#these days my life is work + sleep
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girls when they wasted their off days sleeping when they had plans to do stuff n b creative or w/e:
#godd...this week when i leave night shift i wont sleep#and power through#i didnt even do laundry n stuff idk how the days passed#and bc of this im dreading work extra like......my to do list....#i did finish ebon light......which oddly made me sad like instantly i missed it so ill play Haron s route now#xx#these days my life is work + sleep#also noticed its been a month since...i started wow
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teddy 🤝 bowie 🤝 billy
#no bc phil interacting w animals is everythinggg to me ;-; and wait. the way all their names end in an -ee sound. the dots are connecting#tfw all i wanna do is keep giffing but i have to go sleep and work 😔#dan and phil#phan#amazingphil#phil lester#danandphilgames#dpgdaily#dnp gifs#my gifs#A Day in the Life of Dan and Phil and A Tiny Horse#Giving The People What They Want#The Battlefront Show - Ep8 w/ Amazing Phil#compilation
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finally finished This Wip from Ever ago and so now i ask you ever look into another dudes eyes and suddenly want to do whatever he wants
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#the kids are here too but i aint taggin them vaeLKEVJKLJ#snap sketches#posting this now and not obsessing over the details i need to SLEEP#please click/tap and zoom to read anything im sorry theres so much dialogue#i thought i was gonna finish this sooner but i went grocery shopping with my bro today and that took longer than expected !!!!#ALSO CHAT. if youre up to date on My Lore via my tags ... my prof's lettin me submit my assignment ... life's so good...#speaking of life being good i was giggling like stupid while drawing this . i named it 'this is stupid' and i stand by that#this is so unserious im gonna make myself throw up ITS SO CORNY i make myself sick with what i draw <- will continue to do this#only god knows if this is even how that power of his works i just saw an opportunity and ran with it#the trick here is he doesnt even have to use any 'power' he can just do that to charles by default#however im making them be obnoxious about it. i am making them obnoxious over dramatic grandpas because i can#my only crime is loving the utter cheese and corniness of the 60s comics like God. anyways bye !!!!!!!#maybe one day ill finish that other comic i sketched for this weekend but i fear i wont have time to so next weekend me thinks ....#for now i hope you all enjoy this. goofy as hell nonsense jLAKJVEKLVJ
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@ USAmericans that are following me, if you (like me) get anxious you'll somehow have issues with a mail-in or drop-off ballot: I forgot that in a lot of places (here's a site to check!) early in-person voting is an option, so I figured maybe you did too!
Lines are MUCH shorter than election day,
which means it's quick and you have more time to look things up at the voting booth if necessary,
and you have a LOT more ability to find a time that works for you than if you just vote on Nov. 5th (which I would be have been almost completely unable to go out and vote on).
Early voting y'all it kicks ass. A quick google of "early voting (my city/county" immediately brought up the exact address, days and hours of where it was available. Will definitely patronize the fine folks at my local polling center again in four years assuming that. Things go well. And we still have a democracy in four years. OTL
#USpol#US pol#LOVE poll workers love the extremely clear signage at my polling place and the people positioned every fifteen feet or so#whose whole job is to nod at me and go 'yup you're in the right place go right around that corner and see the first open person at the desk#nothing assuages my 'I'm going to mess up this important process and go to jail probably' anxieties#like having someone give me clear directions and instructions every step of the way. bless.#anyway I was scheduled to work a 12-hour night shift on either side of election day because that's how my schedule works#and by hell or high water I was going to make it out to vote anyway but like MAN it's a relief to be able to go in person but not uhhh#at the cost of coming back to work wildly sleep deprived. LOVE that shorter line A+ process.#Anyway I don't often make posts about real life around here but I did fully forget this was an option so I thought I would shout it out!
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A few more Freaky Friday au doodles, Dream is trying to keep up the act and Nightmare has been worn down
#UTDR#UTMV#Freaky Friday au#Nightmare sans#Dream sans#My Art#Neither of them are convincing but Dream is clinging to his act for dear life#Nightmare has done far too much people pleasing and is giving up#Luckily Blue is so incredibly chill and just rolls with it#The boys are pretty suspicious but they’re more worried than anything#Like boss did something happen? should we call someone??#I want to draw more but I have to sleep 😔#One more day of work and then I have some free time!!
