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No cos some of the polls for this round is the most difficult shit ever
Scott and Jimmy
Cleo and Eret
tango and Wilbur
PEARL AND PHILZA?!?!
I care about too many of these silly block guys to pick
#exspecilay pearl and philza#pearl is one of my favourite hermits ans she was so unhinged in dl ...dbdbdbdb i cant not pick her#but also philza Minecraft... philza MINECRAFT....ugh#also the tango wilbur one#as much as i love tango ...he has not taking up as much brain rot soace as cwilbur has#that man is made pathetic wet cat since birth#hhhhhggggg#btw im talking about the sexy man tournament...if that wasn't clear
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ โ ๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐: ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก๐๐
โฌ ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐๐ซ๐ค ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฑ ๐
๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ซ
โฌ ๐ ๐๐ง๐ซ๐: ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ!๐๐, ๐๐๐!๐๐๐ฒ, ๐ฌ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฒ!๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
โฌ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ: ๐.๐๐ค
"Y/N, honey, where are you?"
The sound of Sora's voice makes its way through the now empty hallways of your new home, just loud enough to reach you.
"I'm in the kitchen, doing the dishes!"
You let out a soft sigh of exhaustion as the events of today finally get the best of you and you actually catch yourself craving absolute silence.
The housewarming party went exactly as planned and you couldn't have been more grateful. After weeks of living such chaotic days one after the other, you're simply relieved that not a single thing went wrong tonight. The food was amazing, your guests were only the people closest to you, everyone had a great time and there was not an ounce of negativity.
When the girls had basically kidnapped you to go and get yourself all dolled up only ghree hours before the first guests were set to arrive, you couldn't help but feel stressed and anxious but now after not only receiving a compliment to your look of the night from basically every sinfle guest, but also realising just how much more comfortable you were once you felt a little bit more presentable and didn't have to worry about that part yourself, you're that much more grateful for your friends' thoughtfulness.
Seeing your boyfriend's sweet and genuine reaction was just a bonus to it all.
Now that most of the guests are gone and it's just your closest circle, you feel a little less stressed and a lot more relaxed than about an hour ago.
You know subconsciously hiding yourself behind household chores isn't the most mature way to get yourself the few minutes of aloneness you've been craving for the past twelve hours but at this point you're way too exhausted to even care enough.
"Oh, goodness, you really are doing the dishes!" Sora's sweet giggles fill the soace of your kitchen with this certain type of warmth and as soon as your eyes meet the sweet gaze of Jongseong's mother, you know the exact reason behind the sudden change in atmosphere.
Sora, Nayeon's mother and your boyfriend's bonus mom, as well as Mirae, have been giving you the motherly love you've never experienced in your life and as they come to stand next to you, it definitely takes a lot of self control and willpower for you to suppress the urge to just burst into tears. Their constant words of reassurance, affection and appreciation are simply something you're not used to and with each time they smile at you with nothing but love and adoration in their calm eyes, you can physically feel yourself heal from everything your inner child has been through.
"Do you need any help, sweetheart?" Mirae asks oftly and caresses your hair softly, something you'd usually feel incredibly uncomfortable with yet with her it's never bothered you, not even on the day Jongseong had introduced the two of you to each other.
"No, thank you", you reply calmly and shoot her a quick smile back, "I'm almost done anyway. The dishwasher's running and I finished most of the pans and pots the chefs had used."
"You're amazing", Sora is quick to praise you for your hard work, "but how about we help you with the drying so you can come back and join everyone on the balcony for some wine, hm?"
"Jay's asked about you at least four times since you disappeared and I'm pretty sure Yeonie's gonna punch him very soon if he doesn't stop." Mirae's little comment has you all burst into loud laughter as memories of the two siblings actually physically fighting each other during the traditional saturday brunch because of the most random things.
The fact your boyfriend not only grew up but still very much maintains the close bond he has with the women in his life makes you incredibly happy and grateful to be a part of. You never knew what it felt like to have a loving mother, a sister or a sibling who not only appreciates and loves you, but also enjoys your presence and makes you feel special and valued.
With Jongseong, you didn't just find the love of your life but he actually gave you the one thing you've always been missing: a family.
The longer you think about the actual kmpact and influence your boyfriend has had on you and your mindset despite the rather short amount of time you guys have known each other, the more you find yourself falling in love with him.
He's the first man in your life who kept all of his promises, who gives you the love you're giving him, even more at times, who cherishes and appreciates every little thing you do, be it for him or yourself. Jongseong has managed to heal the deepest wounds in your heart and your soul, sometimes with nothing but a simple look of gratitude and happiness.
You know that to some people you might be exaggerating, but you know deep down in your heart, that Park Jongseong was always meant to be yours, it just took him a little to find you.
