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what I listened to vs what I wrote
#jemily#yes im aware im insane#actually no im not#im just special#criminal minds#emily prentiss#jennifer jareau#angst#sabrina carpenter#jemily angst
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Getting drunk and putting on TSMWEL to feel what my OC feels while my perfect kind friendly partner sits across the room
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WAR IS OVER!!!
#Im a part of osc history babey!!!!! i reported her and shes GONE!!!!!!!!!#inanimate insanity#osc#ii neg#ii negativity#ii neg confessions#god that's. im so relieved#i dont feel as nervous for ii fans + crew staying safe at meetups bc mil is. gone#also yes im 100% aware it was a group effort and im holding hands with everyone else who reported ii neg /p#we did it guys
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gukgak specifically from my typing (man w/ three jobs & a creeping sense of dread)
#fantasy high#riz gukgak#I think u guys will learn very soon that if I see a child character Im imagining them Making It To Adulthood#I looooove doin future designs. simply what I do#(this is specifically for the fic Im writing yes but if the fic werent a thing I'd still do it lol)#(its enrichment. for Me)#truly I cherish the part of riz that is both deeply un-self-aware and A Bit Much#Im still figuring thea out as I write this but I think the star thing abt her is that shes cool with a suspicious amount of weird shit#shes kind of a pollyanna rn but also whenever anyone says something insane shes like haha me too#riz's jobs in this one are 1/city council treasurer (intentionally depowering this position by occupying it while goblin)#2/private investigator 3/[REDACTED]#yeah so uh. thats happening. slowly. Im prioritizing this gotdamg comic rn I want it Done but well. always good to have things to#fiddle with while on break
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special operatives (silly interaction beneath read more)
[ID: Digital Art in color of Trigun Maximum, characters included are Wolfwood, Elendira, and Legato in a casual meeting situation. The piece consists of orangey yellow lighting and purple shadows. Wolfwood sits on the left side, facing Elendira who’s on the right. He’s seated on a plain wooden chair with one knee up and he’s holding the strap to his Punisher in his left hand while his right sits against his thigh, He has an irritated expression as he speaks to Elendira. Elendira is sitting in a fancier seat, her right arm rests against Wolfwood’s propped up knee, her left hand holds her suitcase. She’s sitting cross legged with an amused expression. Legato can be seen in the back at the center of the image in his mobile body case, one of his eyes shown to be glaring at Wolfwood. End ID]
[ID: Sketch, uncolored comic. Elendira says to Wolfwood, “I’m not telling you to dedicate yourself to him, but just accept the situation at hand. We could get along better if we were on the same page.” Wolfwood responds, “Don’t peg me me for an optimist. I’m not dumb. But, I’m also not going to just live in resignation. Plus, I don’t have any interest in getting along with ya.” Elendira coos, “Aw, you sure? I have a wonderful shoulder to cry on when the weak people you’re trying to protect eventually dies in the coming months. Though, I guess it’s fine. Someone like you might just die before then anyway...” She snickers in her hand while Wolfwood is speechless and just glares. Legato is faintly drawn in the back, glaring at Wolfwood, muttering “worthless” repetitively. End ID]
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#elendira the crimsonnail#legato bluesummers#YES they were together in scene canonically for only 1 Measly chapter. Yes legato dipped like 2 seconds later but listen#trigun has such a fun cast and such a vague sense of time that i love to just throw in whatever Chances of the gung hos meeting outside of#canonic time... i mentioned before but i do think ww just runs into them on occasion from town to town#this illust would have to take place after the remembrance of july though ofc since that was when ww first saw elendira... which is still#the funniest ww ever bc he was so Shocked. LIKE AGHAST... BC IT WAS ELENDIRA THE CRIMSONAIL. he was starstruckk it was so cute#elendira of all people deserve that kind of reaction though im glad that they hyped it up with ww of all people. bc its like wow even ww is#kind of intimidated! even though he gained his grips like 5 seconds later to talk back to her. which is why i think theyd have a funny#dynamic. and legato is just there. he does not care about them but he also hates them and it's fun to think about how that'd extend to#wolfwood after knives specifically left the gung hos up to him and then explicitly didnt say shit after giving ww a special little mission#it also is just like. legato is pretty passive in trimax until someone is actively betraying knives or when its vash#and ww also does not give a shit about legato bc he also is like. vaguely aware he'd lose in a fight. so all i make them do is stare at each#other passive aggressively. TRISTAMP on the otherhand is ridiculously insane for making legato genuinely hold enough aggression towards ww#to literally activate his character arc in the season sgmkdsgm cannot wait for final phase where legato not only deeply detest vash but also#bears a similar aggression towards ww. actually im not sure whether i should be Excited for that or not but it would be an interesting#ruporas art
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im still not over the fact that i posted about t*risai shippers glorifying sa and people got SO mad and denied it to high hell but like genuinely more than half the t*risai fanart i run into implies sa but treats it as casual or cute ??????????
