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hrgmghk, because- because- uhhrrgkk.... yeah. I don't know how to show appreciation like a normal person, so please take this instead
(。• ᵕ •。) ♡
it's a mix of "thank you" + "i hope you feel a little better/well-wishes" and a bit of "if i could fist-fight depression and life itself, i really would"
IM?!???????!?? I?!??!!!??
TEI!?;!:!/?/!
ITS THE!! THE SONG!! THE SOMNG I WAS TALKING ABOUT!!!!!! AAAAAAAGGHHH!!!!!
this is genuinely so beautiful and gorgeous i cant. i cant 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
also- THANK ME?!?? THANK YOU!!!!
TYSM!!!!! i had to take a second to just stop myself from screaming when i saw this 😭😭
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY IM SO BAD AT WORDS I JUST. FEELS. FEELS ARE TOO STRONG
everything about this is so 😭 like are you kidding!?!!! ARE U JOSHIN ME
ur art is as beautiful as ur writing and everything abt this makes me so SOFT and WEAK AND AGHHHHH
HOW DO I PUT HAND FLAPPIES IN WORDS AND THIS BIG OL SWIRL OF LIGHT IN MY CHEST IN WORDS HOW DO U ;; HOW DOES- *dies*
this made my day- truly 😭😭
ur such a peach for making this, thank u so much 💙💙💙💙💙
and the lil turtle and bird in the corner- im gonna collapse. i cant;;; 😭😭
#sometimes the depression catches up to me and then there’s nice beautiful lovely ppl in my phone and im like;; oh yeah i forgot 😭😭#things can be good sometimes 😭#im in a bit of a better mood if u can’t tell today :’)#yesterday and the days before that i was slugging through everything#but i still deeply appreciate y’all’s kind words and art (SPECIALLY U MJ)#so i apologise if i wasn’t as upbeat and didn’t sound as appreciative those days#i promise i really was grateful (i save all art i get submitted <:))#ur support genuinely means so much to me tysm 😭#this is going straight into the album of fanart ppl make me#i keep that shit FOREVER#FOREVER!!!#side note#tei u better watch ur ass;;#ur on my list again#it’s happenin#idk what exactly#but ITLL HAPPEN#ARTS COMIN UR WAY#ask#ish#😭😭#the day i stop using this sobbing emoji bby girl it’s a LIE ITS NOT ME#friemb art
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alongside someone like you
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#jjk leaks#i feel like i say this after every piece at this point but iam once again. SO TIRED#collapses dead#cries i did it again i ws up all last night finishing the first 1.....tht one took *counts* 8 hours...#got 3 hrs sleep n picked up where i left off on th second one at 8 in the morning#2nd one absolutely ruined me n made the third one feel like a herculean task . even tho its literally just them on a bed#rooms....KITCHENS......beloathed!!!! public enemy no1 kill on sight!!!!!!#hell is real and they make u render different rooms of houses from scratch no perspective tool no clue what ur doing#n they see how long it takes u to completely lose it#clipped yuujis bangs back tho n i thought tht was cute . silver linings#1ST ONE WAS SO FUN ALSO idk if its bc outdoor environments r forgiving or bc i had more energy n was fresh faced n hopeful or what#but it is by far my favourite. once again pulled out nearly every nature brush in my arsenal#third one meh simple safe soft w/e i was just so exhausted after th kitchen tht working on it was such a slog#oh ya i added a bunch of scars 2 yuuji's arms n lobbed off his ring finger sighs the yuuji injury list (tm) grows every minute#also HINA USE YELLOW CHALLENGE CLEAR golden hour in2 sunset my beloved <333 easy warm light + safe homey Peaceful vibes...bless#cries eternally thinking abt them let us have this let THEM have this pls thank u#ok i need to not look at these anymore take them enjoy my contribution 2 the domestic itfs pile
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Forgive me 💫🌃
#Rewatched Stay again as part of my Halloween film list and man. Forgot how much I loved it#If your a fan of like.... Cry of fear. Jacobs ladder. Silent hill. Sad very unwell men and great trippy cinematography. Then give it a watch#Is it bad if I say 'literally me' about the suicidal unwell man? Yes. Will that stop me? No. Henry Letham let me hold ur hand platonically#Mr gosling's performance in this is one of his best imo#Stay#Stay 2005#Henry Letham#stay henry letham#Ryan gosling#Horror#Blood#fan art#art#sketch#character art
