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Our bird died. I haven’t stopped crying since my wife told me. I am a mess. Neither of us are handling this well at all. She’s painting a box with his name on it, her eyes have nothing in them right now. This is the first pet loss she’s ever had. This past year has taken everything from my baby, and now life has taken her bird from her, too.
It was a very sudden passing. We have literally no idea why or how he died. The house is so quiet that it makes me want to scream.
I’m so, so sad. I’m grieving hard. I don’t want to say goodbye.
#tw animal death#tw dead animal#tw death#tw bpd vent#bpd#quiet borderline#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#living with borderline#animal death#dealing with grief#pet grief#tw pet death#tw pet loss#tw sudden death#tw animal loss#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#grief#grief posting#I’m so sad#i can’t stop crying#i need a friend
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Tw: pet death
Breaking my haitus to grieve the loss of my cat Frito. He died 2 hours ago extremely suddenly. I was laying in my bed trying to sleep while he was running around with my other cat, Buzz, and I heard him yowl in a really terrible way.
I shot out of bed where he was laying on my bedroom floor 2 feet away. He was completely limp and was barely breathing. I called for my roommate to run and grab the cat carrier and drive me to the emergency vet, but I knew he was dead before we even started the car.
The vet confirmed he had died and said she suspected it was probably a blood clot or a stroke based on what I told her. He was actively playing moments before he died and he was only 3.5 years old. It was a very quick death at least.
I'm heartbroken and will be for a while, but i also know I'll be ok. He was extremely loved and he knew it too. Pets are such a blessing from God, but they are temporary gifts, and I knew that this would come someday, I just didn't think it would be so soon. I'm thanking God for giving me Frito as a pet, and praying that God comforts me as I grieve Frito's death.
If anyone here prays, I would appreciate prayers for my peace of heart.
Some pictures of my baby💔 he was a goofy sweet boy. Itll be tough to fall asleep without him cuddling in my arms every night
#tw pet death#sorry to post this#but I'm grieving and it was just so sudden#the more people I tell the more real it will feel#he literally falls asleep in my arms every night#this is gonna be a rough adjustment#my other cat Buzz better start cuddling with me now lol#gosh I hope so#anyway#i love you all
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no one told me my 30s would just be an endless stream of funerals for the people who raised me but here we are :)
#everyone told me that actually I just dont think anything could prepare me for the last three months haha what the fuck is this#lost a lot of close-to-extended family members consecutively in what is almost a hilarious cascade of events. pretty bad!#I want to be excited for videogames and talk about my work again but every cell in my body wants to shut down instead#I know death is the one thing literally everyone deals with so I feel like a bit of a baby yelling about this into the void. but uhh#why do I feel so unprepared for this part all of a sudden? the fuck? can I get a breather? for a lil second?#negativity#text#death tw
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it is upsetting to learn how fast and sudden gavin creel's death was— a literal 2 months after being diagnosed with sarcoma. while in a different form, this is the same cancer technoblade got and died from last 2022. i suggest that if you can, you could donate to the sarcoma foundation of america who specializes in funding research and raising awareness about sarcoma. sending lots of love and hugs to anyone affected by gavin's loss :-(
#gavin creel#technoblade#cancer tw#death tw#i just need to mention sfa bc i dont see many ppl talk abt that#im not an expert but theres so much aspects to sarcoma that still need to be researched on#im upset to have lost two celebs i know to sarcoma . esp w how sudden it happened in both cases#god
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goodbye jellie <3
#I’m gonna miss her so much#it feels so sudden#jellie#jellie the cat#jellie fanart#goodtimeswithscar#gtwscar#goodtimeswithscar fanart#hermitcraft#trafficblr#mcyt#tw animal death#tw pet death#my art#my posts
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oh god aizawas mother being bedridden and sick for a while and aizawa is so young but he's taken it upon himself to take care of her everyday. and one day she passes in bed and he doesnt realize it, thinking she's just sleeping in like she usually does in the mornings because her sickness makes her exhausted. until he tries to wake her up to feed her and give her her medicine but she doesnt wake up.
i think she never fully let herself get bedridden. she had to work, she had to make sure shouta left for school on time because he ALWAYS overslept-
the day she died, he didnt wake up until noon. he's been a light sleeper since.
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He looked upon him and wept.. for now he was alone once more.
#lethal company#masked#tw:blood#tw gore#tw: death#they were brothers#they followed each other no matter what#angst#sorry for the sudden angst#fjalkfhfaf T-T
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So how many times do you think Victim tried to commit suicide after Mitsi's death, but never actually got very far because of the fear of potentially waking up back on the PC?
And how many times do you think he was so far beyond caring that he actually did try?
And how many times do you think Agent found him before it was too late?
IMO, all three are a non-zero number.
