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(Basic context is that AU of Duel Desinties where the phantom impersonates Phoenix to get him found guilty of Clay's murder, I talk more under the cut abt it jkhlj)
-Basically meant to be a parallel to turnabout trump, cause if you can have ONE boss get found guilty of murder, why not a second one?
-OK basically: everything in DD happens normally until like- a day before clays murder, Phoenix gets yoinked by the phantom somehow (he is still alive, just being held captive), Phantom is still Fulbright, but they've decided to be silly goofy (target Phoenix and get him found guilty of murder, escape police custody and then murder phoenix and make it seem like Phoenix accidentally died while on the run, thats why they didn't kill phoenix right away unlike the real Fulbright) there is an imposter amo-
-I dont have the logistics as to how this affects solving Metis's murder, and how it effects what evidence is used n whatnot and turnabout for tomorrow as a whole, so im just going nuts HGJKHLJ
-Originally I was actually imagining this taking place during turnabout for tomorrow and I wanted that case to be apollo v klavier instead of phoenix and edgeworth and thats why klav is in here instead of Simon (I decided that Simon got badly injured and couldn't stand in court for the retrial, so klavier was asked to step in)
-The courtroom bombing still happens the same way it does normally, but Apollo decides to take up the case again instead of taking a leave, instead of like, you know, healing from the traumatic event that just happened, turnabout countdown still happens as well
-Apollo and Athena do not find out about the phantom's existence until well after this trial, so they have no idea that Phoenix could've possibly been replaced, though simon, after hearing about the trial, might be suspicious about whether or not that was the real Phoenix
-The Phantom had been not only keeping an eye on Simon for a while, but was also stalking Phoenix and Edgeworth after they both started looking into UR-1, so they were able to impersonate phoenix so well that not even his own daughter thought that anything was up (though while Trucy did find him a *little* bit off, but she figured that it might've been the bombing that caused him to act ever so slightly weird, so she didn't pay much mind to it until she heard about his confession in court and realized it might've been because he possibly, ya know, killed someone)
-it's pretty much just switching Athena being framed for murder with Phoenix, and instead of the trial ending on a cliffhanger, it continues on (probably with Klavier insisting on it) ending with soloman being found innocent and Phoenix being declared guilty
-There's a couple days inbetween the end of the cosmic turnabout and the start of turnabout for tomorrow, so Athena, Apollo and Trucy all get a little bit to process the fact that "oh god my boss/my dad killed someone" (simons execution date is pushed back a bit in this au) and they probably get to talk with Klavier and eventually a lil bit with Simon after he gets out
-Im not sure how it all winds down in turnabout for tomorrow (Phoenix escaping and being at large is basically the perfect cover for the phantom to resume being fulbright for that trial) but they do eventually realize that the phoenix who confessed wasn't the real one and now there's a search on going to find out where the real one is being held captive, hes fineeee just ready to take a week long nap and a good vacation (along with every other waa member)
-I dont have anything else to add on rn but if you want to add something or just throw in a scenario feel free to!! this idea has been bouncing around my head for like a month now and Im very happy to finally show yall it
#ace attorney#ace attorney dual destinies#apollo justice#athena cykes#klavier gavin#phoenix wright#copycat au#indys art#apollo faints like- 0.5 seconds after the verdict is called which is very understandable#Apollo and Athenas horrible no good very bad court trial#and klavier isn't fairing any better tbh HJGKHL#no one is doing well at all and it gets worse before it gets better hjgkhl#Im both very excited but also TERRIFED posting this#I rarely try to actually write actual serious dialogue for characters cause im not a writer-so im hoping it's like- halfway decent HGJKH#I may be anxious as hell but Im going to be very brave and post this instead of- not doing that HJGKHL#I also tried to push myself a bit with this one so I included more panels to work on and coloured it#I like how it came out though!!#I hope u enjoy <3#also if something doesn't make sense blame it on the fact that I wrote the caption and these tags at like 2:30 am
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shouto dresses like this in the assistant!reader au because he is a man dressed BY women FOR women (aka you’ve helped curate his style over the years 🥺)
#rei and fuyumi always share their thoughts too 🥺🥺🥺#made myself SO INSANE W THIS ACTUALLY WTAFAGDJSJDNAJHSHSJANAJA#rei usually likes anything and everything bc thats her baby boy!!!!! to her he looks good in EVERYTHINF#(which to be fair . is true)#fuyumi is more critical but 🥺🥺🥺 she approves of ur taste 🥺🥺🥺#this is a sneakpeak into what happens in the fic ngl cos im searching up outfits rn 😭😭😭😭😭#sneakpeek****#I ALWAYS GET THAT WRONG#anyway im DYING bec he wears sambas and it looks good on him#FAWKWKDKSKSNDKSN#he also wears new balances lol#his gym shoes are asics#shotorus.process#how do i tag this#three-part honesty#<- thats the fic name
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I CANT USE CSS ON ARTFIGHT...............
