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The only thing I write, anon, are gastroenterology & endocrinology summaries & schemes. 🤷🏻♀️
#my plans for tomorrow feature my favourite organ! the pancreas!!!#after that i still have liver & biliary tract and colorectal disease#and basically all of endo#i can send u those if you want
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FNAF Phone guy was wild for saying that to Michael..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#michael afton#phone guy#fnaf 1#sister location#fnaf fanart#HOLY SHIT PHONE GUY MENTIONED AGAIN 🔥🔥#NOW WITH A FULL HUMAN DESIGN ☎️#listen I know I’ll never beat his object head form#BUT I wanted to take at least one stab at making him a design!#my thought process I based him off William and Bob the security guard from the movie!#those two basically gives off the general idea I thought phone guy looked like#made sure to give him red all over his design too to match the phone head deal 🙏🏾#SO YEAH in retrospect phone guy saying this TO MICHAEL is crazy#you think Michael just sat there like 😐#Michael straight up had an endo shoved into him and he was wore like a suit 💀#PHONE GUY definitely didn’t know but yeesh hit close to home there#I REALLY hope yall like PG design!!#I’ll probably tweak it a lil if I do draw it again#now phone guy phone dude and tape girl all have human designs let’s go!! 🩵🩵
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Seeing anti-endogenics use the plural rings is. A weird experience because it's like. You know what the plural rings stand for right. You know that the plural rings were made by a pro-endogenic and that the rings represent systems of different origins... right.
#I know not all anti-endogenics are not up in arms about endogenics using basic system terms but#it's really funny to see someone use the plurals rings and plaster “endos fuck off” in the tags#Hey King? You're doing the thing you claim to hate.#pro endogenic
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#man#I’ve learned so much about endometriosis is the past few months#and I’m so disappointed by the medical community once again#why don’t they take it seriously?#and why are most obgyn’s so uneducated about it?#like this should be part of your job#it just shocks me a bit#years ago my obgyn was so nonchalant about it when it was found during a laparoscopic surgery for something else#also#he didn’t try to remove any of it#just told me I have it#he told me basically not to worry about it#and never explained that endo usually progresses as you age#never told me anything about it at all really#just#ugh#and now I’m completely debilitated by it
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No April fool's joke, I'm not prepared or creative enough rn to make one, I just want to genuinely wish every anti-endo a wonderful day and hopefully no actually scary pranks or jumpscares, take care of yourselves guys <3
#especially seeing all the basically bullying happening in syscourse tags#stay strong guys#anti endo#endos fuck off#actually traumagenic#did system#traumagenic system
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" this [blank]'s spin is sonic the hedgehog " userboxes !!
#✦ userboxes#🍿 ✦ oliver (he/they)#yay! my first try at userboxes! i hope these are good for my first time :)#the whole system has a special interest in sonic for basically our whole life;; it is unhinged oh my#plural userboxes#system userbox#userbox#userboxes#system userboxes#endo safe#plurality#sysbox#uhh those are all the tags i can think of...#sonic the hedgehog#sonic userboxes#sonic
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woke up to use the bathroom (well. bedside commode. trying to reduce/prevent foot pain) and folks i am so comfy. i love the pressure from the compression boots they have me in and OH MY BIRTH CONTROL I NEED TO TAKE THAT
#marzi speaks#remembered mid-‘it gets better’ post ain’t that funny#update: nurse got my bc out for me we’re good#my gyno would be so proud of my ability to remember to take my pills <3 (<- always follows meds routines)#anywho as i was saying i’m on a dose of liquid tylenol every 6 hours to stay ahead of the foot pain and it is so lovely#been sleeping basically since i had dinner. gonna keep sleeping until they come do my labwork#(not looking forward to that part but i will live)#god i am so glad i won’t have to do colonoscopy prep again#well. if all goes well that is. i should be good until my 50s#i feel like i’m gonna be so well rested. this is such an improvement#also. as they were wheeling me into the OR which was bright and busy bc i had 2 doctors for my 3 scopes#(endo- colono- and broncho-)#my anaesthesiologist asked me again if i wanted some anti-anxiety iv meds since it was so hectic#and i was still good w the morphine but also like. that place was COOL i liked it#i wanted to absorb as much info as my sleepy little nerd brain could#ANYWHO. i’m gonna go back to sleep now love you all
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wanted to draw burntrap before going to bed. failing cause looking at his model im only thinking about his canonicity and the lore again...
