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far-hall-bridge · 6 days ago

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Happy (late) birthday!!!! 🫶🫶🫶

Tyyyy!!!

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introspectivememories · 4 months ago

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was it casual when i sat in your lap in public? was it casual when i said "recently my heart is crying because you're leaving"? was it casual when we decided how your last name would fit with mine? ("yuki tsunoda-gasly" / "no tsunoda, only gasly" / "yuki gasly?") was it casual when we sang adele's "someone like you" together at your going away party? was it casual when i knew it was you just by touching your ass? was it casual when i knew it was you by smell alone? was it casual when "will you miss me?" / "for 2-3 minutes maybe" / "i'll take that. even if it's just 2-3 minutes, i'll take that"? was it casual when that bus was completely empty and we still sat right next to each other, all the way in the back? was it casual when i picked you up multiple times so you could dunk a basketball? was it casual when i begged to come over to your house multiple time and then you finally let me and we cooked fried rice together? was it casual when we played christmas twister together and i said "your big eggplant is touching my ass"? was it casual when we were pressed up against each other on a scooter going two miles per hour? was it casual when-

#edit: tinytauris fact checked my post and they sang 'hello' not someone like you & it was 'your big monster' not eggplant #everyday i think about the fact that yukierre should've been what lestappen is now #i should be able to go on the yukierre tag on ao3 and it should say 'showing 1-20 of 6745'#they were genuinely so fuckingg weird about each otherrrrrr #im being so serious when i say that if they ever came out as gay/bi/whatever i really wouldnt be surprised #literally just 'okay?? fork spotted in kitchen cmon now' moment #anyway i think about that moment on the bus soooo often #will you miss me? / maybe for 2-3 minutes / ill take that then. even if it's just for 2-3 minutes ill take that #hwat the FUCK #i was going 'gay gay homosexual' everytime i saw them together #yukierre #yuki tsunoda #pierre gasly #also im like 90% sure that everyting i worte down actually happened but if i wrote smth down that didnt happen #and my yukierre infested brain just conjured up please let me know #also ive had this is in my drafts foreverrrr (re: since july) so if this has already been done im so sorry #i always feel like such a loser making posts about driver relationships lol #like 'oh look at that weirdo that got too invested in people she doesn't even know'#whatever im getting to introspective now #1k

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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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soon it'll be dawn again

transcript under the cut ⏬

page 01

Fig: no way? - you're still up?

Riz: Wh– yes?

Riz: Why'd I not be.

page 02

Fig: I me~~ean - that took.

Fig: whole day.

Riz: Yeah?

Fig: 'm beat.

Riz: you should sleep.

page 03

Fig: nah. my guy's still up

Fig: I wanna hang out.

page 04

Riz: That's really nice.

Fig: Hah! - Nobody ever expects an Archdevil rockstar to be nice.

Riz: … yeah. - 's just budget work tho. (the stuff I'm working on) - I've heard it's boring.

page 05

Fig: yeah, but you do it…

Riz: It keeps things going, right? - Nothing happens if nobody sits down and - does the thing.

Fig: That's right… - though. Yeah.

page 06

Fig: sometimes it's someone else who - doesn't want the same thing to happen.

Riz: … - mm.

page 07

Riz (off screen): …It took me a long time to get that not everyone likes doing what I do. - 's probably because you guys are so nice– - or. - kind.

Riz (off screen): to anyone too, not just. - the people you /love/.

page 08

Riz: that's not how it is elsewhere. - The world's– not. hostile. - but 's not like it's kind.

Riz: So I'm doing as much as I can now…

page 09

Fig: Hey.

Riz: ?

Fig: Go dig some dirt with me.

page 10

Riz: [blank speech bubble] - oh you meant like - actual dirt. (not incriminating information)

Fig: o yea.

Fig: there's clay in the backyard soil. - sometimes when I'm sun deficient or something I go touch dirt for a bit.

page 11

Fig: here u go

page 12

Riz: uh

Fig: now we make a thing! - 'm pretty good at freehanding a bowl.

Fig: I'll show u

page 13

Fig: just– yep, flatten that out as evenly as u can, then–! - actually ur nails'd be so good at cutting out the strip. [larger than usual space] wait. - wait. wait u can carve patterns with them! we HAVE to try

Riz: uh - What. do I carve?

Fig: anything!!!

page 14

Fig: and– yep just seal the inside uh. seam?

