#FALLS OVER. THIS TOOK OVER A MONTH.
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Peepaw Starlo struggles. Autism 2 autism communication struggles.
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#lucky clover au#frisk ut#starlo uty#ceroba uty#martlet uty#dalv uty#feisty four uty#the cowboy hat draws#FALLS OVER. THIS TOOK OVER A MONTH.#Mostly because of being busy IRL but also because I decided on a new rendering method#Aaaand it was ten times as time consuming and I don't like the end result at all. LMAO. You live and learn I suppose#I hope this is comprehensible um. I think a lot about Starlo being so used to understanding Clover easily and being one of their favorites#And going to Frisk and 1. not really understanding how they communicate and 2. feeling like he isn't their favorite LOL#Idk how well that reads but! Peepaw Starlo musings#Starlo tries his best and doesn't always get it right but he's in a better place now#I know Clover's absence feels very strange here but I just couldn't find a place to put them oops.#Drawing this made me realize I really gotta practice my backgrounds. Hough. Definitely in the new year!#Also I haven't played poker in years so anything that's wrong? Uh monster poker is different. Yup. Thumbs up emoji
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I've been diagnosed with "can't stop thinking about stan pines" disease it's incurable I'm afraid
#this stupid show completely took over my brain#it's all I've been able to think about for the last month#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#mullet stan
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-“I think we’re gonna have to kill this guy, Jet.” -“Damn.”
#and that’s a glock fact™️#anyways I’m 3000 years late to this meme 😭 but! I just hit 30 followers so I wanna share smth special :3#my fanart#jet black#greg otgw#fanart#cowboy bebop fanart#otgw fanart#I hecked up on Greg’s hands- they were too small and I applied the paint too heavily so I could barely ink over them when I finished 🥲#this is my favorite art that I’ve done of Jet tho!!#cowboy bebop#over the garden wall#bout that time of year for a rewatch#ugh I can’t believe it’s almost fall- that means it’s gonna be winter soon and I will suffer immensely#traditional media#I can never get the pictures of my watercolors to look right but this is close enough#fun fact tho: I spent MONTHS hemming and hawing over the sketch- his cybernetic arm can be so tricky to draw and in the reference photo—#—it wasn’t even with/shaped the same as his other arm and it fucked with me sm. took forever to get it to look right but I’m very pleased#might do a version of this without Greg bc that’s how happy I am with it
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walter white from breaking bad
Walter Hartwell White (Breaking Bad) is an Anime Girl!
#my name is walter hartwell white. i live at 308 negra arroyo lane albuquerque new mexico 87104. this is my confession. if youre watching thi#s tape im probably dead. murdered by my brother in law hank schrader. hank has been building a meth empire for over a year and using me as#is chemist. shortly after my 50th birthday hank came to me with a rather shocking proposition. he asked that i use my chemistry knowledge t#cook methamphetamine which he would then sell using his connections in the drug world. connections that he made through his career with the#DEA. i was... astounded. i always thought that hank was a very moral man and i was thrown. confused. but i was also particularily vulner#able at the time. something he knew and took advantage of. i was reeling from a cancer diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my family. han#took me on a ride along and showed me just how much money even a small meth operation could make. and i was weak. i didnt want my family to#go into financial ruin so i agreed. every day i think back at that moment with regret. i quickly realized that i was in way over my head an#hank had a partner. a man named gustavo fring. a business man. hank essentially sold me into servitude to this man and when i tried to quit#fring threatened my family. i didnt know where to turn. eventually hank and fring had a falling out. from what i can gather hank was always#pushing for a greater share of the business to which fring flatly refused to give him and things escalated. fring was able to arrange uh i#uess you could call it a hit. on my brother in law. and failed but hank was seriously injured. and i ended up paying his medical bills whic#amounted to a little over 177000. upon recovery hank was bent on revenge working with a man named hector salamanca. he plotted to kill frin#and did so. in fact the bomb that he used was built by me and he gave me no option in it. i have often contemplated suicide but i am a cowa#d. i wanted to go to the police but i was frightened. hank had risen in the ranks to become head of the DEA and about that time to keep me#n line he took my children. for 3 months he kept them.my wife who up until that point had no idea of my criminal activities was horrified t#learn what i had done. why hank had taken our children. we were scared. i was in hell i hated myself for what i had brought upon my family.#recently i tried once again to quit to end this nightmare and in response he gave me this. i cant take this anymore. i live in fear every#ay that hank will kill me or worse hurt my family. i... all i could think to do was make this video in hope that the world will finally see#this man for what he really is.#breaking bad#walter white#your fave is an anime girl#your fave is#hall of fame
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i think he looks nice in pink.....
