#when I was six
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
me, lounging around on my time off, looking through mobility aid options and wondering if I really need any of this or if im making it all up in my head
the heel of my right foot, which I’ve had propped up on pillows for half of the day, suddenly throbbing in pain for no good reason out of nowhere
:/
#having to remind myself none of this is “coming out of nowhere#having to remember the breakdowns when I first started working because I couldn’t handle the constant standing#and capitalism doesn’t like sitting cashiers#18 and in pain#reminding myself of what physical education in school was like for my body#elementary school and I struggled! i once tripped and gashed my eyebrow open on the pavement#when I was six#probably because my body ain’t work right!#was I in pain?#am I overlaying my memories with pain from the present? am I remembering that far back correctly?#or am I remembering having pain from stretches as far back as first grade?#maybe I should just get a cane#disability thoughts ?#im not diagnosed with anything so idk if that’s the right tag
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
#i’ve been thinking abt that cringe post#i think the latent feelings behind ‘cringe’ are shame and sometimes envy/bitterness#same vibes as when six year olds say ‘those toys are for babies’ if they’ve been shamed for their age by older kids#anyway. i think part of the healing process is realizing that shame puts you at war with yourself bc part of yourself is a social being!#and that part of you wants community and acceptance (maybe love). shame is the absence of acceptance#unlearning shame means learning self-love and gaining the confidence to find your people#jerma#cw jerma#(someone asked me to tag lol)
57K notes
·
View notes
Text
my mom loves to lie and like she always swears she was NEVER homophobic or anything to me as a child “i even have a gay work friend” but a really funny memory resurfaced recently where i asked if i could use birthday money i had to buy a rainbow flag when i was like ??? 7?? because i LOVED rainbows. and she said no that means something Evil and god will hate you . so what did i do. but ask my grandmom for a rainbow sweater for christmas and proceed to only wear that sweater for three years when it got cold because i didnt like the idea that god hated colors and i wanted to challenge him
#id also stare really hard at the sky when i wore it because i wanted to see if he would#acrually strike me with lightning because i thought it would be a cool way to fie#die*** <- and no i didnt realize rainbow = gay for another SIX YEARS#that was AFTER years of g#‘google images girls kissing’#scratchpost#txt
72K notes
·
View notes
Text
(part 1)
(short comic) (you can otherwise search 'spy x pta' on my profile)
MY GOODNESS. it's been a hot minute since i posted the first part and i guess i just couldn't SHUT UP because this is FOURTEEN PAGES LONG. FOURTEEN. you can even see some pages where the linework is slightly different because i drew it like 6-ish weeks ago, that's how long this has been cooking. drawing in general has been hard lately because of time constraints, BUT i am so happy i finished this. this is like my fav project even tho it isnt as popular, but who cares!!!!! POPULAR IN MY HEART
#also another six of crows reference because Obviously#loid “i must mold myself to please everyone” forger meets yor “as long as my family accepts me im happy” forger#mrs delaire you can choke on a rock#i hate her (i literally wrote her)#im so happy with so many parts of this comic but its so freaking long LMAO so i wont list all the parts i like#to the people who r enjoying this thank you for the love :')#its nice to see when people like smth that i have put time into :D#spy x family#my art#loid forger#sxf#yor forger#twiyor#spy x pta
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
trying to finish up some older stuff before the new year (and also subject everyone to more endless Meleanor forever)
have a good one, guys! ❄️
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#here's to another year of episode 7! 🥂#going back to kinda the same vein as the crewel i did a while back#every few weeks i would run across this again in my sketch file#and be like 'oh i should finish this'#six months later...#l-look i did finish her eventually okay#honestly i think when i get mad at my art i just end up doing shit like this#it's cathartic#literally the hardest part is not overdoing it#sometimes you just gotta be like nope it's done. it really doesn't need anything else.#'but maybe just another line here to...' NO. IT'S DONE.#'but surely it needs more than just...' IT'S. 👏 DONE. 👏#do not overbake the meleanor
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
