#i do clean it obvs
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fuck it I'm starting singing classes
i actually wrote a lot of tags on this one. it's mostly personal reminders. but I'm posting it bc I'll forget to do any of this otherwise
i do not check my scheduling apps I'm a disaster❤️
anyway the tldr is I'm leaving this year's seasonal depression behind‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ fuck yes
i get it in summer bc I'm built different (got a few mental disorders) but yeah anyway I don't fucking care I'm DOING SHIT AGAIN somebody clap
#not sure where not sure when not sure with what money#list of things to do tmrw#1. actually talk to my tattoo artist#2. ask my aunt about singing teachers (she sings)#3. enroll in Something Free. anything. oh god i need Anything#4. CLEAN MY CLOSET FOR THE LVOE OF FUCK IVE BEEN WEARING THE SAME SHIRT FOR TWO MONTHS AND IT'S NOT EVEN MY ONLY ONE#i do clean it obvs#and it looks cool it's a green day tshirt#but MAN do i wear it ALL THE FUCKING TIME#seasonal depression is shit stay safe#(i knkw people say it for winter but im always busy in winter. so i like it. i never do shit on summer though. cos i get depressed as fuck)#FUCK ANYWAY FUCK list of things im definitely doing for sure lest i continue being depressed#anyway it should be fine now though#i just bought tickets for a bar event thing i wanna go to#and I've got plans for saturday#and next month#it's finnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#bjt i gotta make sure it keeps being so#i can't go back to doing nothing I'll kill myself#OH ALSO 5. BUY TICKETS FOR MIRANDA 20JUN PLEASE GOD PLEASE I NEED. THAT#6. actually note down all the things and appointments I've got scheduled lest i die forever#7. reconnect with my friends? make new ones?#i need friends#haven't had proper friends in two years it's making me sick in the head#like i have friends but I don't have Friends I Can Spontaneously Do Shit With#i just have 'if we meet perchance we'll hit it off + i like your IG stuff' friends#bc I'm social until I'm not#anyway i need AFRIENDDDGROUPPPP#fuck#anyway fuck
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(to accompany this 15 min scribble, a 2 min scribble under the cut…before or after😌🙏)
#I like these even though they’re messy💓#obv I have lots of room for improvement but I didn’t have a sketch underneath just went in with the black pencil#and … I like how it basically matched my vision🥰#maybe I’ll do a cleaned up version where I actually sit down think about anatomy etc#but honestly for me more polished stuff loses the emotion and movement I’ve found#(it’s why I don’t think I’ll ever get into digital)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc
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2009 Singapore Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso
#my eyes are just lazer focused on where his race suit is unzipped 🫠 he looks sooooo good in these#i wish theyd bring back this style of post race presser bcs my god imy heart skips a beat every time drivers make eye contact w the camera#i think the last race i watched where nando was on the podium was literally fucking canada 23#so i am very very please and happy and delighted to see him finally again#BUT I AM SHRIEKING AT THE FACT THAT HE DEDICATED HIS PODIUM TO FLAVIO AT HOME#FLAVIO WHO IS AT HOME BECAUSE HE WAS LITERALLY JUST PERMANENTLY BANNED FROM F1#AND HE DOES THIS PRACTICALLY ON THE ANNIVERSARY OF CRASHGATE WHICH WAS JUST PENALIZED A WK AGOO#NANNDDOOOOOOO WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS???? MENACE BEHAVIOR!!!!!!!! WAR CRIMINAL!!!!!!!#not included here but he was late to the cooldown room even tho he was the first one to get to parc ferme#and i realized its because he went to get a coke hahaha#i guess thats his drink of choice when dehydrated bcs thats what he was drinking at malaysia 2005 when it was also humid/hot#also i prefer the blue/yellow renault livery obv but i think the yellow/orange one is underrated#renaults liveries and color palletes from this era imo are just very clean and nice looking and work very well together#fernando alonso#fa14#formula 1#f1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#2009 singapore gp#season: 2009
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reminder that anyone telling you not to vote is either an idiot or trying to strip away your rights 😊
