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if there’s ever a train that goes back to 2014 i’m gonna be the first one to board it
#i wasn’t there for 2014 tumblr#since i was like 8 years old then lmao#but i’m romanticizing the shit out of it now#oh to be a teen girl living in L.A. in 2014 😩#they got all the bops back then too#like ultraviolence; 1989; bury me at makeout creek; my everything#i should’ve been there for it#but alas i was watching minecraft videos on youtube#which was kinda nice ngl#but damn i should’ve been bumping arctic monkeys while walking barefoot on a beach in california#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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easy to remember hiragana
#and ° . what was it called...im in bed i dont wanna google or get up#to read my notes#anyway just know i made a joke to myself that the na's skipped it and gave their#puyo puyo#puyo sig#im studying but not very hard;; on や but still havinf trouble remembering た&は so...vry bad of me i know;;;#anyway!! む is a nice charcter flows nicely. な is fun too#i thought i wouldnt like it cause i dont like how i write すits ugly and bad and not even “cute”#not even strong like a flag pole...my す is no good#my て is pretty cute tho. very round :) (maybe more than it should be ngl)#last thing but i think i get the “your mother is a horse” joke from a learning Chinese post#like i actually kinda get it its cool#also the naming conventions. i mean i didnt get it at first i just accepted it as a thing but actually reading about it makes ya go#“oh! like im robin. and im robyn with a y”#“im shu spelled with the kanji for horse.” “im mio. spelled with bearing fruit and center.”#i get it now i get it#oh ふ looks like an old guys nose#im also.not good at it (shamful i know;;;; )#also why does は have extra stuff. what was it called. the to ha's which is why they have the ° .#mmmm good old sleepy....why was i up so early i did have work today...i need a nap...a bed nap..#snork mimimimimi#gn
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I mean, in mando'a, "Kote," is pronounced "Koh-tay" but I can see how you'd pronounce it the.... German way
It's rough 😔 But thank you! Now I know what the name is supposed to sound like. Truly a travesty that the spelling invokes the dreaded metabolic product
#it sounds nice enough#just kinda far away from “cody“ atp#ask#ngl koh-tay seems like what would logically happen if a native english speaker were to say “kote“ out loud#which makes sense considering who makes up a majority of the fandom
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vent in tags
#so i posted earlier saying i wish i could ask people what makes me so dislikable#and i was referring to a situation which happened to me in the past#and how i wish i could say to these people like what about me is so dislikable that you had to react the way you did#(i would like to clarify i was not in the wrong in this situation i have asked multiple people#and they agree i wasnt in the wrong so im not just saying it)#and an anon decides to send me an ask saying#ngl its the desperation for validation but i think youre cool#and it made me so upset because its such a fucking back handed compliment#because like i am aware of the fact im a people pleaser and i want to be liked by people#like i know its a huge flaw and i am trying to do better and not worry about what other people think about me#but its not something that is going to happen overnight#and so to point that out when im already aware of it and then follow it up with a backhanded compliment#is honestly really hurtful and just kinda really upset me#also saying that i'm desperate for validation like is just so#idk it just was so unnecessary for them to say that and phrase it that way#anyway im sure no one is gonna read this and if they do it probably makes no sense or it just sounds like#im being a whiny bitch and probably more anons are gonna come call me attention seeking or#say im looking for validation#but i just wanted to rant about it bc like there's ways to say things nicely to people and that was not one of them#esp when its a flaw im already aware of and would like to work on more#but again its not gonna disappear overnight!#butter’s thoughts
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Red Eyes and Evil Time, practically the same thing right (Patreon)
