#Cosmic Despair

[wickedzeevyln]

Alien

Beam me up anywhere, so I might remember. Away from this pixilated galaxy. Away from the obscurity of stars’ shrieking rasps. How we drifted apart is not on gravity.Our grating language, both eyes speaking candidly of nothingness,truncated signals to send us off to the day, icy hands holding us as a divided one. Yet we paid no mind.This is how our world fell silent. The light in my window is…

[whatissideways]

What if I woke up one day and stopped being entranced and invested in goalies? Would be less depressed and more emotionally available? No, for I would still have the memories of sorrow and sadness, and the scars of heartbreak...

chris driedger's trade to the florida panthers x richard siken war of the foxes

anyone else experiencing cosmic despair about the separation of the firebirds goalies of destiny or is it just me

[valyrfia]

charlos? really? they don’t even like each other. sorry i can’t support you on this one

Anon you misunderstand me. I’m not compelled by them play-acting at besties in Ferrari PR videos. I’m compelled by Carlos enacting every inter-teammate warfare tactic known in the sport and Charles seeing it as foreplay.

[cosmical-flowers]

TELL ME MORE ABOUT THAT DANGANRONPA FANGAME YOUVE BEEN SHOWING MY FEED WITH IM CURIOUS NOW

DANGANRONPA DESPAIR TIME ???? ERM ALRIGHT

Its a fangame video series, it already has a chapter 1 uploaded with chapter 2 finishing soon. Its pretty cool honestly, the art is very nice and theres mvs as well. I honestly love the art style of it and its well written. Its a pretty cool video series! Im super excited for the episode uploading today as well.

[jazzy-a]

I think Destiny really just wants to edit his Book, but there are- for that reason- NO WRITING UTENSILS in the Garden of Forking Ways.

..

Desire when Destiny visits: Well, hello, big brother! Is there anything you desire that I can get to make your visit more pleasurable?

Destiny: I desire a pen.

Desire: ... Srsly? :/

...

Dream: Destiny, it has been some time since you've visited my realm. Is something wrong?

Destiny:...

Dream:...

Destiny: You know... a pen would be a dream come true for me.

Dream: (-'_'-) Not this again.

....

Despair: Back again, brother?

Destiny: Yes.

Despair:... Is it about the pens?

Destiny: .... I think you know the answer to that.

...

(Delirium frolicking with electric butterflies while Destiny stands next to her.)

Destiny: Delirium. Apple.

Delirium: PEN!?

[vaguely-concerned]

I was just ambushed within the turbulent halls of my own mind by some headcanons about rye ingellvar's childhood that did 15000000 points of psychic damage to me and my heart personally and also made me almost sure of how I want to play it all at the end (very very differently from how I imagined going in!). some 'oh holy fuck this changes everything' rocking my own world bullshit going on in my neurons right now I'm reeling

[blujayonthewing]

I've thought a lot about the several thousand year old gnome druid we met who was just bitter and jaded and had spent most of those millennia sitting in one place not doing anything in particular except mourning her tiefling wife who'd died millennia ago, and how disgusted and infuriated with her melliwyk is, personally but also as a gnome herself-- and I'm thinking about it again like. honestly I think it goes beyond general cultural values; that level of willful ongoing stagnation and joyless nihilism is probably completely seriously a gnomish sin

[windsweptinred]

On Despair of the Endless:

Desire: Here my darling, look what I have got for you. Mortals to love and admire you. To praise your name and sing songs in your honour. To dedicate their miserable little lives to serving you. You need never lack for attention or affirmation again.

Despair:......

Two Years Later:

Despair: Thank you Desire, their anguish was delectable.

Desire: That's not quite what I........I'm glad you enjoyed them my twin.

[a-typical]

“You're an interesting species. An interesting mix. You're capable of such beautiful dreams, and such horrible nightmares. You feel so lost, so cut off, so alone, only you're not. See, in all our searching, the only thing we've found that makes the emptiness bearable, is each other.” ― Carl Sagan, Contact

[brithombar]

with the square enix tweet about a ffxiii remake i do not think any final fantasy title needs an actual remake when the old graphics are genuinely just fine but the lost trilogy of games (xii, xiii, xv) that were made when square enix was going through some dramatics under unfavourable circumstances, like xiii being made before the in game engine could render full maps, having boosted upgrades for new consoles and pc where they add in extra missions or lore would be fine and a good way to restore the prestige of the final fantasy line of games.

ffix and ffv could also have a remake because both games are very light hearted and a more stylized artstyle could do a lot to draw in younger gamers or allow family play

[razzek]

You know that kind of crying you do where you’re just making that shivering, huffing breath on the edge of noise? Yeah. I’ve watched this game twice and that ending goes right through me sharper every time. It’s beautiful and it’s painful. If you can’t play the game this fellow did an excellent job keeping me company while he played.

[dismalzelenka]

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[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[excusemebutiquit]

Uh oh besties, I’m feeling complex tonight!!

[cosmical-flowers]

sequel post to the Eden x Eden (uniform) I did earlier, Xander in the UNDEAD uniform!

close up under the cut!

I was going to draw him in the ryuseitai uniform, but then decided on undead cause he would look cooler in it

[meowww-ffxiv]

Before they left for Ultima Thule, Ptolemy, Liios's younger brother, told him calmly it was going to be fine because if they were going into a nest made of pure dynamis, then in theory it would be a battle of will. And Liios was Freaking Out because he was a scientist and how could we counter something we cannot quantify?!

Ptolemy said, "Do you remember, when we were younger, you used to agitate an older student so much that he came down with a fever because no matter how thorough or clever his rebuttals, you would simply say, 'No you are wrong'?"

"Why are you bringing that up? I did apologize," Liios replied.

"Because you've always been the same person. You have gotten better and wiser on compromises, but the hills you choose to die on are littered with the bodies of those who think they can defeat your conviction with something as trifling as 'facts'," Ptolemy said. "It is more puzzling to me why you're worried about dynamis all of a sudden when you've outlived an innumerable amount of stupid arguments by simply saying 'I don't care, I'm right.'"

"But that's not the same as going to face a creature made of pure despair!"

"But is she, my brother? Was she made of despair, or had she simply fallen to it? You yourself told me of the hope her creator put into her, when he sent her to the stars. If she was a creature made and not born, isn't it possible that the core of her hasn't changed, after all these millennia? Even at the bottom of the Sea of Souls, Amon struggled with the nihilism he had apparently arrived at."

Ptolemy told Liios, "The reasonable, rational choice when it came to me would have been for you to let me die there in our homeland, and bury me, and grieve, and move on. Yet you severed yourself from our home, went against everything you had ever known, to carry me away for the chance that something or someone could save me.

"I wouldn't have hated you, if you had not taken me away to Old Sharlayan. In death I would have been beyond pain, beyond suffering. But in life I am greater and so are you. We were afforded the chance to meet better people, become better people ourselves. You seem to forget, but you saved more lives than you give yourself credit for." Ptolemy looked at him. "Now, setting forth to save everyone, is it even possible for you to fail?"

No. Of course not.

"I want to ask you something, beg you for something," Ptolemy said.

"Of course. Anything," Liios replied.

"I want to live. I want this star to live on, and you to come back to me."

"Yes, I can do that," Liios said.

"And on the way home, please make the Loporrits map the stars for me. This might be the one and only chance we get of being able to see the universe this close up."

"Yes."

"Will my request suffice as a protective charm, for the road?"

"It's a grocery list."

"It is not. But if you want to call it that, fine, be sure to grab some stellar rock samples for me, too. And cuttings of any plants you think might survive the journey."

(It was a GREAT charm for the road.)