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HOW AND WHY AND WHEN DID THE BYLER REALISATION HIT ME - RANT
okay this is long so skip to S4 section for the more interesting stuff/when i found out about byler!
hii okay my first post on this blog! im still pretty new to tumblr but learned that u can have multiple blogs and my mind is blown. i also have an art blog i post on once a millenia @milkymetari !
Ive been a stranger things fan since 2019 when i was 13!
So i started watching stranger things in 2019 after season 3 had came out and the series peaked my interest, ive always been a fan of scifi stuff and oh boy stranger things is so cool and (mostly) well written!
When i say i LOVED mileven im not kidding, I WAS OBSESSED. On the outside theyre a picture perfect cute teenage couple, and my idealisation of that (and cmon guys eleven is like the coolest character ever) and els badassness and powers, i loved mileven.
I mean as a concept their relationship is really cute if we read it as that but yeah i do NOT ship them anymore like that 😭
Yeah i remember myself sometimes wondering about the weird things in their relationship (the way they dont share almost any interests, only kiss and mikes weird actions) but i think due to heteronormativity (toxic ships are wayy too normalized also in lgbt media) and how poorly usually female characters (but in this case mike lmao) and their relationships are written in media so i guess i had just grown to try not to care, and yeah i was just 13.
So honestly i didnt see/know byler back then AT ALL! I grew up as a semi homophobic kid because thats what i was taught, but around the time i started watching ST i grew as a person a lot and i realised maybe my ass isnt as straight as i thought ☠️ Honestly wish i did know about byler since i think seeing mikes struggles (and wills) wouldve helped me a lot! 💔
I didnt think too deeply about any media i consumed at that age, and i was already used to just not care about bad writing so i thought flaws in mileven were normal writing mistakes etc. Or how the byler fight was clearly more intense than the mileven break up 😭😭
But again i did not catch onto it.
ST 4 in 2022!!
So the year is 2022 and i excitesly watch season 4 part 1. I usually try to avoid spoilers etc on the internet so i kept myself away from st tiktok and other platforms. After i finished it i saw like a shit ton of edits of all the characters and speculation about the last 2 eps.. THEN somewhere around that time it happened, i stumbled upon byler.
okay first, i need to talk about mileven a bit, the first few episodes it was sweet, but it was obvious el was lying and unhappy, i was hoping that mike would grow and learn to be a better boyfriend and theyd end up back together.
so about byler, first i thought it was like any other ship as usual and i wasnt as blind to homoerotic chemistry anymore so it wasnt anything new or surpricing.
well, what was surpricing was HOW FUCKING BLIND I HAD BEEN TO HOW MIKE AND WILL ACTED
i mean i was confused while watching part 1 for the first time but closeness between the two was nothing unusual, and mike lashing out on will had already happened in s3 too, but yeah i was so flabbergasted and embarrased how i hadnt noticed 😭 like girl, the lip staring, yearning gazes and awkward conversations
down the rabbit hole i went and hehe😈 i got my bestie into it too and she was like omg ur so right we both agree they are endgame bbecause like theres so much evidence its not a coincidence.
ill probably make a separate post on some of the genious thoughts we had about mileven and byler in 2022 lol
i hope someone read this all, thank you <3
#byler#byler awakening#stranger things#anti mileven#random rants#idc if no1 sees thus#2022 was the best summer of my life ive ever have i fear
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#comics#queer comics#yuri#wlw#sfw furry#my art#my comics#learning to draw#i was gonna draw new ship art for the last panel but i got tired#so i just used the last ship art i posted#bocchi the rock!#polykessoku#transgender#lesbian#ship art#my favourite ship#self care#bunny girl#sona art
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The self-awareness on this guy 😞 someone pls send him an "are you bi?" quiz STAT
#dead plate#rody lamoree#rody x vincent#vincent charbonneau#rodince#rodincent#my art#i saw someone tag one of my drawings with a version of their ship name using their last names and it was nice but i forgot what it was#aksjdhf#also NOO i forgot Rody's lil moles 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#thankfully at least tumblr allows edits#anyways#rody looks so wonky to me but I just wanted to stop fidgeting with it and post it since i wasnt getting anywhere anyways aksjdfh#also little story time lol#when i was in 10th grade there was this girl in my chemisty class that i was kinda frienemies with#we just always got into arguments with each other but the vibe ultimately stayed light and friendly between us#kinda like a <<fuck you but anyways what did you get for no. 5>> kind of situation#one day she slammed one of her hands against the door right next to my head 😳😳#i think she was trying to intimidate me but instead it just gave me a core memory LMAOOO#thankfully by then i already knew i wasnt straight lol but it definitely unlocked something in me hahahah