#and obviously they dont tag it with a warning because THEY DONT SEE IT AS SA. THEY SEE IT AS CUTE.#like that doesnt make the ship bad or every shipper bad. BUT IM ALLOWED TO POST ABOUT A COMMON PROBLEM WITH THE SHIPPERS.#and its obviously common with THIS ship for a reason so stop telling me it happens in all ships#im AWARE that lots of different shippers fail to tag properly but t*ri CANONICALLY SA'S PEOPLE#SO IDK WHY PEOPLE WANT TO PRETEND LIKE ITS INSANE THAT I WOULD SUGGEST ITS MORE COMMON FOR THIS SHIP#and yes i do have the tags and keywords filtered on every app i can. i always end up seeing it anyway.#plus again the ship isnt even the problem so like#what about... shippers who like it but dont want to see glorified sa#like do they just have to deal with it#meows post#sa mention
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thinking about how there are multiple occasions where scar is talking about vex eating habits and cub seems to not really be on board but quietly agrees. scar saying they eat people and cub a little hesistantly agreeing, scar saying vexes drink liquid diamonds and cub going "if you say so", scar having the urge to eat/lick diamonds and vex magic constantly that cub does not seem to have... like what is the difference between them? why does scar have these needs that cub doesn't have?
#im aware scar is just insane and cub will say yes to anything he suggests#but its a fun thought#cubfan135#goodtimeswithscar#convex
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Will Tim's death be brought up again or dwelled into deeper? I for one find the Siberia incident very interesting, especially the gun that (most likely) sent him back in time >:)
Oh ABSOLUTELY- I will say this much, there are no loose ends (that are really bad, they are unavoidable though) Only strings i've cut.
The last chapter was the final "framework" building the foundation of what breaks this AU from the normal canon and setting up the "need to know" as we start to get into the good shit.
The story is trailing along those cut strings to find the other half snipped away to retie the strands and reconnect the bigger picture.
Yes there are plenty of other plot and reveals to get through and some ive already wrapped up- But can you really have a Batfam story without a major mystery to solve?
Also- i've already hinted at/given about 60% of the information to "solve" the mystery- but if a single person manages to perdict whats going on I will be GENUIENLY suprised :)
Aka all the hints would be like saying "He has green eyes" and lacking the context for someone to jump to "Ah lazarus pit" level stuff (no it does not involve the Lazarus)
#the drakes spoiled brat#trash tim au#tim drake#lots of lore#not even joking#outline doc???#its like 75 pages#yes its insane#im self aware#the partys just starting#(at like 50k)#(sos)#ty for the ask!!#sunny asks
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Kinda in a big missin my dog type mood today
#my stuff#its been 1 yr 2 months n 9 days since he passed#yes im awars its insane to know the numbers just like that but alas#he was a rlly cool dog
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IWTV playlist
#i will take no criticism#iwtv#amc iwtv#iwtv amc#interview with the vampire amc#louis de pointe du lac#the vampire armand#lestat de lioncourt#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#if anyone can match the songs i chose to scenes and characters im gonna cry of happiness#Spotify#also yes i am in fact aware of the insane amount of hozier in this playlist but alas he's a great musician
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Learned about the Egyptian lore about how men (as well as women) were granted period leaves bc since the women would need rest the men would have to do the work women usually do (around the house or in general even)... It was called smth like "on leave - woman bleeding"
And the reason I got reminded of this is bc I've been insanely sick since the last two weeks and just when I started feeling the teeniest bit better (yesterday) I got my period (not much to bleed since I ate barely nothing but I've been feeling faint the moment I sit/stand up) and my mother was fasting the whole day so now she has an insane headache and my father - well aware of both our conditions - has the audacity to tell me to do stuff (help him in the kitchen I'll be honest he's not telling me to grind a mill no but to make dough and then rotis which if anyone knows is fucking tiring esp for me since I fucking hate doing it). I'm so angry that I just went with it. And my mother had to legit tell me to stop for that man to realise I've been deadly sick.