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live up ur sillies
#twisted wonderland#twst#sebek zigvolt#twst yuu#twst mc#twst grim#fanart#i said i don't care about his new year card#but i thought i'll try again (and again) anyhow because it's not like he is the only available SSR on the pull list#i depleted my diamonds to the point of pulling no more#and no SSR coming at all not him not anyone nothing nada nein#i hope ur credit card is alright#also people are silly if they hold back yelling on tags or replies on drawing posts thinking they would be troubling or annoying#we artists live from that#live up ur sillies everyone
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I just want to be the smartest girl in the room and to know how to speak 7 languages and to always have books in hand and to always be best dressed and to always be on top of my studies and to smell really good and to do flash cards on the treadmill and to not be distracted by the things that don’t matter and to still have time for all my passions.
#we r refocusing on the 8 hour study sessions during which we stay hydrated.#and on the budgeting time#and on fitting in workouts and recreational reading and daily walks and friends and other cool hobbies#and on pursuing things that matter. but one step at a time#i will figure all of it out but not if I wanna throw myself into everything again and get overwhelmed#what am I accomplishing sitting here thinking about 9398378 things i wanna do at once. nothing.#too many goals to let slip by. and i love my study sessions anyway so i need to continue what i've been doing#and to just meticulously schedule everything / stay strong w my to-do lists#if u see a brunette glued to her textbook in the am at ur local library. that is me#we are going for classy sophisticated ivy league model off duty vibes. and we will get there. we will be fine#p
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does anyone else feel like they become neurotypical while they're in the shower
#I know it's something to do with like the white noise/sensory input helping ur brain function properly or somethin#but I swear my ADHD just fully goes away for as long as I'm in the shower#and then as soon as I step out it shloops back into my brain#it's very weird#a lot of the time I step into the shower and I feel like my executive dysfunction fully goes away like I could do anything I want#and I'll start makin a to do list in my head like 'okay as soon as I'm done showering I gotta do this and this and this'#and then I step out and I'm like lol :P forgor#lyla's talking again#ADHD#autism
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Top 10 Gintaka moments
(Arranged chronologically because it was too difficult to choose. Spoilers ahead.)
1. Takasugi's laugh
After many encounters challenging the dojo, Gintoki sees Takasugi laugh for the first time, which becomes a core memory of his, a symbol of how things used to be and what he wants to preserve (ch. 517).
2. The promise
Surrounded by enemies, Takasugi asks Gintoki why he decided to join the war, to which Gintoki replies that, like him, it was not for a noble cause. At this, Takasugi recognizes that the two are good-for-nothing warriors, but asks Gintoki to take care of their sensei in case he dies. Likewise, Gintoki asks Takasugi to stay alive (ch. 516).
3. Gintoki's tears
Right after their sensei's death, Takasugi furiously runs towards Gintoki until, for a split second, he sees him crying. This becomes the last thing he saw with his left eye, a core memory that reminds him of the pain and grief they experienced (ch. 520).
4. Reunion at the festival
After 10 years of not seeing each other, Takasugi sneaks up behind Gintoki and threatens him with his sword, commenting on how easy it was and that he has become weak. He also tells him about his plan to kill the Shogun, claiming that within him there is a black beast that seeks revenge. At the same time, he confronts Gintoki for looking away from the past, making him unable to understand his feelings. To this, Gintoki responds that it's a shame that he underestimated him, which can be read in both a physical and emotional sense. It's assumed that they separate without another word (chs. 30-31).