#scribbles#gravity falls#fiddleford mcgucket#i took my melatonin.... ive completely locked in a solid sleep schedule over the course of probably almost 2 months now#and melatonin is helping a lot.... who knew meds would do something#i think its been doing a lot for me... i think#i started taking it to see if i could use it to combat my nightmares and how they would keep scaring me awake#so i guess it wasnt 2 months straight but y know#for the most part#anyway back to fiddleford
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Happy summer, everybody!
This has been a big project to take and while there's stuff to improve I'm pretty happy with it. Be sure to zoom in the big picture for details and read the comic from left to right. (Needless to say, please don't try A.B.A's behaviour.. For your safety)
Bonus doodle:
#a.b.a#paracelsus#slayer#guilty gear#I almost forgot slayer's shirt pattern! I was also supposed to draw his cape floating over sharon to shield her from the sun but...#this whole drawing collection took roughly a month to complete and I forgot. I'm too tired right now#speaking of. it's my first time drawing sharon I hope she's okay!#yes slayer carries and wears in the nose his 200 spf sunscreen from xrds treasure hunt animation :)#as for the big main picture. it left me quite exhausted and I know the lighting leaves a lot to be desired but I'm proud! learnt a lot#first time drawing blue para too. I hope his metallic sheen is alright#more than aba's skin sheen for sure. I'll improve it in the future! btw tweaked a bit her attire's palette from last time and made her keep#the headband cause trying to figure out how her hair would properly fall was a hassle lmao#fun fact: the bird is an european herring gull#the crab is an edible crab and the palm trees are coconut palm trees with no fruit lol#I wanted to draw fan palms which are a kind of palm tree that deserves more love but the leaf shape was so difficult to draw#I did struggle a lot with these two.. they look more like feathers but again. that can be studied and improved in the future#despite all the lows summertime can have for me whenever it's a nice day and we can go to the beach I feel everything is worth it and will#be okay. hope I could translate that here. hi new people I tend to ramble a lot in my post tags#art tag2b named#sharon
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new sleep meds had absolutely zero (0) effect even though i took the higher dose so i ate a quick snack and took my regular meds and now i am going to attempt to get some sleep
#⟡ — kayleigh’s yapping#dosage instructions were “take half to one pill at bedtime as needed” and i took a whole pill#i am extremely upset because i haven’t been getting much if any sleep for over a week now#anyways it is almost 9am aka daytime now so i am going to try to fall asleep#i have to get up and wash my dishes and shower before i leave for work and then i go back home tonight thankfully#two more days of work after tonight and then i get my two days off thankfully because i am not doing well lmao#i love my job i really do but also (muffled screaming)#just gotta get through the winter once winter is done and summer is here my job will be astronomically better#in so so so many ways i am honestly so excited but alas#four more months of fucking snow and freezing/below freezing temperatures yayyy /s
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known we were a system for about 7 years now, probably been a system for far longer, and just realised. we got an intrusive self-fakeclaiming thought today and laughed it away
#it does get better it does get easier eventually you will not fear being wrong or out of place#the thought felt like it just rolled away like a little creek washing over stones#it used to be a tsunami size wave that would throw us around and leave us feeling like we're not fitting in or even in the right place#and now we're just. solid and sturdy and the water's calmed to a tiny trickle#this is the first self-fakeclaiming thought we've had in i think months#and honestly probably only brought on by very new system members not being used to being alone in front#(it's rare for us. we're almost always cofronting. but sometimes it happens and it's so jarring)#rejecting the idea that we could possibly be faking this gives us this massive sense of wholeness like. this is who we are. and it's right#it feels right it feels like. we're real again. we're healing and able to learn. we're doing better. we feel whole like this#sharing this body with a million others will only ever bring us joy this is home this is love this is healing this is right#i love being plural#i love having a system#i love my headmates#we're so so close to hitting our real milestone of being functionally multiple#our challenge kinda. the goal we have to say Yes we feel we have functional multiplicity now#is to just. be able to connect all the sidesystems and have dormant people come back now and then and recover lost headmates#(TOBY WE *WILL* FIND YOU EVENTUALLY)#and it's starting! we've discovered people from BEFORE the syscovery we've brought back Blank and Ro multiple times#we talked to Bee once!!!! Bee literally hasn't fronted since fucking 2020!!! AND BEATRICE CAME BACK AND SHE'S TALL NOW??