#I don’t want your approval
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you know school’s bad when it makes you so angry to the point you wanna kill yourself
#cade’s things#cade’s thoughts 💭#i’m not gonna actually do it guys#i’m just really passive aggressive#just think bout it some times#but in like perfect detail ro whatever#just like#would anyone irl care if i died like not like cursing about me not being able to be their maid for much longer or whatever#i just got a few more years then i’m out i’m free#i hate this sm#i wanna sob#i like myself#but hate when people have the nerve to mention anything about my body#whether it be “you’ve never wore something like that i like it”#or like “you have such a small waist i’m jealous”#it just makes me angry#because like#I don’t want your approval#i hate your approval#I hate having teachers talk about a sexist pedophilic guy from the 19-20th century like he was such a good guy#(hint his last name is gandhi)#i hate having my bug breast be seen as something to be ashamed of#like just because my back doesn’t hurt from my breast cause my body was made to support them seems to automatically mean that i’m weird#like i’m weird for developing earlier than everyone else#i’m a bitch for having a developed body and a ‘smart’ mouth#i’m such a mean girl because of that smart mouth#people look at me in disgust because of my breast#i’m supposed to be petite and small as can eb#but i take up so much soace#i’m not little nor skinny
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Instead of writing a fanfic like a normal person this oneshot turned into two separate, contextless things,
#sorry it’s how my brain works (sometimes can only see things in terms of tv scene-)#tumblr exclusive video fancy…#dcmk#my art#(quietly coughing and spluttering) OK alright I can feel the creative brain explosion slowing down. geez#coughs.#nyways. weird that there hasn’t really been a main case where poison is involved in a certain way#If I watch my own scribbled boards for too long im gonna get too embarrassed to post. Send post#Subarus hair is still infuriating by the way like take that off your normal hair is easier. The beanie is easier#you like Have to have the side corners on this haircut or it doesn’t look right#anyways. shiho ptsd moments I think she kind of gets irritated that shinichi doesn’t react the same so when he does she gets like#weirded out and vindicated and a little protective. Like woah wait. Love that you understand me rn don’t like that you feel bad I am going…#to…………. ssssssssssit here about it…………………………….. uhhhh. do you want. a rubix cube to get your mind off it#I don’t want to talk about my feelings I just want you to get it. you don’t wanna talk about your feelings either which is……………. Hmmmmmm#I like her. love of my life miyano shiho#masumi sera#conan edogawa#ai haibara#akai shuichi#let conan swear. HE SWEARS A LOT BUT LET HIM SWEAR IN ENGLISH I KNOW HE KNOWS THEM#man needs his emotional support akai family they like him#rigorous trials to being approved by the akai matriarch but everyone else likes him already and have already picked him up multiple times#and shuichi would let him swear
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And this is why I don’t prescribe to “anti” as a fandom label: it means absolutely nothing except “bad fandom person” to people whose entire self-worth is tied up in whether or not their opinions are “valid” to mainstream fandom. I’m an “anti” for saying that a canon villain is a villain, but you’re not an “anti” despite hating the villain’s canon personality and rewriting their actions and key motivations. And now that you’ve labeled me an “anti,” you can accuse me of egregious behavior that I’ve never committed, because again, you have now defined “anti” as a “bad fandom person.”
The “anti” tag was started as a concession to fans who didn’t want to see or engage in critical critique of their favorite media, so respectful critical fans took it elsewhere. Now that it’s being applied to “you speak about the canon bad things done by a canon antagonist,” it has lost all meaning. Put it up on the high shelf with the other words that non-reading ass bitches have ruined, cause there’s no meaning in using it anymore.
