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There we are! So, I'm finishing this au (finally) and there's the rest of the story:) Feel free to tell me anything I can improve in the plot!
Im going to post Frisk's, Chara's, Undyne's and Alphys's designs later, They are all ready on paper but I haven't made any digital drawings of them yet out of PURE LAZINESS 💔💔💔
After killing each of the invaders, (he made sure that the information that he was the one who dispelled that army would not be spread) Aller decided to take revenge on the human race, at first he used his shape-shifting powers to become more like the gods that humans worshipped. He offered the nobles of the human kingdom riches and lands, making them have greedy thoughts to build their own kingdoms. When everyone was separated, Aller told lies to each other that divided the kingdoms into endless wars. He was no longer thinking normally at this point, he had so much hate and anger that all he wanted was revenge, it is no wonder that the surviving monsters under the command of Alphys and Undyne hid underground. They knew that Aller was no longer sane, that he was unstable and could easily attack them at any moment, so they didn't even try to tell him they were alive.
Aller on the other hand, eventually became bored and depressed. All his anger burned away and left a void, he was about to kill the entire human race if Alora didn't show up.
Frisk and Chara were orphans, victims of war. They were exploring the surroundings of the monster ruins, in the middle of a dense and dangerous forest. Chara had ambitions, they wanted something precious that would give them money to escape from that chaotic scenario they both found themselves in, but instead they accidentally freed Alora from their stone prison.
Initially, Chara thought about selling Alora, but when they entered the monster ruins and discovered what happened, they quickly changed their minds, committing to help Alora.
Alora was filled with hope, they wanted to think that their brother and the monsters were alive. They followed the tracks left behind by the monsters and for weeks they searched, in towns, capitals and even invading monarchs' homes in the hope of finding some clue, and in that invasion Aller discovered them. At first, Alora didn't even recognize their brother, but that negative aura was familiar and they quickly realized who it was. The flame of hatred was kindled again in his soul when Alora was disgusted to discover that it was their brother who was responsible for all those lost lives, they fought and Aller failed to kill Alora, but blinded them before they could escape
Alora, Chara and Frisk at this point they were not only on a quest, but they were also always on the run. Aller was always right behind them until they heard the tale of Mount ebott, "those who climbed the mountain, were never seen again". They connected the dots, after all all the ancient monster figures have become legends and tales, this could just be one of those lies. They to the location, discovering the entrance to the underground and finding Alphys and Undyne, the queens!
The underground was technologically advanced thanks to Alphys' leadership, it was another world compared to the chaotic and violent surface where Chara and Frisk grew up. Alora explained the entire situation to them and after receiving several complaints from Undyne about having jeopardized several innocent lives by possibly revealing their locations to Aller and the humans, created a plan to capture Alora's twin once and for all.
Alphys was still doing some experiments with determination and discovered a dimensional flaw, a completely white world that could serve as a prison for Aller. Alora would have their powers intensified and used to create handcuffs and restraints that would prevent Aller from escaping.
Aller discovered their location and make his puppets send a human army to the location, of course, the monsters managed to cope since they were not the same as 500 years ago, but this only infuriated Aller and made Alphys, Undyne and Alora certain that they needed to end this once and for all. Alone he went to the underground, since if he wanted something done well, he had to do it himself. Single-handedly he dismantled the monster army and nearly killed the queens, but Alora managed to push him into the rift, the shackles, guided by magic and technology, captured his wrists and Aller had finally been captured.
After this, the wars finally ended and Alora took the throne of both monsters and humans, ready to begin an era of "peace and harmony"! Of course, after a few years, Alora became self-centered thanks to their positive aura. It's like sugar, a small dose is good for you but too much makes you feel sick, so Alora doesn't have a very good government (not like anyone notices, they're all influenced by Alora's aura too)
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Aller is really strong, normal magic and physical combat weapons are useless against him :) the only thing that can hurt him is Alora's elemental magic, since it is made of pure positivity.
