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#they need their therapy appointments....
the-valiant-valkyrie · 7 months
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wanted to say your post about right robot is so so good, so for a question maybe how you think their possible reunion would go?(prism and right ofc), or anything you wanna say about him in general
well one, i think if prism ever reunited with him again, the first thing she would probably do would be to wail. i definitely think that when the rest of her robots were destroyed, the shock and suddenness of the moment kind of... completely hollowed her out. she couldn't feel anything. and it took until after she left phoenix on the beach for any of those emotions to come back to the surface again. i think meeting back with her last remaining robot after already mourning each and every one would probably force some of those feelings to resurface.
i think right robot would take it a little better, but it would still be pretty hard on him, too. i imagine it must be frightening waking up to hear that all your siblings are dead, and your creator almost followed suit... so finally being able to see her again would probably be a huge relief. i imagine it can get kind of lonely being the only sentient robot in the agency... everyone othering you. no one communicating with you the same way prism used to... it must be a bit of a culture shock
i think their life post reuniting would be... stressful. i like to think one of prism's biggest regrets post-game is that she realizes she accidentally became horribly similar to the agency. they weren't originally even supposed to be sentient! she doesn't even know if they wanted to be robot agents! she never told them they could be anything else! they weren't able to do anything other than what she told them!
... and all but one of them are dead, now... and she can't help but feel like it's all her fault. she trusted too much. she didn't think too far ahead. her old factory has turned into a mass grave... nothing she does can possibly be enough to mourn every last one of them. as a result, i think she's very careful with her last remaining robot. as well as very paranoid about backing him up. she does so once a night, with three back-up backups just in case.
right robot... is glad to be back with her, don't get him wrong, but... it hurts to see prism tear herself up about everything. even when she says its fine, he knows that isn't true. sometimes, prism will look at him and... he can see the regret well up in her eyes. she's so exhausted... and even after everything, she works herself so hard. she beats herself up over her mistakes so often. it hurts to see.
he helps where he can... does anything he can to make prism's life easier. whether that's making sure she doesn't miss meals, or get to bed on time, or entertaining her whenever she's worried she forgot to do a backup the night before (even despite his constant reassurances that she has)... he loves prism very much. and it's so painfully obvious that she loves him, too. he wants her to be happy, so... he hopes that some day she can find it in her to forgive herself. he would like that.
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i-am-a-fish · 9 months
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I am
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• depressed
• uncomfortable
• upset
• afraid
• uneasy
it does not feel good.
I'm going to drink some water, take a nap, and deal with these things later
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scumvillainess · 4 months
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while i don’t really believe in the ‘shen yuan is shen jiu reincarnated’ theory, the concept of shen yuan insulting the person who’s body he’s currently possessing only to find out that was him later on in the novel would’ve been the funniest thing ever because damn you’ve really been insulting yourself this entire time
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141!Reader: Morse Code
Soap: *taps table* Reader: *taps table back* Gaz, who just entered the room: What are they doing? Price: Communicating in Morse code. Gaz: What? Hmmm, let me try to understand what they're saying. Price: No- Reader to Soap: Let me **** your ****, I'll **** you so hard you ****, you **** **** Soap, starry-eyed: Man, you're so romantic. I love you-
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kindahoping4forever · 6 months
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AshtonIrwin: R&R with this sweet Gatinho ♥️
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connecting-the-stars · 4 months
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Carmy drawing Sydney with the same detail and dedication as he did the sketch for a beautiful dish he was brainstorming when.
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evelyn-art-05 · 1 year
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just realized I've been experiencing long-term dissociation multiple times through my life and that not remembering a Lot of things is not normal !! what a good end to the day
I'm also either still in it right now and I'm just aware of it or I'm actually out of it after 2 and a half weeks! hoping I'm out of it but we'll see in like 4 days when I'm home
anyway goodnight folks 🫡🫡🫡
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goldkirk · 9 months
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I'm so proud of myself about finances in the past couple months. I still struggle with money but I did enough meditation and journaling and practicing about it to make myself able to actually face my loans and credit cards and savings and bills and start really truly organizing and addressing them for the first time in years instead of just flying by the seat of my pants.
Like. This is a huge deal for me. I've felt like I'm in deadly danger every time I've tried to think about money for years and years. I'm finally able to look it in the face and stare it down and start to organize and plan on purpose instead of just keeping up with the minimum to stay afloat. I'm so proud of myself.