Fig: yep that works - okay time's up! all contestant hands up

Riz: [blank speech bubble] - okay - wh. what's next?

Fig: haha - watch this.

(sound effect text): FWOO—MP

page 15

Riz: WH– DON'T JUST DO THAT???

Fig: Now it's fired!

Riz: THAT WAS NOT SAFE

Fig: (actually it's just dry. if u add water rn it'll dissolve)

Fig: ok catch!

Riz: [blank speech bubble] - careful!!

Fig: dw no need haha

page 16

Riz (thought bubble): oh - it's warm…

Fig: now I want you to throw this.

page 17

Fig: u gotta do it - c'mon

page 18

Riz: wh– - It's like 3AM right now

Fig: oh it's not /fired/ fired it's not gonna make a loud noise

Riz: And then just? leave a pile out here?

Fig: pour water over it & it'll be gone I told u

Riz: but

page 19

Fig (off screen): RIz.

page 20

Fig: I've done all this before.

Fig: Can you trust that at least?

page 21

Riz: no, I– - I do. - I trust you.

page 23

Riz: okay what happens now

(sound effect text): glob

page 24

Fig: we do it again!

page 25

Riz: wh. [larger than usual space] What do you mean. (this clay's too wet also)

Fig: see! you're already learning

Fig: [blank speech bubble] - there are flows that are futile to fight. - The world changes.

Fig: Things change.

page 26

Fig: I've learned my lessons with "forevers". - But - as an artist

Fig: I can give you one thing: - You can always do it again.

page 27

Fig: most of everything depends on the rest of the world, - but this. - making new. - that's yours as long as you want it.

page 28

Fig: So?

page 29

Riz: Yeah. - Yeah! - let's make another one.

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #riz gukgak #figueroth faeth #technically no spoilers in this comic but listen. I Will be gloating in tags. I will Never Shut Up #for the record!! this was fully conceptualized and sketched Before the finales. I started sketching this after the boat fight #and when murph closed riz's arc this season with ''maybe it's okay to change and welcome new things'' I pogged irl #I am simply the best at reading comprehension what can I say! (<- grown ass man with roughly the same perspective on teenhood as the player #fucked up that this became so long (almost 30 squares lol) that it took me this long to finish #lmao I say all that but. genuinely I am delirious and my feelings abt riz's arc this season are so big... I was getting psychic backlash #for a While lol. it was scary!!#had to sit down and do therapy on my own ass for a bit. the teenage apocalyticisation is real. that word isnt tho Im pretty sure #truly anything you do at that age feels like that's it that's all you've got going on forever. and its not true! its simply not true #you'll be okay my guy. you love your friends so so much but also there will be more to love out there #this one goes out to fellow aroaces and also folks leaving somewhere theyve called home for a long time #nothing lasts forever but that means new things come by too! ur ability to make new is infinite!!#there's no magnum opus people leave but new people come by too etc. I am too sleepy to remember what I wanted to say uhhh #well. thank u for looking at my art. I think thats the one pack it n ship it boys

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marshmallowgoop · 9 months ago

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no thoughts just Heiji Hattori (HD)

#detective conan #case closed #amv #my amvs #eye strain #heiji hattori #harley hartwell #conan edogawa #shinichi kudo #funimation english dub script #video #happy two-year anniversary to 'no thoughts just heiji hattori'!#while it's not my first amv (it's maybe my... fifth?)#it was the first one i made with davinci resolve and the amv that really got me into editing amvs for real #it's the amv that made me believe i could make amvs 🥺#and in remastering it i deeply understood how ambitious it was! i thought i did a lot of audio mixing for 'messed up'#but that's not even close to all the audio mixing i did here--cannot believe that i did all this for my first big amv project #it took about 20 hours *just* to remaster!#which is something i've been meaning to do for a while now so i'm very happy to finally share the results!#to make this a 'remaster' and not a 'redo' the only changes i tried to make were to the source footage and audio #video now uses almost entirely hd remastered footage from my blu-rays or netflix rather than my dvds #but oh gosh was it *hard* not to touch anything else! i'd do so many things differently now #but this video will always be really special to me (and i can't believe i did it at all tbh!)#i hope seeing it in hd is fun too! i'm so blown away by all the love this vid's gotten #and that it helped increase interest in funi's old english dub is amazing and 100% what i was trying to do with it!#thank you everyone for all the support <333 i wouldn't be the video editor i am today without this vid or your encouragement for it <3333 #like the original the sources used are mostly from what funi dubbed (but mixed in hd by me!): eps 48-49 57-58 77-78 117 and 118 and movie 3 #but i also used episodes 141-142 174 189 239 263 277 291 293 345 479 491 517 and 522 #and ova 3 and tv special 6 (episode one) and movies 10 and 13 and ops 27 31 and 33 and the funi 5.2 dvd blooper for the one line lol #the song is 'you're stupid aren't you' by toshio masuda (from jubei-chan 2)

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ewwww-what · 7 months ago

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Talking about cogs and gears and such.