#I think he probably wanted to “join” her at least once in those first few months and didn't see the point in continuing to live without her.#I also think that Victim probably self-harmed at least a few times because he didn't know how to cope with his emotional pain#I feel like after the attack Agent dedicated himself to Victim to an unhealthy degree in an attempt to make up for failing her#And I think that during that time Agent developed a sense for when things just felt “wrong” with Victim#Like a sudden gut feeling that something wasn't right and that he needed to go check Vic RIGHT NOW#and 9 times out of 10 something would be wrong with Vic.#Either he'd be in the midst of a horrible grief-stricken breakdown; injured from SH; catatonic to the point of not eating/drinking#or actually in danger of dying from an attempt.#Victim would have just been an utter MESS in the first few months afterwards. Completely unable to function.#The only reason Agent can function is because Victim needs him and he cannot bear the idea of letting him down.#Agent probably also helped run Rocket corp in those first few months too because Victim wasn't in any state to do it alone#and might not have even known what he was doing because acting as CEO was probably more Mitsi's job than his.#Vic seemed to be more like a designer and builder of their tech than the business side in the flashback photos.#TL;DR: Agent has been Victim's sole pillar of support ever since Mitsi's death and I think Agent would literally rather die than fail him.#He will support Victim even to his own detriment#Because Agent cannot let go of his own overwhelming guilt and grief for Mitsi any more than Victim can.#Her loss is a shackled wrapped around their necks that will never let go; nor will they ever let it let them go.#Alan Becker#Animator vs animation#ava#ava Victim#ava Agent#tw: suicide mention#tw: self harm mention#Mitsi's death fucked both Victim and Agent up so bad and you cannot tell me otherwise
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Rest in peace sweet boy, I love you SO so much
#this dog was my world#I love him so much and I still can’t believe he’s gone#words cannot describe how heartbroken and torn apart I feel#it was so sudden. he didn’t deserve this.#pet loss tw#pet death tw
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#i think sometimes i forget im like. allowed to be upset when major things happen to me#i keep being like “haha why do i feel so bad all the time all of a sudden?”#moron one of your pets died earlier this week#and its normal when other people are sad and get grief but also when i do it it's cringe#i genuinely think isat's helped me out a little bit bc it gave me siffrin who is. very much like me in a lot of ways#so now whenever im doing this i have to go “hey this is siffrin isat inner monologue. would you be upset with siffrin for this?”#and it's never anything i would be upset with siffrin isat over. which admittedly does help a bit#sorry for the vent im just. dfghjkl#cw pet death#tw pet death#vent post#sorry
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#animal death cw //#animal death tw //#✨ — keeper of the makeup wipes. ❜ ( re; ooc )#saur !! yesterday was my big planned day of being a diligent rper and I was gonna return and catch up#however my dog had different plans and died???#which !!!!!!! what the fuck can I just say?#she was 13 but it was sudden and I love her with my whole heart so I’m a mess!!!!#unsure when my true return will be but I really enjoy iz so I wish to make one sometime soon#mental health and time permitting!!!#go be besties with your pets rn fr do it for me!!!
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Silently, the vigilante watched from a save distance. There is actually nothing very interesting to see. Well, not for her at least. Simply some no-name hero, and villain fighting. Sure, there were a lot of reporters, and civilians watching, but they had no idea that the two were so freaking weak. That they even got the title of hero and villain is a surprise to her.
And usually Schatten wouldn't be watching such a sad, boring fight. But this time was special. And she won't be watching for to long. No, their fight is on the news. Live. And that's what she needs. She needs him to see. To catch his attention. It was impossible to get a hold of him, and all her leads had taken her to nothing. And she knows her ability is going to peak his interest. After all, Lilli knows that he was looking for someone with her abilities. He wants that perfect little weapon again...
And while she knows her action is going to pick other peoples attention as well, it really didn't mattered to her. Ain't like she hadn't been asked to join certain groups before. But they soon gave up, because she hadn't taken their offers serious, and they didn't thought of her strong enough to really keep trying. And that might change soon too...
The vigilante waits for a break between their fight before making her entrance. And that small break, in which both hero and villain caught their breah, didn't took to long to arrive. Just then she gets up from her spot, just to disappear in the shadows, and suddenly appear again between the two... Who were immediately surprised. They also immediately noticed that she wasn't wearing her usual goggles, and mouthmask but... a full face mask? At least it appeared like it.
" The fuck are you doing? This isn't a playground for some vigilante! Fuck off, Schatten! The adults are talking right now! "
The villain hissed, obviously angry that their fight with their so called 'nemesis' was interrupted, and pointed their weapon, a strange looking gun, at her. But Schatten didn't say a thing, nor did she made any move an inch... Silence grew between them, with the reporters speaking in their camera's about the vigilantes sudden appearance, and the rest of the civilians watching curiously, but also confused. The hero just stood there, still out of breath, and not saying anything. Perhaps because they know that Schatten being so silent was very unusual. Maybe they felt that something was off.
