#I want to cry of happiness okay
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#first of all ive already been told exactly how stupid i am by my dear friend so i know#im dumb#But stiiiilll#remember how last week while i was having an all around breakdown i wrote to Them™?#it was just a stupid text like how you doing#But I mean stupid!! stupid!! so stupid! riiight?#what was i hoping? idk. I just wanted to hear from them and so well i took the matter in my own 2 hands#I missed them and I wanted to hear from them since I think about them 24/7 anyhow#and guess what? they answered me#(we're supposed to be friends of course they did)#and alright we were having a nice convo#i was kinda afraid they'd be kind of stand offish#not bc of anything but probably not to try and lead me on yk?#that's what id do probably - kind but not too involved as not to give any false hope#and im so glad bc they arent doing that! we really did have a nice convo#ok at some point they answered kinda weirdly but that's probably just them being a v bad texter#which - fair - im not that good myself#thing isssss... the convo is still going on. 6 no 7 days later?#they're offering info that they don't need to. asking questions too! it's like they're actually enjoying talking to me!#I want to cry of happiness okay#and ik this doesn't mean a thing - i know it. i know how things stand. I am okay with it.#But to know they still enjoy talking to me and sending their precious little time chatting with me - i mean. fuck#and each time the convo was kinda dying down they still managed to keep it going 😭 i could cry#and today we've really been going back and forth and it's the best thing that's happened to me all month ok? ok.#and they've just asked me how was my morning. totally unnecessary question. im so happy i could die#yes im delusional but im in love so please god please universe - just keep thing convo going a bit more#just let me have this - it's such a small joy and such a small hope - just let me have this for a little while more#I wont go crazy - or i will but it won't hurt me worse than ive already been hurt so the danger is worth it#god I love them that's so awful
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This moment, when Mikey took him out of bandages... he started dissapiering, only then, not when Mikey was searching for him... I wondered if he was feeling himself save with his brothers...
#cass fanart tag#rottmnt#it was wonderful...#Really... this part was#pof#I didn't want to cry#I wanted to scream out of happiness because it will be okay#Mikey can save them
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ahahaha scarabia enthusiasts howre we feeling this perfectly fine and normal day
#blacked out and my hand moved by itself#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst art#twst#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#twst jp#twst jp spoilers#-✦—]#in all seriousness that book 7 update TOOK. ME. OUT.#THE HURT. THE INSANITY. IM CRYING#i have been wanting more of their development since book 5#i'm so happy that things are finally *clicking* for both kalim and jamil#this is one step forward#i feel like they still have a LONG way to go#hsdfkdjs anyways#im yapping 😭#im okay im so okay (im not)
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cw: babies!!!! you’re also referred to as “ma” once
okay but like,,,,,first time dad Bakugou giving his baby their first bath after coming home!!! you’re fluttering around the kitchen, trying to make sure you have your daughters towel ready, her baby safe soap, a tiny washcloth, that her teeny tiny pajamas are in the dryer.
it’s only when you take a second to ask Bakugou something do you finally just—pause. your gaze instantly softens, a lovesick smile inching on your face as you watch your big buff pro hero husband hunch over the kitchen sink.
your daughter is resting in the baby bath seat, lilac colored and reclined back. she squirms when Bakugou lets the warm water run over her naked, fat little belly. her face scrunches at the new sensation, fists balling up against her chest. he coos at her, gentle,
“I know, ya little princess. Feels weird on ya, doesn’t it?” he asks her, voice so small under the running water. he cups his hand, holds a handful of water, tilts her fat cheek up to let it slide in her neck rolls that always smell like milk. she whines at that, sniffles and hiccups before she cries. you go to take a step forward, to console her, but Bakugou is so patient.
“It’s alright,” he kisses her tears away. “Daddy’s just tryna help you.” he runs the water all over her body, and paired with his softly spoken words, does she finally quiet after a few seconds. her little body trembles with the aftermath, pouty lips puffy and he can’t help but smooth his hand over the softness of her face.
“Yer a crybaby, just like your ma.” he whispers to her, grinning when that breaks you out of your stupor to smack him on the shoulder. you both laugh at that, and you finally feel the peace that is your little family. you lean against Bakugou’s shoulder, pressing a kiss to his jaw before looking at your daughter again.
