#this was a lot of work but also a ton of fun^^
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Here's the official Lil Hater Donnie ref!
I opted for a pretty simple design for him, while thinking a lot about how his recovery post-krang went. He has a bit of nerve damage and is working to accommodate for that as it continues to develop. He didn't have too many issues immediately following the invasion, except for the scarring and sensitivity on his shell, but a lot of the issues have shown up later. He didn't upgrade his tech a ton because using his ninpo has become a lot more commonplace and he's even better with it than before. However, for his cane he has recreated his tech bo.
For the most part he just uses the cane function, though if he really needs to he can also whip out the tech bo. He can also use his ninpo to make a cane if he really, really needs to, but for the most part he keeps it on him. He only really uses it currently when having to walk long distances or stand for a while, but Leo (who is still the team medic atp) has projected him maybe having to use it more in the future as things progress. They are trying to prevent that, but there's only so much they can do :/
He did not have as difficult of a time accepting the cane as Leo did with his crutches/wheelchair, but that was mostly due to already having to accommodate for his shell - especially post invasion when he couldn't wear his battle shell for a while.
Speaking of his battle shell, he has used mostly the same design, but has made it a bit more flexible as well as a lot lighter and not nearly as strong/heavy as previous shells. He has also optimized comfort on the inside and made it adjustable like Leo's in order to accommodate for his sensitivity and damaged shell. His shell is completely healed, but it is still very sensitive from time to time and he does have a bit of nerve damage in some areas that has extended a bit to his legs.
Donnie currently is working with both Big Mama/The Hidden City AND New York on security measures. There's a bit of tension between the Hidden City and the surface of New York post-invasion, so he's playing for both teams in a sense. Mostly for fun, but also they pay decently :)
If you have any questions please send em! I'll answer as best as I can! I also will gladly accept feedback or suggestions, especially regarding his nerve damage and his cane, whether that's design or usage or what-have-you, because I am still doing research :)
Closeups under the cut!
#rottmnt#art#fanart#digital art#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt leo#comic#rottmnt fanfic#rottmnt art#rottmnt comic#rottmnt lil hater au#lil hater#lil hater au#rottmnt donnie#rise of the tmnt
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Hello^^
This is your annual (monthly) psa from little old me.
I'm sorry for being MIA. I had a ton of fun with my birthday bash event on October and I love that I ended up writing a couple of new pieces at the end aside from giving you guys some lovely moodboards to enjoy, which was a blast.
Unfortunately, on the final days of October, I started getting an allergy reaction from some of my meds, which led to me getting a weird skin infection appearing on my right arm and with a terrible inflammation on my upper arm. I also experienced a symptom similar to carpal tunnel syndrome which I got from hours of designing and drawing for work during the day and playing with canva and photoshop and writing on my computer at night, so I had to take a long break as soon as I finished my event and November came around.
To top it all, I think I'm a bit burnt out. I've been releasing a ton of things since August, and my mind (and I guess, my body) is asking for a break. I've been taking some time off from the internet and Tumblr because of this and have been focusing on recovering (bc your girl has bills to pay and I can't draw anything with this arm *sobs*).
I'm still recovering right now, with my arm still sore and hurting, but I'm slowly getting back to writing and creating some stuff again as I'm doing NaNoWriMo independently (without the site). Here's where we are at so far:
— Nefarious, that was planned to be released at the end of October, is about halfway done. I'm currently focusing on this one to release as soon as I'm done with it (because this won't be the last instalment from In Motion and I want to get the other out on December). Thanks to my break, I was able to open the draft with fresh eyes and...hated at least most of the things I wrote last month lol. so I'm in the middle of rewriting this and I can say that I'm making better progress with this so far.
— Carousel is still on rewriting process, with its weekly update continuing on Wattpad starting this month.
— The Bedroom Hymns is also on progress. I can only write for an hour or two each day due to my condition, so progress has been slow, but we're getting somewhere. I think I can release the new chapter right after Nefarious is released.
