#to bleed is so! damn! good!
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i’ll be good by jaymes young
you know i am out here writing 5 different iterations of tender loving Lilith & this is what i'm saying!!
"grace is just weakness/ or so i've been told/ i've been cold"
"the blood on my hands scares me to death"
"i'll be good, i'll be good/ and i'll love the world like i should/ i'll be good, i'll be good/ for all the times i never could"
GIVE LILITH PERMISSION TO BE SOFT IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2023
for any who desire soft!Lilith. anyone who wants to see her get the bestest the most beautiful post s2 arc
-> check out my bestie's fic To Bleed
you will thank me
#i actually rlly like this song & have it on a couple playlists#so good instincts anon#to bleed is so! damn! good!#honestly it will make you want to chew drywall. i love it very#thanks anon!#casper song recs
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We all know Timmy is Wanda’s mama’s boy but we need to keep in mind he’s still Cosmo’s kid too and that Cosmo would love him just as vehemently as Wanda
#fairly oddparents#not that anyone has portrayed him different#certainly not distance he loves Timmy he probably says it the most in the show and in fanon#but still- watching New Wish there felt like there was a disconnect with Cosmos character-like he wasn’t as well defined as he was in OG#that’s in part due to them toning him down from being an idiot plain and simple but I feel like it wasn’t fitted with something else it was#simply taken away#just to say he didn’t have as much of a presence to me in New Wish as Wanda did and I crave spinning Cosmo around in my brain#I want to see Poof being his Dad’s Boy yknow and I want to see cosmo doting and I want to see when he gets like. parental rage for the sake#of his kids#yknow? Yknow? part of him feeling detached in a new wish has translated into him not wanting to get as close to Hazel as he did Timmy-#to try and play it more like godparents are supposed to- just a presence for a couple months#but also because like. he got SO attached to Timmy and he’ll never regret it and he’d never do anything different#but idk. if it were me I wouldn’t have the capacity to go through losing my godkid again after becoming that attached#that’s not even mentioning that they don’t HAVE to be in hazel’s life the same way they were in Timmy’s because Timmy was going through#neglect and Hazel has loving family and friends all around her at all times- her blocks are mental#in that way cosmo and Wanda just have to do the Typical Godparent Job of aiding her- not becoming people she desperately needs in life#which also bleeds into why I think Peri was having such a. difficult time#godparents aren’t supposed to be attached the way his family was to Timmy and that how he learned it#but his first godkid is Not Easy and lends immediately to the issues Timmy was having where he HAS parents he HAS things (though . Timmy#was not rich and would sometimes not be fed… dev’s dad also forgets to feed him but dev is still able to eat you know)#and how he grew up with his parents as godparents and how he’s been taught are conflicting and it’s nature vs doing a good job quoteunquote#I didn’t mean to ramble so damn much in the tags I’m really sorry#told myself if I had more to say I’d write it down and post it later but I must be heard.
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Listen.... Trafalgar Law is like Opposite Pick Me Girl.
Evidence:
He stole Doffy's whole look down to the shirtless sluttiness, feather coat and the earrings.
He COPIED DOFFY'S ACTIVATION METHOD. How "notice me, senpai!!" is THAT!?
Like Doflamingo, he acts as though your attempts at torturing him are absolutely precious.
Law straight up based his jolly roger on Doffy's. Like it's not even kinda subtle. (Not that Law does subtle. Which is weird for someone trying SO HARD to be dark, mysterious, and edge-y as Kikoku. )
Trafalgar spent years of his life travelling around the world, gaining notoriety and power, putting into place a series of intricate moving parts that all had to come together in just the right way all so Doflamingo would notice him and remember his face forever.
Law: Please, Young amaster-sama! Oh, please pick me!
Law: To kick your pathetic, subhuman ass.
[Thanks to @revlischarm who gave me this idea.]
