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obeymestory · 22 hours ago

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Could you please do a "How the obey me brothers would react if they were just hanging out with you, they touched you idly, and you had a panic attack due to past sexual trauma" kinda thing?

Sure thing!!~

Warning!!: Trauma mentions, Panic attacks, cussing, and PTSD flashbacks.

�� Lucifer 🗄

You were sitting next to Lucifer at his desk, watching him do paperwork

Lucifer put his hand down absentmindedly as he was working, accidentally placing his hand on your knee

You had a flashback of trauma as soon as you felt his touch, causing you to flinch and scoot away from him, your hands shaking as you re-lived the memories in your mind, your breathing becoming more quick and eventually starting to hyperventilate

Lucifer saw you shaking out of the corner of your eyes, and your panicked expression, putting his pen down and waving his hand in front of your face. "Y/N..?"

Your vision was blurred, your mind fixated on what had unfortunately happened to you

Lucifer sighed and thought for a moment, grabbing his pen and putting it in one of your hands. "Click this..."

You hand subconsciously started to click the pen frantically, bringing your touch and audibility back into reality, however your eyes were still blurry, tears falling from your eyes

You felt the vibration of the click against your skin, and the noise was enough to slowly bring you back, you breathing slowing down and your blurry vision subsiding.

You could hear Lucifer's voice now. "Y/N... Y/N... hey... here."

Lucifer handed you a tissue as you came back to reality, meeting his gaze and wiping the tears off of your face

"I apologize..." He whispered, making you shake your head and sniffle, blowing your nose.

You explained why you reacted like that and he simply just nodded, slowly opening his arms but not moving, having a worried expression on his face.

You hugged him tightly, not wanting to let go, feeling safe as he wrapped his arms around you.

"It's okay... It's okay... they'll never hurt you again. I'll make sure of it." Lucifer hesitantly rubbed your back, noticing you flinch at first but ease into it, continuing to rub your back in a comforting circular motion.

💰 Mammon 🍜

You and Mammon were playing a card game together, his hands brushing against yours as you both went to draw from the deck of cards.

You flinch, feeling a rush of emotions flow through you, your hands dropping the cards and making them scatter on the table and floor, your hands shaking, and your breathing becoming unsteady.

Mammon blinked and looked at the cards you dropped then into your eyes, noticing that you weren't there at the moment, he picked up the cards quickly and looked in your range of sight, positioning his hands in front of you on the table and shuffling the cards in your view

You took in deep breaths but let out shaky exhales, your eyes unable to move away, the air from Mammon's cards hitting your hands, bringing your touch back. "C'mon Y/N... come back to me..."

Mammon hummed, noticing his tactic was only working a little bit and holding the cards closer to you as he shuffled, the sound of the cards flapping against each other filling your ears and making you hear your surroundings.

You were shaking and panting, a few tears already flowing down your cheeks, making Mammon grow more concerned.

Mammon put the cards down and pulled out some poker chips, putting some in the palm of your hand and clicking them against each other, making you flinch and snap out of it finally. "There you are..."

As you met Mammon's gaze, he stayed quiet for a moment, and held his hands out to you, not daring to touch you after what just happened.

You gently placed your hands in his, earning a small comforting smile from him.

"Welcome back." He didn't know what else to say, what was he supposed to say after seeing you in a panic?

You laughed softly, and grabbed a tissue, wiping your face and blowing your nose.

"Eh... ya' don' have to tell me... but I'm here to listen if ya' need." Mammon said, making you slowly form a smile on your face and nod.

"Ya' wanna uh... play pool or somethin'?" Mammon asked, wanting to get your mind off of whatever you were once panicking over.

You nodded appreciatively, and stood up, earning a cheeky smile from the Avatar of Greed.

🎮 Leviathan 🪼

You and Levi were in his room playing video games together, when Levi dropped his controller by accident, making his hand rush down and brush against your thigh, his eyes fixated on the screen since he didn't wanna miss anything as he went to grab his controller.

You gasped and dropped your own controller, making you lose the game instantly but you couldn't even focus on it anymore.

You couldn't even control your senses, your eyes tearing up and your lungs starting to frantically push air in and out like you were running a marathon.

Levi noticed immediately, knowing what was happening since he's had a few panic attacks, instantly turning off his TV and pushing the controllers out of the way, sitting in front of you and tapping the backs of your hands with his fingertips. "Listen to the sound of my voice Y/N... tap my hands back. Can you do that for me?"