— Ever A Never After is continuing. Again, it's a slow progress, and I might release it sooner on Wattpad as small chapters if it comes down to it.
— I have a surprise project to release soon. I'm not sure when it's coming, but I'll be announcing it when I'm ready :)
That's all for now. Thank you for your patience and for making things fun for me back in October that you've given my a lot of motivation to write some new fics. I have a couple of messages waiting for me in my inbox which I'll be answering as soon as I'm available (again).
Be back soon! Take care, lovelies <333
xoxo, Dia
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Ranking the Trio based on how they'd potentially parent
Makoto - He definitely has the most in regards of handling kids. I doubt he just sat their and did nothing while Komaru was growing up. Not that he'd be able to do TOO much since Makoto and Komaru aren't that far in age, but I feel he would have had the opportunity to observe and learn that way. Being an older sibling as well lends him to have a bit more experience with caring for those younger than him. Thus, I can see Makoto being pretty good at this. Or well, he'd say it's average but this guy can't help but undersell himself like that. Feel he'd be a good, classic dad.
Byakuya - Yeah. He has absolutely nothing. Or does he...??? OoOoOo! After all, there could be a SLIVER of chance though that he was educated in how to care for kids due to the fact that he's the heir. He's gotta make a ton of them. Buuuuuut, he could just, give the kids off to the maids or butlers something. So yeah. Circles back around to nope. He's got nothing. The added part is that he was the youngest in his family too, specifically in the competition though still the youngest there. Thus, he'd probably have a lot to learn before he can start potentially raising the kid.
Kyoko - Like Byakuya, she probably has minimal experience due to both her personality and how she was raised. However, unlike Byakuya, she doesn't have the "she might have learned at least something about childcare due to rich boy" excuse that might give her a change of having prior knowledge on kids. She legit has nothing. However, unlike him, I feel she'd be quicker to learn and, in adulthood, understand kids more than he does though both of them would be in a bit of a learning curve together regardless. Byakuya's just going to take more time and be petty with the fact that Kyoko and Makoto are excelling at this child care stuff more than him.
In regards on how I feel the three would work together in a parenting scenario (either the three are a thing or they're all just helping out), I feel they'd work good together! They'd really be able to cultivate a well rounded child with their differing approaches and ways of handling a child. Feel Makoto would be good with giving the kid a good sense or morality, Byakuya would ensure the kid knows their worth and can be proud of their achievements, Kyoko can teach the kid good critical thinking skills, and that's just scratching the surface of the possibilities! The trio would also be able to help each other out if the other's not as well versed with a certain task. For example, I feel Byakuya would have trouble changing the baby. There's also the mix of just general parenting troubles they'd face along the way. Furthermore, some other general thoughts I have on this concept is Hiro would be such a goofy uncle. He gives such good weird uncle energy. The kind of uncle one would wanna hang out with for sure and hear crazy stories from. Maybe a few conspiracy theories might be told as well though I'm sure the kid could eventually snuff out the truth eventually, no matter if one, two or all of the trio are parenting the kid. All three of them are smart in their own ways, that's for sure! Moreover, I feel Hina would be a cool ass aunt, definitely trying to get the kid into swimming and being nice to have donuts around every time they visit. Feel she'd also just be really fun to be around (she IS the older sibling in her own family too), the type of aunt who'd spill embarrassing stuff the trio might of done as in their youth. Feel Toko would also have good aunt potential too in a different way than Hina. She'd be the type one would get good book recommendations from. Also, while Hiro and Hina are more high energy, Toko's a lot more reserved so visits with her would be a lot less chaotic and more of an opportunity for learning for the kid whenever they're around. (Syo can supply any chaos anyway) Not saying Toko can't be fun to be around on her own! Feel she'd definitely say some memorable things around the kid, maybe roasting Hiro behind his back which would be humorous. Additionally, feel Toko would underestimate her ability regards to being around kids. Like, she'd think she wasn't doing as good as she was or just have those seeds of doubt in her about it. She has good potential to be just as cool of an aunt as Hina though, Komaru too which one can't forget her! Feel Komaru would be around when Toko is too so Toko isn't just doing it all alone, she's got some help with Komaru in terms of the kid and their potential visits. Also, no clue how to squeeze this in but I just have that weird gut feeling that Komaru would bring the kid to the zoo or the park or just some form of outing. I just feel she would.