5. They were the same
During a conversation with Nobume, Oboro asks her if Gintoki and Takasugi look like their sensei, to which she answers no, that the true resemblance was between them, since both had eyes full of sadness. As she says that, Gintoki and Takasugi can be seen passing each other, but only the former turns around to check that the latter is gone. It's worth mentioning that Gintoki warned Takasugi to be careful if he saw him walking down the street in chapter 97, but in the end he decided to not do anything (ch. 398).
6. Confession and realization
After their fight, with both of them on the floor, tired and full of injuries, Takasugi opens up to Gintoki about his suffering. He confesses to him that his face was the last thing he saw before losing his left eye, how devastating it was to see him cry, and the enormous survivor's guilt he feels, because he understands how much Gintoki loved Shouyo. To this, Gintoki responds that he didn't choose him, but simply knew what was important to theirsensei, thus lifting the burden from Takasugi's shoulders. Not only that, but Gintoki also confesses that, despite everything, he continues to see him as a fellow disciple of the Shouka Sonjuku and a comrade, whose soul he will protect (ch. 520).
7. Sword exchange
After a long coma, Takasugi awakens in Rakuyo and throws his sword to save Bansai. Likewise, Gintoki launches his bokuto to save Shinpachi, leaving them both unarmed. This is when they decide to take each other's sword and protect what is important to the other, reinforcing the message that a sword is made to protect the soul, and on other occasions that it even embodies it. Afterwards, they pass through hordes of enemies in order to see each other again, defending the other from an imminent attack and retrieving their weapon while locking eyes and making snarky remarks (ch. 573).
8. Pep talk
While everyone on Earth seems defeated, Gintoki hears a familiar voice over the radio. Hundreds of kilometers, far up in space, Takasugi tells him that they have everything under control and encourages him to continue fighting. Likewise, Gintoki assures him that on his side they haven't lost yet, and playfully encourages him, asking if he has already been reduced to junk. Despite being injured, Takasugi tells him to be ready when he comes for him, to which Gintoki smiles (ch. 650).
9. Let's rescue sensei
The greatest tragedy in Takasugi's life is not only the death of his teacher, but also that Gintoki had to be the one to kill him. Aware that he has little left to live, he admits that now he can be a little more honest with what he really wants to do. After fighting Gintoki as a way to punish himself, he's now able to recognize that he wishes to fight alongside him, while also wanting to alleviate his suffering by sharing the burden of his actions that day. Upon hearing this, the serious expression on Gintoki's face turns to astonishment at being able to achieve mutual understanding and once again have a common goal that is deeply personal to both of them (ch. 682).
10. Born under the same star
While Gintoki's eyes reflect the despair he feels at having to strike Takasugi's body, he remembers their childhood together. Gintoki fought very hard to protect everyone, but Takasugi fought even harder to protect him, and although Gintoki was definitely not ready to lose him, Takasugi was content with the idea that he had prevented him from killing their sensei once more. Knowing that he has little time left, it's Gintoki's turn to be more sincere. He embraces Takasugi and reassures him, acknowledging that he did indeed manage to protect him and that he wished they could have drunk together more often. But Takasugi tells Gintoki he doesn't want to hear him like this and he asks him not to send him off with a sad face. Mustering willpower, Gintoki smiles and tells him to wait for him in hell, which becomes the last sight from Takasugi's right eye as he smiles back before dying. No longer able to restrain his emotions, Gintoki weeps as he watches the sunset (ch. 703).