This applies to Alora as well.
Aller actually had his attributes increased by the golden apple and also gained the ability to be a "shapeshifter" (which I changed and now it's actually a skill that he uses and abuses a lot, even in fights), He also has a scythe that he doesn't use in battles, since it belonged to Toriel and he keeps it as a souvenir.
Alora has Asgore's trident, but unlike Aller, this is their main weapon.
First part here -
#drawing#art#undertale au#undertale#sans au#sans#dream sans#alphys#frisk#chara#undyne#alphyne#nightmare sans
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Pokes you.
I have found your art account through deep searching. Definitely not the discord.
ANYWAYS FREE PASS TO YAP ABOUT AN OC!! GO OFF
GASP i have the pass to yap about an oc??!??!!? WOAHHH
anyway say hi to clover he's a silly goober (he can't feel happiness)
I DONT TALK ABOUT HIM ENOUGH
you guys should totally ask him something.... oooo you so badly want to ooooooooo im hypnotizing you
ANYWAY
clover is a gardener for void vegetation, that's his whole thing, he doesn't have a purpose or dream he just. tales care of plants because he has nothing else to do
he's in constant despair, but it is also what keeps him alive
all his plants feed on despair, it's what they're made of and what will become of them
he trades them in with Nightmare. Nightmare uses them as healing items as they hold enough negativity for him to feed off..... in exchange he just brings general goods to clover's "universe"
CHARACTER SHEET THAT I NEED TO UPDATE!!!
#undertale multiverse#undertale#undertale au#undertale art#undertale sans#undertale sans aus#sans au#sans aus#utmv art#utmv#utmv au#my oc art#my oc#clover sans#clover ask box#AAAAAAA i can finally yap about him in here#i just really love his lore#i made it up thanks heh :proud:#grrrrr i love doomed characters#you won't believe this came from a status roleplay#like whatttt#other art
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quick megumi style study
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#fushiguro megumi#jjk fanart#megumi fushiguro#i LOVE trying to 1:1 art styles it's such a fun challenge#and it appeals to me bc i love deception and lying for sport and trying 2 mold all aspects of myself in2 something else#trying to draw like gege felt like trying 2 forge someone's signature and trying 2 draw like the anime felt like going against all instinct#theres NO midtones in the anime shading i was like. is this it. surely this cant b All the shadows i am allowed#cell shading without blended areas feels so wrong 2 me#and the shape of his hair.....he looks so silly......why does he look like that.....#i was fighting the urge to 'fix' it w every bone in my body#rly opened my eyes to just how many favours i do him in my art style#i will happily bear the burden of being megumi's hairbrush good god he needs it#it's not so egregious in gege's style bc it's all so blocky and angular everywhere + the b/w balances out w negative space#w trying 2 replicate gege's style i think my main challenge was finding a good brush dupe to mimic his crosshatching#my current render style is all over the place tbh im not even sure i'm super happy with my own which is kinda embarrassing#i think im in an in between phase that's neither smooth nor rough so i try to lean in2 the messiness to make it look intentional#instead of confused#but overall i think i did rly well in that i like these all ok and i had fun smile :)#maybe ill do th other first years
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day 6 || this era lasted like 2 minutes but i love it anyway
#daily gi-hun#art post#redhead gi-hun my beloved#i know i barely ever draw him w/ red hair its not on purpose i swear#god this era of gi-hun in general is just so. hes exquisite to me okay#all eras of gi-hun are exquisite jsyk but while we r on the topic of this one#ppl kinda misunderstand this gi-hun lots i think. it was esp bad in 2021 i remember when he turned around before getting on the plane#hes not healed. like. At All.#if im being honest i dont even think this couldve been the START of a healing journey for him#other people have pointed this out before but like. what was he gonna do in america#that guilt would still follow him there. the trauma and ptsd would still be a huge part of his life#and its not like there are readily available resources for dealing with the trauma of going thru a death game#yeah he'd get to be with his daughter but ga-yeong is very perceptive and i think she'd notice the changes within her dads personality#which could even put a different kind of strain on their relationship thats different from the kind that existed before#gi-hun could only rlly distract himself for so long. i feel like even if he did go to america it'd just be a matter of time before he >#> couldnt take it anymore and went back to stop the games OR. something.. Worse.