#danganronpa#danganronpa art#danganronpa fanart#danganronpa makoto#makoto naegi#danganronpa byakuya#byakuya togami#danganronpa kyoko#kyoko kirigiri#in the scenario of the three being a thing it'd be funny if their kid lowkey had a favorite parent out of the three. byakuya'd be so salty#but also he'd be a bit cocky if he was the favorite parent. though i feel by the time he's at parenting age he'd be less annoying about it#feel all of them would be varying levels of flattered given this situation. could see them all even giving the others compliments#like if the kid says maktoto's the favorite makoto's going to inevitably start rambling on all the good aspects of kyoko and byakuya.#makoto would be more inclined to be saying all the nice stuff in a very dad like way. bit jokey but one can tell he's being very heartfelt#kyoko meanwhile would do it more in a logic based way. maybe more in a pros and cons kind of explanation to the child at hand#maybe treat the whole situation as a learning experience for the kid. not everyone has the same strengths and weaknesses#and just because one approaches something differently than another doesn't inherently make that different thought process wrong#as for byakuya. i feel he'd handle this situation a bit prideful of himself though slowly seeping more and more into actual compliments#like the way he explains it all to the child shows how much pride he has for kyoko and makoto and how much he genuinely respects them#idk. i just like the universe where the trio are all each other's hype men in their own varying ways. it's nice to think about.#havoc rambles
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Do the emojis that are things you could conceivably keep in a wallet
sure I can try that^^
🐰 cannot fit the bnnyu -- X
💌 folded up love note should probably fit... -- diary or journal?
journal, a diary is like casual and conversation themed, and while I could put elements of that in a journal it could never escape the air of faux-professionalism and flawed attempts at accuracy I would instill in it; not that I have the diligence to commit to either
✨ stars might be just a teensy bit too big, even if they look a little bit like the Revstar ones I see no hairclip attached to them -- X
💕 hearts are too big for wallets in all circumstances -- X
💋 lipstick mark can fit sure, just put it on paper or kiss the wallet directly -- kissing in the dark or kissing in the rain?
both are good, the former I do somewhat regularly so the latter is more exciting probably^^
🐝 I am so sorry Bee-chan this is gonna hurt and might be deadly but Em is forcing me to do it, goodbye ;_; -- describe your aesthetic in emojis
already answered but I can copy them I think: 💜❤️🦊🍵🦈🦊🌕🌗🌑🌦🌊👖🦊🚋💻🩷💜💙
🍼 baby bottle too big -- X
🌸 flower getting squished but maybe it will be fine -- what is your favorite flower?
hydrangeas, snowdrops, lilies and spider lilies^^
💖 you see, they simply cannot fit, for a cute girls heart is vaster than the sea -- X
��� caki.. the wallet would be so ruined if I tried that, nope -- X
🍯 a whole pot could not possibly fit, but I shall make an exception and say it's just honey in general so Bee-chan has some food in there if she's still alive, spoonful goes in-- describe your favorite smell
it's a cute girl smell I have absolute no idea how to describe it whatsoever in other terms
🎂 yet more caki, this time with added fire hazard, nope -- X
🍪 I can squeeze a cookie into the part for the coins, sure -- cookie dough or cookies?
I have never been in a situation where there was a cookie dough in eating distance where the idea of eating it seemed appealing, maybe I haven't been near the right ones?
