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A Texas horror au for phantom of the paradise, not much more to add.
#phantom of the paradise#potp#winslow leach#horror#horror au#I don’t have any big plans for this#I just wanted to draw it#the axe is just to replace the knife he’s usually drawn with#he’s not a killer#he mostly acts the same as the movie just a bit more skittish#thyforeart
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Day 300 of posting Jevil every day
#gosh this doesn’t feel real#it doesn’t feel like I’ve drawn this many Jevils#have I really drawn that many?#man#And I’m not even satisfied with how I draw Jevil!#word of advice to any artists seeing this uh quality AND quantity will help you improve#I’ve drawn 300 Jevils but I feel like I’ve been stagnant in my improvement since the 100s days#this is mostly because I’ve been drawing Jevil quickly without ever really restarting unless I really don’t like the turn out#I also haven’t looked at or studied Jevil since I’ve started so I haven’t really tried anything new#for the final jevil I plan on doing a big high effort drawing so maybe the lead up days will be me experimenting with how I draw Jevil#I encourage you to try the same if you feel like you aren’t improving#dailyjevil#deltarune#deltarune jevil#jevil#jevil deltarune
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Uhhhh very late miwip wednesday? it is thursday.
I've had this au—Will as Robin, El as Batgirl, Mike as Spoiler + a few more Hawkins characters as Bats but I'll leave the rest a mystery for now—rattling around in my brain for like a week, and I don't know if I'll ever actually write out the full longfic idea I have for it, but I'll at least post snippets and some doodles 👍
Text under the cut if the images are hard to read hehe:
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“I know I did it to you when we first met,” the sound of boots hitting the rooftop echoes behind him, “But it’s really not proper vigilante etiquette to take off someone else’s mask.”
Mike whips around to face him—Robin, The Boy Wonder. While he’s figured out who the new Batgirl is, he hasn’t got a clue about this guy. Unless maybe it’s not just El—maybe all the Bats are connected to the lab? Robin could be a number, too.
He stares at the other boy, lost in thought, not sure what to say.
When it must fully register that his comment isn’t getting a response, Robin shrugs and retracts his grapple, clicking it into place on his utility belt as he steps closer out of the shadows.
Mike quickly puts his mask back on, just for something to do with his hands, something to interrupt his gawking at least for a second. When he looks again, there’s now a layer between them—flimsy blue fabric that makes it a little less clear that he’s still staring.
But how could he not? The two of them have only really met twice—when Robin had tackled him not realizing The Spoiler is a new hero not a villain, and when Robin had come to his window the following night telling him to hang up his cape. So really, this is the first time Mike can stop and take him in without some sense of urgency bleeding into the situation. The first time he can just… look.
His mask is a deep green leather molded into a sort of beak, and despite leaving a decent amount of his face uncovered, it conceals what could really be identifying—his eyes, his nose, parts of his cheeks. His warm smile is visible though, and Mike can’t help that his eyes are drawn to it. It’s just the part of his face I can see, he tells himself, but maybe that’s not the only reason.
Robin runs a gloved hand through his gelled-back hair, a chestnut brown that Mike bets would glisten in sunlight. But Robin isn’t someone you see during the day. Bats only come out at night in Hawkins, even ones who wear bright colors. Red, yellow, and green—he’s like a traffic light.
Only now while glancing up and down as he crosses the rooftop, does Mike really register how small a guy Robin is, noticeably shorter than Mike himself. But regardless, he still moves with confidence, it makes his presence seem larger somehow—wise beyond his years.
#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#miwip wednesday#this au is overall a big Fusion of things. Upside Down still exists and frankly a lot of stuff from the show#but with some. clear alterations. i have lots of plans. i just also know how i get where i'll get ideas ideas ideas and then#lose motivation. so im trying to just have fun w/ what i can :)#sam draws shit#sam writes#also before any dc people go ‘sam? don’t you prefer steph w cass over steph w tim?’ and the answer is Yes but for the purposes of this au#we are in tim/steph brain mode. i really wanted the el & will / cass & tim siblingz thing so this is simply how things panned out#but overall this is a byler-centric thing#sams dc st au#<- temporary tag until i actually come up w a name for all of it#also also just putting it out there tht mike’s motivation for being spoiler is Not the same as steph’s. ted is not cluemaster sksjsjsh
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Anyone else have near-perfect executive function at work; but at home, have literally no energy or motivation to do anything except lie in a dark room, with something in or on your ears for several hours?