#his ass is Not drawing#i dont know how much longer i can hold onto the thought that hes partially canon as in ggy saw him thats why he drew him#but it was more like the mimic and less a corpse but. you know#everything aside its a cool design and i dig the flesh growing over the endo and stuff#his face looks a bit goofy from the side without a lower jaw mask but every other angle is cool#and like the... eyes glowing magenta instead of orange... people saying hes not the mimic are onto something#well my mind is only being changed after the foxy mask#basically i thought hey different endo? can still be the same character (burnt. and mimic) since roxy had a different endo now#and now they confirmed it as a mask so. hm#also to the eyes. if glitchtrap is magenta and mimic orange. but glitch = mimic. then burntrap = mimic. and people disagree#same thing as saying mxes is glitchtrap but glitchtrap is also mimic and mimic and mxes arent the same. oh naur!#well. mimic and glitchtrap and burntrap are all separate and theyre all making out right now
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it's so dumb that we still feel awkward about creating willogenic headmates in our sys when we literally found out we were plural through the tulpa community
#SYSCOURSE GET BLOCKED AND EXPLODED 💥#endo safe#tulpa safe#but like we figured out we had an actual disassociative disorder through that community#because when we first started 'creating' headmates and talking about it in the community#everyone was like 'yea its... not usually normal for tulpas to form so completely THAT fast??? especially multiple at once???'#'its not really normal to be SURPRISED by a 'new tulpa'? like... the whole thing is you have to put in effort to create them?'#when we started tulpamancy we basically had a cambrian explosion of headmates like we went from Cecil alone to 14 all at once#(and we have confirmation that Cecil did not arrive alone. his arrival (or reveal) was ANNOUNCED by A DIFFERENT GUY)#literally the conversation was just#ruby: why am i getting intrusive thoughts rn#sheo; not making himself known: it's cecils fault#ruby: WHOS CECIL?????#cecil: hi thats me#we talked about how cecil basically formed by himself (blank as well) and everyone was like... bestie that might not be a tulpa....#they were really kind abt it though i happened to be in a nice group#anyway all that backstory aside we keep wanting a headmate of a specific concept but keep feeling weird about making them from scratch#cause like. years and years ago. we ran away from home once and. well let's just say we did not intend to be found with a pulse#and like. we were texting our friends while walking and they weren't able to convince us to go home at all we were. very not ok#and i had to put away my phone bc it started raining so i kept walking for a bit and then just. stopped#bc in the middle of the road there was just. a single solitary bright red salamander. just standin there#and i just. i don't even know. i broke a little? i was just overwhelmed with the wonder of nature and life and coincidence?#I've literally only ever seen two salamanders in my entire life. one that i caught under a bush and wanted to keep as a pet but was told no#and that little fire red salamander in the middle of the road#and i genuinely think if i had not stopped to look at that salamander i would not have gone home#and i want. to have a salamander headmate that can be there for comfort and stuff#if we ever get a tattoo we're definitely getting a salamander one as our first one#maybe mixed with a semicolon bc the salamander is like. symbolizing the same thing for me#the 'i fucking made it. im still here' kind of vibes
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wtf they testing u for every disease?!?
ahskfllglj fr fr 😭😭😭😭😭
i needed to test stuff so i can go to a hematologist (my endo doctor's been bothering me abt it for. actually probably years now) bc some of my stats were Off so my. family doctor? physician? idk the english word - gave me every test they might need to see. just in case
#in addition to that i also need another test + the usual basic stuff like blood sugar etc. but that's probably for the regular endo doc too#and ofc other types of tests i won't get into just to cover all bases.#but that might also be bc i'm still in the process of finding out What's Wrong With Me#(and bc apparently in my previous other type of tests they found blood where blood shouldn't be. so.)#apologies for the medical tmi 🫡
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#man im very lucky that all that it took for me to get on T#was telling the endo that i saw a therapist for 6 months for it (mostly true i saw him for other stuff too lmao)#and lie on the wpath critera#and she was like. basically telling me to.#“so youre saying that it will specifically improve your life in X Y and Z ways RIGHT?”#i shouldnt have had to lie ofc but#sams ramblings
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No one ever wants to talk about the persecutor alters who are ‘evil’.
#and by evil I mean have 0 empathy and no sense of morality and are that way because of trauma#and by evil I also mean the ones who are fucked up in the head on purpose !#why do we have to exclude those persecutors from everything or tip toe around them and bring shame on people who have them#all the systems that are like ‘yeah this singlet is right persecutors should be one way and one way only!!!!’#y’all are fucking so conditioned into wanting to fit into a box singlets made for us and idk why#they don’t see us as people they see us as freaks and you should be supporting fellow systems not appealing to these dumbass singlets#i just don’t get why it’s so forbidden to let systems have morally grey alters ! or just let systems exist with their ‘bad’ alters#endos do not interact#endos dni#persecutor#i mean i understand why because they just wanna kiss singlet ass so badly and be the perfect mentally ill person#and it needs to stop#systems like that need to learn that THEY do not care about you and will not understand !#you have a system from trauma that is there to protect you basically why are you worrying about looking good it’s ur life#you aren’t a system for show you’re a system because you were traumatized and however ur brain sets that up is how it’s set up#and no it doesn’t add to the stigma because some systems are just like that!#what adds to the stigma is SINGLETS demonizing systems#systems can’t demonize themselves they’re just existing hello#traumagenic system
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Are you (guys?) trying to tell us (your followers) something *stares at your recent posts*
Yep!
