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ecstarry · 5 months ago

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reg finally accepting a ride home from his co-worker james but traffic is so bad it takes them an hour and a half to get to reg’s place and first they fight over james’ music taste and reg is like let me put my playlist on and james loves it and they talk and talk the entire time and don’t even notice how long it took them and after that james keeps driving reg home and eventually they make a collective playlist to listen to and finally they go out and they date for a while and one day reg goes to james’ place and realizes they live so far aways and james drove him home not because it was on his way but just because he wanted to get to know reg

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morrigan-sims · 2 months ago

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P:WotR Portraits: Wenduag & Daeran

I did the one for Wenduag back when I was testing her legs, but today I got the idea to recreate Daeran's portrait image. I think it turned out really well, even if the colors aren't quite right and the pose is a bit awkward.

[reference pics and alternate crop of Daeran's portrait under the cut]

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 fantasy #sims 4 fantasy #fandom sims #p:wotr #pwotr #pathfinder wrath of the righteous #wenduag #wenduag pwotr #pwotr wenduag #daeran arendae #daeran pwotr #pwotr daeran #wenduag's pose is much better bc I didn't make it lmao.#I need to give wenduag different (short) hair though.#and unfortunately I wasn't able to make hers be underground without either building some kind of cave room or going to the hidden lot.#which takes a lot of effort or several cheats so I just didn't bother. Especially since even then it doesn't match what I had in mind.#I am really happy with how Daeran's turned out though. The ''set'' turned out better than I expected and relight made the lighting better.#I made his pose too. It's not very good but it's decent enough for a quick screenshot.#these aren't edited at all aside from cropping and running my usual smoothing and sharpening actions.#but I still like how they turned out.#I'm typing this at 2am but the post is gonna go up at 2am.#hopefully I actually get to play pathfinder tomorrow/later today...#I did have a TON of fun just hanging out with my dnd group tonight though so I'm not mad at all. We all needed a break lmao.#a bunch of shitty days/weeks all around.#(izzy scout if you see this... 💖💖💖💖💖💖)

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whentherewerebicycles · 3 months ago

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oh my god okay I’ve been working since 7:30am but MN, SD, and JW are all submitted for internal review!!! NF is ready to submit as soon as he gets home from school and does a final readthrough!!!! DN has decided to waive review lol godspeed to that poor kid but it means less work for me today yippee!!!! and I also had time to give the baby a bath which is his new favorite activity (furiously focused water-kicking time!!!!). I think now I will take a break from student work and take all the residents of this household out for a brisk walk.

#I’m on a roll today so I might try to knock out EP’s five short essays too #maybe if the baby consents to nap once more (he’s been very obliging today)#I also just found out that one of my tutoring clients from another company wants to schedule 2x/wk sessions with me #for the foreseeable future #which is almost all the tutoring I’d need to do during the admissions offseason to make up my budget shortfall #tonight after the baby goes to bed I am going to sit down and calculate exactly how much $ I need to take six more weeks of leave #and then I will draft an email to let work know #thank you everyone for encouraging me to do it #even though I have to work a bit to make the unpaid leave work out #I still think it’s worth it to have the extra flexibility!!!#like I get to work in bursts while baby naps #and then hang out with him when he’s awake #and there’s no commute and no fixed hours

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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 3 months ago

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had quite the night drive earlier this evening.