"You've got lost in your thoughts, hm?" Mirae smiles and starts rolling her sleeves up before she reaches for a towel and then one of the pots you had just finished washing.
To Jongseong's luck, it seems like you're perfectly occupied, since he hasn't seen you in about twenty minutes, giving him and everyone else involved enough time to secretly set up the baclony for the proposal.
The past four hours felt like a whole decade to the young business man. Every time he talked to you or literally anyone who has absolutely no idea about the little black box he hid between his socks right before you came back from your hair appointment, Jay felt like losing his mind.
Keeping this to himself turned out a lot harder than he could have ever expected. Of course the guests had managed to distract him well enough, but every now and then, especially when you found your way to him, Jong couldn't help but panic.
He really wanted everything to go as planned, not because of his perfectionist nature but rather because he wants to give you exactly what you deserve. The best and nothing but that.
Thankfully his boys and your friends had managed to take care of everything, even going as far as subtly sending the last guests home just to make sure it's only the people you both care the most about.
Jongseong nervously allows his eyes to roam the little set up his sister had organised in under an hour, saving him and his one perfect opportunity the way she's done it one too many times already.
Jaeyun and Sunghoon quietly carry the last two lighted letters to their designated spot, while your best friends are busy throwing rose patels all over the floor and Heeseung takes care of giving the surprise its last touch ups by lighting the little candles, which are basically leading the way from the door.
"Moms are distracting her just a little longer", Nayeonie suddenly says and appears by his side out of nowhere, "how are you feeling?"
For some reason, Jay struggles to find words to answer that particular question.
He's excited and nervous, of course in the best ways possible. Yet, there's still that little voice in the back of his head which has been spitting the worst, most frustrating things for the past few hours and has easily turned all of his joy and happiness into worry and anxiety.
Jay knows you're going to say yes. But then again โ does he, really?
You two have talked about this multiple times and each time you made sure to let him know that you'd definitely not reject him if he ever asked you the big question, regardless of the timing.
So why is it that his head is filled with scenarios of you being disgusted, horrified and at one point even angry at him for doing something like this?
"Stop overthinking it", it's Yeonie's soft voice yet again, one of the few people in his life who're not only able to read him like an open book but also find their was through those messy thoughts of his.
"I'm nervous", Jay finally says and lets out abloud sigh as his fingers nervously fumble with the ring box in his pocket, "what if she says no?"
"Oh, shut the fuck up", Yeonie rolls her eyes and lands a firm slap on the back of her brother's neck, eliciting a round of laughter from everyone around, "you guys talked about this like ten thousand times. Plus, you're disgustingly in love with each other. I promise you, she's not going to reject you."
"And if she does, I'll take the ring, brother!" Jaeyun is quick to make a random comment to lift his best friend's spirit and before he can actually laugh about it, Jay and the other two boys basically form their well known choir as they question the young man's mental stability.
"Sim Jaeyun, what the fuck?"
"Anyway", Nayeon laughs and comes to stand in front of her younger brother with the proudest expression in her eyes and a huge smile on her face, "let's do this."
And as you're casually refilling Sora's wine glass, the women can't help but smile at how awfully unaware you are of what's been going on on the other side of your apartment.
You don't even notice the way one of them pulls out their phone to respond to a message, too lost in your own thoughts and the feeling of exhaustion overwhelming your body after such an eventful and social day.
Jongseong knows you're at a point in your day where all you can think about are your pyjamas and sleep, which is why he's pretty sure the surprise is going to do exactly what it's supposed to do.
"Let's go and join the others, hm?", Mirae says and smiles at you ablittle bigger than just a few minutes ago, leaving you a little gonfused why she'd be so enthusiastic all of a sudden but you're way too tired to even question it as you nod and follow them into the big living room.
To your surprise, the lights are turned off, the only source of light coming from the balcony and with your brows furrowed in confusion, you don't even wait for your boyfriend's morhers and quickly make your way to see what's going on.
It takes your brain a whole minute to process what you're currently looking at and as soon as your eyes meet the gaze of your lover again the end of the candle way, a thick veil of tears blurrs your vision.
"Oh, my God", you whisper and read the lighted letters behind him over and over again, just to make sure that you're actually reading them right.
Both Mirae and Sora come to stand next to one of the boys a little further away from you as all of your loved ones watch the shock take over your body with big smiles and emotional eyes.
Jongseong, on the other hand, is basically about to pass out. The sught of your pretty eyes filling with tears the longer you look at him makes his heart slam even harder against his rib cage and for a moment it feels like his lungs are hyperventilating.
Your body moves to approach your lover before your mind can follow and by the time you come to stand in front of him, tears have already stained your cheeks.
"Hi, Baby", Jay sighs and chuckles when he notices the look of pure shock in your usually so excited eyes.
