#still want other one to read it tho
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Thought maybe I should post a link here too for a little publicity:
what can I say its all Chinese tho if you are gonna use the translator for me I'll be grateful.
#eminem#slim shady#eminem fanfiction#bottom Eminem#omc/Eminem#its not much a big deal I guess#and since this is the very first time I've published a Eminem fanfic#I didnt go so wild and I'm not sure how I feel about it#anyway#still want other one to read it tho
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part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]
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and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!
if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd
go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3
#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#frenrey#carrots au#<- gotta remember to tag the other ones as well#yippie im so excited to finally start sharing these with people!!!#there will be at least 5 parts in total maybe more idk#i just wanted to illustrate this little snippet of the first fic#maybe i'll draw more of these if i get another vision#i am still trying to work on the animatic so that would probs include most of my visions anyway#i think im gonna post a wip sometime soon just in case i lose interest#also i crave validation and reading people's tags and comments makes me so so so happy!!!><#btw it kinda feels nice posting something like. after a while#cos it's been quite a bit since i finished this first.. part? page? thingy#and it's nice to finally stay out of the whole instant gratification thing#please do still go crazy in the tags tho? if u want?#mkay enough rambling for today i've got things to do#like be cozy n read fanfics n drink water n stuff yk?#all the important thingz#and who knows maybe i'll even make some progress on.. whatever it is that piques my interest today#bye for now!!! take care and have a very orange day <3#art tag or whatever
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You see, i keep thinking about fics sending characters back in time and how they just fix everything and they're sweet and i love them but also
There's things you just can't change, you know?
How would a 8 year old fucking stop a traffic accident on the other side of his city, not even the country they're in
How does a child prevent someone somehow from getting an illness that will kill them, both psycological and not
I'd love a story where yeah, they fix what could be fixed but stomp into walls that just couldn't be prevented, not having money for the doctor, personalities that just won't do as they wish, people forgetting or ignoring a kid's advice, someone that needed more than a few words to turn away from certain paths
And i don't mean it in a "Destiny finds a way" type of thing, they can do stuff, they really can, but somethings go far, far away from their capabilities
#me thinking about this p5r new+ game sorta fix i want to write#and also#about all the fix it fics for the#batfamily#so i'll tag it#it all ya know#persona 5 royal#i dont see it much with the other games?#persona 5#p5#p5r#you know mostly things with#akira kurusu#and#akechi goro#cuz#shuake#but still#been seen it a lot with#Tim Drake#for some reason?#id be more of a believer in#jason todd#but also if you sent him back it feels complex for him to want to#you know who would tho#dick grayson#and i cant recall the last time i read one of his that was nicely done#anyway#oh Right the man causing everything lol#bruce wayne
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Do you remember? Nope! (Patreon)
#Doodles#Mother 3#Duster#Lucky#Went and reread Lost and Found again <3 The first chapter anyhow it's my favourite#Planning to do a full reread after I actually Pick Mother 3 Back Up agh I've been away so long!#Other things doin' - other things reading and playing#I do want to tho! I'm on a Duster chapter if I remember correctly :D#Still so funny to me how Lost and Found was the impetus of my fic printing project haha#Haven't gotten to it yet that's also fallen off! I want to get into back-and-front printing but for that I need to do formatting#I wonder if there's a program for that actually :0 Seems like there should be! A way to have every first-and-fourth on the same side...#Doing it by hand is a good way to get misprints :P I already have one of my fic prints with a misprinted first/second page!#ANYway lol - Duster! Lucky! He! <3 <3#Got very inspired by the mental image of the ghost of Lucky's history haunting him <3#Those missing pieces! The core of him still there still sweet and gentle but those important elements that make him Duster#Following him overshadowing the happinesses he finds with doubt and anxiety#It's all so lovely <3#So fun to watch him stumble through into things he wants and feeling unsure if he Can#Of course he deserves it he's wonderful ♪
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#i saw someone talking about how they had copies of the same book in multiple languages and i was like.... why tho#like i get collecting multiple language editions of a favorite of yours#but this was presented as specifically for reading in other languages#idk am i the odd one out here?#i will not read anything translated Into Japanese#the way i look at it is that i learn languages to get a deeper understanding of the author's original intent#but as of right now theres still a little bit of a language barrier#translation is already a type of barrier between you and the original work#so why would i want to be twice removed from what the author is saying#languages#langblr#studyblr#language learning#benkyou posting#polls#memes#studyinspo#polyglot#the only reason i can see myself reading a book translated into japanese is if i really want to read it but japanese is the only#available language i know#but even then#i always have so many books to read that it really wouldnt make a difference if i either a. read it or not#or b. waited for it to be translated into english#i do know that im weird about translations though