#its just not the kind of person gi-hun is. to forget like people want him to. thats just not him im sorry#there was never a world where he got on that plane and left it behind for good#anyway whatever i dont think we should shame a guy for trying to stop mass murder#yea we can debate all day about the effects his self isolation had on other people but i will NOT back down on him being right for TRYING#(side note: you can acknowledge gi-huns isolation had negative effects on other people [ie his daughter] WITHOUT VICTIM BLAMING HIM)#squid game#seong gihun#seong gi hun#squid game fanart#my art#doodle
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UUGHH I JUST HAD THE WORST DAY IM SO ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED GRRRR !!!!! goes to draw my best friend @jumjum-crafts 's guy to blow off steam
★ version without text + reference image under cut :

★ song : "STATIC ELECTRICITY HUMAN – Computer Flavor" – kairikibear
#before you ask . dear jummy – yes . this was what the ask i sent you the other day was alluding to#i have a very complicated relationship with your colin . but you should be aware of the fact that seeing him invokes intense primitive –#– feelings within me . and one cannot decipher whether they are positive or negative#in any case#JDHDHDJRJRHT I HATE MY LIFE#I HATE THIS SHIT#I WANT TO BE DEAD#there's so much stuff happening every day and im constantly overwhelmed and tired and it's so hard to get out of bed and i don't even want –#– to wake up in the morning . every day just gets worse than the last#everyone around me is doing so much . living their life to the fullest . making huge future and career decisions and planning way ahead#and what am i doing ?#im laying in bed . crying because today was just too much to bear . trying to gain an ounce of happiness by ripping out another piece of –#– my soul to hand out to someone i admire#is this what it's going to be like forever ? bleak nothingness ? constant desolation ?#...#im gonna go to bed#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis colin#colin the computer#fanart#fanart for a friend#vocaloid#vocaloid inspired#i actually had a lot of fun with this . even if the background was the biggest pain i ever had the pleasure of drawing#this entire song makes me feel comfortable#i might make something for someone else#and im debating if im actually gonna be doing a halloween drawing in the first place . at least one that will be on time with the holiday#whatever#please ignore me
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ok. someone’s gonna have to come get my dad or i’m gonna tweak.
#no bc he does this fucking thing where he talks to me like a dog? it could be for any reason. any. sometimes i just walk into a room.#and i can’t even BEGIN to understand what he means by it; if he’s trying to belittle me or if he just.#doesnt know how to talk to me any other way. but it pisses me off to no end cus it ALWAYS feels like the first one.#take last night for example: it was my brother’s birthday; and none of us had expected him to be visiting around this time#this is especially important for my little sister; bc she planned a sleepover with her friends several months in advance—#—to celebrate some of them graduating and one of them moving away.#so all night she’d been trying to get away. my mom told her after cake; so that was the original goalpost;#but then my dad just kept ADDING THINGS. first it was “after cake” then “after this; after that”#and this thing just keeps getting pushed further and further back#then he said “it’s trash day. collect the trash first and then you can go” AND MIND YOU ITS LIKE 7 PM AT THIS POINT#I CAN JUST SEE HER GETTING SO UPSET so i step in; tell her “i’ll take care of it; lets just go.”#AND MY DAD. MY DAD. MY DAD. omg.#he goes “wow!! so good!! 😁😁” WITH THE SAME TONE THAT HE TALKS TO THE DOG. WHY. WHY.#look idk what he means by it; he could just be filling empty space for all im aware; me and my dad have weird communication skills#but the message that it sends me is “who the hell do you think you are helping her right now.”#and that. makes me angrier than anything.#who the hell do you think YOU are trying to keep her from her friends. who the hell do you think YOU are TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT.#and i swear he could see that in my eyes cus then he goes “want some icecream 🥺?”