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Reader asking inexperienced Carmy to jerk off in front of her to show her what he likes and him ending up loving having her full attention is all I’m saying
this is so filthy and i'm here for it omg.
really catches him completely off guard when you ask. starts off with something so small, a joke about him jacking off that turns into "will you show me?" and he nearly chokes.
"show you?" carmen blinks, wide eyed and voice strained.
"yeah. show me." you tilt your head to the side, so nonchalant. "show me how you do it, so i know how to do it right."
"you-you do it perfect already, baby, promise-"
"-please?" you bat your eyes at him, slowly winning him over. "i just want to see how you like it. so i can make you feel good."
he's so anxious about it at first. fidgety and squirming, avoiding your gaze, hands shaking. but then something sorta flips. maybe it's the way you're giving him your undivided attention, shifting while you watch him pump his length but he starts to enjoy it. especially when you lick up his cum off his length and off his hand after.
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As a proud delulu, I'm always over thinking stuff in scenes and no show has made me be on overthink like The Bear. So, naturally, when I saw this scene in S2, I was curious.
What was the reason for Carmy's body language? The clenched fist and the torso jerk. And the choice to do a wide shot? That was intentional. The first time we see that wide shot it's to show Carmy and Nat's reaction to Richie's silly accusation. This one, however, is something you could definitely overlook if you are not an over-analyser. I thought it could be Carmy stifling his anger at Richie and/or the general anxiety for the place falling apart.
Then in S3, on my gazillionth rewatch, I noticed this same thing play out in reverse. These are the two scenes to compare;
Syd has that same body jerk when Cicero scolds Carmy.
Notice how there's a threat of physical harm in both scenes. It's them reacting viscerally to the threat or idea of bodily harm coming to the other. I mean, there's no way this is just a coincidence. It's like, on a subconscious level, they can't even stand the thought of the other getting harmed.
Or is it a premonition? I don't know. Arrrghhhh! I don't know.
But there's no way these two aren't hopelessly in love with each other. Don't even speak to me. They are soulmates.
#crying rn#i need them to happen so desperately#storer dont you dare keep them apart#the bear#sydcarmy#carmy x sydney#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#sydney x carmy#the bear meta
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“I’m sorry”
“We made it”
“You made it.”
#i need to be institutionalized#if not in love then why act like it??#COME ON CHRIS!!#sydcarmy#the bear#carmy the bear#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#the bear fx#carmy berzatto#syd x carmy
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Entry 29: Crossed Wires
Screenshot Credit: @boardchairman-blog
Bearblr Promptober Day 29: Corruption (sorta? I tried)
Summary: Carmy's girlfriend (who he calls Darling) introduces him to impact play (flogger), and it wrecks his wiring. Mild smut.
Warnings: Swearing, mentioned fight with Syd, Richie and Nat, casual suicidal thought (1), impact play (flogger), fem reader/lass who is a trauma surgeon, she/her pronouns. (1006 words)
Notes: All journal entries will be titled as such and tagged with #cb journal.
Thank you for reading. Thank you to @carmenberzattosgf for putting together this prompt list. Sideblog for commentary and yapping: @m-z-shoroi
Also, if random letters or words are black/white instead of the colors they should be, that's Tumblr being dumb, I've been fighting it for weeks.
29 Oct 2024
Darling crossed a lot of my wires, but her magnum opus had to be soldering the ones for pain and pleasure together.
The anticipation of getting hit sat as this half-molten brick of brimstone in the pit of my stomach. It churned with the heat of magma, bubbling up as licks of flames that, in the fleeting but eternal minutes I waited kneeling next to the bed with my forehead resting on my folded arms, I could almost feel at the roof of my mouth. I’d spit flames, I was sure of it, if the eon stretched any longer, and they’d fucking annihilate whatever small fragments of me remained coincidentally affixed together after the thrashing I received that day. If I wasn’t non-linear, if I wasn’t being scraped off the fucking pavement and put into a jar when Richie, Syd, Sugar, and I all exploded at each other, it was because of negligence. Because one or some of their barbs was aimed lazily enough to miss the fucking target—not because I had any connective tissue holding me together. I don’t often want to die, but at The Bear partly through prep that day, an otherwise nondescript Monday? I prayed Richie would grab a knife from the block and tear it across my throat.
“What’s your safeword, sweetheart?” Darling whispered from behind me.
The sound of leather groaning as she, in all likelihood, twisted the flogger around her hand, pierced the silence further.
“Mercy.” It barely made it past my throat.
Cool strands of leather brushed across my bare back, between my shoulder blades, and I nearly jumped out of my skin. Goosebumps exploded along my arms.