#just me rambling again #web weaving #(?)#uh. one of my friends who is out of town for college was visiting and i got to see him and our friends and the only core member of that #group of people missing was my ex girlfriend who you may also know of as my wonderful wife #who has I assume been very busy with their own life things but has also barely and very sparsely had any hint of communication with any of #us within the past few months which I've been realizing very recently sort of hurts my feelings because we used to be so close and #they had been saying that they would be constantly making sure we still were in each other's lives. but then very quickly have #seemingly dropped off the face of the earth #anyways. I was driving aforementioned friend who is in town back home (family home not college obv) and when i was finally going back #towards my house afterwards my Google maps finally lead me to an area that i was more familiar with driving and i got to an #intersection and it was telling me to take a right to go home but i knew that i knew the way perfectly from that intersection to my #ex girlfriend / best friend / wifes familys house from all of the times I've gone that direction through the past years and so #i turned off my directions and i took a left towards their house #not super sure why but my brain and body just knew it was something i needed to do and so i went and drove down their street and cried #a lot the whole time and then drove myself home from their house once again following a super familiar path #and idk im still feeling very emotional about it. the fact that halloween by noah kahan was the first song to play on Spotify #after i made that left turn im sure didnt help (knowing that i miss them so much and am going to be leaving this area myself #soon enough here and there's been an open offer for a while now that they are welcome to follow and live with me once they get their degree #(and also um. halloween is next week lol)#idk i just havent felt the full force of how badly i miss having them in my life until tonight. when i was around this person i could feel #our souls singing in harmony. i genuinely cannot describe the feelings of our relationship in words i feel like only vaguely abstract art #could communicate the connection that was forged between us and the level of understanding and knowing #something not dissimilar to looking into the sun directly or trying to describe a vivid color to someone who is completely blind #something about the way the entire universe breathes in unison and everything around us are all pieces of the same stars #sigh #i miss my wife tails i miss her a lot /ref

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fructidors · 6 months ago

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3 days to next tmg show & i need to make 2 patches may the spirit of jenny give me the strength to finish them despite having literally 0 free time ever

#those days are literally class job job. thankfully i have the drive to & from class (2 hours) so i need to design & draft both tonight #and write 500 words on the ars poetica but whatever its only 9 pm #i'm so exciteddddd. the first one is seated which i haven't done since like 2022 when i did not have a great time but i think this one will #be fun. less stress & everything #i wish i could go to more this tour...... this class is unfortunately very much worth it though i'm so sad there are only a few weeks left #i hope they tour in the winter though...... not sure when they'll come back to the east coast but i hope it's soon

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wayfinderships · 5 months ago

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I'll be so doomed the day I ever get a girl f/o

#pan rambles #I say doomed in like. a positive way. In a “I'd get way too flustered” way #I haven't really talked about it here because I don't feel like I owe it to people to talk about my attraction and the complexities of it #But I'll talk about it a bit bc I just need to ramble #I'm 99% I'm Aro. At the very least some flavor of it. I don't care about finding a specific label- I've spent many years stressing about it #And I don't really feel like spending even more years stressing about it #Despite being aro- I like the idea of being in a romantic relationship one day #Even if I know it'll probably never happen #Not only am I perfectly content with my QPR rn but also because I don't think most people would be open to the idea of dating an Aro #Which hey! Is completely fair! I know the love I feel is different than what I think most people feel #Though I'd argue that even if it's not exactly the same type- It's still plenty strong.When I love my friends it's a strong feeling #I'd do anything for my friends and I love them so much that I'd literally do anything to see them happy! The love I feel for them is strong #But it's not. Romantic y'know? Augh I'm getting distracted!#Back to my initial point!!! I can't tell if I like girls or not!#I'm not exactly in a safe place irl to try to experiment with those feelings so I've been pushing it aside for so long!#But I think there's definitely a chance I like girls in the same Aro™ way that I like guys!#I'm not gonna try to find a label for it because I don't want to label it but yeah #There's definitely a few crushes and f/os that I've headcanoned as Transfem before #But I've never romantically f/od a girl #Afksnfksnfkskd Ok yeah that's enough of Panchi rambling for tonight!#I just needed to let that out!#Thank you to anyone who listened to my Rambling about Attraction and stuff-

