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ecstarry · 4 months ago

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reg finally accepting a ride home from his co-worker james but traffic is so bad it takes them an hour and a half to get to reg’s place and first they fight over james’ music taste and reg is like let me put my playlist on and james loves it and they talk and talk the entire time and don’t even notice how long it took them and after that james keeps driving reg home and eventually they make a collective playlist to listen to and finally they go out and they date for a while and one day reg goes to james’ place and realizes they live so far aways and james drove him home not because it was on his way but just because he wanted to get to know reg

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morrigan-sims · 25 days ago

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P:WotR Portraits: Wenduag & Daeran

I did the one for Wenduag back when I was testing her legs, but today I got the idea to recreate Daeran's portrait image. I think it turned out really well, even if the colors aren't quite right and the pose is a bit awkward.

[reference pics and alternate crop of Daeran's portrait under the cut]

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 fantasy #sims 4 fantasy #fandom sims #p:wotr #pwotr #pathfinder wrath of the righteous #wenduag #wenduag pwotr #pwotr wenduag #daeran arendae #daeran pwotr #pwotr daeran #wenduag's pose is much better bc I didn't make it lmao.#I need to give wenduag different (short) hair though.#and unfortunately I wasn't able to make hers be underground without either building some kind of cave room or going to the hidden lot.#which takes a lot of effort or several cheats so I just didn't bother. Especially since even then it doesn't match what I had in mind.#I am really happy with how Daeran's turned out though. The ''set'' turned out better than I expected and relight made the lighting better.#I made his pose too. It's not very good but it's decent enough for a quick screenshot.#these aren't edited at all aside from cropping and running my usual smoothing and sharpening actions.#but I still like how they turned out.#I'm typing this at 2am but the post is gonna go up at 2am.#hopefully I actually get to play pathfinder tomorrow/later today...#I did have a TON of fun just hanging out with my dnd group tonight though so I'm not mad at all. We all needed a break lmao.#a bunch of shitty days/weeks all around.#(izzy scout if you see this... 💖💖💖💖💖💖)

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hella1975 · 5 months ago

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so there's a reason my new job got back to me so quickly about my application and that's bc it's an absolute fucking shambles like actually perfect timing for me to decide to rewatch the bear bc i have never more felt like ive been thrown into a broke on-its-knees establishment trying to crawl its way up the ladder where i am somehow a godsend to them. my old job was crazy and shambolic in the sense that the industry is just Like That but this one?????? insanity. every 5 mins i am questioning what im doing with my life. ive already had a walk-in fridge moment

#so i explained before that there's 3 venues and on my very first shift they had me doing the restaurant venue for 2 hours #which was FINE like i was a bit cautious bc my manager is VERY stressed all the time and the place generally feels like it's falling apart #not the building itself just. the way it's run like it's just got new owners and the previous manager apparently #EMPTIED THE TILLS AND TRASHED THE PLACE like cost them THOUSANDS of pounds and on top of that #there was beef with the head chef and the new owners that meant he left and took the ENTIRE BACK OF HOUSE WITH HIM #THERE ARE NO KITCHEN STAFF ATM. I HAVE TO LIE AND TELL CUSTOMERS WE DONT HAVE FOOD ATM BC OF 'REFURBISHMENT'#WHEN IN ACTUALITY THE /RESTAURANT/ DOESNT HAVE CHEFS. DO YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY THAT IS #and then the front of house staff are very lacking aside maybe 2 people we're ALL NEW and all of them EXCEPT ME #LIKE LITERALLY JUST ME IM THE ONLY EXCEPTION. ALL OF THEM ARE UNTRAINED #so when i applied with bar training coffee training and very solid waitressing skills they genuinely treated me like a saviour #like i am FENDING off shifts tbh im in a v good position bc they need me too much to get shitty w me if i refuse hours but i can literally #have as many as i want bc they will just give me them. like they're obsessed w me im rota'd for over 60 hours this week #but anyway that very first shift after 2 hours in the restaurant i then walked to the mini golf venue on the OTHER SIDE OF TOWN #and my manager stayed for 30 MINUTES. IF THAT. and showed me around the place + how to close THEN LEFT ME THERE #FIRST DAY HE GAVE ME THE KEYS AND LEFT ME TO RUN AN ENTIRE VENUE. IT'S NOT SMALL EITHER IT'S A WHOLE BAR #AND I HAD TO CLOSE ON MY OWN TOO and ironically the shift itself went rlly well like it was so chill #it was kinda boring but honestly i kinda rated it it's v easy money and the close went perfectly nothing cropped up that i was unsure about #and then. AND THEN. i havent even ranted to my mutuals about this yet bc i was acc so horrified by it but i locked the front doors #and went to lock the gate AND THE KEY GOT STUCK IN THE LOCK. WOULD NOT COME OUT. HELLA VS KEYS ROUND 3927593 #my mum even showed up and tried to help me wrestle this thing out i called my manager and he literally told me to just snap it #bc he'd rather a snapped key that NO ONE could get out than just leave it there overnight but bc of my recent house key moment #i was like AM I FUCK SNAPPING THIS KEY. WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING. so i had to just leave it and at the time #i was realllyyyyyyyyyy beating myself up but my manager is actually rlly nice he's just stretched v thin #and ive also had time to be like uhh actually they shouldnt have left a random 21 y/o girl alone with the keys on her first day #omg i havent even talked about what happened on saturday. ACTUAL SHAMBLES #LIKE THIS /\/\ ISNT EVEN CLOSE TO EVERYTHING! IM RUNNING OUT OF TAG ROOM! IM GONNA REBLOG THIS TONIGHT W MORE PROBABLY!#BC GUESS WHO IS WORKING A CLOSE LATER AT THE NIGHTCLUB THEN OPENING THE RESTAURANT AT 8AM. GUESS #hella slaves to capitalism

