#to me and that they dont really care how i feel unless it directly involves them or theyre responsible for it

[phagodyke]

ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.

[olvitier]

Sorry its so late buf i am in an Edling mood tonight and I will never stop thinking about the idea of how theyre the epitome of right person wrong time.

(obviously in a context of like fandom shenannigans where canon events arent 100% set in stone like edling arent canon but also idc !! they are to me! im ignoring it let me be insane) ANYWAY

Even if they wanted to be together post promised day Ling has all the responsibilities of Xing and his clan and Edward would never hold him back from that for a second. Im of the opinion that brotherhood Edward feels a lot of guilt for wanting love from the people around him particularly those he sees as good (winry, alphonse, etc) especially if hes done things hes perceived as hurting them (maes’ death, the transmutation, etc etc). Which is why I think Edward connects with Ling so well cayse he doesnt carry the weight of a lot if his past mistakes, and then when the stone happens its like goddamn it i roped this guy into my shit again. Like i dont know Edward doesnt really dedicate himself so fully to people outside of winry and ed a lot so its interesting like!!

He cares about a lot of people like the majority of the allied cast and we see him be openly affectionate towards Nina and Hughes pre their deaths but I think Ling is the only person hes ever decided to stick with WITHOUT alphonse? I may be wrong but the whole sure Ill stay with you and trust my brother and Winry to stay safe and follow you around the outskirts of the east for a week till the promised day to protect my new friend is so??? what?? huh???

But anyone my point is post promised day Edward cant really ever see a future with Ling because of all the responsibility Ling holds outside of him and its veyr tragic imo like especially because in a different scenario if Ling didnt have those responsibilities and Edward wasn’t so dedicated to the people around him to a fault of never thinking about his own desires I think they could have the possibility of a future.

Like I have read a lot of fanfiction abiut Ed traveling to Xing and living with him there but?? I realistically cant see him ever doing that just solely because Edward is not the type of person to settle down! like its my one and only criticism of the fma manga is that I cannot see Edward ever being satisfied with a simple life? Like even in Fma 03 which is my favourite interpretation of Edwards character once he gets stranded in our world he learns?? Rocket Science?? For the chance to get back to Amestris but he doesnt really seem to take that goal all that seriously especially considered Alfons ends up getting involved in a lot more aircraft projects than Edward like Edwsrd genuinely enjoys learning!!

Im pretty sure he was the one who dragged Alphonse into Hoenhiems office when they were kids after he left, probably to Al’s reluctance of if they were allowed in there, and started ripping through all of his old books just to learn. Edward never stops and it gets so bad that he never stops to even consider himself constantly worrying about getting his brother back or improving the states of others lives especially when! ya know! the whole country is at stake!!

So in a circumstance post promised day where Ed decides what he wants to do (my personal favourite interpretation is either an alchemical researcher outside of directly performing alchemy, ie revolutionizing the circle matrixes and discovering nee combinations or becoming a professor of some kind) I dont think he would give that up to settle again. And obviously Ling cant exactly up and leave being Emperor unless he decides he doesnt want to, im not the most knowledgable on Lings characterization so I wont speak there but!

They have so much fun together and compliment each other and genuinely care about each other so much but their happiness and fulfillment as people to themselves and others make it so its nearly impossible they would ever realistically end up together and its really doomed and tragic!! idk i think about it a lot.

[clonehub]

The Acolyte Episode 3 spoilers and thoughts under the cut:

I said all this on twitter already but I'm adding some more here: I think this was the strongest of the three episodes so far. The racist reactionaries are gonna HATE the magical lesbian IVF but I DONT CARE. I LOVE IT.

This episode to me clearly shows that both sides were wrong in some ways and right in others. jedi shouldn't tresspass and they definitely shoudn't just be following whatever the Republic says about training Force users, but the coven was wrong to try and make Mae and Osha codependent and not really their own people.

At the same time they're valid in their desire to preserve their people and culture. They're worried about extinction. A group of magical women trying to survive on their own? They WOULD be targeted. Yeah Mother Aniseya kinda fucked up torbin a lil but that could be taken as an extreme version of Jedi mind tricks. 

I'm also doubting what we've been shown. I think there's more to the story than Mae intentionally setting fire to everything. We don't see her set the door on fire/drop the lamp. We hear it, but no visual confirmation. And we don't see how Mae could have possibly destroyed their entire generator system in the span of like what a few minutes? How is a child gonna do that much damage in that short amount of time? And how and why was Sol already that deep into the center of the mountain? 

I don't think any of this is enough to make Torbin kill himself so fast upon seeing Mae, unless he and the other Jedi feel like they should have caught Mae's violent instability sooner and not exacerbated it. But I think these four Jedi were more involved in this. Like look at Kelnacca. Bro was just working on a speeder and didn't directly participate in anything, but Mae is trying to kill him too. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AAAHHHHHH

[luckylolabug]

Spoilers and criticism for Veilguard under the cut! Don't read if you're not prepared!!! I've been sitting on this long enough to try and get my thoughts together on what my biggest problem with the game is and I think I figured it out (for me personally, anyways) so!

The biggest downfall for me is genuinely not really having a way to ACTUALLY get to know your companions. Most of their backstory information is tucked away in party banter, so you just have to kind of hope you happen to hear it while out running around with the right combination of party members. (I could get into how much I hate that I can only take two but that's a whole other thing.)

The issue with this is that it completely cuts Rook out of the equation at all. I can't really go around and ask my companions questions about themselves or their backgrounds. There aren't any conversation trees to get to know them, and I literally can't even talk to them unless it's something they want from me. Rook isn't even really part of ANY of the party banter out in the world, which is a huge bummer. It wasn't EVERY banter, but in Inquisition, there were many times you were actually able to chime in with your own response to whatever people were talking about. And you know what that does? It makes it feel like Inky is actually part of the crew. It feels like they're IN the conversations and their thoughts and opinions matter.

Meanwhile, Veilguard has several party banters where I feel like I'm interrupting a conversation and they're turning to look at me with drinks in their hand waiting for me to get lost.

Rook is like the CEO of a company while everyone else is making friends, and it's frustrating as a player. Even with codex entries that talk about the team doing stuff it's like. Why isn't Rook part of their book club?? Why isn't Rook part of their grocery lists in the kitchen??? Why isn't Rook included on the mural Manfred paints at the end of the game that's supposed to highlight how heroic everyone was?? (I know the answer to the last one is because everyone's Rook looks different, but come on. You could at least just have a hooded figure in the center or SOMETHING to indicate they're involved)

Nobody asks Rook questions about themselves, nobody really seems to care about them at all. There's so many points in Inquisition with Joesphine asking about your background or Cassandra asking about your beliefs etc. And that's just....not there??? (Don't even get me started on Rook randomly popping out information about their past that I have Zero input or knowledge of. Why the hell does my elf Veil Jumper Rook who HAS Vallaslin insist they were a city elf out of nowhere when talking to Taash??? Why don't I get the option to pick that???? What???)

Anyways, all of this to say is that it makes me incredibly sad because a big draw for Dragon Age for me is how cohesive the crew usually is as a unit. I dont expect everyone to be the best of friends (lord knows that my Cousland didn't get along with Morrigan at all, my Hawke had issues with Sebastian, and my Lavellan doesnt like Vivenne at all) but the difference is with all three other games I can point out directly which companions they're closest to, and how by the end of the game at least a decent chunk of them feel like a found family. And I just can't say the same for Veilguard because its like Rook is an afterthought and everyone else is besties. (Forreal though, as a Veil Jumper especially, would it really have been that hard to assume I already knew who Bellara was??? We're from the same fucking camp. There's like 40 of us. HOW does Rook not know who she is prior to the game deciding to meet her???)