#good thing i don’t shape my personality around the approval of others#or how they view me#call me whatever you want but be prepared for the same energy#and I’ll never remove my foot from your neck#either defend your stances with actual evidence or get out the way#you wanna be in the canon tag? talk canon#you wanna be in the main tags? then block what you don’t like#instead of crying over seeing content you don’t agree with#but this throwing rocks and hiding hands things is pathetic
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i need you all to know that the main reason (besides a general hunger for attention) niles even accepts aldori’s call is because he got caught stealing his student’s work and passing it off as his own and his reputation as a teacher was obviously ruined. lmao
#when i say that niles is the most envious creature i mean it#he’s watched a good handful of them become more successful with their music than he ever would be and felt that since he was basically the#reason for the success (not really. not like it’s everything it’s mostly luck but you have no real passion for this lol)#it would be fine if he had a piece of the cake too with future students. not like he immediately came to this conclusion#and felt not torn and no guilt over it.#took a while to rationalise it and all.#the envy and feelings of inadequacy and a desire for approval and fame just won over after a time#it’s not like he believes he’s better than them he just wants people’s eyes and attention on him so unbelievably bad that’s what he believes#he deserves#and at some point(s) he feels so small that he will do shit like this. he would fake having a terminal illness too lol#he’s just a loser. niles’ story is supposed to be a horror comedy style thing and the majority of the comedy comes from that fact lol#oc: niles#honestly? can relate on the parts of being a loser who is only ever mediocre at something creative they do.#for me i don’t think it’s for the same reasons as niles especially don’t care about fame or shit like that lol#and i obviously don’t steal shit even if my ocd tells me the exact opposite so much#that i actually hesitated to post this because i thought people would assume that i steal too because he’s my character#and your ocs always have a part of yourself in them and what if people found out that i was stealing i just didn’t know and. hi.#can you tell that i’m a fear based writer. i write about my fears. hi#anyways. and then kingmaker and fae mpreg happens. yay
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my favourite part of season 5 is still the reveal that Gabriel and Tomoe thought Adrien and Kagami made the perfect pair and wanted them to be together because it completely flips their relationship
Kagami and Adrien sneaking around and finding the slightest gaps in their schedule and giving their bodyguards/parents the slip to spend time together and feeling so clever that they’ve gotten away with it their parents don’t suspect a thing
only to smashcut to Gabriel and Tomoe doing an evil pound it because their ship is canon
#miraculous ladybug#ml s5#gabriel agreste#tomoe tsurugi#adrien agreste#kagami tsurugi#it’s the illusion of free choice™#it was a very clever plan tbf like if they told them to date it would be awkward and forced. but put them in the same room together and see#what happens… let them think it was all their idea… boom success!#then the next step is saying ‘yes i only just found out you’ve been dating kagami and i have decided to give you my permission to date her-#what do you mean you broke up a month ago and your dating the baker girl who made a hat for me one time?’#on the flipside though it probably wouldn’t have worked out in the long run bc kagami likes the thrill of a secret forbidden romance like#that’s partially what drove her to felix imo so if tomoe said one day ‘it’s come to my attention you’re dating the agreste boy. i approve o#of this match and have organised a date for you two on friday.’ you Know kagami would immediately go#‘oh no.. okay um so now i’m kind of feeling that everything about him that was attractive to me before isn’t really there anymore…’#also on the flipside like looking at it on a more deeper/serious level like it just goes to show how much control tomoe and gabriel have o#er their kids to the point that they would be willing to manipulate them into a relationship and then when#the two of them tried and realised it wasn’t working. instead of admitting they don’t know their children as well as they think they do#or acknowledging that their children are actual people who have their own feelings that don’t always match their parents#or coming to terms that their children aren’t extensions of their legacy and will that they can puppet however they want#instead they say ‘okay we tried the hands off way now we’ll just have to force them’
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no but like. why can’t i talk to wyll about anything. i can’t even ask him how and why he met mizora lmfao hello???? can i get a basic explanation of his backstory?????? you can ask astarion how he became a vampire and karlach how she ended up in the blood war and gale how he started pondering the orb
even if he just deflects like he did when i asked about his eye, bc im sure it won’t Actually be revealed until i try to get him out of the pact but it should still be an option???
