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lycandrophile · 1 year ago

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I’ve been struggling for a long time (almost 5 years now) over whether or not I’m trans. At this point I’m think I might be, but I’m terrified of loosing all the stuff I love about womanhood. The friendships, the clothes, but mainly being able to call myself a lesbian.

I think I really need to confront my gender, but I don’t know if it’s worth loosing all of these things that mean the world to me, advice?

fun fact: you don’t have to lose any of those things to be trans!

your friendships don’t have to change. sure, if you get to a point where you pass as a guy / are seen as not-a-girl in some way, new people might treat you differently and approach friendship with you differently, but the friendships you already have won’t have to change at all. absolutely nothing about my friendships changed when i came out; there’s no way of being friends that’s exclusive to women. and if a friend does treat you differently just because you’re trans? that’s on them, and it honestly might be a sign that you’re better off without them anyway.

you can wear all the same clothes you do now. my wardrobe hasn’t changed at all since i came out. i’ve always chosen my clothes just based on what is most comfortable for me, so i’ve been perfectly happy keeping all of my old clothes. my body and the way other people see me were the things i felt the need to change, not my clothes. i might not have the most masculine wardrobe ever, but it’s what i’m comfortable in and that’s the important part. if anything, being trans just expanded my wardrobe instead of changing it — i kept wearing all the things i always liked, but i also started to look in the men’s section and found even more things that i like wearing.

and you don’t have to stop calling yourself a lesbian just because you’re trans. it’s one thing if being trans also means the label doesn’t feel like it fits anymore, but if it still feels right? you can keep using it as long as you like. nonbinary lesbians and transmasc lesbians and lesboys and trans men whose love for women still feels gay and people whose only remaining connection to womanhood is the fact that they’re lesbians and multigender people who are lesbians because of their womanhood while also being other genders and people whose genders are just butch or femme or dyke and nothing else all absolutely exist, as do trans guys who don’t personally call themselves lesbians anymore but remain part of the community because it still just feels like their home; you’d be far from the first person to transition while holding onto an identity that’s still meaningful to you, even if it sounds contradictory to other people.

i’ve gone through similar processes of trying to reconcile newly discovered parts of my identity with the parts i’d already accepted, and you’d be surprised how often the answer to the dilemma is just “i guess i’m both, unless/until i decide one of them doesn’t feel right anymore.” i don’t talk a lot about my specific identities on here but they’re full of so-called contradictions. the thing about queerness is that it’s never been about making our identities “make sense” or “sound right” to other people. queerness is automatically looked down on by most people as wrong or unnatural or confusing or just completely unintelligible, and the job of queer people is not to make them more intelligible but to embrace them despite the fact that most people think we’re ridiculous for doing so. the only person your identity has to feel right to is you; no one else matters.

any shift in identity is going to feel like a massive change when your old identity is one you lived in for a long time and grew attached to, but being a big change doesn’t mean it’s necessarily a loss. of course, if it feels right to let go of some of the old to make room for the new, do that, but never feel obligated to do so. if you aren’t ready to let go of something associated with your old identity yet, let those things stick around while you welcome the new stuff in and see how they get along. you aren’t on any kind of timeline; you can take the transition slow and only let go of things once you feel absolutely sure that they aren’t serving you anymore, even if that means never letting go of some of the things other people say you should want nothing to do with. some of us are happiest when we embrace identities and ways of moving through the world that make absolutely no sense to anyone but us.

so my advice is this: don’t run away from this. it’s not fair to yourself to live your entire life in a limbo space of perpetually agonizing over your identity but never doing anything about it. the best thing you can do is give yourself permission to explore these feelings in their entirety, rather than only focusing on the things they might take away from you. i know it’s scary, but i guarantee you’ll come out happier on the other side no matter what you end up identifying as. knowing more about how you want to be seen and how you want to live life is only going to help you be more satisfied with the life you’re living — you can’t be happy if you never give yourself the space to learn what being happy means for you.

if, at the end of it all, you do end up letting go of some of the things you feel attached to now, it’ll only be because you found something that makes you even happier and feels even more right. and if you don’t? you can live the rest of your life holding onto all of the things you love about womanhood without actually/entirely/only being a woman! there are no rules; gender and queerness have no limits except for the limits of how far you’re willing to go to truly know yourself.

#this one might make some people angry but it’s the truth #whatever rules you think govern queer identity are fake #ask answered #trans men #transmascs #gender questioning #gender exploration

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aftonsparv-bugzz · 1 year ago

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:33 < if we are mewtuals, i ask you to please go check out my (now updated) byf. (please check when this post was last updated !!) youdo not have to, it would be great if youdid though (if youhave read it iwould prefer you interact with the post somehow, but it is not forced !!)

[pt: if we are mewtuals, i ask you to please go check out my (now updated) byf. (please check when this post was last updated !!) youdo not have to, it would be great if youdid though (if youhave read it iwould prefer you interact with the post somehow, but it is not forced !!)