"Hi, Jongie", you respond almost instinctively, your voice breaking at the end of your greeting and if it wasn't for the fact that this is about to become the best moment in yojr life, you would have been a sobbing mess already.
For a short moment, Jay allows himself to stop and just look at you. He carefully and attentively takes in the way you're looking at him, the details of your beautifully crafted facial features, his gaze dropping to your quivering bottom lip and right back up into the eyes he's found home in.
"Y/N", he begins softly, knowing (or hoping) the usage of your name is going to make it feel a little realer, a little less like a dream, "my one and only love. My everything. My home."
Just as usual, Jongseong's words are carefully chosen, well thought through and hit the deepest parts of your heart in a way only he's ever been able to.
"I always wanted to believe in love and soulmates, fairytales and romance but the older I got, the more I started losing hope. Until you stepped into my office and looked at me with those breathtakingly beautiful eyes", Jong lets out a shaky sigh, not quite used to being so vocal about his feelings in front of others but right now, nobody but you matters to him.
"My sweetest angel, my sweet souled girl", he deeply inhales and reaches for your shaking hands, gently holding them in his own to calm your racing heart down and in that moment, you're reminded of just how beautiful Park Jongseong is.
"You're my best friend, my soulmate, the one person I've waited for all my life. I don't think you have a clue what your love has done to me", with each and every single word falling past his lips, another tear of joy and happiness finds its way down your cheek, yet you never once dare to avert your gaze away from his. Too mesmerized by the love and adoration gleaming in the sweetest shade of brown you've ever had the privilege to look at.
"You saved my soul, Y/N. With every joke, every pun, every single sassy comment and comeback you've brought me back to life just a little more. And here I am, Baby. Alive and happy, because of you. Before you came into my life, I never really knew what I wanted or what I was working so hard for. But now I know", Jay whispers as the rawness of his words get the best of him and tears start pricking at the corners of his eyes. But before you can even reach for his face, he lifts your hands up to his lips and places a row of soft kisses on your knuckles.
"Everything I do, everything I own, everything I am belongs and is dedicated to you, my sweetest angel. You make me want to become the best version of myself, a better man, a better human, a better friend and son. Loving you, being by your side is my joy, my happiness, my biggest achievement and privilege I've ever received."
Just when you think your heart has reached its capacity, Jongseong looks at you with gentle eyes, slowly lowers himself on one knee and smoothly pulls out a little black ring box from his pocket.
However, he doesn't say anything until he's made sure to hold your right hand in his again, the skinship easing his thoughts, calming his soul just how he needs it.
This is it. This is the moment he's been dreaming about and waiting for all his life.
"You're my best friend, the love of my life. My home. It'd be an honor to make you my wife and spend the rest of my life loving, appreciating and cherishing everything you do. So, will you marry me?"
For the very first time in your life, there's not a single doubt, worry or an ounce of hesitation in your system and without missing another beat, you start nodding your head.
"Yes, yes, yes", you say and finally throw your arms around his shoulders as nothing but happiness and the feeling of being completed in a way you've been craving for far too long finally takes over you.
"I love you so much", you whisper against his lips, Jongseong's breathtakingly beautiful face firmly placed in your palms as he looks at you with literal stars gleaming in his dyes.
"I love you so fucking much", is the only thing he says before you go in for another tight hug, knowing life has finally given you exactly what you've been waiting for all this time.
All those dark nights you spent by yourself, all alone, unloved, heartbroken and abandoned will now forever remain in the past. They can't hurt you, not anymore.
You've finally found your missing piece.
โ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ฏ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ โ ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ โ ๐ง๐๐ฑ๐ญ โ
(A/N: i don't even know what to say exceot excuse the spelling errors pls it's 2am and im stressed bc SB is now officially finished im gonna go cry..see you guys for the epilogue tomorrow ๐ค thank you SO much for everything babies. i love you.)
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In your new au, what happens when all the kids realize their parents are gone?
Ummmm I guess building on that one idea (the only one), the Encanto is essentially run by the kids. The oldest kids among them are like 13, and everyone else is younger. One of the other things about this idea I had was that they were stuck in time.
Closest they have to an adult is Casita
At first, it's like a giant party. No adults??? That means they can do whatever they want! But they quickly realize that there are no adults...anywhere in the Encanto. They're just gone. It doesn't take long for them to flock to Casita, cause everyine knows the Madrigals can solve anything. They basically have to adapt, and it takes months to do so. Thankfully most of the older kids can cook, so they weren't just going hungry.
Most of, if not all of the kids pretty much uprooted their lives and brought them to the houses closest to Casita. The older kids realized it was WAY too risky for all of them to be soaced out like that, especially with the toddlers and few babies that there were.
They essentially take over whatever roles their parents, grandparents, older siblings, ANY adults have. Say what you want about kids, but they can smart when they want to, and they spend a lot of time outside and are very observant. And they can read. Follow instructions. And while kids are hard headed, they learn after failing the first few times.
