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dsireland86 ¡ 7 months ago
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I posted this back in January on a Facebook group, and all the comments said I was obsessive and overreacting. I was pissed at them. Well, now it looks like my worry and concern were valid. I'm just so so grateful Noah stepped out and said something. And I'm so thankful the band has a good support system.
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I know we're supposed to hate wills style, but I love these specific outfits SO MUCH holy shit
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help-alaa-children ¡ 1 month ago
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whumpypepsigal ¡ 4 months ago
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@whumpgifathon | Day 14: “Exhaustion”
Noah in The Beast Within (2024)
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dsireland86 ¡ 1 year ago
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My girl @thefallennightmare always says it best when it comes to speaking up and out for Noah. He's human people! My heart hurts so bad for him. But he's got this. He knows what he needs to do for him, and he's doing it. His choices, along with those of the others and the band as a whole, will always have my support. That's what being a Follower is all about.
Did you see that Noah's deleting all his socials and his youtube videos?? I'm so sad 😭😭😭
This is my personal view of it:
Good for him.
This poor guy has been dealing with so much bullshit the last few years and unnecessary hate, I'm honestly not surprised. Nothing was posted on his pages, so I don't understand why some people are so upset. I'm not trying to be rude; I swear!! It's just the way I see it.
With how the rock sound interview got blown out of proportion, I'm honestly not shocked. Maybe he was hurt by what he read and decided to clear himself from all social media. Who could fucking blame him? In the year I've followed him on Instagram, he only ever posted one thing: the picture of him and Keaton with those lyrics. Which you have to think he was in his feels deeply for posting that.
I get being sad, I do. But if people are going to be upset about a choice, he made about himself/mental health, that's bullshit. We should all care about his mental health and if being off social media is what he wants, then let him. I'm not upset about the socials, I'm sad for Noah that there's a chance he could have been bullied off of socials.
I read someone say on Twitter that if Noah deleted his Instagram he would be an "idiot" because that's where they promote their tour. Um, no. That's what Bad Omens Instagram is for.
Maybe there's a chance he could be doing this as a "rebrand" for the new album but I highly doubt that.
These hateful fans continue to push and push him, and soon he'll dig himself deeper into the hole. And they'll only have themselves to blame.
Noah is doing this for himself, no one else. We should respect that.
This isn't "white knighting him". This is somehow who is hurting on the inside for someone who has been constantly ridiculed, had his words twisted into negativity, stalked constantly, and scrutinized under a microscope for no reason what's so ever.
Again, I'm not trying to be rude, especially to you anon! I just want to say my personal view on this situation.
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ishouldstopdaydreaming ¡ 1 year ago
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Holy shit people are really defending a zionist pussy because of a ship.
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noahschnappinfs ¡ 3 months ago
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Noah supporting Finn’s new movie ‘SNL’ on his letterbox
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alphaclxwn ¡ 1 year ago
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eva is the best fr fr, just look at her! she’s adorable
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enemiestolovershoe ¡ 9 days ago
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Hiii glad youre feeling better. I would love an angsty enemies to lovers with Noah Sebastian!
Maybe they finally confess their love accidentally during an argument after one too many drinks while on tour.
Unintentional Rivalry
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Noah Sebastian x fem!reader
Enemies to Lovers / Band AU
Summary: Y/N has worked with Bad Omens for three years, never getting along with Noah. But one reckless, alcohol-fueled night changes everything.
Words: 5,6k
Warnings: Use of y/n, not proofread, alcohol, shouting and fighting, crying, making out, the other band members watch everything, lmk if i forgot something.
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3 years ago
You hadn’t always been a die-hard Bad Omens fan. In fact, your journey to working for the band was purely by chance, the kind of thing that made you believe in fate—or sheer dumb luck. Three years ago, you were just another person looking for a way into the music industry, taking odd jobs here and there. Your friend had been a tour manager for another band when she called you up in a frenzy one day.
"Hey, you’re good with merch stuff, right? Like, sales and all that?"
You’d laughed because you were good—numbers, organization, talking to fans, you nailed it every time. That day, your friend explained how Bad Omens was looking for someone reliable to run their merch stand for the remainder of their tour, and they were desperate. You said yes because why not? A job’s a job.
You showed up the next day, met the crew, and got right to work. It didn’t take long for you to impress Nick Folio, Nicholas Ruffilo, and Jolly. They liked you right off the bat. Folio, always the outgoing one, made a point of befriending you first.
“Hey, merch girl!” he’d shouted from across the venue that first week, a big grin plastered on his face. “You’re killing it over there—fans are going nuts. You’re like the merch stand whisperer.”