#Law is a TERRIBLE pick me girl#it's never a good sign when they ask you to pick them and also your own coffin (assuming there are any recognizable remains)#Doffy-sama notice me!#I want you to look me in the eyes when I killed you#guys were were two weeks away from Law's obsession getting so bad he'd atatt wearing sunglasses at night#Thank goodness Zoro was there yo distract him aftwr Dressrosa#boy was floating in a empty void; no idea what to do with himself#“He was my future; I spent my whole life looking for him... wanting him.”#“bleeding out in my hands begging for mercy while I spit in his face and promised I'd show him the same mercy he showed Cora-san”#*everyone takes a solid three step back from Law*#*well everyone but Zoro and Robin. They're into this.*#one piece#trafalgar d. water law#trafalgar law#donquixote doflamingo#absolutely fabulous#evil never looked so good#though not so much evil as hell bent on revenge is pretty damn sexy too#all of this was for you Cora-san!#I did all this - risked my life and limbs - just to die in battle to honor your sacrifice and get you the revenge you deserve!#Oh#Oh Law baby#that's not what Cora wanted for you AT ALL#you sweet little revenge muffin
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Shit take no one wants but Danny wouldnt trust any of the batfam. Like not a one of them.
Boy isnt trained like they are to notice peoples habits and tiks but he has one hell or a vibe check. He can’t tell they are hiding something everytime one approached him to try and see if hes a mata and or alright.
Some of them are clearly not ok by a living human standard but Danny isnt gonna out himself to weird vibe strangers. He didn’t even tell his sister now did he? He probably would t have told(watch this) Tucker and Sam if they hadn’t of been there.
Now I aint sayin he wouldnt reach out as Phantom to like check on their ectoplasm and maybe help em out, lord knows Jason could use some helpin out in that department. I also aint sayin the batfam would figure him out, they do be smart. But if Danny is in Gothem and he comes across a Bat in gear and outta gear hes probably gonna put two and two together. I always operate on ghostking au so im assuming hes gotten better at recognising ecto signatures.
Lord knows if it’s Jason/redhood than hes gonna for sure notice that one.
#danny phantom#dp x dc#dpxdc#sorry if this sucks my way of talkin bleeds out into my typin the more tired I get#yall see what I done did with tucker and sam up there? everyone always writes em sam and tucker. why she always get to be first. aint fair#but anyway danny can’t trust anyone with the fear his parents put in him from constantly hating phantom even though our boy was tryin his—#— darnedest to do good#lord my cat is yellin at me to exit this damned shower so I’ll talk to yall later k#kisses u#im so tired and done with everything I think im a just keep on keepin on
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strangling my past self How Did You Write Reasonably Sized Fics So Easily
#IVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO NOT GET CARRIED AWAY HELP#sitting here with scenes that should NOT BE 5 THOUSAND FUCKING WORDS LONG HELLOOOOOOOOO#my brain: You Have To Show Every Single Thing. Every Convo. Every Action. They Have To Know#NO! THEY DONT! ITS CLUTTERED AND BORING AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#see this is what happens when you don't write seriously for FUCKIGN MONTHS-#its fine we're fine im Calm#trying to edit my own stuff is like wrangling some Wild Beast with my bare hands#she has horns! i am bleeding from Several large punctures! i will not let go!#absolutely unprompted#past me: bangin out 2k-5k fics that include multiple scenes and conversations each of perfect length#me now: and so this simple 'good morning' exchange will take ten pages-#WAILING WAILING#but god damn i need to create Something i have to i have to#i feel like im losing my mind....#I WANT TO BE POSTING FIC AGAIN CMON CMON
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i see the fucking House got destroyed. aewseoekme 👍
#love that /sarcasm#what else what else... [redacted] SHSJSDJSJSKXKXDK LMFAO#but seriously uhhjhjjhuhj#fuckinnnnn. roll call. i guess#wil is up and awake. so am i. i can feel damien???? that's unusual. uhhh#cosm's asleep. lim's asleep. ethan's asleep. blanket and the captain are afk but they generally Are.#memento and mori are... not on this layer? alright damn.#i give you two a room in the Manor and yet you don't use it ok i see how it is (joke)#fuckinnnnnnn....... who else was effected by that? i think that's everyone?#i th. hold on#oh that's great i think i. mhm. i see. yeah okay ouch#headspace form took more damage my eye socket has scabs everywhere. aweseoekemmmee i love it here waow. anyways#besides THAT. i think everyone's fine 👍#we survived babey! yippee!#pk;m Dark🗝️🥀#the House itself has scars now but those SHOULD fade... hopefully. fbfbfndjdjf#it's not bleeding or anything so that's good!