“Shhhhh…” She wove her fingers into and gripped a fistful of my hair. “Relax. Remember, we don’t have to do th—”
“Please, just fucking hit me already,” I whimpered.
“I will once you relax, pretty boy.”
“Fuck you.” It left my mouth before I could stop it. My face erupted in heat. I drew in a breath to apologize, but she cut me off.
“I know. I get it. It’s okay.”
My mouth wouldn’t move. Wouldn’t produce the apology. A whooshing sound, then a crack, then a sting between my shoulder blades. Exactly like a jump rope to the ankle. Exactly like she’s said it would’ve felt.
“Fuck!” I hissed. I gripped fistfuls of the sheets and recoiled against the pain.
It surprised me more than it hurt, at first. Not the pain, but the little surge of heat in my navel, dangerously close to arousal. Then, the sting faded into warmth and tightness, like something was tugging at my skin. And then the pain came back. Duller. Deeper. Irritating, almost. I wanted her to rake her nails over it.
Oh, I was fucked.
“D-do it again,” I said. “Please.”
Fucked straight to hell.
“That wasn’t too hard, was it, sweet—”
“N-no. No. P-please do it again.”
The second one had that initial spark of pain, but then the sensation went away. Melted into the same dull, distant tightness that was already present. But holy fuck, it felt heavenly. My dick stirred, halfway to half-hard, and all I could think of was—
“Again? Please?”
She didn’t hesitate this time, and I couldn’t stop a groan from tearing from my chest.
“Oh.” She curled her hand around my throat and lifted my head to greet me with a wicked grin. “Oh, does that feel good, pretty boy?”
She wasn’t squeezing, but it was just enough pressure for blood to pool in my head, and I got that fuzzy, floaty feeling. My dick strained in my sweatpants, and all I could do was press up against the side of the bed, try to chase down some friction. My eyes fluttered closed without my consent. Please, squeeze harder. Please, please, fucking crush me in your hands, call me pretty boy again, leave bruises, leave shadows like a fucking dog collar that I can take with me tomorrow. Maybe I’ll act less like a wild fucking animal. Maybe it’ll feel like you’re there and I won’t fucking lose it.
“I asked you a question, pretty boy.” Gentle.
I pried my eyes open. Whispered, “Y-yes.”
Something about seeing her like that, effortlessly in control, a Goddess hovering over me, powerful, commanding, the handler of a rabid animal—listen, I will take Darling however she comes to me. I love her so much, I’ll give her my ribs. I love her so much, it feels like it’s killing me, but I will lie in that grave if it means I can listen to her voice, be enveloped by the scent of her skin, taste her strawberry lip balm, but something about her being in control destroys me. I’m helplessly caught in the riptide of her existence, drawn to her like a moth to a flame. I will give you anything, my love. I am yours. My whole being is at the foot of your throne. I trust you to nurture and protect me more than I do my own blood.
Do with me what you please, my love.
It wasn’t for five heartbeats, wasn’t until I saw her eyes darken, that I realized I whispered it aloud.
The next one stung less than the first two. The one after unlocked some feral part of me that I didn’t know existed, and I bit the side of my hand to keep myself from screaming. Not out of pain, it was something else. Something reflexive, primal, felt like it was damn near under my diaphragm. I was too hot. I didn’t have any layers to remove, and the radiator was still out, so it should’ve been cold in the room, but I was burning up. The sinking, molten arousal in the pit of my stomach undulated and coiled with every strike until one of them, a random one—nothing special about it—set off stars in my vision and ripped a pathetic cry from my throat.
That was the moment. That’s when the wires crossed.
End note: this piece is truncated. The writing fatigue has thoroughly set in. I might write the rest of the scene at a later date.
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GIF by @thoughtfulchaos773
I woke up this morning thinking about The Bear as one does. The Donna and Claire parallels were on my mind. In S2E10, Carmy was pushing them both to the back of his mind/bottom of his priorities. It was Nat who wanted her there. That night, Donna learned that Natalie was pregnant. That bit of info was her final nudge not to enter the restaurant. Claire came inside, but it was Richie and Neil who were excited to see her. Later, she learned that Carmy (who was spiraling in a vat of self-loathing) didn't think he could be in a relationship, and it was a distraction. That was her nudge to leave and cut him off. Then, in S3E8, about 30ish years after his birth, there's Donna talking crap about Carmy's arrival like he got himself stuck and how terrible her relationship was with his father. In S3E7or9(?) we have Tiff relaying the ish, Claire is saying about Carmy, who is at fault, but she's miscontruing his meaning and has no empathy for him. So, the woman who saw his mother drive into their home and said she loved him is dragging his name through their mutual friend/family group?! Idk...if Claire is endgame imma throw up. Tbh, I don't want a whole S4 episode of Donna either. Two scenes and wrap it up.
