt understand how amazing and well written he is#so breeze sucks because he threatens the idea that crow is a wonderful person and character#and thats not to say you cant hate millie or anything bc she does legitimately suck in oots#but idk….. blossomfall sympathy always felt like it was rooted in millie hate from shipping culturr#millie bad because she ruined childhood ship. breeze bad because he also ruined childhood ship#wow it really sounds gross when you break it down to just that huh
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Jonas: So what are your hobbies, dude?
Jude: Oh, like, I don't know. Hanging out and stuff.
Jonas: Do you play sports?
Jude: I used to do rugby. Now I run, I guess.
Jonas: If you want, you can come with me to the gym. I go, twice a week, bouldering.
Jude: Yeah, sounds okay.
Jonas: I have been going since last year. Before that, I didn't think I was so much a sporty kind of guy, but as I began to improve, I thought that someday.... [he yammers on for several minutes]
...So! If it is something you would like to do, I think it would be quite fun.
It is against the rules to do that.
Jude: That's okay.
Jonas: Are things okay?
Jude: Yeah.
#lucky boy 2011#to that one reader I have who read my old work#that is Jolene Jones <3#fun fact#my first car looked almost exactly like Jonas' haha#a 1997 toyota starlet in green with lil racing stripes on the side#she broke down in a ditch in 2021 :(#and was crushed into a cube#I'm glad she was resurrected in the sims
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⚠️Gore Warning
do you guys remember that one bit of ad astra where ford and mabel were in that living heart and she had to like slice her braces apart to stop her from being dragged away from this monster and so for the rest of the chapter her face was aggressively bleeding including when she had to ask those needle aliens to help her keep ford alive?
yeah, this is that.
#my art#fanart#art#she was actually super badass for this chapter#she probably only really broke down when they were safe#we never got to see that bit tho#i’m somewhat tempted to write it myself#for shits and giggles#gravity falls#au#gravity falls au#drifting stars au#portal au#mabel pines#gf mabel#gravity falls mabel#portal mabel#cw: gore#tw blood#sad mabel pines#ad astra
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The ride back from Rift Station is eerily silent.
Liara sits near the back, contemplating the hands folded in her lap. She’s earned the numbness that radiates from her.
Shepard might as well be a statue at the front of the tram, her back ramrod straight and her shotgun slung across her lap, one hand resting on the stock. She keeps a quiet vigil, her eyes continually scanning the track ahead of them for signs of danger. Kaidan hasn’t seen her move once since they’d boarded the tram, in a stark departure from her typical restless energy. He puts it down to deference for Liara’s grief and the unnerving encounter with the rachni.
Kaidan is somewhere in the middle, pacing from side to side while keeping an eye on both Liara and the peripheral sight lines as the tram hurtles along back toward the central station.
The tram lurches around a bend, and the statue at the front of the tram winces. It's subtle, as is the way she shifts her left shoulder. Someone else might not have caught it. But Kaidan does.
He sighs and makes his way to the front of the tram to kneel down in front of her, looking her over critically for the source of her wince.
“Alright, show me where it is,” he says, quietly so as not to disturb Liara.
“Where what is?” She barely looks at him, eyes flicking down to him before resuming their scan of the horizon ahead.
“Whatever injury you’re trying to power through. Let me take a look at it."
“It’s fine. I’m fine. Go check on T’soni, she could probably use it.” She waves her hand, shoeing him away like she would a fly, but Kaidan is having none of it. Not today. Not after all they’ve been through.
“Liara’s in shock. She needs time to process what happened, not a medi-gel patch. Now quit being stubborn and show me.” He stares her down, unwilling to concede this battle of wills to her and her mulish pride. Before she can protest, he takes the shotgun from her lap and places it on the floor–easily within reach for someone with a normal range of motion. Her nostrils flare in annoyance but she finally meets his gaze.
“For fuck’s sake, Alenko,” she snaps quietly. She moves her left arm away from her side and Kaidan sucks in a breath. There, the plates of her Onyx armor have blackened and cracked, leaving a fist-sized dent right over her ribs.
Carefully, he picks at a piece of ablative ceramic and it flakes away in his hand like so much tissue. The undersuit is tattered, showing the bruised expanses of her skin underneath and two bony knobs sitting close to the surface. “How…?
