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a-ramblinrose · 1 year ago

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Spent this week stuffing the local little free libraries!

I went through all my books, read and unread, a massive undertaking that took days. Also sweat and tears. Plus some screaming. Maybe some screeching.

But: ✨️ Over 100 Books Unhauled!!!!! ✨️

#little free library #books #unhaul #book photography #about rose #not out of void but out of chaos #this was an incredibly hard task #necessary but evil #most of the books will end up in LFL or donated #but a select few are destined for trade for credit at a couple bookshops

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cb-writes-stuff · 5 days ago

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“You can’t enjoy being neurodivergent/disabled/having X disorder if it makes you suffer so much! How dare you be making jokes about it!!!” Well you see, your bad days only suck a little bit so you don’t appreciate the good days very much. My bad days suck so much worse, so I only appreciate the good days that much more to compensate.

#like #sorry if you’re offended by me finding joy in things you don’t understand or think should be hated #yes ADD makes it hard to stay on task and get things done and i forget things a lot #yes autism makes it difficult to socialize and i don’t know how to cope with things sometimes #yes being a system is stressful and some of us have harmful behaviors and maladaptive coping mechanisms #but that’s not all it is #ADD lets me hyperfocus and lock in on doing something. and i can make some incredible connections from one concept to another #and autism. my brain works in a way that lets me enjoy things i’m interested in so much more than i could have otherwise #and as a system i get to have silly little guys in my head who help me do things #sorry for hating an experience you don’t have and thus determine as extremely regrettable and horrible #cb writing stuff #neurodiversity #neurodivergent #neurodiverse stuff #neurodivergencies #neurodiverse things #add #adhd #attention deficit hyperactivity disorder #attention deficit disorder #system #system stuff #plural #plurality #autism #autistic #actually autistic #autistic things

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teddybeartoji · 2 months ago

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i can't believe you have to eat every single day like wdym i just did that yesterday???????????????????????

#not to mention you're supposed to do it multiple times a day #HOWWWWWWW #LITERALLY HOWWWWWWWWWWWWW #it's such a big chore #task #whatever #it's fucking ridiculous #and it's not like i don't want to eat #i love food #i just forget #aaaaaaand most of the time it's incredibly hard to even decide on what to eat .#and then there is ofc the fact that you have to MAKE the food #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand we mustn't forget the good old Appetite Loss either #isn't living like so fun you guys #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #anyway where is papa toji i KNOWWWWW he can cook some good fucking meals #very simple meals but that's literally what i like okay #he just makes some ramen and it's thee best fucking ramen you'v ever had #mayor of loserville #tw eating issues #oh btw if anybody thinks that i should use some other tw's on this then let me know i never know which ones to add

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lu-polls · 3 months ago

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#linked universe #character poll #lu hyrule #lu legend #lu time #lu wind #lu four #lu twilight #lu sky #lu warriors #lu wild #very curious on this one ngl #like are we basing this on how physically tasking it was? the emotional toll? the actual irl game difficulty?#cause if it’s the last one Hyrule wins imo #I think I’ll go with time overall tho #like if i actually think of literal in universe difficulty #I think having to memorise an entire towns worth of activity and carefully coordinate while incredibly stressed would be hard #some of the others might have had some emotional difficulties or like the odd difficult puzzle or w/e #but like as a whole

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rathologic · 4 months ago

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announcing... the Unknown Pathologic Characters Bracket

This is a tournament of little-known Pathologic characters, from "appears once in-game" to "died prior to the Facebook sub-tangent of a promotional ARG from 2014". I've written short biographies for each of the 32 contestants. Vote for your favorite in each match, or if you don't have favorites, the character you'd call most underappreciated. (It's all a scheme to draw attention to these people...!)

I'm not going to maintag matches during the first round (there are 16 of them), but will do so for the rest. All matches will be tagged #unknownpathobracket, for tracking/blacklist purposes.

Most of these characters have no canon appearance. If you post and/or send me drawings, I'll add them! (unsubtle plot 😏)

Likewise, feel free to submit text propaganda for your favorite competitors via replies or my askbox; I'll append the most recent texts to each matchup.

Round 1, Side 1 is now posted!

#Round 1 Side 1 will be posted tonight once I finish some tasks :-) splitting it in half to not flood the dash badly #not taking sides will be incredibly hard I Have Strong Opinions #unknownpathobracket #pathologic #polls

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chaikajpeg · 11 months ago

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hinata shōyō | haikyuu

reference photo: link to the original post on twitter. shot by oremiya14

i don't know the name of the team and the player yet but i'll add them later (i'm in a bit of a hurry so i have to go... sorry!!)