Yes they dress up as the adults. What else can they do?? Not many of them know how to sew, and they can't wear the same clothes everyday, when so few kids know how to wash clothes.
Antonio will likely just spawn in the nursery, idk. Idk he'll be a baby or automatic 4 (before his ceremony). If so, then basically he'll be pumped with Camilo and Mirabel and they'll just be the new triplets โข
Also, it's not just the "Madrigals" anymore. Because they're such close friends, the Guzmรกn's, meaning Mariano and his younger siblings, basically move into Casita to help out the other Madrigal kids.
That's all I've got so far. I was toying with the idea that the doors for the adults also disappear. They're replaced with other doors for the Guzmรกn children (because it's pretty much Madrigal-Guzmรกn after a certain point).
#my asks#my asks are open#encanto#encanto au#au#encanto isabela#encanto dolores#encanto luisa#encanto camilo#encanto mirabel#encanto antonio#a pause in time au#back at it again with the literal names#cause I suck at making them up#but y'all knew this already
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OHMYGOOODDD DID YOU KNOW THERE WAS AN EXTRA BY PD ABOUT SOME DOMESTIC WILLEMMY? It's in the link here (https:// x.com/raybanks/status/1693590891741524452?s=61) just delete the soace between / x and you'll find the tweet. And it's uldated on pd's ig that we'll not be getting new extras, instead it'll be the extras they already posted on their blog, with some qnas, i think.
For half a second I forgot about the "x"/"twitter" drama and was thought you using willemmy has bait for some malware infected website or something. It still almost worked.
I'm not on X formally known as Twitter, so I had no clue about this. And that totally sucks we won't be getting new scenes. You can't tell me that out of a 700 page book, final in the series, there aren't some deleted scenes they can spruce up for us. The ones from hideaway are... nice, but I need actual willemmy content. Please PD, we're begging for scrapes.
The q&a could be interesting unless they're taking them from their good reads. If that turns out to be the case, I'm afraid I'll have to chalk this up to a marketing gimmick unfortunately. No new content means it was never about the fans/readers.
As for my thoughts on the extra, it sort of proves to me how different I interpret these characters from the way PD created them (I'm so off the mark๐ฑ๐ญ). The best part for me was Kai investing in a company after hours of research. I'm not sure if that's a good or bad decision, but it's funny.
Thank you so much for sharing this link. It was very exciting to dive into something new from PD about these characters. Not sure when they posted this to Facebook, but I hope they're doing well and having fun with their writing!
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"Nature versus "Nuture"
(A collaboration from "G" and "M"
When life and times seem all too much to handle,
when hassle and doubts both conspire to overwhelm
Don't forget to take that long deep breath,
give time and breathing-soace to free oneself.
Escape any protective cocoon, break free of heavy thought,
let yourself be guided by the beauty of a better world now saught
For everything here seems smaller when standing beneath the sky,
and the worries will have been soothed, in even tear-filled eyes.
Escape instead to an opportunity of unparalleled splendour,
walk. breathe, and let the magic work with unlimited candour
Lose yourself in the forests , the mountains, and oceans,
discover a growing sense of calm, harmony and emotion.
Observe the skidding clouds, the advancing dusky darkness,
then appreciate the grandeur of our expansive universe
Realise then how minuscule most worldly problems are,
when compared with the Mother Nature's majesty, out there.
In these moments of wonder, re-discover your memory
rejuvenate your strength, even maybe, some childhood insanity...
Standing but reconnecting with what's so much more essential,
a life that offers much needed priorities, for potential.
So when life seems to confound and escape you,
when difficulties overwhelm and wear you down,
Never forget to step out, and for ever rise up,
reconnect with, and drink from, a replenished cup.
It's that expanse of cloud-filled sky where my troubles hide,
a deceptive shelter and solace for my heavy heart.
It still gives me the strength to contemplate
due to brightness of freshening daylight.on the horizon.
Feeing the gentle caress, and nuzzling of the summer's breeze,
dispelling the gloom, and spreading positivity if you please.
Optimism and hope I cradle in the chilled daytime air,
giving birth to courage and comfort, such treasures to share.
It's the privilege of being still, and finding peace in every breath,
letting nothing bother you, by finding in a moment of rest.
Take a step back, pause , then feel that sense of release,
from things that are stressing you out and stealing inner peace.
Looking up to the sky, witnessing shades of blue everywhere,
but they're vanishing so fast, there's no time to spare...
Beneath the forbidding sky we stand,
trying to appreciate a better world so beautifully grand.
Take some time out from life's daily grind,
don't let your stress and worries cloud the mind.
Take a moment, to recharge and restore,
Ignore the world and its troubles, also superfluous chores.
We must reach for the stars, and let our hopes ignite,
go forth and conquer, never giving up the fight.