You’d snorted at the nickname but accepted the praise. Folio was easy to talk to, always joking around and offering snacks between sets. Ruffilo, on the other hand, was the chill one, the guy who offered you tips on how to organize displays better, like he genuinely cared. And then there was Jolly—quiet but warm, the kind of guy who didn’t talk much but could communicate a thousand words with just a look.
Before long, you weren’t just a “random hire.” You were part of the family.
Everyone… except Noah Sebastian.
From the first day you met him, there had been tension. He’d given you a once-over when you’d arrived, dark eyes full of skepticism, and muttered something like, “Hope you can keep up.”
You were nothing if not stubborn, so you’d bitten back: “Don’t worry. I can handle it.”
That exchange had set the tone for your relationship. Noah always seemed cold, distant, like you’d somehow offended him by existing. You, in turn, found yourself getting increasingly defensive whenever he was around, snapping at his sarcastic comments or rolling your eyes whenever he brushed past you like you were in his way.
But it didn’t matter. You weren’t there to win Noah over; you were there to do your job. And you were good at it.
Present Day
The night after a packed show in some city you’d already forgotten the name of, Folio approached you as you packed up the merch stand.
“You done?” he asked, leaning against the wall with an easy grin, his arms crossed.
“Almost,” you replied, folding up the last few shirts and tossing them into a bin. “Why? Need something?”
“Yeah, you to stop being a hermit,” Folio joked. “We’re hitting up a bar. You should come.”
You glanced at him skeptically. “A bar? After that show? Don’t you guys want to sleep for a week?”
“Nah, it’s not that serious. Just some drinks, some billiards, maybe a little karaoke if I can convince Ruffilo,” Folio said, nudging you with his elbow. “Come on. You work your ass off—come have fun for once.”
You rolled your eyes playfully but smiled. It was hard to say no to Folio, especially when he pulled the whole ���you deserve it” card.
“Fine,” you relented, pointing a finger at him. “But if you get me drunk, you’re carrying me back to the bus.”
Folio laughed. “Deal. I’ll even princess-carry you if you want.”
When you walked into the bar with the guys, the atmosphere was lively but not overwhelming. Music played softly in the background, and groups of people were scattered across booths and tables. Folio immediately headed toward the bar, dragging you with him to order drinks, while Jolly and Nicholas found a pool table in the corner.
You settled on a simple drink and found yourself relaxing as you took it all in. It was nice to unwind after weeks of nonstop travel and work.
“Hey, you’re smiling,” Folio teased, nudging your shoulder. “I knew you’d have fun.”
“Calm down. I’ve been here for five minutes,” you shot back, but you were grinning.
A voice cut through your small exchange like a blade: “I’m shocked she even agreed to come out.”
You didn’t have to turn to know who it was. Noah.
You spun on your heel, drink in hand, and fixed him with a glare. He stood a few feet away, dressed in black like always, his dark hair messy and falling into his face. He had that same unreadable look in his eyes, the one that always seemed to irritate you.
“Why wouldn’t I come out?” you challenged, raising a brow. “It’s not like I’m the one who locks himself in the bus after every show.”
Noah smirked, a slow, lazy curve of his lips that only made you want to throw your drink at him. “Yeah? Didn’t think you could stand to be around me that long.”
You scoffed. “Trust me, you’re not that special.”
Folio groaned, stepping between you both with his hands up like a referee. “Okay, okay, can you two not start?” he sighed. “We’re here to have fun, remember?”
You crossed your arms but stayed quiet, shooting Noah one last glare before turning back to the bar.
Noah, however, didn’t walk away. He ordered a drink for himself and leaned against the bar a few feet away from you, like he was challenging you with his very presence.
You ignored him, choosing instead to focus on Folio’s rambling story about something dumb Nicholas had done earlier that day. You tried to act like Noah wasn’t there, but you could feel him. It was like the air shifted whenever he was close—tense, electric, and utterly irritating.
What the hell was his problem with you anyway?
And why did it bother you so much?
The night wore on, and despite Noah’s presence, you found yourself enjoying the evening. Jolly destroyed Nicholas at pool while Folio attempted (and failed) to get someone to join him for karaoke. You stayed near the bar, chatting with Nicholas when he wandered over, the two of you laughing over a drink.
It wasn’t until you turned to grab your jacket that you noticed Noah watching you from across the room. His gaze was unreadable, intense in a way that made you pause for half a second. But before you could react, he looked away, like nothing had happened.
You shook it off.
Noah Sebastian was the last person you needed to worry about.
Or so you told yourself.