#and Siren came back!!!!!!! he was so so so fucking scared of falling out of the front rotation bc he thought he'd be lost forever but!!!!!#system wise i cannot believe how far we've come EVERYONE can feel the difference Ro and Blank get shocked by how much more cohesive we are#they were used to a constantly terrified proxy host and gatekeepers that loved to section stuff off and no communication#now it's like walking into a real place for them. they aren't used to headspace being this solid#when we started out WE DIDN'T HAVE ONE we had to manually build it and it took so long and so much focus#now it's as easy as closing our eyes#god i fucking love this im so happy right now
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she lost me sleep. but she is calm (and FINALLY DONE)
here is my last edit to the J&A edit trilogy i made dedicated to their ... um... whatever it is they have going on <3
hope you enjoy while i go nap or something
#jake and amir#j&a#jamir#my edit#my edits#my art#edits#audio#video#this took me AGES#like the sad part about editing is the fact that i can't put everything i WANT in there because. timing.#and limited clips that work. even if the concept is good#eyeroll#im so tired but this was worth i really like how it turned out#enjoooyyyyy#explodes into a million little pieces.#im insane for making 3 edits in the past like 2 months#cant believe i went this insane over a 15 year old webseries i want to eat dirt.#anyways. weee (falls on to my pillow)#Youtube
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#i’ll never get tired of this song#every few months i remember the frozen 2 songs show yourself and into the unknown and fall in love all over again#frozen 2#ever since i explored youtube as a baby college student i’ve loved listening to my favorite animation movie songs in different languages#that really took off when i got obsessed with elsa in 2013 and then again briefly with frozen 2#but also i just love the animated heroines of my childhood and the music they sang#not just disney but the nondisney ones too#especially prince of egypt
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fall out boy - sugar we’re goin down (2006)
#this is the vinyl that us customs held hostage for weeks -_-#it took over 2 months to get here from the uk 😭😭#txt#sugar we're goin down#fall out boy#my collection#vinyls
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I had an idea how to "solve" the issue of "40K media invoking Abaddon all willy-nilly in the dumbest of contexts", like DoW2: Retribution having Abaddon micromanage Eliphas' grudge-campaign against Blood Ravens (a small, battered chapter of relative nobodies in an equally insignificant corner of the galaxy) or "Soul Hunter" and the plotline about Abaddon and the billionth Sorcerer on his payroll both getting very sweaty about bringing in one specific Night Lord (who does have some clout and historical significance... for Night Lords, maybe*, and whose divination gift is only "impressive" and "special" because ADB says so**):
Warp-based automatic secretary.
It works like this: you grab some Sorcerers skilled in illusion and mind-reading, put them in what's essentially a magic call-center, and whenever some two-bit nobody warlord tries to dial you up and pester you about the hundredth "this is blatantly my personal issue and frankly a gross misuse of Black Legion's resources" campaign, you just have the warlocks conjure up a convincing enough illusion of yourself acting deeply invested in all that nonsense and pressuring the commander to act fast and efficient. Meanwhile your accounting and logistics division assign the bare minimum of armor, weaponry and supplies to that fleet and only notify you if Azkul the Deprecated's Individual Hangups Jaunt goes over the budget, just so you're aware of this loss in the grand scheme of things. Your subordinates will most likely schedule an extra supply raid to make up for it anyway.
That way none of those losers are directly tugging at your sleeve and you don't have to worry that their dumb little escapades will put a dent in your pocket. Your undivided attention can remain on plotting how to deal with Indomitus Crusade and sliding into Huron Blackheart's DMs to call him a smelly upstart bitch.