We're advised to dream big and believe in the heart,
work hard and endeavour, to make a brand new start.
17th December 2023
ยฉ Geoff Stockton in close collaboration with his co-writing Muse and poetess
ยฉ Myriam Ghezaรฏl Ben Brahim
(Graphics courtesy of Google Images)
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also living at my parents and sleeping on my single bed every night AT 28!!! is there an age limit now or what? also if youre sleeping by yourself you donโt need that much extra soace anyway lol
just gonna answer both of these together lol
like my single bed is mostly a space issue but also like i donโt share a bed with anyone and i also donโt want to so i donโt see the need for a double cos itโs just wasted space to me
and yeah idk if the og anon was american or not but like i feel like every time i see a tiktok of an american kids bedroom 90% of them have double beds and theyโre like 6 years old cos thereโs definitely more space for them to have a double but like my room is literally so small that a double bed takes up half the room so like i literally wouldnโt be able to have a desk or computer in it if i had a double bed and even with a single i still donโt even have a wardrobe cos my bookshelves take up the space iโd use for one like i store most of my stuff under my bed. honestly might have to do a room tour just to show what space im working with lmao
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Forgive me if this is inappropriate, but in my defense I am very high rn. (Safely and legally I swear.)
I'm a recovering alcoholic. I dunno what I'm trying to say. You were always so sweet to me in that game, even when I didn't really deserve it. I'm trying to put my life back together. Why is it so hard to take care of yourself? It's like your body is so fucking needy, all of the time. It needs food and water and sleep and also you have to bathe it and clothe it and tell it nice things and make sure it spends some time with friends and gets enough exercise... And it sucks. It sucks ass.
Just say something nice, yeah? Even if you don't mean it. Actually, you don't have to respond at all. I'm probably going to wake up tomorrow and feel really ashamed that I dumped all my problems on somebody's ask blog lmao
Anyways I'm really sorry about this. You seem like a kind, gentle person, and I hope you live a long, happy wonderful life, you deserve it. I'm sorry for traipsing into your soace, I hope it wasn't too much of a bother.
Thank
hello anon. i've read over your message. overcoming addiction is no easy feat. i care about you and would like you to know that my blog is a safe space... you're welcome here; you deserve to be here.
i see that you're going through some tough times. looking out for your well-being becomes really important when life gets rocky. nurturing our bodies is indeed a labor of love... but you may find it easier to take things one step at a time. i want you to know that as a doctor, i'm passionate about providing support to people facing a wide range of challenges. there's no need for any regrets. so please be gentle with yourself and treat yourself with patience and care. you strike me as a person with good intentions. you deserve the best that life has to offer, and my sincerest hope is that you'll find your way towards that someday. i wish you well.
(message from mod:) everything harvey said, i second. no need to apologize for opening up. i run this blog so people have a safe space to connect with their favorite characters, whether that's in a silly or serious way. i feel some responsibility in that. that being said, please look after yourself. feel free to dm me if you need anything.
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โค๏ธ ๐ฅ โฐ ๐ฎ ๐ ๐ฆ ๐ฌ ๐ฌ ๐จ ๐ ๐ฆ ๐คฉ ๐
:3!!!
hi you, moon, thank you for your ask!!
โค๏ธ What is your favorite line that youโve written in a fic?
Armin watches her cross the bridge separating his side of the village from hers and slowly make her way up the hill, to a house he could never dream of stepping foot into again, where everything he could never be able to offer awaits her arrival. (from Nothing Sweeter Than You)
๐ฅ What is one canon thing that you wish you could change?
i wouldnโt necessarily change anything major, but i wish we knew more about Bert's past, and the gap between the Rumbling and them becoming Ambassadors of Peace
โฐ๏ธ Do you like to post fics on a schedule or at random?
i'd love to have a posting schedule, especially for wpts, and i'm trying to make that happen. but with how hectic life is right now, i haven't been able to keep that up.
๐ฎ Any advice for writers working through burnout or writerโs block?
i'd like to recieve some lmao
try stepping away from projects that give you headaches for a while. write something new, that youโre excited about, or find a prompt list, pick one at random and write on it for 15 minutes or soโ i've found that quite helpful lately! but also donโt be afraid to completely step away from writing. sometimes life is just too much, there are many things that lead to burn out, itโs okay, it happens. step away, take a breath, take care of yourself and your well beingโ your stories amd your readers will still be there when you come back โก
๐ Do you like to outline your fic first or create as you go?
outline! i almost always outline my fics, it helps put stuff in perspective and makes it easier to write, having a direction and stuff.
๐ฆ Which character is the toughest to write?
all of them, in a way. it depends on my head soace at that moment
๐ฌ Do you write for multiple fandoms? If yes, what is your favorite fic of yours for each fandom?
i do actually, i just never posted anything for any other fandom than aot lmao. but my favourite fanfic for that is probably Who painted the sky?