You felt his touch, but didn't react like you did before, your hands flipping over, both of you tapping the palms of each other's hands.

"Good!! Now... calm your breathing... slowly..." He whispered, your breathing starting to slow down. "There... now... can you name me five things you can see?"

You slowly nod, looking around to identify some things, seeing Levi's controllers on the ground, Henry 2.0 swimming around in his aquarium, Levi's tub-like bed, Levi's anime merch, and Levi himself.

"Thank you... now name me four things you can touch." You tapped his hands once more, then trailed your hands onto the carpet in Levi's room, clicking your nails against Levi's controllers, then reaching up to move some hair out of your face, feeling the strands against your fingertips.

"Three things you can hear?" You looked at Levi as he spoke, then heard the sound of his aquarium nearby, and the soft sounds of the two of you breathing.

"Two things you can smell..." You calmed down, breathing in with your nose and wiping the tears that fell down your face previously, smelling the scent of Levi's room, and the smell of your own clothing.

"One thing you can taste." Levi smiled, making you come back into reality completely and taste the sweetness on your tongue.

Levi did a little happy bounce as he saw you come back to reality completely, reaching towards you to pull you into a hug but stopping himself.

You chuckle and give him a hug, making him hug you back and speak softly. "Let's watch some Anime. Btw- you totally lost that match earlier, lol."

You huffed playfully and agreed to watch some anime, glad he got your mind off of the bad moments you suffered through in the past.

📚 Satan 🐈‍⬛

You and Satan were both spending quality time together, reading a book together and sitting beside each other on his bed.

Satan was flipping the pages at your reading pace, since he was a quick reader he didn't have to worry about catching up.

As he flipped to the next page; he put his hand down, his fingertips just barely grazing against yours, making you flinch and get reminded of a past moment you went through.

"Y/N?" Satan noticed immediately, raising an eyebrow as he saw your eyes widen, closing the book you two were reading and looking into your eyes, seeing you were re-living a moment from your past.

Satan fanned you with a book and looked around his messy room, wondering what he could do to get you out of that state of mind, hearing you start to pant heavily and frowning to himself.

Satan pulled out his DDD and went onto DevilTube, looking up cat videos and putting the screen in your line of sight, making your breathing calm down but your mind got stuck a little more.

"Shit." Satan cursed under his breath, realizing it wasn't helping enough and looking around his room, getting up and throwing some books off of his shelves as he tried to look for human related books in a frantic way.

The sounds of books toppling onto the ground or against each other was enough to make you raise your head, your brain snapping out of the mindset and now focusing on how silly Satan seemed at the moment.

"Fucking hell, where the FUCK are all of the human books?- Fucking fuck of the motherfucking fuck-" He just kept going, jolting and slowly turning to face you as he heard you giggling, your giggles soon turning into pure genuine laughter, making his shoulders ease as he realized you were okay now.

Satan got flustered as he realized you were laughing at him, and shook his head, stumbling over some books to get back over to you.

"Are you alright?" Satan asked, resting a hand on his chest and the other on his hip like he usually does.

You nodded and gave him a small smile, you mind completely positive again after all the laughter you let out.

Satan nodded and sat back beside you, slowly smiling a tiny bit and reopening the book. "Would you like to continue reading together?" He asked, earning a small nod from you.

Satan was just glad that you were okay again.

💅 Asmodeus 🛍

You and Asmo were hanging out in his room, he was currently talking and painting his nails, accidentally knocking the nail polish bottle over.

Asmo and you both quickly went to pick it back up at the same time, Asmo steadying it and accidentally touching your hand in the process.

You flinched and felt a few memories fill your mind, causing you to jerk your hand away from his and start shaking, mentally going back to a time that really impacted you, physically and mentally, causing you to pant and shake, your fingers snaking through your hair to pull at the strands.

Asmo felt your mood shift immediately, sensing your sexual trauma since he was the Avatar of Lust.

Asmo pouted and put his nail polish away, making sure his nails were dry and starting to hum a small tune.

"Hmm hm hmmm~" His humming filled your ears, his hands grabbing a few things from his makeup supplies, gently brushing your cheekbones with a makeup brush and making your mind slow down at the sensation.

"Hm. Hm. hmm~" Asmo kept humming, turning his brush around and tapping the palms of your hands with the handle of it, making you put your hands down and stop tugging at your hair. "Thank you~" He murmured, starting to hum again, flipping the makeup brush back around.