#It’s got to be the schedule keeping me on task at work#I love microdosing strict routines (not having an actual routine for the day; but having routines for small tasks#which piss me off if I can’t carry them out precisely the way I planned)#For instance: If I’m asked to paperclip a bunch of stuff together with multicolored paperclips of various sizes#I cannot just indiscriminately pick paperclips from the container because that is WRONG and ILLEGAL#The colors must fit the theme of the assignments; and the colors must alternate in a specific order#and the paperclips must all be the same size#If I’m asked to dump out and clean containers of writing utensils I am going to sort them by type and color#whether you like it or not#Black permanent markers have their own container in a different section from the blue permanent markers#Dry-erase markers are not to be mixed with permanent markers because they are easily confused and it is WRONG and ILLEGAL#Do not fuck with the system. It’s the only organizational skill I have and by fucking GOD I’m going to use it in EXCESS#I stuff and fill out envelopes the exact same way every time because if I do it any other way it is WRONG and ILLEGAL#The stamp always goes on last to minimize monetary waste if there is a mistake#Now you’d think my room is squeaky clean and organized because of how particular I am about these small tasks#Right? Right?#NO IT IS NOT. It looks like a bomb went off. Cleaning the room is a big task which cannot be accomplished within two hours#therefore I have discarded it as anything I need a routine for because it would take too long to come up with#and it is very hard for me to do things like that without instructions or a sense of consistency#So I simply don’t#“After five years the dust doesn’t get any worse” correct; but the mold certainly does#I am convinced half my problems with organization as a kid would have been solved if I just had a hamper#“We have a clothes chute; you don’t need a hamper” Maybe you don’t but I DO#I want one now; but I’m going to use it as incentive to get an apartment#because that’s another thing I need to smuggle and I have too much already
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you know what I’ve realized lately? that’s really helped? the axiom: it just doesn’t really make that much of a difference. Or at least it doesn’t when you’re talking about good things and not, like, doing good vs. doing evil. Big choices, little choices, decisions, decisions —it’s not just that they don’t matter in the grand scheme of things—because they do! —but just. It won’t make that big of a difference. Life will continue to be wonderful AND difficult, fascinating AND hopelessly mundane, full of roses AND thorns and all the other cliches whether you walk down one road or another. And you’ll get used to the joys and sick of the sorrows whatever they are, and you’ll be ungrateful and bored and dissatisfied in some measure some of the time and you’ll have to work on all the things you have to work on anyways and just. Yeah! It doesn’t make that big of a difference! Even the biggest things!
#as Maria once said to me iconically: marry the guy don’t marry the guy#life is hard and it sucks and it’s also great and little treats exist#and we have to practice patience and virtue and penance regardless of any other circumstances#and God loves us no matter the path we take#like I just. I am reflecting#you know what also made this click for me recently? the limits that can be reached with doing little things to improve your life#like YES. I need to get some exercise and eat some food that is not totally terrible for me and clean my space#but you know the fuck WHAT#(I’m so sorry for swearing)#it doesn’t !!! actually !!!!! dramatically alter my life if I do one thing or another or in a certain order#I could become a fanatical hiker (for some reason I have been seized by the vision of this lately)#and it’s just like. well. yes you could. and you know what it would keep raining sometimes and my anxiety would still exist#and people would still be irritating and laughter would still be real!#anyway I don’t mean to be dismissive over the ways choices can deeply affect our lives#but when the choices are good and the options are good it just doesn’t matter that much#I also realized this with makeup lol. like I reached the point where I was like I could spend more time and effort and money#to achieve a higher level quality of appearance and literally for WHAT#people would still not pay attention to me in the grocery store (lol)#and they don’t need to!!!!! and it’s fine they don’t!!!!!!!#but I just. that voice in my head that’s like if you do X you will experience happiness you have never known#and things will all work out and everyone will be in love you#to that voice I say: well no.#wow this is long but you know what I mean????? it all just sort of matters less in the sense that nothing WE do is going to really#change our lives? I know that’s insane#because people are so insistent that the opposite is true. but like. actually no the most life changing opportunities usually happen#without our control or our scheming or our planning#so of the stuff within our control it’s not that big of a deal!! do good avoid evil enjoy your lunch call your mom!!! but that’s all gonna#keep being the same on the other side of so many many different choices we can make#so yeah
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Yes I like musicals yes I was kind of a theatre kid back in the day no I don’t particularly care about Wicked one way or the other. We exist