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Gordon/Barney/Alyx is really really funny to me conceptually bc it's like, two hot geniuses in their 20s who look at the 40-something smartass who hangs around and go 'yeah that guy. we both want him carnally'
#and they're SO right#half life#half life 2#gordon freeman#alyx vance#barney calhoun#freemance#valhoun#freehounce#idk what the hell their poly ship name is sorry lol#(me. posting about a ship with an age gap on the 'can't be normal about age gap ships' website:#SURE HOPE THERE ISN'T ANY AGE GAP DISCOURSE IN HERE)#this was the first time I've drawn any of these characters in LITERAL YEARS and. wow........#feels so crazy that this was the fandom that got me to join tumblr in the first place (in 2011!!!!) and I used to draw them ALL THE TIME#interests change I guess#but I think I'll always come back to hl and portal occasionally. they're too much a part of my dna at this point LOL#my art#description in alt text#oh my god I just went back through my half life tag and the last time I drew these three was when I drew that freehounce meme LMAOOO#how serendipitious
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The future never forgets the events that shaped it The past awaits for better times to come
#something something parallels idk#I just think the way 17yo pearl is always talking about wanting things to change and to grow up because capcom doesnt know what to do w/ he#(besides ´´haha teenager likes shopping´ jokes)#combined by the fact Athena kinda has nothing going post DD because the writers wanted to make it the apollo and phoenix game#could serve as an accidental setting for a young adult discovery+healing from trauma plotline/theme#combined with the ever familiar parallel of being an oversheltered and somewhat pampered kids who lost everything they ever knew#due to a traumatic event and were then forced to an abrupt change from having no freedom to having no idea of anything#but the only thing unchanged is having no autonomy in the situation itself#could serve for something real cool yknow?#(that last bit is ever familiar to us pearlthena fans)#(yes this is ship art (im aroace all my shipart is characters just hanging out or being in agony together))#(no there is no middle ground(i have so much ship art ideas that are just character chatting(and then not ship art that is the same(idk))))#ace attorney#pearl fey#athena cykes#pearlthena#my art#artists on tumblr#illistration#dual destinies spoilers#aa5 spoilers#aa2 spoilers#long as fuck tags boi#BTW pls ignore the hair strand that comes out of nowhere I literally didn't realized I had read the sketch incorrectly until#a day later of posting#And it's eating me alive but I am soooooo lazy. And like I really didn't wanted to render it again. And I still don't so RIP that
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diversity win your spam emails are queer
#deltarune#spamton#swatch#art#doodles#pansexual#lgbt#bigshot spamton#stupid joke ive had sitting in my head for months whjbfghbjdfg. artist brain override gay brain (me too). good for him though!!#me refilling my printer ink tanks: omg my printer is pan... soooo coool....#and dont forget that he owned the mettaton dress of transgenderism either. arguably this has the trans flag colors too#wait theres a car joke here also. TransAm? more like TransPan. haha nice#+ his glasses fit the theme so Bonus Spam + i changed my 90s swat a little again#they're just gonna be different every time i draw them. for funsies. and thats fine. i havent even posted 90s queen yet SMFH !!!!!#there's something to be said about metaphors in their 90s fashion choices. something something more colorful design back then#something something not hiding their eyes yet something something Learned A Lesson....#you could read that a certain way. or perhaps not#obligatory 'my swatch uses they them' tag#obligatory 'fine to tag as ship if you want idc' tag#obligatory 'oh god i swear im trying so hard to draw and post more' tag#i saw a tag on a post from like 2019 that said 'man i only posted 9 times last month!' and im like. god. i wish i could post 9 times a#month Now???? honey you had a big storm comin#i just keep starting things i dont have the energy to finish. except for a silly gay color profile joke apparently#im sure the Smoke Smell goes reeeal good with the Dumpster Smell btw.