[dustalive]

Hello everyone🗿

This is my lil page where we gettin a bit 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴����😎 (I'm JOEKING🥺)

I'm Dust, or thats the alias I went w over the years (it started w my COD username way back then🦅 Explanation incase of confusion under the cut, bcs I am NAWT roleplaying Dust😞)

⌖Mind that english aint my first language pls🧐

⌖any pronouns cs I don't really care👍

⌖I do art, but I am really slow w my stuff so I won't be posting consistently, and my artstyle may vary😔

⌖I could do commisions if anyone interested

⌖This will prob be an multifandom acc, cs it might vary in what fandom I am in. Fandoms, fav characters etc. under cut!

⌖I will be posting about stuff I only feel like drawing at the moment or what I am most invested in rn, its currently undertale🗿

⌖This is a safe place for everyone<𝟑 🍉

DNI pedophiles, zionists, homophobes, racists, nazis, comshipping, if you actively hate religions and openly spread blasphemy, etc. I don't condone any hate on here. I don't have anything against proshippers as long as you aint toxic or nasty in a really REALLY weird way & fictional only (same goes for shipping in general!!)

Tags, socials and other🥳

You can use my art as pfp/other as long as you clearly credit me! Don't repost my art!! (Unless you have permission)

#dustalives art for my art RAHHH🦅🦅

#ask dust for asks🦴

#dust yappin for yappin and rambles🗿

#dustalive for my sona/oc Dust!

@dust_alive is my tiktok, I posted DC on it tho

Thanks for reading!

About fandoms, fav games/characters and own alias/character "Dust" under cut->

Fandoms

Undertale, DC, Sekiro, Ghost of Tsushima, JJK, COD, HonkaiSR/(Genshin)

Fav games🗣‼️(yes, this is very important)

Undertale | Batman: Arkham Knight | Ghost of Tsuhima | Sekiro | Detroid Become Human | The last of us | COD: Cold war | Resident Evil: Biohazard | Zelda: Twillight Princess, OG Slatoon, Super Mario Glaxay (Nintendo games🔥)

Fav characters

Killer, Horror (UTMV), Red Hood (DC), Choso (JJK), Boothill (HSR), Sekiro (Sekiro💀), Joel (TLOU)

Regarding my own Alias "Dust": ->

⌖It's now part of my own character/sona, and a separate character from the dusttale!sans (Bcs no, I am not roleplaying as Dust😞). Just wanted to clarify that for future confusion. If it gets confusing to interract with a post (bcs your reaching out to me, and dont mean Dust!Sans if he is involved), you can also just call me Alive ig, but I prefer Dust if its possible, ty!

⌖She is me, but at the same time not, if that makes sense? Ig she is the better version of me that I want to be but can't (her backstory is still related to me tho), as she still has stuff to her character that are directly linked and connected to me, but altered in how she got them, deals with it (such as scars, mental stuff? Dont want to get spesific). But ofc she still has the same character traits as me🗿 I dont want to ruin this character by making them cringy w trauma I can't relate to, or too edgy. And yeah I said she is my sona but I see her more of an oc if that makes sense? Anyway, this is not an direct sona/oc post so I'll keep it short!

Heres my lil sona🦅

[barbatoskisser]

Hello humans! Quick warning - I spam sometimes and I just reblog ang type wtv. Consider this q blog full of whatever catches my eye. May contain smut but I try to keep this as sfw & friendly as possible <3

Pronouns here for those who want to compliment but dunno how <3 (i love you all, i need to update it, but its pretty accurate for now!)

Commissioms OPEN 0/5 link here for info

PSA - not terribly active due to irl reasons!! Dw, ill explain everything once I have a chance. But yeah, I'm mostly on discord because thats where a lot of my friends congregate. May still reblog occassionally. Asks are always open, just might take a min for me to respond !

Name

Adin River Barbatos

Age

19...somehow? I don't know either.

Pronouns

He/Its but if it/its just feels awkward to you, they/them is fine (in moderation). Primarily I use he/him though.

Rules / Guidelines

Very much basically just don't be an asshole to me or my mutuals and to protected groups. I support palestine and ukraine, gay and trans, and I'm far from neurotypical. I'm white too, but nyeh. Overall I dont support racism, zionism, homophobia, transphobia, and abelism. Be nice. Not as enforced but if your a minor and think "oh hey neat! A sfw adult blog!" Thats cool but dont be surprosed if I randomly rb a venti smut or spicy venti, lyney, xingqiu, or aether fanart. I fullhearted consider all above as adults and now willing to debate it. If you don't think so, just block me. If genshin ever says directly "[character] is under 18 years of age." And its one of the few, then no shit I'll get rid of this but otherwise it stays up. Eitherway, yeah, no promises i wont reblog spicy occassionally. Be warned and dont interact with that stuff unless ur a legal adult. Also, preferrably, keep drama to a minimum. If a mutual of mine, or someone ypu may think of as a mutual of mine, does something problematic send me a dm and be respectful about it. I'll investigate and if I find it absolutely appalling I'll no longer be friends with them. But just know 9 times out of 10, I really dont care about what my friends post about (see: "problematic" fics. I DON'T CARE. If it doesnt involve in real life humans, i do not give less of a shit.) Unless its in real life that someone did sonething illegal then I'll give a shit. Otherwise, yeah, i'll side with my friends. No offense.

Friends

@definesanity , @archaicanathema , @gunterdon , @unkownknowledge , @pale-value , just to name a few. They're all great [chefs kiss]. I'm always open to gaining more mutuals, but preferably be 16 or older. I don't understand gen alpha or anyone under 16. They confuse me. Henceforth; please be over that age otherwise I'll feel like I'm talking to a toddler. And i doubt you wsnt to be treated like a toddler. Anyone born past the 2010s atp is a toddler to me. I'm a 2005s kid.

Species

Am catboy future vtuber / streamer with secret human. Hint, a friend of mine. Also, if you ask my friend gunter, he'll say eldritch creature. So, honestly, who knows ~ ehe.

Fandoms/Interests

Hunter x Hunter, Genshin Impact, Ouran High School Host Club, Lunasmr audios, That Time I Got Reincarnated As A Slime...If its popular enough, I've probably watched it. I used to play Honkai Star Rail, but I've since fallen out of it. Kuma Kuma Kuma Bear, some others. Essentially, quite a number of modern isekai. Up to Overhaul arc of my hero academia with no plans on finishing, all of Hunter x Hunter, all of Dragom Ball Z, up to the universe tournament arc in Super, All of Slime in the anime adaptation. Though i do have webnovel spoilers. By the grace of the gods (pleasw someone yell at me about it. I beg you), Lowkey getting into Monkey Kid lego edition

Okay as I'm rewriting this I've watched a lot, and I mean a lot of shit. So ask me about a show if its not on here. The only ones I can say I haven't watched are demon slayer, attack on titan, naruto, and one piece. Maybe one day, but certainly not today. Currently about to start a few new series. On youtube I'm starting to watch Grian and Kaboodle. Damn their fun. I dont know if its on here, too lazy to check, but also pLEASE ALSO YELL TO ME ABOUT IRUMA KUN. I LOVE IRUMA KUN SM. I NEED MORE IRUMA KUN MOOTS.