#I WAS REALLY HOPING TO FIX THE FUCKING. PARAGRAPH WIDTH. SIGH#idk why but it stretches across the ENTIRE page like. it takes up the full width of the browser and it BOTHERS ME. ON ALL THE PAGES#i could try manually putting shift breaks but im worried it might not look so good on mobile. ugghh... auyggghhh.....#im already learning CSS and API so i thought i could put it to good use but. AUGH#this whole time ive had to go into the inspect panel myself and change the padding so i dont have to read the length of the screen#like a fucking typewriter... i would have also loved to use custom fonts and animations......#i did find a guide for BBCode which the site uses on default and it covers basic styling but its not the same. sniffle#you CAN unlock CSS if you donate $25 to the page which seems fair. and if i could do it i would but. i do not have any way of#sending or receiving money online </3 i really need to figure out how to do that so i can set up comms like i said i would last summer#but it intimidates me.... and im already kept on a short leash when it comes to that so it feels like a lot of things could go wrong#i think toyhouse allows CSS or some sort of code...?? i remember seeing some oc pages with custom layouts#if thats the case i'll try fiddling with it but im not very familiar with using toyhouse so thatll take a while#(thanks again for the code sal ^_^ ill put it on my pin once its ready but im trying to learn my way around the site heh ;;)#at least i can use my pixel dividers.. ive been digging around for pixels to use and found some really cute ones#yapping
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rip evansbby blog 2022-2024
#it was a good run#but I’ve been noticing how dead it’s been since like February#like it’s really over bro I get like next to no asks#my inbox isn’t popping how it used to#everybody moved on bahahaha#which is fair#but like I wanna die bc I feel like my fics are gonna flop#like wg 4 is gonna flop so hard and im gonna have to prepare myself 😂😂😂😂#anywayssss what’s up
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OCD is pretty common among autistic people, and many of us who dont have full-on OCD may experience some things that can be kinda similar to some aspects of it. I'm on the spectrum myself and i also have this issue of basically getting stuck on some thoughts. It sucks, sometimes it's something that makes me angry but doesnt actually matter that much in the grand acheme of things and i just end up in a bad mood over something stupid and cant stop thinking abt it for a few days even though there are no new thoughts about it, i just keep going through old ones again and again and again. I dont know if there's a term for it, but hey, at least I'm not the only one, and neither are you. Generally i just look for distractions and wait until the thoughts get less obsessive and annoying
That makes sense, thanks!