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POOR GABRIEL MONTEZ! YOU NEVER SAW THIS COMING DID YOU? ALL YOU WANTED WAS POWER. SECURITY. SAFETY. & THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU GOT! JUST IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR BODY. LETS JUST HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS JUST HOPE YOU WONT HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#cw gore#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi suckening#jrwi gabriel#jrwi gabriel montez#LOOK FAMILIAR?hahahahahDONT WORRY#IM REUPLOADING THIS HERE BC i fixed up the drawing a lil. and also i wanted to add main tags#U WONT SEE ANY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THISSUN N THE POST ON MY SIDEBLOG.i changed the image there too.HA!!!!!!!#ANYWAY.i rambled plenty about pain and gabe on my sideblog.SO LETS TALK ABT THE ART SHALL WE.ihad i very hard time getting the colors down#would u believe i nearly left this uncolored??FUCKED UP!! it was only a sketchhow did it end up like this. it was only a sketch...#BUT IM RLY GLAD I WENT W COLORING IT.this time i actually used the airbrush n pencil tools BUT i also have a handy dandy brush i made#its just the mspaint air brush tool. fucking LOVE THAT THING. but now its in fire alpaca and it can be slightly transparent.IT LOOKS SOGOOD#perfect for splatters and grime.i love you mspaint i love youuu.im also so happy w the blood here.i think i reached a shift last year#back when i made that genloss fanart something abt the way i draw blood finally CLICKED and im like OH. the inside must always be darker.#like i KNEW that already but it was like my hand itself finally had it click.i wonder what i will learn next?I LIKE THE ORGANS HERE TOO#not as veiny or thready as i usually draw em. but i think thats fine. not as WET as id like em to be but thats also fine.#i got the point across. the point ofc being WOW THIS IS GRUESOME AND PAINFUL AND TERRIBLE#I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION.i love pain and thinking abt pain. you lose yourself to it after enough time passes of just being in an ocean o agony#at one point its just too tiresome to scream or writhe. theres a point when the body accepts it.sometimes.atleast.#OHHH GABRIEL AS A CHARACTER DELIGHTS ME SO MUCH.he is a dog to me.a thing to serve others.I WISH I KNEW MORE#WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT BOY?? SURE POWER AND SECURITY AND SAFETY ARE NICE.BUT DID YOU HAVE DREAMS? WANTS? PASSIONS?#WHAT WAS THE STORY BEHIND THAT TIGER TATTOO ON YOUR ARM?WHAT DO THE DOGTAGS SAY BOY?I WISH I COULD HAVE TEA W U#OHHH TO SIT DOWN WITH A CHARACTER AND JUST SPEAK TO THEM. AND YET. AND YET IN THE END ITS ALL TRAGEDY AND COMEDY#TRAGEDY AND COMEDY THAT IS SO SO PAINFULLY UNBALANCED. SIGH.#WHATEVER CMERE BOY YOURE BECOMING AN OC OF MINE NOW UR GONNA BE IN SPACE AND UR NAME IS GONNA BE VINEGAR#UR STILL GONNA BE SHIP OF THESEUSED THOUGH. OOOHHH GABRIEEELLL GABRIEL MONTEEEZZZ#HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE BUILT INTO YOU.HOW MANY DID YOU LOVE AND CHERISH.HOW MANY TATTOOS DO U RECOGNIZE ON UR NEW ARMS#WHAT WAS IT LIKE? ON THE NIGHT U WERE SIRED?WERE YOU EXCITED? DID YOU SEE YOUR BOSS' FACE?WHAT WAS THIS PROMOTION LIKE?
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you’re eyes without a face
and now it’s getting worse
#can’t decide if i like how this turned out or not 🥲#pokemon#perfectworldshipping#professor sycamore#augustine sycamore#lysandre pokemon#pokemon xy#mine#my art#pkmn#to this day i still do not understand how the fuck billy idol is still alive#anyway. have this mess of a drawing lmao. i have accepted drawing in red is just what i do#i need to break it up and do something new eventually though. itll all start look the same#anyway (x2) i grew up listening to billy idol and so his songs are stuck in my psyche forever and therefore it seeps into my ships#this looks like the last drawing i posted what with the pose and colors rip#i might end up recoloring this eventually#im sure this concept has been done before (lys being blurred out bc he isnt who he used to be/is lying) but its just SO interesting
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hi guys im still alive lol. havent been drawing too too much lately (depressions a bitch xd) but i do have a few things yay yippee!!!! i ended up doing a style study of sorts a few months ago (i dated em so yk when theyre from) and ive been trying to make this my new style bc i really like it (with some hiccups but hey. arts hard lol) so heres some pyrrlinas :-] (yes ik its a redraw (and u may have to zoom a little bc the croppings kinda. yeah.))
#913's art#ok to rb#♡ pyrrha alexandra#digital art#clip studio paint#self ship art#self insert#self insert community#wlw self ship#pyrrha alexandra#soulcalibur v#scv#//help i cant believe the last time i posted any pyrrlinas was in fucking april why has it been 4 months already STOP PASSING SO FAST TIME#//i need to fix my lack of drawing but. yk. what i mentioned above plus my usual pc imploded on itself and we've been stuck using an older#//that kinda sucks lmao.#//but mainly what i mentioned b4 is my issue. not really the pcs fault xd#//i have been trying though!! its just. really difficult @_@#//i did draw something yesterday though and i'll post that in a little bit!!!#//its very sketchy but i just HAD to color it you guys'll see when i do post it i prommy <3#//siiiiiiiiigh i love pyrrha u guys i love her so much u have no idea#//OH YEAH ALSO THE FACT IT'LL HAVE BEEN 12 YEARS SHIPPING WITH HER IN A FEW MONTHS??????????? WACK.