#so i tell him “i don’t know what you mean by that.” in the flattest voice i can give#and he just throws his hands up in the air and g r o a n s as if to say ‘HERE WE GO AGAIN’#and i just. bite my tongue and drive my sister to her friends house.#but i swear he does this all the time. he just uses different code words. an old one used to be “mom made curry!” (my favorite meal)#and he’d use it every time he had something negative to say to me. yk. the same way you’d tease a dog with a treat to get them all excited.#“positive sandwich” is what he’d call it. a positive; then a negative; then a positive to make the whole thing ok#but yk a sandwich is always gonna taste like what’s inside. and brother; i can taste the shit between your buns.#yes i know how that sounds.#but yea. as soon as i got home he asked me if i wanted ice cream again.#rubbing salt in the wound? or just trying to curb my anger? i’ll never know. but it drove me upstairs for the rest of the night.#but yea that’s my little rant. someone come get my dad.#stan’s forum
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Fanfic idea: Nocturna, after disappearing during the crisis, wakes up to find herself in the current universe, where she spots the Red Hood, and can't help but compare him to the blood night sky she last saw, and oddly, the young Robin whom she had tried to adopt
#can you tell i like the precrisis#bdjsbdks#thisnis nothing really. im not sure where to go from here#do they know eachother? does jason feel he recognizes her? and there flashes of memories from an earth long forgotten?#nocturna is Also against killing. how will meeting this different version of her son go#how will they react to eachother#nocturna noting how painfully different AND similar he is to who she remembers#WAIT#THE DEATH#SHE WAKES UP AND ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS SHE DISCOVERS IS JASON TODD IS DEAD AND DIED AT 14-15 OR WHATEVER#nocturna#jason todd#jason todd robin#red hood#i Know that nocturna comes back to the comics at some point i looked uo before making this post. but im p sure thats like#not the same#she wouldn't have the memories#when the crisis was happening the sky had become red and she had Feelings about that. mostly negative ones#and idk i wanted her to connect red hood w something about the night#she sees him w/o the hood and his hair makes her think of the moon in the night sky. for added detail you could say#that the white had taken on a cresent shape#depends how much white hair you think of jason w tbh#dc comics#i dont like tagging bwah#fic prompt
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Not to be all “rpf is morally reprehensible” or whatever but like. Can we maybe stop writing dubcon rpf about the guy that got arrested and may not have even done the shooting. Like can we show just a modicum of self restraint here
#i cannot even imagine how he must be feeling right now tbh.#arrested. accused of terrorism. perp walked in an absolutely insane way. and on top of that people are digging through his socials and#writing smut about him#is he not going through enough?? can you guys please stop writing dub con about an actual regular guy that is having his life ruined#over something he might not have even done???#whatever. im not the police. im just saying this is a little fucked up that his tag is flooded with posts like that#i just wanted to see what people were saying about the case#camtankerous says things#negative
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#guys...is it too parasocial if i say im worry for dream?#like last time we saw him going back to 2020 humour was on december and...he clearly did bc he was on a bad place#and idk im worried if he's doing bad or not rn#and idk his anwser to that comment sounded to me like a bit off#like idk it reminds me to that time too much and now im worrying myself if he's okay#like no excusing anyone nor saying what he did it's excusable just genuine worry about his well being#yeah this is too parasocial but yk what rn idc we're all being parasocial rn with each other or dream#so idk but I hope his friends go check on him#this feels too random too so im wodering if something happened that freaked him out or what#idk kinda venting my worries that probably dont have a base rn but i want to be compresive than mean rn#negativity
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Okay, I have 'returned' from my minor Tumblr absence. I say 'returned' because I never truly properly left, as you might've noticed from the few things that I reblogged onto my main and whatnot. Part of it was just a break, but the other major part of it was... I went to a concert!!! Of one of my favorite bands that means so, so much to me.