#ramblings#the bear#anti claire bear#donna berzatto#sydcarmy#also have you noticed that sydney doesn’t get annoyed when carmy asks her if she's okay and vice versa?#and sydney is Nat's peace too?#and syd has gained Richie's respect and loyalty?
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syd: kasama… tomorrow… me!
carmy: :D!!!
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✦ GIFTOBER 2024 | Day 29/31: DOORS
THE BEAR. DOORS (s03e03)
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Baby Willow who loves Grandpa Jimmy. This girl wasn’t sure about anyone (as a newborn she definitely gave Carmy some stink eye. You insist it’s gas, but he’s still crushed) but Grandpa Jimmy? Immediately yes. Cries until she’s put in his arms. Gives him big toddler kisses and climbs him like a jungle gym given the chance.
Evolves into Teddy making her sister ask Grandpa Jimmy for anything they want when they’re older.
((Once you see Carmy eyeing Willow when he needs something from Jimmy and he immediately gets the 🤨 face because no, Carmen, you cannot send your twelve year old to go ask your shady ass uncle for more money))
jimmy just has such a calming aura to them both. teddy always adored him because he would always bring her a gift, always play with her and be a little silly.
but willow, everyone is kinda floored with how taken willow is with him. when she’s fussy nonstop and suddenly calm with jimmy? carmen is beyond confused. convinced he slipped her something.
“are you fuckin’ stupid? get outta here.” jimmy scoffs, rolling his eyes when carmen accuses him of that. “did i give her somethin’- yeah, it’s called bein’ calm. not tryna rock a baby when you’re fuckin’ stressed. they can sense that shit, carm, you should know better.” even in his gruff, hateful tone willow still isn’t moving or waking.
just the two of them being besties. little willow who’s so shy and sweet and quiet and calm with.. jimmy? it’s a sight lol.
#thebearer#bearblahs#carmen berzatto#carmen berzatto x reader#the bear#carmy berzatto x reader#carmy berzatto#carmen berzatto fluff#dad!carmen berzatto#dad!carmen berzatto x mom!reader#jimmy cicero#willow natalia berzatto#dorothea “teddy” berzatto
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♡ DOWN IN THE HEART ♡ ↝ SydCarmy | Rated: E mdni | Complete | Word Count: 170K+ | [READ HERE]
Summary: Post S3 Finale. After almost losing Sydney to Shapiro, Carmy is determined to make a change. Eager to rebuild their friendship, they decide to spend the day together at Carmy's doing some recipe development but an accidental peek inside Carmy's notebook changes everything for them. In the midst of navigating trauma, therapy, grief, and their new relationship, they try to keep their thing a secret from everyone else at The Bear for six months.
♡ any reblogs/kudos/comments are all so appreciated!! ♡
#sydcarmy fic#the bear fic#Sydcarmy#that says COMPLETE - im in shock that its done lol#me (for the most part) writing the fic: tap tap tap this is fun#me trying to write a summary: how do word? on keyboard?#tysm everyone who was reading and commenting along as i was writing#the bear fandom has been so incredibly welcoming smooching you guys on the mouth#holy shit i cant believe its actually done lol#the roadtrip fic will come but i need to READ a bijillion fics first#carmy paints!#sydney embroiders!#they fuck! a lot!#ive also done one final edit - but its still without a beta reader so there might been shit that has fallen through the cracks but....#at that wordcount im kinda like... it is what it is lol#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#the bear
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The importance of SydLuca for Sydcarmy
"This is what you wanted"
This may be a controversial one, I originally shipped MarcusxLuca more, but that may still be my OTP alongside Sydcarmy (both ships will happen at the show's end). This may be shipper delusions, but I have a narrative-based argument.
Let me explain why I think Luca and Sydney's dating, cooking, and working together, as well as their falling in love, are essential to the show's themes.
Character development for Carmy
Guys, the reason it would be so significant for Carmy’s character development (reality check) that Sydney develops feelings for Luca is because Luca has admitted Carmy is better than him in the kitchen.
Carmy made the menu, the restaurant, all about himself. He wants to be the hero to compensate his emotional absence and issues. It gives him validation, the toxic narrative that all abuse is worth if you become the best.
