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A HELL OF A MORNING
Stepdad!Joel Miller x f!reader || 4,2k
part 2 of A Step Into Hell || can be read alone
Summary: Joel has his favorite thing for breakfast. His stepdaughter.
Tw: 18+ mdni, smut, step-cest, Joelâs POV, dub con but readerâs into it, big legal age gap, dark!Joel, perv!Joel, possessive!joel, f!oral, unprotected piv (wrap it up), blackmail, premature ejaculation, creampie, degradation, rough m!oral, brief choking on cock, slutshaming, praise kink, daddy kink, mention of public sex, spanking (1), cum eating, swearing. The pics are for the mood only. Reader has no specific physical descriptions. Joel can lift reader.
A/n: This mf wouldnât leave my mind and after such a warm welcome of the first fic Iâm happy to share more of his depravity with you. I hope you all will enjoy this new storyâ¤ď¸ A huge thank you to a lovely anon for this request and the inspođ Kisses to @milla-frenchy for beta-ingđ Ilysm! Dividers by @/saradika-graphics
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There you were. Sweet thing in her little shorts and a tight top, sitting across from Joel at the breakfast table. Beautiful and hot. Just like a week ago, and a week before that. The only difference was that this morning he knew the feel of your pussy squeezing his cock, knew the taste of your soft lips, the weight of your tits in his hands. This morning you were his.
While Joelâs wife was setting the table for the three of you, you were throwing shy glances at your stepdad from time to time. Joel fucking loved it. Loved how anxious you were about what you two had done the previous night, loved how you flinched every time he spoke, scared that heâd tell the secret to your mother.
âHoney, got news for ya. Iâm fuckin your daugher. Pass the salt?â
Fuck no! Heâd never do that, never ruin this thing between him and his sexy stepdaughter. Having you on a leash like that, using your holes whenever he pleased was a gift. You belonged to him and he was going to do everything to keep owning you.
Joel felt like the luckiest man on the planet when his horny thoughts were interrupted by your mom.
âMy headâs killing me. Iâm going back to bed,â she complained after taking a sip of her coffee and then left the two of you alone in the kitchen.
Fuck. Yeah.
Joel bricked up in a second. His cock was already throbbing in his jeans from all the memories of the previous night that had been flashing in his mind as soon as he had woken up that morning. Heâd jerked off in the shower, eyes closed, head full of images of his stepdaughter, coming on his fingers, his cock, her dildo. Thanks to you, his spank bank was full for months ahead but did he even need it when he had a real thing to corrupt and fuck?
After his wife went upstairs, his stiffness began to ache in anticipation. He got a mild kick out of it because he knew that the remedy was sitting right in front of him. Tight magic hole of his stepdaughter was within armâs reach.
What a sight you were! Eyes downcast, chest heaving, you knew damn well what was going to happen. Maybe even wished for it. Joel had no doubts what a little slut you were. Surely you were excited about a good olâ morning fuck just like he was. And Joel was ready to oblige, storing a thick breakfast sausage for his favourite girl.
âYa know what I always wanted to do since you moved to mine?â
A shiver seemed to run over your whole body when his voice broke the ringing silence in the room and you saw your stepdad get up and plop into a chair next to you. You smelled good, sweet and flowery, and Joel began salivating like a hungry wolf over a bunny.
You looked up at him and shook your head.
âWanted to eat ya out,â Joel replied and poked the wooden surface of the table with his thick finger. âRight â pokeâ here â poke.â
His heavy gaze fixed on you, he sneered at the way you squirmed in your seat and kept pressing your naked thighs together.
Gah! The horny slut was already soaking her lil shorts.
Joel had an hour or so before his wife would wake up and he was going to use every single second to play with his stepdaughter.
âDid you like your dickin down yesterday?â
You bit your lip, eyes fixed on your lap. Then you whispered, probably scared to be heard by your mother.
âJoel. Itâs so fucked up.â
âWhat is, sweetie?â Joel cooed, scooting closer to you with his chair. âThe part where you made recordings of your stepdad fuckin your mom? Or the part where you came hard stuffed full of my dick and your pink rubber cock? Aw, look at you squirmin, ya pussy achin?â he chuckled and pressed, âWhatâs exactly fucked up? Tell me.â
âAll of it.â Your voice was barely heard. Poor thing must be so confused, terrified, Joel thought. He almost felt sorry for you but the lust immediately took over and he put his bear palm on your naked thigh.
âYeah, I reckon ya right. But whatâs done is done. If hell exists weâll be there together, babydoll. So letâs have some fun when we still can, yeah?â He roughly squeezed your thigh and you shook your head, looking elsewhere but him.
âDonât you forget, missy, you have no other choice,â Joel reminded you with a dark smile and leaned forward, his breath fanning your cheek. Your gaze snapped up to his and your pupils dilated when his face got close.
âYa scared weâll get caught? I get it.â Joelâs hand slithered higher, inching closer to your covered pussy. âDonât worry. Iâm always careful. If Iâm fucking you, means the coast is clear. Relax and enjoy the ride, yeah? And if by some wild chance weâre caught, come up with a lie. No offense but your mom ainât the brightest. Youâd be full of my cock on the couch and sheâd think weâre just cuddlin.â
Joel took a sharp breath through his teeth.
âFuck! why do I get so hard jusâ thinkin about it? Do I want her to watch me fuck you? What do you think?â
You scrunched your pretty nose but Joel didnât fail to notice your squirming, your glossy eyes, your hardened nipples, tenting your top. He was happy to make you crazy for his cock and his dirty talk was working. Your body was succumbing to his horny taunting, but your mind was still fighting the inevitable.
âStop it, please,â you begged, shaking like a little chihuahua. Your fear was making you tremble, but you were needy just as much as he was. A devilish smirk twisted Joelâs face as he continued,
âLetâs watch movies together. Every few days. We'll call it âour bondin timeâ. Youâll be sittin snugly next to me on the couch. Iâll play with your pussy under a blanket, uh? Youâll try not to moan like a whore.â
âSheâs not that stupid, Joel.â Your gaze got fiery, tone annoyed. Joel narrowed his eyes. Were you getting angry at him for tormenting you or at your mother for keeping you from getting railed by your stepdad on every horizontal surface in the house?