You didn’t mean to overdo it. You weren’t even a heavy drinker most of the time. But something about tonight made you want to let loose, to forget about the stress of work, the tension with Noah, and the constant grind of being on the road. Folio was laughing at your flushed cheeks as you waved down the bartender for a another round.
“Whoa there, champ,” Folio teased, nudging you. “Didn’t you say I’d have to carry you back if you got drunk?”
“Still applies,” you shot back with a grin, your words already a little looser than usual. “Better start working out, Folio.”
Nicholas laughed from across the booth, raising his drink in mock salute. “She’s gonna drink us under the table, man. Watch out.”
“I can handle it,” you declared, taking another sip, the alcohol warming your veins. For once, you felt light, unbothered. The tension you usually carried in your shoulders started to melt away.
Even Noah’s occasional glances from the other end of the VIP booth didn’t bother you—at first.
But as the drinks kept coming, and the conversations around the table grew louder, you found yourself growing more aware of him. Every time he said something, you heard it. Every time he shifted in his seat, you noticed. And every time his low laugh rumbled through the air, you hated the way it tugged at your attention.
Why did he always have to be there?
“Alright,” Folio announced, clapping his hands together. “I’m getting another drink. Who’s in?”
“Pass,” Jolly said, leaning back in the booth with a small smile. “I’m too old for this.”
“Ruffilo?”
“Already got one.” Nicholas raised his glass, grinning.
Folio turned to you expectantly. “What about you, heavyweight?”
“Let’s do it,” you said, standing with a little more enthusiasm than necessary.
You followed Folio to the bar, and while you waited for the bartender, you felt a presence beside you.
Of course.
Noah leaned casually against the bar, his dark eyes flicking to you as he swirled the amber liquid in his glass. “Didn’t think you were the type to cut loose,” he remarked, his tone dripping with that familiar sarcasm.
You rolled your eyes, already feeling your patience thinning. “Didn’t think you were the type to talk to me unless you had to.”
Noah smirked. “Just making an observation.”
“Don’t,” you shot back, turning your attention to the bartender.
But Noah didn’t leave. He stayed there, sipping his drink and watching you with that infuriating, unreadable expression.
“You sure you can handle all those drinks?” he asked after a moment.
You turned to him, your irritation bubbling to the surface. “What is your problem, Noah? Seriously. Do you get some kind of thrill out of bothering me?”
“My problem?” he repeated, his smirk fading. “You think I’m the problem here?”
“Yes, I do,” you snapped. “From day one, you’ve been cold, rude, and completely insufferable. I don’t know what your issue is with me, but I’m done pretending it doesn’t bother me.”
Noah’s eyes darkened, his jaw tightening. “You think I’m rude? You waltzed in here three years ago like you owned the place, acting like you knew everything, like you deserved to be here.”
“Because I worked my ass off to be here,” you countered, your voice rising. “Unlike you, I wasn’t handed everything on a silver platter.”
Noah’s face twisted, and for a moment, you thought he might actually yell at you. But instead, he leaned in closer, his voice low and cutting. “You don’t know a damn thing about me. And trust me, if anyone didn’t deserve to be here, it’s you.”
Your stomach dropped, the weight of his words hitting harder than you expected. But instead of backing down, you laughed bitterly, the alcohol fueling your courage.
“Wow. You’re such an asshole, Noah,” you said, shaking your head. “I don’t know what I ever did to you, but—”
“Maybe it’s not what you did,” Noah interrupted, his voice sharper now. “Maybe it’s what you are. A fake. A wannabe. Someone who only got this job because their friend pulled strings.”
Your breath caught, and for a moment, the noise of the bar seemed to fade.
“What did you just say?” you whispered, your voice trembling.
“You heard me,” Noah said, his eyes narrowing. “You’ve been riding everyone else’s coattails since the day you got here. You don’t belong in this world, and you never will.”
“That’s enough,” Folio cut in, stepping between you two with a frown. “What the hell is going on?”
But you barely heard him.
“You don’t know anything about me,” you said, your voice breaking despite your best efforts to hold it together.
“Don’t I?” Noah shot back. “I know enough. I know about your little reputation before you got here. How you burned through jobs like they were nothing. How you—”
“Shut up,” you snapped, your vision blurring as tears threatened to fall. “You don’t know what I went through. You don’t know why—”
“Hey!” Nicholas’s voice cut through the tension, sharp and commanding. “That’s enough, both of you.”
But it was too late. The damage was done.
You couldn’t stop the tears from spilling over as you turned away, shoving past Noah and the others to get out of the booth. You didn’t care where you went—you just needed to get away.