Big tangent below that isn't very selfshippy related.
Now, I don't know how much I mention NSP on here, perhap's I have once or twice when talking about songs that I've added to my F/Os playlists, but I don't think I ever really went on anything too lengthy. And I know I've mentioned Game Grumps a few times on here as well- definitely not as much as Jerma- but One of the co-hosts of Game Grumps is the lead singer in NSP, and both NSP and Game Grumps mean a lottt to me, even if I don't mention them often. They've gotten me through a lot for a very long amount of years, ever since I was around 11~ish. Made me laugh, helped me sleep, relax, entertained me, and have said a lot of motivational and heartwarming things that have helped kept me going. Getting tickets to go see the band was nearly entirely on impulse, which is something that I don't really ever do, but this was beyond worth it. It... it felt like it reset my brain, almost. If that makes any sense. Like my brain was a computer that had been running on sleep mode ever since it first booted up and finally got restarted for the first time ever. I'm upset that I can't have the entire thing burned into my memory second by second cause it was incredible. The lights and noises were overwhelming at first and I had moments questioning if I should regrettably step away but I managed to cool myself down. It was magical, there was some crying, there still IS some crying, and probably always will be, and they did some really cool "Hey, however you identify or who you love is completely okay with us." TWRP was also there, which is a slightly longer story, but they were also brilliant. I used up a lot of my energy and tears during their songs that I didn't have any left for the songs that I actually anticipated crying over! I could go on for ages about it, but I wouldn't have chosen anything else. I actually think I needed this. It feels like I can think like...better. More clearly. I feel more relaxed about my future and spending money and just...UGH. There are the watery eyes. Maybe because I anticipated crying during some of the NSP songs it didn't hit me, but the TWRP stuff really came at me from out of left field and the little intermission dialog and..man. maaann. It was really funny as well and. I wish I could remember it forever I really really do. I never thought I would ever get to see any artists that I enjoyed live, honestly. Most of them don't tour anymore or are all UK based, and I didn't know if or when NSP would tour again, nonetheless if they would be anywhere close to me. I HAD to. And I'm glad I did.
I know this perhaps sounds like every other description expereince of someone going to a concert but.It just felt so good. To be in a room where I practically felt like I could just.. be myself. I will say the worst thing to come from all of this is just potentially slowly forgetting details and that now I will get FOMO over any and all future concerts that they ever have. Concerts aren't really my thing but that.. was magic. And inspiration and awe and. I still can't get over TWRP's songs and the little intermissions about the lead singer hyping us up over our humanly hidden potentials.
It's almost hard to listen to any of their songs now after listening to them live! My phone camera desperately needs to be cleaned so the few pictures that I got during the moment we were allowed to have phones out are really fuzzy. I got a really good spot standing at the top of some small staircases so I could see over everyone(and it was also a good spot to sit/lean against the railings). It was worth it. it was worth it all. It was worth the sleepiness and hunger and thirst and frustrations. In fact it exceeded that.
I also got to stop by an IHOP and BurgerKing and ironically I love both of those places and yet neither of them are within like an hour drive of me.