Part (1) (2) (3) (4) (Bonus)
#Gintama#Sakata Gintoki#Takasugi Shinsuke#gintaka#takagin#I'm not crying ur crying#Wanted to post this for Pride. Clearly I didn't but here it is at last!! (pretending it hasn't been over a year in my drafts)#Partly to remember the chapters since I only save the images then I forget the number and have to look for it again like an idiot#And also bc it's still a hyperfixation ngl lmao#I really thought 10 moments would be enough but as I went on I realized I was leaving stuff behind#I've a list lol but if anyone has more ideas for moments you can send me a message or write it in your tags#Much more could be said about some but I tried to be ✨concise✨#I can write#Top 10 Gintaka moments#my post
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i think im way more attached to bacon then i expected bc of everything in that entire convo, the way kab treated and talked to/abt bacon got me closest to crashing out LMFAO
#lifesteal spoilers#crit#???? idek i wanna tag it to be safe#bc like oh my fucking GOD#bro sets a single boundary and suddenly its “i dont even wanna be teamed w him i cant believe he said that”#like dawg no wonder nobody fucks w you when that is ur reaction to ur TEAMMATE having his own thoughts & feelings#people dont Not work w you bc of ur reputation#in fact many MANY people were happy and willing to work w you to fight mane!! u got the server to double tab list w ur efforts#it was gen very impressive and cool to see#but u constantly treating those closest to you poorly generally dissuades people from wanting to associate u#like look at Any other person who has an untrustworthy reputation like spoke clown or ro#people say not to trust them for varying reasons whether its spoke bc he is spoke. ro bc he will betray u for mapicc.#or clown bc he will Always prioritize himself over even his own teammates (whether its his own safety or his beliefs)#people are still happy to team w them and like work w them in spite of whatever reputation they have bc theyve proven to be worth working w#whereas kab is so all over the place that she isnt consistent enough to trust and work w bc one day she cares abt spawn#the next shes griefing it#one day she cares abt “freedom” and “anarchy”#the next day shes not giving people the choice to go against HER ideas#one day shes a self proclaimed pacifist#the next day shes killing 3 heart chungus players#she is the one who painted her own image; how can she fault others for not liking what she has shown them of herself?#okay sorry ill stop now. the tag monster is back at it again LMFAO
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📚 Fanfic Classics: A Series
Gender-bending, kind of? It's still the Drarry dynamic we all know and love... with some gender fuckery. To quote the author lazywonderland's words, it's pseudo het (still ends up very slash, if you're particular about that!). Mind the tags/warnings, but I will say that both authors handle the subject matter deftly. What else is fanfiction for if not exploring possibilities, y'know? I enjoyed myself and maybe you will, too!
🪞 Glamour by SilentAuror_HPWorks [Rated E, 23.2k words]
Post-war: Harry is given an assignment: to assist Draco Malfoy as he carries out a month-long disguise that turns out to reveal more than it hides in the end. Warnings: EWE, gender-bending.
🧪 Aletheia by lazywonderland [Rated E, 8.3k words]
Draco finds out Daphne's been shagging Potter and it turns out it's really not that difficult to get a piece of her hair.
art credits + commentary under the cut :)
Images used (in order):
"Lili Elbe" by Gerda Wegener (1928). Used under educational fair use (source). Look at how glamorous the subject is from the details alone! I chose this work because hello, blonde hair + all the (Slytherin) green. She's giving very classy, very mindful, very demure. Draco isn't really mindful or demure in this fic (even when disguised as a girl) but! We love him anyway. I stand by the belief that if Draco were a girl he would be able to live up to his full potential as the ice queen diva he is.
"The Birth of Venus" by Odilon Redon (1912) Because Polyjuice Potion, lol. The artwork title is rather apt considering the premise... also I will never listen to The Sound by The 1975 the same way ever again /pos.
this series was inspired by zeziliazink and bubu0h’s fic covers since i want to make my kindle library look cute too :)
#fellas is it gay if you sleep with a girl version of ur male enemy THEN sleep with him in his male form after & u wanna do it again? Forever#smut recs on a random tuesday.... yeah enjoy#tbh TGCF + the beefleaf ship has Opened My Eyes to genderbending (canon genderfluid characters) but i know its not the same for everyone#however! TRUST ME#kiss my covers#fanfic covers#book covers#drarry fanfic#hpdm#fanfic book covers#drarry book covers#harry x draco#drarry fic recs#hpdm fics#genderbending#lazywonderland#kiss with a list
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The hunger games epilogue is so special.
