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volivolition · 3 months ago

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prepping for my Bonus Days. i love tutorial agent lmao

#chemi chats #yknow. last year's ''take sundays off'' made a lot of sense.#october 2023 was PERFECT for skilltober as it was a full four weeks (so six days for each skill type per week plus a day off)#and left two days at the end - the 30th and 31 - for Ancient Reptilian and Limbic. so it worked out really evenly!!#using the same method in 2024 does not yield the same clean results hjkjg it looks. so fucking messy gang hgkjg #but generally you can take any 5 days off? it would make sense to split it at the first any five days in a row.#like how we had five sundays last year. so like if we had five mondays this month we'd do free days on mondays right?#but this months was tuesdays and we all STARTED on tuesday SO LIKE HGKJG OKAY MAN. NOW WHAT HGKJ #i want to be posting the same skills as everyone else everyday but that's a bit much to ask yknow? syncing up is fun but its HARD man hgkjg #the reason why im talking about this is because im NOT taking the free days hgkjg or maybe i'll take one who knows lmao hgkj #but my ''free'' days are: Tutorial Agent with the INTs. Solace with the PSYs. Volta Do Mar with the FYSs. Kinetic Dressage with the MOTs.#and maybe Vices thrown in there? i might make Vices physique and put Volta with the psyches? and make Solace a little bonus end?#because i love her and shes special hgkj but i guess i'll see hkjf but EITHER WAY im gonna be posting on whenever free days are hgkj #so if everyone takes sundays+halloween off (except me because im Fucking Entrenched In This Shit) then thats when i'll post #(even though it'd be messy as hell like. splitting up the skill types hkjg??) maybe it'd make sense to do mondays+halloween so we can #finish a skill type section before taking a break/doing my bonus skills? and it'd even out but that requires coordination hgkjsk #sigh. or for me to accept that we'll all eventually fall out of sync and thats fine hgkj (<- I can be fine with this. It's just messy hkjg)#oh idk :P im gonna take my ''break''/bonus days on mondays+halloween and whatever happens happens <33 #(<- assuming im gonna be able to finish a monthly challenge lmaooo) okay ive got a headache lmao goodnight i love you all as always <33

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blackmageeljin · 2 months ago

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Y'all I am so fucking tired.

Me: vents about being shit on by doctors and struggling with ND symptoms in public

People: UM!!! AKTUALLY THAT IS NOW HOW YOU TALK ABOUT AUTISM! YOU ARE USING THE WRONG WORDS!!! LIKE I AM SO SORRY ITS HARD FOR YOU BUT UR MAKING IT SO HARD FOR PEOPLE WITH REALER DISORDERS :(((((

Me sitting here, not autistic and never once mentioning autism but with several other ND diagnoses that don't get taken seriously because US culture is a shit show and it doesn't exist if they've never heard of it, am never allowed to self advocate and constantly shut out of both NT and ND spaces for not fitting into the boxes people want, staring at the camera like I am on the office on the verge of tears.

Yes internet, people can 'go nonverbal', it is a real phrase for real symptoms and not just a term for someone permanently mute! No it is not 'just a meltdown' and calling an autistic person's symptoms 'just' anything is completely self defeating anyway, and so is saying I can't use the phrase nonverbal anymore because I have shown improvement in my conditions over the course of decades of hard work! I fucking HATE PEOPLE SO MUCH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

#eljin talks #medical shit #vent post #im sorry guys i apparently am just not allowed to ever open my mouth ever anywhere without someone telling me im wrong #we need to reteach passive aggression i s2g one more bitch goes #but i didnt use mean words and added ur valid at the end of implying youre a bad person for using ur diagnosis term wrong :( ur overreacting #like ffs #'oh im so sorry that happened but ur wrong and hirting hypothetical people who must have it worse than u bc theres no way its that bad'#CONGRATS YOU NOW SOUND JUST LIKE THE PROBLEMATIC ASSHOLES WHO ARE THE REASON PEOPLE GET DENIED DIABILITY #YOU ARE PART OF THE PROBLEM DOUCHECANNOES #'um u dont have that only rly sick people have that :('#HAVE U CONSIDERED I AM REALLY SICK SUSAN?????#this is the gods damned eauivelant of telling me i shouldnt use the handicapped parking incase someone more diabled than me needs it #lets take the dsm5 and use it to make moltav cocktails to pelt abelists and gatekeepers #oh also 'well if talking about it is triggering then you shouldnt talk about it :('#talking about it ISNT karen being treated like a 5 year old and or serial killer while trying to share something vulnerable is!