#Thank you Crowley for planting this idea into my head that quickly formed into something else.#And thank you to every other F/O that is going to be enduring my choked-up-ness over a band with a name that is moderately embarassing-#-to not intialize because of a word it contains. And also some of their funny songs follow suit in such themes.#Which normally isnt themes I indulge in at all but Ive gotten really comfortable with Game Grumps and NSP-#-so hearing those sorts of jokes get cracked from them doesn't phase me and even gets some chuckles out of me on occasion.#I know this isnt my usual selfshippy post but. This is the episode in a show where a character goes to a concert and it changes their-#-entire life. Or at least bits of who they are. Insert one or two examples here.#And there were certainly some F/O thoughts while I was there and driving there and whatnot....#Okay back to your regularly scheduled Kane posting. I remembered the bits of the storyboard posted for M.oshi Monsters movie-#-while at the hotel so I got a slight photo dump that I might do later tonight so ther is that to aniticiapte.#yeah yeah I know I went five seconds without mentioning him but considering that a convo i had earlier today with someone was-#-“What if I let myself indulge in my feelings over him and it gets worse. My feelings intensify.”#and they responded with essentially “MORE good feelings to experience? Why not indulge?”#So. I dont know how it can get worse than daily occurence for almost three months and still Heavens Forbid i think about any fraction of-#-affection betqween us or I might as well start chewing dynomite.#please dont let him be the next big thing plEASDDONTTT I AM A BLOG THAT POSTS ABOUT PIIXAR CCARRSSSSSS.#out of any character i could have struggled to tal k about why did everyone have to be so encouraging abouit it with him.#I do think that has contributed a lot. Having a lot of positive reaction and zero negative ones and so it has made me far quicker to post-#-about many thoughts that I have about him. I do feel like I have been extra posting since. he.#Whereas when I was in like. strictly Cars days I mostly posted about when the dam broke and-#-hey im getting strondeja vu this is verbatim isnt it. ive said this like fifteen times before havent i.#Hey FunnyMitten creature can you keep one post not about you. This was about a band. N.No I dont care that you also- that doesnt count.#im not adding your tag you dont get that satisfaction right now. Sorry everyone.
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GERT!! how do we feel about season 4?
EXTREMELY ANXIOUS !!!
#s4 anxiety#WHAT IF THEY MASSACRE MY BOY.#WHAT IF THEY VANISH MY BOY.#WHAT IF THEY DO SOMETHING TO HIM !!!!#not just him either#like listen everyones going 'STOP BEING SO NEGATIVE AND BE HAPPY' so i dont wanna make a big deal of it or anything#but like IM ANXIOUS MAN!!!!#after some of the uhhh choices made in s3 im just like. MANNN#again not ragging on anyone else being excited but MAN im anxious#askbox#gertspeak#like idk man. best case it goes great and we get new characters#that are awesome and not mishandled at all and the old characters are great and janebeard get divorced#....and maybe trent and ted kiss idk /hj#worst case everything goes horrible and the whole world's in flames and trent's evil and my notps all kiss and they kill someone onscreen#most likely case evreything just keeps going and some things are worse and some things are better but mostly its more of the same#but im just. maybe overall a little unhappier with the show#but it could be something totally different! who knows!#(The best/worst/most likely case is from that one post#i do not think best or worst is gonna happen the point is they are extreme)#idk. tdlr: IM ANXIOUS#cant decide if i want trent to not show up at all so they cant mess him up#or if i desperately want him to be there even if im risking like. idk. bad stuff you know#i stg if they do a canonically unrequited tedtrent plotline im gonna kill someone#either dont mention it at all or do tedependent#the second one isnt gonna happen so like. just. let it be as its been. implications. we do NOT need another#'our straight protag is so sexy and likable and wonderful that the gay man is tragically in love with him but it's unrequited ofc' plot#my feelings on that are more complex than just that but . NOT THE POINT OK#YOU GET THE IDEA. ANXIOUS
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[[going through that weird stage of feeling like my red's interpretation isn't particularly consistent, again. it comes and goes, never cared for it
#>ooc.#/ neg#[[ive been gradually changing his personality so i suppose it just feels strange#[[i used to write him as being a purely gentle guy but i feel to a degree that isnt accurate.#[[hes gentle...oh yes. but he isnt like a little kid#[[or something. i think hes gentle and kind but also really compulsive and playful.#[[think im going to make his neurodivergency similar to mine. sometimes i can pick up on sass and sarcasm but other times it just completel#[[goes over my head. i think hes improved at social cues since coming down from mt silver#[[and he can be mean. but he tries not to be because it contrasts with his heroic ideals. a good trainer is kind.#[[isnt mean unless he thinks you deserve it. which in itself is compulsive. so.....