#i’m trying to romance him and i literally have no way of doing so because i can’t actually talk to him anymore#exhausted my options very quickly#also speaking of romance. i kind of hate how it’s opt-out and also very difficult TO opt out#halsin said ‘thanks for saving me’ and i said ‘youre welcome’ and then he started flirting and both reply options felt like flirt lines#same problems with shadowheart and karlach earlier. approval means flirting ig#the inverse is kinda funny tho. astarion at the tiefling party going ‘i need to get laid but NOT by you EWWW ok bye’#but like. i don’t want to flirt and i don’t want to be rude. nice dichotomy idiot etc#baldur's gate#mine
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As if the day wasn’t already ruined the Reddit ama is fuckig sending me dude
#all the most popular questions are being ignored and they’re choosing like 15 upvote bangers such as#‘do you want to have stories about the executors’#and ‘would you have liked to put more characters in the story’#can’t say I expected otherwise but um#the 800 upvote question is actually maybe the one people wanted to see answered#also to come out here and say ‘we heard the fans loud and clear 😃’ is biiiiiig ballsy to say the least x’D#but that’s that folks. no content patches. no golden nug. approval system is exactly how they wanted it. romances are not getting touched.#rook being excluded from the book club was intentional. lords having way less content and plot relevance was intentional.#and a real banger from an external interview: the game is disappointing because fans believed in it too much#so remember folks: don’t believe in bioware/da. it’s your fault
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honestly I would like to see a kinda anti-climactic jason leaves the batfam fic where it’s not rly a moral or mental health conflict but Jason just witnessing some event within the batfam and having a lightbulb moment of being like ‘wow I don’t like or enjoy hanging out any of these ppl’ and he just peaces out and goes back to doing what he wants and starts actually enjoying being a 20-something and leaves the bats to be miserable on their own
#dick: why did u go back to killing?! we had a deal!#jason: well I realized I neither respect nor like any of u freaks 🫰#jason before: none of these ppl want me here :(#jason now stepping back and realizing he has free will to go anywhere and do anything:#none of these ppl want me here 🙌🙌🙌😋😋😊😊!!!!!!!!! yayyyyyy!!!!!#my posts#like you know when you step back and you realize you’re killing your self to get approval and validation from someone#that you actually don’t think very highly of and therefore actually doesn’t rly matter that much in the grand scheme of life#i would like to see it#Jason on a rooftop listening to Tim talk about something just thinking: I don’t like this guy at all omggggg 😱
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Can we kill the whole “no attention on artwork is sad and means it was a waste of time” thing? Like Seriously can we kill it. I put a fuckton of effort into my art and it usually gets like, 10 likes, and that doesn’t really matter to me bc I love making it. I’m grateful for nice comments, but I’m gonna keep making the stuff I make regardless.
Like ok I’m not trying to sound all holier than thou here, but the amount of artists online who say stuff like “this artwork was a flop, so I’m feeling really discouraged” is making me go crazy. Is that all it is for you guys? Content? When you’re making artwork are you just making content for an audience? No offence but I feel like that’s a huge fucking waste of time, way more than making art you like and getting minimal attention on it.
#art#discourse#i guess??#Idk sorry I know I sound like an asshole but dude#the way people talk about art is crazy#Where’s your love for what you’re doing? Who cares if it didn’t blow up like you wanted? You still had fun making it right??#“Ppl need to start rbing artists more all their effort is being ignored bc ppl hate art” is some hot steaming bs too#Like oh Were you creating for attention? I didn’t realize random peoples approval was that important to you my fault#It’s such an accepted mentality too like “well of course I want people to like my work that I put hours into” is#Seen as a completely reasonable statement which like. on the surface it is. But then u realize they consider 20 likes “no attention”#Is you liking it not enough? Are the 20 people who liked it not enough? Are your friends who gushed over it not enough?#Or do you not actually mean “people” when you say that#Do you maybe just want to feel an ego boost when you see a big number next to that thing you put hours into.#You feel like you’ve earned a big number for all that otherwise wasted time#It’s like a weird twist on consumerism#Where at some point for a lot of you I feel like you’re not making art. You’re making a product.#You’re just a commission artist except you’re not making any money#It’s sad I hate it and if you’re an artist who talks about their art like this then I don’t respect you#And I sure as hell don’t respect your “art”
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Lmao one of my friends is getting married in August so the friend group is planning trips etc. and my friend and her partner were thinking of flying into the us and then roadtripping from here (New Mexico) to LA, which I had volunteered to drive for and to take everyone to the Grand Canyon on the way, you know, all that jazz
So they are trying to buy tix from Heathrow to Denver and then not fly here but instead drive which is six hours and I’m kind of like… have yall ever driven for that long before, let alone on the wrong side of the road in a backwards car? Like my American ass did the 5 hour drive from London to wales once, first time doing the wrong car on the wrong side thing, and let me tell you I loooove long driving roadtrips and six hours is literally my preferred length of driving day but that 5 hours s u c k e d oh my god I was so scared the whole time, just white knuckling it the whole way.
