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any gender fluid mutuals where are u i need to talk to u

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— Call me by your name and I'll call you by mine.

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hi hi hi for the ask game i would love a moodboard for Big Brown Eyes by Lola Young <33

amazing song, i added to my plist and i can't even begin to how much i thank you for putting me on her euge

song or character moodboard game

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god im down so so so bad

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a whole bunch of gazan mutual aid projects and nonprofits. if the decision of which individual fundraiser to give to feels too daunting, or if you just want to help as many people as possible in one go, these are great initiatives to support.

care for gaza - focuses on providing food and essential supplies. donate here or here.

connecting humanity - securing internet access via donations of virtual sim cards (esims). if you can't afford a whole plan yourself, crips for esims is a communal pool that will use your donation to purchase and maintain esims

gaza soup kitchen - provides food, medical care, and classes for children. also has a gofundme

glia gaza medical support initiative - provides medical care through field clinics and tents at hospitals. donations can also be sent through their website.

ele elna elak - provides clean water, food, clothing, and shelter. they also have a gofundme

life for gaza - raising money for the gaza municipality to repair water and waste management infrastructure

taawon - partners with local civil organizations to provide food, water, medical care, shelter, and basic supplies

the sameer project - running various initiatives providing tents, medical care, and necessities. they have their own encampment project focused on sheltering families with children, sick and disabled members, or members in need of perinatal care

islamic relief worldwide's gaza emergency appeal - provides food, water, hygiene kits, medical supplies, and psychological support

baitulmaal - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, shelter, and medical supplies

gaza mutual aid fund - distributes food, hygiene products, water, and other essential supplies, including financial support. run by @/el-shab-hussein's amazing friend Mona. updates can be found on her instagram.

hygiene kits for gaza - provides hygiene supplies including menstrual products, wipes, and toothbrushes/toothpaste

anera - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, hygiene supplies, medicine, blankets and mattresses, and psychological care

palestine children's relief fund - provides supplies and support with a focus on children. also has an initiative for lebanon

dahnoun mutual aid - provides water, food, tents, baby supplies, financial support, and other necessities. updates can be found through their instagram

certainly this is not an exhaustive list, so please feel free to add on other projects or organizations that i didn't include. and as always, please take the time to donate if you can and share. it truly makes all the difference.

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Ginkgo chair by Claude Lalanne

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james who loves to gently kiss regulus shoulders after sex and regulus who falls asleep by the third kiss

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god im down so so so bad

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Blendon Reed Campbell

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details in my writing that i borrow or steal or repeat from other things i have written in the past maybe even entire similes are not lazy writing actually or unoriginality it is actually me establishing the cinematic universe of all my work its an easter egg a callback a homage, i am an auteur,

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james listening to the playlist he knows regulus plays when he drives because he likes to think maybe they’re listening to the same song at the same time without knowing

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and i oop- @ecstarry

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okay okay i have accepted that i spend a lot of time on discord and typing is just easier for me and i already sometimes text friends things i have to do so i can remember and this week i was like omfg what me and my adhd need is a personal server that i can use kinda like notion??

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now I am in desperate need of some absolutely filthy filthy fleamont x barty content pretty please 🙏

you and me both.

okay under the cut is the idea i had? it’s mostly contextual sorry but i’ll get to the filth eventually 😓 (the nsfw starts in the third paragraph, if you want to jump ahead 0_0)

pics from a board i’ve made for them:

my barty playlist too (from like two years ago) because it fits

there’s no magic and no hogwarts in this universe. barty’s looking for a summer job and gets one house sitting for the potters who live in the nice big house out of town. only when he gets, he finds out there’s been a change of plan. mr potter (a historical researcher) has made some new discoveries and wants to stay home to study them, but he insists mrs potter and their son still go for their trip. he also insists barty still stay at the house so he’s not missing out on the job and earning money. and “maybe you can help me out :) with my research :)” so mrs potter and james depart, leaving behind fleamont and barty

