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thoughts on jamess parents reggies parents and averys parents?

i love effie and monty so so so much i personally do hc effie as a slytherin smth about the potter men always going for one he he and monty …

i think about monty the most, i’ve mentioned this before but he reminds me so much of the dad in call me by your name, especially his view on the world and life on that last monologue, especially in this part

“We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to make yourself feel nothing so as not to feel anything — what a waste!”

monty who just always wore his heart on his sleeve, who was so curious and hungry for love, i personally think of him who always fell for the person first and looks were just a secondary thing, if i’m honest i’ve never thought about him as straight.

i also see him as someone who worries greatly about being a good parent but mainly human and genuine example of a person to james. that he cares so much about james understanding he can be flawed and that’s okay too and that he never wants to put any pressure in anyway yet he struggles to give himself the same kind of kindness.

i sometimes think i see myself more in monty than i do in james but oh well, that’s a different conversation.

as for the blacks i rarely think about orion and when i think about walburga i think about this post by @del-stars when it comes to black family takes she’s my go-to source every time. particularly her thoughts on walburga i will eat up are just yum yum

and sorry to redirect you once more, but all my thoughts about the averys come directly from @futurequibblerjournalist so definitely check out his tags for them !!!

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Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters

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the unbearable lightness of being, philip kaufman 1988 / henri de toulouse-lautrec/ peter wever / egon schiele

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Marian Engel, from Notebooks: “Ah, Mon Cahier, čoute”

Text ID: I fade into dreams.

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You can and will get through this. Love xxxx

thank you for the lovely support

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lo siento, esta es terible

espanol no es mi lingua, perdon, pero necesitas el amor ahora misma

gracias de todos modos por el esfuerzo y tus palabras 🤍

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Oh, my god. That is so tragic. This time will be tough, but everyone is wishing you the best.

thank you very much 🤍 today was actually my grandma’s bday so i’m happy she got her best friend back and they got to party today all day in heaven

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They are in a better place now. <3 May they rest.

thank you!! she is!! it was a lovely aunt, my grandma’s best friend

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thoughts and prayers for you and yours in these times

thank you!!! for better or for worse it was something we were expecting a bit?

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thank you!! I hope my text was not seeming rude, english is hard for me

no no it was a valid question i answered it genuinely too

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omg I'm so sorry for your loss!!

thank u dear anon 🤍

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being compared to a character is mean? idk if it is a language thing (my first language is cantonese) but I think I missing something? or is it me?

it will depend on the character, but not the inherent act of being compared to a character is not mean

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"Never be mean!!!!"

"Oh except for me, I get to say and do whatever callous shit"

yes. it’s my blog. u finally got the point.

if u come to my house and be disrespectful i will feel free to react as i see fit and if you don’t like it you can fuck off

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I hope you and your family can emotionally recover soon </3 Im so sorry

thank you so much for ur condolences, really 🤍

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omg Im so sorry for your loss!!!! thats so awful!!

thank you, i do appreciate the kind words <3