Men do not deserve the position of authority. They simply don't.
#period#fathers#father#mother#family#rotis#periods#Egypt#ancient egypt#egyptian history#and men nowadays#ik ancient egypt was hella problematic too yes hard asf labour and slave trade and yes im aware#but like#women automatical acknowledgement#insane that we're clinging on crumbs#the way periods are taken as a joke now even when its proven just how insane it is#to have to go thru and to endure#and were expected to just be normal all the time with or without it#menstrual cycle is a fucking nightmare on the body hope ppl learn about this in excruciating detail soon#like im so flabbergasted#men sinply show their worth the moment they open their fucing mouths#dont even get me started on my good for nothing brother hes the most despicable man to ever be born#i know it already
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actually stunned by how gay The Beatles has been all this time and I just never knew
#like its always just been there in my life but i just never paid attention#my university roomie was obsessed w them and had several beatles posters that i looked at every day#so stuff like the pictures of them from the let it be album are like engrained into my brain#and yet i never knew the lore??#nor did i know until recently that they were actually all high school buds nor did i know they wrote their own music#nor that they genuinely basically invented modern bands n using the studio the way they did etc. so all that was very impressive and cool#but THEN on top of that omg the angsty gayness of john and paul#like all i knew previously basically was that john was a thing w yoko ono and paul had a young wife recently#i had at one point heard of people shipping j&p together and was just kinda like wow i guess people will ship anything#I DIDNT KNOW#that they were actually like that cute and that insane together and that their song writing together was like an actual marriage#anywayz the old pictures and videos of them are just like jesus look how they look at each other i dont think it was just being bros#i am sort of in the camp of they prob didn't act on it for real but there was def some insane tension/chemistry going on#and then ofc once youre aware of this their songs take on so many possible meanings outside of just singing about their gfs and wives....#anyways i just have to vent about this somewhere bc im actually shocked at how this has just passed me by all these years#and it definitely was not on my bingo card for 2024 to fixate on the beatles but here we are lol#more proof to me that my ultimate fave trope or wtv is 'besties to enemies when really they actually probably wanted to be lovers'#gets me every time!!!!#whats been fun about this rabbit hole is how just every single one of my expectations has been reversed as well#i went in assuming i would like them best in this order:#(1) george (2) ringo (3) paul and (4) john#i was sure i would hate john i thought he sounded so pretentious and like such a douche#but no actually he is my fave one and it's literally in reverse order for me i find george my least fave#(i like his music and feel bad for how he got ignored in the band but i like him the least)#and then i literally am john paul ringo george in order of faves now#i just love when i get surprised like that idk it keeps me on my toes and keeps things exciting and fresh#and yes john is indeed pretentious and a douche but i didn't know he was also funny and vulnerable and that i like his voice and songs#the most in the bunch almost every time as well#the beatles#p
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nah but can you imagine if sokka had joined katara and zuko in southern raiders, yon rha would have shit his pants seeing an identical copy of the woman he killed
#and before anyone comes at me yes im aware he did in fact shit his pants the moment katara showed up#and yes i know that sokka would never have come on this trip#because he doesnt respect himself enough to even recognise that he might need closure#BUT CONSIDER#inspired by comradekatara's post about katara buying a mirror and throwing it in sokka's face#...loosely inspired#atla#sokka and kya#nah fr though#one day i will do the most insane deep dive into that episode#and why it should not have been a katara and zuko episode#fundamentally it was a sokka and katara episode#but nooooo the writers wanted zuko and aang to take the wheel and leave sokka in the dust#justice for sokka and katara
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creeproduction collection as of 2025
#grave-st0ned#🕸️#💀#thoughts w/ corey#monster high#mh#monster high creeproductions#mh creepos#monster high dolls#mh dolls#dolls#doll collector#when i tell you im screaming#do i have doubles of all of them yes im insane im aware#i can’t wait for wave three#i’m hoping for venus and if they make a creepo of her i will be feral#im not sure if they will or not though bc they have the skullector coming out friday#but a boy can dream
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i got offered the promotion at work.... why am i every business owners wettest dream damn....