:33 < check this out !! (its my info for requests !! :3 request at my side blog only, @neprequests ) (request info last updated: 16:11 (?), may 15, 2024) (this pinned post was last updated tuesday 11th june 2024 at 19:49/7:49 pm)

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:33 < velop !1!1 my names are: tesco, tuesday, nepeta/nepetar, gamz/gamzee, kk/kar/kat/karkat, dave strider, davepeta don/donnie/donatello mikey/michelangelo ect (alot of names, iknow) and this is my blogggg !1!1 ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

:33 < my pronouns are all !2!2 (alternating) (do not use "she/her" when referring to me as nepeta though.)

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:33 < ihave avpd and am a susterm (and theres more to sli but vi'll not talk about that :o] )

B33 < dni + other things under the cut - !!

dni:

[pt: dni]

B33 < general dni: racist, lgbtqia2s+phobic, intersexist ect

:33 < against xenos and alterhumans

:33 < exclusionists

:33 < against good faith identities

:33 < anti mspec gays/lesbians/lesboys/turigirls ect

B33 < agaisnt littles/agere/petre/agedre/petdre/any other form of regression

:33 < proshipper/comshipper/anti shipper who condones and/or harrasses those shippers

:33 < zionists and antisematists

:33 < "radqueers...."/harmful "trans ids"

B33 < anti polyamory

B33 < radfems/anti trans ect >:o[

:33 < anti juggalis (iam a juggalo there will be no juggalox discoruse here !1!1 >:o(()

:33 < if you post hate/alienating/any stereotypes to any of the following: clowns, vampires, aliens, ghosts, or any of my kittypes/any of my fictives

B33 < you use "clown" in a bad or negative way (or any of my kintypes !!)

:33 < you villanise/hate of gamzee (or any of my kintypes !!)

:33 < basically just dont interact if you see my kintypes badly cause thats seeing me badly :oP

:33 < you arent normal about delusional people/feed into their delusions/reality check them without consent/use "delulu"/say/call people/yourself "delusional" when you arent actually delusional

:33 < reality checking of any kind. ido not care that you are "anti" or "pro" endo, youhave no right to reality chevk delusional systems, and generally nobody has the right to reality check ANY delusional folks.

B33 < say pd slurs when youdont have that pd (cant recalimm it)

:33 < use slurs youcannot reclaim, or call people slurs they arent comfortable being called

B33 < youdont believe holotheres are valid

B33 < kincourse, syscourse, general discourse blogs

:33 < pro-c/com/neu harmful paras.

B33 < you villanise any pds or mental illnesses

B33 < "minors dni"

:33 < heavy kinhk/ndsfw blog 1!!1 (im a minor !1!1!1 not against it, just dont want to see it cause im under 18 and geett triggered by it 0_=)

B33 < ork done :3

BYF:

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:33 < my alters may not always give translations to how they speak/typing quirks. that icannot control (may add a translation if possible though !!)

B33 < my alters typically call me "the original" or "the creator" (seemingly as they dont know theyre in a system, or just as a sign of respect, not too sure which) and usually call eachother/icall them "the others"

:33 < youshould let me know if youdont wanna become mewts through an ask or something. id you wanna follow me without us being mewts, let me know

B33 < my headmates (i use alters and headmates interchangeably and nobody has a preference, so its fine !!) are kinda uneducated, nobody really knows terminology like "alters, headmates, fronting" ect/dont know how to describe it so they'll probably just say "im here" instead of "im fronting" or something or refer to eachother as "the others" or just by their names

:33 < most headmates dont realise theyre in a system !! a few are aware, the rest just have no idea and dont question it :oP

:33 < ihave awful memory due to system amnesia and also prefer to be seen as one than multiple if possible (as in i usually say "i" instead of us for personal preference, but occasionally use "we" if needed !!) i use "we" and "us" in my head because iam more than one person but dont see the need for others to prefer to me as "us" and prefer being seen as one

B33 < we have awful communication. literally. we dont talk to eachother like.... ever.

:33 < some alters experience delusions/are very sensitive. be kind to them

:33 < some alters are non verbal/non scribal !!

B33 < they generally wont post as they are quite antisocial and have no interest in doing so. if they do, dont be surprised if "i"sound different

B33 < ihave fluctuated feelings about "doubles." (usingg that word as im not sure what else to use, but iknow some have mixed opinions on it) occasionally im fine with them, and theycan generally interact, but sometimes imight not respond to "doubles" because ifeel to overwhelmed to respond to "other me"s. please take this lightheartedly !! imean no harm !! iam not mad ^_^ (mewts that are "doubles" are ok !! :3 )

:33 < some alters do not like "doubles". if they dont respond to doubles, dont be surprised.

B33 < im a self shipper, i typically dont mind sharing, but ocassionally get over protective so if we have the same f/o youcan interact but imight not always respond (ihave fluctuating feelings, the same as doubles interacting with me)

:33 < youhave to use tone tags with me. ido not understand basic tone, so please do use tone tags.