#Doodles#Villainsona#Just Desserts#Sona double feature!#Red Eyes and Evil Time /are/ different for the record lol#There's overlap and they're both eye details but they're different#Mmm Red Eyes feels so niiiice <3 And I've been pacing myself so it's Just Red Eyes!#No red shines :) Which can happen even on Red Eyes#In fact it's probably more common - the red shines on Blue Eyes was something of an oddity#No one knows the lore except me I'll explain someday lol#For now it's just fun to be in Red Eyes! :D And the occasional Evil Time as well lol - all the overlaps!#I somehow accidentally made a like?? Cotton Candied Popcorn themed outfit for Eli for the first one lol that wasn't my intention#I mean it's cute I'm not about to fight it lol I'd love for my sonas to have other clothes inspired by each other haha#Eli's eyes are still quite fun to draw as well haha those bright pops of colour - Red Purple or Blue they're all so stark and shaped#Back to their classic feminine outfit good for them uwu#Silly lad#They're also still a scientist first and foremost - it's all chemicals there's gotta be a way to recreate it externally!#Local vampire scientist creates mood stabilizers more at 7 lol#I'm quite pleased with the three-red two-purple one-blue gradient as well hehe - the decay! :D I like it as a visual#Charm tiiime <3 <3 Happy Charm time in Evil Time! Usually better than bad mood Evil Time lol - at least for those around her#Still chaotic to be in it haha - but happy chaos is happy! Lol#Again more fun with eyes the light bounce in the one where she's holding the melt is so cute and looks so nice on my paper too <3#I had a silly comic idea for her for the next time I get into Red Eyes as well - if I remember lol#Big Love is hearts! It just makes sense#Also I am Really proud of the cleaning job I did on that last one lol - from original to this? Night and day ngl#Guess that goes to show how little cleaning I do on-page lol#For some I do! Others...#Still thinking up outfits - you can probably just make out ''Hero Charm'' in her hair lol trying to think around different themes#Something that could become something else! Add or subtract an element and it changes the ''meaning'' of the outfit#Kinda like her initial caped design that Kaiein rejected hmmm
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I'm 30.
#ngl i kinda hate this#this is supposed to be a milestone#idk what im doing#nor how or why to celebrate#im just gonna go to work and say nothing#and let the day pass#havong friends over this weekend to play commander which will be nice
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thank you mr. grizz for finally paying us for our hard earned work <3
#he finally saved up enough after having to recuperate from that giant hole on barnacle and dime#I also saw they changed the splattercolor screen which is really nice!#cause ngl i've been kinda staying away from the game due to that lol#imma probably still stay away cause i already finished the catalog and i'm on that pso2 grind but anyways#the noise is still kinda....but it's fine I usually play the game on mute either way so#splatoon
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I had NO CLUE Harvey was going to be such a big part of Joker Folie a Deux!!! I was truly kicking my feet and twirling my hair every time he was on screen
#youngest DA for SURE he was a BABY#which was actually a nice representation of it imo#best part best part (the rest kinda sucked ngl)#harvey dent#joker folie a deux
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love how there are pretentious video essays that just repeat the book and meander and ramble about house of leaves. it's what zampanó would have wanted. it is not, however, what I want
#anyway i finished the main portion of the book#all i have left is the poems and a few other small things i think? ive read pelafinas letters#im thinking of getting the full book of her letters#but also they severely messed with my head so we'll see#i will say. i do get why ppl say the book is pretentious and frustrating#there was a lot of stuff where i couldnt tell if it was supposed to be satire or if it was genuinely just that dense and pretentious#and a lot of the codes were rly obtuse imo?#like... idk. some of them were super obvious like the sos stuff or pelafina outright saying what to do#but others like. man how am i supposed to know johnny waxing poetic about pussy was coded#i mean that one is also pointed out though much later but i know i missed a lot just like it that werent pointed out#and ive heard theres a lot of shit where the message you get is just danielewski????? which gonna be real. kinda dumb.