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 9 months ago

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ok so i’m technically done w the fic but :’3 i feel very… unsure…. abt it…….. so i think i might get some sleep for now and look over it properly tmrw before posting……

next week i’ll post a fic early though!!!!! mindless sugu hurt/comfort time >:3

#rem if you see this i’m hugging you so tightly ily T—T #i think i’m so wired to the idea that i can only post on weekends that i . Forget. that i’m physically capable of waiting a day #you rlly snapped me out of it like actually. the effect my mutuals have on me needs to be studied i think #but aaaaa i just. really need to get better at taking my time with fics </3 #usually i end up writing them all under the span of like. a day/night. which is very bad and the fics deserve better #hhh but i do feel very bad abt not writing much lately :((( next week it’ll just be a selfindulgent argument fic phdjddhdh #anyway anyway…. to whoever sees this. i hope you have the sweetest dreams tonight!!#mwah mwah mwah!!!!#ari noises ✩

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starbuck · 11 months ago

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the best is when you watch a film for the billionth time and can STILL notice something new

#watched To Be Or Not To Be (1942) for the sixth?? seventh?? time tonight and noticed an INCREDIBLE reaction i hadn’t seen before #i am at peace 😌😌#i was feeling kinda freaked out and needed to watch something that wasn’t gonna make it worse #i also REALLY needed to rewatch it for… well… several reasons #but particularly one which will become clear in the coming weeks #(though i got a lot more out of it already - looking forward to my future rewatch when i’m done)#and i finally realized what i needed to do about [redacted]#the solution was so clear and simple! can’t believe i didn’t think of it before #now i just have to take my pick!#great stuff great stuff #really truly cannot WAIT to subject you all to this fic #it’s still very much In Progress - but the parts that are done are just…. 👌🏻👌🏻 *SO* good

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orcelito · 3 months ago

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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.

SO......

I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.

#speculation nation #IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha #this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test #an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc #very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA #but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep #(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.

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graciousdragon · 10 months ago

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guys...keep your eyes peeled tonight or perhaps tomorrow morning for I Have Cooked Something

#rys.txt #i finally finished sketching everything now i just have to edit it. which might take a bit because i have to time all the frames myself #but yeah probably tonight or tomorrow morning :] yippee!! i finally fucking did something!!#it is not much it is just a storyboard animatic thing but. it's still something and that's more than i can say i've done in a while so. :]#mutuals and followers keep an eye out #especially bandom mutuals (its a panic! at the disco song (sorry. its a good one tho))#and irl friend mutuals (its my art so y'all probably want to see it lol)#and very much especially dawko fan mutuals (which as far as i'm aware consists only of sonia. hi sonia!) bc this is my darkest desire au #the thing i've been obsessed with for fucking. 4 years now maybe? i need to talk about this with someone or else I Will Fucking Explode #I FINALLY DID SOMETHING WITH IT AGAIN!!! (ignore the mostly finished trypophobia meme that's been in my drafts for almost 2 years)

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violetsareblue-selfships · 10 months ago

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good morning!! <3

#so either world quests or maybe i'll take a day off from games for today #depends on how i feel when i start playing #but i still have to do my dailies & my genshin weekly bosses & stuff :3 #i very much want to write something #but my brain hasn't been letting me lately #like i get a mild headache whenever i start trying to think of ideas #which probably means i still need a break but :/#maybe i'll draw something if i can't write tonight #oh yeah i have those gushes to answer sometime today :D #but anyways #i hope you'll have a good day/night!! <3 #morning rambles

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another-clive-blog · 1 year ago

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Oh well I'm using this occasion of being very personal today to announce that I will take a break during the holidays ! It will probably be like, 22nd of December to 3rd of January ?

I will probably keep the queue up and post a few drawings I've already scheduled, but I don't think I'll actually be there. Also I'll try to empty the inbox before that !