The meaning of “this is what you wanted”
He kept telling Syd: “this is what you wanted,” because that’s what he learned from his toxic chef. He may not be intentionally abusing Sydney as his boss abused him, but he is still prolonging the toxic dynamics he learned to survive in the Empire, thinking that if he can get a star, it will all be worth it in the end. The pain, the guilt, feeling lost. It would prove there is nothing wrong with him.
But it would also let him keep Sydney’s admiration (and her affection) he does what to be the best also because she came to his life saying “you are the best cdc in the best restaurant in the world” he thinks he needs to be the best in order for Sydney to ever want him in any way (friend/partner/romantic interest)
Which is obviously not true because Syd has stayed with Carmy while he has been anything but emotionally absent, a bad friend and ultimately a bad boss and even a bad chef, if we believe that last review calling him “uninspiring and chaotic”
Enters Luca
But then Luca will come in and steal his girl. A man with less awards, less known. Inferior in the culinary world. But Luca is (as far as we can see, specially in Forever) emotionally intelligent, present and kind. All the things Carmy could be if he deployed himself from his toxic narratives.
To be honest, the fact that Luca is physically everything that Carmy is insecure about himself (his height, face, being funny and intelligent) is kind of the cherry on top.
You can almost see his Pikachu face. "So you are telling me that I could have Syd if I was willing to be emotionally vulnerable and do the work?" (Carmy represents the whole male species right there.)
SYDNEY SIDE OF THE STREET.
The line "is scary to rely on someone" she told Marcus could be telling us two things:
1.Syd doesn't know how to be truly emotionally vulnerable, maybe because of previous (recent) heartbreak (the 3 swords tattoo).
2. Syd is scared to rely on Carmy
And next season, this man will probably be even less reliable; he spent this whole season fantasizing and thinking Claire was the solution to all his problems. And I don't have any reason to believe that pursuing her will not be his goal next season, either. Some people even speculate that the next season will end in a fake ending, with Claire and Carmy leaving for Copenhagen and all that. Then we could have a surprise 5th season to entail all the lies. (this show has bo be put on trial)
So, if Sydney is scared of being emotionally vulnerable, sadly, she cannot learn that with Carmy. Not with the present one.
She should go on her own and stop relying emotionally and financially on Carmy for a while to get to know herself and what she wants, build a career that doesn't depend on him, trust in her own strength, grow and be confident, learn to love and be loved, and live a love that is not based 50% on struggle and 50% on hope.
So, when they decide to be together, both can start from a healthy place. The connection is there, and they still have a date with destiny.
#sydcarmy#the bear#sydney adamu#the bear fx#carmy berzatto#carmen berzatto#the bear meta#carmy x sydney#carmy the bear#sydney x carmy#sydluca#luca the bear#fuck the faks#very anti claire bear here#anti claire bear
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YO CARMY! JEREMY ALLEN WHITE BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN FASHION. DELIVER ME FROM NOWHERE
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Sydcarmy BTS my beloved
#bts#dare I tag Jayo#sydcarmy#the bear#carmy the bear#sydney adamu#carmen berzatto#carmy berzatto#the bear fx#syd x carmy#ayo edebiri#Jermey Allen white
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Entry 28: Blatant Thuggery
Screenshot by: @neverscreens
Bearblr Promptober Day 28: Sick Day
Summary: Carmy's girlfriend (who he calls Darling) is sick and he is in worried caretaker mode.
Warnings: Swearing, comfort, illness, mentions of vomit, mention of Donna Berzatto, anger at God, fem reader/lass who is a trauma surgeon, she/her pronouns, feat. Syd (1142 words)
Notes: All journal entries will be titled as such and tagged with #cb journal.
Thank you for reading. Thank you to @carmenberzattosgf for putting together this prompt list. Sideblog for commentary and yapping: @m-z-shoroi
Also, if random letters or words are black/white instead of the colors they should be, that's Tumblr being dumb, I've been fighting it for weeks.
28 Oct 2024
Darling never calls me close to or during service hours, so when my phone went off halfway through dinner, my immediate thought was that she was in a car accident or something.
Call it residual fear from a lifetime of being conditioned to suspect my alcoholic mother was going to evade lady luck next time and careen into an innocent person, annihilate an unsuspecting future because she couldn’t see hers beyond the bottom of a bottle, that God, if he fucking existed, was finally going to do the thing that I was told he’d do and punish her for all her fucking shortcomings because he gave her enough rope to hang her entire family. Just about every call out of nowhere, I could almost hear metal and plastic crunching, glass shattering, tires screeching. It was always a car accident in my head.