B33 < if you follow me iwill most likely follow back also please watch out ido tent to accidentally spam like, idont repost things, and i generally @ people so tell me not to do so if youdont want me to :oT

:33 < ido not answer dms :o( unless its something like an important question !! in that case iam free to answer !! ^_^

B33 < due to my decidiophobia, idont reblog things u_u also just generally if youre requesting something please be specific and im probably gonna give yiu multiple decisions cause icant make the decisions myself

B33 < i use alot of cat puns*, occasionally some clown and space puns too 1!1! i also do "33" when theres a double "ee" but vi'll try include a translation !1!1⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆(*usually dont anymore)

:33 < this post + other postts may have spelling errors and mistakes. ihave tried to go back and fix it, but it has been difficult

to know more about me and my alter's boundaries: LOOK AT THIS

if we are mewts (moots) please trigger these things: caps* (capital letters), swearing,* slurs (that dosent include "queer"), paras/mentions of them, redhead jokes, any posts hating on ghosts/any post to do with ghost busters, any posts hating/steryotyping my kintypes in general, animal skeletons/taxidermy/ect, any sexual posts, horror/blood/gore/death, (fake or otherwise) reblog bait, long reblog posts, anything that could trigger my delusions (stuff like unreality/derealisaton/depersonalisation/paranoia, saying stuff that isnt true, ect), bunches of eyes, (or things that are deemed "creepy"), very heavy eyestrain, anything that could cause body/gender/species dysphoria, syscourse of ANY kind, vore of ANY kind (even sfw vore), mentions of demons, heavy christianity/christianity jokes (e.g. "im getting the holy water") ect. these trigger either me or the "others" so please do tag it. (/not forcing ofcourse) (please note that im not against all of these !! (minus red head jokes and ghostbusters ((ghostbuster fans can interact !! im just a little sensitive to it, thats all, nothing too serious !! im a ghostkin so it kinda makes me a little uncomfortable)) im very against/sensetive to those) they can just trigger me or the others !!)

mewts feel free to tell me if you need me specifically tagging anything !! :3 iwill always tag anything needed !! :3 and if we arent mewts but you still want me to tag something, please dont be shy and feel free to ask !! id rather you not get triggered than be triggered in any way, even it is the "wackiest, strangest, weirdest, most random" thing, if you get triggered by it and want me tagging it, iwill absolutely tag it !! ^_^

trigger tag is "tesco dont look" or "tagging for clown" if youd prefer not typing out the tw (tagging for all of us/the system as a whole youcan use "tagging for the wicked clownz" if youwant and tagging for me personally (tesco) youcan use "tagging for clown" or "tesco dont look". thank you !)

**these are for alters however keep in mind that my alters do not front often, and do not front for a while. i front like 90% of the time, and so if youcannot tag these things that is ok, it is just most preferred for us !! if you see any mewtuals of mine not tagging these things, dont come at them !! they do not have to, its just greatly appreciated

BOUNDRIES/RULES:

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:33 < ask games/reblogging/chain games ?: no, not anything personal, but my fear of reblogging :oP

B33 < dms ? no :o(( (unless youhave something really important to ask/say !! then yea sure !! ^_^)

:33 < no swearing around my alters !! (unless they do so first/mentione theyre fone with it)

B33 < i(and the alters) have the right to decline any request (though most likely wont)

:33 < i(and the alters) have the right to ignore/not respond to any ask (most likely wont though)

B33 < dont call me a fictkin, call me a fictionkin !! ican call myself fictkin if iwant, but usually wont !! i prefer "fictionkin" to "fictkin"

B33 < do NOT use she/her and likewise (eg shi/hir*, shx/hxr, ect) on me when referring to me as nepeta or referring to nepeta themself on this blog !! (headcanons on your blog are ok, but just please dont use she/her on nepeta here !! any fictionfolk and fictives who are nepeta and use she/her are fine, idont mind !! ^_^) (*shi/hir ISNT FOR PERISEX FOLKS, SO YOUDHOULDNT USE IT ON ME ANYWAY)

:33 < if youwant to be mewts, id prefer you just ask in the ask box !! no shame !! ^_^

B33 < if i make any kinsona art/fictionkin art, PLEASE tag it as "fictionkin" or "alterhuman" or something, and if a post of mine says "do not tag as kin/me/id" or "do not tag as ship" PLEASE reblog it with those tags too !! thank uou :o)

:33 < please dont ask for donations in my asks.

B33 < do not screenshot and reupload my posts without consent

:33 < this'll probably update in the future but thats it for now :oP

EXTRA INFO:

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B33 < idont really talk about myself for reasons iwont state so thats why the info in this whole intro is focused more on other things than me

:33 < i use 1st person pronouns (sli/me/slime/slimeself fa/fan/fang/fangself, squ/squi/squid/squidself) so yea

B33 < if youdont have a dni or just say "proshippers dni" or "rqs dni" or something else im gonna iteract with you

:33 < i usually dont block people, even if theyre on my dni, so just a heads up :oT block button is my fear 0_o (avpd momer)

:33 < "velop" means hi by the way !! its my little alien way of greeting folks :33c

:33 < shared pronouns: @just-a-silly-clownguy: po/potion/potions, wi/wizzard/wizzards, sta/staff/staffs !! ^_^

here is how youcan help palestine, this is important !!(please donate IF YOUCAN, but if not because youre a minor, or dont have enough money to, that is ok, you are not a bad person for not being able to donate for palestine, make sure to support it in other ways though like boycotting companies !!)

B33 < there was more iwas gonna add but iforgor so this'll be updated later

B33 < ork done :3

B33 < (PLEASE DONT INVOLVE ME WITH ANY SYSTEM DISCOURSE !!)