I make a list in my head of every act of goodness I've seen someone do.
This line always bring me to tears. That in our worst moments we can can look back and find sentiments that will lift that ugly weight off our chests and somehow replace it with bits of tranquility.
Whether it be a hasty kiss stamped across the cheek, a nod of encouragement traversing through the room; hesitant stutters of burning forgiveness, even when it had ruptured a heart; fragments of shared bread split into growling stomachs; whispers of praise at the sight of scribbled letters; cries muffled into loving arms; replacement for lost money pressed into glazed hands; mumbles of hollow 'see you agains,' knowing all the same that fate will write us all apart. Promises of love and protection, knowing I will write us apart.
This is my list, all the the good things I've seen someone do, just a part of it because there is no beginning or end. It is a list of so many people's (strangers and friends all the same) acts of goodness I can never repay, because the first gesture is always the hardest pay back. But all they ever say is a promise of love and remembrance is enough.
That it can be good again.
That no matter how bad our losses, somewhere, sometime it will be good again. And even if hope doesn't flutter it's wings towards you right here and now, you can always look back at the feathers it has left behind. To catch, and stroke each barb till every good memory is etched in your mind, till you are tethered to hope and nothing is left behind. A promise that life can go on.
#everlark#katniss everdeen#the hunger games#peeta mellark#thg#writing#the epilogue is my baby#katniss and peeta#spilled writing#spilled thoughts#spilled words#spilled ink#spilled work#writerscommunity#female writers#feather writes#also if u have any lists#share them in the tags#things you've seen ppl do that restores ur faith in humnity#that things can be good again
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Hello! Do you have any recommendations on Zhongli/Xiao, or Chongyun and Xiao (either romantic or general) fics?
rubs hands together indeed i do. also highly recommend checking out the authors bc a lot of them have other incredible fic for the characters you're looking for!!
zhongxiao
Give me your heart (and I'll show you how to feel) by peredain (M, ongoing, 40k, some dom/sub themes, modern au) i will love modern aus until the end of time and this one has good plot, descriptions, and the feels. also i love that the yaksha group dynamics are fleshed out in this! they're so rare to find
fault lines by viverella (T, 23k, oneshot). scream. the tenderness and tension in this is so gentle. i fell to my knees bc these two old men. zhongli's voice is so nicely written :')
to carve nature at its joints (author commentary) and for services rendered by yelp (oneshots, 1k and 2k) the first is based on xiao's dream eating ability, and the second is about morax's inevitable erosion. the author has such an ability with words and their descriptions of xiao's loyalty, and zhongli's trust. i cherish greatly
bird in a cage by stormyseasons (gen, 33k, complete) i need to finish this but ohhhhhh it is insane,, the tenderness..... it traces xiao and zhongli's past through the archon war. also yaksha dynamics in this are so good
xiaoyun
i linked 4 in this post (please read these they're incredible) but heres more
lonely reflections (complete, 41k, M) and the sequel paper cranes (ongoing, 14k, E) by NocturnalFriend. chongyun's demon hunting expedition in the chasm takes a wrong turn. ive been meaning to read both but have heard v good things
intact by blurredbarcode; oneshot, gen, short and sweet!