๐ฌ If a movie or show were based on your fic, which fic would you choose and who would you fancast?
Who painted the sky?, and i want Maya Hawk as Hannah and Jenny Walser as Marie, i have no idea for the volunteers really. feel free too add your own fancast for them, i'd love hearing y'all's ideas!!
also for See You Again, i want the entire cast of Gray's Anatomy to have a role!
๐จ If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?
see, i'd be happy with any scene from any fic. literally a n y scene
๐ Is it easier to write angst or fluff?
depends on how i feel really
๐ฆWhat sort of endings do you prefer to write: ambiguous, bad, happily ever after, etc.?
ambiguous! i love leaving room for immagibation, or sometimes a sequel ๐
๐คฉ What led to your interest in the fandom?
great question! my oldest friend told me about aot in 2017 so i watched it, and i was so mad over petra's death i stopped lmao. then 2019 came aroumd and i was just bored so i picked it up again, started reading the manga in 2020 and started writing for the fandom in the summer of the same year. it was the same friemd that pointed out Annie and Armin looked cute together, and that, topped by mimi's fanfics, lured me into this side of the fandom and made me want to actively be part of it.
๐ What is the most impactful lesson youโve learned about writing?
it fluctuates. it comes and goes in waves. it's an extremely flexible thing. it's entirely impacted by your personal life, it reflects in your art in ways you might not notice.
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my opinion on this matters negative percent but i just watched thomas's video about his friends redrcorating part of his apt and i have very mixed feelings. so i decided to post my thoughts abt it here on tumblr as you do
obvi it's smth that he really likes, the space does look cleaner and more tidy, and it did also open up a lot of space in that area, which i think is great. it looks organized in a way that thomas appreciates, and he's already been using it for his job
at the same time, i feel like it also falls into this very upsetting trend toward minimalism. i say upsetting bc as much as i like for my space to look like thomas's new space myself, i'm also not unaware of the politics, shall we say, of minimalism
now i'm not trying to make this more deep than it actually is. again, thomas wanted a change, and he clearly enjoys his new space and that's all that matters
for me, it was actually his friends and family's reactions that got me on this tangent bc what's wrong with a little clutter? tbh i didn't see anything at all wrong with his previous space. in fact, i enjoyed his bookshelf bc it had a bunch of personal and fun knick knacks that told a story about him and his personality. and sure, it's a space he can do his work, but what about a more personalized space? i know he used his prev soace for work too, but what about separating his work space from his personal, relaxing space? which i imagine is already difficult when your job can also take place in your home in such a personal way. where is he going to eat his meals? coffee tables work, i guess, but having an actual table is nice, esp when having friends or guests over. they couldn't have at least gotten him a nice folding table from ikea or smth?
it also made me think of marie kondo. now they don't reference her at all so this is purely speculation on my part, but it felt very much like they were trying to do a marie kondo without getting her actual ideals.
marie kondo loves mess!! she love stuff!! her method is getting rid of stuff that no longer sparks joy, not getting rid of stuff just bc it cluters your area. in fact, her method is about making room for the things that still spark joy and simply organizing it in a more manageable way
take the d/eh coke bottles thomas had. i will always hate that musical, but you could tell those bottles still meant a lot to him, and they still sparked joy. so why not just empty the coke and fill them with sand art or smth? keep the bottles!! display them if you'd like! esp if they still sparked joy
idk i just think it's a mistake to just get rid of things to get rid of things. and this is coming from someone who can't think amongst clutter and likes minimalism to a point (i actually think i just like everything to have a place and for it to be in that place, neatly organized)
#chrip.tags#i'm having a weird one so don't mind me getting upset over this in a very parasocial way
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Dream I'm in a breakfast restaurant probably an I hop and I need to go to the bathroom it's a huge room so many stalls they're empty not toilet no nothing some have shower heads jutting out from the wall but no drain on the ground I need to pee I find a sink and am really considering it the bathroom is also very maze like then I look up and this girl is watching me and I'm like shit welp there goes that plan of peeing in this sink in a public restroom and then I leave the bathroom and I look at the sign and I was in the girls bathroom and then I go into the boys bathroom which wasn't actually there before and it's just a long room filled with stalls and there's men and women just walking around and the stalls are filled to the brim with chairs and so I leave and then I find this room with a trash can in it and I'm like ok don't care I'm pissing in this trash can and then this guy comes up next to me and is like oh shit you found something to pee in and starts peeing and he finishes before me because me pee start up actually takes awhile so I'm still like trying to start up but I get it eventually and then when he's leaving he's all like super idk how to say but like his movements are very like big and his hand cuts through my pee stream and I'm like omg wtf and hes like ewww omg mb and then leaves then Im on a set but not like movie set more like gameshow maybe youtube gameshow and theyre trying to get it setup and im on this moving platform infront of a giant screen and they're just trying to figure out whatever their doing so you can just see their cursor go around and try and open stuff and close things then im in this horror dream and everything's is so freaking dark not only the lighting the qooden floor panels the wall paper it was all a super dark color and i was just wandering aroubd abd finding pictures and seeing weird haunting figures then I was in the same soace all of a sudden and it was much lighter and the cokors of everything were nice tan and brown colors but there was also a thick fog and I was meeting people around there and would get flashes of the haunting figures while I talk to them thst correlate with them and was like ohh thst was you and like everything came together eith the pictures and talking to them I learned who they were and what became of them and it was all tragic and then I was back on set and they finally had everything in working order i was a girl throughout all of this except for the bathriom dream and thats all
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Alright, here's the info:
Fandoms: DC (mostly Teen Titans) and Marvel
Name: Alexandra
Age: 17
Pronouns: She/her
Sexuality: I don't have a gender preference
Appearence: 5'11, pale skin, round shaped face with a small double chin, potato nose, chubby cheeks covered in fake freckles drawn with brown eyeliner, long dark blue hair with undercut and bangs, hazelnut brown eyes and I wear glasses.