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#this isn't a ship post i just didn't have the energy to draw the whole cast yesterday#but i will eventually#these were gonna be more true to life but i couldn't find my markers#so for these i used#highlighter pen and whiteout for mistakes#sketches#the bear#sydney adamu#marcus the bear#please god give him a last name next season#illustration#fanart#sketchbook#lime made art
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I didn't log in on Tumblr for a week bc was busy in UNI hell and the second I came back, I heard about the data sold to AI mess and what the fuck am I supposed to do or to say lol...
Anyway, I must add that I'm not going, like, anywhere else. Am I tired of this situation? YES, trust me. I've already experienced art being stolen to be handed over to AI programs (I'm talking about you, DeviantArt) but I'm exhausted from moving from one social to another. The most fucked up thing is that even with a deactivated account, your stuff can be used to training Midjourney and shit, so… like, there's not a lot to do.
The thing that makes me mad is the way Tumblr handled this. By the way they wrote the announcement, it does feel like it has already happened, and the update was just a notice.
#wren text tag#last time a thing like this happened I stopped drawing and posting for 3 years bc I had a mental breakdown lol#mostly bc before I used to draw only my ocs and it didn't feel good knowing they where being put into a meat grinder of an AI art generator#esp if you are like me -> person who spends months working on a character between design and backstory#now I use this blog only for fanart so I don't care a lot lol they are not even my characters#maybe I'll draw so much shipping art that the AI will automatically think it's a canon event lol#also I'm really REALLY rethinking my life decision of study art for a living lol#being an artist in 2020s be like#*NFT* *AI* * your drawing stolen* *your drawing reposted without credits* *erasing watermarks* *stolen artworks used to train AI*#OH YES and the “sorry we don't need an illustrator for this project (shows a poster made with AI)”#GIRLLLLL WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO#I JUST WANT TO DRAW FOR FUCK'S SAKE#forever thinking about those 600+ drawings I had to delete on DA#“I'm an artist” and when I say it this is how I feel 🤡🤡🤡
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i don’t post art often, especially not on tumblr, but i REALLY wanted to participate in cuddlesworks 3 year anniversary dtiys !!
@cuddlesworks your art is a big inspiration to me and im so so glad i managed to actually participate in this dtiys :3
#teeth talks#3yearcuddles#i rlly hope tumblr doesn’t kill the quality of this to bad :(#i rlly don’t post art much and my last art tag sucked#teethkidd art#third art tag i’ve used now i think#self ship#self shipping#self shipper#i was gonna include doodles of me and a f/o but i’m in one of those eras where i’ve got like 3 fandoms and each has 4 f/os#and i didn’t wanna pick one nor did i want to draw. all of them lmao#so just. the silly couple
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BOY OH BOY DID THIS TAKE ME FUCKING FOREVER!!
I didn’t bother doing anything other than flat colour because that would take way too long, so enjoy because I’m never shipping characters ever again after this (jk)
REBLOG JUST YOUR FAVORITE SHIPS
POMNI X CAINE
RAGTHA X POMNI
GANGLE X JAX
JAX X POMNI
I’m only going to tag the AU creators in this post, and have separate posts for each ship, but will still link each au to their blogs in the separate posts
READ BELOW FOR THE AUS
To kick us off we have SHOWTIME~~!
MOUTHS AU belongs to me!
OFFICE AU belongs to @pikavani
SLASHER AU belongs to @justwantswafflefries
CARNIVAL AU belongs to @sm-baby
Second, we have RAGAPOM (NEWSTUFF, BUTTONBLOSSOM, ETC)
CARNIVAL AU belongs to @sm-baby
WONDERLAND AU belongs to @endomentendo
INFLUENCE AU belongs to @ask-the-rag-dolly
FREAKSHOW AU belongs to @kookydoodleky
Third, we have some RIBBUN~!
CARNIVAL AU belongs to @sm-baby
FREAKSHOW AU belongs to @hootbon
WONDERLAND AU belongs to @endomentendo
PUPPETEER AU belongs to @rorydrawsandwrites
Last but certainly not least, we have FUNNYBUNNY!