#you probably figured this about me from my.. everything#4 years of choir and i was in drama clubs and classes from when i was 8-16 lol#i wouldn’t have said i was Good; ever; at any point. never got a big role. just sort of used to subject people to my bad singing#as a recreational pursuit#but yeah. i think my issue with wicked is i tried to read the books first because that’s always my approach. if there is a book i’ll read it#and maguire’s writing style just scratched my brain wrong. like sandpaper#i tried and tried but i never got any further than like a quarter of the way into the first book#and if i’m being Completely honest i don’t even really care about the wizard of oz either#i wish someone had given judy garland a gun but like other than that.#so yeah. never seen the musical. don’t plan on seeing the movie but i feel like someone will drag me to it at some point#because most of my friends are also ex theatre kids#it’s probably a good story. there’s a lot about it that makes me think i’d potentially enjoy it. i like some of the songs!#it’s just whenever i see an adaptation i feel like i’m only getting half the story. so i want to read the books#but the books ~scratch my brain wrong~#i don’t even know if i still own them. i might have donated them. yes i bought ALL four; that’s how committed i was to trying to read them#i’m a fucking idiot#personal
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my day one piece for treebark week is done. needs some heavy edits but it’ll def be up tomorrow
i’m very very excited for it, but also, oh man is tbw gonna get a lot of shit on ao3 from me, christ
#says words#i think i’ll make a series? and then. every fic on there will also be in its own series.#so there’s. that#except maybe blindsided. who knows#plan to move all my tumblr only writing over to ao3 w this#smop is already in a series. big dog has four fics up whichll go in a series#leaflight will get it’s two fics up and in a series (if i finish one lmao)#lamplight is lamplight#hero/villain i don’t have any other works published but i have more written so. series maybe#blindsided will maybe be able to stand alone? unsure#if i pull this off. ideally.#but i love writing for blindsided so maybe there’ll be more#big fish i have plenty written and unpublished. So Much in fact
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#today I am sad about something that I know objectively is dumb#my 30th birthday is next week and the party will be next Saturday and I’m having a dinner at a nice restaurant in town#I wasn’t supposed to make it to 30 and never thought I would but now somehow I have and so this birthday is like…#a really huge deal to me you know#and I always wanted to be able to have a big party to celebrate this specific occasion and in my head I pictured all my friends/family there#I figured this would be one of the biggest parties I’d ever get to throw because to me this is the biggest milestone I’ve gotten to so far#but out of all the people I’ve invited the most that will probably reasonably show is about 10#and even that’s a bit iffy because tbh I’m pretty sure my bestie will flake on me like he always does#and if he doesn’t show up that might just end the friendship but that’s another matter entirely#also iffy because I haven’t gotten a lot of responses still even though I made the event and sent invites two weeks ago#I just… thought I had more friends than that if that makes sense#like I had bigger parties with more people attending in high school and I barely had any friends then#I’ve thrown low key Halloween parties in my mom’s apartment that had more people show up#now I’m at the most important moment of my life (so far) and I’ll barely have anyone with me#lately it just feels like less and less people care about me for real despite how many I know around work or how many are on my Facebook#it feels like my world keeps shrinking and I really don’t want that because it’s been small enough as it is#I just feel like I’m never really going to find my place or have big groups of friends like everyone else#I’m never going to have a group of friends or people I can rely on to spend time with me when needed#as it is planning things gets harder the older we get anyway just due to needing to tend to adult life#guess I still just want what everyone else has and I don’t know why I can’t have those things#and I know it’s stupid and selfish and whiny but I really want to cry because I’m so depressed that I have barely anyone in my life at all#barely anyone to celebrate something so important to me and so few who even seem to care at all either#I’m grateful for everyone I do have honestly#but that doesn’t offset this weird pain in my chest over this whole situation#maybe I should just curl up and cry until this all passes and I can go back to pretending it doesn’t matter#personal
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I can go on that ramble about the future and housing and aromanticism though now. It’s like man, the future is already something that is so inconceivable to me. To then have the sexuality that does not allow me to slot in the cookie cutter you find a romantic partner that you end up moving in with is terrible. And like In this economy I sure can’t live alone, and I know at least when I’m sick I desperately want someone to be there. And then there’s I’m likely to move around a bunch how do you deal with that housing, other than the work having paid housing. like constantly having to find somewhere that’s looking for roommates and it isn’t terrible? And then long term, when I find a job I stay at for a while (that’s remote so I’d love to live in a remote place) is it like I find a place to stay and then I’m stuck there forever and I just have to hope that I make good friends at this new place. (Friends that don’t want to live exclusively with a romantic partner no less.) I want to live with close friends so bad and I’m not sure if that’s a feasible thing for my future. I’m a person that has so much hope so I have to assume that yes it will work out, I do believe that. But man just hearing someone mention it, sparks that hope.