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yanderespamton78 · 7 months ago

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damn it feels so good to actually have friends who i feel safe around. like to have friends who im not worried that if they find out that i like "cringe" things they wont judge me. woah!!

@angry-avaocardo @silly1xxx @gollyimsosoevil

#appreciation post for my besties✨✨#also the tags got reallylong and rambly just me complainign about the ex friend and a quick update so feell free not to read them if you #dont wanna #theres nothing of substance in there lol #ugh god my old friend the one i made the really long post about asking for advice #i probably mentioned this but i never felt safe to talk about things i like with them #oh god i would never be able to show them defrag #and i probably wouldnt even be willing to ramble about like. the arg or smth to them #id be too worried of them making fun of me #but also they had a way of making it so i hung out with them the most even tho i didnt want to #“me and friend are going to the canteen you two wanna come?”#“[with none of my input] no me and Charlie are staying here”#the only person i felt safe talking about my interests to was a friend that i made when trying to move away frrom the toxic one #a friend who they would consistently ask if i was replacing them with and was so fucking jealous of him #in fact that friend is gollyimsoevil yea that guy #hes great he likes gay addison shit so yk bestie #also they were so good at guilt tripping that now i use their guilt tripping tactics on myself to try and get myself to do things lol #and they would make fun of me so often but GOD FORBID I MAKE FUN OF THEM #they were making fun of me to another person a few /years/ ago so i made some snarky comment about them #because i was really upset by them making fun of me #and they brought it up to me like 2 months ago before we cut them off #like dude you mock and make fun of everything i do so much that ive just stopped talking and completely zoned out whenever im around you #and youre holding some snarky remark that i made when we were like 11 /because you were making fun of me/#UGH #oh ye update on that if anyone cares it went fine they seem to have moved on and are just hanging out with different people now #they havent made any attempt to contact any of us but also havent cut us off #i havent cut them off either ive just left it #i catch them giving me and the other two friends who used to be friends with them dirty looks #but i kinda just ignore it #i have like 5 friends my age who are much much much nicer than them

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ghost-of-you · 1 year ago

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5sos: puts HBG on the dice

5sos: has to play HBG

5sos: surprised pikachu face

No because those men took a glorified beach ball the size of Luke, slapped a song they actively hate and they think we like because of the chanting (hbg), 2 songs a lot of people talk about in social media and we do actively like (wayf and iydk), a song they never played before that is somewhat popular on 5sostok for conspiracy theories about who it is about (ela) and 2 songs I have no idea how even ended up on the mix (voodoo doll and heartache) and decided that literally throwing that in the audience would be a great idea. A tour doesn't need a surprise song, they made a conscious decision of making the dice, then they pick the songs on said dice and go all when it lands on half of them.

Like dudes what the hell did you think was gonna happen? That you could cheat your way into not playing it the whole tour? If you don't want to play the song don't make it an option, is not like y'all are not pretending half your discography doesn't exist, put hbg in that box and tell the people chanting for it to get over themselves. It's your show, you make the rules. If you hate a song don't fucking make it an option.