#my art #haikyuu #hinata shouyou #hinata shoyo #took me ~2hrs. a little less maybe #i feel more confident at drawing bodies now. but faces and heads are incredibly difficult #not only the anatomy is hard but the face should also be recognisable #and finding the golden mean between realism and anime style feels like an impossible task #but well. nothing you can do but try your best to learn #on a different note. i remembered i have free will and can draw something besides spy x fam and magus' bride #i wasn't restricting myself to these two works. but i got so attached to the characters that i forgot i could draw someone else #im watching haikyuu for the 3rd time (watched it in 2015 and then one more time in 2017)#it's one of the VERY few animes i don't find cringe after a long break and love just as much as i did during my teenage years #it's a bit too dramatic sometimes but i don't mind that at all #the animation is mind-blowing...#and the humor too #kageyama drawing in the next post... i'll continue my ramble there #traditional illustration #pencil illustration #hq

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tomatoluvr69 · 2 months ago

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Do you think the 22 year old army medic here at the fema/Red Cross disaster relief station is qualified to tell me that no the irregular and newly puffy mole on my back is not cancer and it’s ok to be going through a tough time and the way my father treated me as a child wasn’t my fault and something in me is not rotten and inherently repellent to love and that it’s going to be ok and yeah no that alarming mole isn’t cancer. Or are they mostly like cleaning up cuts and stuff

#not gonna do it but should I ask.#this is about Helene btw lol #things are still really really hard but slowly easing up #now it’s mostly a stage where it’s just incredibly overwhelming to carry out all the tasks that are like basic care for your body #and my undiagnosed autism is Not Thriving in times where a shower is a 90 minute errand and everything sounds like generators everywhere #and the mental load is dialed up to 1000 in a time where it’d be so helpful to just cut corners and coast #given like. surviving a disaster #but me and my nearest and dearest are all well as could be hoped given the circumstances #and I was able to make an apple cake this morning which felt amazing #now if I could just get over this extreme post traumatic fear where I’m fundamentally convinced all drinking water is laden with #poisons pathogens and pollutants #I’d be right as rain!#which is an ironic phrase given that it was rain that caused all this. but anyway I’m chillin #it’s just a little too early yet for me to be in physical or online spaces where helene isn’t really present #because my whole life has been intractably altered and life here is still pretty difficult #but I love it here and I peek in sometimes but also I just don’t have time on my day usually bc of aforementioned difficulties and various #meltdowns and catatonias LOL #ok anyway <3

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fairycosmos · 1 year ago

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ok so one of my problems is that when im at work and they give me an easy task i feel guilty because im like Ok i’m being lazy as fuck and i stress about that and then when im at work and they give me a hard task i feel overwhelmed because im like Ok im being stupid as fuck and i stress about that

#what is the answer why cant my brain accept hard or easy things what the fuck WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!i think it's just like i feel like #ishould be doing More or Better all the time 24/7 but also im incredibly demotivated and i need small simple tasks or i'll kms #whatever it's not this deep

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fadeintoyou1993 · 5 months ago

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having to explain to people things like. if i have to go out to do something and run errands i need to have it all mapped out and planned w like. at least a week in advance. and if i go out that day i cannot do anything else because That will be it. if i have multiple commitments that cannot be put on the same day i need one full day in between those commitments so i can rest and be recharged for that next thing otherwise i might have a breakdown in the middle of the street (again) and then That will render me unable to function for like a whole three days. and then people look at me like i choose to live like this?