#but i did also really enjoy the book#there was a lot of stuff in it that was just so compelling or poignant or whatever other word#the minotaur stuff is good (ofc id say that though i love me some minotaur themes)#also a lot of the scenes with johnny just...... christ#idk how ppl say to skip them hes so fascinating#yeah i could do with him talking about his possibly hallucinated sex life a bit less but also his story is just plain interesting#i still think about the part where the girl he was talking to runs over a dog they had picked up........ it was fucking chilling#and his hallucinations of dying are so descriptive in just the right way to get under my skin#the uncertainty with him and his family..... did pelafina try to kill him? did his father just send her away for being a bit too overbearin#over an accident? was there something else? what was the deal with his foster family? with lude? gdansk man and kyrie?#how did it get published? who are the editors? why did the band know of the book before it should have been published?#why does his journal section end with a story from a man he admits to making up completely? the doctor from seattle doesnt exist#the chronological end is more hopeful with him saying things will be okay but then he puts a previous entry after that?#i think the burning of the book parallels the story nicely#johnny said his piece; he nurtured the book as much as he could; but it was hurting him and he had to give up on it#idk!#this book does make me feel a lil dumb ngl
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I've been listening to some really good mashups done with APT. by ROSÉ ft. Bruno Mars and the conlusion I'm reaching is that you can probably make a case as to how and why an early 2000s song would go craazyyy when mashed with APT. and yknow what? I'm happy about that
#ive heard it with toxic and girlfriend#they both went HARD hard#rn im listening to a mashup of rockstar by lisa and toxic by britney. nice#really good. i love it#besides that ive just been nonstop listening to it boy and two by bbno$ which. is a vibe#going from bossbabe girly music to BBNO$ of ALL PPL is kinda funny ngl#the two types of music i listen to: bossbabe or bbno$ <3#anyway#demon rambles™#lisa blackpink#britney spears#apt rosé#rosé#blackpink rosé#bruno mars#avril lavigne
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i try to avoid my acc being Just vntposting . in this world. but man is it going
#vwoop.noises#rest of tags is a lil heavy one#I am just so like. baseline unhappy with my life#and i can't be distracted all the time because like A) I have to be a person and B) World Cannot Revolve Around Me#and even a bit of those distractions have been Also caked in misery bc i am. difficult#so like what even is the point#And then. school .#did not go to my exams. my parents are mad and sayign i can't take a semester off because this was my write off and its like. NO. NOT REALL#they do not care how much of a mental breakdown i have visibly because they do not believe anything I have Not had any sort of rest .#and also like. they have their own problems. but one of these problems is telling me i wouldn't Really act like this#bc. and i really do like. wish that ppl would get help but we've tried but. over the last couple years my mom has believed that things#have been replaced / altered. and constantly brings up like. Oh yr dad NEVER ate pizza before :/ / you would've never said that / etc#Which like. it's such a genuine mental health thing like I deeply fully understand but I've been the only one taking it on and I am like.#21yo and very useless. And Also She's Mean 2 Me Now. I don't know what to do /shrug#And that's my storey . Kind of why it's been a constant stream of negativity we are doing :heart: Bad#like a year and a half ago: haha it's okay i'll just lock in next semester#the horrors: Hello. You are never doing an assignment again#sorry for the lore drop . thx if youve read this far idc if not. it's nice to get off my chest for real.#i gotta. make something soon idk#i can pretend that it will fix me :D#i am doing okay for the record uhhh we persist or whatever. if u are concerned of my absence my other blogs r in my pinned :]#I am still chronically online believe this. this is just my original posts blog. n mncrft sometimes still#after typing this out i left it on my puter to go search for food#and i had a huge rant sesh with my brother and this did kinda fix me ngl . Still posting tho.
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guess who has an internship interview tomorrow?
guess who hasn't prepared at all, has spent all evening doing everything but preparing, and should really be going to sleep now?