#twelves rambles#us politics#serious posting time baby!#'im not voting for biden-' well then. either youre not voting (bad) or voting for trump (really bad)#so. you dont care.#biden isnt good by any means#but do you know how bad trump would be?#no really. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW FUCKING WORSE TRUMP WOULD BE?#i would literally flee the us if trump was elected. not kidding at all here.#i would uproot my whole fucking life rather than live under trump again#'biden doesnt care about palestine or poc or-' NEITHER DOES TRUMP!#at least biden gives half a shit about bodily autonomy and queer rights and clean energy etc etc#if you are not voting blue in america this election i do not trust you. full stop#(not including those who cant vote obvs)#not voting is worse than voting. the fascists try to strip away voting rights for a reason.#voting is important#thank you for coming to my ted talk
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can't stand his fake ass except miz means it
edit w more images yay
#trapdoor art#cyberpunk 2077#miz chief#tomizlava chief#oc#original character#johnny silverhand#in the process of figuring out how i want to stylize his arm as you can tell#i thiiiink i like the way this looks so far? obv more fiddling needed but it reads pretty clean without being a bitch to do over n over#also stylizing the man in general. im not particularly inclined to lean into the fact that he is keanu reefs#it's important because the next time i post him it's gonna be uh. eheheh. well youll see.
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gonna finally pick up some climber's chalk to see if that helps keep my grip in bracket lmao. the last two monthlies i played in i was really feeling the misinputs due to sweat. been a bit of a problem in the past - just having my hands straight-up slip off the stick as the heat turns up. we'll see if it helps.
#fighting games#i would rather [do something drastic] than own a product named “gamer goo” actually#antiperspirant lotion sounds a little weird - i dunno how much my skin would appreciate it anyways#obvs the drawback of chalk is getting a bunch of dust in and around my mechanical components but i feel like i can make it work#i always carry a clean rag to events n such#it wasn't that bad that time i tried talcum powder lmao - that did keep my hands from getting sweaty but it's low friction stuff#otoh one bag of the stuff should last for-fuckin-ever coz i only need to use it on one hand#if it works it would be really funny to write this into the fighting game manga...#my post
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i just ranted about this to my ex but I need to share it here too
when I was a kid and making a list of reasons I shouldnt kill myself, one of the things I came up with was that the feeling of getting into a bed with freshly changed sheets right after taking a shower is one of the best feelings in the world
and I'm happy to report as a fully grown, still not dead, adult, that feeling is still one of the best things in the world
#me#suicidal#mine#im not like...right now obv#but I think about it when I do something from that list#and this one STILL HITS#all my blankets and pillows are set right#everything smells and feels clean#I feel like my absolute best self#like the most relaxed I could be#i also think this is why i like hotels so much#because I get to have that feeling#granted it is dulled a bit because all my creature comforts arent there#but like it is essentially the same#and it makes me so giddy
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hold on im still too mad at this one fucking guest to take a nap i need to be a hater for a minute
#so when i say hell on earth kinda day i mean HELL ON EARTH kinda day#we had a large bus travel group from slovakia and then some other guests and it was almost a hundred people for breakfast#the bus group all came at the same time they descended onto the buffet like fucking seagulls i swearrrrr#and i divided tasks like i had two helpers with me in the kitchen so one guys job was just to gather dirty dishes + washing + taking clean#ones back out#and the other guy running around the buffet checking whats needed + restockjng the cold food + telling me all the hot stuff that needs#refilling. so i was in the kitchen making all the hot foods on constant rotation + chopping fruits and making smoothies and shit#and like we managed. WE MANAGED. the buffet was never even half empty at any point like yes there was always something that was empty but#dude who cares if the vanilla yoghurt is empty for 5 mins just pick something else.