“One of the commandos. Hit me with a warp and shotgun blast right after.” Her accompanying shrug is not effortless. “Maybe shorted out the medi-gel delivery system, too,” she concedes with a quiet grunt.
He pulls a spare medi-gel pack from his own armor and breaks it open, gingerly applying the clear, viscous substance directly to her skin. His field medic training had never specifically advised this particular method of applying medi-gel, but there had been a number of edge cases that training had failed to cover. She hisses when he presses just a little too hard.
“Sorry,” he murmurs reflexively. He peels off his gauntlet for a gentler touch and sets it next to her shotgun. The medi-gel is cold on his fingers, a sharp contrast to the heat of her skin under his touch.
“These look broken, Shepard.” He hovers two fingers just over her fifth and sixth ribs, careful not to touch.
“I’ve had worse.” It takes all of Kaidan’s self-control not to grind his forehead into his palm.
“The moment we get back to Port Hanshan, you’re going to see Chakwas,” he says flatly. It is not a request.
“Are you giving me orders now, Lieutenant?” There’s a cold edge to her voice and a look of hard steel in her eyes. Another time, that would have made him back off. But now…now, he meets her hard stare with one of his own.
“I don’t have to. Chakwas can still countermand you on medical matters.” She glares down at him, using that look he’s seen a hundred times now to bend others to her will. But he refuses to break under the weight of it.
And then she does the last thing he expects.
One side of her mouth turns up in a dry, lopsided smile.
Kaidan quickly drops his eyes, feeling a flush start to creep up his neck, and finishes applying the medi-gel. He fumbles to get his armored glove back on once he’s done. He resumes his place in the middle of the tram, but somehow he just knows she’s still smiling that little smile of hers.
When the tram finally slows to a stop at the central station, he’s still not sure who won that round.
#mass effect#shenko#beth shepard#kaidan alenko#a.k.a. the story of how she broke her ribs on noveria#been meaning to write this down for a while#ficlet#my writing#lae writes#pre-relationship#beth can be a real ass#and of course vulnerability is to be avoided at all costs
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Yasammy Week ~ Day 4: Engagement/Wedding
When Ben Pincus started to cheer loudly, as if he were at a football game instead of a wedding and a touchdown had been made, Sammy and Yaz almost jumped out of their skin. Glancing around, their friends appeared to be just as startled, but they jumped right in to applaud as well. After wiping the tears from her eyes, Sammy gave Yaz a big smile, which she had to return.
They interlocked their fingers; time seemed to be moving slow as they took everything in, looking between their friends and their families, and then at each other. They’d join the others at the Reception, then go through the long winded process of moving Yaz’s belongings to the Gutierrez Farmhouse; and finally, they’d face whatever came next;
Together.
@yasammyweek
Gosh, this drawing took me what? 19 hours? Most of it was spent on getting the Nublar 4 down there to look like they were actually sitting on a pew (Darius still looks funky to me).
Did you know red wedding dresses symbolize celebration and good fortune? :3 This takes place, like, post Chaos Theory, so technically their future-future looks are up to debate still. I actually referenced both Sammy and Yaz’s concept art for their hairstyles, we were robbed of Butch Sammy/j.
#jurassic world#jurassic world chaos theory#jurassic world camp cretaceous#jwcc#jwct#jwct spoilers#Sorry I don’t believe Brooklyn got jumped by three Atrociraptors and an Allosaurus and walked away with a missing hand#Headcanon she was protecting her face with her arm but like#Whoops!#bye bye arm and bye bye your face#sammy gutierrez#yasmina fadoula#yasammy#yasammy week#brooklyn jwcc#darius bowman#kenji kon#ben pincus#I think it was mentioned somewhere that Yaz was Lebenese?#I didn’t know that while drawing this#So like I based it more off of Indian weddings :3#wedding#engagement#I liked doing the Henna on her hands#I heard that’s actually a pre-wedding tradition for the Bachelorettes (and I think the mom) to paint henna on the bride’s hands and feet#And that the longer it stays on the more good fortune you’ll have in your marriage#I feel like Roxie and Dave somehow got an invite too#I was gonna jokingly put The Handler in the back as well but I’m not that mean/j#Sammy is a crier#Sobbed during the vows and STILL broke down when they got home
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