They want to spend as many days in Colorado as possible, which is great and all, but still need to come here to meet me and, theoretically, take my truck to LA instead of a rental car. And I just know that if they drive all day to get here they won’t want to do anything the next day because they’ll be exhausted, so we won’t do anything fun and I won’t get to show them around and stuff and then we’ll get right back in the car for two more days. And I get a little irked when people don’t consider that there is, in fact, tourist stuff to do here. Honestly tourist stuff is the only stuff to do in this whole damn state, and where I am is just Colorado Adjacent™️, same damn landscape. but when I moved out here I thought it was gonna be like the Sahara or some shit, so I assume that’s what they’re thinking, and I don’t know how to make it clear to them that they should spend two days here if they intend to drive from Denver so they can see stuff, and if they tell me the kind of stuff they want to see, then I can plan accordingly. Because I think we’ll all be sad if they don’t get to spend any time here, because they’ll get here and go “oh wow it’s actually pretty, I would’ve liked to check it out” and idek? I don’t want to be pushy but may have to be like “listen if you bypass me because you think there’s nothing to do here I will be butthurt about it and feel like I missed out on sharing my new life with you” because I mean I’ve never been to Denver so maybe it’s awesome and they should just stay here but… don’t you want to come crash for free and let me chauffeur you around and go to ruins and tourist traps and national parks and go swimming in beautiful mountain streams and have a ride on my pony? I guess it’s one of those “I would love this, why don’t other people love this” kind of things
#I think it also makes me feel like they are saying- and everyone who didn’t want to come with us too- that#they aren’t interested in seeing what I’m up to and don’t like my lifestyle and maybe that’s not true but it’s what it feels like#I’m not asking you to come meet me in fucking Iowa homeslice it is absolutely fucking gorgeous here in the summer#maybe they’ll end up wanting me to come meet them in Denver and idk I’ve never been and have a cousin there so it’d be worth a visit#but the shortest way to Arizona would then be right back through Santa Fe so that seems stupid to me#blah blah blah I am an oversensitive baby who just wants her friends to approve of her choices and say “this is cool and#we miss you but it’s cool you live someplace like this’#I want that validation because I sometimes really really miss school and I always miss Europe and#I don’t know I just want to play your guide you know it’s really fun to do that for people I love to do that for people#LET ME SHOW YOU MY WORLD ITS WEIRD LETS GO SIT IN A STREAM AND SMOKE WEED
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I have been restraining myself for a few days now but I cannot contain it I do NOT like my friend’s boyfriend he does NOT DESERVE HER and she is WAY TOO AWESOME to date a guy like him.
#at least she’s self aware#I think??? like she knows he’s being not great#but god I would have broken up with him AGES AGO#and it’s not obvious stuff like cheating or whatever#he just is pushing boundaries a lot and#is way more into conservative conspiracy theories than I would ever tolerate#she’s said on multiple times that her parents would like him and I want to yell#THAT’S NOT A RINGING ENDORSEMENT#YOUR PARENTS ARE NOT PEOPLE TO SEEK APPROVAL FROM#UGH#anyway no one look at this post#I would have dumped his ass so long ago but I also would never have dated him in the first place#ugh I hate dating it’s the worst and people are the worst and why are they like this#girl I just#I just don’t get it I know you think he’s hot and you don’t mind dating him but my god#people should be partners and actively contribute to your life not be something you have to filter and assess constantly#ugh I don’t#i just don’t get it#current status#vent post#why is the dating pool like this#why is it so hard to meet someone that doesn’t just want to take from you#why why why#was thiiiiiiiis close to posting a “Wanted: New Boyfriend” for my friend#but I couldn’t make it silly enough to put it on Tumblr especially since she is Not Single#regrettably
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trying to find a twitter post about varric in veilguard but having to wade through a sea of ‘what if sol/avellan this and what if sol/avellan that and blah blah blah sola/vellan’ and now im too annoyed to care
#I just remember someone posting about varric being a stand-in for an inquisitor if your inquisitor had low approval with solas#and while i don’t think this is a sound or plausible theory i did want to see their justification for it!!#but I can’t find it with keywords!!! frick!!