#and everyone was happy with their breakfast and really nice when asking if we have more of this and that etc and then there was one lady#this ONE FUCKINGGGG lady i swear i almost threw hands#she was complaining about everythinggggggggggg#about there not being any more fried eggs (already in the pan. done in 2 mins. but when helper nr2 told her that she said well why did we#run put in the first place) about the bread station being full of crumbs like girl its BREAD. my giy was running up and down the buffet#wiping it off and cleaning as fast as he could but if you allow people to cut their own bread there will be fucking crumbs. the fuck.#then she also didnt like how the butter looked bc OBV people kept using the butter and no matter how many times you go in and make it look#neat again as soon as the next person takes some it will not look picture perfect anymore#like while i was running back and forth restocking stuff with my arms full she TOOK MY ARM and pointed at things and was like#'this looks shit' so does your fucking face but you dont see me getting physical about it#and then when i came out with a big tray of fresh glasses and cups she pointed to where someone had spilled some water at the dispenser and#went 'there is water on the buffet' (far away from any food + literally its just water) and i said 'yes i know' and she goes 'well it doesnt#look very appealing. this is the worst buffet ive ever seen' and i go 'well surely you have seen how busy we are' and she FUCKING GOES#'i dont care. i paid money for this.' and i go 'well that makes two of us for not caring. we'll get to it when we have the time.' and she#said something else idk what bc i was finished with my task and had SHIT TO DO BC PPL WERE STILL EATING#so i just turned and ran back to the kitchen to keep working#actually i got back to the kitchen and said to guy nr1 'i need to go punch something' and then went out the back and started kicking the#shit out of a pile of paper boxes and THEN i continued working#and then she started TAKING PICTURES of everything she didnt like of the buffet like full offense i hope she gets hit by a bus#like with some people you can just tell they never worked a day in the service industry and no matter what you do theyll keep complaining#anyways :) tag limit. apparently. so its nap time now. honk shoo snork mimimi and so forth <3
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A y2k anime Gem(^∇^)
It feels good to be able to draw again after two months of art block(╹◡╹)
#my art#not reblog#traditional art#hermitcraft season nine#hermitcraft season ten#hermitcraft s9#hermitcraft s10#geminitay#y2k#y2k style#y2k anime#I’m lowkey proud of this one it turned out pretty :D#I’d love to see the hermit girlies in like a 90s 00’s kinda visual novel#like the seasonverse(clannad canon air) and all the leaf vns (of course clean versions obv)#whooo boi do I love that era#if I learn how to draw and program a vn it’s over for y’all /pos
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I cleaned out my ask box and reopened it in case anyone has the urge to request something……if you requested something previously feel free to resubmit it I don’t mind……ok thank you guys 💚🫶
#I know it’s a bit unfair to clean out everything after so long but…new year new me#obv patreon stuff comes first generally speaking but I do like having this open….ok? ok#not art
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Family is arriving in as little as 15 minutes (though knowing them, it will be more like an hour) and I am sitting on my couch almost fully clothed but I can't get to the closet to get a shirt because
1. Jon has stuff on the floor on his side of the bed and my back is bad today so can't bend to move it out of my way
2. Like... the closet is all the way on the other side of the bed... that's so far... even if the floor was clear that's so far away you guys
3. I can't get it done via proxy either; Jon can't get the shirt for me because he is busy doing dishes
4. I sat on the couch for a sec and now Tiny Tim is on my lap and is completely immovable and now I may never leave this couch again
So I guess family baking day is canceled forever. Pack it up boys
#i am being dramatic. obvs#also jon is doing dishes because we need every baling pan possible clean plus the cookie cooling racks#which are dusty from being stored unused since LAST holiday baking season#we are gonna bake at least 3 batches of cookies today we need so many pans and racks aaaaaa#mod post#spoonie#chronic pain
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ok picture this. an ahura luna leer petras alecto comic set during/immediately after doti where the kids are like. Huh Haven't Heard From Mom In A While. n they gotta go figure out why gorgon isnt returning their calls and then get swept up into the Holy Shit bc they get to attilan somehow and see how completely destroyed it is. i havent thought of it much past that but cue the looking for dad typical comic. and thats whag i want for the inhumans rn. i crave a 2nd gen (? if the kids can count as that) centric comic so bad :(
