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Nikke costume poll for Rapi: Red Hood! Active from August 17-24 (2025). Here are the design options:

Remember that the top choice new outfit is probably going to come with a short story (like with Modernia wearing the Commander's shirt, and Red Hood wearing the evening gown).

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Two Sea Creatures (with subtitles)

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Person who wants to do stuff trapped in a body that needs to lie down

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in law school, my mom took me to this stress retreat because my family was vaguely aware i was a suicide risk. and they didnt allow phones, so i brought this huge bag of books. and one of the options for "destressing" was this fake cave grotto thing, where they'd decorated a room to make it look exactly like an underground cave and the air was like -10 degrees, but there was a like 4ft deep pool in the middle that was kept super super hot, so you would just switch between the hot and cold. and they would bring you an endless supply of this weird syrupy drink thing that was like super caffeinated and tasted like sugar and mint. and so i spent multiple days sitting half submerged in this fake grotto drinking mystery liquid and reading. and i have to be honest i really did feel less stressed

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yknow what would be a fucked up phone feature

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Did y’all grab Mettaton’s new self-titled album yet?? It’s so amazing.

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hi hello i'm a newgen fan and this is my first time drawing this guy

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Oh, you can hardly notice the joins on the square extensions, the way I tried to match the pattern designs:

Big relief! Still, I will make sure these two get placed intentionally (I already noted where they'll go).

Quilt update:

All the planning in the world won't save you from a piece of fabric that was cut crooked before you got it. My measurements for this piece of fabric would have fit all the quilt squares I needed to cut off it. However, I didn't notice it was cut at a slanted angle like /_/ so by the time I got to one edge, it was 0.5" too short for a full square (width was fine, just too short vertically), and that is exactly the amount of total seam allowance I need, so I can't just use it as-is. If I would have realized this, I could have used a bit of the white selvedge edge and shortened my seam allowance on all the horizontal cuts, but again, I'm working with 0.25" on all sides, so it would have been difficult to gain 0.5" just from ticks on the ruler.

I decided that since only 2 squares are too short, that I would just sew an extra rectangle of the same fabric onto them to give them the extra length needed. It will be visible from the right-side, but this is a busy fabric pattern on the busier side of the quilt, so I don't think it will be a huge deal in the bigger picture. It's more important to me that the correct fabric is placed on the correct spot (I didn't want to cut a square from a different colour).

I did run into more fabrics that were cut crooked, but as long as I only cut the crooked edge at a right angle per each row of squares I cut, I was able to fit everything I needed, stair-step-style (i told you dog). I have some leftover pieces, which may be needed for the border, but I'll deal with that bridge when I get to it, bc I don't even want to think about the border.

Anyway, all the squares for the back of the quilt are cut. Next step is sewing them exactly in the order I planned out. I'm probably not starting that shit tonight, I am exhausted and hot from ironing. Ironically, I am... all ironed out.

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Deadass thought the product spilled all over inside the lid during shipping...

The lid is just texture printed to look super watery like the box it came in... How effervescent.

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You know what, I think I just realized why I'm having trouble writing this fic. Spoilers, it's d1rk // d@ ve. And as we all know, there tends to be an element of innocence involved to some degree whenever these two are paired. Innocence is not something I do well, fictionally or personally. It doesn't suit me. It lands somewhere in the 'middle-touch' range of discomfort for me to execute. (I like reading it though! I want to READ this fic I'm writing. I don't want to WRITE it.)

I say that, like, how if something touches you lightly it's okay, whatever, dismiss it. If something touches you hard, you can respect that, it hurt or felt like a massage, whatever. But when it's something in-between it gets like ticklish or weird because you don't know where the intention of that touch is going.

Think of someone's knee resting against yours while you sit next to each other on the subway. If it's a stranger's leg brushing against yours momentarily - no problem, we're human, re-establish personal space. If it's a stranger who just fell asleep and their leg gradually fell heavily against yours - fine, life is exhausting and we're on this train together; maybe someone stumbled into you when the train started moving, sure it happens. But a stranger on the train who is entirely unaware of their effect on others, letting their leg rub up against yours with variable pressure while they move around and won't sit still, so it constantly demands your attention because it's so distracting?

Back to the fic in progress, I think that's where my hangups are happening. It's hitting that medium touch zone for me. It's taking place during an event at someone else's house, on a whim, first time. So there was no planning between them happening before this moment. I can't have them be all freaky and getting loud and shit (heavy touch, my preference). I mean, I could, but that doesn't fit the premise I already wrote before I started, and they don't have an established relationship to add those kinda vibes. I also don't want to write a fic that doesn't get smutty if it's a shipping fic (light touch, not my preference but I understand it).

Anti-Goldilocks-zone. Cleavage in the line graph. Twilight zone.

It feels uncomfortable to be personally involved in that situation irl. But in fiction, that situation is ripe for content! The stranger and main character could fight about it. The main character could be stewing and having a venomous internal monologue about it. The main character could just abscond tf off the train only to discover with horror that the stranger was making the same transfer from the express line to the local line at that station... You see? Plenty of entertainment when you're not involved. I like reading that. I don't want to write it.

On a similar note, I also had an issue with writing a situation when I was writing a fic where it was br0 and d@ ve doing puppet / play for the first time, so it had slight vibes of innocence. The fic before that in the series was so easy to write because it was a relationship that was already a week old and they weren't doing anything particularly different/new in terms of smut. I attributed the difficulty to writing the sequel to the puppet / play being my favourite kink, but now that I think about it, maybe it's because it was their first time doing THAT. Maybe I should've started it after they'd already done it a few times. (But I was following the setup I left in the first fic!)

...And also, 'firsts' make for better reading to my own preferences!! Ugh! How else will I put them into niche scenarios of my choosing? Where is the novelty to the reader in entirely established scenarios?

Still, I need to try. Maybe I should leave the firsts for other people and just jump into established relationship/activity scenarios. That way I don't have to set up a whole backstory, I can just toss the reader straight into the hot frying pan like day-old rice getting fried to perfection. If you fry it immediately after the rice is done (light), it gets all sticky and isn't suitable to being fried (medium). Better to go with the rice that has already established itself when adding spice (heavy).

I'll try this for another of the prompts, I guess. Going for a second or third 'time' together, maybe. I still have no idea what to do for the other prompts, yet. No promises to myself or anyone.

But. If I catch myself doing first times again, or writing self-prompts for first times again, I will spray myself in the face with the spray bottle. I gotta let myself write where I feel more comfortable. No more medium touch. At least while I'm on a time constraint. That is, if I DO want to write for the other prompts, as opposed to drawing. (Drawing is a different story in terms of narrative content.)

Aaaand now I've wasted a ton of time writing all of this post, which could have been spent writing the fic...

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a scene must be included PRIOR to sex where the characters READ their birth certificates OUT LOUD so the reader will know they were born on the SAME DATE to avoid any disgusting AGE GAPS

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He would totally own lightups

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"Babe smell that? There's nothing in there. Babe smell that one. It's tape. Smell that one! Babe! Babe, smell this one? Babe smell that one..."

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My toxic aroace trait is that I have only ever seen evidence that a grand total of two (2) people in the universe actually experience romantic and sexual attraction on a scale that everyone insists as normal, and that is Gomez and Morticia Addams