:33 < please keep in mind ihave avpd and decidiophobia !! they impact me massively, so you prolly wont see me repost stuff (im a massive overthinker and reposting scares me iwould wabt my first repost to be perfect and cant decide what that would be) soooo iwill most likely @ you and respond in a post !! please tell me if youdont want me doing this !!

:33 < i'll try tag everything needed !1!1 (characters used, tws, ships, ectect)

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:33 < adults can interact !! just please keep it friendly and normal cause im a minor :33c

:33 < self dx with a lot of care is ok here !!1!₊˚⊹≽^•⩊•^≼₊˚⊹

B33 < typing quirks are ok here !! also, all neurodivergent individuals are welcome !!‧₊˚✩ 🪐✩˚₊‧ (if youre worried about translations, i usually put them in the tags. big long posts typically dont have it, and i generally dont use it when responding to asks )

B33 < my main instrests are: tmnt, homestuck, icp

:33 < other intrests: storybots, spiderverse, sanrio, lsoh, vocaloid, grease, west side story, the lego movie, bocchi the rock, detective connan, little witch academia, pokemon, mlp, les miserables, miffy, class of 09, needy streamer overload, lmk, garfield, hilda, sky cotl, idont know what else, i forgot !! :oP

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:33 < iam ID with donnie, (rottmnt) mikey, (2012 tmnt and rottmnt) with nepeta, (slis pfp is not me !!) karkat, gamzee, davepeta(sprite^2) and dave strider 1!!1! :oD also kin with more fictional characters but thats all im gonna say for now :oP im alsos a therian, otherkin and more !! :33

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B33 < things youcan request: icons, sprite edits, ship sprite edit thingus, (as long as it aint against the dni) stimboards, moodboards, pannel edits, dni banners, non scribal emojis/any type of emojis kn general, banners, soutce calls, art requests, ect !1!1!!1 (keep in mind fan the only one running this blog)

(id prefer things requested from sources iknow !1!1 id prefer it be kept mostly related to the things iknow, that way its easier for me, ican understand a couple of non-related intrest/thing reqquests, but please try keep it related to things iknow !1!1) (iwill also do kin and pride n stuff related !! kin stuff dosent have to be related to my interestsh)

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:33 < i generally put alot of trigger warnings in tags, but please do not take it as a "joke" it is not a joke its serious !! (if theres anything you want me to tag, please do tell me. purrfurably through an ask)

B33 < iam also a multi shipper so if there are any ships that i post about that youdo not want to see/trigger you, please filter it out in the filter section ^_^

:33 < spam liking/reblogging/spam requesting ? PERFECTLY OK :33 /not forcinf

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TAG GUIDE:

(tag guide)

:33 < clicking on yhe links will take you to a random post wigh that specific tag used !!)

• "surprisingly not homestuck" - anything not homestuck related

• "repost response" responding to people who reposted my stuffaroosies

• "im waffaling" hear me blabble :oP ("mew is ranting :oP" is also used for rantsz !!)

• "(this post will have a lot of tags)" idont know why, but i f33l (feel) the n33d (need) to mention that my post will have a lot of tags, so yea (only occasionally used)

• "this post will not have a buncha tags !!" exactly what you think it is (only occasionally used)

• "nepeta sp33ks !!" any post of me sp33king, the "im waffaling" tag is me being silly and talking nonsense, but this is just any post revolved around speaking :oP (revolved around imean only speaking. so like any requests/art posts wont have it, but other posts will:3 "im waffaling" can be with the same tag as "nepeta sp33ks !!" but "im waffaling" wont always be there as its just me saying sillysilly thinsh :33)

• "mew is raging !!" for when im angry n stuff

:33 < and thats kinda it !! i tag all things needed with trigger warnings, and all things relevant to the post ^_^ this might update in the future but yea !1!!

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TAKEN ANON SIGN OFFS:

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SIDE BLOGS !! :3c

SIDBLOGS LISTED ARE ALL THE CURRENT ONES THAT ICAN @, AND THAT ARE FINISHED. (with the exception of the shaggy blog) MOST SIDEBLOGS ARE IN USE. OTHER SIDEBLOGS THAT ARENT FINISHED WONT BE ON THIS LIST

if youwant to be mewtuals, please follow this blog !! /not forcing following my sideblogs will make me think you just want to follow that blog for the things i post !!

:33 < alterhuman side blog:

@0uterw0rldly-4liens-x33

B33 < anti radqueer side blog:

@antiradqueer-karkat

:33 < daily violent j side blog (usually inactive):

@badlydrawnviolentj

B33 < daily shaggy 2 dope blog (hasnt been started yyet, currently inactive, will start it soon though (hopefully)):

@badlydrawnshaggy2dope

:33 < erequest bblog

@neprequests

B33 < coining blog:

@nepcoinz

:33 < art blog:

@nepetaleijonsdrawingtablet

B33 < plural blog:

@i-am-a-multiple-choice-question

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SOCIALS/WHERE YOUCAN FIND ME :33c

:33 < pintrest x3

B33 < cohost !!

:33 < medibang !!