“Shit,” Folio muttered, standing up to follow you. But Nicholas stopped him, shaking his head.
“Let her go,” Nicholas said quietly. Then he turned to Noah, his expression uncharacteristically serious. “What the hell is wrong with you, man?”
Noah didn’t answer. He just stood there, staring after you, his glass forgotten on the table.
The cold air slapped you in the face as you shoved the bar door open, your breath hitching with sobs you couldn’t hold back. Tears streamed down your face, hot against the chill of the night. You stumbled toward the lot, the alcohol finally taking hold and making your vision blur.
But none of that compared to the embarrassment. The anger. The pain.
You knew they’d heard it. You’d seen their faces when you glanced back—Nick’s brow furrowed, Folio looking ready to intervene, Jolly frozen in disbelief. And Noah? He just kept throwing verbal jabs like they weren’t all sitting right there in the booth, listening.
Your chest tightened as you stumbled to the far edge of the lot, far enough away that you couldn’t hear the muffled music leaking out of the bar anymore. You sank onto the cold pavement, wrapping your arms around yourself as the tears came harder, shaking your entire body.
“You don’t belong here. You never will.”
His words echoed in your mind, sharper than any blade. You’d worked so hard to earn your place, and yet, in one drunken argument, Noah had reduced you to nothing. And the rest of the band had heard every. Single. Word.
Your stomach twisted painfully. They probably agreed with him. Maybe they’d always thought you didn’t belong and just never said it out loud.
You pressed your palms to your eyes, trying to stop the onslaught of thoughts, but it was no use. You were too far gone—hurt, humiliated, and drowning in the aftermath of the fight.
The bar door opened again, spilling voices into the quiet night.
“She came this way,” Folio’s voice was loud, clear.
“Do you think she’s okay?” Nicholas‘ tone was softer but laced with concern.
“She’s not okay, Nick,” Jolly said simply. “How could she be after that?”
You bit your lip hard, willing yourself to stay silent as their voices grew closer.
And then, “There she is!”
Folio was the first to reach you, crouching in front of you with a mix of relief and worry on his face. “Hey, Y/N. What are you doing out here? You’re freezing.”
You looked away, trying to wipe at your face. “Go back inside,” you muttered, your voice hoarse. “I’m fine.”
“You’re not fine,” he said firmly, his brows drawing together. “What the hell happened back there?”
“I think we all know what happened,” Nick cut in as he and Jolly caught up, standing a few feet away. “The real question is, why the hell did Noah go that far?”
At the sound of Noah’s name, your chest tightened all over again, and fresh tears welled up in your eyes. “I don’t want to talk about it,” you whispered, your voice trembling.
“Y/N,” Folio said softly, “you don’t have to protect him. We heard everything.”
Your breath hitched, and you turned your face away. “Exactly,” you said bitterly, your voice breaking. “You heard it. All of it. So just… save the lecture. I know what you’re going to say.”
Nick frowned. “What are you talking about?”
“That I don’t belong here,” you snapped, the words tumbling out before you could stop them. “That he’s right. That I shouldn’t have been here in the first place—”
“Whoa, whoa, stop,” Folio interrupted, his voice sharp. “You seriously think we feel that way?”
“Why wouldn’t you?” you shot back, your voice cracking. “He clearly does. And maybe he’s right! Maybe I’m just some fraud who got lucky. Maybe—”
“Y/N, stop,” Jolly said, his calm voice cutting through your spiral. “You’re not a fraud. And Noah’s wrong—completely, absolutely wrong.”
You blinked up at him, your vision blurred with tears. “Then why does he hate me so much?”
Folio ran a hand through his hair, sighing. “Honestly? I don’t think he hates you. I think he’s an idiot who doesn’t know how to handle his feelings.”
“Feelings?” you repeated bitterly, shaking your head. “What feelings? He’s made it perfectly clear that he wants nothing to do with me.”
Nick crouched beside Folio, his expression softening. “Noah’s not as tough as he pretends to be. That doesn’t excuse what he said, but… he’s a mess. Always has been.”
Before you could respond, the bar door opened again, and you froze.
Noah.
He walked out slowly, his hands shoved into his jacket pockets, his shoulders tense. He glanced toward the group, his dark eyes locking with yours for a moment before flicking away.
“Oh, look,” Folio muttered, his tone sharp. “The man of the hour.”
Noah hesitated, his mouth opening like he wanted to say something, but Nick beat him to it.
“Do you even realize what you just did?” Nick snapped, standing and crossing his arms.
“I—”
“No, let me finish,” Nick interrupted, his voice growing louder. “She’s been nothing but good to us—good to you—and you sit there and tear her apart in front of everyone? What the hell is wrong with you?”