(Not) an approved use of the Power Of Friendship
#lego monkie kid#lmk#qi xiaotian#sun wukong#mk#six eared macaque#liu'er mihou#monkey king#shadowpeach#monkie kid#monkey trio#stonefruit trio#for when mac inevitably gets fully adopted into the squad and becomes the token introvert#faced on all sides with excited golden-retriever energy. Pray for him#seriously if he and swk ever actually reconciliate it's gonna be SO funny#brace for AFFECTION#plz let them cuddle. cuddle pile#plz i need it#have you SEEN how much monkeys will climb over and sit atop one another???#oh lawd i forgot when i was drawing this that sun wukong is canonically made of stone#imagine getting (lovingly!) tackled by that#celestial monkeys here to remind you that the 'celestial' part is completely dominated by the 'monkey' bit#could monkey king get hit with a case of the sniffles just from horsing around in the rain? probly not.#do i CARE? definitely not#rainy day shenanigans#*inflicts northwest autumn experience upon my faves*#excuse me i meant Fall because it does make you fall right down#its flu season everybody go get ur shots#brought to you by my headcanon that macaque actually likes rainfall#and he definitely likes snowfall
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
what chaos does to a monke. season 6 macache dies. I mean what. who said that
#lmk#lego monkie kid#want to put blood but too lazy. I'm always lazy when was I ever not#lmk sun wukong#lmk six eared macaque#shadowpeach#hell yeah it is#my art#lmk shadowpeach#lmk macaque#lmk fanart#cw character death#lego monkie kid fanart#cw angst#<- I guess. If you filter that out
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Sparring match
#me when i post again after like six months#cotl#are they flirting or fighting🤔#narilambsavemenarilamb#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cult of the lamb
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
They deserve to have fun ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔっ✨
#manifesting the happiness the League deserves#it's truly messed up we never got an OVA of them having a good time#no beach episode or nothin#the world is cruel#so I will make it myself#I thought about this when we went to Six Flags this year and my friends and I went hog on the teacups#I just know Dabi and Twice would crank that cup so fast#everyone else is watching from the sidelines because they know better#Tomura definitely threw up after this#I was going to draw a bunch of other people in the other cups but i got lazy sorry#anyways enjoy the meal#my art#bnha#mha#my hero academia#bnha fanart#shigaraki tomura#shiggy#tenko shimura#Dabi#touya todoroki#toga himiko#twice mha#Twice#league of villains#lov
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
based on my experience of getting kicked out of every casino on the strip while having arcade follow me around like a child forced to watch their parent go bankrupt
#i know his dad died when he was a kid i just didnt feel like rewording this#also was gonna draw my oc but just decided to draw generic courier bc.. idk#feels weird posting so much here i must stay unknowable#but felt like tumblr nv fans might appreciate this#also everytime i lost caps i would punch arcade in the face out of anger#sorry mr gannon#fallout new vegas#courier six#arcade gannon#fnv#my art
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
He communicated through mental text.
#She'd see that and say would.#Back to that time with the Steven Wyrm theory#Many of the Steven Wyrm fan designs were so cute because instead of just two stubby legs He got SIX stubby legs 🥺💕#Man this was relatively old but I did practically rescribbled everything when I was just suppose to resize some parts#Because I'm on a waiting line and the queue was longgggg ;-;#My old scribbles looks so much more awkward lol At least I didn't post all of it.#connverse#connie maheswaran#steven quartz universe#steven universe#monster!Steven#su#my shiz#skedoobles#monster Steven#monster boyfriend 🥺#SUF#Steven Universe Future#my comic#SU comic#comic#SU future
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
this came to me about 0.2 seconds after the stream ended
#veero rambles#friends and foes may i present to you#the ultimate wife guys#the gasp i gasped when witnessing both of these#you understand#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo#annabeth chase#percabeth#epic the musical#odysseus#odysseus epic#penelope epic the musical#odypen#vengeance saga#house of hades#heroes of olympus#odysseus and penelope#six hundred strike
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
the way that one line from the new epilogue in an astarion romance is going to HAUNT me
just. what a profoundly intense thing to confess to someone.