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kuuwo · 1 year ago

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❄️Winter❄️

#god forbid me to draw faster it’s 3:44am I want to sleep #I think of them holding hands in solstheim frequently #I have big announcement I finally got into morrowind after 20 hours of gameplay??#I played the game for the gay sex now I’m invested in exploiting alchemy with my good pal stripes the cat #I did something similar to Skyrim too I was afraid to advance because I got scared by the sound of the nirn root💀💀#then I got addicted after plucking it #thx 4 coming to my ted talk #morrowind #tes #elder scrolls #nerevoryn #indoril nerevar #voryn dagoth #the elder scrolls #my art #illustration

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hylaversicolor · 1 year ago

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peace of mind was not meant for me

#scribble #mgs #the boss #the sorrow #sigint #big boss #anyway hm #thinking about joy being absolutely batshit in her 20s getting her entire family taken away by the philosophers and declaring her revenge #IGNORE THE FACT THAT I GOT THE NOTHING LEFT INSIDE ME QUOTE WRONG.#my favorite quote in the entire series. and i misremembered it #: D #in my defense usually by the time i get to that quote i am sobbing too uncontrollably to pay ATTENTION to waht is going on #ok i'm going to stop retroactively adding tags to this lol

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ef-1 · 4 months ago

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🍷<3

#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad #and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything #i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing #but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT #and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing #and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over #and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop #and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me #and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it #again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that #so I felt guilty throughout #anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely #and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods #heres to healing ❤️‍🩹

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blood-mocha-latte · 4 months ago

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back in demacon hell. yes it is an atrocious hour thank you for noticing

#rie talks #WHEN WILL THE 80k FIC RELEASE ME FROM ITS SHACKLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#it WAS three part oneshot fic but then it got too big #NOW it’s around 20 chapters but is going to be more. and i am So Tired and love them So Much #demacon #mota #lilac wine

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mondaymelon · 3 months ago

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guess which boyfailure just broke down crying in a culver's !!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧#so im . i have to makeup an online class session right #i have to be on a zoom from 7 pm to 9 #and im like cool sure i can do that but i just got out of conditioning and the crew team is going to culvers for fundraising #and like... the zoom wont be that strict right. i can have my camera off probably haha #top ten words spoken before disaster i tell u wtf #girl pulls up to the zoom call #CALLS ATTENDANCE 4 TIMES #btw #atp im in the culvers line tryna order right. she then sets down some rules #camera on. microphone has to be working #okok rudimentary stuff i can work w that right.. haha no then she goes you cant talk or laugh keep ur full face in the frame and NORMALLY t #that kinda sturff wouldnt be a probelm but im over here at culvers being big backed yk so i go ok. no worries ill lock in #so i borrow my friends knockoff airpods and sneak a couple bites in of my cheese curds but like fast sneaky and hand over mouth type shit y #anyways the tags are probably gonna get cut off so ill wrap this up. i suffer through not being able to take a bite of my burger for a good #hour and 20 minutes and thne my phone just fucking dies. after all that #i had to like dodge my friends hands in the air i had to make sure no one was in my camera frame cause girl would regularly check too #that and my lack of sleep for the past three weeks just accumulate to me sobbing in culvers im so paatheicsdafjsdl

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wordswhisperinthedark · 9 months ago

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If Bravern doesn't get an OVA imma riot

#Brave Bang Bravern!#勇気爆発バーンブレイバーン #bravern spoilers #quick random thoughts while watching because that was A LOT #IT SHOULD'VE BEEN 15-20 EPS LONG IT WENT TOO FAST #also gintama seiyuu reunion??? there's like 5 of them in there I think #/also/ that VIP in the staff I SEE YOU #like you're telling me Bravern's fusion colour is /gold/ and Big Bang gets attached #AND one move is called 'Big Bang Dragon'?#(I know what you are)#(the long hair suits Isami actually)#I cackled when Isami punched Lewis and for the rest of their interaction after (also Lewis was adorable in that scene??)#aww I wanted Superbia to live but WE GOT SMITH BACK #I'm not coherent about any of this but I expect more AO3 fics to fill the void #my post #myst's musings