#legit the hbg debacle is making me actively hate the song #my conspiracy theory is that the dice exists because they wanted to make it through all the talking breaks without the clueless people that #keep changing hbg interrupting them #and im not sorry if you think the chanting was funny last year after the amount of times they asked people to stop youre an asshole #it wasn't funny then and it's not funny for me now personally the way they hate the song kills the vibe #the videos all have the weirdest energy #and thats a whole 5 minutes of the show we could be getting literally any other song #tmh couldve still be there maybe something more high energy from 5sos5 like haze or something #its a whole 5 minutes of the show that exists to appease a bunch of people they shouldn't bend to in the first place #if youre actively mad if you go to a 5sos concert and they didn't play hbg (before the dice okay) youre 13 or not a 5sos fan #they're playing 27 songs with a whole production #last year it was also 27 with this amazing light show to go with it #like move on let them move on no one wants to be remembered by shit they wrote when the were 16 when they're 27 #sorry this is not what you asked I'm just pressed about the issue #i was asked #anon 😌

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated

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britneyshakespeare · 1 year ago

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i finished twelfth night. 25 out of 38 shakespeare plays completed.

#after finally reading othello and twelfth night in the past 10 days im not sure which are the most famous plays i still havent read #bc like ive mentioned previously ive always read the plays in arbitrary order. whatever piqued my interest #hence why i read the henry vi plays relatively early on. or some of the more obscure comedies #but lately since i past the halfway mark this year some of the more talked-about ones im like 'geez i should just get to that one already'#not that that makes me enjoy it any less. i think i mentioned that in my post i made while reading othello #i fucking loved othello. that shit was 10/10 although i very much was reading it bc i felt like i had to at that point.#doesnt mean i wouldnt love it. after all i only read shakespeare bc i love shakespeare! not bc theres a gun to my head #its more like i just want to know what everyone's talking about already #tales from diana #i think at this point the most famous one i still havent read is... much ado about nothing? which isnt THAT famous all things considered #but some of you ppl do seem to be awful crazy about it so ill see #i already knew the plot of twelfth night i had just never read the original. now i have #so i kinda already knew how much enjoyment i could get out of it. some! a good amount!#but i found it a quick read and i wasnt THAT excited about it #the next one i want to read is pericles though. ive read 8 shakespeare plays in 2023 but none have been romances!#i do love the romances. the romances are still the only genre where i havent read more than half of them #ive read 2 out of 5. the tempest and the winter's tale... two of my favorites overall #in a way ive kind of been holding myself back from reading more romances bc i needed to check some of my 'required reading' boxes lol

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daddy-socrates · 2 years ago

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hhhhhhhh i am so close to done w this chapter i am DYING (in a good way this time though)

im really proud of how i cleaned up/rewrote/incorporated more parts into this chapter, and now im literally on my final section of my final chapter excluding the introduction and conclusion sections my advisor wants me to write for the week after next, but like, of the body of the paper?? last part

i am vibrating! at the speed of light! god i am so nervous and excited! aaaaah!

#thesisposting #my friends have advised me that another degree (phd) won't make me happiest but honestly now that im reaching the end of the ma?#(reminder: minimum 1 year break between ma and phd Or Else *knife emoji*)#i love philosophy so much. i wish i had this same drive for my undergrad thesis #do yall remember that? holy shit ive had this blog for like 6 or 7 years now omfg??#but. ugh. i wrote that while pissed off and absolutely twisted. based on my half-assed readings of books i now absolutely love #that project is an embarrassment and maybe i will re-do it someday #now that i have GOOD work under my belt #ohhbhh i love philosophy and i want to do it more!!#conferences! seminars! getting INTO it w others! and pointing to philosophers who are NOT the same like 5 people i read for all of forever #rofl. says a blogger w socrates in the url #but to be clear ive never been a superfan. he's just the first a lot of people think about so i memed on it #a n y w a y #i love teaching. i love reading again. i miss the relative flexibility of being able to take a walk outside once in a while between classes #but at the same time i fuckin love my job and my work friends. and im terrified of leaving it. because it's the best job ive ever had #and best i may ever have #screams into pillow. kicks feet. my two loves. this is panphobic and polyphobic both. dang #im procrastinating again by talking in the tags of my own post but uhh!! yeah #that's that

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elprupneerg · 4 months ago

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i miss the days when "i did too much yesterday and wore myself out so i need to rest today" meant that i'd gone on a hike on a local trail, or walked around by the lake for several hours before driving to ikea and walking around in there as well, or i'd had 3 lectures where i took a fuckton of notes and then went home and crocheted for 5 hours straight. now it means "i walked to campus yesterday, sat around chatting with friends and crocheting a bit for a few hours, and then walked home". like genuinely the amount of difference in what i was able to do even 6 months ago (nevermind a year ago) vs what i'm able to do now is really upsetting