Favorite character(s)

Killua Zoldyck, Gon Freecss, Venti / Barbatos, Goku, Illumi Zoldyck, Ryoma Takebayoshi, Alluka and Nanika Zoldyck, Kurapika Kurta, Izuku Midoriya, Shouto Todoroki, Rimuru Tempest / Satoru Mikami, Milim, Veldora Tempest, Paimon, Xiao, Gorou, Lyney, Lynette, Arlechhino, Furina, Zhongli / Rex Lapis, Focalors, Karma Akabane, Korosensei, Nagisa Shiota, the rezt are kinda forgettable. Mavuika, Nahida, Mualani, Kachina, and more to come. I love so many different characters its not even funny.

Other Things

Congrats if you've read down this much! Here would be a secret code for a silly but the co-conspirator said no. You'll have to wait!

[anime-related]

I just finished Stars Align/Hoshiai no Sora

There are spoilers in this post. Do not read unless you have watched it all the way through to the end.

I have a lot of thoughts on the finale.

First of all, it makes me think that it was the plan all along. If the writers were rushed into finishing the show and just stuffed that in there for no reason, I dont think it would be so tightly fit in there.

I think it was supposed to have more of an arc though. Maybe (definitely) something to do with Toma. I mean, they both threatened it for each other, I think Toma was supposed to be involved.

Maybe Toma got hurt by him. Maybe Toma kept staying at their house just in case he came by (and perhaps for a taste of escapism from his own home life) and he wasnt happy with it.

I have a couple cenarios running through my head. Either Toma has Maki hide for trauma reasons, or for some reason Maki is out, leaving Toma alone in their apartment.

Kenji spouts some bullshit about how if Toma doesn't want Maki to get hurt, he'll have to take it for him, or basically just hurts him to get through to the money— something like that.

Once Maki finds out, that's what triggers it.

Or, alternatively, Toma is the one to do it. I think i like this idea more, simply because it's already stated in the show, but I also think it's less likely.

Shame on me for reading so far into it, but I feel like the act of legitimately killing his own father is symbolic of Maki's growth as a person. He's moving on. He's making a life for himself.

I'm not going to lie and say I'm upset that he killed his father. I am glad that sob is canonically supposed to be dead. I just think they rushed it because they didn't have much of a choice.

I know a lot of people choose to ignore the finale, which I 10000% understand and respect, but I'd like to write a season 2 directly following the ending scene.

Okay, well, maybe not directly following. I don't really feel like writing a murder scene. But right after that.

It's really upsetting that the show ended so soon. Hell, even if it ended like that and then got a renewal I'd be happy.

And genuinely, I care less about Maki's home life when I say that. He got closure. His father is gone.

I want to know how Toma and Ryouma handle their new home situation. I want to know if/how Futsu meets his bio mom and what she's like, and how their family dynamic might change.

I want to know how Tsubasa deals with his father, and see more of his relationship between him and his brothers. I think it's a crime that we don't see much, if any, of Itsuki's current home life. Who does he live with now, do we even know?

I wan to see Yu come out to their family and friends, see them wear a skirt to school. I want to see the diverse reactions that come with being nonbinary.

I'd like to see what happens with Nao and his mother. Maybe she gets murdered too, idk (/hj). I want to see Shingo's relationship with his sister and mother.

I want to see how Mitsue finds a new audience with her art. I want to see more of Shou.

I want to see more queer anguish and crisis.

I want to see how everyone reacts to the information that Toma initially paid Maki to join the team.

There's so much stuff that they weren't able to tie up in the end. And while I'm glad they tied up Maki's story with his father (and I do think that was the best choice out of the ones I listed in the short time they had), there's still so many questions I have.

[bcneheaded]

So!! bathing/hygiene headcanons!! 🚿 this is a "me rambling endlessly" post, just as a warning !

I was in the shower earlier yes? as one does. and I was just thinking.... about like.... Artemis, yeah. But I was thinking about how, he probably doesn't have to shower or anything necessarily? Because he's not a living creature, and so, doesn't have to worry about like... everyday buildup of human-y dirtiness (idk how to phrase that but u kno).

But at the same time, especially if he's been really busy with shop cleaning/work, has had to fight/kill something/someone, or has been out and about on his 'business trips' or something etcetcetc-- like... he's gotta get dirty sometimes.. right? even with how careful he is not to, I dont think it would matter. He'd have to clean up sometime, somehow. And I suppose... like.... if he did, it would be infrequently, "bathing", whatever that entails for him (he again like... its just another one of those things he doesn't have to worry about doing often, as its not as if ?? he's gonna get stinky like a human would).

But anyway I was just thinking about bathing / cleaning headcanon for him ?? and I came up with like... two alternatives. 1... was that he could just sponge down, genuinely just take a bathtub full of water, remove necessary clothes, clean dirty area(s) and be done with it, never needing to fully submerge unless absolutely necessary or if its just easier, depending on the level of filth he somehow found himself in for some reason. 2... second one was a little different? but involves his tar and personal abilities directly! He has the ability to manipulate his tar, yes? as well as the ability to heat it up to incredible temperatures (demonic skills yea?). So if he really wanted, he could just.... burn it.. all off ?? if thats any easier. Though, because he's more inclined to be careful not to damage his bones (and although he can remove them, he would never remove the skull. so fact remains, he'd risk fracturing the bone with the heat I suppose, unless magically protected somehow ...Which is.... possible. and likely, for everyday reasons).

But say he did that for the bones, yes? Say maybe, he goes to the basement(dungeon.... its a dungeon) and goes into one of those sealed rooms no one is allowed access to-- he could have this charm that protects the bones from the heat, and because he's somewhere that yknow.... wont burn down (stone and all yeah?) he can just let er rip ?? remove clothes to be cleaned and incinerate any trace of dirt via molten tar >:] ! which is cooler an idea than the sponging off one and also entirely plausible (given it.... would potentially be more thorough and faster).

The sponge bath could have scents added to it just as an additional nice little thing... which is likely. I feel like he'd get badru or the whispers' opinion on scent choice fjdjffgdf if any fragrance at all, it'd be very.... very faint. maybe a little dab of cologne?? but unlikely.

As for turning his tar completely molten in the safety of the dungeon-- jfdjjds i can't imagine he'd smell... particularly good after that.. (but also maybe not too BAD once he cools down?), but he probably would smell some kinda way, even if just very faintly. he'd also?? probably be just a little warmer than he usually is, potentially noticeably so, for just a little while after. and the floor?? surrounding areas of where he did it would probably be nice and toasty

gjfgjfd catch someone asking Artemis if he has heated flooring tho after he does and he just ''.....no.''

+ also ?? a thought but like..... man could walk around without clothes and would not be embarrassed about it bc of ''nakedness'' necessarily. he'd be a little embarrassed to have been seen without clothes I think, if only because its like.... "indecent". yknow. his whole Old Victorian Gentleman vibe just OUT the WINDOW... he /has/ nothing to hide so it wouldn't MATTER if anyone saw him mid-change or post bath or something but he'd be BIG :(( about it LOL

[shuangxo]

I'd like to request a matchup! I am 24 years old, biromantic asexual, and an INFP and a cancer. I use any pronouns (but particularly she/they). I don't have a preference for which gender to be matched up with

I'm a very quiet individual unless I'm comfortable around the person (then I have trouble being too loud at times). I am very socially anxious, so it takes me a while to open up around someone and not second guess my every move around them. I also get anxious about things in general (especially important phone calls and other things involving talking to people). I'm pretty imaginative (creating things is one of my favorite things to do). I care about people easily.

My hobbies include writing, singing, playing music (piano & violin), baking, reading, and cross-stitching. My love languages are physical touch and gift giving and I am a hopeless romantic. I am a sucker for romantic picnics, especially paired with either cloud watching or stargazing. I'm also a sucker for pet names (particularly darling).