☕ coffee cup does not fit nope, no exceptions for such a bleh liquid, maybe if it was tea I would consider it... -- X
🍃 a leaf fits for sure -- would you rather live in a sea with mermaids or a forest with fairies?
those are both incredibly excellent, how am I supposed to choose... hmmm mermaid option let's me accompany my girl for sea serpent searching so maybe that
🍂 and even more leaf... - what’s your middle name?
that's a secret because I am not doxxing myself that hard lol
💫 I can fit a shooting star no problem, just gotta wait until it's down here and cool enough to pick up-- what is your sun, moon, and rising sign?
I googled this and the first calculator that came up gave me the creeps, no thank you, here you can have your shooting star back
🌧️ raincloud way way too big -- X
🍭 lollipop can fit if it's a small one -- how tall are you?
167cm^^, average central europe girl size, hehe^^
💒 even if I was willing to try fitting in that playmobile looking church the hearts could never fit -- X
🎄 christmas tree way too big -- X
🍦 whole icecream cone too big --X
🎶 *girl awkwardly sings into her wallet while being incredibly bad at it*-- favorite song right now?
this season has way too much music for that, have 4 of them (also cries in Sasakoi music still not having released u_u):
💘 again, you cannot fit something larger than an ocean -- X
🍩 round tube caki also too big -- X
❄️ this is gonna melt real quick, but it should definitely fit -- what is your favorite season?
FALL!
💍 gods I would buy my girl a ring that looks so much better than this, this trash may go into the wallet -- your current relationship status?
happily girlfriends with @collectivenothingness, though we would not necessarily be opposed to get a third
📷 my camera is significantly bigger than my wallet -- X
💅🏻 better hope that that fresh nail polish smell keeps Bee-chan from stinging me... -- do you like being spoiled?
hehe, of course I do, getting cuddles and scritches is the best^^
🕊️ dove with olive branch too big --X
🦄 unicorn head too big as well --X
🦋 butterfly-chan too??!? sure bee-chan seems fine in there rn, but a butterfly would definitely die, those wings are way too fragile for that, no no and no -- X
🌈 rainbow vast and in the sky -- X
🍓 yet more food for my bee i guess --one secret about yourself
I think I've mentioned my imaginary ex-girlfriend called Emily from when I was a teen a bunch before, but I never described what she looked like, so she's a ~20 cm tall girl with silver hair and rainbow colored fairy wings, and she usually wears a plain white dress, and she's an outwardly super optimistic genki girl who secretly thinks she's never good enough^^
🍒 a feast of fruit for one lonely bee-- how do you act when you have a crush?
I deny it, I imagine what could be while cuddled up in bed, I deny it some more, I like their posts on tumblr and never say anything until they do; or at least that's how it's been the last time, it's been a while
💔 even if you split an ocean in half like some kind of heartbreaking girl moses, it still will not fit in a wallet -- X
💬 *awkwardly mumbles apologies to Bee-chan into the wallet, asking her if she's okay and whatnot*-- what your last text message says?
"gonna shake it a bit more often too maybe" <- this is about air fryer fries, they turned out pretty good with one extra shake
🎥 film camera also too big -- X
⛅ the cloud is too big and the sun is even bigger I heard -- X
💗 another heart, another sea -- X
🥀 maybe another flower to sit on in there will make her forgive me... -- last time you cried?
hmmm.. it's been a short while, was just the usual neet depression feels iirc
🎁 present package big --X
🔪 that would ruin the wallet if I tried --X
💤 the concept of a girl's sleep is at least mountain-sized -- X
🎀 a small bow fits probably, but this does not provide a question, I shall have to make one up uhh -- can you please let that bee out of your wallet?
