#trans body pos
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CW: ED
just something i noticed in my lived experience
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#bugcat's art#doodle#art#mental health#my art#ed mention#ed recovery#recovery#fat acceptance#fat positvity#fat positive#body positive#body pos#thin privilege#oc art#comic#comic art#trans#transgender#gay#gay artist#lgbt artist#lgbt#fatphobia
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Stop pretending like the reason ur jeans are getting tighter is ur washer being too hot. Ur fat, either u accept that or u start working, starving, exercising, restricting.
Ofc u can blame the washer. It might wash away your lies but never ur guilt and disgust when you see yourself.
#thin$po#pvrge#tw mia#urge to purge#@na shit#th1gh g@p#⭐️ve#trans ed#meanspii#boy ana#light as a 🪶#light as a feather#tw thinspi#meanspp#meanspø#body ch3ck#ed not sheeren#tw restrictive ed#shhh#ed buddies#tw binging#rexielife
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I used to think that counting c4ls was messing me up and causing me to b1nge but I've realized that it was actually just that when I was forced to go over my limit by my family I just gave up :)
I've now been able to stop that though thank goodness
I'm also the lowest we1ght I've been in a while!!
I'll be able to get back down to my lw soon >:)))
#ftm ed#thin$po#thinspø#boy ana#pro only for me#pro only for myself#4norexla#ed boy#ana trans#ed ftm#trans ana#trans ed#boy ed#body ch3ck#b0dych3x#ana b0y#b0dy check#b0dy ch3ck#pr04nn4#pr04n4#pr0anna#🕯️as a feather#i want to ⭐️ve#⭐️rving#⭐️ve#light as a feather#4n0r3xia#4norexi4#4n0rexic#4n4blr
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.saw your body checks, are you a girl?
No, I’m a guy. Also please read my bio before you ask
#tw ana rant#tw ana bløg#thin$po#trans ed#ftm ed#pro ans#tw thinspi#ana b0y#ana breakfast#ana y mia#ana twt#th1nsp1ration#tw ed sheeran#tw s3lf harm#thinspø#tw skipping meals#tw mia#ana buddie#ana body check#ana bullshit#anadiet#boy ana#ana before and after#ana boot camp#light as a feather#i wanna be perfect
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Recent body ch3cks a lá the ross fitting rooms
#th1n$po#trans ed#trans ana#⭐️ving#bodycheck#b0dy chex#body chex#tw body check#tw b0dy ch3ck#b0dych3x#b0dy check#thinsp0#th!nsp0#th!n$p0#th!nspo
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Anyways this is my current gender goals
I got a shit ton of money from my grandpa (500 USD) so I might get some stuff
#gender goals#Ik this isnt my art blog but like#gender…#trans man#transmasc#bigender#transition goals#I also either wanna be buff or fat or both#Both ? Both is good#I SHOULDVE ADDED MORE HAIR#Hairy bodies…/pos#caps cw#I will add on my preferred body type later#I am currently chubby kinda so like#I wanna keep that#transgender#trans
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fun fact 🎀🎀🎀🎀 IM GONNA FUCKING LOSE IT
#I won't but what the FUCK#I WAS DOING SO FUCKING WELL ALL DAY I FASTED I EXERCISED WHAT WENT WRONG?M WHAT DID I DO??#COULDNG EVEN FUCKING PYRGE IT MY DAD CAMD HOME#I'll never be skinny before yhr birthday party oh my GOD#HHHXHHDHDHDHDBDVXHEJXHHDUE IM LOSING IT IM FUCKING LISIBG IT#SEND ME M3ANSP0 PLEASE I BEG PLEASE ANONYMOUS EVEN HH#I'll lotterly give you any weight info you want any info on my body where my stretch marks are how bad they are where I hold my fat#just please hurt me I can't keep doing this I can't keep doing this#I'll do like anything except show my face/identifying features and reveal any identifying info on god dude#or maybe I'm just in an episode idk lol#ana male#masc ed#ftm ed#anabllrr#i wanna be sk1nn1#th1insp0#trans ed#⭐️rving#pro4ana#starv1ng#4ana#@na motivation#m3ansp0#tw skipping meals#male ed#m3an$po#m3anspo#meanspø#anor3c1a#tw ed ana
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why don't clothes fit me the way they do on a skinny cis guy (<- isn't a skinny cis guy)
#being trans masc is so frustrating because i forget i got the level 1000 gyatt#go forth and find a beautiful trans woman bodily curves of mine#i have so many cool pants that would give away im kweer if i wore them not because they're from alt fashion subcultures#but because my ass and thighs and hips are too femme apparently?!?!?#when will people stop associating allat with women or something#my cis male friends have the biggest fucking asses for some reason AND THEY KEEP ON TWERKING INFRONT OF ME WHEN IM MINDING MY BUSINESS#no but *im* the female and a girl apparently#i wanna go out in tight fitting clothes until i realise i actually have a female body like whatttt#ain't that crazy#im not saying those bodily attributes are inherently femme or indicators of being a girl or a female cause just. no#im just saying that many people think that way#and it's hard trying to be perceived as masc while trying to dress the way i want to#'why do you care about how others perceive you?' because being perceived as a girl makes me feel bad like what#its different from your personality being perceived differently#im aware my gender is something i define but i can also want others to perceive me as a guy too#i cant change the minds of everybody but in the end i still am a masc identifying person and i want people to easily identify me as one#transphobes and people who blatantly refuse to perceive me as one is something else entirely#and if adhering to the binary gender norms is how i can be validated in my gender then so be it#because gender is a social construct and mine is affirmed and solidified through social interaction#other trans people wont do what i do. others do. that's fine. gnc trans people are fucking sick /pos#but unfortunately i do not have it in me to NOT care about how others perceive my gender#because it matters a lot to me and being perceived as a girl hurts