“You’re gonna be a great dad,” you mumble into his skin. he doesn’t say anything, but you can feel his shuddering breath, and the calmness that blankets the rest of your house.
#ugly crying on the r floor#I thought about this earlier and forgot and then remembered again#and I was soooo happy bc I love this thought#first time baby baths were a nightmare with my niece LOL#she was colicky and hated everything so what was supposed to be a cute n sweet moment#was just her screaming to the tops of her lungs lol#but I believe bkg has a very well tempered first child which makes him want more#then the second one is HIM all over again and he’s like. thanks I’m good no more for me pls AKSJDKD#okay bye I’m gonna catch up on the dash 🏃🏽♂️#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬#dad bkg
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“Sometimes when magicians vanish, they leave something behind…That’s how Trucy became Trucy Wright…my daughter. To be honest, I was pretty lost those first few days. Thinking back on it, it was a pretty dark time in my life. But Trucy…happy, smiling Trucy…she was my light.”
#doctorsiren#ace attorney#phoenix wright#trucy wright#beanix#ace attorney fanart#comic#art#digital art#my art#fanart#procreate#this started out as me wanting to give an origin to his dumb beanie#but then it became something so cute 😭😭#she’s his sunshine 😭#I took inspiration from Gwen Stacy’s universe where the colours reflect the mood and characters#especially for the part where Gwen hugs her dad —> Trucy hugging Phoenix#the only time that Trucy is fully blue is when she’s empathizing with Phoenix#because he probably told her that it’s okay to cry as well#I’M REALLY HAPPY WITH THIS GRRR 😭💖😭💖#if I had a nickel for everytime I’ve created something where a dad is crying and their young child comes to comfort them and cheer them up#I would have a LOT of nickels#also!! when doing the shading#i first laid down shadows over Phoenix’s entire form#but then when shaping the shadows I took shadow away from Phoenix and added small shadows to Trucy#and she’s acting like a sort of pseudo-light source (the beanie also acts as this as well ^^)#sunshine is my middle name (not even joking) and so Trucy being his light resonates with me#it’s funny bc this comic literally contradicts the comic I did a couple days back because in that one he already has the beanie#but in this one Trucy says Iris helped her make the beanie
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it mattered because when my brother asked me what if this is the happiest you'll ever be? the best you'll ever get? the thing i felt was fear, not peace. everybody thought you were so perfect for me. even i thought you were "helping me grow". i had to challenge every internal clock. make myself more thoughtful, more kind, more beautiful.
i told my therapist it was good because i like the changes i made and there's something so strong about saying i did that. the problem is that i can like the difference all i want, but i changed for you. something akin to getting your name tattooed, all my progress is stamped with fuck you.
it was the happiest i'd ever been and also the best i'd ever gotten. i would still get in the car and think what the fuck just happened.
#warm up#writeblr#i spent a lot of time picturing our future#how funny to think: in each version of our future#i was never myself#i was someone smarter kinder braver#better adept.#who could navigate the way you shouted and got angry at small things and never fucking believed the best of me#i would never be needy and you'd never get tired of me#people usually talk about how we picture people as being “fixable”. but i assumed i was the problem. my idyllic picture wasn't of you.#it was a version of me that wasn't ill. that needed no extra help. that could be your wife and happy#the fact i wasn't happy was because there is something so wrong inside me. it's always been that way. i convinced myself:#if i stay i can change. if i stay i can make it worth it. i can apologize and fix this. and make us both okay.#for the last year i've been thinking about how you blamed our whole breakup on me. how it was my fault for whatever thing.#and i agreed with you. because of course i did. you'd trained me to believe everything was my fault . that you wanted to love me and i made#it far too hard. that i was always finding ways to ''set you off'.#a few days ago while i was doing something else#i realized that while i was in crisis you told me to fuck off and find someone else to get help. and you never fucking apologized .#you said i made you do that because i wasn't being sensible. i had been crying too hard to speak clearly.#you said: you're doing this to manipulate me.#you forgave yourself for that. i had to forgive you without apology. you said you were right to react that way. and then you were SO#SO annoyed. any time i said: i feel like you aren't nice to me. it is hard to trust that you love me.#i don't think about you that much anymore. but these days when i do: all i can think is that im not sure u ever really understood kindness#you were the cruelest to the people closest to you. and most of the time. that meant it fell to me.
