#the answer to everything is “im tired”
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Well replies are restricted and that's a bit telling so time for me to be Annoying again :)
That's not how any of this works. And it feels like the replies are off so people can keep regurgitating this mindset so they feel better about their refusal to engage with a system that literally demands voter engagement to work on a substantial level. It's literally how it was made. No engagement or skewed engagement means skewed results. Pretty cut and dry.
Now. There's a few things to address here.
One. Executive orders are not bills. We are being flooded by what is essentially a Christmas List Of Shit The Executive Branch Wants Real Bad. The Christmas list is not real. The Christmas list will be challenged by the other branches of government and the Executive Branch might get a few throwaways from their Christmas list but they won't get the whole thing because that's not how any of this works.
Two - it feels slower when the Dems are in office because the Dems aren't sensationalizing every single thing they do and are instead just... Going about the system of democracy to put their plans in place. It takes longer to get things done when you respect the democratic process.
Also. Painting democratic terms as useless or as if they do nothing is just another way that far right groups drive wedges into the many groups that could ultimately keep them from power. It's not true. It's never been true. Go do a quick Google search and go see how many times we wound up with a right wing bastard as a president immediately after people complained about a "weak" democratic president. Seriously.
the last four years of democratic presidency has seen strides in environmental legislation, has seen civil infrastructure and social services bolster, has seen many of the executive orders that stuck around from Trump's first Christmas list overturned and done away with. They've done shit. People just don't know and don't care to know because it upsets the narrative that tells them they're actually so morally justified and pure for folding their arms and turning their noses up at civic responsibility like a toddler given a plate of brussel sprouts at dinner time. It's silly. It's childish. We walk around with too much access to knowledge for this level of willful ignorance to be This Common
#im tired#you have federal employees being harassed with attempts to push them out so the new institution can literally privatize#entire portions of the government right now#you know how the cia is that illegal ass version of the fbi that only answers to ghe president?#you know#the cia that consistently destabilizes underserved nations?#imagine if the executive branch had privatized versions of EVER government agency#the department of health and human services#agriculture#defense#commerce#education energy#the current institution is attempting to literally create private shadow versions of all of these to essentially make the originals obsolete#and shift power and control to those within the executive branch who have the right connections#with the people running rhe private versions#remember how people were talking about saving the post office because privatizing it would be AWFUL#yeah#its happening to everything right now#and the people in thes agencies are literally resisting this while random folx on Tumblr Dot Com are still posting takes that just#blatantly ignore the way Any of this works
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I accidently avoided my work to check out digital circus
and then it was so good I also accidently avoided my work to make fanart !!
#bright colours cw#glitch cw#it was a lot less horror than i thought it would be#or well a kind of horror i can tolerate#it's really good!!#also don't ask any questions about this drawing#the answer to everything is “im tired”#but yeeeah !! idk it sure is something#digital circus#digital circus fanart#fanart#digital art#art#my art#artists on tumblr#artist#doodle#glitch#glitch aesthetic#ok yep I'm really tired#sleepy time
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Can you please just tell us what is wrong with ai and why, I can't find anything from actual industry artists ect online through Google just tech bro type articles. All the tech articles are saying it's a good thing, and every pro I follow refuses to explain how or why it's bad. How am I supposed to know something if nobody will teach me and I can't find it myself
I'll start by saying that the reason pro artists are refusing to answer questions about this is because they are tired. Like, I dont know if anyone actually understands just how exhausting it is to have to justify over and over again why the tech companies that are stealing your work and actively seeking to destroy your craft are 'bad, actually'.
I originally wrote a very longform reply to this ask, but in classic tumblr style the whole thing got eaten, so. I do not have the spoons to rewrite all that shit. Here are some of the sources I linked, I particularly recommend stable diffusion litigation for a thorough breakdown of exactly how generative tools work and why that is theft.
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or this video if you are feeling lazy and only want the art-side opening statements:
Everytime you feed someone's work- their art, their writing, their likeness- into Midjourney or Dall-E or Chat GPT you are feeding this monster.
Go forth and educate yourself.
#ai art#asks answered#qwillechatter#for real though guys please dont interact with me about AI#I intended for this to be the last post I'll ever make about it#but tumblr ate it so you miss out on the nice essay#all the sources tell you everything you need to know#Im so fucking tired
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I am really tired of a situation rn.