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i’m not posting this for any other reason than to cry over ichiro’s voice as he teases kuukou lmao 😭😭😭
#this is vee speaking#read an ichikuu opinion that left a bad taste in my mouth actually lol#but it did like reopen the question for me why does it need to be family for kuukou lol#like the leaders’ traumas are being healed by their team set up eg ichiro’s abandonment issues came from his father leaving first#and so his brothers despite also leaving him have stuck by his side after trials and tribulations lol#samatoki and sasara watched their parents’ relationship crash and burn one was explicitly a betrayal of vows the other a gradual decline#and so samatoki’s team chooses his side despite their varying agendas and sasara’s helped him see you can still save your relationship#so like……….. why the importance on family for kuukoulol#it’s found family too like even tho it’s now been coloured with the we’re like brothers or whatever#it still ‘all you need are a few friends you can call family’ as kuukou had put it#which also makes me wonder why ichiro and kuukou have to be aibou lol#it’s been a very long time since i listened to the sasasama track lol but i could have sworn they were also aikata???#and kp were each other’s nirvana???? which is crazy of jakurai and ramuda btw LOL#like i don’t think either bond between leader and leader or leader and team are any less important than the other#but like even with rmjk nirvana thing they’re still finding respite with their team so it lines up with their bonds both new and old#and the same can be said for samatoki and sasara!!!! sasara obvs with aikata and tho they wouldn’t put that name to it mtc are aikata too#so why aibou for nb if it has to be family for ichiro and kuukou lol????#why aibou???? why family????? I WANT ANSWERS!!!!!!!!!
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just read the new mutants issue where Charles chose to stay behind in space and my god the juxtaposition between Charles trusting Erik and Erik joining the hellfire club and wondering at his own trust worthiness. I wonder how much of Charles decision was him ultimately trying to avoid the fact that his first class had seemingly betrayed mutant kind and not be willing to face them and how much of it was Dani and Illyana's reaction to him having Karma mind control Illyana. the fact that Illyana was depending on him to ease her mind through limbo and in choosing to stay he forced karma to do it instead, probably fucking up their relationship in the process.
I love him, this is crazy, how much of this is him trying to runaway and how much is this him not trusting himself to fix things and how much is it just him trusting Erik?
i keep trying to put into words my exact thoughts about the sitch but there really is a lot for one issue aintit... oh charles you and your brain...
#snap chats#thats why we have tag rambles AHAHA#ok so to tackle things one at a time charles ultimately deciding to stay in space despite his expressed want to return to earth#obviously it was when lilandra pointed out if her sister took charge of the shi'ar then the universe- earth included- would be in peril#charles notes his position as a losing one: whichever choice he makes he loses#he goes to earth then the universe could be at stake/he stays in space he loses his kids#of course charles COULD just put his faith in the starjammers but is that a risk he wants to take ? evidently not#charles' reoccurring flaw is he's willing to sacrifice personal relationships for the greater perceived good#even lilandra acknowledges this- that charles' homesickness for earth was an inevitability just as she is indebted to protecting the stars#so now his ruptured relationship with illyana and co- esp right after comforting a split illyana last issue#we've seen charles act more coldly/rashly when he's about to lose people (i think of his first death with the og5 mostly)#i mean it's a key part to charles' chara that he doesn't favor mind controlling others and im sure he has the same regard for his students#he's aware of the damage it can do and in this instance- for one reason or another- he orders it to be done regardless#im sure he does this as a form of defense: if his kids are upset with him they won't feel too bad about losing him and it'll be less painfu#obviously we still see sam wish charles farewell and wish for him to come back soon but yk.. worthy attempt..#and it's not as if charles wants them to hate him ENTIRELY.. he's still touched by sam's goodbye no.... fickle man he is..#i dont think charles is totally afraid to confront the og5- its what made him want to return to earth with the nms initially#tho again.. could his decision to stay in the stars be influenced by that? that maybe he ISNT prepared to confront them like he thought?#who's to say... not me i dont got that psych degree yet..#erik being charles' trusted confidant definitely made his decision easier on top of that: i mean is he needed if he has a substitute#i think charles DOES wholly trust erik: charles really doesnt approach his x-men half heartedly. from his pov ofc#if he didn't genuinely believe in erik's potential he wouldn't have picked him; hes a comforting thought when charles decides to depart#'although i'm gone erik understands me and my goals enough to continue my work as good as i would have so i have nothing to worry about'#which. yk. makes the whole White King thing kinda awkward VJAELVJEAKL charles you fool#i have no idea how this saga ends though... tbh im only on ish 45 of NM i just read 50 and 51 to get context for this ask#so i can only wait and see how this saga turns out... once i finish reading house of m/secret invasion stuff jvLKEJKA#idk im tired and rambling dont pay attention to me.. ramblin bout charles' brain is a good day for me regardless if i make sense jVLAJ
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OH ALSO ALSO ALSO.