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I’m finding that the laziest moments of Doctor Who’s writing are the ‘retroactive twists’ - when the show runner reveals something happened way back over there, in the past, before they were even running the show. And we swear it happened, way over there, far back, and you didn’t see it because of reasons but it’s definitely been happening! And it totally makes sense and I absolutely didn’t just pull it out my ass to justify my paper thin plotline! All this kind of writing does is make me miss self contained season length plots. We’ve had people complaining that Moffat was guilty of the “this thing is big and scary and it’s going to happen, oh god it’s showing up, we’re going to discover what it truly is….. next season!!!!!!” plotline (and yes. he was. twelve is my fav doctor but yeah Moffat loved a mysterious horse and a big stick) but now suddenly when RTD gets out his own mysterious horse and a big stick, it’s got to be genius! everything is eventually going to make sense! and we’re absolutely not being had by a man who used to be able to write this show and is now a hack!
#FUCK OFF RUSSELL#write a good show or go home christ alive#it’s just nostalgia glasses. we could get an episode where all 10 does is sit in a daybed and list the symptoms of shingles#and a lot of people on this website would be falling over themselves to try say that yeah it’s not good! it’s not well written! but it’s fun#and obviously that’s all doctor who needs to be. fun! not good or interesting or well written or good scifi but fun. just mediocre mush fun.#im sorry that you love dave 10nant so much (name censor bc tbf this ain’t his fault he’s just here)#that you cannot handle admitting that RTD is bad at his job now or that bringing 10 back as 14 was a shit idea#and that plotline was boring and kinda dumb#but it’s true. it’s gone downhill. RTD does not know what this show is anymore#and I frankly think he’s gone from a fanboy being able to write his dw dreams and make them episodes#from a man who views this show as his little pet project that sprung him into success#the best episodes are written by people who love this show. adore it. think of it as something big and grand#and are so thrilled that they get to add part of themselves to it with their stories and words#it’s why he used to be good. and now he doesn’t really care anymore and it shows.#it’s why my favourite doctor is my favourite doctor (and probably why people adore 9 + 10)#because you can feel the love exuding from every performance. it’s a childhood dream. there’s not time to waste a second of it.#sorry but this season was bad and the overarching story was bad#and the Christmas special is going to be bad. because it hinges on the idea we’re going to ‘find out more next time!’#shut up and tell me now. or at least in the season. ‘ooh ruby’s snow power will be explained next season’ NO! EXPLAIN IT NOW#doctor who#dw#dw negativity#rtd2 era#rtd2#rtd
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I love charles winners mentality and whenever ppl ask him abt any position he is that is not p1 (in anything) he's immediately like "yeah it's fine just not something i particularly care" or "it's good just not what im aiming for" like idk man anyone else in his position would just settle for mid because like he's already in f1 and has sponsors left and right and he is living the life but he cares so fucking much and wants nothing but to win and be at the top always and at the front every weekend and if it doesn't happen then he will make sure it will be different in the future and all he wants is to win and ferrari and a wdc and then another wdc and then another and another all whilst being in ferrari and winning in ferrari
#you know when you feel something in your bones . and you just know some things are just meant to be#thats how i feel abt charles winning a wdc and be able to dominate for years to come like genuinely#and i hate reading negative comments and putting that bad energy out in the world#anyways im a 'go big or go home' type of person and i hate watching something where the competitors are happy with#being in the middle of the pack and being comfortable with that#idk i just feel like you can always be better and improve and give it your 110% to things#and thats exactly who charles is and no wonder why i love him so much lmao#charles leclerc#yes i am finally catching up with the interviews from today I HAD A VERY BUSY DAY and a lot of love for this little mouse#i have so many thoufhts about this but im eepy
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Wish I was one of those people who are just like 'we'll just see where it goes', but unfortunately, I need to have control of every single situation.