Asmo gently brushed the makeup brush against the tip of your nose, tickling your skin and making your panting slow down, earning encouraging whispers from the Avatar of Lust. "Good job hon. You're doing so well~"

You heard him pull a tissue out from the tissue box nearby, letting him wipe the tears off of your face softly. "So pretty. Even when you're crying, you're absolutely breathtaking." Asmo murmured, making you smile and finally come back to reality.

Asmo put his makeup brush down and held his hands up to your face, your head instinctively leaning forward into the palms of his hands and your body relaxing.

"Hi~" You giggled at his greeting, smiling and greeting him back softly, his hands pulling away.

Asmo grabbed his nail polish again, grabbing a color that would bring out your eyes and tapping your finger nails gently. "May I?~" You nodded and let the scent of nail polish fill your nose as he unscrewed the cap.

"I'm here for you sweetie." Asmo said in a comforting tone, adding the first coat of nail polish to your pinkie nail first.

"You don't have to tell me... but I'm a good listener." He giggled in a narcissistic way, meeting your gaze and winking before finishing his words. "I'll always be there for you if and when you need me~"

Asmo didn't push you to tell him, but he made you know that he'd always be there for you, knowing why you had a panic attack, and not wanting to bring it up since he was afraid you might break down again.

Asmodeus truly loved you after all, almost more than himself.

💪 Beelzebub 🍔

Beel and you were both eating together in the kitchen, he had crumbs all over his face.

Beelzebub went to grab a burger, brushing his hand against your hair as he did so, causing you to flinch and look at yourself in the reflection of the mirror nearby.

Beel grabbed the burger he wanted from the fridge and closed the fridge door, glancing at you as he took a bite from the burger, tilting his head as he chewed, noticing your eyes fill with insecurities and terrible memories and putting his burger down. "Y/N?"

You reached up and touched your face, starting to pant as you got reminded of the horrible things you went through.

"Y/N? Hey. Can you hear me?" Beel reached over and tapped the mirror to get your attention, unaware of what was happening and looking worried about you.

You started to pant, whimpering and starting to have tears fall down your face, making Beel jolt and reach to touch your shoulder, not knowing that his touch was the reason you were having a panic attack in the first place.

You didn't pull or jerk away from him though, too busy re-living your past. "Y/N? It's okay. Hey... It's okay."

Beel pulled you into a hug, wrapping his arms around you and holding you, resting his chin on top of your head gently.

You took a deep breath in of his foodie scent, the smell clouding your mind and making you slowly come back, wrapping your shaky arms around him and slowing down your breathing.

"Shh... it's okay... I'm here. I'm here." He patted your back gently, making you sniffle and relax in his embrace.

You slowly pulled away and wiped your face, his hands brushing your hair back so he could look into your eyes.

"Are you okay?" Beel asked, your head slowly nodding in response.

"You wanna talk about it?" You shook your head, he nodded in understanding, not pushing it. "That's okay."

You slowly smiled, watching him take his burger and offer a bite to you, glad that he was there for you and that he didn't pressure you into telling him.

🌠 Belphegor 💤

You and Belphie were laying beside each other, trying to take a nap together, and Belphie scooted a little closer, resting his hand on your hip unconsciously since he had quickly fallen asleep.

You scrambled away from him, making Belphie wake up from the sudden movement, not knowing what he did but having a feeling he did something wrong.

You hugged your knees, shaking and starting to hyperventilate, this made Belphie rush over and sit beside you. "Hey... Hey... Deep breaths."

Belphie realized you were having a panic attack, thinking for a moment and looking around his room, trying to figure out what he could do, rushing out of his room, almost stumbling but running out of his room.

After a minute he came back with a glass of water, sitting beside you and gently placing his hand on your back, caressing your back in circles. "You're doing good... keep taking deep breaths."

Belphie grabbed the box of tissues beside his bed, placing a few tissues on your kneecaps, making you stop hugging your knees and grab one to blow your nose.

Belphie met your gaze as you slowly started to come back to reality, holding the cup of water out to you. "Here... have some water."

You shakily took the glass from the tips of his fingers, taking a small sip and calming down entirely.

"I'm sorry... I don't know what happened but... I hope I wasn't the cause of your panic attack..." Belphie pouted, leaning down and resting his head on your lap.

You reached your hand down and trailed your fingers through his soft locks, explaining what happened.

Belphie's pout became more of a frown. "I'm so sorry..."

You shook your head and gave him a small smile, reassuring him that it was okay now, and thanking him for being there for you.

"You're welcome, Y/N." Belphie smiled and nuzzled into your hand happily.

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