Smirking, Joel leaned back and spread his thighs wider. His cock was thumping in the confines of his jeans and he began palming it to get some relief.
He was torturing himself too, turning both of you to the max with his talk, but for sure the pay off was going to be worth it.
âYeah, maybe we shouldnât be that ballsy,â he rubbed his scruffy cheek as he spoke, âDamn, if I could tell everyone Iâm fuckin your little cunt. Dream! Using your holes in the open. Youâd be cockwarming me at the first poker night I hosted.â
Joel loved when your breath hitched.
âImagine Tommyâs face when he sees my sweet stepdaughter creamin âround my cock in her short skirt. Iâd love to show you off, babydoll. Youâre a ten.â
Your eyes clouded up, fixed on the coffee mug in front of you, and you slowly licked your lower lip. You seemed to be imagining the picture he was painting and Joel knew that you loved what you were seeing in your little cock-obsessed head.
Joel snapped his fingers and you jerked, waking up from your depraved daydreaming.
âYa were a good girl for me yesterday but here are my rules.â
Your glossy eyes were blinking at him as you mumbled,
âRules?â
You looked so confused like there was no thought in your pretty head whatsoever. Hell! He wanted to fuck that head.
âYeah. My house, my rules, sweetie. First. No panties allowed. I wanna know your pussy is free to play whenever I want. And âs hot to know that you walk around like that.. ready for daddy to use.â
âOhh..ok,â you looked down and he saw a little smile dance on your lips. Joelâs face got dark.
âYa wearin any now?â
You shook your head, your head still down.
âGood girl,â Joel smirked and slapped his thigh with a palm. His chest expanded thinking youâd done it for him and then his mind short circuited.
Almost holding his breath he asked,
âYa still leakin me?â
Your gaze darted up as you murmured, âI donât know.â
âCheck. Now.â
His tone wasnât leaving any room for discussion so you brought your hand to your shorts. Joel couldnât wait to see it. His hand was palming his giant hard-on which was beating hard against his thigh when he saw your hand disappear in your shorts and you moaned softly.
âTwo fingers. Stretched you good yesterday. Fuck yourself a little for me. Gather everything you can.â
You locked eyes with him, gaze foggy, while your digits were working your pussy. Joel cupped your cheek and stroked your face with his calloused thumb.
âSuch a good slut for daddy.â
He saw you breathing faster as your hand was picking up the pace between your legs.
âStop! Makin you comeâs my job. Pull âem out.â
You retrieved your fingers and you both saw them glistening in the light of the morning sun.
Joel took your hand and you gasped when he shoved your fingers into his mouth. He licked them clean, humming at the taste and smacking his lips like a fucking TV chef.
âYeah, delicious pussy ⌠whatâs that undertone? Ah! My jizz!â
Joelâs smile was full of lust and triumph.
âYour little pussy kept some of daddyâs milk. I bet she wants me to fuck it deeper into you. But I need a better taste first. Get up.â
Joel made you stand between his spread thighs and shoot his blown eyes up at your face as his hand grabbed your pussy and he began kneading your soft mound and folds with his thick fingers. His movements were possessive, harsh, but still pleasant, judging by your expression - lips parted, eyes hazy, ready to roll back any second.
âNow the second rule. No boys in this house or anywhere else. You can fool around with your girlfriends if ya into that, I donât give a fuck, but I donât want any dicks around her, ya hear me? I want your pussy hungry for cock. My cock.â
Joelâs dick was unbelievably hard, trying to poke out of his jeans. âFuck it! Iâm in my own house. If I wanna pull the shlong out I will,â Joel thought and unzipped the fly with a carnal smile. His cock jumped out as soon as it was free and bobbed, looking engorged and ready to explode. But after tasting you, Joel craved more.
He spread his thighs wider, noticing the way you darted your eyes down to get a peek of his length.
âMiss it, babydoll? havenât seen him all night, yeah?â
Joel pulled you closer by your hips, leaned down and pressed his nose right into your clothed mound.
You gasped and grabbed him by the shoulders, trying to steady yourself.
âWhat are youâŚ?â the only thing you had time to say before a moan escaped your lips when Joelâs hot tongue licked your pussy over the thin material of your cotton shorts. They soaked in his saliva in a second and through the wet fabric he could easily feel your pulsating clit under his tongue. He was sure you felt his hot muscle there too by the way you fluttered your eyes shut and bit your lower lip.
For a few moments he kept kneading your asscheeks and licking over your shorts, soaking them and turning you on more and more.
Then your eyes snapped open and you looked at the door. Joel parted from your clothed pussy for a second to reassure you,
âDonât worry, baby. Thereâs a squeaky step at the top of the stairs. Iâll know sheâs comin.â
His words seemed to relax you a little and you held onto his shoulder tighter, trying to sway less under Joelâs hungry groping.
And his hunger was getting unbearable.
âHop on the table, little slut.â Joelâs chin and mustache were glistening with his saliva. His voice was gruff and impatient. You did what he said, like a good girl, and your stepdad lifted your hips and pulled your shorts down, exposing you. In a second they were lying on the floor. The next command sounded like a growl as Joel sat closer to you in his chair.
âFeet up.â
You obediently placed your feet on the edge, hands planted behind you on the table. âHey there, beautiful. Daddyâs ready to play.â
The sight of your cunt was driving Joel mad. Like a starving man, he buried his nose between your wet folds and took a big whiff off your drenched pussy. Heâs never smelled anything hotter and groaned at the scent. You were so wet he could drink you for hours and he didnât see any reason not to start. His hot tongue began sliding all over your cunt, gathering your slick off every crevice and fold, slurping and licking with obscene noises. Joel spread you open with his thick fingers so he wouldnât miss a drop of your tangy nectar and his eyes were closed as he groaned against your perfect cunt.