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whentherewerebicycles · 1 month ago

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oh my god okay I’ve been working since 7:30am but MN, SD, and JW are all submitted for internal review!!! NF is ready to submit as soon as he gets home from school and does a final readthrough!!!! DN has decided to waive review lol godspeed to that poor kid but it means less work for me today yippee!!!! and I also had time to give the baby a bath which is his new favorite activity (furiously focused water-kicking time!!!!). I think now I will take a break from student work and take all the residents of this household out for a brisk walk.

#I’m on a roll today so I might try to knock out EP’s five short essays too #maybe if the baby consents to nap once more (he’s been very obliging today)#I also just found out that one of my tutoring clients from another company wants to schedule 2x/wk sessions with me #for the foreseeable future #which is almost all the tutoring I’d need to do during the admissions offseason to make up my budget shortfall #tonight after the baby goes to bed I am going to sit down and calculate exactly how much $ I need to take six more weeks of leave #and then I will draft an email to let work know #thank you everyone for encouraging me to do it #even though I have to work a bit to make the unpaid leave work out #I still think it’s worth it to have the extra flexibility!!!#like I get to work in bursts while baby naps #and then hang out with him when he’s awake #and there’s no commute and no fixed hours

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fructidors · 4 months ago

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3 days to next tmg show & i need to make 2 patches may the spirit of jenny give me the strength to finish them despite having literally 0 free time ever

#those days are literally class job job. thankfully i have the drive to & from class (2 hours) so i need to design & draft both tonight #and write 500 words on the ars poetica but whatever its only 9 pm #i'm so exciteddddd. the first one is seated which i haven't done since like 2022 when i did not have a great time but i think this one will #be fun. less stress & everything #i wish i could go to more this tour...... this class is unfortunately very much worth it though i'm so sad there are only a few weeks left #i hope they tour in the winter though...... not sure when they'll come back to the east coast but i hope it's soon

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wayfinderships · 4 months ago

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I'll be so doomed the day I ever get a girl f/o

#pan rambles #I say doomed in like. a positive way. In a “I'd get way too flustered” way #I haven't really talked about it here because I don't feel like I owe it to people to talk about my attraction and the complexities of it #But I'll talk about it a bit bc I just need to ramble #I'm 99% I'm Aro. At the very least some flavor of it. I don't care about finding a specific label- I've spent many years stressing about it #And I don't really feel like spending even more years stressing about it #Despite being aro- I like the idea of being in a romantic relationship one day #Even if I know it'll probably never happen #Not only am I perfectly content with my QPR rn but also because I don't think most people would be open to the idea of dating an Aro #Which hey! Is completely fair! I know the love I feel is different than what I think most people feel #Though I'd argue that even if it's not exactly the same type- It's still plenty strong.When I love my friends it's a strong feeling #I'd do anything for my friends and I love them so much that I'd literally do anything to see them happy! The love I feel for them is strong #But it's not. Romantic y'know? Augh I'm getting distracted!#Back to my initial point!!! I can't tell if I like girls or not!#I'm not exactly in a safe place irl to try to experiment with those feelings so I've been pushing it aside for so long!#But I think there's definitely a chance I like girls in the same Aro™ way that I like guys!#I'm not gonna try to find a label for it because I don't want to label it but yeah #There's definitely a few crushes and f/os that I've headcanoned as Transfem before #But I've never romantically f/od a girl #Afksnfksnfkskd Ok yeah that's enough of Panchi rambling for tonight!#I just needed to let that out!#Thank you to anyone who listened to my Rambling about Attraction and stuff-