Personality: I'm stubborn kinda bossy as I always try to defend my opinions and ideals, brutally honest, I easily affectionate to people who are nice to me and whenever I'm interested in someone, I istantly start acting clingy over them and give all of my attention to them, I curse almost religiously and I can't deal with my own emotions by myself so I can get a bit chaotic sometimes.
Dislikes: persisting people, injustices, fireworks and firecrackers, spinach, garlic, balloons, snakes
Likes: music (I listen mostly to pop, pop rock, christian rock, lo-fi, alternative and even a bit of metal), yankee candles, makeup, cats, shopping, collecting funko pops, junk food, go to theatre, amusement parks
Thank u in advance and take your time, dear xoxoxo
For dc i match you up with Raven
she isnt a cuddly person in public but loves hugs when alone.
sheโs a very stiff minded person, but you open up her opinions more.
doesnt like makeup on her but is willing to try it on you.
I see her also liking movies; cuddled up during them.
she honestly doesnt mind you being clingy to her but does need her soace at points.
good mix between the chaotic good alignment and the lawful good alignment
the team ships you guys; Starfire and Cyborg are the super shipppers.
she keeps you as far away as she can from trigon; but he has seen you a few times and has tried to kill you(Raven saves you each time cause she cares to much)
and for Marvel i match you up with Shuri:
they way you described yourself is giving me Shuri vibes
music in the work shop is big
doing each others make up
always being her date to any gala she is attending.
loves showing you all her new stuff she is making.
Tโchalla(๐ข)aproves of this well matched relationship.
Okoye is with you if Shuri is off and needs Okoye somewhere else to focuse.
Shuri isnt the most cuddly person in the world but she does like holding hands over having some kind if soft contact.
If you ever want a match up please contact me and we can errage an exchange with as many fandoms as you want!
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While work was fine today, I found out something about someone I never wanted to hear about again, Iโve been awake since 1:30 am, and now my stepmom is home and I canโt get any of the shit I need to get done done.
Iโm ready to have a fucking breakdown
#joce.vent#I just wanna fucking do my laundry and EAT SOMETHING#BUT NO MY PARENTS HAVE TO FUCKING TAKE UP SO MUCH FUCKING SOACE AND NOT LET ME USE THE KITCHEN OR LAUNDRY ROOM WHEN I FUCKING HAVE TO#like they give me set times to do shit and when I TRY to adhere to it they fuck shit up!!!!#Iโm tired I hate it here someone get me the fuck out of here!!!!#let me live with someone who can at least fucking RESPECT my space like my boyfriend!!!!#god I wish I had my car so I could be living with him but no my dad had to be a fucking asshole and hold me back#and it took me having to work at 5 am every morning for him to finally fucking cave in to give me lessons again#Iโm tired of this I hate my family#canโt even fucking exist in my own home that I pay rent for
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i just found out whos directing and writing the dub of ranking of kings and suddenly the fact I haven't made it out of a single episode without tears makes sense
#ah yes#you did fruits basket#thnk you miss glass#ND THE FCKN GUY THATS WRITING IT OKAY LOOK IM SAD HES NOT GOING TO BE IN IT CAUSE I ADORE THE SOUND OF HIS VOICE I MIGHT HAVE A TOTAL CRUSH#BUT HES SUCH A GOOD WRITER#like yes its already been written but ive done that kind of translation/editing work and it actually takes a lot of creativity#to not just....make it make sense but to actually make it meaningful and emotional?#i have so much respect for adaption writers#but this fucking GUY#HES DONE RIDICULOUS SHIT AND COMEDY THAT JUST IS SO SURREAL THEN TO MOVE ONTO FUCKING RANKING OF KINGS AND CASUALLY DROP IN SOME OF THOSE#SOME OF THOSE LINES THAT ARE VERY CLOSE OR AS CLOSE AS THE FLAPS WILL ALLOW TO THE ORIGINAL MEANING#BUT THE SKANE THE FUCKING SNAKE IN EPISODE THREE#IT KILLS ME I ACTUALLY LIKE THE ENGLISH LINE EVEN MORE THAN HOW ITS WORDED IN DIRECT TRANSLATION FROM JAPANESE#hes doing such a good job and caitlyn glass is just mwah shes incredible and its so emotional and the cast is just amazing and the art#im going to be obsessed with this for a very long time give me soace people#anyway we stan funi in this house and i will not hear otherwise because i have adhd and subtitles are not accessible to me#and stop telling people that theyre helpful for EVERYONE with adhd because they arent#they're ass even when the speak is in a language i can understand#anyway funi has really levelled up in recent years from what i remember in middle school times#granted middle school times didnt give us great anime....