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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a lifetime of indentured servitude
used this frame from the mv of "femme fatale" by kedarui as ref for this piece ! just thought that it fit them perfectly orz
#clownzy#branzypierce#branzy#branzycraft#clownpierce#lifesteal#lifesteal smp#mcyt#favourarts#TARGET AUDIENCE ???? TARGET AUDIENCE HELLOOOOOO ??????#i trapped him in the safest base vid changed my life#o7 doing my work in Continuing The Fandom as branzy said . np king#idk what possessed me to do a full fledge illust for this like#i usually dont have the patience to work on the same piece for days in a row#but for this one I Just Did . Huh ....#OKAY LIFE UPDATE college is crazy guys im like 2 weeks in and thank god we have a cat in our dorm i wouldve gone crazy by now if#it werent for the little fella#also its like almost 1am n i probably should sleep now ermmm LMAO#idk wat else 2 say my brain is not working rn it rlly is sleepy time#okay gn everyone i hope u enjoy the toxic yaois zzz
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it looked sooo pretty outside today :)
#the community garden across the street was being cared for (even in winter) by my neighbors#it’s the first day in a long time i came home from work and the sun was up still !!#it was so rosy#got greeted by my dog and my gf and the cat :#life is good even when it’s hard :)#i packed a lunch for me and for lauren and braided her soft hair before bed and sometimes i just want to cry with love#my therapist is helping me find a surgeon for top surgery and i got referred to a pain management specialist by my doc today too#and work was easy and slow today#i can’t sleep rn bc my pain is sooo bad so i’m tucked in the living room knitting w the snoring dog beside me on our tiny green couch#im so sad and so happy lol#personal
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WIP of a new skin blend for Wednesday ...
Skin blends are so nice because you can layer as many skin details as you want. 😌 I wanted her to look more human? Just better muscle definition, with the stretch marks to match her muscle growth. She had a baby with no stretch marks? I don't know what I was thinking the first go-around. Just need to add more moles, texture, scars, body hair, etc. Oh and her tattoos ...💀
#TBD#I am not sure if the change is all that noticeable#I mean it is to me but she's my sim so#but I am super happy with it so far!#Just want her to look more like a person's whose lived life#and the marks to show it#her other skin is a bit dead looking which like works for her#but I want to add more detail#Amelia will be nexted#since I am not sleeping much these days#I am going to try and do her tats tonight well see!
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I haven't posted in a hot minute, things got so busy. I've been practicing though! I never paid much attention to coloring things so I...umm, yeah. Anyway, I really wanted also to make the raccoriginal and racchaos a reality.
#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#asuka r kreutz#the original (guilty gear)#happy chaos#asuchaos#he got them raccoon eyebags from lack of sleep#these days he's a trash panda in personality#it works trust me#I've never drawn a raccoon in my life but for chaos I
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mouthwashing has truly showed me that we haven't evolved from the fucking witch trials. people can only ever point fingers, judge, hate, condemn, root for damnation. how the fuck do you look at a game about capitalism, psychological instability, complex characters, endless nuance and get out of the experience with the braindead take "curly horrible. anya, daisuke and swansea wonderful. jimmy bad." too many people haven't moved on from the reasoning of five year olds and disney - hero good and villain bad. people aren't fucking cartoon characters. we're not only good or bad. media literacy is truly dead and gone.
#i've been in fandoms my whole life and no fandom has made me this mad#it's just proof that it doesn't matter how well written a story is if there's no one to receive it#at the end of the day it doesn't matter how much effort is put into making something complex and valuable#if everyone is fucking blind#90% of the fandom only sees mw as The Rape Game in which anya is an angel and jimmy and curly belong in the same circle of hell#and i'm getting closer to an aneurism every single day#the rape is a product the rape is a product the rape is a product#i need people to fucking grasp this#the rape gets traced back to the shitty company#the company is at the centre#they allowed jimmy to work while mentally unstable#they didn't put locks on the sleeping quarters#they told them they were fired while they were in space#they didn't allow for issues to be reported easily#they threatened to dock pays if anything at all happened#they put an unofficial nurse and a last second addition intern on the ship for a whole YEAR#the pony express SCREAMS dysfunctionality#they never gave a fuck about their employees and that's what lead to everything#the rape and the murders are a byproduct#mouthwashing#fandom critical#fandom culture#media literacy#nuance#character analysis#reading comprehension#captain curly#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing
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Tugger and whatever
#woc#boats#lost anchor#haunted planes#pixar cars#disney planes#sketching#I’m so burned out today was my first free day after weeks of non stop work and I spent the whole day with sleep#Tugger daily life and some random things#submarine#idk if boats and the like eat fish#tugboat
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I was drawing the entire day yesterday but I only managed sketches ;_; I still have to do lineart and render (And I gotta do 3 more pieces too) I'm not going to make it 😭 Why do I draw so slow I'm actually considering just finishing all 7 pieces and just post it next year because it was supposed to be a time-based little story about buying cake ingredients, making a cake, etc and then posting a new update every 4 hours :'))
Edit: I actually finished and rendered two!