sure ^^ 🐝 〜☆
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🍎⚔️
#THIS TOOK FOREVER. WORTH IT BUT OH MY G O D. the only background that isnt complete. the part behind azul fades to nothing#so this was a ton of work but Also is the most self indulgent of them. lots of little treats just for me. all for ME!!!!!#me making sebrid malledeuce idirollo and jamiruggie dance together. bc i can. bc i said so. neige alone. for fun.#its okay i paid the price of having to draw like 13 ppl in masq uniforms#twst#twstファンアート#twistedwonderland#twstsilver#epelfelmier#rookhunt#sebekzigvolt#riddlerosehearts#neigeleblanche#deucespade#malleusdraconia#ruggiebucchi#jamilviper#rolloflamme#idiashroud#azulashengrotto#silver u are gorjus. he looks so pretty here like look at him#suntails
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top 3 fave bbys in the burrito show (bonus SUPER LONG tags on how i feel bout the characters)
#my art#boruto naruto next generations#sarada uchiha#shikadai nara#inojin yamanaka#in no particular order except sarada is my fav- i think she shouldve been main focus- girl brings all of og team 7 together at all times#just her family history alone is very interesting and i WISH we had seen a convo with sausage boi about her uncle and just everything#but shes a pretty solid character on her own- VERY good mix of both parents yet still being her own self#shikadai is funny i really like seeing him- hes a sight for sore eyes- bro got EVERYTHING from his dad minus his eyes and maybe hair#his dynamic with boruto being besties is really fun to watch- sarada too- with both shika and sara being geniuses and all#i love inojin's simplicity and how ordinary he is.... its... realistic?#hes artistically talented yes with his ninja art stuff but everything else hes kinda... mundane? at times even bad?#Considering every other prev gen child's got all these cool stuff goin on- i like that hes just... kinda normal... i like that about him#boruto i actually do like as well- he'd make a GREAT support character- i love how big bro he is and how he wants to stand up for others#hes a lot like naruto in that way- and might be a hot topic to say this but i also like how - in his very first arc- boruto hates the hokag#not his dad but internalized that the job took his dad away from him- regardless on criticism i think that concept is really neat#i am not well versed in what the story is now for boruto- ive just kinda picked my snacks on what i wanna watch lmao#but i do wish there was more showings of slice of life for all the kids- cuz they are all really interesting- especially for prev gen's kid#>>wished they did timetravel arc with sarada so we coulda seen young sasuke & sakura interact with boruto and sarada T_T#one last note: borusara is very interesting- but i actually prefer them just being friends- at most friends with crushes on eachother#i do think its cute but i like the dynamic of it being unrequited idk its new for me i just prefer them as friends with crushes lmao#prob cuz they work as characters independently Im not really interested in ANY of the new gen hookin up- borusara is the most interesting#i mean it IS the ONLY one being pushed canonically but i like it- that boruto looks out for sarada and sarada worries for boruto#but ya i wish boruto was like mitsuki in being a side character - i think a LOT more people will find him less annoying that way#though- i REALLY want more sarada and sasuke dynamics being shown- actually the uchiha fam a TON more than what we got#they are just SUPER interesting to me lmao#im a sucker for the emo boy turns soft and has family and bonds with their kids- its one of my favourite things in media#i feel like scraping the ocean floor when im trying to find quality sasuke and sarada art pieces and story stuff#cuz ive exhausted all the content in these past what 2-3 years of knowing both boruto- and now more recently - naruto#(yes im one of those people who knew boruto before naruto- smite me)
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A Pair of Delightful Comms for a Friend 💚
#my art#commission#object oc#These were incredibly fun to do and I had a blast doing them!!#I'm still aiming to improve clutter in my work and it feels like with these two I'm forming a better understanding of my own process of it#When it comes to my work like this backgrounds and scene elements more so pop into mind#Like a wave in a river. And the details I add afterwards are sticks and leaves that I just find and drop in#Light enough not to get lost in the detail of the water but not too much to complete muddy the water itself#I'm a personal sucker for tons of visual information and things to look at in art so thinking like has been a nice help so far!!#I'm just happy my water is readable so far it seems hehe#Also side note these designs are just REALLY fun#There's a lot going on in them by once I get into the swing of them I was just to help I figure it!!