B33 < ibis paint !! :3c

B33 < okkkk thats it for now !1!!1!1!! byebyebyebye have a lovely lovely daydayday !! \(.^w^.)/

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:33 < (dividers from scenekidsaki, faysayk and raaawrrxd !! x3c)

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alienboybah · 3 days ago

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HIII !! I’d like to request a level 4 of Jinx from Arcane! -🧁

hell yeah jinx!!! fun fact: our viktor introject, viktoria, helped us out here because she felt like it lmao. she was bossing me AROUND �� /nsrs

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name: jinx, powder (only used by people 💣 trusts and considers family when booms regressed)

nicknames: pow-pow (only used by people 💣 trusts and considers family when zaps regressed)

age: perma19

pronouns: he/him, she/her, it/its, zap/zaps, ka/boom, bo/boom, 💥/💥s, 💣/💣s

gender: transmasc agender gxrl, explodegender, chaocrephoric

orientations: aroace lesboy

role: chaosnaut, physical protector

sign off: - 💥🌀

aesthetic: bastardcore

personality traits: creative, artistic, mood swings, unstable, intelligent, insecure, impulsive

brief personality description: jinx is a very creative person, proven by her ability to make impressive, artistic and decorated bombs and mechanics in general. zap experiences unstable mood swings that affect his relationships with other people, though 💣 really does try her best to keep booms emotions checked by trying out coping mechanisms to help calm her down. he is incredibly smart, being able to conduct many types of weapons and explosives with ease. deep down, jinx is still a very insecure person.

likes: bombs, the smell of gunpowder, the smell of sharpies, salty foods, guns, hot weather, inventing new things, technology

dislikes: 💣s hallucinations, most source memories, arguments, blood, death, traumatic flashbacks, being put in leadership roles, and losing control of herself or orders around him

hobbies: inventing, lounging in hammocks, going on driving sprees

typing quirk: misspells alot of things. AA = a, 0 = o, z = s | ex: "N0t c0pl maan!! Tjaatz, n0t very nice t0 zaay t0 z0mr0ne uu d0nr kn0w"

cisids: blue hair, white, violet eyes, pale skin, tattoos, DPD, BPD, PTSD, ambidextrous

transids: transvigilante, transkorean, transoldersister, transpiercings, transtomboy, transschizophrenic, spicetastic, transpowerpupil, transspiralpupil, permayoung, transsugaraddict, transsaltaddict, permasplit, transSH, transSHscars, transbruiseSH, transmassshooter, transFP, transageregressor (5-9 years old)

paras: cyanophile, odontophile, odaxelagnia

brief appearence description: jinx has rather pale skin and is of average height, if not a bit shorter than most despite being so. zap has dark, heavy eyebags and visible tearstreaks as well from constant nights crying. his hair is bright blue and is styled in two long blue braids that fall down her back and reach her ankles. jinx also has tattoos on the right side of 💥s body that look like clouds.

faceclaim:

front triggers: ekko sourcemates, isha sourcemates, vi sourcemates, the smell of gunpowder, FPS games

kins:weaponkin, rapid-fire zapper riflekin

associated song: I Can't Hear It Now - Freya Ridings

source memories:

- silco taking her in under his wing and raising him as his own child, though his parenting techniques may have been... a bit cruel at times, zap forgives him and knows that silco only wanted the best for boom and kabooms future.

- playing a game with ekko that consisted of rocks and bleeding heads. aka, they would paint rocks and then throw it at walls to see who can hit it the hardest and how far it would ricochet, which more than often left them both with heads that needed stitches and bandages for several weeks. he remembers trying to teach this game to isha as well.

- missing vi, like alot, and not just in the "i miss my sister" type of missing, like actively grieving ws if she died. missing vi's warmth, her voice, her comforting touch, the games they played. it felt like she lost a half of herself after vi left her.

#bah blog #baa blog #alter creation #create a headmate #headmate creation #alter pack #build an alter #alter packs #build a headmate #headmate pack #pro rq 🌈🍓#rq 🌈🍓#rq safe #rqc🌈🍓#rq community #radqueer

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redflagzsys · 1 month ago

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!!RED FLAGZ!!

Hi hello! We're Red Flagz!

Seen us before? Maybe on TikTok? Yeah... anyway! We're on Tumblr now! (Granted we have no clue how to use it, but it's a learning process)

(I'm not using my high school classes of HTML coding...)

Anyway! If you haven't seen us before, here's a brief introduction:

Name: Ozzy / 凰羅 (Use either, I don't care :3)

Age: Minor!!! :P

Pronouns: He/Hx/Hym (If we don't share who's fronting, just use these, not They/Them...)

Pride ID: Pansexual & Aromantic (aka not looking to date anyone collectively lol)

Interests: Psychology, Minecraft, Smiling Friends, Kpop (Stray Kids, Ateez, Forestella, P1Harmony..), Criminal Minds, FNaF, Horror Genre in general, キャラクター, VKei!

DNI or you'll just be voided: Endogenic systems (Or just anyone who isn't a traumagenic system.. it's the only real origin...), Fakeclaimers (duh), TransID (i only support fellow transgenders, any other TransID is weird to me...) (Also we kinda block freely?)

Other important info:

We will not make individual alter/part intros for each part, only if they really want to

We won't always do sign offs with posts, if they don't want to share who they are then respect that!