#sanji#black leg sanji#one piece#my art#love of my life#sanji day#I'm so sorry my love I couldn't make it on time#I also haven't had any proper rest or sleep for 7 days now bc cramming work but I'm fully prepared and willing to sacrifice things for him#one piece sanji
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Hewwo, hope you are having a lovely day! :3 For the Artist Ask meme questions, what is your favourite music to draw to, your go-to things to draw for comfort and do you little warmup sketches before drawing? Thank you and have a wonderful rest of the weekend!!
hi ama!! :3 thank you and i hope your day + weekend is lovely too!! <3 (now to the questions, sorry for the yappage lol)
🎼 Your favorite music to draw to right now? ooo how fun!! i got 2 other anons asking this too haha! i love music and i'm also a (hobbyist) musician myself so... usually the music while i draw is dependent on the mood/intention/character i have with the piece! (silly art = silly music etc.) often times i'll loop a song for DAYS just to keep up the "vibe" cause i don't have a go-to favorite when i draw! otherwise i just listen to whatever comes to mind in the moment! but yeah right now (while i draw DCA au stuff), i'm listening to Willow Smith's "empathogen" album & yaelokre's "Hayfields" because i adore that project and it's fun to sing along with!
🐻 Your go-to things to draw when you need comfort? hmm... my go-to comfort to draw is almost always whatever my current hyperfixation is! which is primarily DCA right now! outside of that (tho i'd probably have art block tbh), it's usually drawing myself in varying styles or (if i pull them out of the basement) my OCs. i'm a fanartist at heart, so drawing original stuff sometimes feels alien to me haha! i need a fictional muse to fuel the art lmao
☕ Do you do warmup sketches before drawing? (Bonus: do you have any to share?) actually- no i don't! i don't really "warmup" at all because it ALWAYS ends up being a sketch i post or end up as a finished piece! (i feel like this would make more sense if you watch me draw live ig/posted a speedpaint? maybe for art requests and commissions, but i can't recall tbh.) before digital art, i always drew with a PEN or CRAYON cause that's the most sensory friendly option for me. (it doesn't make a lot of scratchy noises like markers and pencils) so i unintentionally trained my muscle memory and myself to draw whatever comes to mind because every stroke was (literally) permanent + i tried to draw fast and loose cause i hate the feeling of paper. it gives me the strongest, most volatile, and intense visceral ICK. when i draw, i always draw with intention otherwise i'm probably not drawing at all! (this is also why i'll go on streaks of posting often then disappearing) idk my vision is usually clear, even for sketches and the muscle memory does its job! im too lazy to do actual "warmups" tbh. anyways, it's not a warmup sketch per say but i here's a random wips i have !! :3 (it's all LDR, but the last two images are from a separate wip!)
#pingquery#pingdoobles#i cant keep my answers simple for the life of me im SO sorry /gen#yapper since day 1 im afraid /lh#fnaf daycare attendant#dca fandom#love death and rollerskates#LDR sun#LDR moon#“how can pingu make this ask about DCA” moment BAHAH#oke i gotta sleep 4 work soon!!
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Still waiting for your CF19 preorders to open🧎♂️
hello!! Thank you for the ask 💕
on the topic of preorders, I'll not open them for this upcoming Comifuro 19🙏🥹 but if the time permits, I'll do a last minute booking orders once I made sure all of my new items are ready!
thank you so much for your support, Anon-san! on that note, here's a sneak peek of what I'm working on right now ✨✨
#ruu drabbles#ruu answers#sagaruu art#dcmk#shinichi kudo#furuya rei#shuichi akai#life's been busy and I'm severely sleep deprived#I'm so sorry for being inactive#im just that busy with my internship#currently trying to catch up on some zzz before working again and pulling an all nighter again— it's been 5 days of all nighter and coffee#see you soon folks!