#fe three houses#felix hugo fraldarius#me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet!#anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine#can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 !#why am i getting your insurance company calling me today !#also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp#and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene#so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth#literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic#i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck!#im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like#bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved#cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered#idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy#got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam#and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified#there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them#and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious#its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it
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"No you don't get it the more you keep doing this, the more you're close to becoming just like the rest of our cabin!" [She pulled away from the hug and held a grip on his arms that indicated she wasnt finished, wasn't done talking, neither was she done crying so to speak. No, far from it, not when she stood up and looked up at him to emphasize that this was important to say.]
"The amount of times I've dragged you out is insane, the amount of times I've had to ensure you wouldn't collapse is insane, do you have any idea what you're doing to yourself?!" [Don't answer that, it was a rhetorical question, of course you do...] "I'm not even required to drag you out, I could just leave you in here so you can figure out what to do with yourself but I do it anyways because you're my brother and I'm looking out for you, but at this rate it's like I do it for nothing!"
[When saying nothing, that's where she had pushed him, holding her head between her palms] "It's like you want to die and that I'm just here doing an effort to help but of course it's you, Will! It's you, everything according to you is just fine and you can handle it all just fine!" [Everything comes out in a bundle of mess when held in too long, the bottle was cracking already as it is, this was just a push... ]
"I'm tired as well, Will, I'm tired just like you and I get it! I do, none of us wanna get taken away from our life by someone else, neither do I but I'm trying for you because Im not sure if our very empty cabin is enough to understand that we can't afford losing someone else-!" [her palms were now on her chest, looking up at him with a look that made it all the more clear how long she's kept this under lock and key.]
"I'm tired, too, okay?! I am!"
-Open Starter-
[Will sits at his little desk in the infirmary, a desk covered in paper that looks wrinkled and folded and much less organized than the ones he usually makes nowadays, though they're still in his handwriting. The papers are stained with old blood from years ago, which is also different than the papers he usually is seen messing with.]
[There are also like three lamps in the room all turned on extremely bright and pointed right at him in contrast with the dark of night outside the infirmary as Will flips through papers, mumbling vaguely to himself, an opague water bottle by his side]
[He doesnt even seem to notice he has company in this room, less of a room and more just curtained off with dark light-blocking sheets]
(What do you do?)
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I don't know much about the Summers family tree but what I do know is it's complicated af.
#summers family#scott summers#alex summers#cable#nathan summers#christopher summers#katherine summers#gabriel summers#madelyn pryor#jean grey#cyclops#havoc#the more i learn about them the more i get tired like wtf? are you all good? no? uhhhhh go to therapy#comics#xmen#marvel comics#give them break#everything i learn about them might as well happenen like... damn sucks to be them#im definitely missing some but are they good? from what i see the answer is no....
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[video description: Clip from the game Control of Jesse standing in an office hallway where all the furniture is duplicating and disappearing. The lights are flickering in geometric patterns. End VD.]
I still don’t really know why this happened lol
#control 2019#control remedy#the Alan Wake effect of everything having a copy upon copy#do u think the oldest house is sick and tired of all these forces latching onto it: the board the hiss and the dark presence#at this point it’s like ‘fuck it here’s a million trash cans levitating why not’#video#tw flashing#flashing#im not actually expecting an answer for this btw it’s a cool effect to distinguish it from other weird control things
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Hey
Passed by and I saw your au.