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 8 months ago

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ok so i’m technically done w the fic but :’3 i feel very… unsure…. abt it…….. so i think i might get some sleep for now and look over it properly tmrw before posting……

next week i’ll post a fic early though!!!!! mindless sugu hurt/comfort time >:3

#rem if you see this i’m hugging you so tightly ily T—T #i think i’m so wired to the idea that i can only post on weekends that i . Forget. that i’m physically capable of waiting a day #you rlly snapped me out of it like actually. the effect my mutuals have on me needs to be studied i think #but aaaaa i just. really need to get better at taking my time with fics </3 #usually i end up writing them all under the span of like. a day/night. which is very bad and the fics deserve better #hhh but i do feel very bad abt not writing much lately :((( next week it’ll just be a selfindulgent argument fic phdjddhdh #anyway anyway…. to whoever sees this. i hope you have the sweetest dreams tonight!!#mwah mwah mwah!!!!#ari noises ✩

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starbuck · 10 months ago

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the best is when you watch a film for the billionth time and can STILL notice something new

#watched To Be Or Not To Be (1942) for the sixth?? seventh?? time tonight and noticed an INCREDIBLE reaction i hadn’t seen before #i am at peace 😌😌#i was feeling kinda freaked out and needed to watch something that wasn’t gonna make it worse #i also REALLY needed to rewatch it for… well… several reasons #but particularly one which will become clear in the coming weeks #(though i got a lot more out of it already - looking forward to my future rewatch when i’m done)#and i finally realized what i needed to do about [redacted]#the solution was so clear and simple! can’t believe i didn’t think of it before #now i just have to take my pick!#great stuff great stuff #really truly cannot WAIT to subject you all to this fic #it’s still very much In Progress - but the parts that are done are just…. 👌🏻👌🏻 *SO* good

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orcelito · 1 month ago

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Did driving practice today. Actually did parallel parking practice this time, even tho I really didn't want to still. Finally got it into my head that I can maybe do this.

SO......

I have scheduled my driving test. For November 13th, 3 weeks from today.

#speculation nation #IM SO NERVOUSSSSS but i need to do it. i need to. worst case scenario i fail and have to try again another day.#i was actually gonna try to schedule for a week from today but they were full up for the next 2 weeks.#so. 3 weeks! my therapist is gonna be happy for me when i tell her haha #this is. something ive been avoiding for over 10 years now. but i decided at the start of this year that This would be my year.#Year Of Unfuck My Life. and im finally doing it. im going to finally get my license.#it's so. huge actually. a similar level of Holy Shit factor as me graduating.#which seems like an uneven comparison but honestly ive just been so so so scared of this driving test #an insurmountable obstacle bc i was stuck at school away from family to help me practice etc etc #very tied up with me being stuck at school for so long actually. the neverending purgatory of being Stuck In Place.#but my cousin lives closer to me now and hes been helping me out. and i am so very grateful.#augh augh augh augh. life is so busy and it feels like everything is happening at once AAAAAAAAAAAA #but im taking it all in stride. i am. oh god i might have to just practice and then take my audition video all on the same day.#bc i am too tired to deal with it rn and i have an exam tomorrow so idk if i can practice then. also i have to clean.#i will make it work. i will make something work. for the love of fucking god i will make it work.#no time to write barely any time to relax but thats okay i am Go Go Going and trying to keep enough time to sleep #(prior few nights being the..exception lol.)#i certainly wouldnt want to live this way for too long. but just a few more months. i can do it.#next semester hopefully wont be as busy. i'll have 3 hard classes but if im lucky they wont even have much homework.#i can do it. i can get through it. i will get my license in 3 weeks (manifesting) and i will get my own car.#i will find a new apartment to live in. i will Hopefully find a job.#within a year my life is going to be much much different.#my life is Already much much different than it was just a year ago. tho this year has been more... metamorphosis.#in a year's time. i will be 28 years old. and the pieces will Finally be falling into place (hopefully!!!!!)#for now. god i need to rest. will probably go to sleep early tonight. need to be rested for my exam tomorrow.#first tho i gotta shower and feed both me and the cats. yes.