Likes: plushies, video games, music, cuddles, holding hands, sweets, flowers (specifically carnations and lilies), animals

Dislikes: loud noises, being tickled, uhh I think that's it really lol

Other: I'm pretty sarcastic & I love puns (no matter how terrible - lol my sense of humor is something). Also, if it's possible, I'd prefer not to be matched up with Zhongli or Childe (I view them more as sibling-figures so…)

Thank you!

hello!!! thanks for the request~

i match you with..

kaedaraha kazuha 枫原万叶

both being water signs, you two are perfect! kazuha best boy omfg >//<

‘that one looks like a duck!’

‘darling what-‘

‘im joking’

loves cloud watching with u!! omg!! doesent care if your loud tbh. HE CAN ALSO SENSE WHEN UR COMING BY BECAUSE AIR STUFF?? OMFG

gifts you flowers, but doesn’t give you them directly!! leaves them for you where he knows you’ll find them~ matches ur love language but his is quality time!!

if this didnt match you expectations, feel free to send another ask! likes + reblogs appreciated

(GIFS DONT BELONG TO ME)

[2n2n]

What is in your opinion the probability of Nagisa kunishige-san (the man who was accompanying Tiara) to cross paths with Hanako-kun? If that happens I can't even imagine your reaction, honestly I'd really like to see it. Like he probably couldn't tell if it was Tsukasa or Hanako-kun. Speaking of which, do you think the Minamoto family knows anything about the twins?

answering this all out of order! it's so hot today . work with me

Considering Teru Did Not Know No. 7's true identity, or his connection to the Red House (which he DID know about in an unhelpfully vague 'stay away, cursed' sense only), the Minamoto family seem determined to bury their involvement with the Yugi in obscurity … I assume only higher-ups are afforded more information, and I doubt the families are great at communicating with one another NEW information ... and corroborating and reaching new conclusions ... making... progress .... idiots

(there doesn't seem to be much respect or comradery between the families in that sense… and given how tortured and miserable, definitely abused, Teru is, I do not think there is a ton of fondness or trust, as much as there is guilt, obligation and duty, and thus saving face/having many secrets/information exclusive to one another in order to maintain some control/power/advantage)…

Due to all of the intentional obfuscation and misinformation, I'm honestly not sure how many people even have the opportunity to know 'the full story', unless physically present (was Kunishige????? present later??????? DON'T KNOW, present for GRANDMA CONFRONTATION ???? DONT KNOW); if Teru is going TO THIS SCHOOL, WITH THE MYSTERIES, why WOULDN'T he be afforded ALL knowledge about THE LEADER OF THE MYSTERIES, if it was like, KNOWN BOY YUGI AMANE, BOY WHOS TWIN WE DEALT WITH IN SOME MANNER,, NOW HANAKO, (this all didn't happen hundreds of years ago!!!! This isn't as easy to shrug off as Hakubo, who is ancient history myth and legend; If Amane survived he would be young enough to plausibly be one of Nene-chan's teachers AT school!), if only to know what he's dealing with, or relay information that builds off that knowledge, unless there is a shameful reason to hide it? It's irresponsible of his family, to me… bad priorities… or do they not know about… No. 7, Amane? Just how informed is Kunishige or the Minamoto dad about the mysteries? How much are the mysteries self-governed and hands-off with the Minamoto/Nagisa families? Obviously Teru understands the entire structure of siphoning a God's power, and yorishiro conduits .......................... but why doesn't he know about, the, leader's, identity, which is family was involved with very directly?

Nagisa would rather have a Severance than have the mysteries (wild) (bad?) (ok with someone dying?) (does he understand it would likely be a kid?) (it IS an 'either/or' situation so, crazy he's happy about a Severance) WOULD IT be a shock, for Kunishige, to see Hanako? Or awkward? Does he not bother to keep abreast of the mysteries?

Would Hanako feel like "lol, hey bitch" seeing Kunishige, or would he feel more severe, resentful, quiet? Or would he himself not recognize Kunishige at all? Does he care if he does? He is pretty flippant about the Minamoto family, despite everything....

Given the Yugi lived in the same town as the shrine exists in (or very nearby), I'm sure there was some familiarity just in a neighborhood/town sense (given the prominence of a shrine, and their mom's traditional values?), as well as whatever information their mom relayed while visiting about Tsukasa (it's always very interesting and telling to me, that she did not bring Amane with…). It's hard to imagine she didn't in some way bring up the boys being twins, and one seeming normal while the other is off … (I wonder if she would neglect to bring up the 'miracle illness cure' part?)... or that over many years of observing things, the people of the shrine wouldn't note the twin boys, even just individually, and gossip a bit.

Kunishige may or may not already know who No. 7 is … he could either, see him, and be like, "HOW DID YOU GET HERE, ONE FROM THE YUGI FAMILY????" (if the twins died in their HOUSE and cursed the HOUSE, that would be BAFFLING, why in the SCHOOL??) -- but really, why wouldn't Kunishige, as head shrine guy, NOT remain informed of the status of mysteries as part of his job, especially /if/ Hanako has done it for many years, now, plenty of time to visit or find out…? (even incidentally…. ) ....

I don't know, it could just as easily be a "serves you right for what you did" situation for Kunishige; who at the least, likely had to perform some rituals at the house or something after all that bad energy. Gruff but understanding Amane's need for atonement, duty, and whatever resolved with the Minamoto grandma sealing him (that at LEAST, he MUST know about, if even BOTTOM RUNG KOU knows about grammy sealing Hanako, WHENEVER AND WHEREVER THAT HAPPENED).

Or the Kunishige family may be ashamed of what THEY did (or didn't do..) about the Yugi, and he could feel culpable or apologetic (he clearly feels culpable about not taking their mother seriously about Tsukasa that day)…. avoidant, not inclined to interact, not wanting to really look at the Yugi's modern, mangled kaii selves. Aware of him, but not wanting to be involved, glad to sit at his shrine and not have to dwell on the past.

Kunishige is often depicted as a pretty kind/considerate guy, if curmudgeonly (he. like plays santa for tiara too, and is generally involved with the Minamoto SEEMINGLY to make up for their mom's death and DAD'S neglectful absence.) (but he did like the Severance lol so idk) Personally, I get the impression he carries guilt about the Yugi …. and seems to overall have a soft spot for young children (in the first place, he was visiting Tsukasa while the others dealt with his mom, which speaks to wanting to make the poor kid feel comfortable and not left all alone somewhere strange), so the Yugi may hit him close to home as a grave failure he can't take back...?

There are a lot of possibilities, but I would lean towardssssss Kunishige struggling to look at the Yugi directly, especially with them now being 13 year old phantoms, immortalized tragic youth-- as if to haunt just him. Avoidable tragedy, a mother who suffered needlessly. But idk maybe he sucks. I hope he doesn't suck I would like him to not suck , for variety's sake, Minamoto dad should be the true guy who sucks. I'd also like the Yugi's dad to suck. I would love it if dads sucked. I mean, MDLD dad sucks, and, Narisokonai dad is absent/grandpa psuedo dad MASSIVELY ABUSIVELY SUCKS in that game .... Kunishige might be slightly better off being more of a psuedo uncle . if he sucks though that's fine I don't like, old men, I do not, need them.

Anyway crazy that we already called papa to start heading over too so I feel like we are all gearing up for a hideous family reunion. Which I really thought was going to happen back around the Far Shore arc (BUT I GUESS daddy takes a long time to get here).......... seeing Nagisa and Tiara around is like, hoo boy. Lots going on in here eh....