#herr's personal tag#i'll be at work 8-10 and have a meeting i gotta present shit at 9-10#then the interview is at 10.30 so i'm using some of my overtime to leave at 10#so i'll have time to prep like a tiny little bit tomorrow between work and the interview (i live super close to work rn)#and im also not sure like how serious they're about this#it's not a very competitive role. the pay is absolute shit and they specifically recruit internationals only#also the invitation specifically said they would “like to give me more details” about the position and it's scheduled for 30 min only#which like. doesn't sound super serious. but also there's def cultural differences in how interviews are done so#i live in like the chillest country ever when it comes to corporate culture#well#we'll find out tomorrow i guess#if i don't get it i'll get some vacation time instead and can spend a couple of weeks hiking#that would also be nice ngl#tbh rn i'd kinda prefer unemployment and some time off lol
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I miss their chin so much already ;—;
#owen talks#I took their shoes off bc they are not going to bed w armored heels on#they look kinda haunted but I know it’s bc of the crunchy lodestone images#I think I’ll boot up benchmark later and rotate them for exposure therapy#and ngl if I’m really unhappy about the changes there’s someone making pre-DT packs of the faces#so I could just. have them have a sculpt#I’m still praying that it’s not as bad as it looks#yes I have fussed w features#tragically the jaw shape doesn’t change the chin shape#and I can’t change to any of the other faces bc they are not the eyrie vibe#face 1 is closer w the chin and I did mess around with it#but eveything else doesn’t feel right#I’m not like. screaming upset about it#as best it makes eyrie look very young which. is a meh vibe to me#they are 150 they are not going to look 25 right up until they die#they need some age!! some wrinkle!!#maybr I’ll find someone to fuss w their stiuf#at least so I can have their freckles + facial scars + light scars on their face#but that is a long ways off and I will sit w vanilla#they just got a really really nice nap#which like. wouldn’t be unheard of for them#they go on a week long vacation on their island and sleep for like. 4 days
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cuties
#ok so i am actually gonna be kinda sad when they kill off cossack ngl#this team is divided very nicely into the more 'serious' japan/cossack/kenya and the more blase france/america#(serious being used here in the sense they are more serious about the job at hand not necassarily personality wise)#best friend trio headcanon these guys totally hang out outside of work#its seemingly implied they live at the base??? which is a cute detail + adds to how friendly this team is with each other#side note we havent had a japan episode for a hot minute can we have a japan episode please#side side note: transitioning would save france#let her live her truth please#'79 world tour
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"You are more candid than I calculated"
Honestly, same
#I'm actually loving that Ratio seems to be caring while Ruan Mei is more hmm ruthless perhaps‚ and definitely more uncaring and colder#I already thought this was going the direction they would take given the leaked voicelines and Ruan Mei's light cone#but I'm glad it's looking like that still#ngl I often see there's a... trend to make female characters often 'softer' than male ones#(like with Topaz and Aventurine in that last dialogue for instance. I'd say Kafka to some extent falls into this somewhat too.#Herta more and more perhaps. Himeko reads to me way colder and more detached and selfinterested than Welt#which is nice even if I have qualms about the writing there for now)#And that trend bothers me. So Ruan Mei for now is being quite satisfactory. I like that aspect of Serval too#Screwllum at times seems kinda shady as well haha I guess the Genius Society is just very shady. It fits#I talk too much#Traces
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uhm hi i havent been on since i was sick n kinda vibing in my own stuffs BUT i wanted to share a weird experience to grab some opinions on it from whoever
SO LETS GO
my cousin was induced to have her baby a few weeks early due to some diabetes issues right n i had heard she was in the hospital like the day we were meeting up with alot of the family n shed been in the hospital for like a day or two right so when i got home i was like mm i wanna give a small offering for her specifically during my nightly offering hour so i decided to give an offering for some help for her to hera, artemis, and eileithyia n like for them to help out her own spiritual team with what shed need to make it easier n like an okay process
heres the thing we got an update today n she had the baby n she had like six minutes of actual pushing for the birth like — ive never heard of that first off n like yea the lead up was kinda ridiculous but what??? six minutes??? i wanna be like how in the fuck but like i just dont know if this is more common that i know it to be cuz ut seems like its usually at least an hour
but like even tho i kinda feel at a distance (probably from my own stuff) its just like kinda reassuring im ngl
#it does make me think that the gods are able to get my offerings which is super nice#like even tho i kinda feel at a distance (probably from my own stuff) its just like kinda reassuring im ngl#damn is the religion religioning /hj#hellenic polytheism#idk what im doing#greek gods#hellenism#greek mythology#hera#hera goddess#artemis#artemis goddess#eileithyia#eileithyia goddess#gimmie your opinions#rn pleased 🫵🥹🫰
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