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graciousdragon · 8 months ago

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guys...keep your eyes peeled tonight or perhaps tomorrow morning for I Have Cooked Something

#rys.txt #i finally finished sketching everything now i just have to edit it. which might take a bit because i have to time all the frames myself #but yeah probably tonight or tomorrow morning :] yippee!! i finally fucking did something!!#it is not much it is just a storyboard animatic thing but. it's still something and that's more than i can say i've done in a while so. :]#mutuals and followers keep an eye out #especially bandom mutuals (its a panic! at the disco song (sorry. its a good one tho))#and irl friend mutuals (its my art so y'all probably want to see it lol)#and very much especially dawko fan mutuals (which as far as i'm aware consists only of sonia. hi sonia!) bc this is my darkest desire au #the thing i've been obsessed with for fucking. 4 years now maybe? i need to talk about this with someone or else I Will Fucking Explode #I FINALLY DID SOMETHING WITH IT AGAIN!!! (ignore the mostly finished trypophobia meme that's been in my drafts for almost 2 years)

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josecariohca · 13 days ago

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#okay. okay. i have a meeting with my advisor tomorrow morning about my personal statement which i am working on...at some point tonight #listen i have the three i need to do outlined i just need to get my draft done for tomorrow #so itll probably be a late night tonight. as it goes with deadlines and adhd. many such cases.#and after my meeting tomorrow i will be able to focus solely on packing for the next few days. which is big!#that needed to be done like. yesterday. but its fine i have boxes to get started i have my suitcase for my essentials and i can easily #start making a dent in the shit i am taking to my dads place #my new concern however is replying to my professor with info on letters of recommendation and how my second professor never fucking #answered my email. but i think hes on sabbatical rn so ill need to find a back up. which sucks bc i loved him and he loved me.#would have been a great rec #but its fine. we persist.#okay. okay. guys i can see it. i can see the light at the end of the long long tunnel #this next week is gonna kick my ass but its FINE we PERSIST and once its over things will get so much easier.#okay. okay!!!!!! listen if anyone sees me reblogging shit after this. look away. my executives are trying their best but they dont function #very well. its fine. its fine!!!!#personal

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violetsareblue-selfships · 9 months ago

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good morning!! <3

#so either world quests or maybe i'll take a day off from games for today #depends on how i feel when i start playing #but i still have to do my dailies & my genshin weekly bosses & stuff :3 #i very much want to write something #but my brain hasn't been letting me lately #like i get a mild headache whenever i start trying to think of ideas #which probably means i still need a break but :/#maybe i'll draw something if i can't write tonight #oh yeah i have those gushes to answer sometime today :D #but anyways #i hope you'll have a good day/night!! <3 #morning rambles

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asfdhgsdkjhgb · 1 month ago

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had quite the night drive earlier this evening.

#just me rambling again #web weaving #(?)#uh. one of my friends who is out of town for college was visiting and i got to see him and our friends and the only core member of that #group of people missing was my ex girlfriend who you may also know of as my wonderful wife #who has I assume been very busy with their own life things but has also barely and very sparsely had any hint of communication with any of #us within the past few months which I've been realizing very recently sort of hurts my feelings because we used to be so close and #they had been saying that they would be constantly making sure we still were in each other's lives. but then very quickly have #seemingly dropped off the face of the earth #anyways. I was driving aforementioned friend who is in town back home (family home not college obv) and when i was finally going back #towards my house afterwards my Google maps finally lead me to an area that i was more familiar with driving and i got to an #intersection and it was telling me to take a right to go home but i knew that i knew the way perfectly from that intersection to my #ex girlfriend / best friend / wifes familys house from all of the times I've gone that direction through the past years and so #i turned off my directions and i took a left towards their house #not super sure why but my brain and body just knew it was something i needed to do and so i went and drove down their street and cried #a lot the whole time and then drove myself home from their house once again following a super familiar path #and idk im still feeling very emotional about it. the fact that halloween by noah kahan was the first song to play on Spotify #after i made that left turn im sure didnt help (knowing that i miss them so much and am going to be leaving this area myself #soon enough here and there's been an open offer for a while now that they are welcome to follow and live with me once they get their degree #(and also um. halloween is next week lol)#idk i just havent felt the full force of how badly i miss having them in my life until tonight. when i was around this person i could feel #our souls singing in harmony. i genuinely cannot describe the feelings of our relationship in words i feel like only vaguely abstract art #could communicate the connection that was forged between us and the level of understanding and knowing #something not dissimilar to looking into the sun directly or trying to describe a vivid color to someone who is completely blind #something about the way the entire universe breathes in unison and everything around us are all pieces of the same stars #sigh #i miss my wife tails i miss her a lot /ref

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another-clive-blog · 1 year ago

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Oh well I'm using this occasion of being very personal today to announce that I will take a break during the holidays ! It will probably be like, 22nd of December to 3rd of January ?