I'm curious, what is it about exactly? I've found it interesting so far. -(sure tell me if you feel like it, don't want to bother you-)
helloo !! not bothering at all !! i love getting questionz related to the au !! ¥_^
small headz up – im very bad at explaining and wording my sentencez . so im terribly sorry if they make little to no sense / aren't coherent
uhm . if i had to explain the au in general . it would kinda be a project sekai × dhmis crossover – while the main plot doez revolve around band and muzic stuff . the meat and potatoez of thiz au are mostly the characterz . their lore . how they interact with one another and how they evolve
the main fic [currently in the workz] iz pretty much my starting point . where the muzic and band stuff iz gonna be the most relevant . and im planning to make shorter workz in addition to explore the characterz further after i get done with that [like the project sekai eventz]
thiz iz just a dumb self-indulgent project honestly . and itz definitely not for everyone . but im glad you stopped by to inquire more !! im sorry if my explanation didn't answer your question very well . but i tried my best to give you my pitch for the story ahaha
#ahaaahhh i really don't wanna give too much away – spoiling everything would just deter people from reading it once itz done further ...#not that id have a large audience lining up to read it in the first place#pluz . therez another ask wondering exactly that . so im gonna be answering it separately#i dont want my dear friend to think im ignoring them#i just .suck at explaining#hahhh#but tysm for the ask !!!#once again . sorry for not being super coherent n stuff – english izn't my first language . im tired and stupid . etcetera etcetera#asks#answered asks#my ask box#my inbox#spooky's postbox#im not tagging thiz az the au tho – i don't think itz necessary
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I just rewatched moonknight and your audios are literally the only thing keeping me alive in that somewhat dead fandom THANK YOU 😭😭🙏
i do feel adrift making moon knight stuff still so thank you
#like even if season 2 does ever happen ive seen rumors that if it does marvel wants to tie it further into the mcu#like obvs it was already in the mcu but i mean ive heard they might put avengers characters in moon knight and#honestly im too tired of the mcu have been for too long#marvel ruined marvel for me#moon knight would honestly be the only mcu property id go and watch but i wont if it ends up with whoever the current avengers are in it#i dont want to go and do homework and watch all the mcu movies and shows ive missed just to watch moon knight season 2#and if they put loki series bullshit like the tva in there then i cant watch it at all#thats why i couldnt watch deadpool and wolverine even though i was initially excited for it#the loki series caused me as a trans person active in the loki fandom to get harassed so much i cant see anything#to do with that show without getting uncomfortable so if the tva is there i especially wont be watching moon knight#i dont know how marvel thinks they can sustain the mcu forever like surely if new people want to get into the mcu#or even like kids who like superheros they cant just to go the cinema and watch the newest movie#cos they wont understand anything unless they stay home and do homework by watching years of movies and tv shows first#having everything connected at first was run. watching avengers assemble in the cinema was fun.#but theres too much now and it hasnt been fun in a long time#i also remember hearing after phase 1 they got rid of the team that made sure all the movies by different writers and directors#still felt cohesive and had continuity with each other and i feel that shows more every year#wow didnt expect to be giving an mcu rant in the tags its just sad sometimes to think how long i loved marvel for#and now i really couldnt care less about it. though that started with endgame when they made fatphobic jokes about thor all movie#that was the last time i saw a marvel movie in cinemas. think it was the last time i watched any mcu movie.#watched a few shows after that but got too burned by the transphobia in the loki series. and then moon knight and then nothing.#im just sitting here forever clinging onto the main mcu timeline loki who died in infinity war and never got brought back to life#just me and them in my own corner where they can have nice genderfluid representation#the vampire answers
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Literally a genuine question no ill intent
What do you like about Aira? As much as people are absolutely adamant Akira is projecting (I really don't think he is (I'm not saying Akira is innocent) I just think he's trying to address the prejudiced thoughts the average Japanese person will have on the Ainu) Aira's weird comments and behaviour to Hiiro have been there since day one. And I also think Aira being the one who says all this is because he's supposed to reflect the fans and the average Japanese fan probably isn't that educated on the Ainu + there can be a good few racist enstars fans...
I'm not trying to sound heated about this I'm just coming from a genuine place, what appeal is there in Aira?
Also, as much as the Aira fans are talking about blaming Akira, I feel like there should absolutely be a focus on Hiiro right now considering that comment was... yknow said to him. I just think we should actually be talking about the Amagis considering that comment was intended to discuss the Amagis and their culture and the discrimination they go through.