reduced to just standing around, how absurd by justafellow04 this one's cute! it's an elaboration of a lantern rite lore bit that says chongyun's yang doesn't actually help xiao and its sweet :-)
also while im here: self promo of my xiaoyun writing exercises lol (v short drabbles of these two in different scenarios)
xiao and chongyun
"I won't let you become me, you'll be so much more" (170k words, ongoing) by snubton, which I think a lotttttt of people are fond of; I haven't read it myself (..writing style turnoff) but I've heard a bunch of good things. chongyun and xiao mentor mentee journey basically
after winter comes spring. 1/5 chapters, unfinished, featuring chongyun's yang energy and a flashback. it's sweet <3
#dkniade#asks#there's also a fic series that's zhongxiaoyun smut (by omiboshii on ao3; title's too long to write in the tags) but idk if ure looking#for that so it's not listed here lol. a fun read though#a lot of the authors are here on tumblr too but idk whether to tag them . lol. anyways if yall see this i love you all. thank you forever#thanks for the ask <33333333 i hope you're well!#zhongli#xiao#chongyun#zhongxiao#xiaoyun#fic rec#genshin impact#teyvat thoughts#i should write more xiao/yun........... the ao3 tag's dead and its getting to that time where i start missing them again..#my little guys. i firmly believe talking to each other would fix smth in both of them
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How did you manage to handle not one, but FOUR separate accounts in fl? I recently made the account for my HD little guy but having to do the tutorial again just seems miserable
there's... weirdly several answers to that question, actually??
a HUGE part of it is due to the way FL is structured. the 10-minute action timer is a core part of the game on a fundamental level, and the fact that i can very easily run out of stuff to do on one character and thus have an excuse to quickly and easily swap to another is just... convenient? satisfying? i'm not entirely sure how to explain it. the fact that i can make progress even while i am fundamentally simultaneously Not Making Progress is like pure dopamine for my freak insane awful little brain. there's just something really pleasing about spending all of my actions pursuing The Goal Of The Day™ on one account before casually swapping to another and doing the same without feeling like i'm wasting time or acting to the first account's explicit detriment. the downtime helps! the recharge time helps! the structure really really works!!
i'm technically only actively playing three, maybe two accounts minimum. the only reason the fourth (the one that'll be my future BaL playthrough) currently exists at all is so i can get his earlygame completely out of the way now and not have to waste time running through it all later, when what i actually want to do is play the ambition i've made myself wait a full year to play. and also getting free goodies as seasonal stuff happens,, something something surprise tools to help us later. the only two accounts i'd say i'm really "actively playing" at the moment are caeru and lark- and of the two, lark takes the most priority, since his ambition is the one i'm currently pursuing in earnest. for a couple months now- despite being My Main FL Character- the scoundrel has actually been pretty inactive on a gameplay front outside of the occasional progression in TLC and discordance content. purely by virtue of having Very little left to do outside of Very long-term grinds and vanities. they're in their "now what?" "now you can start playing the game" era. they've graduated to previous protagonist background cameo in a sequel anime series. they're like the yin FLPC equivalent of red at the top of mount silver. they're Literally just vibing rn. i only keep posting about them regardless because i'm insane and i will never ever ever ever ever let that bat go. but yeah, big TLDR, outside of doing the bare minimum to keep making waves/notability up every week, i'm not actually spending that much time on accounts i'm not currently actively interested in playing. and that accounts for way more gaming spoons than you might think.
i have a virtually lifelong history of playing MMOs, especially and specifically world of warcraft. i was born in the endless grind for useless video game pixel vanities and/or bragging rights. molded by it. you all have merely adapted to doing the same piece of content a pointlessly excessive amount of times for literally no reason besides whimsy and folly. me? i've done my time. i've served my sentence. i've spent weeks doing the original burning crusade netherwing dailies. i've devoted days to running praetorium over and over and over again, back-to-back, nonstop, long before square enix cut it in half and made it NOT take at minimum an hour and a half per run. i've perfected my silverwastes + auric basin goldfarming strategies. i've (almost) crafted dragonwrath tarecgosa's rest. i've killed the sha of anger so many times its dying scream of agony is embedded into the very fabric of my being. ""only"" doing making your name content four times over? that is nothing to me. it means nothing to me. it is so infinitesimal i can do the persuasive seduction quests in my sleep. it's not a matter of handling misery, or having the capacity, or even sighing as i remember the brass embassy raid segment of the watchful questline seriously i don't know why i keep forgetting that exists or what even is my problem with it i just am so consistently mildly inconvenienced by it and its highly specific resource requirements and it is the worst thing ever. maybe i'm just so used to the scoundrel's near-infinite money and troves of disposable items that i've completely forgotten what being poor is like. despite having done that step 3 fucking times now. ahem. anyway. i have transcended the feeble mortal bindings of my resistant-to-grinding flesh and ascended to a higher plane of enlightenment, they may call me insane but they will be the ones left laughing when they see what that "insanity" has wrought, i've usurped them, i've usurped them all-
hacks and coughs and awkwardly clears my throat. i mean. uh. um. Ahem.