#last year i moved between apartments while horribly sick and also having to walk back and forth to my old place multiple times a week #and then a few weeks later went on a 2 day trip to chicago with my gf where we walked everywhere that was too short for public transit #i think if i had to move apartments now i'd have some sort of pain crisis and then stab myself to make it stop hurting #like i think if things had been more gradual i'd be handling this shit better cuz i'd have time to learn my new limits #but my limits now vs the end of spring are So Fucking Different from each other #there was no time to learn #just 'hm. it takes a bit more force than it should to open this jar' straight to 'OH GOD IM IN FUCKING AGONY AND IT STILL WONT OPEN'#i hate it so much #i was walking to campus 4 days a week (sometimes 5 just to see friends on friday) and perfectly fine to also walk to the store after #i walked to/from campus yesterday and now today i can't stand #i feel like a broken record just going 'goddammit what is happening to my body?' over and over #but like. i can't exactly do much in a week cuz of the pain. so there isn't really much else to talk about!

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microwavestim · 5 months ago

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i was so confident that my bsf and i would never end bc we never fight- i never accounted for simply drifting. oops 😋😋

#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚#im scared lowkey #like what do i do we are talking about my everything for the past 5 years #she doesnt even reply to my damn texts anymore #but she can text my fucking sister an essay ig #thats unrelated. thats whatever.#i *have* been walking on eggshells for the greater part of this relationship #and making new friends thru college orientation *has* felt like a breath of fresh air in terms of basic human interaction #first time in a really really long time that ive spoken about being trans or my interests or my opinions or even my day #(u get the picture)#without fear of being belittled #but like i love her and another reason im scared is bc shes lowkey all i've known for the past 5 years #but like im just so uncomfortable around her all the time #being abused by ur bsf for a year will do that to u ig lmao #and this is just me venting a lil. not saying im gonna like fully cut her off or anything bc like why would i do that #but the relationship is so obviously fizzling out and like im just sitting here watching it burn out #it was already hard bc if i tried to say something about my interests or myself in general #she would mock me or change the subject to be about her #and ignore me flat out if neither of those options worked #but now she goes for hours and doesnt say shit #ugh whatever its whatever

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arolesbianism · 6 months ago

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I've been passively watching an isat playthrough while twiddling my thumbs in my current oni save as I wait for my new power systems to be done and hey guys. I think one of these bitches is aromantic. Why did no one tell me one of these bitches is aromantic I would have played the game myself if I knew that

#rat rambles #ok tbf I still theoretically Could but I dont think Id survive playing through the like first 6 hours of the stuff Ive already seen #anyways current review is that it's rly well written so far and I like how well the worldbuilding is implemented naturally in the dialogue #having odile be a presumably anthropologist or smth along those lines does wonders for this ofc but even with that its amazing how #natural the party feels when discussing their different cultures #and ofc I am staring at mirabelle hard. this game is clearly not shying away in the slightest from queer topics so. blinks oh so sweetly #I am sooooo fucking desperate for canonically aro characters who are actually written to be aro if she talks abt it at all I Will cry #honestly real con of this is that its making me conceptualize an eternal gales au which is not what I should be thinking abt this early #also its a problem because Im pretty dead set on the idea that aris would be sif and that means tali is off limits #which is unfortunate because I think itd be funny to make her mirabelle on the sole basis of her maybe being aro #otherwise the assignments are pretty easy even if some of them would be looser fits than others based on my current knowledge #mase would be odile fydd would be bonnie and sier would be iz #for mira Im thinking if I wanted to get funky with it then maybe bloom? it doesnt effect sier too much since I can just make it so his mom #was the one frozen in time or smth #now bloom is rly only in the running because of the leftover human kids shes somehow the best choice despite being 9 years old lol #dodie is off the table since I try to practice restraint when using dodie in aus #and the snake triplets are well. the snake triplets.#they have about a billion things that makes them hard to fit into any au #now I could use a stalien instead but thats a Really hard choice for me to make given the rest of the selected cast #plus none of them actually fit that much better than bloom would tbh?#like to be clear basically the only thing keeping bloom from being an easy pick is that shes 9 #like I could just do it anyways but I should probably wait a lil bit to make sure mira doesnt pull out some crazy shit to change my mind #based on what I do know the only one thats rly a bit of a stretch is sier but Im ok with that I can just slap a different character arc in #rly most fucked up thing abt this cast is that aris our sif is second tallest #which feels deeply wrong to me especially once you consider the hat #her siouette is going to be all fucked up and different from sif's shes going to be so big compared to them #shes not even That tall shes like 5'8 thats just tall compared to most of her companions #in canon shes the third tallest of the friend group and second tallest not counting dodie #so its mase then her and in this hypothetical au the rest of the garden gnome squad #sier is 5'1 fydd is 5 flat and bloom is 4'9 if Im remembering correctly