*) Based on the fact that Ruven had no qualms about jumping ship over to the Black Legion even before Talos was there, how fractured Night Lords are, and how Talos is specifically one of the few people who sincerely cares about whatever disjointed nonsense passes for Curze's philosophy and legacy? I'd say bringing him over to BL isn't that important and it's just Ruven trying to resolve his personal grudges with Legion's resources. Much like Eliphas.
**) Like yeah, sure, you have your fortune-telling epilepsy, Talos, shame that Abby can just walk down the street and hit on that one ex-Thousand Son Corvidae who can see the future without having to go into fits for 72 hours, or consult one of many daemon oracles or even greater daemons. He can probably stage a ritual to dial up Kairos the fucking Fateweaver and have his Sorcerer covens try to decipher whatever nonsense it spewed at them. There's even a good chance Tzeentch won't purposefully muddle the visions too much because Abby is the Gods' Chosen Loser and he deserves a treat from time to time.
#40k rambles#warhammer 40k#I may be channeling my personal experiences with working in corporate here#like I'm one of those replaceable and ever-changing boots-on-the-ground positions#and speaking from experience you'll only get noticed by people higher up in the hierarchy if something is blatantly falling apart#or lagging behind#(it wasn't even my fault anyway - we went through 4 people on that one position in 1 year)#(and I literally took over as the 4th person that very month)#(shit's predictably not good for business but the corporate machine ironically cares little for its cogs)
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*comes out of MerMay in June (MerJune) sweating and haggard and bleeding*
#sandy posts#doing a mermaid drawing everyday is fun until you fall behind four seperate times and need to spend hours drawing#to catch up to all of the prompts you missed 😭#that being said i am glad that i tried this drawing challenge! its been good at getting me back into drawing frequently#if i hadnt been so busy this month i wouldnt have fallen behind so often...#anyway i probably wont post any of it? its mostly OCs#but some of the art i drew was fanart so maybe ill color those ones digitally and post them#anyway im glad that its over now because each drawing took about 1 hour so it took up a chunk of my day#and now im free to do other art activities#also also i will say im proud of myself for how good a lot of the drawings turned out 😎
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urgentcare said i do NOT have a kidney infection which is? good news, i guess, but also i don’t totally trust them lol
#kat liveblogs her life#they said my blood test was in the normal range#but also the urine test wasn’t totally reliable bc i took over the counter meds last night#but like it could be that my normal average is lower than what i tested at so like it COULD be elevated for ME#but falling in the normal range for everyone else#she also said it was possible i was just in the early stages of an infection so the tests aren't super conclusive?#which i feel like might be the case that i got the first sign of back pain and immediately came to urgentcare today#anyway she gave me a prescription for the UTI and i will just be watching my symptoms for the next day or so#ALSO one time my friend went to urgentcare and they told her that she sprained her wrists#and months later she went to a different doctor bc they were still bothering her#which is when she found out that actually she BROKE her wrists#and she found this out when the doctor was like ‘for lack of a better word your bones are…crumbled’
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if we paid the full amount of rent for August, and our (probable) new roommate doesn't want us to move in until September 1st, then everyone should fucking stop pressuring us to fucking move
#🦅.txt#I don't know if Seb's family fully understands that this situation is their own fault#and if we can't find anywhere else#it's on them to make sure we aren't homeless#they fucked us over they can get us out of it#also- we were in a fucking fire?? like 3 months ago???? we are not doing well#our hair is falling out from the stress and we can barely eat#we're living off of like $15#we're not living lazy luxurious lives here because the rent took up all of our fucking money#I'm so fucking mad
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The wallpaper I've been aspiring to have on my walls for the last 3 years has finally been delivered ⚜️
#I've been wanting to wallpaper my walls for ages. I took it seriously in fall of 2021 too when I measured my current walls and was-#deciding between 2 pink wallpapers. Eventually I made a pro/con list & decided against the idea with the conclusion of doing it in the next#place I live in. Now that I'm moving & renovating my future room I ordered one of the 2 wallpapers I was debating back in '21#the room is being built up from scratch and is essentially a blank slate I can decorate however#the rolls arrived today and they are exquisite!! I was so surprised with how fast the shipping was because I only made the order on Monday#and the samples took over a month to arrive. & I can't tell you how BIG of a fan I am of wallpaper. Literally best decor ever#personal
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