so i saw the barnes and noble special edition of the grandest game and i was sooo tempted to buy it because i was like omg its so pretty also i need the special content but i didnt wanna buy a whole copy of the same book for the few extra scenes at the end
so
i may or may not have just taken pictures of the pages
#i'll post them later if u guys want#im sure other ppl have already tho#I STILL NEED TO READ THEM THO#it felt illegal but like no one was stopping me so...?#eunoia annoys '♡'#the grandest game
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this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff 👑👑
#yes this is a nel/vas drawing get off me😂#text#i wanted everyone to see it but also since i draw on paper in total silence i think a lot about everything so i wanted to voice some -#- thoughts too's. tbh i've been veeery self indulgent lately#actually i'm happy that n*lv*s is getting actual hits out of me that i like looking at#especially on-paper stuff that i can recall being fun for me to draw. all traditional art is fun to draw#and digital has turned into an actual task for me (only sometimes tho maybe i;m lying.. mspaint we're still bffs)#i think i just don't see the joy in trying to scrap up a ''' finished ''' piece in an art program .. pencil i love you and i love the -#- feeling of it scratching along the paper....sigh............ Rabu#i don't want my blog or thoughts to turn into traditional art suck-off ventures bc ik not everyone can get into it for many possible -#- reasons but if u feel like it U can ok? do it for Pencil✏️ and for me? for silusvesuius? 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚#but Lord i hope i don't also come off as one of those people that r like 'to improve in art just draw that one fictional character u -#- rly like 😂😂' bruh gtfo my face with that.#i'm noticing 'improvement' in my stuff mainly...i think... because i'm always striving to impress#not so much other people that are here just for my art but more so myself#i have a very huge ego (Mind Battle)#also it makes me sad to think about how big egos or genuine (not obnoxious) flauntiness are looked down on#and i can tell bc i used to look down on people that would express the things i'm expressing now#especially in art focused spaces. now i'd rather be in a circle of artists that love to J*rk off their own brain for it's ideas -#-and talent than be w/ very self-conscious artists that are never expressing pride about any of their work#worse if it's to the point where they actively start to fish for compliments bc of it#fishing for compliments is always OK i just wish it didn't stem from insecurity in that context if that makes sense#but maybe that's very easy for me to say and admit bc i did develop a very big ego around my art and ... Creativity? like it's a sims skill#not that i still don't seek out 'attention' or compliments from others to soothe myself but hmmmmmm i hope u feel me.#it just turns me into a very competitive person#who am i competing with? Myself#i'm always in 'you can do better Because you're YOU' mode#which is much better i believe than comparing yourself 2 other artists#i don't think a lot of people read my tag ramblings but if u do i wonder how one feels about a very pompous artist#like me .......(?)