[terraliensvent]

i just think it's super weird that you say that you don't want anymore milo asks and yet you keep allowing them every now and again. milo isn't a mod anymore hence why you said they shouldn't be talked about but bear and pokii also aren't mods anymore? i'm just a bit irritated because i come here for current terra drama and not old drama or shitting on people who aren't involved with the species anymore.

i think a lot of us defend pokii bc while she made a mistake she's actually very sweet and idk what else you have against her other than the slur thing that was said in a private chat with bear, who is her friend. and i've worked with her before for a cham custom and she's very active/helpful in chams. i really think we should stop talking about all of them as a whole bc it's getting tiring.

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youre the one bringing this back up dude, the topic was done with 2 days ago

the asks werent about milo, they were about bear because bear is now a mod in isopups (which is very intertwined with terras due to them sharing many members and staff) despite their shady history in terras that got swept under the rug. milo was mentioned because bears actions directly affected them, they are a key player

pokii was mentioned because her and bear were playing together to divert attention in the original psa thread. feel how you want about that, personally i think it was scummy to go and accuse milo of being an animal abuser to poison the well in a thread that should have been talking about the topic at hand. and even so, i literally say here that continued discussion of pokiis behavior outside of being a terra mod is probably better somewhere else, i really wasnt even shitting on her specifically, in my responses on the previous asks i barely scrape past her

i really dont care to entertain the defense that “well um pokii was super nice to me shes like my best friend and i think ur just a hater because of stuff from a bajillion years ago,” i dont really know a lot nor care a lot about her specifically. all i know is that she was working along with bear in the thread as previously mentioned, and that ive heard RUMORS (which im not gonna substantiate here unless given proof because again, theyre rumors) of her being shitty. along with the fact i personally dont like her art but thats not really something against her as a person. whiteknights of anyone are mot welcome here

[scentedchildnacho]

The black man I think who told me ihop was too expensive and why I dont get a job.....i told him jobs are only for fellonies kids.....brown buffalo new york to his competition for mayor that her record of defamation of character is what his wealth supporters would involve themselves in doing to poverty ..punisher stalk them so none of these wokes may ask for any normal privilege

The green theory...if the family was felons the children have to go get fellonies....that cost of living is too mean and too not like we the people

We the people don't judge wealth groups peace and inaction directly to blame for punishers those jobs do

So the hope was to dismantle jobs and reinstitute go home and a gnp based off 9/11 community I only want skilled educated occasional teacher help not a lot of wallet grabbers that should be avoiding getting locked up

I did want to job under Obama but Obama was moral osama bin laden more then 9/11 was a horrifying abuser of his own poor Muslim populations and people who understand war as moral help

But if I wanted to job under Obama I wasn't forced too...people like Obama find me physically handicapped and stop battering people with slave driving idiots

I don't want to go out to eat unless I'm given my lesson....

The Spanish idea of the American revolution has caused a cost of living...would you want your er medic who is maybe moral they serve here so they don't seek education here completely and live elsewhere would you want them stressed out on that cost of living...some are moral they serve and don't take personal income

Most people live impoverished for health reasons they go to school here and they want to go to supportive cultures and their truly like nuns and monks and that creepy drunk rental job could have stressed out my anti sepsis and sanitation

I told him the people just walking by obtain things through woke Hollywood psychedelics companies.....all they do is go delusional and call you figments of their imagination

Their mean neglectful and rude because their really high all the time

I don't know how else to explain people who focus on saying nothing all the time they really focus on the most boring mean kid in high school characters and that's all they do

And that's its whole performance their really really high but can focus on saying meaningless nothing's

The woke virus is more interesting then that....but that's all they do they were child hood stars and they show off simple juvenile adjustments of pedophiles kids characters so the virus doesn't throw their thoughts into havoc mayhem and discord

Wab kinew is why I don't become a mafiaite about reliance and apathy on illegal labor....I think it is like east Germany if they ever in any way admitted their normal they go to genocide

Peace is the most insipid man it's here to research instead of accusations of browns international idea legislation of appropriate accountability

I want to go to housing.....and they are firm that they only want to shoot at me try to have me raped battered fucked with dikes at community meals so I don't much care about these populations history man wants to be the history man and none of it but a few pleas to me that it wants to extend its life

They could place full closures on it all and won't stop letting it all stalk around and I agree it's a dreadful Paris here and they live on top of each other and infested all around one another and you have to let them out sometimes

So there is no where for the homeless to go because early 60s revolution has to be implemented in deconstruction so they all decide that they need housing

They need their house pool for that party.....they need to stop blitz with deconstruction and go to housing

I also admitted to him as I view these people as unable to help themselves and I don't help people who don't disclose to me for publicity how they take care of themselves

I view them as people who do feel really guilty about what happened to poverty and go through their robotic specifications like sheep who can be led away later

The white influence largely treaties and symbiotes with a multicultural idea and if the multicultural idea does not ask me for taking care of I don't get involved in hegemony I'm not contracted to

I do need housing the southern Self idea here is nothing but a constant horror nightmare of incest wealth and yogi punishments......so I want to go to housing I don't want any southernism in my life ever again

She wanted to know the library hours so I said those people tried to kill me I don't completely know about you but I think it is little rules and if not those little rules they bother people

Their neo Nazis they will try to step on your head do all sorts of horrifying things

You have to blame the Methodist pastors next door it isn't Christianity itself the srimad bhagavatam writes about a narrow way to avoid these strange meaningless awful characters

The right wing claims they aren't responsible for illegal immigration and elie weisel....churches like it are directly involved in researching foreign jails to bring people here who want to mass murder us

The library comes from far away and that's how the security wanted to feel before it's executed....communist China probably will finally kill them but they asked for executionary privileges

The Methodist church next door directly trafficks dawn like characters from foreign jails....

David or aids I liked barak Obama I more ask for a meritocracy to stop extending life past normal activity

He asked me about breakfast at the compass station so i told him those are mentals help....the hopi prophecy....Canada does not feel mentals have a physicality.....those people are jail blind and they dont feed people their mentals help slave driving concentrators they just need their little fashion purses filled with drug money....they drug people to death thats all they do....

Its the war on drugs....they could do basic physical therapy like kitty hart moxom but there is no kill profit in doing the correct thing the states isn't by law profit motivated and those people always are creepy racists

They maybe do it because their also mentals they could be terrorists I don't really know but it looks like hygiene terrorism

Some of the women look starved enough to have survived.......clinical batteries......which is like severe non sensical verbal batteries jabberwocky or original sin jibberish and then really painful forced pills and bloodletting till they collapse and puke up food.....so some cannot do anything but what the drill sergeant says those the mentals they truly are disorganized catatonic paranoid schizophrenic.....they only know to follow job to stop introverted torture

So that's all they do is have to be a mental and you just tell them that's not actually how the job works and no and don't and they leave you alone if you don't hurt them the hygiene terrorists are scary rich kids with kill their high school needs to compensate their wealth scheming

History man gets to be the cleverest man the sociology so it's anything to make competition have to go to punishers through small mistakes in character instead of history man

USS kidd these huge arms for gunnery but small body their mentals to them to be caused strange invertebrate body parts to work to death in illegal labor not treat like someone and a human being

Zoos gonna go away and a ghastly lap to love too

I'm a rag doll and you can really light up around it and I just like salamander respond to stimuli

European union the Arab oil embargo created cultures around coal emissions....