When he opened his hazy eyes an image of youâ jaw slack, chest and belly heaving, lashes fluttering- almost made him jizz all over your thighs. You looked gone, absolutely overdosed on pleasure.
Joel had to stop. The taste and the feel of your little cunt sent his cock and balls into a frenzy and he had planned to pump you full.
But when you looked at him and whispered a quiet âdaddy, pleaseâ, his mouth as if by itself latched onto your crying pussy and he continued sucking, licking, nibbling on your folds and clit. You raked your fingers through his curls, scratched his scalp with your nails, and Joel moaned into your heat. Heâs never been so horny in his life, never wanted anyone so strongly and it felt like he might have died if his balls werenât drenched soon. His cock was leaking rivers of pre-fuck juice but Joel wanted to last, wanted to come inside you again.
âWant daddyâs tongue in your hole, baby?â Joel asked, brushing your puffy clit with his thumb and taking in the sight of you. You were longing for a release and it didnât surprise him when you nodded eagerly.
âNo, tell me. Wanna hear it.â
âPlease, fuck me with your tongue, daddy,â you murmured and your blown puppy eyes and a thirsty- slut expression sent his tongue right into your flattering hole. Joel moved his head back and forth, reaching with his thick tongue as deep as it would go, lapping off your slick that was flowing out of you generously. His hands were kneading your thighs, until one snaked up to your chest and under your top. He found your soft tit and began groping and squeezing it while his tongue was thrusting into your tight hole.
Joelâs plans crushed when you started coming. Your walls began clamping on his tongue, your legs trembling, but what caused his misfire was your needy âdaddyâdaddyâ âm comingâ ahhhâ. That and the sight of your face all ecstatic and sexy made him thrust his hips up, his balls drew up and his cock began spurting cum all over the place like a damn volcano. Growling and cursing through his teeth, Joel grabbed it by the base, trying to minimize the damage but all in vain. His creamy jizz landed on your thighs, your twitching clit, puffy folds, his neck, his jeans and the table. It was a fucking mess.
When Joel stopped coming, he pushed his sweaty hair back with his hand and leaned back on the chair. Panting, you placed your feet on the floor and stood up on your shaky legs in front of him. Joelâs cum was sliding down your thighs so you padded to the counter and grabbed a paper towel. You cleaned yourself up, then came back and handed some to Joel. But he kept sitting, watching you, legs spread, cock softening but still huge resting on his left thigh.
âBad girl.â
âHm?â
âMade me come without stickin it up your pussy.â
âI âJoel, I didn't do anything.â
âBullshit.â He was fuming. He hadnât busted a nut like that since heâd been a teen. Fucking embarrassing.
You needed to be punished.
âOn your knees. Lick it up.â
âJoel..â
âLick. It. Up.â His tone was cold.
He saw you swallow loudly, eyes full of fear of the steel in his voice. He didnât pity you at that moment, his hunger for you had been temporarily satiated and everything he felt then was the desire to possess, control, bend your will to his.
The sight of you kneeling between his legs put a dark smile on his face, and when you swiped your little tongue over his hairy thigh, gathering the spilled cum, it morphed into a grin.
âEverything, babydoll,â he commanded and leaned forward to grab his mug off the table. The coffee was lukewarm but it would do, he needed to rehydrate after busting such a big load. The load you were eating off his soft cock right that moment.
âBon appetit, little whore,â Joel gloated, sipping his drink, as you were working on cleaning him, your eyes fluttering shut from time to time. You were swallowing his jizz again and again, your tongue soft and hot, and soon Joel began enjoying not only your humiliation, but also the sensation of your gentle tongue dancing over his dick, his balls, his inner thighs.
Joel was chewing on his lower lip, eyes blown, as his cock was waking up.
You were pulling away from his hardening length but suddenly Joelâs strong hand pushed your head down, spearing your mouth with his cock.
Joelâs fat tip hit the back of your throat and you gagged. Your nails sank into his thighs, teary eyes snapped up to his face with panic, as he was making you choke on his thick dick.
âWhat is it, babydoll? Ainât used to huge shlongs, uh? âs ok, weâll train ya,â he cooed, bringing the mug to his lips. He took a sip and then let you free. You coughed, wiping your chin with the back of your hand and glaring at him.
Joel put the mug back on the table and his hand, wrapped around your upper arm, pulled you up on your feet.
While you were still catching your breath, Joel manhandled you down onto his lap. You whined but didnât fight it. The sensation of your wet pussy pressed to his crotch, your juicy naked ass on his thighs injected a new shot of arousal into his veins.
âDaddyâs back in business, sweetie. Câmon, sit on âim.â Joel lifted you up slightly and then, holding his cock at the base, slid the leaking head between your soaked folds, searching for heaven.
âBullâs eye,â he chuckled when his fat tip caught on your sloppy entrance.
âMake her eat himâbet ya pussyâs hungry â yeahâhngggâ! he grunted, feeding your cunt his dick in one go. You arched your back and softly whimpered.
âStill tight as fuck. Shit.â
You were sitting on his length fully, warm and wet, and Joelâs arms snaked around your body, caging you in, keeping you close.
âDamn, this cunt of yours⌠fuckin made for me⌠to milk my cock⌠to drive me crazy.â
All you could muster to reply was a moan which came out louder than Joel expected.
âFuck,â he growled and crashed his mouth against yours, his big hand on the back of your head. You didnât fight him, maybe it would have been hot if youâd done a little, but your submission, your desire for his cock, was feeding Joelâs ego, making him throb harder, grow faster inside you.
Kissing you, he felt your pussy thump around him, squeeze his already stiff shaft tighter with every beat of your fluttering heart.
âRide me, ride my dick,â Joel groaned, parting from your whimpering lips, and almost choked when you began moving up and down, slowly first, helping yourself with your hands planted on his broad shoulders and then picking up the pace. His bear paws were kneading your ass, lifting you up in assistance while your walls were massaging his cock just right.
