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Peraya Party Begin Again: Setlist ✨

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sub kim. sub kim who has been in control of every aspect of his life since he stepped foot out of the main family compound. sub kim who wears chokers when he's wik because it's the only time he can justify it and he finds the material wrapped around his neck comforting. couldn't wear that when visiting papa or his brothers, nope.

sub kim who is afraid to submit to anyone, so buys rope, bolts his apartment door shut, and practices shibari on his own leg. sub kim, who has dripped hot wax on the inside of his own thighs until he's gasping.

sub kim who suddenly finds safety in a dom with a light, lilting voice, a dom who awkwardly giggles. a dom who perfectly balances the warmth kim needs with the firmness kim craves. who has the patience to wrestle kim down when he's been stubborn.

sub kim who will get on his knees over and over again for the right person - for chay.

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Kim, at an awards show: First of all, I would like to thank Porsche, my brother-in-law, for telling me I wasn’t going to win and so not to bother to prepare a speech. From the bottom of my heart, most sincerely, fuck you

Porsche: *Very proud of himself*

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singto is just so brilliant in the art of diverting and deflecting, he should get all the credit😭. and yes krist my sweet summer child, we, the peraya, put all our hopes in you 🥰.

Q: Many people are expecting that after P'Sing comes back, you might have some special project together.

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jeff satur selfcest multiverse

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My favorite thing as someone who primarily reads fanfiction more so than writes it is when an author responds to your comment

Like- you write this beautifully thing and also took time to reply to my three keyboard smashes and conspiracy theory’s? 🥰

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#screaming #chay braiding Kim’s hair is the most intimate thing for me #kim my most beautiful cat boy #that chain sitting snugly on his collarbones!!!

A quiet day ✨

(I was just sketching long haired Kim and Chay braiding his hair as a way to calm down/relax when @the-cookie-of-doom idea of Kim knitting kind of broke my brain, and now here we are)

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3 sleeping cats for y'all today

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via inspiresatur @ twitter | 10122023

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Everyone talks about the comedic potential of Chay being active on Wik stan twitter why has it only just occurred to me how much of a MENACE Macau would be?

Just picturing him scrolling through stan threads and causing petty fights and starting stupid rumours like that Wik is actually terrified of spiders or smth for no reason other than he thinks it's hilarious to watch the stans rally against him

Vegas has told him to stop after he got doxxed twice but Macau was just like what's life without risk dude and got a vpn

One of his greatest nemeses is actually Chay, and they don't find this out until months down the line and have a spiderman pointing moment like just IMAGINE

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Call Me By Fire S3 | Mr Consistently Handsome

He could be wearing a goddamn bear suit and you'd still be like 'yeahh, that is one sharp looking dude.'

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It’s been so long that I wrote something on here and I don’t understand why am I not using this space even when having a brain rot.

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I think my favourite Kim hc is that he simply does not understand social media.

Like.

Yeah, as Wik, he understands trends and algorithms and the mechanics of social media, but when it comes down to like. Texting? He's lost.

I keep imagining Chay and Macau adding him to a gc between the three of them as the little brother trio and it's mostly Chay and Cau spamming memes. Like, Cau posts that picture of the dog with its legs going in both directions and Chay responds with 'he's just like me fr' and Cau is losing his shit meanwhile Kim is running through a mental spreadsheet trying to work out if Chay has ever mentioned an affinity for dogs before.

People keep spamming 'wikky when I catch you wikky' in his livestream chat and Kim is like What And Also The Fuck Does This Mean. Afterwards he asks the others in the gc and Macau is just like bro it's a meme to which Kim responds 'I'm a meme??? Like troll face???' and then is promptly left on read because the others are howling laughing. They sort themselves out and very carefully explain to him in detail (read: they spam the gc with tiktoks w the 'Ricky when I catch you Ricky' audio until Kim responds with a 👍).

People keep leaving complicated sums in the comments of his posts and he thinks it's some kind of secret message because they keep amounting to eight.

Everyone thinks that because Kim is one of the Young Ones in the family that he's in touch w His Fellow Youth but he is simply Not™. Porsche teases Kinn for his Facebook memes style Internet humour but at least Kinn has some kind of social media savvy. Kim's knowledge of trends and the like extends to surface level stuff he can use as Wik and that's about it.

I think he'd try follow Chay and Macaus lead with memes and unintentionally create the funniest shit they ever seen, I think his fans eventually learn that he's a little socially awkward and find it endearing (perks of that uwu soft boi image he has as Wik yk). I think at some point he sits down on live and reads through fan tweets to try and understand memes better and winds up uncovering a whole new stratus to stan twitter

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Anyway, cursed!Kim who's stuck as a cat for god knows how long, eventually seeking refuge under Chay's porch after losing a literal cat fight and getting pretty seriously injured. (his reflexes are all wrong, he's so angry). Chay finding him by accident, spending days trying to gain Kimtten's trust. Offering him bowls of water and food until Kim finally slinks out from his tight little hiding place. It helps when Chay starts playing Kim his own music; it's easier to trust a fan than a stranger.

Kim, who can barely walk with his injuries, who's skinny and scraggly and starved from his weeks on the streets, lets Chay carry him inside and give him a bath, which is awful but he has fleas, and there's some primal sense that water is the Bad Place but oh god, the fleas are worse, so he hisses and groans but ultimately endures it. Then Chay bundles him up on a towel and combs through his damp fur to make sure he got them all, and scritches his nails against a spot that makes Kim melt. And maybe... maybe this whole cat thing isn't so bad, actually?

Kim needs to find his way back home, figure out what the fuck happened to him, but also... he still needs to recover from his injuries, and gain his strength back. And if in the process Chay is giving him scritches and belly rubs that make him pur, and Kim spends every night safely curled up between his chest and arms, well. It's not like anybody will know.

Until he wakes up very human, very naked, in a very confused Chay's arms, anyway.

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I wish people would read. There are some things that just need full-on reading. Skimming is a useful skill, but not everything can be skimmed.

And this isn't a "What if they're neurodivergent?/What if they struggle with literacy?" issue. This is truly a "I didn't find the answer in my five second scan of this email, so therefore, the answer does not exist in said email."

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an explanation is not owed

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Something about "Black Tie" had been bugging me all day and I couldn't put my finger on it to save my life. The synth-y rock/pop vibes paired with high choruses and lower, gravelly verses reminded me of a song from high school but the artist and lyrics kept evading me... Until I was in the middle of pouring a bowl of cereal and it hit me like a freight train to the left tit:

Y'all it was "Believer" by Imagine Dragons. Jeff gave us Emo Believer and I'm not even mad in the slightest.