Just km if that's more comfortable for you

[peachmuses]

he shrugs, " they're usually here for taiga anyways -- except for tatsu -- but even still, that's his brother so i tend to just hang out in my room or go out or something unless i'm directly involved. " he's an extrovert, but at the end of the day, it's still bothersome to see old friends come by for taiga and not him. not that he's about to spill any of those thoughts. " your friend sounds like they care a lot about you. " he gestures at the drink fridge, " that's the only one i'm really allowed into, unless it's for non-cookable foods. " his lips quirk, " well. no promises. disappearing is kind of my thing. and really, where would i be if i didn't break into buildings ? " he pushes a carrot around with his chopstick, before he's picking it up and eating it. " i can't say that i really -- get it ? but it's nice to read about and see what other people has had to say about it. i dunno -- i still think i'd die for love - but also i think that's stupid letting someone have that much control over yourself. "

he takes another bite, before he feels full, and he stands, going to set it in the fridge for later, and leans against the counter. " it's like -- i get attraction and lust, right. that makes sense to me. but also letting someone see other parts of me ? scary. i dunno how i feel about that. and then trusting them to not hurt me in the long run ? it's like -- " brows furrow, " if i look at it from that point of view -- then you can't hurt me because i don't allow you too. i've taken the decision out of your hands. hence why i never hook up with the same person twice. they hurt me as much as i allow them too and then i'm gone. choke me out. nearly kill me. whatever. i dont care. then leave them before they leave you mentality. they can't get tired of me or leave me behind or just lose interest in me if i never let it get any further than that. but actually knowing someone else and going through such lengths and all of that on the off chance that you don't get hurt, " he stares at the ceiling now, " it sounds nice, i think, would be nice. having that one person there, no matter what. " he shrugs, " but what do i know ? i have the emotional intelligence of a spoon, as tatsu so frequently likes to remind me. i did date him for a while - like a good two and a half months before he moved back to japan. and I get it, you know, chasing after someone else, but also i didnt like it - being left behind. i'm use to it, but i don't like it. or just being the second choice for someone. i dunno i'm jaded and bitter, in the grand scheme of things. my friends leave me behind. my family. I just don't see someone actually staying there for me. and i guess i don't share much about myself because i don't want people to leave me behind? either way, i am a fairly difficult person to get to know, and i just dont see someone seeing that i'm worth the effort and actually choosing to stay despite it, " again, a shrug, as he moves from kitchen to living room to plop himself onto beanbag, and vaguely gestures. " I think it does exist now, though, so that's gotta count for something. "

" trust me, i know. " but that's neither here nor there, so he drops it. shuuzou's suddenly rapid firing names of people that usually swing by and kazuya's barely following along as they're not anyone that means anything to him. " your house sounds like a circus, can't relate. " all things considered, he doesn't necessarily want to, either. " but okay, fine, i guess the leftovers make up for it. actually..... yo-yo and his family sorta treat me the same way. yo-yo's dedicated a mini fridge to me...? " a pause, head tilting towards the ceiling and he looks at nothing in particular. " so it did help, then? no more disappearing and breaking into libraries in the middle of the night? "

[thefanficmonster]

Begone

Streamer Gang & Asexual Reader (Gender Neutral)

Warnings: Acephobia, Swearing

Genre: Platonic Fluff, Comfort, RPF (Real Person Fic)

Summary: Having recently come out as asexual, Y/N faces some less than pleasant or appropriate responses in their chat during their stream with the gang. Luckily, they’re not alone in battling the haters this time.

Requested by the lovely Anon who told acephobes to begone, yeah you know who you are hehe. Thank you so much for the request darling! Let’s show these acehobes who they’re messing with! Love, Vy ❤

Boy is this nerve-wrecking or what? Sure, I maybe woke up with a ton of confidence, I listened to motivational and uplifting talks and listened to mood boosting music. I had a healthy breakfast and a cup of coffee. Damn it, I went on a run, all in an attempt to convince myself that dealing with the online world again is but a piece of cake for a badass like me. Well, low and behold, that feeling didn’t last very long. Here I am, chewing my nails off at the though of hopping in the Discord call and Among Us lobby with my friends and starting my stream. It’s not like I’m not expecting my friends and fans to support me - of course I am! I know they’re gonna give me a ton of love and appreciation and support and uplift me no matter what. But then again, there’s still those people who believe me and other people like me to be invalid and broken and whatnot.

Those are the ones I wanna avoid. 

It’s not like their words mean much to me but I simply don’t wanna see em, you know? It’s not only about me - it’s least about me actually - it’s more about all those wonderful people they are insulting when they say shit like that about asexuals and all the people on the ace spectrum. I can’t help but flare up and get angry on the behalf of all my ace friends and even people I’ve never met.

It’s also my first time being directly thrown into the fire instead of getting caught in the crossfire seeing as how I came out to my fandom via a tweet and an Instagram post a week ago, telling my identity’s truth: finally bringing my asexuality to the surface to shine its brightest so I can be be my best and reach for my full potential.

But damn am I afraid to see how everyone took it. 

My friends were quick to jump in and take me offline before I start refreshing my own posts to see the comments under them. Lord knows that without them I would’ve driven myself insane, I’ll forever be grateful for what they did and the lengths they went to to keep me offline and whatnot. One word to give you an idea of how invested they were in this: origami. All of us might as well have been born with two left hands and yet we still tried doing origami. Freaking origami.

Damn do I love my friends.

But now I don’t have sheets of paper and my friends to distract me. I have a fanbase to entertain and another friend group I haven’t talked to in a while. I don’t wanna get any predictions in already so I don’t jinx myself, so I’m just gonna say it’s gonna be...interesting regardless of what happens.

Then again, when is it not interesting when the streamer gang’s involved.

Deep breaths, Y/N. You got this

Listening to that encouraging little voice inside my head, I finally equip my headphones and in one fluid motion turn my camera on, officially starting my stream and unmuting my mic as I hop in the call with everyone.

“Hi guys! Guess who’s returned!“ I exclaim cheerfully, desperate to hide the nervousness of my voice.

“You really missed your opportunity to say ‘guess who’s back...back again’ didn’t you?“ Charlie is the one who greets me first, sounding rather disappointed in me in his usual jokester manner. It’s nice to hear, it makes me feel like nothing’s changed in the week I’ve been gone. Like I’m still the same person to these people. I really am the same, I just now am a lot better version of myself. Almost as though I’ve reached my final form. It feels empowering really. “I’m kidding, I’m kidding.” Charlie laughs again, “Congrats, by the way. You keep proving you can get cooler and cooler.“

“Careful there Charlie, I can only handle so large of an ego.“ I joke back, rolling my eyes playfully as a wide grin spreads across my face, “No, but seriously, thank you so much, man. It means the world to me that you support me.“

“Um, how could we NOT?“ That’s very clearly Rae, “Hun, you are so brave and amazing and wonderful, how could we ever NOT support you?“

“Yeah, we’ll always support you no matter what, Y/N. We’ll always be your friends, through thick, thin and beyond.“ Poki too interferes, her words only making my smile wider.

“Alright, alright, y’all are gonna make me cry and I haven’t even read my chat yet, hold on.“ I say, fanning my face to dry the tears I hope the webcam isn’t spotting, “Darn, you guys are the best. Sorry, give me a sec to gather my composure, I’ll be right back.“

I quickly mute my in-game mic as I turn to my chat where I see the same amount of love and support in the form of comments and emojis flooding in from my viewers. A warm feeling spreads throughout my chest, making me feel the most comfortable with myself I’ve ever felt. The most loved I’ve ever felt. The most seen and understood. To finally be you feels like you are finally really living in this world, not like you’ve been already living in it for God knows how long. It makes me so freaking happy and fulfilled to finally be living as me, as the real me.