The villain on the other hand didn't noticed. They were getting impatient. Lilli would even guess and say that they were suffering under a lot of anger issues. Well, that's going to change soon anyway.
" Damn... You guys sure are fucking veak. It's so boring to vatch you two fight. Even zhough I vould rather call it 'play vith each other' zhan actual fighting~ "
She suddenly broke the silence, making fun of both of them, but also contiuned before they could comment.
" Are you sure you guys are a hero and a villain? 'Cause I have never seen any vho are zhis useless~ "
" SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH, YOU BITCH! Who are you calling useless?!? I will teach ya who's useless! "
The villain shouts, not able to contain his anger anymore, and without hesitation shoots at her with his weapon. The projectiles fly... but never reach her. Before they could, a bunch of shadows caught them, and they simply exploded on the weirdly dark substance without leaving any damage. But that didn't stop them. No, the villain seemed to get even more pissed off, and decided to try their luck in close combat. So they started to run towards her... Schatten though still didn't moved. She didn't had to. Still, the vigilante made the smallest hand move, and the place filled with more and more shadows. But Lilli made sure they weren't blocking the view of the reporters, and cameras. No, no. They are suppose to catch this.
The shadows now surrounded them in the short moment, in which the villain got closer and closer... But they never made it close enough to Schatten to leave damage. No, before they could reach her, spikes erupted from the shadows on the ground, piercing through the villain, and lifting them up into the air, where they were left hanging. Blood oozed from where they had been punctured, and the blood was slowly flowing down the spikes... The villain didn't moved anymore. Nor did they speak. She had nothing personally against them, so she had made it quick... The spikes then retreat after a moment, and the former villains body falls to the ground with a digusting splat sound, and blood splashes on the ground.
After that silence fell other the place again. Everything went so quickly after all. After perhaps half a minute, the reporters were the first ones to speak, and tell their viewers what had just happened. It startled the civilians too, who had just watched. No surprise to her. So far, Schatten had never given a good demonstration of what she was capable of. Sure, she had beaten up a few people here, and there. But nothing else, really.
" Why the hell did you do that?!? What's gotten into you suddenly? "
And finally, the hero found their voice again. Even though she could hear the shake in their voice. Really, if they are immediately scared because of a little killing, then they surely won't make it far as hero. At least that's her opinion. Though the vigilante turns finally towards them. She didn't spoke this time though, only staring at them who was watching her like a hawk.
" I never saw you doing this kind of thing... You never killed anyone like this in the open, Schatten. So what are you planning right now? "
She wasn't exactly sure if they expected an answer. They will get none anyway. But the way the hero looked at her... she could basically see the gears turning in their head. Oh, they were perhaps much more analytical than she had expected.
" Hm. Perhaps zhat villain simply annoyed me enough~ Or maybe I- "
" That's not it. I don't believe that's it. I saw you fighting before. This was nothing like it. You are planning something. And no matter what it is, I won't let it happen! "
They interrupted her, and Schatten leaves a sigh. Why do heroes have to be like this. She didn't had anything against them either. But by how they were standing now, she knows they are going to try to fight her too. Very well. One more display of strength won't hurt. And that hero should see it coming if they attack her... And they do. It barely takes them a moment to start sprinting towards her with inhuman speed, and fist ready to punch. But again, their fist never touches her. Not because shadows stopped the hero like they had the bullets. No. They hit the air, where the woman had been standing a second before, but she had disappeared from sight.
And before the hero could react or move back, the vigilante had appeared already behind them again... swinging a massive scythe made of shadows... which pierced through their stomach in a quick movment of her wrist. It wasn't as quick of a death as the villains. And given that the scythe was still ticking in them, she knows it will take a moment longer for them to bleed out, and die. But they already cough up blood, and she hopes at least that the shock keeps the pain, that they should feel, away for a moment before their body shuts down.
" Sorry. But nothing personal... You just happened to be in zhe vrong place on zhe vrong time... "
She mumbled, before pulling the scythe out of their body, and letting the blood rush from the wound. The hero falls to their knees, before their body follows soon, and falls flat on their stomach with their body now shutting down, and their world becoming black.
Lilli knows she should feel bad. A little at least. But she doesn't. Not really. Or perhaps, a really small part of her does.
Then she turns towards the reporters, who were still capturing all this with their camera's, and microphones as they spoke to their viewers. They hadn't heard what she had said of course. But they had seen enough. Their audience behind the TV's right now should also have seen enough. The still small demonstration of her ability.
Hopefully it will be enough to attract his attention...
And without another word... Schatten, and the summoned shadows disappear again without leaving a trace...