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i ... finished... all of the panels in this feh strip ................ \o/
#LOTS of cleaning up + consistency edits + doing the full color cover if i have time but!!!#rereading it several times in full and like full on SMILING through actual sobs good god#without irony this is the best damn piece of art i've ever done. like not even just for *me* it's damn good storytelling imo#like it goes from shitposty to feelsy to so cringehonest it's ALMOST cheesy to subtle fridge horror back to [ungodly whale noises]#but the pacing works. i still crack up at the same places etc etc. aaaa i can't wait to show it.#this is one of those that even with a critic's scathing eye i can see the sincerity bleeding through every line
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Pivotal bright spot (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#The Captain#Hhhhhh <3#I am once again ''Who am I without you'' - ZEX relies on Zelnick to affirm who he himself is! His Captain is a huge comfort!#It's the codependency for me <3#The way Zelnick comforts him is so sweet ;; He can be quite attentive! When he chooses to be hehe#He's hesitant and concerned but overcomes it to give ZEX what he needs in the moment ahh he's deserving of being a leader ♥#Like covering his eye for him - and repeating back his greeting! ;;;; How many times has ZEX introduced himself that now it's repeated back#How many times has he said those exact words so confidently that Zelnick can repeat it back to him#So confident in his identity until it's all brought into question - too many pieces that align Just So to know one way or anything!#How would his human love know so many details - but such specific details are concerning as well! What's real and what's not!#What's experienced and what's mentally real - or false! There's so many tricky mental traps set agh it's so good <3#It's so interesting how their character flaws interact with their self-assuredness hehe <3 Zelnick is brash and bold!#ZEX is careful and prideful - so which takes a harder hit in matters of the mind? ZEX is at a disadvantage in Max's body of course#Hghh there's so much about this scene that's so good tho ah#ZEX's worries of his own level of self-delusion bleeding out into accidentally telling lies - he's quite honest! Mostly ♪#But here it's all just deep concern - not of Trying to manipulate but being so far gone that he can't Help but do so! Being out of control!#Of course that would be very scary for him :( And of lying to himself? The kind of thing that's wholly repulsive to him </3#Ughhh this scene breaks my heart because they really love each other and ZEX wants him and needs him but I know what will happen ;;#At least they're able to give each other a bit of comfort in the moment - whether it's true or not (it is true haha) the contrast helps#Even in Max's body and even unsure of himself getting to hold his human - this human - feels real and right <3#He's still worried afterwards of course - takes something convincing to pull him out of it! - and Zelnick continues to comfort him <3#I love palm kisses as well ugh they're so sweet ;; <3 What a lovely way to show his solidarity! Hehe ♥
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:3
Definitely doesnt represent anything in my life or smth lol.