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feeling very soft for them lately
#really and truly they just need a moment (or a few years) of peace#also in their future in a time of tolerance#and they could be together#and I cry for them often#their story is a tragedy#I want to cry again#LET THEM BE HAPPY AND IN LOVE#going thru the stages of grief rn#okay goodnight#house md#gregory house#james wilson#hilson#greg house#hate crimes md#hatecrimes md#house#hugh laurie#house md fanart#my art :3#traditional art
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Theory of FrUk. (in my crazyperson eyes)
#hetalia#fruk#hetalia england#hetalia france#arthur kirkland#francis bonnefoy#myart#bangs head with hammer#i hope my diagram is understandable.#I FUCKINGF> HATE THEMMMM (i think abt them eeveruminute of every day okay. okay.#fruk wedding... hahahahahahahahaaaa...#i think hetamyu had the right idea in that france would totally balk at the last second every single time.#they have had many failed marriage attempts.#france runs off (inevitably) or england is waiting to walk down the isle and he just cannot stop crying out of fear#awful wedding. they are so happy they look at eachother like they fell in love for the first time all over again. they want to die also.
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Can we get big brother Lighter protecting little sister reader and keeping it secret how he's an Undefeated Champion to not worry her about what he had been doing
OH MY GOD ANON THIS WAS PRE-RELEASE AND SOMEHOW YOU PREDICTED THE FUTURE A LITTLE BIT ????
considering how lighter barely tells anyone about his plans, i believe that he’d do the same with his beloved little sister. he didn’t want her to be worried over him, even if he was bleeding away in some dingy corner of the ring.
he’d come back home with a new bruise, a new scar. but he still had that smile on his face, his calloused hands ruffling through your hair. he placed your favorite food on the table, something that you both could only eat every now and then.
as you both dig in, he’d constantly place more food on your plate. “you can only become as strong as me if you eat well,” his voice filled with pride as he watched you. he barely got a few bites in, believing that his empty stomach would go away as long as you were eating. he tried to keep the conversations between you two rather short, so as to not alarm you with how he was supporting the both of you.
if he wasn’t home for dinner, he’d try his best to be back before you’re asleep. he recalled the last time you stayed up waiting for him and he was only back in the early morning. seeing you asleep on the couch, probably watching the clock until your eyelids felt heavy. he carried you back to bed, your sleepy nonsensical scolding filled his ears. but he couldn’t forget how you called out his name as he was about to leave again for another match.
“will you be back for dinner?” you were as sweet as ever, only caring about his return.
“i’ll try to. don’t worry,” he reassured you, a gentle smile on his face as he pushed up his sunglasses.
your head perked up a little from the pillow, watching him turn his back towards you to face the door. “promise?”
“promise.” his voice faltered just a little, unnoticeable to you but he knew the truth. it hurts to have to lie to you about it, he wished he worked an honest job.
another opponent, another 0 added to the end of his earnings, another bruise, just another day. it was difficult to keep living like this, bad thoughts infiltrating his mind. as he slumped over the front door, he could hear you running up to the door, probably the soft jingling of his keys alerted you of his arrival. you opened the door, a wide smile on your face that was then replaced with horror upon seeing him.
there was blood running down the side of his face, an injury that he ignored in order to get back home in time. that look, that expression, the way you moved back a couple of steps as if you had just seen an ethereal. that was what made him realize that he should care for himself more too. seeing your fear shattered him more than he could imagine. he had already lost so much, he couldn’t bear to lose you all because of his own recklessness.
he walked up to you, removing his shades before falling to his knees. he rarely showed this side to you. his arms reached out for you, hugging you close to him. he didn’t want you to see this side of him. how weak he truly was, how much of a scaredy cat he was, how he had been lying to you this whole time to keep you happy. your hands ruffled through his dark teal hair, just like how he did with yours. if being the undefeated champion meant that you’d look at him like he was monster, then was he any different to one? apologies came out of him, tears welled up in his eyes.
after a moment of silence, you finally spoke up. “promise me, that you’ll be home safe tomorrow.” just tomorrow? that seems possible, he just had to win his next match cleanly.