âYeahâsheâs somethin, babydollâ best pussy I hadâ swearâfuckin hell.â
You seemed to love bouncing on your stepdadâs dick. With sweat covering your forehead, you were glowing in the sunlight. If Joel were romantic heâd compare you to an angel. But he was a lust-driven, immoral asshole so he barked,
âLovin it, horny slut?â
You didnât reply, already cock dumb, too concentrated on your upcoming release. Suddenly you leaned forward and nuzzled his neck. Joel felt your tongue dance over his skin and he realized that you were licking off the cum left there.
âGood fuckin girl,â he praised you with a chuckle. âAinât even need to tell ya.â
Joelâs head fell back and his jaw got slack as you were kissing his jaw and neck, still riding him. When you pulled back, your lips and chin glistening, Joel dropped his head to watch your cunt swallow his shaft again and again. Your cream was gathering on the base of his cock and covering his coarse pubes.
Your movements were getting hectic, desperate, and Joel was ready to come too.
âMilk daddy again, babydoll. Make it right this time. Let me fill âer up.â
You pressed your body close to his with need and after moaning âDaddyâ into the crease of his neck began shaking on his cock, squeezing it, pulsating, gripping it tight.
It sent Joel right over the edge and his dick spat a long rope of cum into your core, then another and another. He grabbed you by the waist and started moving you up and down, prolonging your orgasms, fucking his cum deeper. He wanted it inside you forever, claiming you, marking you, making you his. Joel squirted the final rope with his arms under yours, his hands pressing on your shoulders, pushing your whole body onto his cock. He emptied his balls to the last drop and you accepted his load moaning and whimpering.
Joel slouched in the chair, exhausted but satisfied, and you rested on his chest. A few moments later Joel looked at his watch and croaked, getting your attention with a light spank over your ass,
âCâmon up, sweetie. Sheâll be up soon.â
Joel helped you to get up and cleaned his cum off the table with the paper towel. You werenât helping. Standing by Joel, you looked drunk, your legs shaking. Your stepdad smirked after assessing your look and helped to put your shorts back on.
âDamn. Lookin like after a gangbang. Can you walk?â
âYeah,â you mumbled and stumbled to the door, like a deer that recently learnt how to walk. Joel furrowed his brows. Your mom would definitely ask what had happened to you. Hopefully she wouldnât see you sneaking up to your room.
Unfortunately, Joelâs luck ran out. He heard a squeak.
Fuck!
In three big steps Joel reached you and took you in his arms, bridal style. You gasped and wrapped your arms around his neck.
âFollow my lead,â he said under his breath and carried you out of the kitchen.
âOh my god, what happened?!â his wife exclaimed, frozen in the middle of the stairs.
âShe hit her toe, honey. Clumsy girl. Donât worry. Iâll help her up to her bedroom.â
You were nodding, looking sad, and Joel smirked in his mind. Little slut was ready to lie.
âIs it broken?â Your momâs voice was worried.
âNo, just hurts,â you replied with a shaky voice, âIâll be fine.â
Joel hurriedly walked up the stairs, carrying you in his strong arms, leaving you mother behind.
âDonât worry, honey. Iâll get her everything she needs.â
âThank you, Joel,â he heard his wife say on her way to the kitchen. Hopefully she wonât notice the scent of sex and cum there, Joel thought.
He shut your bedroom door behind him with his foot, carried you to the bed and laid you down.
âWhat did I tell ya? Sheâll believe anythin,â he smirked, standing by the bed, his hands on his hips.
You smiled a little and leaned against the headboard with a sigh of relief.
Joelâs gaze slid down from your tired looking face to your shorts. An idea of pushing his cum back into your soft hole with his fingers flashed in his mind. No! He needed to return to the kitchen and reassure your mother. God forbid sheâd come up to check on you and notice all the cum stains on your clothes.
âWe had fun, uh, beautiful?â
âYeah,â you mumbled.
âWasnât talkin to you,â Joel gruffed before bending down and petting your pussy over your shorts. You scuffed and Joel barked a loud laugh.
Then he left your bedroom with a wide smile on his face and thoroughly drained balls.
Thank you for reading! Comment and reblog if you enjoyed the fic!<3
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As a normal human does, Iâve always preferred to read books in their physical form. The smell of the paper, the feel of the pages between my fingers, the gentle repetition of read-read-turn page providing comfort.
Unless it fan fiction.
No, fan fiction I consume greedily on my mobile, at all times of day, in any location. On lunch break? Letâs read a chapter! Laying in bed and should be asleep? Fan fiction! In random public area where I can sit down? Fan fiction!
Iâm blown away by the creativity, writing styles, and (Iâm looking at some of you with tears and a smile), the emotions ripped out of me.
I seriously start to wonder if Iâm consuming fan fiction, or if itâs consuming me.
#fan fiction#good omens fanfic#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#my lord this is time well spent#i adore the creativity and passion#dear lord⌠satanâŚ. somebody#the ineffable spouses do have a lot of feelingsâŚ. and oh the smut in some of these stories#i cried for FOUR HOURS last night. sobbed. seriously. because how the hell does crowley die and leave aziraphale behind#for someones sake i just couldnât#and then i reread that chapter this morning because of course i did#love to the fic writers
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I should be asleep but instead I wish to yell at everyone about how utterly enamoured I am with the entire 100+ years pre-game Reithwin setup. Isobel "do you believe in love at first sight" Thorm and her whole princess in a tower vibe, while being, as she says, "an experienced cleric". Isobel's overbearing widower father, who disapproves of her relationship. Isobel's very literal knight in shining armour paramour, who also happens to be the divine emissary sent specifically to protect her family line, and who has very literal wings. Isobel's high tower room, which exits onto a balcony (do you see my vision?).
Now that's romance, babes!