Just a pretty tattoo
#damn the tattoo artist was good#there wasnt literally almost no blood between the days this tatt was healing#like damn~#being with her for like 1.5 years#so learned way too much#to the point im not bleeding like i was just stabbed numerous times
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I am going to continue believing that Kalluzeb will appear in the Ahsoka show together because I may look like a stupid clown bitch but it will take a better man than Dave Filoni to pry my sense of optimism and hope out of my cold dead hands
#I am going to believe in the innate goodness of Man and trust that we won't get zorii blissed again if it kills me#I have seen many a no-homo in my time and I will probably see more and yet I trust that it will not happen for kalluzeb#take that cynicism and exhaustion of not seeing myself represented in any significant way in most Star Wars material#I mean come on zeb was literally one of the main characters in rebels it would be so damn important for him to be canonically gay#and also he has one of the most epic enemies to lovers arcs I've ever seen#so stupid clown bitch I may be but I am clutching optimism so hard it's going to bleed#star wars#ahsoka show#ahsoka series#kalluzeb#garazeb orrelios#zeb#alexsandr kallus#gay#martianbugsbunny ships
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FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#WHATS UP GUYS ITS YA GIRL HANA SPIRALING ONCE AGAIN#guess who found a TICK on my ARM for the first time EVER I’m gonna die aren’t I I’m gonna fucking PERISH#bashes my head against a wall IT’S FINE I’M SO FINE!!!#I’m NOT FINE I am on the verge of a PANIC ATTACK I don’t know WHY I’m posting this instead of asking my mom what to DO#ripped that fucker out with my BARE HANDS I hope he GOES TO HELL#I KNOW YOU ARENT SUPPOSED TO DO THAT.#YOU ALSO PROBABLY ARENT SUPPOSED TO PANIC AND PICK AT IT UNTIL IT BLEEDS LIKE YOURE A FUCKING MEDIEVAL DOCTOR#OH YEAH JUST MAKE YOURSELF BLEED AND THE ✨TOXINS✨ WILL GO OUT#BUT PANIC DOES NOT MAKE PEOPLE LOGICAL!!! I THINK IM GONNA SLICE MY WHOLE ARM OFF JUST GET IT ALL OFF#SO FUCKING GROSS!!! I FEEL UNCLEAN!!!#how the actual hell did I get a tick bite while wearing a sweater and a hoodie. how did he get through#I think I’m never gonna go outside again. yeah. that sounds good#I don’t know how fucking long it was there I’m gonna die I’m gonna die#if I die I’m taking finch with me!!! that sucker will be mine into the grave!!! nobody else will own him but me!!!#WHATS UP MUTUALS I’M NOT GONNA FUCKINH DIE IT’S FINE#if you’ve never had a squirmy gross organism in your body be thankful!!!! damn!!!!!#it was still ALIVE and squirming I’m gonna throw up and cry and die and#screw nature actually. we should burn it all down (DO NOT DO THIS)
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it's almost like if i dont let the whole world know about my new hyperfixtation i will burst into flames
#preacher's daughter both family tree songs#how she says in family tree “heaven hath no fury like a woman scorned and baby hell don't scare me i've been times before”#and western nights “i would hold the gun if you asked me to but if you love me like you say you do will you ask me to?”#the whole house in nebraska song UGH#the outro of hard times i am tired of you still tied to me bleeding whenever you want too tired to move to tired to leave#american teenager gracie's cover i love you so so so so much i do it for daddy and i do it for dale i am doing what i want DAMN i am doing#it well#ptolemaea that stop scream i am the face of love's rage blessed be the daughters of cain bound to suffering eternal through sins of their#fathers commited long before their conception that whole outro in general#i tried to be good am i no good? am i no good? am i no good?....i just wanted to be yours? am i yours? am i yours?...if i am turning in you#stomach and making you feel sick am i making you feel sick? am i making you feel sick? am i making you feel sick? is just SO AGH#also god loves you but not enough to save you I FORGIVE IT ALL AS IT COMES BACK TO ME#we know how it goes the more it hurts the less it shows but i feel like they all know and that's why i can never come back home and i spent#my life watching it go by from the sidelines and god i have tried but i think it's about time i put up a fight#and the instrumental songs their production is so so good#anyways yeah now i feel better if anyone is reading till here go listen to it thanks <3#it's great for people with family issues#v.txt
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feeling very unwell forever