#… vaguely related other way too personal ramble#I need to try so hard to keep my friends for a long time. I want it so much#but I’ve never had close friends till now and once I went to a different period in my life the friends I had were gone#and Ive made really close friends now in college and one day I was talking with one of them on a walk home and mentioned still being friend#in 5 years. and they were like that’s not happening this friendgroup isn’t sticking together that long and they were right#at least for them specifically they were the one that came back worse and it’s a big group#there are most definitely different groups inside it and that makes me worry if once I finish college I’ll still chat with them at all#and oh hey tying this into another thought I had earlier… I’m planning on studying abroad next semester (that’s the application I’m procras#inating rn lol) and I’ll be like 8 hours in the future and I guess that’ll be the ultimate test on if I can really keep friends#a trial run before I graduate#and I won’t let this thinking of the future ruin my time now I know that doesn’t help but still.#well… actually summer sorta also is a trial run. and I still talked with them just less often and in a different way… it’s gonna be okay#this is a post i made#uh I am bad at tagging if things are vent posts or not#vent#oh I completely forgot to put the online part of the tag ramble! Ive made quite a few friends online and we talk for a while and I love the#and then it’s a every once in a while going hey I still care about you but I can’t hold a conversation for the life of me#and now there’s. you know who. who I care about so much and we say things I never imagined people saying about me#and I am so scared? (… sure) that that’s gonna go the same way. and I’m not sure reassurance on any of this will really help I think it’ll#just be I will only be less scared of the future as time passes and it’s proven to be wrong#mh hit the I want to keep this all inside and not let this out to not make other people think about it thing#… okay now I need to make a joke that is so tonal whiplash cause uhhh okay siffrin#… I need to go to sleep it’s late I’m sure that’s why all these feelings are being brought up… ’I’m fine’ as great role model siffrin says#… but it doesn’t feel real that people care about me. that I do actually have an impact. that I’m actually a note in someone’s story#I know it logically everyone I’ve ever known is part of me but it’s so hard to imagine that applies to me in others#okay I’m gonna go shower and go to sleep. I wanna say ignore this post but that’s not a good idea I don’t think#though just talking into the void does help a lot. I’m great at talking myself into believing that things are a okay if I just talk about i#… this wasn’t supposed to be a vent or be so long geez
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ahh thank you!! <33 i love chatting with you too :D i love how you always have so many ideas and so much to say.
i've watched jjk0! it. i definitely cried a lot... i'm watching all of jjk with two of my friends and our schedules have been so unsynced recently, we haven't gotten together in like 3 months? and it took us a solid 3 months just to finish season 1... im quaking in my boots excited for season 2 so i'll definitely let you know once i watch it! episode 5's premise makes me so sad though, i've seen some the screencaps/suguru's dialogue and it just makes me want to give him a million big hugs... i wish someone had taken care of him :(
the "couple aesthetic hoodie hug" is killing me omfg.. it's helpful to know the struggle behind the moodboard... also THE GOJO FIGURE??/ your cat is so cute omg... would you ever consider showing your collection? i know you have a kenny plush. i thought that was it. 🌖
I CRIED SO MUCH TOOO :(((( takahiro sakurai’s delivery on geto’s final line is genuinely enough to get me crying he’s …. so good. scandal aside. AND I TOTALLYYYY GET IT ANON that’s exactly how it goes when i watch anime w my siblings lmao…. i hope you and your friends get to experience s2 sometime soon !! :33 it ruined my life but it’s also the best thing ever
ANDDD ….. my collection . yes. i actually only started seriously collecting merch recently so it’s not super impressive but!!!! i’m working on it :3 here r some pics!!!! try to guess my favorite character(s) challenge (impossible)……. it’s stsg
^ i hug these four to sleep every night <333
also!!!! :3 this isn’t jjk related but i literally just bought some super adorable maomao pins and i love them SO much. she makes me so happy </3
#also a huge fan of the single aki nendo surrounded by jjk at all sides LMAO#mamabear is lost </3#i’m planning on buying more csm merch!! and also more apothecary diaries….. i really want to collect more nobara/shoko/toji stuff too#i also want more look up figures in general hhhhhhh… i bought my brother like three but still don’t have any of my own smh 😞#i need the two suguru look ups SO bad… also makima and aki and denji :’3#i just bought a bunch of manga too… so we’ll see if my wallet survives……..#TYSM FOR ASKING 🌖 ANON….. the kitty cat is actually my housemate’s but. i’ll give him a big kiss on the nose from you <333#ask tag ✩#🌖 anon !! ✩
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I think I’m always going to be running and trying to find the next thing that will make me happy and it will always be something I have to find within myself. So that’s cool.
