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hmmmm,, something happened here....
#wes#wes dst#wes ds#dst#erm....#wes dont starve#HAHAH#cowboy wes#my pet thing#my thinga#i love draw horse hehe#and weewee here#anywyas#this was mostly practice so uh#my art
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for @cherryys who (rightfully!) hcs lategame megumi as having a bunch of scars befitting his status as resident punching bag
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#guess who hasnt slept its meeeeee#finding refs fr this took forEVER#mostly bc all the pinterest boys are too gd beefy to use as megu ref#but even once i found good refs i am so used 2 drawing beef!!! so used 2 shirtless torsos tht look like yuuji's!!!!#had to keep Undefining my lines n slimming him down#n then he didnt look toned enough!!!!!!!!#constant too hot/too cold . endless suffering .#bangs head on desk all i know to draw is BEEF and this boy is 100% sinew........#but we got there . th render helped a LOT#but then right back 2 suffering bc i asked sam fr Scar Recs n they had th idea 2 give him a lightning scar from when he was taming nue#and i was like omg ya!!!! (voice of some1 who did Not know what lightning scars look like)#so to say i looked them up and uh . new least favourite thing 2 draw just dropped :)#th more accurate i tried to be the more it looked like a weird artsy tattoo#n that scar wasnt even part of what cherryys mentioned they envisioned !!! optional hurdle !!!!!!! i torture myself but fr naught!!!!#th scars tht they mentioned are the glass eye/eye scar from th sukuna/gojo fight + burns up the jaw + abdomen stab wound a la toji#everything else is just visual flavour#sighs at least i got some good shameless torso practice out of this#once i got 2 painting i took my sweet time with him and i am happy now . sleep deprived but happy <3#one of my megumi mutuals(tm) says jump i say how high
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day 4: old cocole art dump because its about time i posted these 💀
essay in the tags youve been warned lmao
#rhythm doctor#chiimo art shenanigans#cocole#5 different brush styles in one post crying rn#wbhw huwh uh w wuhbeuhw (<- me manifesting the braincells to explain the drawings while fighting the sleepiness)#the first one was back in may??? if i had a nickel for every old nicole drawing that looks good to feel recent id have two nickels which i#next drawings were me testing out palettes from color me curious on tumblr#i showed them to my rd friend and i think they were called cocolors? it was supposed to be some kind of series thing#mostly did it for fun tho so i didnt force myself to keep it up lol#the silly kiss doodles are based on a oneshot from writer's block: confronted on ao3 (pls consider giving it a read its so cute 🥹)#next one is just some practice doodles#i was still getting used to nicoles hair i swear it went through 5 design changes in one year#last one is just the dinguses <3 (i found that tumblr post on pinterest so if anyone has the original post id appreciate that 😭)
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Okay but why did they never have any holiday themed POI episodes?
More specifically, how come they never had a Halloween episode and played “Somebody’s Watching Me” by Rockwell in the background?
#THEY MISSED AN EXCELLENT OPPORTUNITY THATS ALL#BUT ALSO CHRISTMAS#SANTA CLAUS IS COMIN TO TOWN PLAYING AND FINCH AND REESE GIVE EACH OTHER A SIDE EYE WITH ‘HE SEES YOU WHEN YOURE SLEEPING HE KNOWS WHEN—‘#LIKE CMON#also I wanted a team machine secret santa gift exchange in the midst of all the Samaritan craziness#like Reese gets Shaw - Shaw gets Root - Root gets Finch - Finch gets Reese#I’d picture Reese gifting Shaw the keys to his old motorcycle#(cuz he’s a cop now and doesn’t use it)#and it’s in a small box so at first Shaw’s like ‘this better not be a necklace’ and he’s like ‘just open it’#and they’re all aloof and it’s funny but also touching#then I picture Shaw just gifting herself to Root like#*slaps a bow on her head* ��for the next twenty four hours we can do whatever you want’#and idk they have a girls day (you know getting their nails done - shopping for shoes - going to the gun range - making out - etc)#Root gifts Finch a rare painting or smth sentimental to him like that#but she tries to do it without like stealing anything (to ease his conscience)#(she’s mostly successful)#‘relax Harry I bought this. with money.’ ‘your money?’ ‘…’ ‘it was your money right??’#and idk what Finch gets Reese but I imagine it’s both sentimental and practical so he can use it often#and they have another ‘thanks for giving me a purpose’ moment and it’s gay as hell and we’re all happy#and they all pitch in and buy Fusco some funny ties or smth#and Bear gets lots of toys and treats cuz he’s the best boi#wow uh#you know what I’m not deleting all that imma just keep it in but just to recap this was about Halloween and a funny song they could’ve used#person of interest#poi#john reese#harold finch#sameen shaw#root#🎶song sings🎶