“promise. i’ll be back here safely,” his voice was still shaky from the tears. he tried to muster up as much courage as he could but this time he couldn’t lie to you. he’ll try his best, to fulfill this promise he had made with you. even if it’s just tomorrow, he knows you want him to return in one piece every day but you both know that he can’t promise that. so you decide to take it one day at a time, one tomorrow after another. a new promise everyday, kept between the both of you.
#lumiresponds ˚✧₊⁎☆#lighter zzz#zzz lighter#lighter lorenz#lighter x reader#did you guys know that i’m a sucker for siblings#specifically doomed siblings#and i really wanted this to turn out differently#but i thought enough angst#let me write an ending thats somewhat comforting ?#finished this up in my class#thats why its pretty bad but i cannot bring myself to finish this without wanting to cry#because every thought i have for this is just sad#and i seriously dont want to subject lighter nation to that#also for my own mental sanity#someone needs to tell me that it is okay to think happy thoughts with lighter#i fear that i am not the same person i was before his story dropped
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✨flourless pancakes🥞
you just listen it
#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava the dark lord#ava the chosen one#ava victim#ava ships#happy end au#I just want a romcom with these three#the legend of Russian memology#if this comic doesn't get as many likes as my meme about Vic and chosen in the box#then I'll shoot these fucking flourless pancakes#and cry bitterly for three months#okay?!
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Been having awful mental health weeks and can't even book a pysch appointment because their phone lines aren't working
#i feel like shit and theres nothing i can do about it.#im tired from work and instead of doing anything that makes me happy im crying in bed#i feel like i can be just on the verge of waking into the intersection and no one notices. world keeps on spinning.#people keep going not noticing im not there. i just wish i could finally be happy but everytime i tjink im doing okay im reminded of#of my crushing loneliness. i dont want to die -i just wish i was never born in the first place#i dont need to /talk/ bc what is there to say that i havwnt whinged ahout 500 times. i wish i didnt care. i wish i didnt feel these things.#all i do is complain -change nothing and then complain nothings changed. i want to matter to people around me but i feel like i#get proven time and time again that i just.#am a small insignificant insect
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HELLO PETRIGROF NATION 🤩🤩 Fionna and Cake finale destroyed me and made me very sad so I couldn't draw anything except silly doodles to cope pls enjoy
#adventure time#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#fionna and cake#fionna and cake fanart#adventure time fanart#the quote from the second doodle is from a Steven universe fanart I saw back when they revealed rose quartz was actually pink diamond shsjd#Most of these are from ms paint :)#Skipsart#Will never get over this ending actually#Like three of my classmates who have never even heard of adventure time love these two now just because I can't shut up about them#ME WHEN TRAGIC LOVERS 😢😢😢 UAUAUA <- (sounds of despair)#Really wanted to see a human Golbetty design :(#Also low-key wished they pulled a La La Land and showed us the life they could've had/an alternate dimension where they're happy together#I get that they wanted us to feel like the characters and stuff but still HHHHH#Anywayz it took me two months to get over this#I couldn't listen to Everything in You without ugly crying LMBOOO#I'm a sensitive guy okay 😔 I'm fine now so we're good‼️💪
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😢😢
#heartbreak#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit#sadcore#depressing quotes#depressing life#and heartbreak image#sad thoughts#im crying#sad quotes#i miss what we had#i miss u#i miss you#i miss her#i want you#i want to be happy#i want her back#i want to be okay#i want to be loved#i want to cry#i want her#want you so bad#i want her bad#want her
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Princess Katelyn in this on her wedding day, yes or no??🤔
Been VIBRATING with the need to draw more royal kateaaron for this AUGH
I mean LOOK. LOOK AT THIS, THIS IS WHAT I IMAGINE AARON WEARING TO THEIR WEDDING. maybe more silver but that’s okay we can do that