i had someone ask me a similar question once but not in the context of all thats happening currently so you can read that here if youre inclined
buuuut what made me like aira so much in the first place was honestly that his concept as a character is really funny. i made a post a long while back that went into the funny meta jokes that you could make using aira as a character before i really knew much about enstars at all. having a character in your idol series that loves idols and canonically reads fanfic about them is just a funny concept in general. and as i continued to read more he continued to be funny and annoying and endearing (his little mini interaction with midori comes to mind immediately. there is something wrong with him)
also i tend to gravitate towards characters that give me like. little sibling energy. i love having a favorite little guy to dote on
but afterwards what really drew me to him was the main story!! thermometry specifically comes to mind (ouuugh,,,,). his feature scout stories are also great and so is feather touch! i wont like. go into detail really cause my blog is covered in me talking about aira already
his dynamic with hiiro is one of my favorites too, especially in mainstory. their dynamic isnt JUST aira says shitty things to hiiro and thats it. their relationship develops really far to the point where aira admits that he needs hiiro as much as hiiro needs him. they're young and inexperienced and kind of codependent as they're trying to keep themselves from going under in a sort of cutthroat industry. i think thats really neat. their relationship is really sweet to me and aira is a great tsundere type of character. he regularly is shown to actually like hiiro a lot as mean as he can be to him sometimes i.e. here. and you know the whole holding hands thing (which they also fucked up in the climax story but Whatever)
theres also this. which i think about regularly. the hiiai shipping fuel is vast
and additionally i think aira has some really great relationships with other characters too, alkaloid especially. feather touch develops his relationship with tatsumi a lot and its one of my favorite aira moments. i couldnt find my screenshots for this one but basically aira gives tatsumi his unlocked phone (something VERY important to aira since hes a little screenager) and it shows tatsumi just how much aira trusts him and he realizes how important aira is as a friend to him. being someone with a history like him aira's friendship is sort of new to him and it helps them both grow
he loves his friends so so much and he’s had a positive impact on all of alkaloid. he is its heart after all
but in any case i'm not going to like, defend myself for liking aira. i am aware that the shitty stuff has been there from the start but i've said something similar in the past that was like. aira isn't real and he cannot take accountability for what he says. he's a character written by real people who doesn't have any control over how he acts. so i guess that's why when i think the writers write something i dont think he would do or say in my own personal aira opinion i can sort of brush it off as just bad writing.
and not in the sense that i dont recognize that enstars sucks, because it does. enstars can be terribly racist sometimes and not just when concerning aira, and thats important to talk about (i.e. the orient cards, the king of thieves cards, etc). but at the end of the day the most important thing to recognize is the people and company behind the game as well as the real people who play the game and are affected by it. and not like, the specific characters in the game. cause they didn't actually do anything or feel anything you know
#cryn answers#anon#enstars#media analysis#im a miraculous ladybug fan im used to pretending that the thing i like is better than it actually is lmfao#was including sources for what im saying too much??#anyway i didnt even touch on airas own experiences with racial discrimination#i dont think its written perfectly so thats why i didnt talk about it but its an important aspect of his character too#and an important part in his place in alkaloid#also i hope i dont come off as rude or upset in this anon#i appreciate you being respectful#but also im a little tired of talking about this ill admit it#i enjoyed rambling about aira again im just like :( that its cause of all the discourse and whatever happening right now#blegh#i think its kind of like. i mean if you only hear little tidbits of what a character is like through twitter screenshots#youre not gonna have a full picture#and i think thats how it is for a lot of enstarries with aira#and thats not a jab at anyone i dont know jackshit about like. mama or undead or fine or akatsuki. and thats fine#theres too many characters for me to know everything about everyone#but with aira specifically his only character trait to the people who dont produce alkaloid is 'the racist one'#and that sucks#but anyways. thats all i have in me for now
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Hi, I'm still here, I stop by every once in a while, but my mental health hasn't been great. So I've kind of just withdrawn myself (which I know, isn't good for me). I just didn't want to subject everyone that follows me to endless posts about anxiety, OCD, depression, etc. I'm struggling, but I'm doing my best & hope to be back soon 🩶
#im so very tired#and i feel like a failure bc things have been going smooth for years & now all of a sudden everything just... isnt anymore#you can still message me & ill answer whenever i have the energy#tw: anxiety#tw: ocd#tw: depression#cw: anxiety#cw: ocd#cw: depression#whispered_thoughts
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they really need to invent a my body that doesn't feel like its dying constantly
#I HAVE A NEW DOCTOR!!!!!!! so hopefully. i wont be feeling like i regularly need to call the hospital#maybe new doctor will actually have answers and prescribe me something so im not constantly bedbound. that would be nice#that post thats like. i dream of passing out somewhere and someone calls an ambulance and i wake up and theyve figured out#everything wrong with me and told me how brave ive been and that i will be fine from now on#head in hands. im so tired im so tired#courtesy of elsie
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Conversation I just had with the person scheduling my therapy (it's at a place that offers disability services so they were asking about that):
Person: oh you're disabled? Were you in a car accident or something?
Me: ah, no, I have a genetic condition that makes my skeleton fall apart
Person: oh geez okay. Do you have to use any mobility aids? Like can you walk?
