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Sorry if this is disrespectful but could pu post a version of that silver drawing without the blur? I'm having a massively hard time understanding what's going on besides silver and I really wanna see the details, I understand if not!

hi anon!! i don’t find it disrespectful, don’t worry, but i do work fairly destructively and it’s tough to go back in the process before blurring was added, given the compositing layers and merges that go into my work.

i won’t post another version because that wasn’t my artistic intention, but i can send u a separate version with as much blur removed as possibly privately if u’d like 🫶 just shoot me a message and i’ll see what i can do, it’s just a bit tricky with the way my layers are set up haha

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so my coworkers apparently nicknamed me babygirl and have been going around the office letting everyone know my new name

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sacrifice

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happily ever after

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i made a new icon for work do u guys like it

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true love

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love will truly live

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let me out

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I want to thank you all so much for all the help thus far, words can’t possibly describe how i feel. i’ve been cycling rapidly between various states of panic and misery for so long but this gives me back even a glimmer of hope that SOMEHOW this shit will work out,,,

an update below:

- i’ve paid the first water bill (awful) (horrible), and will see the next one in a few weeks

- the car repair cost ~$300 but sounds…wrong. i have to get an oil change next weekend and will ask them to take a look, HOPEFULLY it’s okay

- signed the new lease and have to pay the costs by move-in later this month

- paid for moving help for ~$400, still need to get a truck, i’ve gotten lucky and have an offer for help driving the truck up rather than paying, so i’ll just need to cover the travel costs associated for that.

i know i’m just some account that posts art and leaves 99% of the time on here, but i’m a person behind the screen. i cannot ever thank you all enough for any amount of support, i hope things eventually get better

I am facing ~$15k in costs due this month

I've started a gofundme, linked in the title. I'm so sorry to ask this of anyone but I'm at a loss for how to deal with this. My immediate upcoming expenses:

a water bill for almost $3500 dollars, with another one I estimate to be almost $1000 on the way (water leak of 240k+ gallons). I have tried to plead to lower it, but it is controlled through an HOA who refuses to budge. It must be paid on time and in-full. I no longer own this house and lost money in selling it

My car will not start, current unknown cause but likely to be the starter. The car has 200k miles on it and is nearing the end of its life

I have just moved cross-country for a job that may let me go soon (reference the news for context). I am paying to break an old lease, put a deposit on a new lease, and hire movers (saving money by only hiring labor and driving a truck ourselves). Breaking the old lease costs ~$2000, the deposit and first month’s rent on a new place costs $3300; I have not booked any moving help yet but my estimates from research is ~$3500-4000

All relevant proof is included on the gofundme site, and I truly mean it when I say I never wanted to turn to this; I do my best to take care of myself for when times are tough, but this is way too many things at once to have prepared for.

If anyone donates $30 or more, send me the receipt and i can do a small single-colored chibi as a thank you. I'm too daunted by bills to even open regular comms right now, and I'm working overtime to try to compensate, so my hours are quite limited ;;; Thank you all for any and all support, ANYTHING makes a difference whether it be sharing or donating. Love you all forever <3

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stalemate

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For moving help, it might be worth it to call a few churches and see if anyone is willing to help! Any time my family has needed a large amount of cleaning done or moving work done or just help with groceries and small bills, the local church has been surprisingly super eager to help out, even though we're not religious at all. It could end up being a bust, but it wouldn't hurt to send a few emails or calls to ask 🫡

i havent thought of that, it could be worth a shot, thank u anon!! ive never considered there could be anything out there since it's almost a thousand mile move, but wont hurt to try <3

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How much for water?!? Thats like 5 years of flooding the apartment every day (without the costs of fixing said apartment ofc). Hang in there girl

I KNOW. to be completely honest SOMETHING feels fishy with the bill but the house was vacant at the time while under contract so I have no legal standing to disprove it ;; both the HOA and utility biller confirm the reading appears accurate, the dates line up with when the handyman fixed the shit on the inspection and when he came back for a tiny leak at closing, but it was a TINY leak and another boiler tech confirmed there's no way he could've caused 8k gallons a day of a leak without the house being destroyed by water. i think there MUSTVE been some major leak underground somewhere or SOMETHING but i have no proof so !!! it is what it is i GUESS !!! i suppose i'm just grateful it didn't have a leak ruin the house bc otherwise i'd be 200k in the hole in addition to all this mess

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I am facing ~$15k in costs due this month

I've started a gofundme, linked in the title. I'm so sorry to ask this of anyone but I'm at a loss for how to deal with this. My immediate upcoming expenses:

a water bill for almost $3500 dollars, with another one I estimate to be almost $1000 on the way (water leak of 240k+ gallons). I have tried to plead to lower it, but it is controlled through an HOA who refuses to budge. It must be paid on time and in-full. I no longer own this house and lost money in selling it

My car will not start, current unknown cause but likely to be the starter. The car has 200k miles on it and is nearing the end of its life

I have just moved cross-country for a job that may let me go soon (reference the news for context). I am paying to break an old lease, put a deposit on a new lease, and hire movers (saving money by only hiring labor and driving a truck ourselves). Breaking the old lease costs ~$2000, the deposit and first month’s rent on a new place costs $3300; I have not booked any moving help yet but my estimates from research is ~$3500-4000

All relevant proof is included on the gofundme site, and I truly mean it when I say I never wanted to turn to this; I do my best to take care of myself for when times are tough, but this is way too many things at once to have prepared for.

If anyone donates $30 or more, send me the receipt and i can do a small single-colored chibi as a thank you. I'm too daunted by bills to even open regular comms right now, and I'm working overtime to try to compensate, so my hours are quite limited ;;; Thank you all for any and all support, ANYTHING makes a difference whether it be sharing or donating. Love you all forever <3

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I am facing ~$15k in costs due this month

I've started a gofundme, linked in the title. I'm so sorry to ask this of anyone but I'm at a loss for how to deal with this. My immediate upcoming expenses:

a water bill for almost $3500 dollars, with another one I estimate to be almost $1000 on the way (water leak of 240k+ gallons). I have tried to plead to lower it, but it is controlled through an HOA who refuses to budge. It must be paid on time and in-full. I no longer own this house and lost money in selling it

My car will not start, current unknown cause but likely to be the starter. The car has 200k miles on it and is nearing the end of its life

I have just moved cross-country for a job that may let me go soon (reference the news for context). I am paying to break an old lease, put a deposit on a new lease, and hire movers (saving money by only hiring labor and driving a truck ourselves). Breaking the old lease costs ~$2000, the deposit and first month’s rent on a new place costs $3300; I have not booked any moving help yet but my estimates from research is ~$3500-4000

All relevant proof is included on the gofundme site, and I truly mean it when I say I never wanted to turn to this; I do my best to take care of myself for when times are tough, but this is way too many things at once to have prepared for.

If anyone donates $30 or more, send me the receipt and i can do a small single-colored chibi as a thank you. I'm too daunted by bills to even open regular comms right now, and I'm working overtime to try to compensate, so my hours are quite limited ;;; Thank you all for any and all support, ANYTHING makes a difference whether it be sharing or donating. Love you all forever <3

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so now my car won’t start. and i live over 300 miles from Anyone i know

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how do i describe onboarding tasks in approx 5 bullet points that make me sound invaluable

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village lanterne