#escape tag on the mind. thinking about getting up north and the joys of the road and then realizing I would have to start my life there. I#would still have to settle down somewhere and have a home#guy who wants to leave constantly and not be found but cant shut up and loves to leave evidence of themselves everywhere#love covering things in stickers love writing my name on park benches love leaving my mark on the world#but also. get me out of here and I need to get somewhere where the world feels bigger than my bedroom#cause Florida feels so suffocating rn like I have no where to go no where to be me to be happy to have friends to have fun#I feel so trapped in my room and my room feels so monotonous#idk what to do to change it cause im avoiding being miserable and the fear of failure is eating me alive so im not taking any hard chances#to move forward and it makes me want to throw up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my mom randomly brought up sending me up north with like a six month budget plan or whatever and now idk if I should be looking for a job#that hard or not and idk what I’m doing and it’s freaking me out and I want to run away from everything#but I also would do fucking anything to be near my friends rn to feel like I can breathe when I go outside to be up north would fix so much#of my shit going on rn and even if it didn’t magically make me happy it would be so much easier for me to set roots (even temporarily) andi#can live month to month up there my mom pressures me so hard to have long term plans and it’s not what I need rn at all I need to focus on#short term shit and not get anxious about the big picture but my mom cannot shut up about the big picture and future steps and all this shit#and idk what’s real and what’s hypothetical plans and it’s so annoying and frustrating and I want to get my shit together but I also don’t#bc the world seems miserable but god I would so much rather be miserable up north with Millie near me than be miserable in the heat w my mom
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ohh but they are so prettyyyyy!! i really liked them and they are very creative! how did you make the beads fit in like that?? i want to try and make bracelets sometime too!
Thank youuu😭❤️❤️ i’m happy you like them <33333
They’re really easy so i definitely recommend it if anyone just wants some simple crafts to occupy them :) they’re simple enough that i’ve been making them while watching subbed anime like they are a very good low-focus sit and multitask craft
They’re made with this kind of set-up! Two long strands folded in half and knotted together so you’re working with four strands - two in the middle and one on either side. You just sort of weave the two on the sides around the two in the middle to make the bracelet and to add beads you just string them onto the middle two strands and put them in between your ties as you go :)
#asks#i tied up a new one for that picture before realizing i probably could have just found a picture on google oops🙃#i can probably find and link an actual tutorial if anyone wants one! or just make one myself since it’s pretty simple!#i was taught by my dad growing up so i don’t actually know any like resources for it off the top of my head lol#but im sure they can’t be hard to find😤#oh! and if you’re planning to go buy things for them keep in mind that the beads go on two strands of hemp which can be pretty thick!#so the beads you use gotta have bigger holes#(yeah yeah i said big holes insert laugh track etc etc)#🍀🍀🍀 <- sending luck for if anyone decides to try it out :)
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let me just say that tdpi is one of my least favorite seasons and I deeply dislike most of its canon events, but the cast is one of my favorites to write and analyze
#it’s so much easier for me to think up ideas involving them than any other cast member#they’re like one big. found family? I suppose they do have those vibes if they were done to full potential#basically they’re one big group in my head and I love picking them apart and figuring them out#they’d equally give each other so much shit and (in some cases) stick up for each other. I love how I can just flesh them out more#they’re so underrated but I can’t help loving how much of a chaotic mess they are#the sheer POTENTIAL is wack#even as a kid I connected most with tdpi despite not liking it#I mean. that was the only season I actually wrote a plan for a spin-off season abt#no one else got that kinda treatment#it’s so weird. like I don’t like the season but. there’s so much that can be done for it#that’s what pulls at me#don’t get me wrong I like the other seasons and (most) of its cast tdpi just hits differently bc it sucks lmaoo#kit stuff#total drama#tdpi#total drama pahkitew island#noahtally-famous#on that note who wants to hear abt this supernatural au thingie I thought up involving the tdpi cast— *gets shot*