Noah’s jaw tightened, but he didn’t respond.
Jolly shook his head. “We all heard it, Noah. Every word. And you’re lucky she hasn’t told you to fuck off for good.”
“I didn’t mean…” Noah started, but the words faltered. He glanced at you again, his gaze softening. “I didn’t mean to hurt you like that.”
You scoffed, standing up on shaky legs. “Well, congratulations, because you did. And I’m done.”
“Y/N, wait—”
“No,” you said firmly, your voice trembling but steady. “I’m done trying to prove myself to you. If you hate me so much, fine. But don’t pretend you’re sorry now, because I don’t buy it.“ Your legs wouldn’t move, and honestly, you didn’t want them to. Instead, you stood rooted to the spot, staring at the cracked pavement beneath your boots. Your hands clenched into fists at your sides as you fought to control the tears that kept coming, your breath shuddering in the cold.
The silence that followed was heavy, almost suffocating. No one spoke, and no one moved, though you could feel their eyes on you—Folio’s concerned, Nick’s fuming, Jolly’s quietly calculating. And then there was Noah.
You didn’t have to look to know he was still standing there, just a few feet away. You could feel his presence, the weight of his gaze pressing against you. But you didn’t dare lift your head, didn’t dare let him see how broken you felt.
For a moment, the only sound was the faint hum of music coming from the bar, and the occasional rustle of leaves in the breeze.
And then, softly, there was the sound of footsteps.
You tensed as they got closer, the familiar weight of a jacket settling on your shoulders. You looked up, startled, as Noah stood in front of you, his face unreadable in the dim light.
“Here,” he said quietly. “You’re freezing.”
You stared at him, confused. His tone wasn’t harsh or dismissive like it had been earlier. If anything, he sounded… apologetic.
“Why do you care?” you muttered, your voice barely above a whisper.
Noah didn’t answer right away. Instead, he closed the gap between you, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you into his chest.
Your breath caught in your throat.
The world seemed to still as he held you, his warmth cutting through the cold that had seeped into your bones. His touch was firm yet careful, as if he was afraid you’d push him away.
The rest of the band froze, their expressions ranging from shock to confusion.
“Uh…” Folio broke the silence, his voice trailing off as he exchanged a wide-eyed glance with Nick.
But no one said anything else. Not yet.
“I’m sorry,” Noah murmured against your hair, his voice so low that only you could hear it. “I didn’t mean what I said. I was drunk and stupid, and I—” He stopped, exhaling shakily. “I fucked up.”
You blinked, your tears still falling but slower now. You didn’t know what to say, didn’t know how to process this sudden shift in him.
“You… you can’t just say sorry and expect everything to be fine,” you whispered, your voice breaking.
“I know,” he said quickly, pulling back just enough to meet your eyes. His hands rested lightly on your arms, his dark gaze softer than you’d ever seen it. “I don’t expect you to forgive me. I just—I needed you to know that I didn’t mean it. Any of it.”
You stared at him, searching his face for any hint of insincerity. But all you saw was regret.
“Why?” you asked finally, your voice trembling. “Why did you say it?”
Noah swallowed hard, his eyes flicking away for a moment before returning to yours. “Because I’m an idiot,” he admitted. “Because I don’t know how to deal with… with you. You make me feel things I don’t know how to handle, and I took it out on you. I shouldn’t have. I’m sorry.”
Your breath hitched at his words, your heart pounding in your chest. “Noah…”
“I’m not saying it’s an excuse,” he added quickly. “Because it’s not. I was wrong, and I hurt you, and I hate that I hurt you. But I’m trying to fix it. Please… let me try.”
The silence stretched between you, heavy with unspoken emotions.
Behind you, Nick cleared his throat, breaking the tension. “Uh, not to interrupt or anything, but… what the hell is going on right now?”
Folio elbowed him hard, muttering, “Shut up, dude.”
Jolly just raised an eyebrow, his expression unreadable as he watched the scene unfold.
You glanced over your shoulder at the band, feeling their eyes on you, and suddenly the weight of the moment hit you all over again. “I… I don’t know if I can do this right now,” you whispered, your voice barely audible as you looked up at Noah.
For a moment, his face fell, but he nodded, taking a step back. “That’s okay,” he said softly, his voice laced with a quiet resignation. “I get it. I just wanted you to know I’m sorry. Really, really sorry.”
You stood there, frozen, your heart pounding in your chest. You didn’t know what to say, what to think. But when he stepped back, the warmth of his presence suddenly fading, something inside you snapped.