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some traditional doodle crap I lazily drew over. not gonna finish this one it's just silly :^P
#pizza's pics#digital doodle#digital sketch#stuilly#idk#have a ton of projects to continue working on rn lol. here's whatever this is for now#lots of mlp stuff. since i'm almost finished w/the g4 series i've also got quite a few crossover AUs going(they're just so fun tbh)#still into scream. still into saw. just also happen to be revisiting my tf2 & venture bros interests at the same time lmao#some users complain abt having too many favorite stories/subjects at once. lately it's been a little easier for me to go w/the flow!#i love dark chocolate marshmallow pumpkins btw. one of my favorite halloween candies <3
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markers #21
Happy Birthday, Ayumu! 🥳🥳
While I was in in Tokyo earlier this year, I passed by a crafts store and found lots of pretty paper flowers. I thought they'd make really pretty shikishis... 😊
I've been drawing Nijigasaki for 4 years and this would be the 3rd Ayumu birthday I've drawn for... Wow! 😅😅
Ayumu's my favourite by far - so much that it's kind of hard to word why but I'd hope that adoration comes across in my art. There was originally a comic I was making for her, but I couldn't finish it in time. I hope I can make one in time next year!
WIPs
#this shikishi was especially so fun to work on!#i experimented more with colour glows (eg. yellow blue green) and it really adds to it!#Also when gluing the flowers i realised i should pay a lot of attention to the angles so i can indicate a third dimension#(eg the falling petals as opposed to gluing flat)#it's cool!!!#i bought tons of stuff from stationary and craft stores when i was in japan#so im excitedf to use them!!!!#i hope i can make better and better shikishis...!#i feel like my skills are still very mediocre but the growth from the first ones is pretty dramatic#lets keep working hard!#love live#love live njiigasaki#ayumu uehara#copic markers#myon's markers training arc
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bestieesssss /platonic
(Xīn Yá belongs to me, Sailor belongs to @crow-cap)
#some of these are kind of out of context so I’ll explain a bit djshdhshs#Xīn Yá’s fruit are ‘oranges’ but this could also mean fruits like tangerines and clementines#their taste also changes depending on Xīn’s mood. it does taste like orange but it could be sweeter or sour. if you get them really mad it#could be spicy somehow.. however the fruits healing powers and taste only work if you’re within a certain range of Xīn Yá. if u try to leave#the island with a shit ton of her fruit you just have a bunch of regular oranges. so you can’t just grab a bunch and save em for later exp#expecting it to work. although crow told me Sailor would take some oranges with him fully knowing they would end up being regular oranges#once he leaves. the idea of him taking them as souvenirs makes me cry EVERYTIME#LIKE CMON.. XĪN IS SO USED TO BEING USED AS A TOOL TO HEAL PPL OR SERVE OTHERS SO JUST. ACCEPTING EVEN READILY TAKING THEM#WITH YOU KNOWING ITS NOT GONNA DO SHIT IT JUST REMINDS YOU OF HER.. OUGGHHFFFFHHHH#on that note since sailor is their first friend it’s very fun watching their interactions dhfhsh. Sailor has actually been around and#might even have a social life so Xīn is learning a lot of new things sjfjfs#bc of that Xīn is probably possessive of him and hates it when he leaves. sailor asking them to come with him would also be a good chance to#show them how to ride and sail a boat so they can come with him but their reclusiveness outweighs that. sorry sailor shfhfsg#I lov themb#myart#my art#doodles#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#lmk ocs#lmk oc#Xīn Yá#Xin Ya#little sailor#friend oc#my oc
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Some spinning memes for you all. Image ID in alt text
#hand spinning#yarn spinning#spindle#spinning yarn#yarnblr#fiber crafts#meme#fiber crafts meme#yarnblr meme#my works#me#man there's a lot of tags for that#spindle spinning#grasped spinning#I am so glad I found out about medieval style spinning cus ion wanna fuck with actually dropping shit lol#also don't spin from cotton balls#like you can I'm having fun but don't reccomend it lol#image id in alt text#alt text#sorry it's alt text only but that'd be a fuck ton of text
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Oreo
I made this for the lovely and kind @moorishflower based on a little snippet when the first beginnings of "Beautiful, Strange, and New" were just starting to be written. The scene is from the end of part 1 (chapter 9) which you can read here!