#see this is what happens when Kari and Will are allowed to front together unsupervised#they decide that the best way to come out is by impulsively queueing a bunch of blatantly plural memes to our main blog#/lh /nm btw just in case anyone's worried.#About what I said about Kari and Will I mean.#We've known about the whole ''being a system'' thing for over a year at this point and were already decided we wanted to come out via memes#or a shitpost or something#a lot of the time the narrative is that systemhood is this Super Serious Topic and I mean yeah it is#but also it doesn't *need* to be that way all the time y'know#anyway#we've updated our pinned post with some info and a link to a site with some basic explanations of plurality and plural terms and stuff#and feel free to ask us any questions either about plurality in general or our own personal experience#endo safe
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I always thought of diabetes as a thing you either Have or Don't but I looked into it a bit and man I was like extremely close to being diabetic before medication and literally follow the same treatment as type 2 diabetics (metformin and blood sugar monitoring). Hell if I had another blood test before starting the meds I may have been considered diabetic medically. Anyway I had the worst blood sugar crash of my Fucking Life tonight and had do the test it, drink orange juice, test again to be able to go to bed safely and it all just sucks. I don't want to deal with this happening for the rest of my life.
#It was 61 mg/dl which isn't like You're Gonna Die but is low for diabetics and almost too low for non diabetics#Didn't get any sleep last night so I was ignoring the symptoms chalking it up to that#But I had blurry vision was super pale and got extremely nauseous then threw up (Badly.)#I basically thought it was getting better walked to my bedroom from the bathroom and immediately threw up on all my stuff -_-#On the plus side this is like emetophobia exposure therapy. Sometimes something is so gross the panic doesn't even set in#It's just well. The worst possible scenario (vomit on my personal belongings and person and clothes) happened. Let's deal with it#Meanwhile if someone says their stomach hurts I start having an anxiety attack#Well anyway. Guys I don't want to deal with my body trying to kill me every 2 weeks forever.#It'd almost make me feel better if I could just say I'm diabetic because atp there's not a big difference between my life and a type 2#It's just that mine is theoretically reversible (and it's getting better with meds!! just slowly.)#but genuinely if i have to take diabetes meds forever to not be diabetic am i not just diabetic but well-controlled?? i have to ask my endo#I'm also feeling less leery about considering myself maybe disabled from all this cause like#it's manageable when it only happens at night but if this happened in public it'd be a nightmare#I would crash a fucking car if this happened while driving#Ugh. I wish glucose monitors were cheaper and I could just use one of those. Very hard to test your own blood when you're Fucking Dying
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SEVEN DAYS
That's how long it took for us to be fake claimed
we've been aware of being plural for seven days and just got fake claimed for the first time!!
Whoo!! We really are plural!! We have strangers deciding they know more about our experiences then we do!! Fuck yeah!! /silly
#was honestly quite fun for me#I'm basically all the fight response condensed into an anxious 14 yr old (not the bodies age)#so it was quite fun being left alone in front and with a person that I could justify being rly rude to#(still less rude then the fucker was. fucker told us to off ourselves and had a fit over us asking for our pronouns to be used correctly.#I did neither of these things)#our sibling made sure to assure us that we're valid and plural. kinda not needed cause being fakeclaimed feels like a right of passage to me#but I do appreciate the efforts#tw fakeclaiming#fuck fakeclaimers#fakeclaiming mention#fakeclaimers dni#system stuff#sys blog#sysblr#plural system#plural stuff#pluralpunk#anti anti#pro endo#endo friendly#endo safe
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#of all the ways i was expecting my endo appointment to go badly today#basically getting told ‘either your genetics have screwed you over so badly all of this is basically pointless#OR you hopefully have a tumor that will require surgery and months or years or maybe even a lifetime of extra meds to fix’#was really not fucking one of them#i have DIABETES how did that lead to a potential TUMOR#for the love of god i just want my insulin to work why is that so much to ask#the last nearly two years have been so fucking exhausting i never want to see a doctor ever again in my life#personal
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