Unfortunately, in life, nothing can be 100% pure and good. There’s always at least 1% there threatening to ruin all your happiness you worked so hard to build or obtain. It may be one in a hundred, but fuck it’s powerful and effective.

And in my case it comes in the form of two comments that stick out to my eyes. Acephobic comments saying my identity’s fake, claiming I’m faking it, saying us acephobes are immature creatures who refuse to grow up, or attention whores. Or just saying we’re delusional and in denial, confused about who we are.

I hadn’t even realized I was clenching my jaw and fists but when I do, I slowly relax my muscles and crack my knuckles before addressing the two people who spat out that nonsense.

“Ok, listen here, shooterpro69 and yourmom_lol. For starters, I want to apologize for your ignorance and lack of education on the matter of asexuality. In fact, for you especially, I plan on making an educational video, explaining asexuality to people who need or want to learn more. You, my friends, are in desperate need to be fed some knowledge cause damn, God knows how many people secretly think you’re hella stupid. Not that they’re wrong to think so but anyway. Unless you have anything nice or positive to say, begone from my chat. Actually, when I think about it, begone from every chat. No one needs you polluting their communities with acephobia and hate.“ I say, all spoken in a calm tone despite the boiling anger within me. People who know me well would probably be able to tell I’m fuming underneath the calm façade, but at least I got my message across loud and clear.

“WOO HOO, You tell em Y/N!“ Toast cheers, clapping his hands and whistling as more cheering arises from each my friends, leaving me in a state of mild shock and confusion.

Wait, what?!

“Um, wait, you guys heard that?“ I ask, my eyes darting to thein-game mic symbol that shows an not crossed-off mic, meaning it was enabled during the entirety of my speech.

“Hell yeah we did! You slayed them, Y/N! Damn goddamn!“ Rae whistles too, her enthusiasm wafting over me like a breath of fresh air.

“I second that!“ Corpse joins in, “And remember what we said - we’ll support you through anything. Need to bury an acephobe’s body, we’re the people you should call.” He says, confident as heck.

And I just can’t hold it in anymore - I burst out laughing, doubling over from the intensity.

If I thought I was happy and fulfilled before, this has to be the closest to paradise I’m gonna get on Earth.  All thanks to these wonderful people. Friends are really something else aren’t they: they come into your life - often unexpectedly - and change it completely. Suddenly you’re not alone, you’re not forced to deal with everything and face everything on your own. Someone’s got your back and you’ve got theirs.

Through thick, thin and beyond.

And it’s so fucking amazing.

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[androgynousblackbox]

I've seen a lot of discourse pop up on my feed all of a sudden condemning proshippers who lewd characters voiced by minors because its "involving actual minors". I definitely get the concern, but like- one, it's just a voice? Two- some of the ages of the actors aren't confirmed (and imo its kind of creepier to go out of your way to find out if a VA is of age just so you can lewd their voice (yes ik how ridiculous that sounds)). I'd get the concern if this was lewding live action characters played by minors, but its just a voice?? These people are also into content w underage so do they just imagine all their characters have the voices of fully grown adults? If canon voices come out and the characters are voiced by minors what will they do then?

Sorry, idk why i care so much (i havent even seen the movie in question and i don't even WANT to lewd those characters nor do i actually like that content (its not to my taste)) but one person replied with "so dont make proship content of them" which??? Kinda feels like we're being a bit pick and choose w what proship allows now. I get being uncomfortable w it (im not exactly all for it myself) but calling other proshippers creeps and wrong for it? It's the pot calling the kettle black a bit don't you think? (I was curious as to your opinion on this cause whilst I see their point it doesn't seem 100% fair to me either)

"Pro ship content" somehow has turned lately into "problematic content", which was never the actual point. Like people, most especially antis, REALLY want to get out of their way to make it seem like "pro ship" = problematic = pedophile content. They have always done this but lately it has become more like a matter of fact that the two terms are directly linked like that, when in reality... most people are pro ship already (as in, tell them that someone is being harassed for fanfiction and they will react with shock and disgust) and most people are also vanilla as fuck on their consumption. About the thing with voices, like, unless someone is getting out of their way to cut lines of actual dialogue from the show to make porn animation then there is really nothing involving the irl minors? People are going to be making fanart or fanfictions of the characters so, like, if the issue is the voice, then there is no real issue since nobody will be actually using their voices. Someone might have them on their minds while writing dialogue, but that is not the same and how would you even know that? The examples of people using the canon voices I have seen is just memes, shitposting or gen fanworks. Now, if someone was doing what I just said above? No, thank you. I don't like that. Just no. I don't want to get involved on any of that. I also do agree with you that there is something creepy about going out of your way to investigate the VA just to have an excuse to yell at people for lewding the character or see if you are "allowed" to lewd them at all. I can see someone going so far as to harass staff for that purpose alone and like... there's also an option to just leave it alone already?

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Brothers anon, it makes me really happy and comforts me that you enjoy reading what I submit. It makes me really happy to write all of this and finally be able to tell someone my ideas. Thank you so much.

At first he kept trying to deny the father figure role, but when one night Jackie had a nightmare and came to him and ended up calling him dad, he stopped denying it and accepted it. And once he accepted it he did basically adopt all of them. Jackie and Grievous are literally chaos incarnate most days. They regularly love to prank the contestants and just act insane. Ran and Jackie just kind of hang around eachother, like Ran could be reading and Jackie training and they'd enjoy eachothers company. They do sometimes nap next to eachother, or play card games (which is a rare instance where Ran gets (playfully) rilled up and competitive). Grievous and Ran bonding sadly gets interrupted when Ranbob suddenly drops in, but before that Grievous would try to talk to Ran about what book he's reading and just try to make conversation with him.

Oh the height difference definitely remains. And its both terrifying and hailours to new people. It's even better when it's a 2v2 fight because Jackie has a habit of just climbing Ran like a monkey gym and sitting on his shoulders and its terrifying.

Well, since the drinking age is 3, I personally think the age limit is like 14 or something close. I believe I made their ages as Ran is 19 (almost 20. Maybe 4 months away), Jackie is 16, Watson is 30 something, Grievous is 22, and Ranbob is 28 (Ran is younger than his brother by 9 years) I have written down all their ages somewhere (and the ages where the events of Mizu took place) and if I got any wrong I will submit another ask with their ages. The other gladiators have managed to keep good relationships with most of eachother. A few like Grievous and Genevieve are close, Edward, Levi, and Watson are drinking buddies. Lagguis sadly isn't as involved cause he is sick and can't vist often at all. (I think I got everyone. Tell me if I missed anyone please, I cant check cause whenever I exit tumblr, tumblr deletes everything in my ask :') )

I dont have many rules for the Pit rn but I do have, no injuries that could cause long term or chronic damage, no sabotaging opponents, no teaming unless its a team round, no blackmail or anything of the sort to force an opponent to forfeit, and in order for a battle to end due to forfeit both sides must agree to it. But the Pit in general is a lot of things, there's fights for money, fame, and positions (like general). There's tournaments meant for nothing other than to show skill and just to fight your heart out. It's open to anyone above 14 and anyone under 80, to people from Subbin to those just passing through.

And there are different battles in the Pit, theres singles, the ones we saw in the Tales of the SMP episode. Teams, where teams of 2 battles against eachother. Free-for-all, where literally everyone fights against eachother. And Ion battles, battles where there are super powered weapons (like flame 2 iron sword. Or strength 3 potions) that spawn in the area at random. Typically Ran and Watson work best toghere, as their strategists and plan everything with back up plans, and they always call out warnings and watch eachothers back so its incredibly hard to actually hit them. And Jackie and Grievous work best toghere, with the two going insane and often taking people by surprise with their unmeasure and randomized movements and attacks.