#currently... regretting deciding the person I went on a day with and I weren't gonna work out#because I think I made a mistake there and I regret it a lot#but too much time has passed to get back in touch#unfortunately that's not the first 'relationship' I ruined because I couldn't give it time#/couldn't deal with not knowing Exactly where I stood and what I wanted#personal#pray for me jesus#i have a concert in april and there's a very plausible chance that he maybe might be there too#if god is willing... let us reconnect#looking back... he was incredibly smart. and I think that made me insecure about myself and I was waiting for him to realize I'm dumb#which is dumb ... because I'm not#but I'm scatter brained and insecure about my forgetfulness#but he was literally surprised by me a few times which he told me like youre the first person whos ever noticed that or said that#and he said he had a Really good time so i think it was my own insecurity that sabotaged it#by going : im feeling something negative in Him#because i was... waiting for judgment rejection disapproval disappointment#and i was thinking if it doesnt come today it will come later#which wasnt fair of me
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the way digimon does conflict/drama between two characters who should be or are close: chef’s kiss <3
the way sonic idw handles creating conflict/drama between two characters who should be or are close: *wilting flower*
#keyword: adding#in digimon conflicts come about as a result of independent viewpoint differences#ie takuya vs kouji. taichi vs yamato#or (since i just watched 02:the beginning) lui and ukkomon’s conflict is SO GOOD#it BUILDS to something. lui and ukkomon’s disagreement builds up to: they need to communicate. they both come from a good-faith angle#ukkomon so desperately wanted to make lui happy and failed to look closer to see what WOULD - and lui didn’t know how to express#what he actually wanted to ukkomon. or try to reach out to ukkomon in turn instead of basking in his life finally going ‘right’#but then not as much in idw gives me that good feeling of ‘ahhh they built to this and it is so nice’#or when conflict is created it isn’t because despite best efforts people clash and have to work together#it’s when someone does a stupid and someone else has to pick it up#it means a lot when you see kouji driven to press takuya to the wall and see them shout at each other#because they both have to realize that with words they will never convince the other of their viewpoint.#even though they both think the way the other looks at things will get the group killed#and of course it makes sense that the group would follow takuya. he’s their heart. their core#takuya’s the reason tomoki stayed in the digital world and junpei and izumi find confidence being there because he’s there rallying them#and in this case that good trait winds up being wrong. he gets everyone captured by the enemy and thinks theyre all better off if he wasn’t#part of the group from the start. but THAT isn’t true either - he just needs a BALANCE of his excellent helpful determination and willpower#and seeing things as they are and not as he believes them to be - more like kouji#he WAS wrong but not for HAVING the traits he had - for leaning too much on them#or (also going to a media im currently engaging in) sundered star. things go bad between people a LOT but it’s not frustrating.#it’s SATISFYING/ENGAGING seeing feferi leave eridan and watching eridan go insane and give in to the horrorterrors. of course it couldnt-#-go any other way for them. eridan wouldnt change until he realized he could lose feferi and feferi wouldnt bring him any real consequences#-to make him consider that until she was leaving and would never come back. and it was never her fault that leaving eridan lead to-#-catastrophe and devastation. it just happened as a consequence anyway#anyways i guess. if i see the characters do their best and things still fall apart it’s better than#seeing an idiot plot or characters written to be worse than they were to make conflict happen#with takuya he wasn’t suddenly bad or misjudging everything. he just didnt have to deal with negative consequences for misjudging before-#-because they hadnt met someone like duskmon that they COULDNT eventually beat before. even gigasmon who wrecked them all at first-#-was beaten once they had beast spirits and were on equal footing. so takuya assumes the same for duskmon without realizing that#they arent on the same level. so the issue didnt come from nowhere - it just comes to a head now
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