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Guaranteed way to get me to enter a new fandom/check out a new series:
read a really good crossover fic
#fanfiction#batman#batfam#dick grayson#just read an amazing percy jackson/batman fic (making waves) and it made me fall in love with dick grayson#i've already read a few other crossovers with batman and my fave characters from other fandoms#(a couple obito in gotham. a few hp/jason todd (a very fun harry/alfred) etc)#but fuck making waves was just...something else. i enjoyed jason and other characters in the other fics i read#but i legit need some dick grayson-centric fics now bc i lobe him and i want mORE#idk how to get into batfam stuff tho. not particularly interested in reading comics atm tbh but i need to better understand these character#especially dick so i can read the aforementioned dick-centric fics#and tim i guess bc i still don't have a solid grasp on his character. i get damian jason dick cass bruce and alfred for the most part#but i still don't get tim that much. he's computer tech guy who has a boyfriend and jason tried to kill ig idk beyond him being red robin#anyway i've gotten into so many series in my life simply bc i read a good af crossover and ig batman may be my newest?#it was supposed to be jjk (mdnsy is amazing) but i haven't gotten around to more jjk crossovers (besides the curse!obito ones)#and i didn't fall in love with satoru like i did dick in making waves#so im doing that first lol
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Hi I love your art but also your blog theme is super cute
yay thank you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love customization i love customising things :) also idk if u meant like My Actual Desktop Blog Theme or like theeeee. idk what to call it. the mobile version/open in dashboard thing. since i sometimes see people call that a theme even tho its a Different Thing but as evidenced by me 1 second ago theres not a simple specific name for it dsfkskfjsf
BUT ANYWAY POINT IS if u did mean my desktop theme the thank you points are doubled shoutout to custom themes i love you custom themes (but ofc the "thank you" still stands if u did mean the other thing ^u^)
#hello person reading this. open my blog on desktop and play with the sparkly cursor trail. if u want to#desktop theme customization isnt as big as it used 2 be bc lotta ppl just use mobile but its still one of my favourite things abt tumblr. .#other websites r like u can change ur icon and ur header ONLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#but ur tumblr desktop theme can be Literally Anything (within the realm of html coding)#i think having that alternative dashboard view thing is good tho bc back in the day there were Many A Theme with Abysmal Visibility#a literal 1 pixel cursor is not good brother. it is not good at all.#ALSO I GOT DISTRACTED BY HOW MUCH I LOVE CUSTOMIZATION BUT THANK U 4 THE COMPLIMENT ON MY ART ALSO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#scoob answers#Anonymous
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Not to sound like I’m fishing for notifications, but does anybody know what the actual best time to post something is? I’ve got something I really want for people to see. Complete fic, start to finish one-shot AU of the first season of The Mandalorian if it happened just a bit… differently 👀
#twists! turns! foreshadowing! reveals!#This is one of my favorite AUs and I want for people to enjoy it!#Tell me if you figure out the twist before it happens!#Tell me if you saw that OTHER twist coming!#the mandalorian#I promise it’s good >:)#Which Surprise Contenders Have Entered the Arena? 👀#What Do These Implications Mean In the Long Term?#How Can Boba Fett Still Make a Comeback Depite It All?#Key Changes to ‘‘THE PRISONER’’ — Clancy Brown Tells All!#okay that last one’s a lie#You’ll still have to read it and find out what he WOULD be talking about if he were tho :)#I also want to queue up some accompanying flavor posts to get people in the zone#And want to figure out how to space them#There’s also definitely room to explore what comes after this ‘‘season’’#Trust me it doesn’t end here
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Tonight’s anecdote from the knitting circle:
When one of the ladies, Ruth, was a girl, mid-Michigan had a really bad tornado season. One day a raven turned up on her family's back porch and, as a joke, her mother opened the door and said, “Well, Jimmy, are you coming in or what?”
And the raven came inside.
He proceeded to make himself at home. He had a favorite perch on one of the armchairs and would clean his claws on the fabric. They fed him outside in an old enclosed dog kennel. He was evidently well-mannered and didn't disrupt the household at all. He simply strutted around like he owned the place and that was that.
Near as they could guess, the storms had disoriented him and he'd made himself welcome at the first friendly house he found.
But word eventually got around about the family who'd been adopted by a raven. A few months later, while Ruth and Jimmy were chilling outside, a car pulled up in front of the house. A man opened the door and called, "Hey, Pete! Come on, let's go home!"
Jimmy (or Pete) hopped on into the car and it drove away.