Don't talk to us or any of our parts if you only have romantic intentions, they aren't interested.

We follow the code of "Respect is earned, not given"

We don't support "lesboys" ?? (like people who identify as a boy/male and also a lesbian, and vice verse, sowwy, js never understood em...)

For our introjects, if you have an introject from the same source as them, PLEASE do NOT act like you know them, it's extremely weird and has made our parts uncomfortable several times!! They don't know you. (Also we will never be doing, or answering to any Sourcecalls, don't even try.)

SIDE BLOGS:

@best-buy-faxmachine : Fax Machine's Sideblog

@moonshine-demure : Moon's Sideblog

@manicsworld96 : Manic's Sideblog

@dame-rwqfsfasxc : Luis's (oldie's) Sideblog

For our detailed stance on endogenics, please refer to this post!

Cool? Cool!! Have a great day people!!!!!!!!!

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toomuchdivergentformyneuro · 7 months ago

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♬⃝ Introduction Post ♬⃝

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Hi there, Neurodivergent! I’m Rhysand (pronounced Reese-Sund), also called Rhys (pronounced Reese). I’m a Queer, Nonhuman, and Reality Shifting Neurodivergent. This blog was made for my Neurodivergency, my special interests and my hyperfixations, and everything else to do with my neurodivergency. There will be positive posts, silly posts, relatable posts, negative posts, and more here.

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About Me

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Neurodivergency

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I’m undiagnosed AuDHD (Autism + ADHD), ARFID (Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder), APD (Auditory Processing Disorder), SPD (Sensory Processing Disorder), and Pure O OCD (“Purely Obsessional” Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), medically recognized (but undiagnosed) PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) and SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder), and diagnosed MDD (Major Depressive Disorder) and GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder).

I’m also undiagnosed BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder), Trichotillomania (hair pulling/picking disorder), Excoriation Disorder (skin picking disorder), and Misophonia.

I’m undiagnosed PMDD (Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder) and/or PME (Premenstrual Exacerbation), and hopefully soon can be diagnosed.

Questioning POTS, HSD or EDS/hEDS. (NOT claiming to have this or self-diagnosed as of yet, I am still doing research, but I do have lots of signs that point to these things.)

My special interests are Wings Of Fire, Harry Potter, Dragons in general, and Neurodivergency.

I have no current hyperfixations that I’ve noticed, and I’m extremely low on dopamine because of it. /silly /srs

I have verbal shutdowns, shutdowns and meltdowns in general, I mask without realizing it a lot, and I’m usually in burnout. I also have severe imposter syndrome that I deal with literally 24/7.

Tone tags are very much appreciated when talking to me, so PLEASE use them! If you aren’t sure what they are or what they mean or how to use them, please just ask and I will happily let you know! <3 /gen

I used to cope by using maladaptive daydreaming, so I relate a lot to maladaptive daydreamers a lot.

I struggle with violent and horrible intrusive thoughts (due to my OCD) and have for years now since I was a kid.

I have lots of trauma, both remembered and not remembered, so beware.

I’m a SI and SH survivor and in recovery.

Little banner my friend ( @/lavenderkittycat ) made me:

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Queerness

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I’m a bit of a gender hoarder, but I don’t use that as my label. I usually call myself a Genderfluid Genderflux Non-Binary TransGuy, but just think of me as a mash of all the genders I experience.

Currently, I don’t know what gender I’m feeling.

I use He/It/They/Xe/Ne/Ze/Love/Wolf/Star/Moon/🌙/Sun pronouns + any/all neopronouns, nounself pronouns, xenopronouns, and emojiself pronouns. Basically, everything EXCEPT She/Her.

I’m AroAce, Aromantic and Myrsexual (Neuroasexual, Nebulasexual, Dreadsexual, Acorsexual, Apothisexual, Falsaesthsexual, Bellussexual, Rosesexual, Requiesexual, Placiosexual, and Merosexual), and I’m Homoalterous, Omniqueerplatonic, Panexteramo, Pansensual, and Panaesthetic.

I’m Ambiamorous with no preference.

I’m also a Lesboy and T4T-leaning.

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Nonhumanity

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I’m a Polytherian, Otherkin, Otherfix, Otherhearted, and a Fictionflicker.

I have a Vancouver Coastal Sea Wolf Theriotype, a Red Fox Theriotype, Nurse Shark Theriotype, Snow Leopard, Norwegian Forest Cat, Maned Wolf Theriotype, Coyote Theriotype, Side-Striped Jackal Theriotype, and a Canada Lynx Theriotype.

I have a Fiction Kintype (Dark Fey, Forest Type, from the Maleficent movies), a Dragon Kintype (SeaWing/SilkWing hybrid), another Dragon Kintype (Night-Light Fury hybrid), Angel, Silver Fox, Avian (humanoid with wings and tail) and a Raccoon.

I’ve had Fictotypes for Hylian, an OC species of mine, Orphinki, Sable, and Owl (all).

I have a Whale Shark Hearttype.

I’m transspecies, humanfluid, pseudohuman, sunnonhuman, and voidpunk.