the empress' court artistry + tales of the university nerfs helped too.
#and yes#before you ask#i have forgotten which account has which items/has done which content many a time#i think the most painful incident was forgetting to keep up the scoundrel's making waves while i was still playing nemesis with caeru#given that im trying to build it up to 12 and reset their specialization... that was uniquely painful#then again they have like 40 BDR so it wasnt actually that inconveniencing lmao#fallen london#ask#long post#sorry for the infodump + sudden villain monologue.#all jokes and personal accounts aside i totally get the apprehension abt doing that stuff again#it's not for everyone. not by a long shot.#im only doing this because im genuinely invested and in love with this silly little browser game#and way back when i started i made a (only half metaphorical) solemn oath to experience all of its ''main stories''#and truly see everything it has to offer#(bc i like. physically cant do hyperfixations by halves. i need to consume Everything abt the thing or i'll explode)#(and even then i'll probably explode anyway. it's either completely drop it or go All In until it stops taking up so much space in my brain#(and. given the track record. that is not happening with FL for a while yet)#but like. that isnt actually normal behavior. just. just to clarify.#from what ive seen a VAST majority of people do not go out of their way to play literally every ambition#and that is so valid. it is so overwhelming. you have to juggle so much.#you have to play the earlygame So Many Goddamn Times.#(as i said. served my time. did my sentence. i am my scars. etc etc)#the best advice i can give as someone who's so completely desensitized to that repetition it doesnt even phase me anymore?#the same advice i can stress to all FL players. legitimately just take ur time with it. play when you want to.#dont when you dont.#sometimes you have to grit your teeth and bear things. and when it comes to alts you Will have to grit your teeth and bear it all again#but the beauty of this being a game that one plays for fun is that unlike. say. crushing deadlines or annoying coworkers in real life#you are completely within your power to decide when where and if you want to grit and bear it all#..wow this is ADVANCED yin rambling holy shit. i actually reached the tag limit. i think this ask should be put on some kind of list
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have to keep repeating in my head; he’s leaving soon he’s moving out he’s got a job so he’s leaving in two months he’s moving out every time i see a mess my brother has made in the house
#he leaves a trail….#bathroom soaking fucking wet and covered in soap bubbles??? is he making potions????#kitchen sides covered in crumbs. hob covered in grease and bits of food. sink turning to mulsh at the joins bc he keeps it SOAKING FUCKING#WET. floors a mess. bins full. sofa cushions all over???????#I DONT GET ITTTTTT#SHOES IN THR MIDDLE OF THR HALLWAYS AND KITCHEN??#WASHING MACHINE DOOR WIDE OPEN MICROWAVE DOOR OPEN#no room in the fridge for my shopping bc it’s full of his alcohol…..#the list goes on. the man doesn’t get up until 2pm#i just..#im so frustrated#and my mum is like ‘he’s got nowhere else to stay and it’s so nice seeing him. it could be years before we see him again’ like girl be so#fucking real rn#we facetime him every week when he’s abroad and tbh i spoke to him more then than i do now - like he sits in another room from us. doesn’t#eat with us. when it was mums birthday he put up a fuss about sitting in the same room for takeaway liiiiike— idc if he had shit going on#that day either buck up for mums fucking birthday knobhead#i don’t see him bc im at work or he’s not awake when i am or when im in the house still#like yeah sure ‘won’t get to see him again’#should’ve just been like#promise?? 