#yapping#yes my ocd is horrible for my mental health but boy is it good for my wallet !!!!#its not OFFICIAL yet#but it was offered to me and i accepted so theyre seeing how they want to proceed now#cause its not just about me theres a shit ton of changes they want to make that include switching like 5 peoples schedules around#but my team leader said that most of those changes being possible depended on whether i would accept this or not#so well see#id be a team leader myself now#the feminine urge to become a power hungry dictator control freak at work.......#id be switching from my current early morning shifts to late night shifts which is much less healthy on paper#but my body is made for sleeping late i physically can not go to bed before 3am even now when i wake up at 5:30#i might have the money to renovate my apartment now cause i think this comes with a 20% pay increase which is a lotttt#i basically will be earning two incomes myself now 😭#dani said he fully believes Ace Of Spades exists at this point cause everything always ends up going my way in the end#i know it may seem like im flexing but please be aware when i started this job a year and a half ago i was borderline homeless 😐#so its a huge deal for me 😭 and really quickly done as well which is why its so insane#like. in a year and a half only i went from borderline homeless and my parents keeping me on constant phonecalls#cause they were worried id off myself if i hung up#to being a homeowner that earns two incomes by herself while working from home#i feel like in most companies hard work doesnt rly pay off tbh i was just lucky to get into one of the few companies where they do value it#the literal CEO is my biggest dickrider 😭 but i do appreciate him giving me raises randomly cause he feels like i deserve it#but yeah !!!! apparently life altering anxiety that forces you to compulsively do perfect work at any job you ever do#because making mistakes and not giving it your 110% feels like a moral failure so you feel sick at the very thought of it#is apparently what makes the dream worker#if only they knew i dont actually care about this in any capacity.... i am just fucked in the head in a way that works im their favour 😭#this is why all of my ex bosses begged me to stay when i quit teehee#im yapping too much but yeah !! heall yeah money !!
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tha terf paradox of promoting acceptance of oneself's biological nature and not changing it for societal ideologies but then turning around and criticizing any person that has a different perception of their biological nature that doesn't immediately enter the "male or female" binary hmmm,,,,
#berry.rambles <3#does this make sense#like#ok cool. lets remind women that just because they're gnc doesnt mean that they have to transition (which isnt a malevolent idea at all imo)#but then the second a gnc woman (that's consciously aware that society sees her as a woman) decides to go by she/they or anything else#she's suddenly the woke version of not like other girls???#HUH#what does that even mean#do you people realize that some women just dont really care about the language used when they're talked about#like its not a “distancing myself” from femalehood (??) thing its literally coming to terms with the fact that language is not rigid#i go by any pronouns because i literally dont care#im a girl i know that#but im not gonna flip out if you call me he or they or she or it#like i have bigger problems didya think about that for a second!!!#this idea that any kind of personal uniqueness/individualism is ALWAYS patriarchy-related is so???? yes the patriarchy doesnt care but#why shouldnt we care about what the women feel too???#its so insane how they'll talk about eliminating the patriarchy/distancing themselves from it to weaken it#but then the second a woman talks about her unique experiences as a female and how it differs from other women's#they jump into her comments/reblogs talking about “yeah sure whatever but remember you'll always be seen as nothing but a female”#“men don't care about that so you might as well not even view yourself as unique or different from other women”#“patriarchy doesn't care about (insert gnc/trans thing) cause you're still female”#literally using the patriarchy as an excuse to lump all women into a monolith#i dont wanna be with other women#some of you are dumb!!!#traditionalists. conservatives. zionists. religious women. liberal women. libertarians. nationalists. some of you are vile im not gonna lie#some women reject class consciousness as women#thats on them#some women think that their societal condition is natural. thats on them unless they change.#you'll never get everybody on your team#which is why instead of yapping about this nonbinary person or that he/him lesbian
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