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Wrote out a big long phone call rant to have with my mother later because as much as I hate it she is my closest irl spiritual confidant 👍 here’s hoping her response to ‘hey I’ve been spiritually depressed and disconnected for like 8 months and for some reason these last two weeks advocating for Palestine has me feeling alive and burning with divine passion and love in a way I’ve never felt before in my life’ isn’t like. ‘Talk to your psyche abt your meds hun’
#ra speaks#personal#religion#oh god these tags got out of hand. look away I’m rambly today.#outing myself as deeply spiritual and devout on main oops#‘aren’t you gay and trans and -‘ listen Israel the person received that name after literally wrestling with gd in the desert#I’m allowed to put my faith leaders in a spiritual headlock for past and present crimes while I live my joyful life#maybe a physical headlock too. I’m down to body slam some wueerphobic racist pos who claim to be faithful while never exercising such faith#also lmao of the idea of a queer leftist being deeply spiritual makes you uncomfortable…bro everything about me makes ppl uncomfortable#I’m bi gender I consider myself a trans gay man and a nonbinary dyke at the same time. I’m disabled and ugly and autistic. im not palatable#accept the inherent apparent contradictory nature of the varied human experience and move on.#sorry thought about that post complaining abt observant jews being excluded from the conversations about queer jews like#you don’t have to get it. you don’t have to think it’s real! but it’s real to me! it’s important to me!#so are you gonna be my transphobic uncle and call me sick and deluded the same way he talks about trans people?#or are you gonna keep your mouth shut accept that you don’t have to understand someone to respect them and move on with your life.#anyways uh. here’s hoping I don’t lose my voice or start crying like I did while typing the script up.#vocational woes
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If you’re like me, have iOS and like to flirt with recovery, I have an app for you. It’s called MyTummy. You log your food with images and, if you want, tags, but no cals. There’s also a page that tells you what you had in the last 4hr. Here’s mine from this morning
And here’s what I ate yesterday.
#ana male#tw ed diet#ftm ed#trans ana#b0dy check#body ch3ck#tw ana shit#tw restrictive ed#tw weight#notprojustusingthetags#ed but not sheeran#tw disordered eating#not pr0 just for myself#not pr0 4na#i want to be thinner#th11n$po#th1nspø#ftm ana
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brrrrr (/pos)
#weight talk#<- just in case even though this is pos#but like. okay ive been. SEVERELY underweight all my life#like i looked like a skeleton you could see all my bones it was AWFUL#i just. I've literally always hated looking like that i hated looking like a walking corpse i mean i looked ILL#but recently i started taking remeron for anxiety#partially bc my anxiety keeps causing me to not eat properly bc i feel sick constantly#so i kept ending up in the ER for malnutrition and dehydration and my liver getting messed up#well i started the remeron for the panic attacks bc daily panic attacks suck but the psych mentioned it could increase appetite#and it???? did????? I'm eating on a slightly more regular schedule???? I'm eating more than once a day????#and like. ok I've always weighed like 100lbs#highest i ever got was 111 when i was 16#and then it dropped 10#and then dropped 10 more in the span of 3 months while i was in and out of ER#and i was genuinely starting to panic over it bc i could PHYSICALLY FEEL my muscles getting eaten bc i had no fat left#like i was getting drastically weaker by the day my knees still won't stop buckling#but in the about three months I've been taking those meds I've. gained 10 back#I'm actually gaining weight like me and my mother are genuinely SHOCKED this genuinely hasn't happened since i was fucking TWELVE#and just now i took off my shirt and noticed. holy shit. my stomach doesn't go CONCAVE when I'm hungry anymore#like whenever i couldn't tell if i was hungry before i would just look at my stomach and be able to tell if it was too curved inwards#but now!!!!!!! it doesn't do that!!!!!!! and I'm genuinely fucking ecstatic like oh my god i don't look dead anymore#I've always wanted to gain weight i feel like i would be 100% more comfortable in my body as a fat trans man#and i can't talk about that to anyone bc they always say it's either self harm or fetishistic#when no i just genuinely feel more comfortable in my skin thinking of myself that way#and now i have confirmation that i would genuinely be happier that way with this bc the sheer joy i have at not being underweight anymore#i mean I'm still a bit under but at least im gaining SOMETHING like at least i dont look like a drowned street cat#seeing the very slight rolls and folds in my stomach when i move the right way makes me happy
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bodycheck!