I will probably keep the queue up and post a few drawings I've already scheduled, but I don't think I'll actually be there. Also I'll try to empty the inbox before that !

#Posting this before going to sleep and leaving you with tonight's scheduled posts -> girl who loves the queue #Which is a sentence that should NEVER be translated in French btw #But yeah it's all good =) My family is coming and I really want to make the most of this time <3 #But I'll come back hehe. I love you all far too much <3 #And the Clive brainrot is too strong... I need to draw him do you understand #But yeah I know I'm putting this out very early but I don't want to forget !!!#My stuff #non layton related

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that-foul-legacy-lover · 1 year ago

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Heyy! You don't have to post this, but know that we mothlings love you vv much alr? 🥺 Your blog always brightens up my day when I get notifications holy moly. It's sort of a fluffy safe space, like how you'd imagine hugging/cuddling Foul Legacy himself feels.

That's it, that's the ask. A lil bit of appreciation to beloved person behind the blog. We love you. 🥰❤️

Is that creepy to say as anon asjfjfkdkskksksksks pls don't take it the wrong way omg

aaauugugghgh anon you are so sweet!!!!! i'm so glad my little blog feels safe, i try very hard to make it as welcoming and comfy as possible so i'm very happy that i've succeeded at least somewhat!! Foul Legacy is giving you all the hugs and snuggles right now!!!! :D

#chit chat #not brainrot #anon #DON'T WORRY THIS ISN'T CREEPY AT ALL I PROMISE #IT MADE ME SMILE WHICH I REALLY NEEDED #SO THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE VERY KIND!!!!!#i've been dealing with some Emotions lately #(calming down from two (2!!!!!!!! i'm still mad about that) exams)#as well as some other personal things #and that's made it a little hard to be upbeat lately so this is very much appreciated #oh by the way happy thanksgiving if anyone here celebrates it!!!#had a great lunch with some family today 10/10 would do again #but also because of that i'm a little tired so i'm gonna take a break from posting tonight apart from this #i hope everyone has a great evening and thank you again anon you are lovely and wonderful <333 #good evening :)#SWEET PEOPLE!!!#i'm giving all of you mothlings a huge hug. and perhaps some tea and cookies

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princessmyriad · 7 months ago

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#personal #i have doctors appt today with a new doctor its literally not even a real appointment i just need some stupid forms signed #but guys im so stressed im so scared ive already cried once about it today i just. i fucking hate doctors so so much #theyre all so bad. im not in the mood to be dismissed again today and its 15 goddamn degrees so everything feels bigger and worse than it is #if they dont sign the form i dont get paid any more and if i dont get paid i cant continue to try and sort out my medical #which means i continue to not get paid and im just. so scared. so so fucking scared i dont even care if we find the start if the path #to vetter my health i dont care about gettinf better right now i just need this fucking form signed but #ive already been dismissised for it once and i have new doctor jitters. what do you mean i have to tell someone new that #i have ptsd and anxiety and depression and fibro and alleged bpd but its probably autism actually and hope #hope and prey they losten to me because its other doctors that have told me this and im definitely computer illiterate i couldntve come up #with all this on my own i promise ive done zero research into my own symptoms i live with every day im a simpleton im an idiot #please believe me dr refer me to ypur colleagues for further testing but in the mwan time sign the one form i need please #im so scared. i dont know what to do. my tarot says to tryst myself and find my own authority about the situation #but like literally legally i cant i have to rely on the hope this new doctor gives her signature or i dont get fucking paid as stated #i hate this i feel so shaky and nervous and nauseous and awful 😮‍💨#and im supposed to do groceries today. im at the very end of my shopping like if i dont go get food today #then i dont eat tonight but its cold and rainy and im super stressed abt the appointment so idk if ill be able to go shopping after #i dont wanna die anymore but like rn i kinda do this is too much today feels like too much #help me im drowning

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