#txt #audhd tag #just venting a little #its crazy because ppl around me are like I understand your limitations However why dont you-#So you dont understand my limitations?#like okay yeah i understand that it must be Weird for people that are not Inside my brain and hard to understand that i PHYSICALLY CANNOT>#do things that they dont even think about. alright! but to sit and tell me Yeah we get it! but then try to either fix it or >#> come up w a New Incredible Way To Fix Me as if half of what i talk abt w my therapist isnt Exactly This #like yeah i dont fucking like it either. i wish i could do shit like other ppl do. i wish i could remember things.#i wish i didnt feel exhausted all the time i wish simply leaving my bed wasnt the most difficult task every single morning #but it pisses me OFF when people try to talk me through these Limitations i have that They Understand<3 like. can you be accommodating or no #one of my closest friends and oldest friends since i was like 5 had her bday on friday and she ljterally messaged me like #Hi we r having something w my family but theyre rly loud and extremist on the right wing side and i barely wanna be here u dont have 2 come>#> but i wanted to invite u anyway so u dont think ur being left out! and i was like Yayy nice thank u bc lbr i probably wouldnt go anyway.#and she KNOWS that. and she literally was talking to me like she alwahs does and That felt accommodating and understanding and i felt loved #cut to my mom last night trying to make me feel guilty for not going because Shes my friend and i should have gone anyway.#i told her off and she backtracked but thats still innmy head like. that shit is so irritating #okay sorry vent over im just aboht to get my period so this is making me sick #want to yell into the void and forget about it. Hits post

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bunnymajo · 2 years ago

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Help Her

#hagumu azumi #magia record #madoka magica #magical girl problems #doing an incredibly silly task of taking cool screenshots of each magireco transformation. and poor hagumu who gave her this #shout out to muffinrecord for making a transformation playlist btw! I've been wanting to meticulously screencap all these for years #but it was so hard to find all of them or in good quality

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enrapture · 5 months ago

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I want to cryyyyy I wish I were “normal”

#personal #suffering from anxiety adhd / depression and possibly autism makes life so incredibly difficult #it’s so hard to do laundry to cook dinner to take care of yourself #to do anything takes so much energy and effort whereas for regular people without these issues it’s easy as fuck #meanwhile my brain thinks about death multiple times a day and I’m always looking for reasons to stay #like I work I workout and make sure I eat something but goddamn life is so much work it’s so hard to do things #half the time I’m struggling to motive myself to do the simplistic tasks #and it’s because of my brain it’s because of how I’m wired and also the many years of trauma I’ve experienced #and the fact it effects me so much and any and all friendships / relationships / family I have with anyone it’s so insane #I’m working on healing but goddamn it’s a process in itself among doing everyday things #I WISH I WERE NORMAL I WISH I WASNT THIS WAY #my brain ruins things my brain makes it so hard to do anything I’m considered a bad friend if I take a majority of the time for myself #and decide to be alone with it I’m a bad person I make mistakes and say the wrong things and hurt people #I don’t want to hurt people I hurt myself and UGH ITS A DOMINO EFFECT everything effects everything #ANYONE ELSE FEEL THIS WAY?!#no? just me ….#there’s so much more I can say and should say but I’ve already said enough

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nexus-nebulae · 11 months ago

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odd thing we've noticed. the less okay we are the smaller our active system gets

#like logically you'd think we'd get more members while stressed but we don't usually #we actually split way more often when we're feeling okay and alive #i think it has something to do with mental bandwidth #like when mental health bad we don't have enough mental energy to put towards the system #so we just. reduce a lot in size. to make the workload easier #like a few months ago we had about 100+ people active at once all rotating out frequently and cofronting a TON #and now we're down to like. three or four active the rest really only able to be active for a few minutes at a time #we're just too exhausted to deal with the chaos of so many people so it kinda. slows down a ton #it's hard to get used to when everything was So Loud before. its kinda scary sometimes #like damn. i cant just call Incredibly Specific Task Guy to deal with this task i really cannot do right now. that kinda sucks #but knowing that this is like. more bc of the fact that we Can't Deal With Much More Than This makes it a little easier #we're a bit like my current computer. shit ass RAM bc its got like 50 malware (illnesses) on it #and once i get a new computer (get a little better and more functional) i can get back to multitasking #side note my god my RAM on this computer is shit running tumblr and minecraft at the same time totally breaks it #like it makes the Entire Computer run at 10 fps it's Great #i'm getting a new one at the end of this month hopefully #and hopefully Actually Nice Thing Accomplished will also help brain a lot #also not having to stress about how annoying to use our computer is should help lmao

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kavehater · 7 months ago

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Okay after freaking out about alhaitham it’s time to be neurotic again that girl is freaking me out sm :D