#Posting this before going to sleep and leaving you with tonight's scheduled posts -> girl who loves the queue #Which is a sentence that should NEVER be translated in French btw #But yeah it's all good =) My family is coming and I really want to make the most of this time <3 #But I'll come back hehe. I love you all far too much <3 #And the Clive brainrot is too strong... I need to draw him do you understand #But yeah I know I'm putting this out very early but I don't want to forget !!!#My stuff #non layton related

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that-foul-legacy-lover · 1 year ago

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Heyy! You don't have to post this, but know that we mothlings love you vv much alr? 🥺 Your blog always brightens up my day when I get notifications holy moly. It's sort of a fluffy safe space, like how you'd imagine hugging/cuddling Foul Legacy himself feels.

That's it, that's the ask. A lil bit of appreciation to beloved person behind the blog. We love you. 🥰❤️

Is that creepy to say as anon asjfjfkdkskksksksks pls don't take it the wrong way omg

aaauugugghgh anon you are so sweet!!!!! i'm so glad my little blog feels safe, i try very hard to make it as welcoming and comfy as possible so i'm very happy that i've succeeded at least somewhat!! Foul Legacy is giving you all the hugs and snuggles right now!!!! :D

#chit chat #not brainrot #anon #DON'T WORRY THIS ISN'T CREEPY AT ALL I PROMISE #IT MADE ME SMILE WHICH I REALLY NEEDED #SO THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE VERY KIND!!!!!#i've been dealing with some Emotions lately #(calming down from two (2!!!!!!!! i'm still mad about that) exams)#as well as some other personal things #and that's made it a little hard to be upbeat lately so this is very much appreciated #oh by the way happy thanksgiving if anyone here celebrates it!!!#had a great lunch with some family today 10/10 would do again #but also because of that i'm a little tired so i'm gonna take a break from posting tonight apart from this #i hope everyone has a great evening and thank you again anon you are lovely and wonderful <333 #good evening :)#SWEET PEOPLE!!!#i'm giving all of you mothlings a huge hug. and perhaps some tea and cookies

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gece-misin-nesin · 1 year ago

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Most of the songs in Electra Heart are incredibly Jason Todd coded(except certain lines being abt romantic/sexual relationships, change those slightly and voila). No I won't elaborate because you know I'm right.

#jason todd #look im just saying..#i know why electra heart is abt romantic relationships in general #bc thats what the character is abt #but if you ignore those lines #it makes SENSE #teen idle is rlly obvious #hypocrates in relation to bruce bc hes a huge ass hypocrite #and “you're the only one who can break me who can make me into a young girl”#and “youve played the martyr for so long”#buy the star in “you bought a star in the sky tonight bc your life is dark and it needs some light #you named it after me but im not yours to keep bc youll never see that the stars are free“#very robin in general #also “oh we dont own our heavens now we only own our hell and if you don't know that by now then you don't know me that well”#etc. etc.#fear and loathing in “ive lived a lot of different lives. been different ppl many times.#i live my life w bitterness and fill my heart w emptiness“#& “got different ppl inside my head. i wonder which one that they like best?#im done w trying to have it all and ending up w not much at all“ (sheila lol)#homewrecker i always thought abt how jason was blamed for everything?#and bruces shitty relationships w everyone after him can be attributed to jasons death #like “your death broke bruce. WE had to fix it” kinda thing?#“i dont belong to anyone” and “im the image of deception” feel like him to me for some reason idk #i think i will reblog with these+more bc i might be going over the tag limit lol

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phagodyke · 7 months ago

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ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.