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Prompt 8 - Tidy
@jegulus-microfic January 8, Word count 444
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Theyâd fallen asleep in each other's arms again. James woke with a smile on his face. Regulus wouldnât be as happy when he woke up, but James was determined to enjoy this little pocket of peace. He looked down at Regulus, snuggled up against him. His hair was messier than James had ever seen. James wanted so badly to run his fingers through the bird's nest of curls, but he knew if he moved, Regulus would wake up, and then heâd leave. To keep himself from reaching out, he focused on Regulusâs features, his eyes greedily drinking them in. His face looked so soft when he slept. His scowl was completely gone, and his lips opened into a little o as he breathed in and out. His eyelids fluttered and then opened, blinking hard as he took in where he was. James sighed internally as the spell was broken and reality crept back in.
âHi,â Regulus murmured sleepily. âWhat time is it?â James rolled and checked the clock that had appeared on the bedside table.Â
âErm, almost eight I think,â He said, squinting at the clock instead of getting his glasses. Regulus sighed and pushed up on Jamesâs chest.Â
âShit!â He exclaimed. âItâs nine,â He scrambled out of the bed and hurriedly collected his clothes and put them on. James watched him from the bed with a dopey smile on his face. Even dressing in a rush, Regulus looked so neat and tidy. It was hard to believe they were yesterday's rumpled clothing.Â
âWill I see you tonight?â James asked, in no hurry to leave the bed. He didnât have quidditch practice today and his first lesson wasnât for another hour.Â
Regulus looked up, his scowl firmly back in place.Â
âI donât think thatâs a good idea. If I donât sleep in my own bed my friends are going to be more insufferable than usual,â James felt the smile fall from his face.Â
âYeah, youâre probably right,â He got up then, no longer enjoying being in their bed all alone. He pulled his clothes on and looked exactly like heâd out on yesterday's clothes.Â
âIâm sorry,â Regulus said by the door, his hand on the handle ready to open it.
âItâs fine, love,â James knew, his smile barely made it to his eyes.Â
âMaybe we can have another swimming lesson tomorrow?â Regulus suggested a touch, hopefully. Jamesâs smile grew.Â
âYeah, love, that sounds perfect,â He swooped in and kissed a sweet, soft kiss to Regulusâs lips and stood back so he could leave the room. Their room.Â
Regulus opened the door with a small, happy smile on his face, and all hell broke loose.
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#January 8#jegulus#jegulus microfic#jegulus fanfiction#jegulus fic#james potter#regulus black#james fleamont potter#regulus arcturus black#jfp#r.a.b#the marauders era#harry potter#james x regulus#regulus x james#regulus and james#james and regulus#jegulus fluff#dead gay wizards#dead gay wizards from the 70s#starchaser#sunseeker#peaceful morning#james just watching regulus#regulus being sweet until he realises what time it is#shall we have another swimming lesson#all hell breaks lose#tidy
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Angelic Alastor AU
"Al!"
The angel turned to the voice and the sound of flapping wings just in time to see the two Archangels land behind him. The smaller of the two- with porcelain skin, rosy cheeks and an otherworldly beauty, bounded towards him full of energy. Golden eyes peered up at him as he spoke.
"Just finished with our spar, and Michael said he loved the hat! I told you it was a good idea!", Lucifer spoke, deep chuckles seeming to brighten the area by its mere presence. He punctuated his words by adjusting the top hat on his head, replacing the usual golden crown, a prideful smile on his face.
"Your brothers clearly love you too much.", Alastor snipes before facing the taller angel, and giving a polite bow. "Your Highness."
Michael gives a solemn nod, adorning a small soft smile. "Always good to see you, Altruist. I had ample time before my next meeting, so I figured I'd accompany my brother on his way to your little appointment."
Michael bore nearly identical features to his younger brother, possessing the same blonde locks, white skin, and golden eyes, albeit being considerably taller. What he lacked, falling a bit behind Lucifer's beauty, he made up for with his dignified grace, a regal authority that rivalled no other. He reminded Alastor of a frozen tundra amidst the plans for the creation of life, as precise as every detail on each snowflake.
"Very well that you did, your Grace, as your brother appears to need it quite a lot."
"It was ONE time! And your directions were very unclear!"
"I fail to see how 'meet me at the gates' translates to 'circle the entirety of heaven for 3 hours', my friend."
"There are a lot of gates in heaven! No matter! They just finished constructing the new nebula! We gotta check it out Alastor! Come on!", Lucifer said, practically bouncing on his feet in excitement and circling the other in flight before dashing off in a burst of speed.
Michael let out a rare chuckle as Alastor sighed in seeming annoyance.
"Always so sprightly, makes me wonder how you keep up with it all, Altruist.", the Archangel spoke, stepping to stand beside the red eyed angel.
"Trust me Sire, its tempting not to follow.", Alastor replied, deadpan as he set his gaze to the direction the Morningstar set off on. Left alone with the other Archangel, without Lucifer with him, Alastor couldn't help but feel a bit insecure. Shuffling his mismatch wings, he subtly moved the upper white set to cover the red and black wings below, his hold on his cane, tightening ever so slightly, though not enough for Michael to notice.
Michael smiled, finding no offense whatsoever from Alastor's words and the casualty of his jabs towards Lucifer. Despite his words, Michael could see the fondness Alastor possessed for the shorter angel, clear as day. Alastor was powerful, only ranking below the Archangels themselves in sheer strength, and would be of higher standing if not for his reclusive nature.
He always wore a smile wherever he went, but it was different for Lucifer, softer, fuller. Alastor shied away from any interaction with his angelic kind, but fully welcomes Lucifer's presence, seeking it, even. It was without a doubt that Alastor cared for his younger brother, his loyalty and selflessness when it came to the younger angel was palpable, fitting of his title, and for that, he had Michael's complete and utter respect.
"But you will, you always do.", Michael turned to face the angel, golden eyes meeting peculiar red. "Its why I trust you with his life."
Its a bit ridiculous perhaps, considering Lucifer was far more powerful than Alastor could ever be, but in the end, it mattered little. Alastor held his brother's heart, and Michael could guess it rang true vice versa.
Alastor's smile froze on his face, his sharp tongue silent as he gazed into the Archangel. A bout of silence passed, broken only by the Morningstar barreling back into Alastor at high speed.