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spagheddiesquash · 7 months ago

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me in 2019: yeah no i wouldn’t call myself an “old soul” i think my interests are fairly relevant. i don’t think i’d ever be one. me in 2024: .do yuo guys remember flappy bird and rainbow loom and minecraft letsplays and the dab and those shirts with the sequins and the cold shoulders on them and nightcore and animation memes and fidget spinners and vine and the area 51 raid and the day everyone posted chimneys and those memes where it was a character surrounded by heart emojis with some kind of motion blur around it and the magic card memes and funny reaction images and that thing everybody did where they put their arms in their sweaters and it made them look like little chickens or that one person with the hoodie who pulled the string things in all the way so it only showed their lips and then put sunglasses on over it so it looked like a funny face and. and. do you wanna see my cd collection or my books. can i have a physical copy of that book. i prefer my headphones to have wires thank u very much. yeah man i really want a flip phone or like. a refurbished older cell.

#sorry for getting really sentimental about the 2010s (and mentioning some 2000s stuff)#it will probably happen again #look man #i get some of these things are still around #but they dont feel the same #idk it just feels like ppl used to be a lot nicer??#like i think ppl have gotten too comfortable with just being cynical and mean all the time #i havent met one person my age who gets excited about the new year anymore. not even people my parents’ age or my cousins’ ages #the future seemed really bright but now it feels like nobody sees it that way anymore??#and i get it #shit happens #its fine to be upset with the world! ive been there a lot #but i feel like we as a society can benefit from being a little less doom and gloom all the time #like. covid really caused a huge cultural shift #earlier today i saw a video that was talking about how we dont really have any good comedy movies to have come out in the past couple of yr #which are dedicated comedies. and how people are leaning more towards drama with some funny bits #and like. thats the main reason why ive been thinking about all this stuff #that and the fact that youtube is recommending me videos from my 5+ year old ‘watch later’ playlist #like no thanks youtube i dont wanna watch ‘morgz’s mom went bankrupt’#anyway maybe im just uncomfortable with the passage of time and how things change #buildings get renovated trees get cut down playgrounds get replaced mall stores close sites shut down etc etc #it makes me sad and mad about the fact that i cant do anything about it and dont know what to do about how i feel #sorry for the random rant i just have a lot of feels rn

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vampiromano · 10 months ago

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fuck it I'm starting singing classes

i actually wrote a lot of tags on this one. it's mostly personal reminders. but I'm posting it bc I'll forget to do any of this otherwise

i do not check my scheduling apps I'm a disaster❤️

anyway the tldr is I'm leaving this year's seasonal depression behind‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ fuck yes

i get it in summer bc I'm built different (got a few mental disorders) but yeah anyway I don't fucking care I'm DOING SHIT AGAIN somebody clap