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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FANTASTIC NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i finished & posted the ITNL 14 re-edits, WHICH MEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm officially done with my re-edits project!!!!!!!!!! :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ive been thinking a lot today about my plans for ITNL 15, AND i have tomorrow off, so if all goes well i'll be able to start writing again. TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and if the chapter grips me like i expect it will then... hehehehehe
could be an update in as little as a few days, depending. i'll keep u guys updated
#speculation nation#itnl shit#im SO fucking ecstatic man ive been looking forward to this for a month and a half#that took SO much longer than i was expecting it to. but i guess editing 75k words while working full time is kind of a lot#it has been a journey. and it is now complete.#and now i can move on to the NEW THINGS!!!!!!!!! INCLUDING a chapter id been looking forward to for So Long#it's for the best that i went thru the whole fic again. itnl 14 was so hard to write bc i was just Not that mentally there with it#and also uh. The Everything.#i think 15 will be easier. MUCH easier. and im really looking forward to having proper writing motivation again.#AND......... IF ALL GOES WELL.............. i'll hopefully be able to ride that motivation train through the next few chapters#Which Means we could be seeing wolfwood in as little as a few weeks!!! maybe!!!!!!!!#i hope so !!!!!!!!!!! i wanna write him SO fucking bad#and like itnl IS a vw fic. it IS. i SWEAR. it's just mostly been grieving and pining from vash so far lksdjflsdjkfsdlkf#but it will have actual vw. eventually.#im like practically vibrating now but i need to go to sleep. so i can have the brain strength to write tomorrow hehehe#i took a melatonin to hopefully knock myself out soon. i GOTTA get some good rest tonight. for the Writing Brain.#and if i daydream about the start of next chapter.... hehehehe#more power to me then :]
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gladiolus : describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget
It was as though the world ceased to be... Sreng raids were not uncommon. They had been occurring since before he could speak. It was nothing new to him. He had seen the city name. His stomach wanted to sink but no, there was no need. The cities were fortified, even if a raid had occurred, there was no worry. It was only as he made his way to his estate within it that it sunk into him. He had already sent word that he would retaliate, he had informed Lambert of that despite not wanting to give into the feeling in his gut. He saw the bodies and spared no moment before he ordered his knights to cross the Ruska into Sreng. There were many moments of that day that remain stuck in his mind. Of course the face of his wife...the desperate attempt that all knew would fail yet they'd attempt anyways just on the off chance... But what had truly stuck out to him was the moment Lambert had fought him off in an attempt to protect one of the Srengi soldiers. He remembered vividly just how desperate Lambert was to keep him down and he remembered just how futile that effort had been. Despite the orders and pleas from his king, the hands that struggled to bind his wrist, he recalls seeing his own maddened face reflected in the young man's eyes before he fired off the fire ball that would end his life. He didn't care about the punishment. Everything was too dull...but he wondered every time he looked back at that day if maybe he would have sparred that boy. Everytime he comes to the same conclusion. Even as his ideas change and he grows. His actions would have stayed the same. Blood for blood. They received what it was they asked for.
#[we’ve investigated the link further]#[could there really be a pathway to peace]#//yeah...#//he would have killed even more if not for lambert having literally knocked him out for that#//killing a civilian after your king asks you not to#//actively fighting your king just so you can#//worst of all was the amount of gautier soldiers who also did not listen#//gautier as a whole in the aftermath was practically retaken by lambert because man...MAN they were primed to act the fuck up#//luckily matthias simmered down and lambert got him under control but uh yeah#//matthias is fine until he is slighted and then he won't show anyone mercy. he's grown from that mostly but maybe kill sylvain and find ou#//:)
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The HORROR of hearing your little five-year-old voice singing awkwardly along to a pristine backing track because your dad was just dying to shove you in front of a mic and produce a song as soon as you could enunciate words semi-intelligibly.