#daniel hall#Morpheus/Daniel Hall/Hob Gadling#Dream of the endless/Daniel hall/Hob Gadling#Morpheus/Daniel/Hob#Dream/Daniel/Hob#sandman fanart#pintosart#They are all legs for days in this#I had a ton of fun putting a lot of hair on hob - a bit on Morpheus - and absolutely *none* on Daniel#Also is their bed that big? Who knows! Dream logic right? Yeah. Yeah that's how that works xD#Also is this a true oreo in that daniel is in the middle? No. But moorish nicknamed it that and it stuck forever because it made me giggle#oreo sandwich
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i saw that you used to hint at oc stuff on twitter (don't ask me why im digging im looking for zola stuff lmao) why don't you post more about them?
i am simply terrified that if i post oc things online someone will steal the concept and run with it faster and better than i ever could have and then i will be devastated forever and ever
more seriously i have very little to show for any of my oc things (adhd brain making life difficult as per usual awawawawawa) and every time i've shared oc things in the past i've ended up never following up on it and it makes me feel bad and guilty so i've just convinced myself i will Never talk about my ocs until i have something substantial i can put out there
#mio answers things#anon#i'm getting a little better with making things for my ocs#on account of having friends i can actively share my brain rot with#but i still dread the feeling of posting a character and being forever haunted about never doing anything with them ever again#(echoes of custard howling in my mind)#just like how i dread having a repeat of that time in middle school#where i talked about my werecrow oc in the comments of a bigger artist's works#and they ended up making their own werecrow oc immediately after#they very much directly aligned with mine#but it got wildly popular on their account and they made a ton of art for it and i just#ended up deleting any evidence of mine because i felt so bad about it skjdfhgkldhfkgj#like i have no problem with people taking inspiration from my designs#i think it's fun seeing people design vy2s with two toned hair and kyos with pink eyes and hair pins w#but like. the thought of posting my oc and having someone run them through a blender to make their own character makes me feel. bad.#i can't articulate the specific reason Why it makes me feel bad but it does skjfghdkjfgsdhkjf#like if i finally posted theater gang stuff and then saw someone else take those concepts and make them into their own characters#i might just collapse into a pile of beef trimmings and never get up sdfkjhglksjdfg#it's silly and i don't know why my brain's like this but because of this in combination with my fear of posted oc things haunting me foreve#i simply will not be posting <3333#(and also just that. i'm incapable of producing enough artwork to make my ocs matter in a public context i think.)#(like you breed affection for a character through familiarity)#(which you only really get by creating A Lot Of Art)#(and i cannot do that <333)#(so instead most times i post it's a few handfuls of likes)#(and that doesn't really feel worth it to my brain when i could just settle for going insane over them with my friends skjdfhgkjsdf)#i really think this last year has just taught me that i really. honestly truly prioritize the reactions and feelings of my friends#over strangers on the internet#and it feels a lot more comfortable that way w#AH
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[ 😇 ] — doodle dump from priv
just some smaller things while I have fun w friends and find my groove again :]
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#sometimes you just need a private space to make self-indulgent doodles and be silly w people you care abt#I have a lot of ideas I want to work on! especially for some priv exclusive pieces again >:3c#but alas only so much time and energy so we're just taking it easy ya'know#creating what I can when I can and making sure I'm having fun while doing it#I was in a good mood tho and every now and again I like bringing over a few priv doodles I'm fond of nothing major :]#also sorry but y'all are only getting crops of the drummer boy ones lmao they're small but priv exclusive#I can't wait to work on what all I have in store tho 😈#my art#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#nick valentine#nick valentine fallout 4#nick valentine fo4#deacon#deacon fallout 4#deacon fo4#drummer boy#sole survivor#edit: this has been sitting in my drafts and the depression has hit me like a ton of bricks so time to slam that post button babyyyyyy