Before you could stop yourself, you surged forward, wrapping your arms tightly around him. Your head buried into his chest as you held on, your fingers clutching at his jacket like it was the only thing grounding you.
Noah stiffened for half a second before his arms came around you again, even tighter this time. He cradled you against him, his chin resting lightly on the top of your head. “Y/N…” he murmured, his voice trailing off as he held you.
“I don’t understand you,” you whispered into his chest, your words muffled but raw. “One second you hate me, the next… this. I don’t know what to do.”
Noah pulled back slightly, just enough to look down at you, his hands still resting on your back. His gaze was soft now, all the sharp edges gone, replaced with something warm and vulnerable. “I’ve never hated you,” he said quietly. “Not for a second.”
You looked up at him, your brows furrowing. “That’s not what it felt like.”
“I know,” he admitted, his voice thick with regret. “And that’s on me. I… I didn’t know how to deal with how I felt about you, so I pushed you away. I thought if I kept my distance, if I made it seem like I didn’t care, it would go away. But it didn’t. It never did.”
Your heart skipped a beat, but you stayed silent, waiting for him to continue.
“I don’t just care about you,” Noah said, his voice soft but steady. “I—God, this is so fucking hard to say.” He let out a shaky laugh, his hands tightening slightly on your back. “I’m in love with you, Y/N. I have been for a long time.”
The world seemed to stop at his words, your breath catching in your throat.
“When you joined the tour, I told myself it was just a crush. That it’d go away,” he continued, his eyes searching yours for any sign of rejection. “But it didn’t. Every time I saw you laughing with Nick, or working your ass off at the merch stand, or just… being you, it only got worse. And it scared the hell out of me.”
You stared at him, your mind racing. “So you… what? Decided to treat me like shit instead?”
Noah winced, his face crumpling. “I know. I’m an idiot. A coward. I thought it’d be easier to push you away than to risk feeling something I couldn’t control. But I was wrong. So fucking wrong.”
The vulnerability in his voice, the raw emotion in his eyes—it broke down the walls you’d built to protect yourself.
“Noah,” you said softly, your voice trembling. “Why didn’t you just… tell me?”
He let out a bitter laugh, shaking his head. “Because I thought you hated me. I mean, I gave you every reason to. Hell, I deserved it. But I couldn’t stop myself. I kept thinking if I just pushed hard enough, I’d convince myself that I didn’t care. That it didn’t matter.”
“But it did,” you whispered, the weight of his confession settling over you.
“It always mattered,” he admitted, his voice breaking slightly. “And I know I’ve ruined this, that you probably don’t feel the same way, but I had to tell you. I had to try. Because the thought of losing you for good? It’s worse than anything else I’ve ever felt.”
Your chest tightened as his words sank in, every bit of anger and confusion dissolving under the weight of his sincerity.
“I thought you hated me,” you said finally, your voice barely above a whisper. “This whole time, I thought you hated me.”
Noah’s face crumpled further, his eyes glistening. “I could never hate you, Y/N. Not even if I tried. And believe me, I tried.”
A watery laugh escaped you, and you shook your head, tears slipping down your cheeks again. “You’re so fucking stupid,” you said, but there was no venom in your voice—only a soft disbelief.
“I know,” he said, a faint, self-deprecating smile tugging at his lips. “The stupidest.”
For a moment, neither of you moved, the world around you fading away. And then, slowly, you reached up, your hands resting on his chest. “You’re an idiot,” you said softly, your voice trembling. “But… I think I’m in love with you, too.”
Noah’s breath hitched, his eyes widening as he searched your face for any hint of doubt. “You… you mean that?”
You nodded, your heart pounding. “I mean it. And I hate how long it took for us to get here, but… yeah. I love you, Noah.”
He let out a shaky laugh, his forehead dropping to yours. “You have no idea how much I needed to hear that,” he murmured, his voice thick with emotion.
“Well, now you know,” you said, a small smile tugging at your lips despite the tears still lingering in your eyes.
Noah smiled, too, his hands cradling your face gently. “I’m going to make it up to you,” he said firmly. “For all of it. For everything I said, everything I did. I’m going to make sure you never feel like you don’t belong again. You belong, Y/N. With the band. With me. Always.”
Your chest swelled at his words, and for the first time that night, the cold didn’t feel so overwhelming.
“Don’t screw it up,” you whispered, your lips twitching into a teasing smile.
“I won’t,” he promised, his voice soft but steady. “Not ever again.” The world narrowed to just the two of you. The warmth of Noah’s hands cupping your face, his eyes locked onto yours with an intensity that made your breath catch—it was like nothing else mattered. But as you stood there, the quiet around you began to sink in.
