#and i am audhd

[impala-67-zeppelin]

there’s not enough pothead!dean fics out there and for why? i’m literally him and i’m all of my friends stoner father and like, yeah he might not smoke but that man would fuckin love edibles. he fights monster for a living. he gets fucked by an angel. you’re telling me that him, and fucking sam, too, have stigmas about drugs? sam did acid in college, like what. you think sam having demon blood being dripped in his mouth as a baby is his canon event? no, every version of him did shrooms at stanford. he literally was addicted to demon blood bc it gave him super powers and made him see things? deans an alcoholic bc its more convenient and easier to find (in the early 2000s) but if spn was on hbo and not right-wing christian ass-licker (TW), cw, he wouldve been a massive stoner and i live by that. (also the fact that dean probably hates that he’s like his father in being an alcoholic and would smoke pot as a final act of rebellion against j*hn that he wasnt able to do while his dad was alive) adding to if we had hbospn: dean can find weed (and adjacent substances) in any state they’re in.

[etherealspacejelly]

sometimes you just have to let yourself be a bit neurodivergent.

i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.

so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.

today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.

and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.

so do what you gotta do to Get Shit Done. stop holding yourself to neurotypical standards. if you need Fictional Character to tell you you're doing a good job, do it! if you need Favourite Singer to walk you to school, do it! yea it might feel silly but you're literally fighting against your own brain to get stuff done every single day. you can have a little self indulgent daydream, as a treat.

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this

[babyblankyerror]

Stanley not wanting to sit anywhere else at the pool because he had already decided which was his seat♡

I headcanon he has the thing where he has to sit in the same seat at the table and in the diner- it's his seat like the couch is his seat too and so is the driver's seat (unless he's teaching a bear to drive)

[orie-jai]

So if Katniss and Peeta are Penelope and Odysseus

And Haymitch and Lenore Dove are Orpheus and Eyuridice

Then that makes Coriolanus Snow and Lucy Gray Jason and Medea

So i did end up writing that essay but I also wanna point out the amazing analysis included here and here 💛

[pebiejeebies]

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(1K NOTES?? WHAT THE FAUCK)

[canonically-asexual]

Being an adult with hyperfixations is so embarrassing like why am I obsessing over gay pirates I have a mortgage and back pain

[jesuschristt-thatsaprettyface]

one of the worst social autistic experiences is when a neurotypical tells you something and then they pause expectantly because they’re looking for a Specific reaction and so you give them a generic “oh wow” and try not to have a flat tone even tho you Do and just hope for the best

[mikurinkuwu]

haii hello i love your mikirin esp rin so i wanted to ask is it ok if i headcannon her as bpd??? –♡*°·

actually its not just a hc my rin does indeed have bpd so you got that right LMAO

[summergoodwife]

Honestly refreshed that Nona has a sexuality. That might sound weird because it's The Fucking Locked Tomb of course the sapphic girl has a sexuality. But what I'm talking about is how Nona, when you look past the fantastical causes of her existence, is disabled. She's neurodivergent. She has a lot of support needs. She fits decently well into a mainly pre-teen children friend group. But children and disabled, neurodivergent people and—yes—disabled, neurodivergent children still have sexualities. What that sexuality is can be anything. In Nona's case, it means she likes Crown's boobs and thinks hugging Cam is sexy and wants to spend her life swooning over Pash. I think that's nice.

[junespriince]

yandere au in Absolute Flash uni (@regret-with-a-u had inspired this mentioning roy and dickie soooo)

Wally: So what are ya hobbies?

Dick: Watching you.

Wally: Cool, now do you want to know a chem fact?

Roy: we're just gonna skip the part he said he stalks you?

Wally: I am desperate for friends here.

[punkeropercyjackson]

Percy Jackson is such a wild character to claim dosen't have autistic vibes.Bestie that's the protagonist of the 'neurodivergent abused people' book series,he just is(audhd but the autism is undiagnosed due to heavier stigma around it than adhd).He also literally canonically has a safe food and i doubt an allistic person could manage six school expulsions by twelve.Autism isn't 'ugly loser disorder'........weirdasses

[cleolinda]

Currently dealing with the idea that I have hypermobile joints and possibly mild HSD, gonna have to ask my doctor about this, but I pitched this idea to my physical therapy guy and he said, in the most deadpan tone possible, “Would you believe that I am not surprised by this.” And then I remembered this man has seen me casually touch my heel to the opposite hipbone just because I felt like stretching that leg. While having a herniated disc. And lying down. The reason it matters is that I wobble all over the place and it affects my ~Form in doing these exercises correctly for my back. So now that we have this hypothesis, we’re paying attention to this and working on things to strengthen various muscles so I fall over less while, say, just standing still.

[existennialmemes]

"I will not explain the joke"

Not me. I'm dying to explain the joke. All you have to do is ask and I will be literally delighted to write you a three paragraph explanation complete with links to reference materials.

[chronicsolasapologist]

throwback to a few weeks ago when i wanted to discreetly screenshot Solas while at the office and instead it made the LOUDEST most obnOXIOUS photo-taking-sound ever known to man and showed this on my big monitor instead of the laptop's screen:

the coworker sitting beside me almost choked to death on air, spit and my stinky shame as i pleaded myself to the abyss

[genericpuff]

oof yeah if this ain't me fdjasklfdjaskl like deadass a couple streams ago I was drawing during intermissions between GATE's in FF XIV, p sure we were playing lo-fi music during it too

what people DON'T know tho is that i also had a TV on my desk playing the Office in the background LOL

(comic by @artbymoga, go read her comics, they're a delight)