#not sure where not sure when not sure with what money #list of things to do tmrw #1. actually talk to my tattoo artist #2. ask my aunt about singing teachers (she sings)#3. enroll in Something Free. anything. oh god i need Anything #4. CLEAN MY CLOSET FOR THE LVOE OF FUCK IVE BEEN WEARING THE SAME SHIRT FOR TWO MONTHS AND IT'S NOT EVEN MY ONLY ONE #i do clean it obvs #and it looks cool it's a green day tshirt #but MAN do i wear it ALL THE FUCKING TIME #seasonal depression is shit stay safe #(i knkw people say it for winter but im always busy in winter. so i like it. i never do shit on summer though. cos i get depressed as fuck)#FUCK ANYWAY FUCK list of things im definitely doing for sure lest i continue being depressed #anyway it should be fine now though #i just bought tickets for a bar event thing i wanna go to #and I've got plans for saturday #and next month #it's finnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee #bjt i gotta make sure it keeps being so #i can't go back to doing nothing I'll kill myself #OH ALSO 5. BUY TICKETS FOR MIRANDA 20JUN PLEASE GOD PLEASE I NEED. THAT #6. actually note down all the things and appointments I've got scheduled lest i die forever #7. reconnect with my friends? make new ones?#i need friends #haven't had proper friends in two years it's making me sick in the head #like i have friends but I don't have Friends I Can Spontaneously Do Shit With #i just have 'if we meet perchance we'll hit it off + i like your IG stuff' friends #bc I'm social until I'm not #anyway i need AFRIENDDDGROUPPPP #fuck #anyway fuck

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the-acid-pear · 1 year ago

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man i really want to be the bigger man here and not hate on ai art AND I WONT but the people who make it are going down the well no salvation

#luly talks #its so fucking lazy man #and the bad kind of lazy #i rather see your crude 5 minutes ms paint drawing than that dude #and dont get me started on the anime girls again #btw actually unrelated but i find it kinda funny how before the ai hate era came by i was thinking of like #remaking my ai dungeon stories but make them an Actual story bc i adore my little guys lmao #now everyone would shit and piss about it bc they see ai and their vision turns red ig #if those stories werent so Bad i would tho. i really would #but Copper's is the normalest one and even then its like...#like the thing is i was in a terrible headspace in 2020 not only bc it was the pandemic but also bc it was my first year living away from m #mother so there was a lot going on in my head and nothing was good it was nasty and grotesque #and that was very fucking prescent in my ai dungeon stories and im not proud like i said but it is what it is yknow?#if they sucked less id be mildly proud btw LMAO #anyway the thing is the grotesqueness is fundamental to all of them #so i guess my ai dungeon ocs full ... potential is confined to me and blood #but i insist having to reset a story like 20 times bc your protagonist keeps doing EVERYTHING BUT saving the victim is so funny #one time he just started beating him up. making it worse. just because.#one time he just fucked him. straight up. all the reverts were frying the ai and copper's brain #and in the final timeline like. copper didnt even get to the victim. it was cursed as fuck #copper does have a summary written down now that i remember ill rb it again i think its a great one

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javierduffy · 9 days ago

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oh my god i’m about to bare my entire soul to you guys real quick

but i just remembered that IVE ACTHALLY THOUGHT OF THIS BEFORE !-?/?: I SHIPPED THEM BACK IN 2020 AND DREW JOVIERIAN WITH MY RDR2 FURRIES IM INSANE HOW DID I FORGET THIS 😭 I USED TO THINK ABOIT THEM ALL THE TIME 😭😭

furries because i’ve been drawing them since the day i was born (almost literally) and it was easy and i sucked at humans at the time </3

height difference chart which is so funny to me because i was literally just thinking about how i would portray their height difference in my style now and it looked exactly like this (but as humans)

literally how did i forget them i even wrote their relationships on their toyhouse profiles 😭💛

I MISS THEM SO BAD

has anyone ever thought of shipping john with kieran ? is that a thing ? what’s their ship name ??

