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things are getting so bad I just unblocked and followed the green brothers

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listen! listen. no relationship is perfect. but my relationship with my fiance makes me understand why Christine picked Raul over Eric

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this might be callous and maybe a little fucked up but I've had this thought for several days now that I have to get out

so, Fallout. the game series. in all of the games, the whole world is a disaster zone of rubble and mess all over the place. its been up to 200+ years since the bombs dropped (depending on which game you're playing) but there's still chaos and refuse everywhere, and with few exceptions, most towns that have been built up in the wasteland are ramshackle and haphazardly thrown together.

and while I love the setting and I love the games, something about this has always bothered me. 200 years and no one has swept up a bit? no one polished up some carpentry skills and started making better houses with materials available?

and then--and here is where this might become callous and fucked up--I've been watching Palestinians returning to the north of Gaza this past week and watching their videos of them cleaning up their spaces, sweeping and mopping, and wiping down tables to make their homes nice, and livable again...

and I'm like I knew it! I fucking knew humans wouldn't just sit around living in rubble and mess!! we inherently have a desire to clean up and make our homes and communities better!!

suck it, Fallout creators. humanity is better than you imagine us to be

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January was a tough year but we made it

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Zionism is Nazism. They are both rooted deeply in white supremacy.

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For no reason here is a library story

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Nosy ass plant

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watching true crime and unsolved mystery type videos is just exposure therapy for my dead name because why are so many people with my dead name in these types of stories??? verified real life reported crimes and mysteries????

I feel as though I've dodged something by renaming myself

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hey how do I build a decent resume without selling my soul to some program

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I'm so glad our tree was still up

we were sent some ornaments in the mail, little handmade laundry pin ornaments. two of them are wearing rainbow scarves!!! this means so much coming from the family members who sent them, I literally teared up while unboxing them

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Move along, nothing to see here. Just blizzards in Florida + record snowfall in Mississippi and Louisiana + climate change.

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went to the pittsburgh aviary yesterday and this little beast’s name is Elizabeth. the docent said she loves wheels and jewelry. Elizabeth walked up to my wheelchair & tried to eat my ring off my finger. we love a predictable queen

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sustenance

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laurie 😔

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If you like frogs. Or possums. Or cool builds. Or happiness. This is the video for you.

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I desperately, DESPERATELY need the world to slow the fuck down in like every possible way