Me: uhh?? Sometimes? I can walk but not reliably. I can't do anything reliably which is like the whole problem because people don't think of disabilities as being so variable.
Person: wow I don't even think I'd be able to get out of bed, not knowing wether I'd be able to walk or not that day...
Me: oh well I have this pro gamer strategy where laying in bed hurts more the longer I lay there so eventually it will get so painful that I HAVE to get up haha 🙃
#why does my disability have to be so GOSH DANG MULTI FACETED#im TIRED. im OVERWHELMED#why cant it just be simple#simplifying things for strangers is so hard with my autism#like when asked any question my instinct is to answer it completely and exhaustively...#something that severly overwhelms me#i have to have pre-prepared simplified answers for everything but I dont know who i can afford to simplify to and who i cant#like for instance. a stranger doesnt need to know shit about my disability#hell i could lie about it to make it more believable/understandable even and no harm done#but my doctors? thats different. same with case workers- theyre gonna need to know everything with no under exaggerations#and then theres receptionists- what do i tell them? like theyre somewhere in between doctor and stranger#because while they themselves dont really need to know they are typing out an essay about my life that will be shown to the doctor#and may end up essentially copy pasted into my permanent file#idk its just a lot that i always have to think about
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What are you currently reading?
Sooooo a bit out of pocket for me but just finished Vampire Mall Cop Book 1: Damien vs the Entrails Eater by Molly Blake because my friend wrote it and she did a really awesome job (I think so anyway). It's on Amazon actually! A bit middle grade fic for my taste but it was charming and I accidentally read it in like two sittings so now I get to tell her how much I loved it (I got the Kindle book version before I found out she was selling signed print copies on campus sigh- jokingly might have her "autograph" my ebook version by commenting on it or something).
So kinda looking for next read and I think I'm going to finish siege and storm cuz that's a library ebook and then I'm going to read death note (trying to space out reads I know I'll like bc I left the final book at home and I don't need a two month long book hangover. I also going through slowly The Hobbit on audiobook so I actually get used it currently (idk how to implement them as well bc can't read and do schoolwork and if I'm taking a break may as well have physical book
What are you reading and what are a couple books on your upcoming tbr?
#brb-reports#also lame answers im reading the autobiography of st ignatius in spanish and english#also reading a ton of articles on insanity as a legal defense in spain rn#a pope document bc of school#more psych articles cuz why not#on the plus side i actually have time to read everything#but uh thats why i lean to more fluffier reads bc my brain capacity gets tired after scientific journals and or Spanish#love reading them but i am dumb and learning so i go sloe#not so with manga#brb vs the call of the academia#ig it counts
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Hehehe 69 😏
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorr- 🫣🫣🫣
No, no, you are so right
(im giggling as we speak)
WAIT HOLD UP IT'S BETTER NOW
#im literally so tired everything is funny to me#6/9 😇#talk about getting closer to finishing the thing hot damn#ask answered#EDITED AND ITS PERFECT
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is asmo the only person in the game with skin issues??
is he just unlucky or is everyone else in the game not as obsessed over super clear skin and dont worry too much when acne happens?
#this is a legit question i swear#cause yesterday it was the dry skin (snowy bliss)#today its a huge pimple#(i got one of his old calls in the og game)#in the old games he seems to bring up skin stuff a lot#so im sure hes doing everything in his power to prevent it#but no one else in the house seems to be going to the same lengths#so is this like one of those irony things#where the person who really cares about having clear skin is fighting for their life to keep it clear#and everyone else takes having clear skin for granted and uses dish detergent to wash their face and nothing happens lmaoo#do any of the other characters talk about their skin???#im one of those ppl who have skin issues#but i dont really think too much about it cause its just been a normal part of my life since i was a kid#so a single pimple isnt on my radar#i have to break out or start flaking really bad to start worrying#so....is everyone else kind of similar where they dont care about a little acne popping up#tho i cant imagine lucifer not caring#i think hes just one of those ppl who dont get acne#idk#it feels liks asmo goes the extra mile cause he wants to but also cause he has to#tho i could be wrong#anyways im tired so this is probably leaning on incoherent#obey me asmodeus#i need the lore knowers here#i feel like only three people could answer this with certainty lmao#obey me lore is kinda spread out cause cards and stuff#so i dont expect anyone to know for sure
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