#obvs alecto wouldnt be too on board. like maybe she only gets involved bc petras#or she isnt really too interested until the discovery of attilan being a bunch of rocks and bodies#alecto has a lot of potential right there especially as a critic of the typical attilan hierarchy and culture (? or like. you know.#The Known Inhumans Issues. idk how to describe it rn im tired as shit rn)#and alecto is cool and i love her and i want her back so bad i need her to be sooo mean to gorgon#she needs to make gorgon regret he was born. literally she deserves to beat him up alecto was put through so much shit#like on one hand i kind of love to imagine she made a clean break and just Does Not talk to any of them and wjll never ever again bc that is#definitely good for her and completely understandable bc HOLY SHIT.#but also i think she should kill gorgon. just a bit.#literally why did gorgon survive doti over triton. my beloved fish man is so much cooler and hotter#like hes also complicit in the Known Inhumans Issues but he also a fish#i mostly just really wanna see alecto again. but also pleaseeee i need leer and petras to have even a little bit of a personality#half of those kids have never interacted with each other!!! what!!!!#also ahura being a chaperone to a bunch of kids he absolutely despises is the funniest thing to do with him and i love that ff#did that a bit with him. bring annoyed slightly trampled applesauce BACK.#and luna is tragically underused and her powers are cool as shit and marvel PLEASE let her do something other than be 11 its been so long#ahura boltagon#luna maxmimoff#alecto petragon#petras petragon#leer inhumans#leer mander azur#? ok not actually sure how set in stone any of these last names are now that i think about it#inhumans
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had a dream the other day about moving my leopard gecko into the empty(ish) 45gal tank that used to house my hermit crabs and tbh thinking about the list of pros and cons to actually doing that was a huge bummer
#it'd be So good for her to have that much space!!! and it'd be really fun to set it up for her#logistically it'd only work if i could find a screen lid to the tank (it's a bowfront so not a common size tank)#I'd have to get all new lighting too and/or mount her uvb beneath the screen lid#and obv clean it out first cause it's full of Sand#but the main con is like. well when i move someday no way in hell am i taking the big tank with me#so then would i put her back in the small tank? or would i have to find a new big tank locally?#hurts my brain to think about a little#ugh what I rly want is the 40gal exoterra but that shall remain a dream...#actually you know what it'd fucking suck to get in and out of the 45gal. im not gonna do it#I'll get you that upgrade someday tho liz!!!
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cleaned up my follower list a little bc it was getting a bit messy. If you're still here and survived the ace finger snap it means I love u and have a good day 🔥
#「002」 𝗢𝗨𝗧 𝗢𝗙 𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗘𝗥#clean up was needed obv people are welcome to follow me back#But I just felt like unfollowing people who haven't reached out / interacted with me in any sorta way for a month +#I mean obv people who followed me first but there's always second chance to do it < 3#No rush whatsoever bc I'm lazy and slow myself#Anyhow feels clean man I go back to being bored at work 🙏
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🙏🕯️clean programs and season's bests to all of team finland🕯️🙏
#erina talks#figure skating#gp espoo 2023#team finland#i mean everyone else too obvs i want everyone to do well#but as a finn i gotta root for my own#turkkila/versluis are the only ones with a realistic chance to podium but i want all of them to pull two clean programs
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trying new things
#ibis paint#dragons#dragon art#cowboys#cowboys and dragons#dragon cowboy#original art#cowboy art#cowgirl#artblock don’t come for me now#these tags are messy#i have missy staring at me begging for attention#so I have to tag in between petting her#ANWAY probably gonna see more lineart from me as practice which is crazy#i haven’t done like much intentional and clean lineart since I was a kid really#it’s scaryyyyy I love slapping on colors until everything’s rendered#I’ll still do that obvs but . lineart . as practice .
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