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hello :D please tell me more about your mezalian (is that how you spell it??) smalletho I will forever be indebted to you
(they are gorgeous I love them sm)
hey hi !! it would be my pleasure … (and I’ve been spelling it mezalean ??? but i have no idea LOL. there might be a canon spelling but i havent watched joels esmp1 since… probably since it ended. i will have to check sometime)
apologizing in advance because i will probably get very ramble-y!!
ummm. Oh god. How to start. Lets see. WELL. In this silly little au (i guess it has become a bit more than just me doodling designs LOL) in my head they have like this sort of zelink dynamic? obviously without all the zelda lore & stuff, just that kind of … okay forgive me I haven’t brushed up on my zelink lore for a good many years but. Like the princess and her personal knight that doesn’t really talk much sort of thing.
this made more sense in my head. But yeah. They have the vibes of zelink ? At least if i remember zelink right, I have a really bad memory :’) not exactly the same, i do think etho talks to joel (whereas if iirc link never really talks) - especially after getting to know him a bit - but just. they have the Vibes. You know?
I reckon Joel’s definitely very into sculpting in this au, maybe dabbles a little in painting - I imagine mezalea to be very heavy on art and expression in general. think you’d especially see lots of pottery and textiles all around the place. He probably also has an interest in some form of like. um. whats the word. Some sort of … fighting. lmao. Specifically thinking of fencing, i had this idea in my head that he’s watched Etho practice outside the palace at some point and is just absolutely fascinated and enamored. by both the practice and etho himself haha.
and for etho… talented swordsman? he is Not washed. i dont really have many ideas for his character in this au To be completely honest, mostly just of his personality. Although, I alsooo think he’s probably not actually from mezalea? I like to draw him with those pointy elf ears, and i think mezaleans are just humans. I cant remember if thats canon or not but um. mezaleans have human ears, so i’d imagine etho’s probably from like.. rivendelle? Is that. What it’s called. The elf guys? Are they elves??? Goodness I cant remember. Grimlands would make sense too since i THINK they’re kind of like. technical engineer guys? but i dont know what species they are um so ,,, yeah,,,,
i think joel’s probably a bit put off by etho at first, mostly just because he’s not super enthused about the idea of a personal guard, but also because the guys a bit odd, you know? but he’s also probably suuuper intrigued by him. he wants to figure this new guy out, and when they start talking a bit more, i think. They are both incredibly charmed by the other. head over heels? possibly.
most of my ideas of this au are just little scenes that are cute and silly but dont follow any main plot. I would love to write some one-shots of some of the ideas i have in the future, but as of right now im experiencing a bout of creative burnout and am busy with the holidays - spending time with family, so… not right now lol!
hopefully this is what you wanted,,,, i tend to get very ramble-y when talking about literally anything, so i do apologize for that haha, i am Not good at explaining things in simple ways, as i’ve said many a time before.
#sphynx asks!#sphynx rambles#i guess i’ll tag this as#smalletho#and#trafficshipping#for filtering#when explaining my thoughts on smalletho (or any ship for that matter) i always feel the need to clarify that um#being someone on the aroace + probably aplatonic spectrum#i always put a bit of that into my headcanon of characters#like in my brain they are never sexually attracted to each other or anyone else#and the relationships aren’t ever easily describable. they just exist as they are without a label.#maybe they kiss maybe they like each other but i never put them in any sort of established romantic relationship in my head#it Is my desire for connection and intimacy without the “rules” and lines between platonic and romantic attraction making itself known#because i don’t really. feel. either? I want to love someone but i am not sure what love entails. and i’d reckon that probably shows LOL#dude i could go on and on about how being aroace feels for me and how i project that onto characters. its honestly. fascinating to me lmao?#i find the topic of love and attraction and friendship and connection and intimacy just incredibly interesting as a whole though LOL#sometimes i feel like some alien (not in a bad way!! ..most of the time) looking in on human life like… how very curious this is! wow!#Honestly i could probably talk about anything for hours. i just really like thinking about things and sharing my thoughts#unfortunately im also terrified of sharing those thoughts and being perceived in general ! social anxiety at its finest here!#i spent the whole day working on this answer lmao. which really shows just how much i struggle putting things into words#and then POSTING those words? i have to reread what ive written a billion times to make sure i don’t sound stupid or insane#and even then i still worry. so at this point its just become.. post and dont look at tumblr for the next while to let the anxiety subside#anyway um.! Yeah.#im going to sleep now. Thumbs up.
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