You weren’t alone.
Slowly, you glanced over Noah’s shoulder, and sure enough, the band was still there. Nick stood with his arms crossed, one eyebrow arched in confusion. Folio had a barely-contained grin stretching across his face, while Jolly’s stoic expression betrayed just the slightest hint of amusement.
“Well, this is… unexpected,” Nick said, breaking the silence with his usual dry humor. “Do you guys need a private moment, or should we start charging admission for this?”
“Shut up, Nick,” Noah shot back, though his tone lacked its usual bite. His hands dropped from your face, but he didn’t move away, his body still angled protectively toward you.
“I mean, don’t stop on our account,” Folio chimed in, a wide grin plastered across his face. “This is better than any soap opera I’ve ever seen.”
Your cheeks burned, and you ducked your head, biting back an embarrassed laugh. But before you could say anything, Noah’s hand found yours, his fingers lacing through yours with a firmness that made your heart skip.
“Alright, enough,” Noah said, his voice firm but not harsh. “This is between me and Y/N.”
“Sure it is,” Nick said with a smirk, clearly enjoying the moment. “But in case you forgot, we’ve been standing here for, oh, I don’t know, the entire time.”
Jolly finally spoke up, his voice calm but tinged with humor. “So… does this mean the rivalry is officially over?”
You laughed despite yourself, the sound breaking some of the tension. “I guess you could say that,” you said, glancing up at Noah.
“Yeah,” Noah agreed, his eyes soft as they met yours. “No more rivalry.”
Nick groaned, throwing his hands up. “Great. Just great. Now what am I supposed to make fun of during the tour?”
“Don’t worry, Nick,” Folio said with a laugh. “I’m sure they’ll give us plenty of new material.”
Before you could respond, Noah leaned down, his lips brushing against your forehead in a gesture so tender it made your heart ache.
“I mean it,” he murmured, his voice low enough that only you could hear. “I’m going to make this work. You and me. No more bullshit.”
You nodded, your chest tightening. “Me too,” you whispered.
Noah smiled, the kind of smile that made your knees feel weak, and then, without any warning, he leaned in and kissed you.
At first, it was soft, sweet, and tentative, as if he was still testing the waters. But the moment your hands found their way to his jacket, tugging him closer, it deepened. His arms wrapped around you, pulling you flush against him as the kiss grew more intense, more urgent.
The world faded again, the sounds of the bar and the cold night air melting into the background. All you could feel was him—his warmth, his strength, the way his lips moved against yours like he’d been waiting for this moment as long as you had.
“Okay, seriously, what the hell is happening right now?” Nick’s voice cut through the haze, dragging you both back to reality.
You pulled away, breathless, your face flushing as you turned to see the band staring at you like they’d just witnessed something out of a rom-com.
“This is happening,” Noah said firmly, his arm still around you as he shot Nick a look. “So get used to it.”
Folio laughed, clapping his hands together. “I can’t believe this. I mean, I can, but still. This is wild.”
Jolly just nodded, his lips twitching into a faint smirk. “About time,” he said simply.
Nick groaned again, shaking his head. “Unbelievable. I’m going to need a minute to process this.”
“You’ll live,” Noah said, rolling his eyes before looking back down at you. His expression softened instantly, the intensity from before replaced with a quiet, almost shy tenderness. “You okay?”
You nodded, a small smile tugging at your lips. “Yeah. I’m okay.”
“Good,” he said, his voice low. “Because I’m not letting this go. Not now, not ever.”
Folio pretended to gag, earning a glare from Noah and a laugh from you.
“Alright, lovebirds,” Nick said, already heading toward the bus. “Let’s get out of here before someone calls the cops on us for public indecency.”
As the band started to walk off, Noah turned back to you, his hand still intertwined with yours. “You sure about this?” he asked, his voice soft but serious.
You squeezed his hand, meeting his gaze with a newfound confidence. “I’m sure,” you said. “No more running. No more pretending.”
Noah’s smile was radiant, and for the first time, you felt like you were exactly where you were meant to be.
Together.
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nymika-arts ¡ 5 months ago
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Store update (and more)!