"Alastor come on slow-wings! Hah! Get it? Slow? Wings? Come on, its hilarious, lets goooo!!", Lucifer bounced, gripping at the taller angel's arm, making a show of pulling him along. Evidently he didn't use much force, seeing as how Alastor wasn't immediately carried off, but it was enough to drag the angel rather quickly still.
"Later Michael!", the star spoke with a cheerful wave, before speeding off, dragging a squawking Alastor behind him as the other hastily flapped his mismatched wings, as he struggled to keep up.
Michael smiled at the scene, before turning to leave for his meeting.
Protect his heart, Alastor, it's all I ask of you.
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The wind roughly brushed the trees around them, as 3 pairs wings fluttered to land, every flap bringing forth powerful gusts. Michael surveyed the area as he went down to Earth, a mossy swamp littered with fireflies, blues and greens seeming to glow under the night sky. He wrenched his eyes down. He couldn't bear to look at a star right now, not after....
He shook the thought away, marching to look for the angel he was looking for. He'd been searching for hours, burning through the whole day. Alastor truly was a recluse, he was impossible to locate when he didn't want to be found. This was the last place he didn't look yet. They'd let Alastor design these swamps, letting him have at least a little hand in the creation of Earth despite his numerous refusals.
There at the edge, he could see him, standing at the edge of the water, mismatched wings cocooning him, the white set covering his entirety until his black wings were nearly out of sight.
"Altruist."
Alastor remained silent, his back to the Archangel. It was perhaps the most disrespectful thing Alastor's ever done to him, what with all his usual obsession with propriety.
"Altruist.", he called again, voice growing desperate, frustrated.
Still, there was no answer.
Michael clenched his teeth, the day's proceedings catching up to him, leaving him with far, far too many emotions.
"Alastor-"
"Don't."
Alastor's voice was cold, an icy tone that rivalled his own. It made Michael angry, frustrated and bitter. Can't Alastor see that he's hurting too? That he's also grieving?
"I lost him too, Alastor."
His voice was filled with emotion he wouldn't dare name. He had to be strong and steady for his brothers, for the rest of heaven. Im front of Alastor though? In matters regarding Lucifer? There was no one Michael could relate to more.
So why can't Alastor see? Did he think this was easy for Michael?! He lost his brother too! He's not the only one suffering!
But deep inside, Michael knew. It wasn't the same. He knew how deep the bond between Alastor and Lucifer ran, perhaps deeper than he ever had with his brother.
Michael's heart was already given to Heaven as a whole, but Alastor's only belonged to one.
"Tell me Michael, whose life did you entrust to me, again?", Michael felt ice crawl up his spine, his heart growing heavier with each word. Alastor spun around, unfurling his wings to face the Archangel. His crimson eyes were redder than usual.
"How, pray tell, am I supposed to do what you asked, when you cast down the one I was supposed to protect? Tell me how can I protect him from the fiery pits you all threw him into? How, am I supposed to GO ON WITHOUT-!"
'Without them', he almost said. No, he couldn't be reckless, couldn't let his emotions get the better. They couldn't know about his own relations with Lilith, he promised the two he'd stay safe. No matter how much it ached, he couldn't go against them.
Michael furrowed his brows in understanding, letting the accusations wash over him. If it were anyone else, he'd have already smote them down for the audacity, but this was Alastor. This was the angel who held his brother's heart; angry and emotional and dreadfully loyal to the star even now. If anything, in respect for his brother, he could endure this.
Schooling his expression, he'd gaze back at the fuming angel before him, his face a blank slate.
"Lucifer's actions were reckless and destructive, with severe consequences. His reckless disobedience, his affiliation with the first woman, its shattering the very foundation of order we worked so hard to maintain. Such crimes cannot go unpunished."
His voice was cold, adopting the mask of a ruthless prince. Right now, he wasn't a brother, he was Michael, Sword of Justice, Protector of Heaven. He had to learn to separate each title, it was the only way to ensure he did his role right. He can't be a brother right now. He won't, not for this.
He wishes it made it hurt less.
As emotionally compromised as he was, Alastor couldn't mask the pain in his face as he squeezed his eyes shut at Michael's tone, knowing he was now speaking to a soldier, not a friend. The sight of it almost made Michael want to break down the mask. Almost. Not nearly enough to actually do so. He was able to bear casting down his own brother, this was nothing.
The thought sent another pang to his heart, and he pushed it to the back of his mind.
"I love him too..", his voice was low, resigned, all energy leaving him as he looked away from the angel before him. Michael was so so tired. "It had to be done."
The swaying of the leaves and the buzz of nearby fireflies were the only things breaking the deafening silence. Now that he thought about it, didn't Lucifer help make these? Little bursts of light flying amidst a darkened swamp...
Why must everything hurt Michael today?
He heard the other take a deep breath, and turned to see the other adopt a smile. It didn't quite reach his eyes.
"Thank you for your visit, your Highness. You may take your leave now."
Alastor always smiled, even when he didn't mean it, but none of those ever felt as wrong as this one.
"Alas-"
Michael cut off his own words at the other's glare. Alastor's eyes glowed a deep red, his sclera giving its own crimson glow. His glowing wings seemed to curl closer around him. All this while still keeping on that damned smile. It was uncomfortable. It served little to intimidate someone as powerful as Michael, but this wasn't about power.
He's never seen Alastor look so broken.
He may be set apart from the other angels, but he always looked so happy with Lucifer.
......but Lucifer isn't here anymore, is he?
Suppressing a sigh, Michael kept his voice level. ".....Altruist."
Alastor's smile only seemed to widen, contrasting with how his wings curled tighter around himself in a cocoon.
"I wish to be alone. Now.", the deceptively cheerful tone made Michael sick.
Without another word Michael turned around. There was no fixing this. Alastor looked as though a single action would cause him to flee. If Michael didn't take his leave, he'd have left anyway. All Alastor wanted was Lucifer, and Lucifer was condemned in Hell. There's nothing he could do.