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god okay i want to shit post and make jokes about tags and also talk about alkaloid in the dungeon meshi au so lets do the jokes first
(tags from @/mutsuowo)
(tags from @/agried thank you for ur thoughts sm sm i really appreciated them)
The original idea for alkaloid is kinda the idea of.... Kabrus party a secondary group of adventurers led by Hiiro and people he met to go pick up Rinne and take him home. But I had kinda zero'd into the Canary influence and liked the idea of Mayoi being this tracker Canary who terrfied people and then you talk to her and shes like. screaming and crying. Aira was originally going to be a half-foot bard and he still could be! A lot of this stuff is up in the air and unsure. Tatsumi was Kaname's school friend either way and is pretty well known around the island. Himeru goes out of his way to avoid him and I think Tatsumi maybe isnt fully aware of what went down in there. I think he probably got teleported out sans a leg or something and when seeing what he assumes is "Kaname" he feels too guilty to speak up for him until the Canaries roll around again looking for him.
It is also a cute idea for Aira to just be a guy though. Maybe he writes a column for the paper about the dungeon and the adventurers. I feel bad because I probably dont have huge ideas for people!! So really I just want it to be fun.
#as always ur best chance to read about the au is in the dunmeshi au tag on my tumblr#but yes i dont have like.... tons and tons of outside plans and also those are not my guys i dont want to step on toes#im a himeru guy this is my indulgence...... i want to talk a lot about my kaname plans but i will probably wait for more of the anime to ai#because im soooo nicies#the problem is that while adventuring party alkaloid with a dwarf mayoi as a kinda kabrus party idea was rlly fun#i think aira and tatsumi being the kinda.... namari/shuro stuff works out better?#still a lot to think about!#they probably both get hired by the canaries tho. i really love the idea of prisoner tatsumi god what a big brained idea fuckkkk#pax art#enstars#himeruposting#rinne amagi#niki shiina#aira shiratori#tatsumi kazehaya#koga oogami#rinhime#i guess.#for the implication#dunmeshi au#sorry. i realize i blab a lot a real Yapper of a post#also breaking the @s because i dont wanna bother ppl wit da messages#read the manga.... my final message goodbye...
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It took 3 months but I am finally finished!
#botw#the legend of zelda#breath of the wild#I knew I was up for a challenge when I started this but I feel that the challenging pieces are the ones I learn the most from#Also I wanted a botw poster for myself so I thought why not draw it myself. A little challenge ^^#It was a ton of fun! Never experimented around with brushes a lot#Painting stone was a lot of fun because I had found a brush in a previous piece that I just vibe with immensly for stone#which is funny considering that before I found it I couldn't figure out how to draw stone for the life of me#its Kritas e)_Marker_Dry brush btw#The trees took forever. The final one is actually the second try after I had already fully painted the once#I did a bunch of experiments with all kinds of brushes before I setteled on this and it worked surprisingly well#Then I tjought I was done and realised that I forgot the tower and these things are suuuper detailed#anyway it didn't take me 3 months of work. I just took loooong breaks because I got sidetracked and for some time forgot abou it#Or just experimenting#I am very pleased with how it came out though!#Never challenged myself to this kind of thing before so that was fun!#And I learned a lot!#you know what technically this is also#lu wild#my posts#my art#duelling peaks
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