#logically i kno theres a spectrum of experience from autistic restrictive and repetitive behavior to full on ocd and im an ecologists so i#kno natrue does not give a damn abt human boxes and labels but unfortunately if u give me a set of labels i will obsessively try to parse#out what fits into what best and it drives me nuts. which is probably part of why i fall into the 0cd side of things. all of my thoughts#tend to b looping a repetitive and it makes me freak the fuck out lol. im also supposed to ground myself and move on which is hard to do#rn i think abt ice floating down a channel. floating down the northwest passage bc im again an obsessional freak#but that seems to help a bit lowering my distress. i need to pull myself out of my own head and into the present. mindfulness as my#therapist would say. and im trying but its hard and i hate it lol. eventually itll get easier tho. one hopes at least#to b fair im way more chill abt this categorical debate than parsing whether or not im bip0lar lol bc that comes with meds#and im spectacular at talking myself out of medication and i kno that and the doctors kno that but they dont say it directly and im like bro#its fine i kno what ur thinking and ur right but also im insane in a way that makes me ridiculously well informed so im a disaster#i walk in like im colaborating on a research project which tbh is probably a good thing bc i hold all the info#unrelated
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i know i just remade but maybe i’ll just delete completely. i lowkey hate it here
#i really don’t think anyone likes or cares about me#all i do it bitch about how miserable i am and probably piss everyone off#i’m never going to make any friends on here again i don’t think#im so miserable i can’t even feel happy for other people#i see everyone happy and healthy and having good experiences and it just makes me feel even more like shit#because i cannot understand why i can’t be happy and healthy and anything but truly#miserable#i want to be happy too it’s not fair#which maybe is selfish of me to say but i don’t care anymore#no one would miss my presence i don’t even have a presence#all i do is annoy everyone and doom scroll and see things that make me feel awful#i should just be done for good#i don’t use any other social media#i just want to close myself off from the world completely and curl up and die#snow.txt
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so does anyone have any info on the dao official guide collector's edition with the whole extra 70 pages of lore? because there are occasional references to it on the wiki with some lore that isnt anywhere else and i cant Not Know Things yknow..
#am i prepared to buy it for $150? ......................perhaps#but REALLY has nobody ever scanned it and put it online? because i cant find it#and im pretty good at finding things by now#if i do end up getting it you can be sure i'll scan it and chuck it in my drive folder of all the da stuff#dragon age#dragon age origins#dragon age lore#personal#i went through yesterday to check what's in every collector's edition of every game and guide#and this is the main thing i dont have#there's also a bit more content in the da2 & dai guides but it's just behind the scenes stuff. which would be nice to have but it's not LOR#in terms of collectors editions of the games it'd be cool to have the origins bonus dvd (which looks a lot cheaper if im bothered)#and the dai tarot cards would be nice but. again. they're not lore and that's the thing i care most about lmao#i havent checked to see if i can find the dvd stuff anywhere online so maybe i can hmmm#but this goddamn dao guide...................PLEASE#to be fair i havent bought myself ANYTHING in MANY MONTHS#maybe like 2 dinners. cool ive spent under $50 on myself this year basically. in terms of like..nice things that arent recurring payments#so i might get it idk. but it'd still be nice if anyone had any of it anywhere
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some sterek girlies are privileged and by that i mean they don’t have any takes that would get them torn to absolute shreds by the rest of the fandom
#most of my opinions are common. most of my headcanons are common.#but some. some of them…….#ik it’s not that big a deal. but it also sometimes feels like if i ever said i think ******’s fics are overrated#i would be flayed and roasted over an open flame#(don’t read into the number of *s i just put a random amount not the amount of letters in the authors name)#like i would never say it publicly mostly bc i don’t want to be a bitch that hates on another fans work#but a part of that is that i don’t think many sterek fans wld agree with me LOL#to be 110% fair i’ve only read one of their fics but it was so ooc and off putting to me#i can’t bring myself to read more#which is also a reason i don’t voice this particular opinion i don’t actually know what im talking abt#anyways. having a private gc of trusted fandom friends where you can bitch about things like this#is so essential to a good fandom experience i’m being so serious#personal#kitty needs to chill
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laying on the ground and having a little scream about art
#taking a Colour Scripting class and oh#oh my god#oh my fucking god#I Don't Have The Chops#I guess that's why I'm taking the class but I put up my work in class and want to descend to the hells on a curly slide#the teacher said “hm. huh.”#about some of the stuff I submitted for this week's homework#not a sound he made for anyone else#I could die#I continue to embarrass myself in front of Ed fucking Vargas#good job me#this is what comes of being a specialist#Im real good at one (1) thing: putting colour on compositions other people make#but ask me to do a composition and I'm 12 years old again with no idea what to do with shape hierarchy or detail or structure or or etc#whereas the two other people in the class who said “I want to be an art director!” are whipping out these A+ paintings#and are ten years younger than me#it's so fucking foolish to have unrealistic dreams#and of course I can't scream about this *to* anybody because no one wants to hear me be maudlin again#which is fair#I'm having a fucking Time these days