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I WANNA BE HAPPT IM READY TO WALK INTO MY ROOM WITHOUT LOOKING FOR YOU GO IP TO THE TOP OF MY BUILDINF AND REMEMBER MY DOG WHEN I SEE THE FULL MOON
#really sad tonight#i miss justice and iris and king#something is hitting me really hard about not having a dog rn#i think it’s that this weekend we’re visiting our parent org and the last i was there was to drop off king#and also im planning on starting to clear his stuff out of my room#i haven’t been able to bring myself to do it yet#and i know all three of my pups are doing awesome#but one of them any of them should still me with me rn#also i’m stressed that the president of the puppy raising club will fuck me over for getting an 8 week old this summer#bc i’m living in a student apartment so dog stuff goes through the student accessibility services#and we’re not sure if they will ok an 8 week old but i don’t think they actually need to know the age of the dog#so we can simply not tell them that it’s a baby bc i doubt it’ll cause any big issues#and i have to pay a pet fee anyway for my apartment so like#but i’m concerned her rule following will somehow fuck it over for me#even tho she’s graduating before i’d even be getting the dog#and if she fucks it over and i have to wait even longer for a dog i’m gonna end up in a shit place mentally#bc rn im just taking time to recover from the hard time i’ve hard raising so far#but by this summer i think i’ll be ready and start hitting a point where not having a dog will be worse mentally than having one#anyway rant over#but yeah this bit of the song is hitting#bc yeah i walk into my room and see the dog kennel#and king should be in it#but he’s not bc he flunked out#and i just am constantly thinking about him or justice or iris#i just feel like shit rn#i also ate too many cadbury mini eggs so my stomach hurts#i think i’m mostly past the point of blaming myself for my dogs’ issues tho so#that’s progress
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#this year was so insane#I changed two jobs bought a car got a dog#started figure skating was on antidepressants and actually felt better mentally#and I made new friends that I actually keep in touch with (very unlike me)#it was tough at times but I made through everything and learnt a lot#for example that i don’t have to know what the universe has for me#I don’t really have any big plans for next year. maybe start looking out for my physical health but that’s about it
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no see I WILL write something eventually, I haven’t been putting it off, I’ve just been uhhhhh cultivating the story for a couple of years yeah yeah
#stop cultivating and start harvesting idiot#no but I CAN’T write until I have at least a dozen books of story ready to go#how am I supposed to foreshadow anything if I don’t know what’s going to happen 500 chapters later???#how am I supposed to write a character even a minor one if I don’t have their entire future backstory and parent’s backstory planned out??#I can’t worldbuild unless I plan out all of the major cities including their political systems religions economy food production trade etc#also I just don’t want to sit down and write#so I just sit an worldbuild in my head all day#I have been for like two years now this is the longest I’ve seriously ‘worked on’ (ie daydreamed) a story in my head#and it’s really cliche and has a billion well worn tropes but it’s like… this is my comfort world building#and by comfort I mean really kinda fucked up world but whatever every edgelord or loser with an over active imagination has one#I need to read more people’s uhh… like.. not published authors… like tumblr users writing or whatev. like what is it called ao3? that stuff#not to be negative to them or anything but to like hype myself up#like see you don’t have to be a big named author to put your mind out there#I’m just kind of babbling here#suddenly reminded that a book I like John Dies At The End was originally released chapter by chapter online#so like… you don’t have to be like ‘this has to be put out whole in one book to be real writing’#I just need to write for fun but im a very shy boy 🥺#im fucking 34 im not a little boy I have to remind myself#anyway… if any mutuals read this much and you write online you should message me something you have that you like so I can read it#and I’ll be extra sweet and supportive and happy bc you’ll be helping me and I’ll get to support you#or whatever. I dunno. this is dumb. I’m sorry for wasting your time! jeez!#you can ignore this#text
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