CASINO AU belongs to @cna-enterprise
CARNIVAL AU belongs to @sm-baby
FREAKSHOW AU belongs to @hootbon
FIGHT CLUB AU belongs to @burrotello
no more art anymore this was too much
jk, this took me a whole week though, I'm surprised I stuck to it. I was very invested in this, and I actually had fun doing it ;u; my hand is hurting lol
#tadc#tadc pomni#the amazing digital circus pomni#pomni the amazing digital circus#myart#tadc fanart#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#digital circus#pomni fanart#jax x pomni#tadc ragatha#the amazing digital circus ragatha#ragapom#ragatha fanart#the amazing digital circus jax#tadc gangle#gangle#jax x gangle#gangle x jax#ragatha x pomni#pomni x ragatha#pomni x jax#caine x pomni#pomni x caine#tadc showtime#showtime shipping#caine tadc#pomni#ragatha
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can i be honest for a second. i'm intrigued by the current state of the colgate fandom.
#yesterday i was briefly scrolling the “top posts” of the colgate tag#bc i was looking to see what the broad fandom interpretation of these characters is#and. oh my god. it's 99% clamp art.#i have never seen a fandom latch itself so firmly onto a pairing with next to no canon basis in my life#even y'all spn goobers have a real love confession#and tho bbr*e is one of the top tt pairings a brief scroll thru the tt tag shows no one talking about any shipping at all to speak of#i want to put all of you in a terrarium and study you like bugs. real.#for the record i love ships that are a fandom's collective delusion like that's great for us#i just think it's interesting that that's the show's only lasting impact#rachel rants#colgate
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it’s that time again! starting January 1st 2025 i will be hosting the badsansuary self-ship event again ^^
notes:
it’s not exclusively self-ship! you can use an oc, /reader, etc ^^
you can do art, writing, or any other medium! whatever suits you!
use the tag #badsansuary so i can reblog your lovely creations <3
the individual weeks are a suggestion; you can use the entire list for one skeleton, include cross/error/other ‘bad’ sanses, mix and match prompts, include them all, etc
the last three days are free spaces; you can either do a skeleton of your choice or all of them
you don’t have to do every day! you can do one prompt, one per week, do them late, etc. this is just for fun and to be creative ^^
feel free to use canon, fanon, or your own interpretations of the bad sanses!
if you have any questions feel free to reply to this post or send me an ask (ദ്ദി ๑>•̀๑)
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Welcome to Raptor’s Femslash February Bingo 2025! Round 2: Electric Boogaloo
This year with four different prompt bingo cards—light prompts, dark prompts, spicy prompts, a combined one with all prompts—to celebrate Femslash February 2025. All fandoms, content and warnings welcome! Enjoy! ❤️
Rules and prompts in text form under the Read More!
Rules:
When: all of February
What: focus of your work should be a wlw / femslash / f/f ship, i.e. a ship with two or more female presenting characters, gender bending welcome
How: it’s totally chill, just do a single prompt or aim for bingo(s), whatever you want! You can get your bingos with one fic, with multiple fics, whatever you like. Choose one of the bingo cards and mark what prompts you're using. Interpret the prompts however you'd like.
Any fandoms, any characters, any ships, any content though please tag appropriately, any type of fanwork—fics (no minimum or maximum wordcount!), art, poetry, moodboards... go wild!
Tag #femslash feb bingo when posting it here on Tumblr and mention this blog so we see your posts and can reblog
AI-generated works are NOT allowed
Crossposting with other events allowed
Most of all: have fun!
Prompts in text form
Light prompts: Wilderness Accidental baby acquisition “Tell me again.” Meet ugly Body swap First kiss Mirror History Once in a lifetime “Who else but you?” Wrong number Opposites Token Curse Festival “I’ve been waiting a long time.”
Dark prompts:
“You could have died.” Last kiss Chains Before the fall Attic wife By a thousand cuts “Do you regret it?” Demon Fatal flaw Spite Poisoned Bad neighbors Hunting “And you thought I loved you.” Forbidden Mind control
Spicy prompts:
Begging Rope bondage Shower sex “Does that feel good?” Sex pollen Marking Blindfold Size Difference Breathplay “Stop distracting me.” Power Exchange Dirty Talk “Behave.” Orgasm Denial Praise kink Suspension
#femslash feb bingo#femslash february bingo 2025#femslash february 2025#femslash#f/f#yuri#wlw#writing event#fandom event#event#prompts#writing prompt#there's an AO3 collection again but not open yet#check out all the 2024 works I reblogged they're all amazing!#enjoy!!!#as always feel free to ask me if you have any questions!
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