As he spread out his wings, he took one last glance at Alastor's smiling face, before taking off, ignoring the muffled sounds of sobbing he left in his wake.
It was the last time he's ever seen Alastor smile.
#Angelic Alastor AU#google: how do you tell the person in love with ur brother that you sent said brother down to hell-#YES Michael's in this AU i CANNOT have a Lucifer without a Michael#the frozen void to his morning star#michael#hazbin hotel michael#bloopnik writing#alastor#alastor hazbin#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#angel alastor#radioapple#radioapplith#appleradio#lucifer x alastor#alastor x lucifer#hazbin hotel alastor#lucifer morningstar#lucifer#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel au#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel 2024#fic#fanfic#this might be a snippet to a fanfic im working on rn#its still in its worldbuildin stage bc life is busssyyyyy but this is one kf the scenes im planning out for it#hell's greatest throuple#hazbin au
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ace from âmark for mark and sin for sinâ by @midnightluck. itâs a delightfully painful sickfic with a twist on the regular tropes
#crowcraft#one piece ace#one piece#opc#fire fist ace#portgas d ace#read the fic. cried. banged this out in a time crunch#ive got to go back to literal hell on monday and i wont be able to sit at home and draw all day. pain and suffering#ok Iâm tired. posting this then itâs sleep time#oh#tw suicidal ideation#itâs not?? I guess??? I donât know how to tag for this#portgas d. ace#if I hate this in the morning itâs going. Iâm breaking the sacred rule of âdonât draw the same night as postingâ
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peacefully scrolling through ao3 for a five + sibling bonding fluff fic because i was bummed about season 4 again and i suddenly come acrossâŚ
âŚâŚâŚ. mpreg five
#listen I AM NOT JUDGING#âŚâŚâŚâŚ.. HOWEVER#it caught me SO OFF GUARD#i literally did not sleep at all and itâs 6:30 in the morning#imagine my surprise as i discovered that five mpreg exists#actually you donât even have to#my face looked exactly like the picture#:0#to each their own!!!!!#and i hope whoever is reading these fics enjoys the hell out of them#the umbrella academy#tua#umbrella academy#five hargreeves#hargreeves siblings#number five#tua s4#tua season 4#tua five
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hope everyone's having a happy new year! here's a qtina/qbagi beach episode fic! mouse and empanada are there too ^-^ hope you enjoy!
#need to proofread the hell out of this tommorow morning. i added nearly 1000 more words tonight. i did not mean to do that.#my posts#my fics#bagina#teaduo#qsmp#qsmp bagi#qsmp tina#qsmp empanada#qsmp ironmouse
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approaching the final stretch of vulnerability chapter 8... đââď¸
#its been fighting me like hell lmao#wrote most of it just last month lol oops#been working on it in mornings before i get to work on art#vulnerability fic
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this isnât necessarily a req cuz im not sure if itâs anything to expand on or if ur reqs are open but
imagine if stepdad!joel is cuddling/napping with reader in her bed after fucking and/or shes cockwarming him and readerâs oblivious mom comes in and is like âawww how cuteâ cuz she has no idea what just happened/whats going on under the blanket so she just thinks joel and reader are just bonding đ¤
Dear nonnie,
You can open âthe doorâ of my inbox with your foot and request anything if youâre carrying such filthy goodness with youđđđŤ I took my time writing part 2 of stepdad!Joel but itâs finally here. I used your hot depraved thots and expanded on them a little. Hope youâll like the resultđ Have a wonderful week and happy holidays, loveđşđ
Pt 1 - A Step Into Hell
Pt 2 - A Hell Of A Morning â¨
stepdad Joel drabble
#askđ#joel miller#stepdad!joel#pedro pascal#joel miller x reader#request#joel miller smut#a hell or a morning fic#a step into hell fic
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the cicadas are singing somewhere outside and your heart is in your throat and he's looking you in the eyes with something resembling trust and you don't know if you deserve it. your vision's gone all kaleidoscopic and dizzying, the crowd dissolving into fractures of light and cacophony. and still, he's handing you the gun. you feel an oil slick settle under your skin, feel it sizzle and spit in the incandescent heat of a stage turned colosseum, turned hallowed, wretched ground wherever the light finds purchase. you're a demon and he's an angel and neither one of you has ever known the shape of sickness, never felt it settle in the wing-span-bird-hollows of your bones. but you know it now; know the way it slithers, acrid and vicious, carving into the gore of your esophagus. you know it now like an old friend; like the swoop of pale eyelashes against skin; like the slope of his throat, and the way his voice rises at the end as he speaks prophecy into being: aim for my mouth. his mouthâhis soft/slanting/beautiful mouth, so far away from your own. fear strings itself between the rungs of your ribcage, burrows deep into aorta and vessel and gore.
but shoot past my ear. and he says it as though you've ever held a weapon with any trace of volition; as though you wouldn't rather face destruction than watch him come to ruin, than let his blood be on your hands (centuries spool out before you, and you're standing in a darkened theatre with a make-believe king and a thane and a ghost. and you can see the woman stained with blood no longer there. you watch the way she tears at her own flesh, scrubs it raw as though she might be made holy once more. the space between your shoulder blades ache). you don't think you could hurt him even if you tried. but the stage lights are so sickly and you're choking back bile and he's a million miles away from you. there's something cracking apart in your chest. the night is headyâthe cicadas still sing outside. and you're trembling. you're so close to calling it all off, to pulling him into the wings and out into the amnesia of a heavy night. exit stage right, and all that. but then, trust me. and there it is. it crashes into you with a devastating, inevitable certainty. you'd do anything he wished. you'd rend the sky apart with your teeth. you'd reach into your chest and hand him your all-too-human heart, if only he'd ask. so you hold your breath. you aim. and you pray.