#having a memory disorder as bad as i do is insane because i feel like i just found the motherload of content for my rarepair ship BECAUSE TH #IS INFORMATION IS LITERALLY ENTIRELY NEW TO ME BY NOW #IM LIKE DAMN THIS SHIT IS HEAT ‼️‼️‼️ 🔥🔥🔥 AND ITS MY OWN WRITING FROM 5 YEARS AGO #please this is lowk embarrassing but to be cringe is to be free #i think a big reason of why i’ve slowly posted less and less and wrote less and drew less on this account is because it started with me just #having fun basically alone and now that i’ve got my tiny minuscule demographic ive become terrified of their perception of me and my skill #does that make sense ?#im discouraged (by my subconscious self who wants nothing but to be accepted and insecurity) from creating or even wanting to create because #my fear of looking stupid or writing a character a little inaccurately or drawing ‘badly’ now that i have people who are looking at me #especially since my current following is essentially made up of 5 or so people who see every single post i make and interact with me frequen #tly and even some of whom i respect and think are incredibly smart and skilled and generally i admire the creativity of. and i want to impre #ss everyone but that leaves no room for what *i* want to make because what *i* want to make is 90% of the time just. pure self indulgence #it’s hard to balance the desire to be accepted by a community and the need to have fun with creation #um. wow that was a tangent sorry but yeah enjoy my furries. i’m gonna try to post more and allow myself to create more even if im scared #because i remember this being so fun and these characters are so important to me and i just want to enjoy indulging in my hyperfixation agai #n #so ummm #more bad stuff coming soon !#text #hero talks about himself for 4 hours #iirc that’s the tag

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gaywineauntsstuff · 18 days ago

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Random headcanon number 20207483927

-Dick doesn’t spy on his families teams

Because he doesn’t need too

They’ll either tell him what’s happening

Or their teammates will

He’s friends with 80% of them anyway

Jason Todd was honest to god on a team with Dicks Ex who still adores him and starfire /j

No but really Roy and Kori 100% have doxxed Jason’s entire life to Dick Grayson

A) bc I will ignore any canon where these 3 aren’t close

B) Kori has never had a filter ever

C) Dick absolutely has indoctrinated the fab 5 into mission reports and now they feel weird without a debrief

D) Roy would find giving Dick and ulcer over the stupid shit his brother does hilarious

E) Roy would find giving dick and ulcer over the stupid shit HE does so so so fulfilling (revenge)

Damian is on the Titans.

No matter what titans generation of titans it is they’re responding to Nightwings status report request, fully detailed in MLA format with a reference list following APA 7 guidelines

Dick does not have to worry about young justice despite the fact they are very much NOT snitches bc Tim absolutely calls Dick and Doxxes his entire life story to him once a week minimum

(See Tim telling Dick random shit in the comics causing him to lose his balance and fall a compilation Im sure exists)

Both Clark and Wally are on the justice league. Bruce’s every dangerous move is reported to Dick via Clark and all his stupid ones are reported to Dick via Wally.

No matter how weird Dick and Babs relationship (on again, besties, off again, not talking etc) is she’s absolutely telling him either via concise email or 7 hour long sip and bitch session every single thing that happens not for help but bc ughhh wtf is happening.

Now frustratingly the same is not reciprocated

Bc

“Donna or Garth would kill me” -Roy

“*graphic details of sexcapades to distract from question*”-Kori

“Nightwing is busy” -oracle (babs just leaves when asked as a civilian)

“I’m sorry it’s just so hard to not talk to him okay?? He’s so nice” -Jon during supersons

“He’s my friend too, I can tell him what I want” current jon

“Listen he barely talks to me as it is I’d rather he still come to me with issues and insecurities without worrying his father will hear it” -Clark

“If you think I’m saying shit to you, you’re in idiot, if anything was wrong and I told you you’d make it worse go fuck yourself” -Wally

(OG Bruce Wayne hater of titans. him and Roy do fight over this title at the titans new years. Wally thinks Roy lost his place bc he found a new bird to be mad at the bat over so his timeline should shrink. Roy thinks this is bullshit bc now he hates Bruce for reasons of bird^2)

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libbytwq · 17 days ago

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merry christmas!!! (2024)

So, it's Christmas. Normally I never make this type of Christmas special, normally because every year I usually have no one in specific online to be grateful for, aside from my followers. But these past 5 months, my life has truly changed, and i finally have people I want to wish a genuine Merry Christmas to. So here is a gift for those wonderful people.

And thats not all, I'm not just gonna make a cute lil gift and not explain why I love these people!

