#transmasc ed

[pierrotdoesnteat]

pics like these have a chokehold on me

[lemonboytea]

I want my wings back

- 🍋🍵🍃

[logan-logs]

Drawing thlnspo is so motivating

(the original photos are from Pinterest)

[f4t-tr4nny]

This account has existed for like half a day and I've already got one of these fuckers in my dms

[s4turnsb0nes]

Male thinspo

[angelprettty]

Th1nspo

from my gender envy 📌trest board

(I'm nonbinary)

[blurry-c4ls]

My fav meal <3

(I actually prefer Pepsi zero BUT WE FUCKING RAN OUT.)

Also ignore my stuffed animal he’s just chilling, his name is Yorel.

[pierrotdoesnteat]

ive got a slightly homoerotic fascination with th0mas t4py and his facial features, he has a look i want.

please do not reblog my posts with tags.

[borderlinerex]

[logan-logs]

its so much easier for me to not eat at all instead of eating small portions

[crowwants2beskini]

Yall ever wonder how many extra unnecessary pounds you'd lose if you didn't fucking have boobs

[luvr-boyz]

i want to be a cute scenemo guy but im still too chubby and ive been losing somr weight but my mom got rid of the scale and im going INSANE i wanna be skinny

[lemonboytea]

I can't wait to be this happy~🌸✨

-🍋🍵🍃

[f4t-tr4nny]

[intro/pinned post]

‼Disclaimer‼: this is my safe space, this is a triggering blog, if you don't like that then just leave, I'm not responsible for other people and their triggers

🚬 about me🚬

I am 16 and ftm, I mainly use he/they/it pronouns, but I'm fine with any as long as they aren't fem

I have a love for music, both playing and listening to it (im always up to talk about music),

I interact from @/l0z3r-cav3 as this is a side blog

🔗mental health stuff🔗

I've been struggling with dis0rd3rd and $h for years, I also struggle with substance abuse, I've wanted to die since age 10, Im also a victim of csa and have been groomed multiple times

Depression, anxiety, autism, adhd, ptsd, ednos, osdd, random hallucinations as well as delusions (dunno why)

Tags:

#tranny-irl: my pictures

#shitty rambles: random nonsense/rambling/my posts

#silly-people: asks

#fatty-fit-check: fit checks

[stavrornot]

when someone dms you something seemly innocent and you think, hey maybe they saw your posts and relate to them and want to talk over shared experiences awesome, but you look at their blog and it's all humiliation porn violence against women and they reblog inc3st and

[angelprettty]

May 2024 ⭐vePlan (TW ED)

get it? like gameplan? tsktsk

OKAY folks I gotta get it together this month or I will literally go batshit insane.

My diet plan is still mostly in effect, (mostly OMAD, not over 750 kcals, etc) but I also realize I am thinking about food, w3ight loss, and 4n4 way too much. Making it harder on myself and life miserable. So my Ultimate Plan for May is to embody the sk1nny 'girl' mindset ✨

also maybe this way I won't have to lie as much to my bf

Naturally sk1nny people don't think about food, at the least, they don't obsess over it!

So the affirmation/rules for Sk1nny Mindset May include:

some of these are already true for me, and some I am working on

I don't like feeling full, feeling satisfied after a few bites is enough for me

Food is mostly boring and I only eat what tastes really good

I prefer hiking, dancing, yoga, playing soccer, etc more than I like going to restaurants

I never finish my food/plates

I would rather not eat than eat something disgusting or bland

I eat really slow, sometimes it annoys people

I'm always busy writing, reading, and doing my other hobbies so I just forget to eat

When I get upset (sad, angry, repulsed, etc) I lose my appetite

I'm never on a diet, I plan to eat like this for the rest of my life (whole foods, mostly plants, not eating out much)

I almost always have to make my food look pretty, I will take time out of my mealtime to set the food aesthetically.

I tried writing this as things the new me would say If I was describing myself. Luckily most of these I really feel like describe me already,,,, the others.... we workin on

Anyway, I will also be on Tumblr a lot less because the whole point is not to think about food, diets, or comparing myself to others. If I can follow these ideas then by June I'll be like a different person (in size and mind lol).

I will update this post by May 31, wish me luck rexies!

Start: 163 lbs (74 kg)

End: 154.2 !!!!!