🤪🤪🤪#bc this is tooooo much now#he doesn’t change!!!! he doesn’t!!#i put a recycle bag at the front door to take out in the afternoon when i knew i was leaving the house but he left before me and i had to#ASK and point out the fucking bag and say ‘put that in the blue bin pls’#like if he’s staying here then pull ur weight if it’s ’your house too’#fucking HELLLLLLL#also might add that he’s staying here for free but uses the heating SO liberally like that bill is going to be sky high but it’s me and mum#that pay it 😐#and he’s been told.#just does it when we’re not in bc i caught him the other day with it on 24c which the radiators can’t even fucking reachhhh UGHHHHHHHHH
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More Victor doodles cum colouring practice plus some other guys
The watsons are @ask-victor-grantzcampbell 's fault. Kind of. Not really but still
#identity v#victor grantz#idv postman#identity v postman#idv#unconcerned art#aesop get ur goddamn boyfriend out of my head /j#evidently i started out with the kyoto neo victor n then i started to fill up the empty space#watson grew on me so fast im so sorry ill see myself out#jose is rocking the lestrade outfit what????? richard also looks so good. sussu baka#alice is there cos i had an obsession with victorian era dresses so i couldnt help myself from doodling it#im definitely not forgetting anyone else from the collab /j#i can also strike off pantaloon from my to draw list#hes such a pain to draw. i love the design but god. what the fuck#anyway im sorry for making watson serve cubt it will happen again /shot
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save me asian ocs.. save me...
#out of.#working on inbox i swear. and now that ive justified my lack of content on my own blog heres my tag ramble:#SAVEEE ME ASIAN OCS SAAVEEEEE MEEEE#i love u guyus.. so mcuh. i kiss every asian oc my mutuals have because they are so dear to me#and i know when its like.. idk in a fantasy/mythological/sci fi verse ethnicity just isnt brought up but its still so important to me#and its also why i have so many (se)asian muses tew...#especially if ur character is one that deliberately breaks the mold so many inevitably fall into (by white/unaware writers)#and double especially if its BROWN ASIANS yall are fighting the good fight. in this economy???#trust that i will always talk about the impact of ethnicity OCs have despite it not being a focal point in most threads#bc its still really prevalent imo !!#let it be said i am a large hater of k/rp or fetishization of that sort & i hope i have a good eye on spotting that shit...#i know every and all asian (original) characters are safe in my moots hands u mean sm to me#sometimes i go thru ur guys carrds and just read ur bios again 'FUCK THIS IS GOOD & RESPECTED' i eat it up all the time. know this..#i kiss u all MWAH#i got so emotional thinking about miss josephine and mahariel and lavellan......[i continue to list all my asian characters]
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find me in the future
[a dnf howl’s moving castle au]
Dream: George ... I'm going to blow up. Come with me.
Dream: That's my boy!
dreaming up dream and george in nunki @demonstars Howl's Moving Castle au. happy birthday nunki !!!!! ur howl dream au means Everything to me <3
#NUNKI UR BRAINS SO WONDERFUL I HOPE U LIKE THIS MY GIFT TO U <3333333 for nunki n nunki only. target audience of probably like5 of us imcryi#icould not be botthered to do the reference list im so so rry its 2am if anyone cant find where quotes are from just send me an ask I GOTCH#watched howl again today too BUH <3 sosososo beautiful HOWL IS SO DREAM ITS INSANEEE.E.EUFH#i had so manyg mroe comparions too but couldnt fit them sobs. liek its isnane there are So Many#web weaving#my webs#compilations#dream's moving castle#dnf
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