APPRECIATION GO! 💥

SMG8 // @strange0-0storm -- STORM!! I know we rarely interact, but everytime we do, it's an absolute treat. I love seeing your art, the stuff you make is so awesome and fun to look at, and talking about goofy shit is so much fun. I look up to you a lot and I want to interact with you a lot more. SMG8 was one of the first ever SMG4 OCs I've ever gotten myself familiar with, he's such a silly man and I want to punt him, I love your stuff sm, stay cool 💥

Mango // @its-a-me-mango -- MANGO!! I've always been a massive fan of your art since I was first getting myself familiar with the SMG4 Tumblr community, because of your artstyle and the goofy jokes and silly stuff, but since joining the TSB discord server and interacting with you, I think you are even cooler. Our interactions are so incredibly goofy and I love every single time you appear on VCs. Our sense of humor almost feels like it clicks and everytime we make jokes I be cackling, to the point I sometimes get distracted from what I'm working on... but hey its okay because we're all silly here :3 i love your stuff sm man and i think ur an absolute vibe keep doing that forever and ever

N4 // @bluesbox -- BLUE!! It is so much fun interacting with you about theories and stuff!! And hearing you yap abt N4 lore is so fun and cool.... im INVESTED....... Yappin with you about goofy lil theory stuff is an absolute treat and i love interacting with you sm guh h,, we are the SCHEMERS......

TSB // @tiredsmashbros -- TOMM!! you...... YOU..... I WOULDNT BE FRIENDS WITH ANY OF THESE PEOPLE IF YOU DIDNT EXIST.... i look up to you like crazy and the fact that i can call you a friend is still batshit insane to me....interacting with you and joining your server has in fact changed my life for the better and i am not the same person i was before your 1k birthday party.... you are a huge inspiration to me and your lore is impeccable bUT DUDE I WANT ANSWERS, the TSB lore has me invested and i wanna know whats goin on im gonna..... GSHDJFNF IM GONNA GETTT Y /silly /pos dude your are so crazy awesome i love vibin with you n being silly all the time. qwah puh 💥

Neo // @neo91502 -- NEO!! You were one of the first people i bonded with in the server, and for that i think you are incredibly awesome, i love your art and everything you draw they always look so super cool and awesome and wa h,, i love your stuff sm but man you gotta handle your addiction to tsmg4 and long haired smg4 its gonna be a problem if you cant get it under control /silly YOU ARE SO AWESOME AND FUN I LOVE YAPPING WITH YOU RAAAGH

Hexsy // @nxva-blogz -- NXVA!! sigh..... i GUESS i have to include you.... for the sake of the hexore...... /j /silly you are so crazy and interacting with you is sm fun ill be completely honest. The hexsy lore is so so neat and i love your art sm guh,, I love vibing with you and being silly you are such a goofy ahh individual and you bring a lot of joy hehehehe explodes y

And now, there were a few other people I really wanted to fit on the couch, but couldn't because I burnt tf out. So heres me showing appreciation to those people too!

@knightedmares -- MY TWIN!! KNIGHTMARE KNIGHTMARE KNIGHTMARE!! We have so much in common and we just be vibin everytime you show up. I love your oc Trick sm and i love vibing with you guh

@rmgkyle -- KYLE!!! you feed me everyday and i appreciate it very very much. You are so incredibly goofy and i love RMG from the bottom of my heart and you are so insane but i love that WEE

@mikchi8 -- mikchi you are a menace to the server and i am very scared of you,, but thats ok cuz you are very silly and i love vibin with you /pos

@kittykibbl -- Kitty i LOVE your various AUs a ton and you were one of the first people i interacted with online, from one of the first WOTWs, and i still love your stuff a ton and interacting with you is a lot of fun yippe

Merry Christmas everybody!!

- Lore, libbytwq

#my art #clip studio paint pro #digital art #smg4 #original character #my ocs #smgl:e #smgloren #smgl:e x karen #smg4 ocs #smg4 oc #smg8 #n4 #smg4 oc: mango #tsb #hexsy #neo #smg4 karen #christmas 2024

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