#Barely fifteen minutes of practice just “Here’s the lyrics; here’s the mic. Sing my Angel of Music!”#Mostly my fault because you could not pay me in stuffed animals and candy to get in front of any microphone at that age#mostly because my dad was constantly pressuring me to and I didn’t like that#I wouldn’t be opposed to it now if he hadn’t been instrumental in destroying so much of my own work for being gay and satanic#so uh… he’s not getting any asset of mine to use for his projects. No sir.#It’s offensive.#“I hate every single poem you’ve ever written and believe they need to be destroyed EXCEPT this one and this one because#they’re about my dad and you expressed what I was feeling in a way I can’t articulate 🥺”#Well guess what buddy I articulated MYSELF too and you didn’t respect that; you don’t deserve anything from me#especially not my voice which you have so heavily censored and punished me for using in the way I please#I’m kind of glad I sung so badly because that’s all he’ll ever have of my voice
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#ANXIETY!!!!#finished the report (before 1 actually which is i think a new record for me) resume still needs touching up but that’s fine. the real#problem is the program due early friday afternoon and then the other one due monday night neither of which i think i will be able to finish#on time GODD#the one due friday is technically supposed to be a partner project but i have no idea what’s going on there bc our compiler doesn’t allow#you to share files and we don’t have a google doc or anything so ive just been picking at it on my own mostly unsuccessfully. going to text#her tmrw morning to see if she’s made anymore progress on her end bc uh.#then the one due monday i haven’t even started and i know it’s a hellish assignment bc everyone else in my class is struggling w it and mos#of them have been at it for days (i have not been bc band + taking 4 more credits than most of them + theatre stuff etc there’s been no#time 😭 he literally told us not to start it the day before which. i’ll probably be able to start it friday night so not quite that bad but#like. absolutely not good either)#absolutely not looking forward to that. it’s never ending ‼️‼️ and don’t even get me started on auditions friday i don’t think i’ll be able#to practice beforehand… it’s fine#personal#the engineering chronicles#the music chronicles
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"Honestly, sweetheart? I'm just too damn tired."
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#mostly a bit of expression/perspective practice inspired by a frankly WILD dream I had#was initially meant to be a lot more tame but. ah well.#tmnt 2012#April o'neil#angst#whump#crying#I kinda got sick of the wip existing in my art program so uh. woe. art be upon ye#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt april
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hello everyone! now that team picking is out i wanted to say that i am participating in artfight for the first time this year on team werewolves! (its the color blue. i love the color blue.)
you can find my profile here! https://artfight.net/~crescentfool
#lizzy speaks#lizzy does art#<- sort of! because the art on the left is new LOL#im very excited though! i've wanted a chance to draw more splatoon related stuff and i think art fight would be a great way to-#discover other peoples ocs. i mostly just want the additional practice idrc if i dont get attacked back or w/e#i feel kinda bad bc i wanted to focus on making stickers but then artfight came up so.. im shifting my goals 4 now lol#after artfight though.. nothing can stop me#art is a bit weird for me rn just because i've gotten such a huge surge of motivation back at the start of this month-#but at the same time there's a lot of projects and things i want to do that im like... uh how do One Commit#so im trying my best to take it one thing at a time!!! and i hope you all who are doing art stuff feel at peace with your process#also i feel like this should go w/o saying but i am not guaranteed to attack back but yknow#in my head im gonna do So Many Cool things for artfight but also a part of me knows i might just take a break to draw fan art n thats fine!#anyway bye i cant believe we're halfway through the year! can you believe it? yeah! me neither! explosion!
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@gloryseized: << Here, let me help. >> handsigned by Link ((it's a random ask, so feel free to ignore, if you like. Also hello!))
Incredible, how the same sun could feel so different depending on where you stood. In the Hebra Mountains, even coiled from head to foot in thick woolen wrappings of white and blue and hood pulled over, even in an alcove out of the wind and snow, even with a friend at his side, all warmth became impotent with the final throes of elixir fading from Sidon's blood.
"No, I'm alright! We've prepared for this!" The smile he gave Link was meant to assure him, but even this felt stiff from frost; he'd already made himself a liar. His fingers numb, he fumbled to no avail with the tiny bottle of pulpy red solution tied to his belt—a special concoction. Waited too long to drink it, no doubt—and after Link had gone to so much trouble to make such a thing work for him. How thoughtless that he should waste it to such simple ineptitude. Thoughtless.
"I'm..."
Odd. He'd never noticed how heavy his own body was. Quite tiring, keeping it upright.