I fluctuate between Nonhuman and Human, although am always on some level both, just other times are stronger for one and the other not so much, but I refer to myself overall as just Nonhuman. My soul is a combination of human and nonhuman.

All of my Nonhumanity is due to a combination of Past Lives, Fate, and Neurodivergency. I believe I was all my ‘types in past lives, and only found out about it in this life due to my neurodivergency.

I’ve been awakened for only a few months now. I want gear, but I don’t have any right now. I’m making my own wings currently, and I hope to have them done soon if my ADHD brain will allow me.

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Reality Shifting

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I’m a Reality Shifter, which means I move my consciousness from one reality into another one.

I do believe in the multiverse.

I’ve known about reality shifting since around 2020 or 2021, and started my journey then.

I spent a lot of my time trying to shift, even though I didn’t have the proper mindset or knowledge to shift.

I took a huge break after trying for only a month or so, only trying to shift occasionally.

I’ve come back to it in 2024 after finding shiftblr, having more knowledge, a better mindset, and more motivation.

I’ve shifted once to a parallel reality, where I relived/redid a day.

I have way too many DRs to count, and I’m thinking about permashifting to my Better CR DR.

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Links

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@rhysandshiftingthespectrum - My account for my experience with Neurodivergent Reality Shifting, pretty active on there

@neurodivergentshiftingcultureis - My ask account for Neurodivergent Shifting Culture, pretty active on there

@theverynothumankai - My main Nonhuman account for everything Nonhuman, active

@malakaitheyappingwolf - My account for my Vancouver Coastal Sea Wolf theriotype, active

My Tagging System

My Queer Labels

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Other

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I’m taken by my amazing boyfriend ( @itssiryapsalot ), and he’s also neurodivergent, nonhuman, queer, and a reality shifter! (And a lot more, too!)

I’m Agnostic, slightly spiritual, and very respectful and interested in others’ religions. (Although, I do have negative experiences/trauma with Christian and God/Jesus Christ focused religions, and if your blog is heavy with that, I would prefer if you didn’t interact with me! Thank you!)

I’m celiac, have a dairy intolerance, have a dust allergy, pollen allergies, and probably some more that we aren’t too sure about yet! Basically, my nose is constantly stuffy and I have to be careful what I eat.

I have a few hobbies that I’m learning to be involved in again, because they make me happy and I’ve kinda lost touch with them. They are: drawing, writing, painting, coloring, reading, and more.

I stand with Palestine.

I’m pro non-offending p@raph!les and etc., who are in recovery/getting help.

I love receiving and answering asks, so always feel free/unafraid to send one in for infodumping, questions, or anything else! <3 /gen /pos

Let it be known that any and all kinds of neurodivergents are welcome here. Diagnosed, undiagnosed, self-diagnosed (with lots of research, of course). Autistic, ADHD, ANY kind of personality disorder, ANY cluster A disorders, ANY cluster B disorders, ANY cluster C disorders, ANY other unspecified personality disorders, ANY kind of any disorder, those with anxiety, those with depression, ANY AND ALL OF YA!

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DNI

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(I’ve just copied this from my other account’s DNI list and pasted it here, so that’s why there isn’t much/any difference to it.)

Any queerphobes (including those against intersex, mspec lesbians and gays, lesboys, turigirls, gaybians, etc., just basically any contradictory label), Radqueers, TERFs, SWERFs, racists, sexists, proshippers, those who sexualize age-regressors and pet-regressors, ableists (including those who demonize personality disorders), those against physical alterhumans, those against furries, offending MAPs and P@raph!les + supporters, pro-ED, pro-SH, pro-SI, those who romanticize any sort of mental illness, neurodivergency, and/or disability, anti-shifters, those against permashifters, respawners, and race-changers, those against endogenic/non-traumagenic/etc. or mixed origins or unknown origins systems, those against people who self-diagnose after research/with research, those against Palestine, those who’s blogs are Christian or God/Jesus Christ themed heavy (nothing against y’all, just have trauma with it), those who directly send NSFW stuff towards me, those who can’t respect boundaries, JK Rowling supporters, and just about anybody else that makes me uncomfortable. I will block incredibly freely, so beware.

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rabbits-foot-reqs · 4 months ago

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HELLOO!! ITS TEH FREAK YOU WERE TALKING TO EARLIER 👹

can I please request a clown themed alter? We already have the name figured out but everything else I really need help with I’m sorry!!!😭

sent by -@alter-bartender

It was super fun to make this!! We hope this helps!!!

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Name(s): [The name u chose lol], Bonnie, Bunny, Dixie, Rocket, Scooter, Applejuice, Patty, Bubbles

Age: 19-25

Pronouns: He/Him, It/Its, H!/H!m, !t/!ts, Dot/Dots, Pom/Poms, Fun/Funs, Balloon/Balloons, Silly/Sillies, Joy/Joys

Gender(s): Clowngender, transmascneu butch, luenboy, b…y, raccoon

Sexuality: Clown Gaybian, lesboy, lesbian…?

Species: Human:) Clown...?