#*clenching my fists until they bleed* i am capable of letting things and people go#i was so very close to messaging them and i shouldn't but i miss i miss i miss every damn day i'm so great at it!!#you don't want the same thing so it's for the best!!!!!!!! fucking drill it in your brain!!!!!!!!!#was looking through pictures of the summer for an art project today and surprise it made me upset#'not everything has to last forever' WRONG good things should never end i will cling on to everything forever#im working through some stuff here no worries it's fine
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i hate having to deal with horses that are being badly managed lol
#like and i can't do anything about it. they've been stuck inside for days/weeks and we're all going crazy#friend said she's been feeding them twice a day because she's been working and told me i could do that if i want because three times a day#“isn't necessary” bro do you want your horses to start bleeding internally? cmon#i'm pretty sure he has chronic ulcers but hes only getting gutx (which she said worked for him in the past but they dont have good studies)#because she got tired of paying for gastrogard. which is understandable but like if you are feeding your hot blood stallion twice a day and#keeping him stalled constantly except for working him. he is going to get ulcers. i don't understand why people hate updating their#knowledge to reflect reality. i mean i do because many people have horses for the power trip etc but come the fuck on#i'm so frustrated lmao#anyway. i need to leave but i do not have enough money to do so at this time so i need to get a job but i'm worried about getting a job#because then i'll be stuck here with the job and i need to not be here. i did get myself into this mess and i feel like a damn fool#c'est la vie i fucking guess. does anyone have about two thousand us dollars they don't want#me
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hop along fr thought they could just drop the ending of the goose & the wren and expect people to NOT bawl their eyes out🤣🤣😂😂💯💯🗣️🗣️🗣️🦅🦅
#*deep breath*#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#THAT ENDING HAS ME IN SHAMBLES#I WANNA BLEED TK DEATH WITH THAT JN THE BACKGROUND🗣️🗣️#ITS SO DAMN GOOD BUT HONESTLY SO FUCKING SAD#THE FARMER STANDS AND SAYS WHAT HAPPENED TO THE LAND⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️#hop along#the goose and the wren#music
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the boys' first commentary on keating's lessons being cameron and neil saying 'that was weird' / 'but different' is getting to me like the entire film is a narrative on the suffocation of heavy academia and how it prioritises certain subjects (medicine, law, business, engineering) while condemning creativity and passion and how institutions are promoting conformity and grades-over-wellbeing teaching methods more and more as you both move up the elitism scale and as time goes on, and how that was okay for these kids and like so many generations before them they were going to let it happen to them, but one teacher was different. one single teacher told them to seize the day and make their lives extraordinary and he made them look directly at the state of things, and for a little while it was beautiful but they're just kids; how could they ever change things? and sure enough it catches up to them and the institution wins because it always does and suddenly the suffocating thought of what neil is so sure his life is going to be is so daunting and terrifying that he cant even face it
#he's just like me fr just without the gun#like yeah the world is actually a harrowing monotonous place and my generation is the last one to play outside as children#and if you dont chase a certain career path or excel in certain subjects then you're deemed inherently lesser#and your success is measured by your bank account and there is no warmth#like damn this film realeased in the 80s and set in the 50s had no business capturing the terror of being young in our society so perfectly#the ONLY saving grace is the 'o captain my captain' scene at the end#it's proof that the beautiful passion-filled independent lives the boys dreamed about#dont just become food for worms and we dont just go right back to the beginning#there's hope at least even if half the time im too busy BAWLING MY FUCKING EYES OUT to even see the screen at that point#godddd girl watching this doing an 'academic subject' that you despise and on bad days think might be the thing to beat you#but you do it anyway bc you're stuck now and besides your parents kinda made you do it when all you ever wanted to do was write#but that cant happen bc writing isnt 'good' the way economics is 'good' and maybe#maybe all that'll happen is i'll lose and start a career in business and work an office job for two decades#in a world that's melting and owned by corporations that want to bleed me dry#maybe that's all there is#i need a fucking cigarette#dps
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