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if you're walking at 5mph, but your feet are on sideways, and the sky turns green at 2:53, and Keanu Reeves has been sent to Neptune, what's your favorite video game
i cant walk 5mph in the first place, im only 5'4 and i have to walk like marvin the fucking martian everywhere i go
if my feet were on sideways i would still manage to get my shoes on wrong because i cant tell my left from my right
if the sky turns green that means every single car on the road is allowed to go at the same time
keanu reeves cant be sent to neptune with an expired passport
my favorite videogame MIGHT be professor layton and the diabolical box just because ive never been able to get over the ending, but mario galaxy and deltarune also come to mind
#this was very fun to answer thank u :o) ive always loved multiple choice questions#maybe if i had more multiple choice in my life id be able to get things done faster just closing my eyes and hoping for the best#its amazing that i dont own a magic eight ball. it would do wonders for my natural indecision and superstition#also to be fair ive only played the first two layton games even though i have the 3rd and 4th games on my cracked cartridge#BUT thats because my copy of unwound future is ass and it freezes on the opening cutscene so i cant even play it. sigh#maybe i should consider getting the mobile remastered versions but im lazy and i dont even know if i have enough storage space#there should be enough space on my ipad though so maybe. or ill back up some files to make room idk#i would have also answered undertale bc i had a huge undertale phase when it came out but im gonna be honest. ive never actually played it#im actually wondering if i should buy a copy for myself for xmas using grays steam account#the only thing im worried about is my motor skills are bad with keyboard and im dreading the asgore fight bc i heard its hard#but ive also never watched a full playthru so i feel like id be going into the game blind which sounds exciting. and ill prbably cry a lot#besides that ive been replaying mario galaxy with gray and i forgot how good the game is.. i love the ambience and game mechanics#although the races are so nerve wracking and i hate the controls sometimes. did u know i died on loopdeloop galaxy TWELVE FUCKING TIMES#also deltarune because i love EVERYTHING abt it i love the lore i love SUSIE i love the whole thing kris has going on#yapping#ask
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Life is beautiful! I went on a 3 hr hike along the Mississippi and found some gorgeous lake superior agates!!!! I gotta get some real good photos later (gotta work) but I'm having such a good day.
#its was beautifulll oit#and only got hot towards the end (1pm)#i only got a little bit of sunbuen#unscathed by bugs#abd holy this this AGATE!!!!#its so fuckinnn.beautiful#this camera does not do it justice even a little#i found a bunch more too#and some other beautiful rocks!!!#so many birds out today too x) and cicadas!!!!#ahhhh im jusy gonna start going to parks by myself#its fun going with other people but wither schedules never line up or people arent in the mood for it#which is fair bc i will really just sit.oit there for 3 hours lookin at rocks n stuff#my stuff#also got to talk with my bf this morning so it was off to such a good start hehe x) ❣️
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Diagnosis for girls who have never smoked in their lives but are constantly craving a cigarette
#this is a joke but its not a joke#i keep thinking: i need a drink. i need a smoke. i need those strong indian pain killers that make me have funny dreams. i need heroin#and this just keeps playing in a mental loop throughout the day#literally i keep eyeing the liquor cabinet bc im like. yeah#substance abuse kinda sounds rly nice right now#i have tried basically all other tactics of getting myself in order#i fear alcoholism is the obvious next step 😍#actually. ive been rly good bc ive been drinking less due to my general... state#bc i know its not gonna make things better#BUT the evil little devil in my ear is telling me how nice it would be not to feel like myself for a couple of hours#which... fair enough buddy#diary entries
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#cant sleep bc im thinking so many thoughts#hiding in the tags#i think im finally over her?#like today and the last time we hung out i didnt Feel it anymore#and its not like i dont love her anymore i really really do but now its in a best friend way only i think?#the Feeling wasnt there which i guess its a good thing#and like yeah maybe its the depression maybe im just not feeling anything rn but also like#thats why she broke up with me and even when her depression got better she never got back to Feeling it?#and last time My depression was bad i wouldnt feel anything at all except when we hung out#so it feels different now#not necessarily a bad different just Different#but im so fucking scared of losing her#like im so scared of when she starts dating again#and yes ive been thinking of dating again im desperate for a girlfriend#but shes the one who broke up with me and shes had to deal with this before with Him and she didnt feel bad#but when we started dating He felt bad so like. i get him#and im so scared of never getting into a relationship again bc she’ll Always have a part of my heart like even if i dont Feel it anymore#she’ll always be number one for me#and im scared ill never let myself love anyone else bc i wouldnt think its fair to them bc of her#and idk.#i really dont wanna lose her she means so much to me#and im so comfortable around her in a way that im not with anyone else#idk where im going with this#sometimes i really fucking hate being aroace#and not being able to tell the difference between different feelings#:(#whatever
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me, watching true detective: hmmm i just dont think im in the mood for stories about sad violent white men these days... why don't i rewatch the terror after this?