They’d look so good. Katelyn in this dress and Aaron in this suit, they’re such a power couple if we’re being completely honest with ourselves. Katelyn kisses him first in excitement, but once he catches his balance Aaron sweeps off his crown and kisses her as she deserves to be kissed (lots of smiles and little laughs and very sweetly)
Find the royal au masterpost here 💕
#still haven’t figured out their earrings#but that’s okay we got time#I. love them#I want the twins to be the ones holding bouquets#palmetto tradition is that the equivalent party (Aaron and Andrew) present their spouse with a special bouquet#and usually the spouse likes to be surprised by the kinds of flowers#so Katelyn told Aaron to surprise her with her flowers at their wedding and Aaron agonized about it for DAYS#I haven’t looked into what he might choose#but it’s a good way for him to show he can be just as sappy as Andrew#under the right circumstances#he made sure this wedding was wonderful#which was maybe unnecessary bc Katelyn would have been happy just eloping#(though the wedding was admittedly nice)#she’s just happy to be with Aaron#they make me CRY#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#aaron minyard#katelyn#very funny that in this au we have 1) no canon katelyn surname#2) no family name for Abram bc he gave it up#so they’re allllll minyards now#good times all around#kateaaron#royal au#asks#kisses
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HEY GUYS!!! HOW ARE YOU ALL??? I MIGHT JUST BE BACK!!!
I wanted to incorporate a more 2000s anime looking style into my art style, {a mash up of the two} and this little portrait was exactly that! This made me so happy I literally almost teared up!!!
Anyway, for those following my rant blog I am going to make fanart of Takuru, just you wait 😤
IM SO HAPPY O M G
#Hey GUYS HRUUUUU????#ITS BEEN A BIT BUT I THINK IM FINALLY READY TO START DRAWING AGAIN#drawing what I wanted here is what made my day#I seriously haven’t felt like this in a bit#I am so sorry it’s not as close to my other art style#I value consistency and so it always scares me when my art changes 😅#Anyway I AM SO HAPPY WITH THIS IM ABOUT TO CRY#okay Void we get it can you stop screaming#art#final fantasy 7#ff7 rebirth#cloud strife#voids art#void’s new art style???
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Yes these have all already been posted, but 2023 Vettonso comp post for me because I'm going to have an emotional breakdown
#i dont want to sound like a maniac but. i manifested this JDKFLGLVLV#okay but understand. ive been vettonso posting for like 3 or so weeks now#have been drawing them like its my god damn career#have been squealing and screeching over them with everyone#and like oh hey! they're both gonna be at suzuka! and seb is having a bee event! maybe nando will go!#BUT THEN NO I DONT HAVE TO JUST LIVE WITH SCRAPS. I GOT A WHOLE FUCKING MEAL#I AM GOING TO SCREAM AND CRY AND ROLL AROUND THE FLOOR#*i say as if i haven't done all of those things in quick succession after seeing these#yknow very fortuitous time for my parents to have gone on a vacation. so they didnt have to be witness to the emotional breakdown i just had#i was making noises that have not been uttered by human beings before :)#BUT LIKE INWAS LITERALLT JUDT DRAWING VETTONSO FANART#AND I FINISHED IT AND SCHEDULED IT#and was all silly in the tags like 'haha wonder if we'll get any interaction'#and then i go to scroll tumblr one last time before slepeing and I RECEIVE THIS FUCKING 12 COURSE MEAL#i cannot actually describe the emotion i felt when i first saw the pic#like genuine fucking shock through my body like just was like 'is this actually happening'#i said to C today 'i will be happy if we even get a pic of them within eachother's vicinity'#and well wow. theyre certainly within each others vicinities rn#if we actually get any more pics i think i will keel over i think i will actually turn into dust and powder on the floor#UGHHHHHHH JUST THE TIMING!!!!!! THEY DID IT FOR ME 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#sometimes manifesting does work. after you draw like 20 hours worth of art of them#im trying to be concise but i really cant#because its literally just animal screeching and whining noises in my head rn#HOW DO I SLEEP AFTER THIS???????????????#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2023 japanese gp#we do a little bit of f1
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