#hhhh bad memories#anyway this crew is doing amazing and i have so much respect for them and i wanna thank them when they do series like this#also ive gone om the tangent before but dubbing is kinda art#like that must be so fucking hard to act in such small spaces that cut lines short then to go into the next with the same emotion even when#you had to stop? amazing and fascinating and wow these people have so much talent its incredible i have so much respect#theyre doing the same as the original cast but in more constraints and its art and talent and i think im good but WOW#anyway ranking of kings go watch it subbed or dubbed dont matter its fantastic either way go watch it
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damnok im falling asleep sk fast rn which is wild cuz ive been struggling to sleep all week and ofc now itโs hitting when iwwanted to make this post lol ok. basically idkw hat im going to do when im moved in bC i have to take up space which means eating around my roommates and making food / being in the kitchen at the same time as them and talking / singing at a normal volume in my room and sharing a br and shit w them and like. iiiii donโt know if i can do that actually. like i have to but i donโt know if i can
#in brighton i had my own br and t he kitchen was closed off so i jusf hid in my room all the time and kept food in there and barely went int#into the kitchen u less i could hear thru the wall and make sure no one was in there. and it was hell and this time the br and kitchen are l#like open spaces and im. not ready. like i need to be ready for that YESTEFDAY and itโs going to take me so long to be comfortable and if i#struggle im scared iโll get stuck and solidify that way of showing up. idk ifim making sense im so tired but also waking up from typing this#i think i said it already but only having 7 weeks in brighton and just barely making it out of the homesickness.. having my first experienc#e of independence happen 3600 whatever miles away from home where i knew no one. was like uniquely damaging i thjnk to not get the#gratification of overcoming it like i was supposed to and now i have to start from scratch. and some things are gonna be waey easier but som#some thi ng s are gonna be harder. like taking up soace. i donโt know how to do that. and im scared to like idk if i can call my friends or#have therapy sessions or call home or sing or whatever rin my room and im scared shitless like where do i go if i canโt do it there. and i d#donโt wanna talk for fewer hrs or whatever like i know so much is gonna be different but. aughhhhhh. i was gonna say smth else but i forget#it now iโll add it if i remmeber OH WSIT OK I GOT IT ACTSLLY. i need likeโฆ accountability actually like not to use that buzzword but i need#ppl to hold me accountable if im hiding in my room and not taking up space. but im afraid to ask anyone to do that for me or follow thru w m#my friends offers for me to text them if i need fo do that WHICH.. INVOLVES TAKING UP SPACE to ask that so i canโt!!!!! cuz im scared and st#still learning im worthy of it. ive made good prpgress but not enough yet and im scared its gonna fuck me up. ok im exhasted i think im done#purrs#food#ask to tag
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Unpopular opinion; I think the tumbleweed should be featured as heavily and framed as dramatically in McCreeโs skins as B.O.B is in Asheโs
#overwatch#mccree#ashe#jesse mccree#ashe caledonia#i get that bob is cool and i love him#but its still kinda weird hes so prominent whn you go to view her skins???#like he takes up almost as much soace as dvas mech#and hes literally just the ult#they really told on themselves tbh#โwe swear she isnt just a cowboy mercyโ#her *looks at notes* ult has an interesting design#i need you to know im kot actually an ashe hater
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like i hate myself...alot. and a lot of it is bc of my dad. and i love my dad so much. and i know he loved me, but he still made me feel like garbage a lot and wow theres last effects
#im so insecure bc of comments he made about my appearance#im werid about food bc of him#im convinced i take up too much soace and im inconsiderate and short sided....because of him#i still panic everytime i get a grade lower than a b#and yet we loved each other alot#and he died#and we couldnt even talk about it
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