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naomiknight-17 · 3 months ago

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Survived cardiac rehab day one

Fucking drenched in sweat and exhausted

They are trying to kill me

#ok obviously not really. they are trying to increase my cardiac health #but cripes almighty #there was an education portion which was no big. mostly stuff i already know about handling stress #then resistance training. oh god. the resistance training #we were supposed to do squats at one point #and i couldn't. i fell backwards against the wall twice and then an exercise therapist came over and showed me an alternative #room full of 20+ cardiac patients. half of them with canes or walkers #and when we walked laps... every one of those fuckers was lapping me #i felt so pathetic it was all i could do not to cry #anyway. i managed not to cry. i walked three laps. i got home. i'm going to eat a yogurt now #mod post #health stuff #cardiac rehab #i am gonna try to do my physio stretches so i won't be too stiff tomorrow but honestly #i'm afraid i'm gonna be crippled for several days now. we'll see

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savage-rhi · 5 months ago

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Fuschia/Magenta?

#*deep breath kicks down uni door*#VERN!!! VERNIFRED!!! I GOT A HUGE BONE TO PICK WITH YOU!!!!! YES YOU!!!!#“we're only gonna read 1 chap of Don Quixote because it's too much to dive into.”#THIS COMING FROM THE MAN WHO MADE US READ THE ENTIRETY OF DANTES INFERNO #WHO MADE US WRITE 20 PAGE ESSAYS ON THE ODYSSEY #WHO MADE US FOLLOW HIS CANTERBURY TALES HYPERFIXATION FOR NOT 1 BUT 2 SEMESTERS #DISSECTING EVERY. FUCKING. CHARACTER. ACTION.#MAKING ME RESENT CHAUCER TO WHERE I COULDN'T WATCH A KNIGHTS TALE FOR 3 YEARS STRAIGHT #one of my all time favorite movies btw YOU MADE ME HATE THE THING I LOVED VERNIFRED #and you had the GALL to say the class only had 1 chap to dedicate to Don Quixote?#YOU MY FRIEND JUST DIDN'T WANT THE CLASS TO LOSE THEIR SHIT LAUGHING EVERY OTHER CHAPTER #IF YOU'RE AROUND HUMAN HAPPINESS YOU'RE LIKE A WORM DISCOVERING THE BAIT SECTION AT WALMART #ITS EASY TO READ FOR A CLASSIC HAS WIT IS BITTER SWEET AF IS TRAGIC IS FUN AND MAKES YOU WANT TO HAVE CRAZY MAN BIG DICK ENERGY #WHEN YOU HAVE A FOOT IN THE GRAVE #and the banter...THAT SHIT ROCKS #AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THIS CAUSE OF MY OWN HYPERFIX WITH LUIS AND I'M READING FOR RESEARCH #these stories FUCK #I AM SO MAD #SO SO MAD MY PEERS AND I GOT A TASTE OF SOMETHING THAT WOULD'VE KEPT US ENGAGED #AND I AM MAD THAT I RESENTED THAT CLASS SO MUCH THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO TOUCH THE CLASSICS FOR A WHILE #and that it took me until I'm 31 WRITING A DAMN FANFIC IN MY SPARE TIME TO READ THE ENTIRETY OF WHAT I FUCKING MISSED OUT ON #astarion voice: IT WAS RIGHT THERE!!!!!#vernifred...can i can i call you vern?#look...i love you. you were one of the most humble profs i had i looked forward to going to class every mon and tues for lecture and reading #i get the hyperfixations my guy i really and truly do #BUT I STILL RESENT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU FOR THIS ONE #i finally get why luis loved this shit so much too and im seeing more connections with re4 now and it feels like the cherry on top of it all #vern....just....SIGH....GIVE THE DON A CHANCE MAN #FOR THE SAKE OF THE CHILDREN WHO WILL BE IN YOUR CARE #YOU KNOW...YOU JUST...MAKE ME...GRRRHFHFHHDJDJ!!! 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼

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champsblr · 2 days ago

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Went and caught a heap of glass shrimp and killed some mosquitofish. Currently drip acclimating the glass guys.