At the start Ranbob was completely under Dreams thrall, not being able to really think for himself and even foregoing self care. When Ranbob starts to become himself again the fishermen are more than confused and hesitant, with Cletus especially stating multiple times that it may just be a trick. So it takes a while but Isaac actually is the one to suggest maybe it isn't a trick, and has to do with the mask that was found. This is later confirmed when the mask is brought to the group and Ranbob has a massive negative reaction that sets him back to how he was when they first met him.

Im honestly not sure yet, I think I want it to be a 'lets never go back' type thing but im not positive yet.

I dont have a solid backstory for the fishermen, but I know I want a little bit of it to tie to the story. Do you have any ideas for their backstory or nah? I do know I want them to have met eachother while they where in unfortunate situations and because of those they got family level close.

Ranbob doesn't take the little space well at first; staying outside when able too, even though that really upset Benjamin; and Ranbob has no idea how the outside works and has no idea how to read the weather or what he can and cant eat, but hey the enderman boi is trying his best to make up for everything he's done. And trying to build his own house to not impose on the fishermen (much like Ranboo did with Techno), but Benjamin wouldn't accept that and kept dragging him inside. It wasn't that hard for Benjamin, Isaac, and Charles to get used to Ranbob, already being used to sharing a small house, it was more Cletus with him refusing to leave Ranbob alone even for a second because he doesn't trust Ranbob at all.

The two groups actually get along surprisingly well! They like eachother and Watson once said, "It was like a family reunion. Or like long lost siblings finally found their way home."

I am once again not sure! Originally I planned for them to stay in Subbin and in the Pit. But the more I think about it the more boring that is and more I like the idea of the groups traveling toghere in the world.

I like this question! So enderman travel in groups called hauntings right? I personally headcanon the enderman in this group are basically family, biological or not. And ever since Ran and Ranbob lost their family they lost their haunting, which can be mentally damaging to a enderman. Once Ran found Waston, Jackie, and Grievous and started hanging around them more, he started feeling a connection ot them he hasn't felt on a long time. He's claimed them, as his haunting, his family. And he'll defend them with his life against anyone and anything. And then suddenly Ranbob came in, a enderman that should be part of his haunting but isn't, a enderman that killed his previous haunting. So Ran is incredibly defensive over his group, and is trying his best to keep Ranbob as far from his haunting as possible, to protect them.

Now Ranbob also got a haunting, his being Charles, Isaac, Benjamin, and even Cletus. So Ranbob is also defensive over his family. But unlike Ran, Ranbob still considers his brother as part of his haunting, his family (and yes, Ranbob did think Ran was dead when he first chased him out years ago, so he's shocked and relieved that his baby brother is still alive). And he sees how his family gets along so well with Rans family and then starts to even consider Rans haunting part of Ranbob's. Basically Ranbob has a big heart and is willing to accept almost anyone into his family, no matter what they've done.

Yep, the reason Porkius is so interested in Ran is because he's an enderman hybrid. And no one else is a hybrid expect for the two brothers (and Porkius, with him being a piglin hybrid).

Porkius is excited! He's excited to see what happens and is more than happy to agree to help as long as he is kept in the loop. Though unless he's directly asked to be involved he prefers watching from a distance at whats happening. Just so he doesn't get mauled by a pissed off enderman.

Sorry for any spelling mistakes (its late) and its so long! Im probably going to try to shorten them.

I’m glad you’re happy, it’s a nice thing to feel. Your ideas are really cool, and I hope I’ll get to see more of them in the future.

Now, can I simply say how adorable so much of this is? Jackie going to Watson when he had a nightmare, the Rans being protective of their groups, Jackie climbing Ran? I love that, it’s very heartwarming and cute, and it made me smile.

So Watson wasn’t really sure what to do with his new title at first, hm? And then Jackie called him dad? How’d he feel about that? How’d Jackie feel about the slip? Or did he even notice? He’s parenting them all, he’s gonna have a dad voice and everything. How do the adopted ones feel about him embracing it?

Jackie and Grievous, two people to truly fear when they wish to cause havoc. Tremble before them. Do they prank people, or do they just become absolute madmen on the battlefield? Or something else. Honestly, anything with these two just instantly makes me amused. 

Jackie and Ran being chill buddies. very nice. Ran getting competitive over card games is a funny thought. Does he win often? Does Jackie? What kind of card games do they play?

Rather sad Ran and Grievous bonding is interrupted, but it’s nice to hear Grievous trying it. Hopefully they’ll get there someday. 

Oh my god, it’s the height difference. Jackie getting on Ran’s shoulder sounds absolutely terrifying. Imagine being some poor new guy pitted against these gremlins and the short ones climbs on the tall ones shoulder-both look absolutely gleeful with the destruction they’re about to wreak, and you already know you cannot outrun them. 

Jackie...Jackie...he’s da youngest. He’s small, and young, and you have no idea how much I’m laughing at this. I don’t even know why, it’s just really, really funny to me. Probably something to do with what a complete force of chaos we all know this boy is. Oddly fitting, but hilarious. How does Jackie feel about this? 

How do the others? Are they a bit more protective over him? Does Ran like to flaunt his three years more over him? 

Grievous and Genevieve are buddies! Very nice, they seem to have a good dynamic. Watson, Edward, and Levi also being close? Very interesting, has a lot of potential. I bet they share a lot of funny stories.

So we’ve established the basics of The Pit. Doesn’t seem too bad, for a fighting arena, to be honest. Seems pretty popular, actually. Do the gladiators live there? In the palace? Or do they just have a house somewhere nearby? What kind of establishments and areas are around? Food places, stores? 

So Ran and Watson are the scariest team because of their strategy, and Jackie and Grievous are the scariest team because of their randomness? It checks out. I’m curious though, how do the other combinations work out?

Ranbob sounds like he has a less than fun time here, and the poor guy could really use some closure. What’s he like, free from the influence of the mask? He seems pretty close to Benjamin, so at least he’s got that going for him. Though he and Cletus don’t seem to have the strongest bond at first. How is that resolved?

And how does Ran feel about his brother’s new haunting, after everything? I imagine that he’s at least a little bit unhappy with it, for one reason or another-and there’s quite a few reasons for him to pick from.

How did that house-building attempt go, between Ran never being above water, and probably never building a house before? I can’t imagine too well.

Some ideas for backstory, well, hm. Isaac seemed dressed a bit fancier than the others, perhaps he comes from a richer family than the others? That’s about all I’ve got for now, sorry. 

It’s nice to hear they got along, who clicks the easiest?

Possible road trip? Always fun.

So, the enderman hybrids have adopted their respective groups as their hauntings. You’ve mentioned Ranbob’s pretty cool with this, how does Ran feel? Obviously, he’s less than pleased with Ranbob, but what about the fishermen? Protective Ran and Ranbob! How protective exactly? Is it subtle, or overbearing at times? Actually, how do their instincts lead to them interacting with their groups overall?

Porkius must not see Ender hybrids too often, if he’s so interested in them. It’s nice that he’s willing to help out though, and his concern is valid. I wouldn’t want an angry enderman hybrid after me either. 

Are hybrids not overly common, then, if there’s only Ran, Ranbob, and Porkius around currently, or are they just not mentioned a lot?

Thanks for the ask, a lot of it made me smile. I enjoyed reading it, and I hope you’ll be willing to send more when you have the time.