#just got home and went to put my shit away but my flatmate was in the kitchen and i got suddenly so mad i had to walk back out #not going to do or say anything while im this upset. i need to be a lot calmer before i can even be in the same room as her #like okay. so originally it was just the two of them getting drinks and theyd rather it was just them bc i dont drink. thats cool #it wouldve been difficult for me to join them after work bc travel. and ik theyd done this before just the 2 of them and had fun #i can fully respect that its why i said no and stuck by that decision when she asked again #but to not mention she was taking the day off work and btw i just found out that BOTH of our other old flatmates joined in too #to not mention that they were travelling that entire distance and that it wasnt just drinks it was a whole day out together #thats just mean. why wouldnt you tell me that why did none of them say anything.#and the fact they did the exact same fucking thing last weekend too i didnt know about that at all #like i need to stop trying to justify it. im allowed to feel unwanted and excluded bc thats exactly what theyre doing.#im tired of feeling like other people dont want me around. i know i can be difficult and annoying sometimes. but im really not that bad #and we're meant to be friends!!!!!! like youre supposed to like your friends. and want to spend time with them. or at least i do #and yeah everyones annoying sometimes thats just part of being alive ur supposed to tolerate it if ur friends #im allowed to want to feel like im wanted. im allowed to want ppl to care abt me. that shouldnt be too much to ask for #but the overwhelming message im getting at the moment is they dont want me around. and when i am around them i feel like they dont listen #to me and that they dont really care how i feel unless it directly involves them or theyre responsible for it #i feel like they dont see me as a real person that exists. only a version they have in their heads and they base all their assumptions and #decisions off that version instead of directly communicating with me. and constantly avoid me under the guise of 'giving me space'#when im upset or having a difficult time and most need support from other people. i just feel really unseen #and ik that part of how i feel IS exacerbated by insecurity and depression. like they do care to some degree #but also a lot of it is evidenced in the way they act towards me. mainly my roommate bc shes the person i interact with most #and personally i find the most direct ways of showing u care abt someone are showing up for them. and making them feel seen #and maybe not everyone feels the same way. but thats how it works for me anyway #so to repeatedly exclude me and avoid acknowledging that ive been having a difficult time is the opposite of that to me #which is the point im trying to arrive at... sorry ik ive probably said similar things repeatedly the last few weeks but i feel like its #crystallising a bit like this is the core reason why im so sensitive and reactive atm and why i got so upset by it #idk. not tonight bc im still very emotionally raw but maybe tomorrow if im calmer i should explain that i was upset + why to her #i avoid doing that so often when im upset bc i dont think theres much point in having a conversation abt it unless u expect some kind of #resolution from it. or if you want an apology but idrc abt being apologised to the crucial thing is what theyre going to do different #and i love her but shes very resistant to changing her behaviour bc of other ppl being upset by it. and like i said before she has

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exopelagic · 7 months ago

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I need to go to bed I’m just gonna shout a lil

#ice hockey needs to chill the fuck out #I had such a good night tonight!! was ssosososossososososo happy #but afterwards people started shouting in the group chat #and they all have very valid reasons for being angry but my god the us vs them mentality is STRONG #I am concerned abt how much people want to escalate things and how quickly they’re moving to do that #I am aware I am a doormat and a people pleaser or whatever but #I mean for one this is a tense political situation and we don’t wanna burn bridges #(there is no real politics i am being dramatic to be clear)#two clubs. alike in dignity. in fair Verona where we lay our scene #and I am personally managing at least 4 fragile egos that are all highly volatile #as well as an internal divide that’s threatening to cause problems very soon #I also should not be part of this anymore! and yet.#also why are specifically men who play team sports so dramatic when you get them all together #like that’s a whole shitstorm that is so easy to set off #anyway with my club I can’t blame the committee for being dramatic (different way to what I just said they’re not the same people)#bc I sure as fuck was overdramatic which fed into other people ramping up BUT that normally snapped me the fuck out of it #so I tempered the worst of it yknow. but I don’t think this new committee has that #/is not willing to listen to the person who would play that role #anyway if people don’t play nice it’s going to start some actual shit which will be deeply unpleasant for everyone #particularly the people who are in both clubs and do not deserve this bc they’ll be getting it from both sides and theyve done nothing wrong #anyway! bedtime now <3 I’m just frustrated bc the person who maybe would’ve calmed everyone down is out of commission #and I should not and am not willing to have the power to tell people to stop even though I probably still could #it’s whatever. sleep #luke.txt

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