Race: White/Caucasian

Likes/interests: tying balloons, dancing, playing pranks, telling jokes, listening to loud music, doing makeup

Dislikes: judgemental normies, gloomy/dark aesthetics, pessimism, spiders

Boundaries: don't play bad jokes on !t, don't be a buzzkill on purpose, don't judge joys style

Fav/Associated song: Straight Face - Younger Hunger

Sign-off: -🌈🎉

Faceclaim:

Made by: mod 🖖🏽

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#mod 🖖🏽#tell me so i say #build a headmate #build an alter #headmate pack #alter pack #dni anti endos #anti endo dni #endo safe #endogenic safe #radqeers fuck off #dni radqueer #rqs dni #dni rq #willogenic #plural community #plural system #plurality #plural

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the-bah-commune · 6 months ago

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ok ok ok since requests are open again can i ask for more of those harry potter marauders alters. level 4 no likes or dislikes (feel free to remove anything else you don’t wanna do). i still want them to be para focused! i don’t know exactly all the paras i want so if you don’t mind some are your choice

regulus - consang

peter - your pick for para

severus - aptophilia

marlene - your pick for para

i hope this works! i loved the ones so much last time i want more!!!

hiiii! cheering and bouncing up and down. here's some more marauders for you! i may perhaps make a part 3 out of the blue for you when my inbox is less full cause i have evil ideas >:)

a new flower has blossomed! 🌹

marauders subsys, para focus ... [LVL 4 PACK]

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name(s) ;; regulus, reggie, icarus, rosemont, darcy

pronouns ;; he/him, they/them

age ;; 18

species ;; human / wizard

gender(s) ;; transmasculine

orientation(s) ;; gay

role(s) ;; [some options...] depression holder, amnesian protector, charge

source ;; harry potter (marauders era)

sign-off(s) ;; 🌟🌊

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appearance ;; 5'8" and thin. pale skin. short and wavy black hair. grey eyes. beauty marks on face. slightly hooked nose. dresses in romantic goth style. see below for picrew.

personality ;; clever and intuitive. he's very good at reading others. they can come across as apathetic, both towards other people and their own issues.

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cisid(s) ;; pureblood, slytherin, death eater, cisEnglish, cisFrench, cisWhite, catholic upbringing

transid(s) ;; transdead, transdrowned, deatheaternull, transSHscars, wateramian

trisid(s) ;; trisharmed, trismanipulated

kink/fetish/para(s) ;; consang, sadomasochism

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name(s) ;; peter, wormtail, pete, levi, carter

pronouns ;; he/him

age ;; 20

species ;; human / wizard

gender(s) ;; cisgender man

orientation(s) ;; gay, bicurious

role(s) ;; [some options...] assistant, anxiety holder, chameleon

source ;; harry potter (marauders era)

sign-off(s) ;; 🐀🗺 ; – Wormtail

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appearance ;; 5'6" and heavyset. light peach skin with freckles. short cropped blond hair. hazel eyes. comfortable and casual style. see below for picrew.

personality ;; nervous and modest. he likes to hide in the background. he's very friendly and social, but not very good at socializing, especially with new people.

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cisid(s) ;; gryffindor, animagus, pureblood, cisEnglish, cisWhite, social anxiety

transid(s) ;; transconfident, transharmful, transmanipulove

kink/fetish/para(s) ;; zoophilia, autozoophilia, macrophilia, automicrophilia

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name(s) ;; severus, sev, henrik, viper, vincent

pronouns ;; they/them, ve/vem, hiss/hisses, he/him (for those close to them)

age ;; 20

species ;; human / wizard (transsnake)

gender(s) ;; serpegoldeni

orientation(s) ;; diamoric (NBLW)

role(s) ;; [some options...] obsession keeper, guilt holder, academic

source ;; harry potter (marauders era)

sign-off(s) ;; 🐍🪄 ; – HBP

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appearance ;; 5'10" and thin. pale skin. long, greasy black hair. dark brown eyes. knobbly joints. dark alternative style. see below for picrew.

personality ;; quiet and intelligent. they have difficulty communicating their needs and emotions. ve's philosophical and somewhat existential. a lil edgy, yanno?

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cisid(s) ;; wizard, halfblood, slytherin, cisEnglish, cisWhite, selective mutism, cisautistic, burnt out gifted kid, potion master

transid(s) ;; transspecies (snake), transgenitals (hemipenes), transinnocent, transOCD

kink/fetish/para(s) ;; aptophilia, hypnophilia

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name(s) ;; marlene, marls, marley, maggie, georgia, dora

pronouns ;; she/her, they/them, he/him

age ;; 19

species ;; human / witch

gender(s) ;; genderfluid

orientation(s) ;; lesbian, lesboy, polyamorous

role(s) ;; [some options...] athlete, protector, coach

source ;; harry potter (marauders era)

sign-off(s) ;; 🧹💥

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appearance ;; 5'2" and slightly stocky and muscular. light skin. bleached bob that she likes to add coloured streaks to. dark brown eyes. athletic clothing. see below for picrew.

personality ;; loud and courageous. they are incredibly loyal. she is athletic and hyperactive. he is bold and decisive, with an interest in leadership.

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cisid(s) ;; gryffindor, cisKorean, halfblood, quidditch player, popular

transid(s) ;; acquirace, transBlack, transproathlete, transcharacter (tashi duncan - challengers), transbisexual

kink/fetish/para(s) ;; exhibitionism, agoraphilia