#and depression and anxiety

[sapofsam]

~new chapter~

"Draco opens his eyes and immediately regrets it. Blindingly bright light shines through the window. The fresh snow on the ground reflects the morning sunlight. He’s cold in his bed all alone, his beloved stuffed toy owl accidentally discarded to the floor. With the house being so empty, every sound echoes in the halls, and the cool air seeps through every wall from the outdoors. The Manor has been less Magical than before. It’s almost as if the house itself misses the belongings it once housed. The artifacts were pieces of its soul, if a house could have such a thing.

He drank more sleep aid after he wrote back to Harry, not able to tolerate his own thoughts. He resents the fact that he’s become his own worst enemy, while simultaneously accepting that he fully deserves this. He deserves to suffer. He must have taken a swig bigger than he realized, considering his short nap apparently led to him sleeping through the night."

[fishandshesmygills]

they should invent an understanding and intellectualizing your feelings that makes them go away!!!

[neuroticboyfriend]

chronic fatigue from mental illness and neurodivergency isn't something you can just will your way out of. your nervous system is part of your body. your brain is an organ. the fatigue is real. you're not lazy. so be kinder to yourself. be gentler with your bodymind.

[thelatestkate]

Favorite Drawings of 2024. What animals should I draw in 2025?

[thatweirdfandom]

my drugs have been drugging me

i just found out the medication i’ve been on for two years isn’t one i should be taking because it doesn’t actually do anything for what i have and in fact makes things worse.

[positivelyqueer]

alright everyone, we’re picking ourselves up and going again. We’re putting ice on our split lips and busted knuckles. We’re doing our dishes and our laundry even if it stays hanging on the line for four days. We’re texting our friends back. We’re wiping the dust off our clothes. We’re booking and attending medical appointments. We’re taking the empty dishes out of our bedrooms. We’re sitting outside in the sunshine. We’re holding our heads up. We’re apologising to the people we’ve hurt. We’re forgiving ourselves.

[snake-habitat1]

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

[rainydays]

Lonely nights.

[hinamie]

thank u canon plant nerd megumi for my life

bonus:

[madpunks]

poor memory is a huge deal and i wish people wouldn't diminish it by saying "oh yeah i can't remember what i had for breakfast lol."

i can't remember the first 10 years of my life. i can't remember entire days, weeks, months at a time. i can't remember entire people, i can't remember names or faces. i can't remember when things are scheduled for, my calendar app on my phone is booked to the max with reminders and task checklists. i can't remember when i moved into what home when, i can't remember important milestone dates like when i got or lost certain jobs, or when i started a new hobby.

that's what i mean when i say i have poor memory. poor memory is so scary for the person who has it. it's not a quirky thing, everyone forgets small details. memory problems are scary because you can go through entire events or days with no memory, or plan for things in the future that you can't recall ever even looking into or scheduling. it's not a funny haha kind of thing, it's serious, and it affects a lot of people in very unavoidable ways.

not being able to plan for appointments or work schedules, not being able to remember people's names or faces, not being able to recall whether or not you were present for something or whether or not you met someone, not being able to keep track of what's happening on what dates and losing track of items because you can't remember where you put them are all very real problems, and anyone dealing with them deserves to be taken seriously, and not diminished when they choose to speak up about it.

[relatablememestuff]

[lilblueorchid]

Are you ok?

Of course I'm fine...

[fuck-that-im-starving]

I just need to be skinnier and everything will be fine. Just a little bit skinnier. A little bit skinnier. Maybe if I dont eat for a few days it'll be ok.

[thelatestkate]

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