#this knitting group has been the highlight of my year I tell you#the STORIES#it was a small group tonight with one new lady who must be in her 90’s tho she doesn’t look or sound it#she was married twice#her first husband left her after about 20 years because he wanted a younger woman#she met her second husband at a ‘parents without partners’ meeting and they got married in Hawaii#they’ve been married at least 50 years#she was telling us stories about helping her mother with knitting during WWII#Ruth was late and somewhat breathlessly greeted Jane#then as soon as she caught Jane's name she cried 'Dick and Jane! Cripe I learned to read with Dick and Jane!#do kids still read those in school?'#Ruth opens about half of her stories with ‘well cripe!’#she’s an amazing storyteller and she’s had one of those quietly exciting lives where everything is an Event#the only other one there tonight was the 20-something girl who's majoring in psychology#I know this will sound uncharitable but I'm not sure it's the right field for her...#mine#hmmm maybe I need a knitting group tag#(also with how much I refer to it exclusively as the knitting group I really need to learn knitting)#(Ruth liked my sweater! I'll have to remember to bring it when it's finished)
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I want to befriend Kaneki and meet with him and email him forever
#we should do everything together everything should be parallel play#and then when we go our separate ways at the end of the day I want to still email him things#like pictures of succulents and a glimpse under the amazon river#I want to email him pbs eons videos#I can show him coffee shop vlogs and ask “is this u”#in person I’d mostly let him do the talking and decide what to do#take me down the most intimidating alley on a whim after you said we were just buying lunch pls#I want to eat lunch with him so bad 😭😭😭🙏#it’d be kind of awkward though bc he wouldn’t be eating anything he’d just be sipping his coffee#being with Kaneki is the ultimate dream I wanna see his morning irritation I want to be pleasantly startled by him with his quiet footsteps#& get to ask him about what he’s reading#or how his training is going#or whatever he’s doing#I would ask him how he’d rate vacuuming out of 10 and if he gives it below a 5 will vacuum his house#I feel like he’d lie though and say he likes doing every kind of work just to stop others from doing it#unless he wasn’t in a state where he’s able to actively think about others like that#he should stop doing things and jsut relax imagine taking him on a nice tour trip up mount Fuji that would b nice#stay in a cabin make a snowman clap for him when he skis#he was so good at skiing in the TG calendar?!?? who taught him to ski#did he read “idiots guide to skiing” a day before and absorb all the knowledge like a sponge#he’s so smart. I wish I was smart. or at least smart in an applicable way#I want to try harder but I kind of can’t#or I get sort of frozen by something and can’t find a way forward unless I scurry around it (no one wants u to do this)#I love Kaneki he’s both literally and kind of metaphorically half human and I am too so if we combine we’ll have the power of one full human#we can be human if we stand close enough together#idk he might not want to stand next to me tho he has better options#kaneki time
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since i’d fallen off reading comics that weren’t bl or korean shoujo lmao, i decided to try some shounen recs from the tl and bro tell me why my very first pick happens to have an mc whose last name is harai, has red hair, a fuckton of piercings and is absurdly powerful WHAT IS THIS 😭😭😭

#this is vee speaking#I WASNT EVEN LOOKING FOR A NEW PIECE OF MEDIA TO SHARE BRAINROT WITH BUT KUUKOU SAID I CAN NEVER ESCAPE HIM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#me: it’s been a minute since i read some shounen let’s check out some new gen stuff—#kuukou: have my cousin instead 😈#if i had to like say tho he’d be a decent love child between jyushi and kuukou actually lol#like he’s powerful but very cowardly and was saved by an older mentor figure whom he wants to repay#and utilises both sun and moon powers lol#it’s a chill read so far lol like you can tell whose works the mangaka was inspired by#and i love artists who so love their media they immortalise them in their own works lol#i definitely need to get back into the swing of things tho lol like yeah tastes change#and these korean stories have been BLOWING my mind lol so i think my standards are also shifting#but i’ve been seeing cope on the tl that this manga can be one of the new gen powerhouse series since we did end an era recently#and it’s not quite hitting yet 🤔 like it’s a lot of fun and kiyoshi and his crew are incredibly charming#but it hasn’t CLICKED like it has for other comics i read casually idk 🤔🤔🤔#i am still pretty invested tho it’s a very fun read so far lol
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I don't know what came over me
it's been a minute huh
#I haven't opened OM in like- 2 years? lmao#still love the characters but I've stopped somewhere around lesson 40 that I chose as canon end after which it's just headcanons;#I still played some events and wanted to catch up with like 150 unread chats I have;#but back then events were still coming out a bit too often for me and then new characters started showing up;#and there is no way to read chats in chronological order and yet again - there are ones with new characters (who I have nothing against)#so I felt very out of the loop; it feels so weird every time I slowly slip out of a fandom;#like it's not the first time but I don't think I've had this many thoughts about other ones (tho maybe I did)#well I guess OM characters still hold the honorary role of sometimes being used in the mental dollhouse I play around with in my free time#anyway thank you for coming to my Ted talk and my apologies to everyone who followed me for OM stuff#I'm not saying that it'll never happen on this blog again - but it definitely won't be anything big I think#obey me fanart#obey me mammon#yet another example of me liking the idea until about it's 75% done when I finally feel like it's very cringe#but at that point I'm in too deep#do not perceive me#especially since I've messed up glasses' shadow and noticed way too late
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