He let his hand fall limp to his side as he tipped weightily back against the cliffside wall and slowly sunk against it. It was the most he could do not to seem too pathetic. "Oh, I'm... not well—"
#gloryseized#{ Cool person! Hi! Random things are absolutely one of my favorite things to get!#I don't know if its standard practice now to trim ooc markers or not so I uh--mostly didn't#but everyone sees how nice you are also so hi! Again! }#{I like the idea of a version of TOTK where you can take the actual sages with you all Dragon Age-esque--and all the challenges it entails!#♛ ic
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i love setting goals for myself im so good at reaching goals
#so uh. angoroj (agonies) is the first feature film produced entirely in esperanto.#its passed into public domain a while back i think#my understanding of esperanto is about equivalent of taking a year of a language class#because. yaknow. thats practically what i did.#i spent about a year of math class teaching myself esperanto to make it look like i was actually getting stuff done#but man. the wikipedia article on this film is practically empty. i feel like someone oughta give at least a shitty summary.#this is like. a somewhat big thing. maybe the esperanto wikipedia has more on it but that thing's mostly dead.#front page for it hasnt updated since like 2015#i think it'd be good practice to try to make a transcript of it in english.#i mean i'd do a shit job of it at my current level of understanding.#but shit is better than nothing right?#think i've got a decent copy of it from the archive#judging from the credits and summary placed at the beginning of it (spoken in very fast esperanto)-#-it looks to be about some kind of crime family. and i believe it was either filmed or takes place in paris#hhrhrhrg why are the words for “both” and “too” so hard to tell apart.#fuck it. in case this goal ever goes anywhere ->#Mios Agonies
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not to SYS! on main but like comics Miguel reads just like Robyn and older leo to me it’s soooo weird
#more rob than anything else tbh mostly because of the very blase way of reacting to things#ironically i haven’t read much dick so I wonder if his uh voice would remind me of rob too#Chevys doing most of the heavy lifting with writing SYS! but I am the co-writer and creator and I wanna make their job easier yknow#also I’m autisming#teehee one day seeing rob up theee with the other blue vigilantes#‘but silver/cheri Miguel’s costume is black’ SHUT THE FUCK UP ITS BLUE TO ME#oh miggy. I need to hit him with a brick#I feel bad for like longtime fans of Miguel because I’ve been a fan off and on for years and I’m#already#tired of the mischaracterization from fans#and oh my god I’m tired of seeing his cervix#his box is all up n down the tl so much I can smell it#I think#I’m going to hell for that last sentence but the way#i was talking abt SYS… I’m still rlly excited for it even if I’m nervous you know#I fee somewhat confident in my ability to DRAW people#but to tell a story? nooope. sequential art scares me but that’s what practice is for#and all the art books I uh acquired#man why do I type exactly the way I talk I’m so annoying#why do I get weirdly self loathing so late at night get a job
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I think itd be funny if Tate and Lisa couldn't actually communicate telepathically or could only in a limited capacity, just them rehearsing a bunch of call and return lines during their free time and then they're forced to actually have a social interaction that lasts longer than a couple minutes and you can taste the violence in the air as one of them says smth the other wasn't expecting or that they don't know how to finish
#rat rambles#I dont have a pkm tag uh. idk Im not making one (yet)#anyways sorry Ive been playing pkm masters ex lately and after committing myself to the bit of getting liza to 5 stars Ive started thinking#abt them#anyways in my minds eye theyve been trying to commune telepathically ever since they started more actively training their powers#and it frustrates the hell out of them that they cant fkfmfkdh#they can form a mental connection but since they arent rly verbal thinkers it takes enough effort for them to force words to their thoughts#that maintaining that connection becomes much more difficult for them#so they mostly act off of rehearsed stuff and intuition which usually works well enough#one thing they can do is share imagery with eachother so one thing theyve been trying to do is learn sign language as a work around#its had mixed results but hey at least now they can properly communicate without speaking. kind of. ish.#they can also like float and create minor illusions and stuff but they mostly only actively practice those in the space facility#anyways yes this is all based on that pkm masters story where tate and liza talk on the phone to keep in contact while seperated
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im so shit at comprehending my thoughts so ill try my best to explain this but:
i think the main thing i started to pick up on recently, sometime during my main blog’s lifespan but before this one was made, i learned that “annoying is good”
viewing it as bad, something that needs to be treated, or silenced is a really unhealthy and toxic mindset. atleast adjusting your perspective of it to make it bearable is enough that needs to be done, but i dont think it should require any amount of intervention. at all
i dont think i wouldve been active in a lot of places if i wasnt “annoyed”; not on disc, not on tumblr…. like, i dont mean it in a way with any negativity - it would be best to redefine “annoying” in this post as “a result which stems from you having fun/doing anything that reaches other people” - but i do genuinely mean that, if i hadnt stumbled into people who bumped into me and the other blogs they had because of avid sharing of interests/sharing of work/etc then i mightve been stayed a really quiet blog that felt like i needed to be selective and loyal to my interests
i probably wouldntve ended up making this blog either and been as confident to vent out some of my personal issues as i have not too long ago (even though they were quite harsh and i still look back on some of it with a bit of guilt) if i hadnt come to this conclusion at all so…. yeah
“annoying” is good imo. so long as youre having fun with it, whatever it is, you deserve to be “annoying” - and the negative stigma that comes with being that comes from people who dont even matter to you anyway…. so like. sparkle on ig?? lmfao
#summary: why i think ‘’annoying’’ is good and why im in support of it#i came to these conclusions somewhat on my own but i did have some help from my friends who saw through my blind bullshit and got me on the#right track…. so like. its kinda like a personal anecdote??#since ive been on both sides and realized its just a negative feedback loop everywhere so. yeah dont do this#being a grudge-holding judgmental type of person made me fundamentally worse in all aspects i think. and im certain#mostly because i started to realize i was practically a living contradiction at that point and i still did want to spread around that#generosity but with how toxic things seemed back then - i dont think i was ever going to have the opportunity to show that unless i changed#oh thats not a summary. uh oops#cataclysmic ranting
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