me, watching the terror: ah.
#to be fair to myself the Flavour is different#and i kinda wanted to rewatch the terror in a more chill state of mind which is where im at#i confess i cannot shake the feeling that the real story is more impactful than the show#but it is a good show
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i just spent so much on food in such a short amount of time wow. good thing meal voucher isn't real money
#10 reais for a pastel at the fair (v good should have bought a caçulinha too tho) 12 reais for a chocolate cone (ridiculous that shit used#to be 8 reais) then at uni 11 reais for grape juice (which i regret) and a mentos pack (which i don't im addicted to the thing)#33 reais in about 20 minutes and for what. i actually need to get a hold of myself i am eating through my voucher too fast#not to mention i spent like 30 reais on ifood earlier today. but that was on my moms card so it doesnt count#diary entry
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to be like frank here, redemption is an ever going cycle. when youve been the problem, the toxic ex, the abuser, you have to know you will have to apologize for that for the rest of your life. you will always have to live with the guilt and conscience of knowing how you hurt that person, or mutliple people. and you have to constantly CHOOSE to not repeat that behavior, and its not easy.
when you meet a new friend the topic of who you used to be will come up eventually, and if you have changed youll be honest with who you were. you cant run from it. you cant try to round the corners and make it seem like the other persons fault, or like it wasnt as bad as it was. its really really scary. because everytime you open up about it, its not just the wound of guilt but its also the fear that theyre going to look inside and not like what theyll see.
but you have to keep moving on and you have to keep being honest. and you have to remember that everyone is applicaple for redemption, you just have to work for it and admitting you were wrong with no buts is the first step.
#anyways cna u tell im kinda going thru it LOL#ive always been a toxic person thats why ive sort of secluded myself from society i avoid human contact w non household members as much as#possible bcuz i feel honestly like im a ticking time bomb that just hurts everything i touch#i dont think its fair to have to have someone deal w my shit when its such an emotional turmoil so even though i want friends im making my#peace w the fact that i like honestl dont really deserve rhem? ik this seems MOPEY but its like this is my geniune non like baiting thoughts#i was an abuser in high school and in an abusive relationship where for the first half i was the perpetrator. i hit my ex and u know i dont#even have anything to add to it other than it was fucked up. i was selfish in bed and sex addicted and sometimes did anything for my fix.#i will and cannot lie about my past as being a shitty person. its scary to say and post but i have to be honest thats who i was that IS a#part of my history as much as i wish i could i cannot erase.#i dont rly even know what to add here honestly. just watching mias vid got me thinking u know#there is more to this story ofc the same ex i was abusive to was also abusive to me it was just split into segments. like i was the problem#for the first year and a half then it switched to them but its not rly rhe best place 2 share that story when im talking about my mistakes#im not trying to detract here i just want 2 get this shit off my chest again. ive talked about it before but not since remaking a few times#anyways i dont have any excuses well i mean i can pull a bunch out but im not going to cuz at the end of the day i shouldve known better#than to be a bitch when i knew i was being a bitch u know?#being the bad guy is a constant struggle where u will have to really really fucking fight yourself tooth and nail to change and i want to be#that person. i want to be someone who can be 100% honest about how shit i was to myself and others (which i do already do to my friends)#hopefully this makes sense idk anyways if ur struggling with being abusive or toxic im here for u. u can get through this and you can be a#good person it is within ur hands i promise u#ok love u goodnight#personal
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