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Hey everyone, it's been a minute! I've got a few things to update y'all on, but first things first, I've just finished a big update on my store! There's a bunch of fun new products for you to check out, like phone charms, print, and keychains, as well as restocks of some favourites. Click here to take a look if you're interested ✨️ AND use the code SUMMER10 to get 10% off your whole order! I won't be sharing this discount anywhere else it's special for the tumblr girlies <3
And now some other business: reviews! my shop platform has just added a reviews feature; it would mean the absolute world to me if anyone who has purchased from me before could leave a review on my shop or on the product they ordered (bonus points if you've got pictures!). It doesn't have to be long, just a li'l something to let other people know what you loved about it, or to let me know if there's anything I can improve on. Just scroll to the bottom of the main shop or product pages to find the review section. And thank you so so much in advance to anyone who takes the time to write one 💖
I've also just moved away from home and into a new apartment, which I mostly wanted to mention because it means I don't have easy access to a printer, so I won't be able to offer as many prints as often on my store. However, I will be keeping my Inprnt shop updated! (And if there's anything that you can't find there, just let me know and I can upload it.) So between the two, you should be able to find anything you're looking for 😊. It also means I've got some new expenses to take care of (and unfortunately a job that doesn't pay very well 🥲) so I'm relying more than ever on my art for income while I search for something better.
If you'd like to support my art but aren't interested in purchasing anything, please give this post a reblog or share it with your friends! You can also donate to my ko-fi if you'd like.
Thank you so much to everyone who has ever supported me and everyone who continues to do so, you are the loveliest people and the reason I'm still doing what I love 🥰 mwah!
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dsireland86 ¡ 7 months ago
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Thank god!!! I've been really worried... not gonna lie. I believe this is the reason for so many yucky people who have complained about the lack of social interactions Noah's been giving and the lack of enthusiasm. They are drained!!! Literally!! Bless him.... I'm sure he feels like a disappointment, but I hope that he's able to read all the positive and encouraging comments the cult has been dropping on Twitter!! It's refreshing. Keep our boys in prayer if you will. Human to human, they need compassion, love, support, and respect.
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semi-demiqueerhere ¡ 2 months ago
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Twitter activists are wild. Noah Grossman isn’t a Zionist, he’s literally just Jewish. Leave Smosh alone and, for fucks sake, leave Dropout alone! Let them do their jobs as comedians and trust that all things, if there’s something wrong, will be handled accordingly. Neither Smosh NOR Dropout would tolerate such things.
Stop harassing them.
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ghostlyarchaeologist ¡ 1 month ago
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Flynn being more concerned about Jake than a mysterious magical object, my beloved.
The Librarians S01E05 And the Apple of Discord.
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ancientvamp ¡ 2 months ago
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my updated thoughts on the noah grossman situation as some one who's been calling him out since this all started
minor intro for anyone who doesn't know what i'm referring to: noah has been accused of zionism bc of past clips of him bragging about his grandfather being a part of the 1948 nakba as well as tweets that were much more recent that made it seem he was either a centrist in the discussion of the palestinian genocide or was defending israel.
from the beginning, my main issue with noah was that he was being accused of believing in something awful but he never made any effort to deny it. he also, unlike other members of smosh, never made his support for palestine deliberately clear. he just sat back and stayed quiet about it on social media. staying silent on the discussion of an active genocide is just as bad as supporting it, especially when you have a platform like smosh that's proven time and time again to be able to raise millions of dollars for their charity streams. this is all to say that from the beginning, i was against him.
with everything happening recently with the dropout scandal, i wanted to reflect on my thoughts. i'm a fan of dropout tho i do not watch them regularly and have only learned about them through other creators who i watch more frequently. i don't believe they deserve to be harassed for "platforming a zionist" anymore than smosh does for still having noah in the videos.
do i think noah is a zionist? i dont know, i dont know the guy personally. do i think it's a red flag that he hasn't deliberately spoke up on the matter? absolutely. he needs to speak up and make his stance clear- it's been over a year since the genocide started.
form your own opinions, don't harass dropout or other smosh members, stay educated, and go donate to a palestinian family in need
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iww-gnv ¡ 1 year ago
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In a display of pink visible from outer space, Greta Gerwig’s “Barbie” held its lush world premiere on Sunday in Los Angeles. The Shrine Auditorum, located smack in the middle of the USC campus, was hosed down in colors of blush and bashful for the anticipated Warner Bros. release (as in, the security guards wore pink polo shirts), which drew the film’s stars Margot Robbie and Ryan Gosling.  One notable absence was Noah Baumbach, the film’s co-writer and Gerwig’s partner. “My co-writer and co-creator, my partner in love and art, Noah Baumbach is not here. He is passionately supporting the fight of the Writers Guild of America,” Gerwig said. “He is a Barbie girl. Nothing in ‘Barbie’ happened without him, and nothing in Hollywood happens without writers.”
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blankinspace ¡ 3 days ago
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It’s Christmas‼️‼️‼️‼️ wOOoOoOo here’s some doodles
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