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[ Somewhere else, at a base hidden at where no one can reach... ]
His eyes widen. And since a long time he feels excited again. An emotion that he had almost forgotten existed inside him still. How long had he searched? How many years have passed? And now, the moment had finally come. He had found what he had looked for. A weapon disguised as a person, with a power that he had researched, and tried to reconstruct, but failed.
Null, how the man called himself, watched over and over again the videos from the TV reports of the vigilante killing a villain, and a hero with that seemed like zero effort. It was exactly like her ability back then. Only this was way more advanced, and controlled. Whoever this 'Schatten' was, she surely had years of experience with that ability. And she had hide it well until this point.
A small grin spreads acroll his face, until someone hurried into his office. A small man. Weak, and fidgety. But at least not all useless. He was good at managing, gathering information, and following orders. When he enters the room though, Null's grin falls, and he turns towards the smaller man. And before he could speak, the villain was already giving him orders.
" Go, and put a bounty on that vigilante... As high as possible. And now matter what, the highest priority is that she is caught alive. Understood? "
The fidgety man stands still, and only nods. Not used to see his boss like this. And not used to have his boss set a bounty for someone. But he did not ask. Mostly because he was way to afraid to overstep a boundary.
" And... I want someone to go look for that vigilante as well. Just in case. Make her either an offer she can't refuse to work for me... "
He pauses, and looks at the screen, which had stopped at a moment in which Schatten had looked right at the camera before disappearing... Something... seemed familar. Even though her face couldn't be seen at that moment. But he doesn't know what. Hm, Null shakes that feeling away, and rather turns back to his employee.
" Oh, and of course gather as much information as you can about her. No matter what it is, I want to know everything... "
Again, the small man nods, waiting for something else to get assigned too. But Null simply dismissed him with a flick of his wrist. And as fast as he had entered the office, he was gone again, and left the villain to watch the recordings again.
Soon, he will have his weapon again. Just a little more patience...
#;; ᶰᵉᶤᵗʰᵉʳ ʰᵉʳᵒ ᶰᵒʳ ᵛᶤˡˡᵃᶤᶰ [vigilante verse]#;; ᶰᵘˡˡ [NPC]#tw blood#tw death#drabble#BOOM SUDDEN DRABBLE WITH NEW NPC APPEARING >:3#Null is german for Zero btw at least that's what I was going for#yes your muses can react to this happening <333
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Remember the sacrifice. || Remember the warning.
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#tw referenced character death#sorry for sudden shift in the tone#but had to remind little leo that hes in apocalypse#ill go back to sep au polls art tomorrow probably#no longer in art block!!#rottmnt#rottmnt au#rottmnt peepaw leo#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt future michelangelo#rottmnt future au#rottmnt future leo#dimension hopper leo au#let's grab a slice together#neon & leon comic#do i dare to tag raphie...#yes.#rottmnt raph#angst#why does peepaw look like puppy how did i do it#nighty arty
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Very very personal in the tags sorry
#tw: sudden-ish death of a relative#unfortunately#things with that “family issue” I mentioned last week didn't go well#i'm very confused and quite lost right now so sorry if i miss out on stuff or don't comment on fics for a while#i'm trying to figure out how to help my loved one. i hope to find something helpful for both me and him to deal with the loss
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not to be sad on main but what people don’t tell you about death is that the silence is the loudest thing you’ll hear
#death tw#tw death#you will think about the lack of sound for years#all of a sudden everything just s t o p s
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Hey guys, if you could pray for me and my parents I'd be really grateful. The last cat in our old brigade, Tansy, is almost 15 and at the end of her days. She tends to get sick from allergies during the spring and she's had a rough winter and she's just, she's not going to make it through this time and she's been SUCH a good cat her whole life that we're not gonna let her suffer through it to the end. We're hoping we can get an appointment to get her put down tomorrow (that sounds awful saying it, but she's miserable and I can't watch her suffer she doesn't deserve that), so we would really appreciate your thoughts and prayers.
#cats#tansy#tw pet death#cw pet death#the only good(?) thing about this is that it's not sudden like baby tulip#I have known this was coming and been preparing for it mentally for months now#she took a turn for the worse today tho despite all our efforts to help her keep going#I *think* she might have a tumor in her cheek that suddenly got very malignant#she has a lot of the symptoms#and I think that + the allergy sickness she usually gets is just too much for her#but she has lived a GOOD life#and she KNOWS we love her#she is INCREDIBLY intelligent#she's sid's adoptive mama#like she straight up adopted a stray half-grown half-starved kitten#and TRAINED IT#to be her friend a hunter and a guardian of our home#she literally taught sid everything he knows#I'll post a little memorial for her when she does pass with pictures#because she has such unique and beautiful coloring#she's a torti#and SO sweet#she is literally one of the best cats we have EVER had#I'll miss her terribly <3
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