#like bro I don’t understand wallah I don’t #I’m so confused and it’s literally ruining everything #dora daily #AND I NEVER SAY WALLAH ABOUT ANYTHING THIS IS HOW BAD ITS RUINING ME AAAAAAH #on one hand she’s ignoring me on the other she isn’t and she genuinely doesn’t see any of my posts #on the other she just forgot #ALL OF WHICH ARE SHIT OPTIONS #IT ISNT FAIR #i even tried liking her posts to show her yo I’m alive in case she didn’t see #I TRIED SENDING HER AN ASK ABOUT SOMETHING WEEKS AGO AND SHE DIDNT REPLY #I am trying so freaking hard and it is not working #and it’s fucking me up because what the fuck did I even do man #I didn’t do anything different #why do people ALWAYS do this I don’t fucking get it #it would’ve been much kinder if she just dropped me from the beginning when I was so hesitant with her #before I got so attached because what she’s doing right now is literally not only torture but so incredibly cruel #like I was getting obsessed with this one girl at work once but she ghosted me relatively early on in the very beginning stages of my #obsession coming into fruition and guess what IM TOTALLY FINE WITH IT NOW #BUT SHE LET THE RELATIONSHIP DEVELOP FOR MONTHS #then introduced a third party then now she doesn’t even acknowledge me #she is making me sewerslidal and it’s literally ruining everything #any time I would try to study I think of her and it freaks me out #every time I try to focus I think of her and it freaks me out #even when I go to sleep bro #like 8 ish weeks ago or so it literally was making me so messed up that if I hadn’t gone outside for a necessary out of uni task then my dad #taking me sight seeing in said area I genuinely don’t know what would have happened #because the level of rage I felt or whatever it was #was the most insane form of genuine torture ever #THIS WHOLE POST SEEMS NEUROTIC AND I’m just like I don’t even know anymore man #but what do I even do atp like bro

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seraphim-soulmate · 2 years ago

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every time someone tells me "holy shit your life is really hard and you're managing incredibly well" it heals me a little bit. need that verbal reminder from others bcs it rlly doesn't mean as much when I say it to myself.

#personal #not that i rely entirely on external validation but like. it really does help me.#like i can talk about my life shit a bunch but never actually realize that it IS really hard and im managing INCREDIBLY #i need that as a preface before anyone suggests that i need to do another thing to fix a certain problem #like i have a miles long to-do list that im chipping away at #but even for someone not disabled. those are still extremely hard tasks.#especially to suggest them non-chalantly. like i feel like they all need a disclaimer that says #this will take time. this is not something im expecting/recommending you do IMMEDIATELY #bcs of course i want to fix as much as i can IMMEDIATELY. plus I have a warped sense of urgency that does not help.

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non-un-topo · 1 year ago

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It might finally be worth it for me to get in contact with the office of academic accommodations or whatever the fuck because the sheer amount of feature films my professors insist on screening in class is far more than my back can handle

#being super real here: my back cannot handle sitting or standing for ten minutes. so imagine a 2 hour fucking movie #i'm sorry for angryposting today lol it's been a hard one #and it's incredibly difficult to concentrate on 324356 tasks while your body is screaming in pain #and yes i have done my best to manage it today. it's chronic it's going to be there no matter what i do #so the average student can just sit through a 2 hour movie in class? in those chairs? no breaks or anything? right.

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sanchoyo · 2 years ago

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re: last post I genuinely do think each ygo series has its own charm and I think its so funny when ppl get attached to the spinoffs esp. like they all have their merits and theres not rly a BAD start series, it just depends on ur own tastes!! theres something for everyone!! I think its rly fun to hear ppl explain WHY their favorite series is their favorite, too, when theyve seen more than (1) series

but I also do think ur fav series does say smth abt ur tastes. lol

#also not to keep joking abt capsule monsters but im desperate to find someone who says they only watched that one. and its their fav.#i think that would be SO funny #if I had to explain WHY zexal is my fav idk. yuma got so much hate when it came out i got INCREDIBLY PROTECTIVE so anything i see him im li #im like. thats MY BOY back off BITES BARKS etc #it has rly cool lore and ALIENS and the end group of villains is :') like. bestest most favorite little group of menaces #and its just fun idk. also the memories of watching it live aaaa....<-nostagic #sanchoyorambles #ygo #SORRY FOR TALKING SO MUCH ABT YGO BUT ALSO NOT REALLY BC I LOVE IT #i hope at least 1 of my followers gets interested from my ygo posting #and wants to check it out #....honestly i do think watching in Order is a TASK for someone not already into it lol. theres a LOT #it doesnt FEEL like a lot tho imo when u skip intro/outros like I do usually #idk i can watch 10-15 eps in one sitting if im trying rly hard #so 1-2 watch seshs in a week means u finish the series in like. idk 2 months?

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