#eughhh it is one in the morning and im fucking EEPY#anyway [throwing this at your feet] idk what the hell this is#if i wake up tmrw (aka later today) and find i've written soemthing borderline incomprehensible im gonna be so annoyed at myself lol#kind of hate bits of this but I am toooooo tired to edit lmao#ignore the fact that i don't use any commas. or periods. like ever. it's for the rhythm + flow of the words â¨â¨#anyway hi alex if you're reading this i probably was inspired by one of ur fics or something. i can't even remember but probably lol#good omens#crowley#ineffable husbands#good omens 2#aziracrow#aziraphale#go2#ineffable lovers#ineffable wives#good omens season 2#good omens 1941#gomens#gomens 2#good omens ficlet#good omens fic#good omens poetry#my words#aziraphale x crowley#crowley x aziraphale#tw: mention of blood#tw: gun mention#tw: emetophobia#long post#wren writes crow
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This scene in The Bear hit like, so many kinks of mine đđđŻđĽ
#there are some delicious fics of them on AO3 jsyk#thinking about that last image made me smile on my way to work this morning because it's so horrible it loops around to hilarious đ#my kind of dark humour#anyway this scene was hot as hell#the bear#carmy x nyc chef#carmy x chef#new york chef x carmen#new york chef#nyc chef#carmen berzatto#chefzatto
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When Finarfin sleeps, he dreams of fire.
Fire licking away on the Ships, fire devouring his home in AlqualondĂŤ, fire mirroring in the dark water; he dreams of thick smoke and flashing sparks, dreams of blood and fear and grief. He wakes up in cold sweat, throat hoarse and body shivering; there is no one to comfort him, no one to hush him and to tell it was just a dream.
He doesn't risk falling asleep again. He gets out of his bed and washes his face with shaking hands.
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When Finarfin sleeps, he dreams of fire.
He dreams of horror and fear, dreams of ragged screams and all-consuming pain; he dreams of distant cries, and of blood, and of death, and he wakes up.
He wakes up in tears, and there's void in his heart where two of his children were before.
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When Finarfin sleeps, he dreams of fire.
He dreams of pain and rage and destruction; dreams of grim revenge and of bloodied victory; dreams of burns and wounds and of flaming whips, dreams of chains and swords and snow-white feathers of his co-leader.
He doesn't scream. He stopped screaming long ago.
Eärwen groans in her sleep and tugs him closer. Finarfin burrows his face into her neck, and tries to fall asleep again.
#finarfin#tolkien#silmarillion#silm fic#'noldo didn't you say you're going to sleep' god forbid students do anything đđ#anyways it's 23:26 and this is probably incoherent as hell#but I Don't Care#i'd care in the morning tho :/
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every time i am reminded of this sketch, i imagine cahir and morteisen
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#sorry was just thinking about âitâs always black-armored knights on horses with terrifying caparisons huhâ#cahir takes off his helmet and examines it like hmmm⌠now if i was a 12 year old girlâŚ#ââi mean a scorpion is. a pretty nasty creatureâ#you know i still have a bone to pick with joey batey for his claim âweâve injected british humor into jaskierâ#well because obviously 1. donât do that#but 2. british humor is actually funny#you know iâve been thinking of a redesign for cahirâs armor (obviously not canon) based on a swallow. yâknow instead of a bird of prey#i just feel like his redemption was so good he deserves a costume change#i mean i love it at stygga when ciri sees him and freaks out because#hell is empty and all the devils here#but yknow like in toussaint and stuff heâs gotta have some decent knight armor#plus those guys are always making crazy vows#my cahir fic is that he disappears for two weeks and only exists under the alias âthe swallow knightâ and he comes back half-dead#and milva is like âhave a good time?â and heâs like âyeahâ#geralt doesnt even look up from his morning coffee (i mean the equivalent of. probably wine tbh)#the elbow-high diaries#Youtube
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tired girl hours iâm just ranting bcos i donât have enough time to cry
#tw rant#studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not#its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels#so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday#i feel worse knowing thereâs this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me#n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone#yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my#friends study minimum 4 hours a day. weâre all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep#of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle#but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today#i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts#and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics#just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people#im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier#im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk#and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know#but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or weâll dislike eac#h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe#ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch#people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and#seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want#are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to#spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was#i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next#âis this all im ever going to be?â im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes#me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good#but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im#intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout#but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone
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hi tumblr im pyrr pyrriax and im in my trimonthly artist arc, lord help me and all the projects that are currently sitting in my drafts while i am lured in by the siren song of drawing
#haunted ecosystem#this is not helping with how much my hands hurt on a daily basis this is why i type and dont handwrite/draw very much.#im lured in regardless and i really need to find an artform that doesnt Hurt but for now. digital art <3#like theres a difference between my dumb doodles (quick easy not much different from regular computer usage) and actual art#but im an artist at heart i spent sooooo long being an artist and thinking i was shit at writing. that is wrong! im actually kinda good#im rambling in tags today because i have been not social (my partner is in genshin hell and my beloved is. somewhere.)#okay but on another note i reread the first. couple chapters of wtds this morning? the pacing is a little weird and the tense is fucked#but its actually a lot better than i thought it was? you can tell i was fleshing everybody out in my head and i totally forgot about how#i described the watcher [who i am STILL redacting the name of until we get there] and just. ough. pandora being very logical#and then jumping to the latest chapter and fucking sobbing because i forgot about how it went and just. pandora and his.#whatever the fuck is wrong with him.#i have gotta start recommending people read that again. its surprisingly friendly without context because of how i approached it#that fic has taught me so many things its actually a little comical. it also made me relearn how to make and write ocs so thats fun#once i finish that main fic (and i WILL i am actually planning to sign up for a thing. im finishing it i swear.) i finally get to show off#more of the world and characters ive crafted. showing backstories and what-ifs and all these oneshots ive been keeping close to my chest#for like absolutely ages because i dont want any spoilers on my tumblr#and. im finishing that fic in pseudo-memoriam of somebody who deleted their accounts everywhere. still miss you dane!#ok this has completely gone off topic ily tumblr im going back to drawing and i might make a new pfp#it'll still be lavius but it'll be fray lavius since i think about him a lot and i like his color palette.
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