my body stores a majority of my fat on the stomach and arms and i’m so happy i can finally see hipbones!!!!! my arms are still beefy cause i pole and i need the muscles there unfortunately but still!! i have a flat-ish stomach and i’ve never been happier!
this is what i looked like before btw hehehehe
#anamia#bullimia#ana restriction#ed ednotsheeran restriction#tw ed stuff#tw ed thoughts#tw ed diet#tw ana relapse#tw ed talk#tw ed relapse#body ch3ck#thinspø#thin$po#ana relapse#ftm ana#trans ana#i want to be bones
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Just want to make it clear:
If you are a terf / gender critical
Get the fuck off my page right now you piece of shit cunt
#gwendols rambles#a lot of these blogs I’m finding say they are#rad fem#so I’m gonna block that tag probably as well#how can you call yourself a feminist and reduce womanhood to our reproductive system?#by reducing women to their bodies you are doing the exact shit men do to us#you are transphobic and you do not stand for the betterment of women#you stand for the betterment of yourself#and you are outwardly a pos and I hope karma gets you#so fuck you#trans women are women
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Going insane
I'm going low res this week :)
I've got a protein bar in my bag for gym days in case I need it but otherwise I'm only having dinner :))
#ftm ed#thin$po#thinspø#boy ana#pro only for me#pro only for myself#4norexla#ed boy#ana trans#ed ftm#ana b0y#body ch3ck#boy ed#light as a feather#trans ana#transmasc ed#trans ed#4n0r3xia#4norexi4#4n0rexic#4n4blr#4n4rexia#pr04nn4#pr04n4#pr0anna#pro for me not for thee#pro a4a#an4r3xia#4narex1a#4nerex1a
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Random hcs in no particular order:
- Everyone in wxs is autistic
- Bpd Shinonomes
- Saki uses a cane or a different mobility aid (depending on how bad) on flare up days, has POTS, used a wheelchair for awhile after getting out of the hospital due to being weak physically
- Mafuyu has low empathy
- Toya has arfid and struggles with reading faces/body language and tones pretty badly (autism)
- Trans Ena and Akito: they switched names and helped each other with shopping for new clothes
- Bigender Tsukasa, uses any pronouns, trying to grow out hair too
- Kohane likes to do An’s nails and eventually started doing Toya and Akitos
- Emu has high empathy, which leaves her overwhelmed sometimes
- Akito is in denial about having adhd
- Agender Toya, doesnt care much abt his gender and doesnt care how ppl see or refer to him, likes long skirts
(🪼 for any if u would like)
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Take one look at that group of clowns and tell me their neurons aren’t at least a little divergent.
HEAVY believer of this one, always one of the first things I mention when someone asks me about my hcs
I drew Saki with crutches once and I think it gave me a whole new perspective. I love seeing people interpret her with mobility aids, she would absolutely put stickers on them when she can
YES. This one feels canon
Touya has expressed that he tends to struggle with tone and understanding people, and his parents haven’t thought at least ONCE that maybe “hey, maybe our kids neurons are divergent”
I see this a lot with the Tenma’s, I’m so glad to see that it has spread to the Shinonomes (<- heavy transman Akito headcanoner)
Tsukasa is my favorite gender. I genuinely struggle with settling on a gender hc for Kasa because that creature is so girl yet so boy. You take one look at him and you’re flash banged with gender. LONG HAIRED TSUKASA. I always draw him with long hair, you get it
THIS IS SO CUTE. They all have matching nails. I’ve always imagined Kohane to have really nice nails for some reason
OH I LOVE THIS. Ive always seen her as the type of person to be like “If you cry, I’ll cry!” and I like the thought of it leaving her overwhelmed. Because, obviously she’s gonna have her limits with how much emotions she goes through in a day. Which is a lot.
ADHD Akito is canon he came to me in a vision and whispered it in my ear
Gender lacking Touya truthers, we rejoice🔥 (<- Nonbinary Touya liker here) AND THE SKIRTS. OH MY/pos
#project sekai#pjsk#proseka#wonderlands x showtime#shinonome siblings#saki tenma#mafuyu asahina#toya aoyagi#tsukasa tenma#vivid bad squad#akito shinonome#ena shinonome#kohane azusawa#headcanon#hc#🦇 anon#This was so much fun to yap to oh my goodness
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July 26th vs July 31st
Ngl im kinda shook rn by this lol. It helps that I've been fasting for like 17 hours but holy shit look at how fucking awful my stomach looks in the first pic 🤢 Def not perfect yet but getting somewhere at least
#tw body check#b0dy check#b0dy ch3ck#tw b0dy ch3ck#i wish i was thinner#thinspo#th!nsp0#th1n$po#trans ed#trans ana#body ch3ck#ana trans#@na trigger#@n0r3xia#@nor3×14#⭐️ving#⭐️ve
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