Hopefully we'll end up with some glass dudes!!!

#shrimp #shrimpblr #to anyone accusing me of taking too many i reckon i took 20 max and the only other thing in that stream wqs fucking mosquitofish EVERYWHERE #fucking mosquitofish man #edit: i literally felt so bad killing them i even kept them in water until we had service and i was certain they were mosquitoes #but like :^(((( i do like natives #the fact there wasnt a SINGLE other species of fish there....like.....gorl #also yknow in nsw you can essentially take 1000 of these little shrimp bitches????#i kinda feel bad i took them from their home.but on the other hand here they have no predators. a big space to swim. algae and treats #and theyre bountiful #seriously this was only three net scoops.... theyre EVERYWHERE in nsw man #i probs coulda got them from the creek down the road but its more estuarine and i didnt wanna fuck em up woth changing salinity too quick

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bmpmp3 · 9 months ago

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why does everything i get really into always end up being so god damn niche. by the year 2035 i am going to be blogging exclusively about the interpersonal relationships between the pillbugs and snails hiding underneath the bricks lining the flowerbeds in my parent's garden.

#im falling hard into the virvox guys rn sowwy. i like em a lot hee hee. i didnt realize just how small the fanbase for em was tho #actually i didnt realize how small the company that makes them were either. i got so used to the yamahas and cryptons of the vsynth world #that i forgot that like honestly. a lot of the voicebank makers and some of the software makers themselves #theyre like companies of like maybe 5 employees with like no funding LOL not a bad thing but i forgor #but yeah i was looking up to see if there was like. a fanon reason why people shipped takehiro and ryusei? not judging because i get it #i like took one look at the virvox guys and immediately slotted them as a very strange boyband (a catboy and a middle aged dragon man....)#and also took a second look at takehiro and ryusei and assumed they were childhood friends. i saw the doujin flash before my eyes #but also looking into it it seems the fanbase is also like. 20 people. and like 3 of them ship that #and at least one person ships whiteCUL and ryusei? why not LOL when it comes to vsynths sometimes a ship can be spearheaded by like #one very prolific artist HGDJKDFSHDJK which actually reminds me. honestly i dont really have many vsynth ships #i guess i dont really partake in a lot of shipping stuff deeply but i like romance!! you know i like love stories. you know this #i mean i keep calling the eclipsed sounds characters the celestial polycule for a reason tho. im not joking around about this #this is serious to me. they are stars and moons and suns and together they hang out and kiss. in the sky. this is serious to me #also i do like solaria x eleanor forte actually. its a bit random but i understand it. i understand it #and of course the aformentioned takehiro x ryusei. and also the whole virvox polycule. get that old man in here too #(what do they call people like me. a multishipper? i do that a lot. you know this from my otome game fanart LOL)#OH and i dont remember either of their names rn but i like that the cevio bank anju inami voiced has like a big fat crush on like #that girl with the brown hair. i like that theyre like. besties (turning into something more wink wonk)#thinks with all my brain. i think thats it. i dont know why theres so little. i think its because i think of them as like #audio sample libraries first and foremost and i forget about their characters and relationships LOL #but im not against the idea of making some audio sample libraries kiss...... not at all #picks up a guitar sampler and a sound effect cd. presses them together.#hee hee. they kiss

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knight-engale · 2 months ago

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So I went to an amusement park today right. It was a whole disaster but that's a different story. Anyway I get home and I'm (trying to) talk to my mother about my day and she says

"You're a lot braver than I was at your age, I never would've done that" (as in gone out all day 30+ miles away from home)

And I'm sitting there thinking about how when she was my age she'd been married for two years and had a baby (me)

Idk there's not really a point to this story I'm just...thinking a lot I guess. How much different my life is from hers at the same age

#delete later #yes my mother got married at 20. and was pregnant at 21. and had a baby before her second anniversary.#fun fact: i genuinely think thats why she decided i didnt need much of a birthday celebration this year #because she was pregnant and miserable at 22 and because she was a 'real adult' because of...well. me.#and real adults dont need presents they just need a special little dinner #or attention #or affection that isn't specifically sought out #where was i going with this #maybe shed be happier if id never existed #thats a happy thought isnt it #i know i was wanted but maybe my existence held her back #...also her marriage to my father. thats a big factor too but #idk #i need a hug

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