It's still a refrain of "GUILT (funny link)" every time I think about money but I'm able to actually make spreadsheets and face the numbers and monthly tracking again, and even make a new full budget which I haven't been able to do in ages.
still feel guilt, overwhelm, and helplessness, but no longer feel as much deep elemental shame and terror. that's progress baby
#we don't need to talk about how many months and months of therapy visits and doctor appointments I put on credit cards#among other things#but I had to put my foot down about it a couple months ago and shout at myself a little saying HEY#I AM SHAKING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS I AM SHOUTING FOR YOU TO HEAR#OF COURSE IT WAS A TERRIBLE FINANCIAL DECISION BUT YOU WEREN'T EVEN EXPECTING TO BE ALIVE#THE CREDIT CARD DEBT WAS NECESSARY TO KEEP YOU ALIVE AND IT DID AND EVERYTHING ELSE IS WAY LESS IMPORTANT THAN THAT#why the FUCK are you feeling SO ASHAMED for making the best decision you knew how to make at the time???#just because you know NOW that you could have tried some other options doesn't mean you did THEN#you may have known enough to feel shame and guilt yes but you would never in a million years have gotten the help you needed fast enough#by attempting to go another route#you didn't trust anyone besides a very few handfuls of people and even them it wasn't fully#and the stress of running it through parental insurance was so terrifying to you bc you didn't know what that would do#and you never had cosigners for anything your whole adult life. it's OKAY#you fucking DID YOUR BEST#YOU HAVE LEARNED. YOU HAVE MADE CHANGES. YOU HAVE ALREADY DONE BETTER#YOU WILL CONTINUE TO LEARN AND IMPROVE OVER TIME#it is not the end of the world. even the utilities sending you to debt collections etc etc#YOU ARE FIGURING IT OUT ONE PIECE AT A TIME#MORE PEOPLE ARE ASHAMED AND AFRAID OF THEIR OWN FINANCES THAN YOU THINK#if the people who fought and argued with and shamed you for considering student loans much less taking them out#had wanted you to actually be financially safer and healthier#they could have just fucking helped out or cosigned your loans or actively helped you find other solutions#instead of spending months and months telling you it was the worst decision ever and would ruin you financially for decades and such#you made the best decisions you could with the level of terror and knowledge that you had. it was enough to keep you alive.#isn't that enough?#isn't it a victory to survive?? isn't that enough??????#god i'm cringing at sharing this but if it's been this hard for me surely at LEAST one of you has also made financial mistakes or regrets#and seeing me be honest that I fucked it all up too and it's a mess and I'm just climbing back through it as best as I can as I go#will hopefully make at least one of you feel a tiny bit less alone
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imobsessed123 · 8 months
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I saw a cute solangelo fanart and I was smiling and stuff and my sis was like you’re texting some boy aren’t you- like girl no I’m just delulu 😭
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curioscurio · 1 year
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I finally decided to finish Steven Universe Future and its a little scary how much I identified with Steven this time around. Who am I kidding it was like looking in a mirror. . I have got to move the FUCK out
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nocasdatsgay · 5 months
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Me up in group chats acting 100% normal like im not on the other end of the phone with red puffy eyes cause i just boo hoo cried about being a single childless 35 year old again for the 10th time in 3 weeks
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amoneki-ramblings · 9 months
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I forgot I have this on my computer too,
Empty Prayer is a very Amon song me thinks [slight volume warning I think the music is a bit loud !!]
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lonely-crescent · 1 month
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linthehero · 1 year
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can we talk about this scene, bbg what were you going through oh my god
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chlorophylliccoyote · 4 months
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I just wanted to post some of the upcoming mini-print WIPs especially since I missed last month's print due to school getting hectic. hopefully I can finish and print these by the end of May, but of course I now have a full time job and also I still have to make an animation for class (Energy levels are low but the expectations being hoisted onto me arent). In addition I'm going to have to find a new subscription platform to set up for a monthly patch, because I do not trust Patreon anymore.
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runawaymun · 5 months
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#sorry let me rant real quick in the tags#cw personal#once again hitting an insurance pothole bc the psych says she accepts my OHP plan HOWEVER the therapy group she is contacted with says#THEY don't#they only accept the insurance if it's through my employer but NOT through the government??????????????#so there's still some kind of payment???#anyway I want to scream why is this so complicated#like will she take my insurance or not who's right here#anyway called her back directly and went to voicemail so now I've done all I can for now#why the hell is this so hard man#the person on the phone didn't know really how to explain#once again no one knows what they're talking about#like can y'all not communicate and figure this out?#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i need to get an ADHD eval before my next PCP appointment in june so that they will continue giving me my meds#and the psychiatry through the hospital has a limited number of visits that insurance will cover#*contracted#not retyping all of that#and once again the only reason this is so stressful is because the psychiatry group at the hospital fumbled the communication ball last tim#and the psychiatrist I was with never put the ADHD on the chart#and now somehow it's MY responsibility to fix that>#UGH#like I am grateful to have some kind of coverage but holy shit is the US healthcare system in shambles#the bureaucracy is INSANE#i had to just sit down and put my head in my hands for a second#and then go 'right okay nothing i can do about that rn moving on'#uGH#literally said 'what the FUCK' out loud a couple times#like not on the phone after I hung up obvs
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