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wait why is that option getting so many votes??
#Autistic Clarification Request Poll#i meant for it to be read as ‘please draw rock in a disrespectful way👀’#i’m confused because if you look through my blog the suggestive stuff isn’t as popular. but this option is very popular.#i continued to draw Disrespect Content™︎ because i’m a Stubborn Bastard and i personally find it funny#i will continue to draw it regardless because i’m a Stubborn Bastard#but if there are tags i could use to improve your viewing experience please let me know 🫡#to filter out stuff ya don’t want to see. i don’t wish to make anyone’s day bad but i will draw what i find funny#i don’t want to end up with everyone going ‘you tricked me into approving you posting wacky stuff on main.’#(i have no plans to stop posting wacky stuff but. i don’t want people to be tricked into approving of it)#although that would be extremely funny. but not fun for you guys!!!#polls#cora is not great at communicating and makes a poll for the poll.
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#am going to exhibit mental illness in the tags as heads up shdhdjfjf also dw none of what I say is#abt or concerns folks here but#yeah. as a tldr very Gabrielcore of me haha but yeah#I wondered for a long time how I could go years without#when a crumb here awakens a voracious hunger in me for affection and approval#and there is simply an element of ego to it - to enjoying the idea that those I admire like what i say#but I think the larger part is simply that I’m myself here#in a way I’m not irl. I’m not…I can’t be vulnerable to people. I can’t let them see me. I don’t want to be rejected I think#but here I am simply. unaware to people who don’t click with me. no one interacts w me unless they’d like to#and there’s a certainty to that which just isn’t quite present irl#so I think the reason I get so easily attached IS because it’s me. because it’s my true self. and I don’t. I don’t know how to not want that#approval and affection beyond just letting the feeling fade with time. beyond removing myself from spaces where it occurs#because it’s not. it’s not fair to foist that onto people who didn’t enter that knowingly. I don’t#I don’t want to be too much. I always feel like I’m too much. too serious too intense feeling too deeply and on and on#I m want to be just enough. not too little or too much.#and yet that’s not healthy nor is honest to those you want to connect w#and people aren’t obligated to connect w you - it’s egotistical to simply think you can correct social step your way into someone’s regard!#but ah I don’t know. it’s been a night. I just wanted to say it plain and honest and finally get it out#but this isn’t like shdhdj asking for pity and such. I’ll be okay it’s all just part of it#vent.txt
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#just saw a tiktok about the sweet creature is about gemma thing#with more than 400K and omg the comments#people who don’t even know about princess park#and call ME delusional lmao#if you didn’t do your homework… why are you still talking#i think before coming to your conclusions you should have an opinion on the evidences presented to you#but if you deny that openness a priori… what do you want me to tell#those teens seriously think ‘two hearts in one home’ is about a childhood home#and ‘of course is about siblings… it’s gemma’#bestie I have something to tell you… you have idolised a woman because#you seek approval from your fave artist#*cough* approval from a man *cough*#and in order to have it you pretend a woman you know literally nothing about is some sort of#angel from heaven only because… she went to college or something? haha#this is hilarious. the way they made a brand out of gemma too#gemma the smartest TM
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Choosing to take humor in non-Mexican Latinos appalled reactions when they hear that I want to learn Mexican Spanish dialects <3
#my co-worker literally went 😨#'but it's not the Right kind of Spanish...' Spanish is Spanish- there's many kinds of English too y'know!#‘but they speak so vulgar!!!!!!!’ yes and ^_^?#’but your dad is Mexican and he would not approve of you speaking like that!!!’#I’m my own person so I don’t see why I need to worry about that :p!!!#her and my mom started talking on and on about their opinions on Mexican Spanish so fast that I couldn't keep up#but I really don’t care… I am Mexican I want to live that part of my culture 🤍~!#I literally didn't even say what kind of words or slang I was interested in... just that I wanted to learn more Mexico-centric words#and they heard that and jumped to the worst conclusions
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