Turns out she’d come down with something—stomach flu, actual flu, she didn’t know yet, but she had a fever and spent 10 minutes puking her guts out. She needed to get back home because she couldn’t operate, and driving wasn’t an option right now, either. We were in the middle of a brutal dinner rush because diners were turning over tables fast, about 10 minutes faster than usual—which doesn’t seem like much until it compounds across 15 tables in the whole house, and now you’re up to your eyeballs in tickets and your internal clock is off the giant numbers on the wall by 25 fucking minutes and you can’t figure out how you’re only halfway through the night, it feels like it’s been a thousand years.
“If it’s busy, don’t leave in the middle of it; I’ll just wait in the bathroom until things calm down, Carm. I already got meds.”
The fuck do you mean, you’ll just wait in the bathroom, on some cold, hard, disgusting floor like some fucking animal?
Syd glanced at me from expo with wide eyes for a fraction of a second, all she could spare as her hand flew across the tickets and she kept calling orders. She was drowning. And sure, she’s the one who wanted the bullshit star, and she didn’t know at the time what it would take, and at this point, she probably should’ve figured out that this fucking job will fucking kill her, but could I leave her to drown out there?
Darling’s coughing rattling my phone’s earpiece yanked my attention back to her. I peeled myself off the door of the walk-in. Pinched the bridge of my nose. “I-I can come get you.”
“Is it busy right now?”
“Yeah, yeah, it’s—I’ll head over right n—”
“Carmy, if it’s busy, please, stay there until it’s no—”
It got too hot. It was boiling. She called me, and now she wouldn’t let me help. “You’re sick!”
“I’m a doctor at a hospital, Carmen.”
It’s funny how she never raises her voice, even if mine gets away from me.
Syd. “Chef! Help on expo, please!”
“Stay there, sweetheart. Pick me up later. I will be fine, promise.”
I’ll be honest, I was pissed at Darling for the rest of service, which remained at that break-neck pace until the last dish left. I didn’t even stick around to hear Syd thank me for stepping back into expo; I was tearing off my chef whites like they were burning my skin the instant the kitchen door swung closed behind the last plate that walked. I couldn’t stop picturing what kind of miserable state Darling must’ve been in, curled up on a bathroom floor, horrid fluorescent lighting giving her a headache, knees to her chest, hair a mess, pale. Halfway to a ghost. Devoid of her brightness, her airiness, her life. I needed to fix it. I needed to resolve the problem. I needed her to feel better, and right now, or that tightening, sinking feeling in my stomach was going to turn into a fucking panic attack.
My anger had dissipated by the time I got to the hospital. The exhaustion from service had set in. I was just relieved to see her walk out of her own volition.
She was doing okay for the most part when I managed to get her home. A bit pale, sure, maybe also looked tired, but not more than she did after a long day at work. Her headache was pretty bad; couldn’t even tolerate the far living room lamp being on and wanted to be horizontal and in the dark. I wanted nothing more than to wrap her up in my arms and pepper her forehead with kisses, but she insisted that she could be contagious, so she was going to sleep on the couch and stay out of the bedroom.
I tried arguing against it, trust me.
I thought I was the most stubborn person I know.
Anyway, she was doing okay. I couldn’t really sleep; I kept waking up every hour to check on her, and thank fuck I did because at about 2 am, she spiked a sky-high fever. She was still asleep, I didn’t want to disturb her, and she’d taken Tylenol when I checked on her at 1 am, so the best I could do was perch on the coffee table with a bowl of water and washcloths to try cooling her down.
“Hey, baby girl,” I mumbled, rubbing her arm to alert her of my presence. “You’re burning up. I’m going to put a damp washcloth on your forehead, okay?”
It agonized me when all she could do was make a little noise. She didn’t even have the energy to talk. I swallowed down the knot that cinched my throat, threatened to cut off my air. Placed the cloth across her forehead, smoothed her hair back. I’m not really much of a praying person. God and I don’t talk, we’ve agreed to disagree. And Darling being sick felt like another slight by the big man, a power play, blatant fucking thuggery, something akin to a shitty boss overloading you with even more useless fucking work so they can turn around and go “see, you didn’t have it quite so bad after all, did you?” So they can demand your adoration when they remove the shackles they put on you to begin with. I was fucking mad about Darling being sick, yeah, because why did it have to be her? Why did she have to feel too terrible to speak? This is not how this is supposed to work, you fuck, she did nothing to anyone. I’m the animal. I’m the monster. I’m the one who earned the hurt I feel.
Have mercy on her.
There. You finally fucking got one from me.
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you are my favorite “what if”
you are my best “i’ll never know”
-fourth of july, fall out boy
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