like, just these six months of newfound happiness with you exerts a force on his heart equal and in direct opposition to two centuries of endless torment, the gnawing hunger and exploitation. this flashbulb-bright fraction of his long life holds the same gravity to him as years upon years of darkness and suffering.
in all likelihood, he hasn’t even known his lover for as long as his worst memory lasted, that year sealed away to go mad from starvation and sensory deprivation, yet he still tells them this brief time has been so fundamentally and powerfully important that the weight of even that unimaginable hell is vanishingly small compared to this present he has now and the future ahead of them both.
how am i supposed to act normal about this.
#i need to lay down#just drop this in there right at the beginning why not!#that’s INTENSE. and completely sincere considering his demeanor at the party. god#he’s so… nice. in the romanced epilogue. i expected him to be a little smug and jokey#if tav told him the others weren’t doing so hot without the two of them around#but he takes it so genuinely and with visible disappointment?? literally shocked me#i thought he would say oh of course their lives have taken a turn without our impressive leadership lol!#and then redirect into something a little less flippant#but man. he just gets sad. astarion six months into a loving relationship is like a stray cat that instantly gets cuddly when you adopt it#dude went cotton candy marshmallow saccharine sweet in a HEARTBEAT#bless the others with your presence he says. i’ll always be here he says. we have forever after all he says.#head in my hands. how could they do this to me#astarion ancunin#astarion bg3#astarion#bg3 epilogue spoilers#bg3 spoilers#baldur’s gate 3 spoilers#bg3
6K notes
·
View notes
Text
i heard you folks might like fluttershy? 🦋
#she's big <3#i am redesigning my mane six designs Again bc id like to make mini comics of em when ive got the time#no it doesnt say anything about me that i draw both my ponysona and fluttershy as yellow pegasi with wings too small to fly and bodies#too big for their deamenor that live in cottages and speak softly#what are you talking about#my art#fluttershy#flutter shy#mlp#my little pony#friendship is magic#redesign#i GUESS if u wanted to call her a kinsona i wouldnt stop you..........#pony#horse#doodle#sketch#i like to imagine the only pony close to her height in ponyville is big mac...twilight doesnt count cause shes got that freak alicorn growth#going on. speaking of. twilight will prolly be the next design bc shes the one im the most dissastified with from my last batch
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
(This might have been done before but I just saw these text posts with Nancy and Steve from ST and I just had to make this)
#also wym this isn’t literally what happened in the Ravka episode when Kaz told Jes to find them a way out and Jes hooked up with#with the guard of the stables?#six of crows#SoC Ck#crooked kingdom#shadow and bone#shadow & bone#shadow and bone show#Kaz brekker#Jesper Fahey#grishaverse#the grishaverse#incorrect six of crows#incorrect grishaverse#six of crows incorrect quotes#incorrect shadow and bone#grishaverse incorrect quotes#shadow and bone incorrect quotes#incorrect kaz brekker#incorrect Jesper Fahey#it’s actually funny I promise
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
Sick of people treating any sort of overlap between lesbian and bi women's communities as a thing of the past. If you are a bi woman who dates women you are going to end up in "lesbian spaces", "lesbian culture" is often going to be your culture, and "lesbian issues" are often going to be your issues. Bi women should not be expected to just like. shut up and let the REAL Sapphics(tm) take the reins in every single conversation ever, especially not in conversations where a bi woman's perspective is noticeably lacking. Despite it all this is still My Community and thus I am going to be affected by its issues. Lol
#tired of people treating me like i don't know what i'm talking about. tbh.#i've been actively bisexual and dating women for like five or six years. i don't think anyone gets to tell me when i'm not allowed to speak#open mick night#lgbt#1k#2k#3k#4k#5k#10k
14K notes
·
View notes