at first barty is mostly left to his own devices, for a few days it’s almost like there isn’t another person in the house at all. sometimes they float around each other in the kitchen, but they make their own meals and rarely eat at the same time. their rooms are on different ends of the house. barty spends a lot of time outside reading & smoking, fleamont spends a lot of time in his study. until one day fleamont finds him out in the garden and asks barty for some help with his computer. barty agrees and they go inside together. fleamont shows barty he needs to move some files and insists barty take a seat in his desk chair when barty hesitates. and then for the next several minutes fleamont’s leaning intimately over barty’s shoulder as he moves the files. barty’s starting to feel tense about it, wanting to get the task done before he starts thinking about things he knows he shouldn’t. he finally finishes and moves around fleamont to stand up only now fleamont wants to show him something from his research and fleamont sits down and he’s opening the file and barty can’t just leave now because that would be impolite, and anyway he has daddy issues and this man seemingly wants to spend time with him when barty’s own father never has, so he peers over fleamont’s shoulder and lets him show off his academic findings.

barty listens to him talk, meanwhile he's getting hard in his shorts because he's so close to fleamont and he can smell his aftershave and the lingering smell of old pages of books and coffee. just as he's coming up with an excuse to leave the room, fleamont turns his chair to face barty directly. stood in front of him like that, barty feels exposed and suddenly can't hide his hard-on. he mumbles something appreciative of fleamont showing him the scanned images of the old artefacts on his computer and then makes his way to the door as quickly as he can. he goes to his bathroom, jerks off, tells himself he doesn't care that his exit from fleamont's study might be suspicious. with any luck fleamont didn't actually see barty’s erection, but of course, he did notice, and that becomes increasingly clear over the next few days when fleamont makes more excuses for them to be in the same room together for longer and longer periods of time. (like, they should start having their meals together.) barty struggles to say no to any of it because he likes being around fleamont, even if he feels constantly like his attraction to him is going to be fleamont's next discovery. and anyway, he's still dependent on the income he's getting. so he feigns innocence and politeness, but that only seems to push fleamont more.

for a few days nothing technically happens, not beyond barty getting off in his bedroom or bathroom to the thought of fleamont, but one night, after almost a well, fleamont invited barty to sit with him for a drink. they're outside, surrounded by the dark night with the warm breeze preventing them from getting cold. barty lets himself relax, enjoy the drink(s) fleamont is offering until he's tipsy and leaning forwards, closer to fleamont who tells him about old british myths. they're faces are close, fleamont slows down talking, barty's never wanted anything more than to kiss him, and so he does. fleamont laughs against his lips and barty feels humiliated, but then fleamont starts to kiss him back, setting his glass on the table and cupping barty's neck and deepening the kiss until barty practically wants to climb into fleamont's lap. the protruding armrests of their outdoor chairs is probably the only thing stopping it from happening. they keep kissing until barty's mouth hurts and his chest is straining from the lack of oxygen. he pulls back and fleamont looks unaffected in contrast, simply giving barty an intrigued smile. everything about his expression implies he'd been waiting for barty to do that, and that he wants more too. barty has enough sense to ask about his wife, to which he replies "what about her? :)" and then he leans forward to kiss barty again, mumbling against his lips, "want to go inside?"

barty's in no position to say no. fleamont leads him to his bedroom with a hand low on barty's back, up the stairs and along the corridor. barty's aching in his pants now, and he's relieved it's dark in the house and that fleamont doesn't move to turn the lights on, instead he sits on the end of his bed and pulls barty towards him. it's a reflection of when fleamont had been sat in his desk chair in front of barty, and this time fleamont puts his palm on barty's crotch and feels him out enough to make barty's head spin as he makes a desperate noise. fleamont asks him if he's going to be a good boy for him. barty keens. they have good, sweet sex together and barty will never forget that first night even when what they have turns into many nights, and many days, in many places in the house that's all for them for another 2 weeks

as for kinks i think their relationship takes a bit of a barty misbehaves -> fleamont punishes him -> barty gets turned on -> they have sex turn. for example, barty helps himself to something expensive in the potter home and fleamont catches him, wants to demonstrate to barty that he can’t do that…shoutout to this pic from pinterest for inspiring me:

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