#sigh it is what it is i guess
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Been feeling like a huge disappointment recently but I just Hades II so I think I'm gonna be fine for a bit. Maybe.
Well, the game's awesome so it'll be a nice distraction at least.
#vent in tags proceed at own risk i guess#can't get rid of the fear that i'm a bad friend#and i'm just waiting for people who are my friends to slowly realize that#and find better more interesting people to hang out with#already suspecting it might be the case with at least one of them#but i might just be paranoid#either way it sucks and i've felt so worthless because of that#and other things#also realizing that i'm gonna be so lost and confused once i'm done with uni#i really don't know what i'm gonna do and it scares me#sigh it is what it is i guess#gekko.txt
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painting test with a limited color palette
here's the moon equivalent!
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#hm... no character tags. guess!#really put off posting this since i had no clue what to write for the image id... but it turned out to be fairly easy. sorry if its bad tho#i've been having a falling out with this series recently#its hard for me to like it these days. like theres still a lingering bit of affection for it#but i cant help but wonder if its time to move on from it. hm#i know im probably talking about it in a weird way but... its always been mentally distressing to leave my interests behind!!#sigh.. i know this blog is fairly ''big'' but idk if i'd be missing out on much by leaving. considering how isolated i am from the communit#and also how much i tend to dislike the majority of the community too. hm#eh who knows... we'll see
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i <3 u not
#hey guys so#do u get it#kmfdm reference#guysss#yk like the song…#i <3 not…#ya anyways i want to make an animatic with that song bc like idk it just fits their vibe lol#TO ME AT LEAST💔#but like im soooo bad at committing to animatics the struggle is real#one day… sighs sadly looks out window#btw guys what should their ship name be#im thinking of sentronus or megasen depends on how u see em#i just dont want it to be confused with like megatrons name bc theyre so similar😭#transformers#transformers fanart#transformers art#lavesartstuff#maccadam#sentinel prime#megatronus prime#transformers one spoilers#i guess lol#transformers one#tfone
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Sometimes I want to bring Morrigan but then I remember I play as a face-tanking rogue and I bring Wynne. Warden Cousland, Morrigan, Wynne / Dragon Age Origins (c) Bioware
#dragon age#dragon age fan art#comic#morrigan#warden cousland#healer#bioware#dao#dragon age origins#hero of ferelden#cousland#wynne#I'm back. I guess.#I did not notice at first but apparently I took a break from tumblr. I've already had several breakdowns over the dashboard.#(turns out I was on the 'for you' tab rather than the 'following' tab. the theme had changed as well. absolutely insufferable.)#I've felt really unconnected for a while but it actually feels better now? as if my tumblr mutuals was the missing link.#very healthy and hot of me ngl#so. I had a two week holiday this year and they were instantly slurped up. it went so fast!#there was this big football thing the week before my holiday - basically teams of teens come from all around the world to play etc.#I heard a girl tell her teammates that 'I'd love to travel on this bus every morning; happy people all around you; just add some music...'#she was also very excited when the bridge opened. the 'happy people' around her sighed bitterly and leaned back for a ten minute wait.#it is thankfully over now. the bus home is no longer stuffed full of football teams. but it's a fun experience for the players etc etc etc#well. in other thrilling news I went to spy on our sister shops during my time off. to see what they do differently. maybe steal some ideas#one store was like an instagram post with fancy teacups and stylish outfits. who knew a second-hand store could be so boring.#the other was like a man-cave with furniture and a passively-aggressive note by the toys stating that 'if u break it u pay. idiot. tnx<3'.#the man-cave was my favourite :)#rant over now! take care and bye etc!
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for @cherryys who (rightfully!) hcs lategame megumi as having a bunch of scars befitting his status as resident punching bag
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#guess who hasnt slept its meeeeee#finding refs fr this took forEVER#mostly bc all the pinterest boys are too gd beefy to use as megu ref#but even once i found good refs i am so used 2 drawing beef!!! so used 2 shirtless torsos tht look like yuuji's!!!!#had to keep Undefining my lines n slimming him down#n then he didnt look toned enough!!!!!!!!#constant too hot/too cold . endless suffering .#bangs head on desk all i know to draw is BEEF and this boy is 100% sinew........#but we got there . th render helped a LOT#but then right back 2 suffering bc i asked sam fr Scar Recs n they had th idea 2 give him a lightning scar from when he was taming nue#and i was like omg ya!!!! (voice of some1 who did Not know what lightning scars look like)#so to say i looked them up and uh . new least favourite thing 2 draw just dropped :)#th more accurate i tried to be the more it looked like a weird artsy tattoo#n that scar wasnt even part of what cherryys mentioned they envisioned !!! optional hurdle !!!!!!! i torture myself but fr naught!!!!#th scars tht they mentioned are the glass eye/eye scar from th sukuna/gojo fight + burns up the jaw + abdomen stab wound a la toji#everything else is just visual flavour#sighs at least i got some good shameless torso practice out of this#once i got 2 painting i took my sweet time with him and i am happy now . sleep deprived but happy <3#one of my megumi mutuals(tm) says jump i say how high
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i wonder often.
#batting my eyelashes innocently :)#helluva hangover cure eh KT?#no but really. i would kill to see the timeline where zack gets back in touch with kunsel.#'talk to me zack. you can tell me anything. tell me about all the things that are wearing you down.'#does squeenix seriously not know what they did?? they just left us fucking hanging. sigh. par for the course i guess :/#ffvii#crisis core#kunsel#zack fair#my art <3#my mental instability about this one-off npc <3
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Inktobertale Day 6: Hyperspeed!
"Help me, DREAMMMMMM!!"
Inktobertale challenge and Ink belong to Comyet Error belongs to Crayon Queen Dream belongs to Joku
#undertale#utmv#undertale au#inktobertale#inktobertale2024#ink sans#error sans#dream sans#I FORGOT HOW FUN IT WAS TO DRAW IN THIS ARTSTYLE#i love how this piece turned out <3#although i feel like the drawing doesn't really fit the prompt...#but i had no clue what to draw for day 6#sigh#also guess what i was listening to while drawing this#yall would never believe it#/s#ceci art
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Dad always said I was like him
Meijack and Chilchuck Tims Dungeon Meshi, Ryoko Kui
^ 1: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 2: Bug like an angel, Mitski / 3: Woodtangle, Mary Ruefle / 4: The Third Hour of the Night, Frank Bidart / 5 & 6: FROM THE MAKERS OF "TWO-MOM ENERGY DRINK," IT'S "LET YOUR FATHER DIE ENERGY DRINK,", Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 7: Batman: Year Three (1989) / 8 & 9 : FROM THE MAKERS OF […], Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 10: Wilt, CJ the X / 11: How Do We Forgive Our Fathers, Dick Lourie / 12: Milk and honey, Rupi Kaur / 13: And My Father's Love Was Nothing Next To God's Will, Amatullah Bourdon / 14: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 15: Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong, Ocean Vuong / 16: untitled, Joan Tierney v 17: Drunk, The Living Tombstone / 18: unknown
When your father tried his best to provide for you but he worked all the time and even when he was home he was either tired or stressed and he’s always liked to get drunk to relax and cheer up. When you know he values work ethics and respectability so you grew up to be capable and quiet. And when he says you’re like him you’re sort of puzzled, does he really know you so little, or does he know himself so little? But you like the feeling of your father ruffling your hair so you accept it, and still you stand next to your mother just as silent and just as stoic as her during family gatherings. He leaves again and again and when your mother leaves him nothing changes, really. You wonder if it’s more telling that you know him better than he seems to himself or that you don’t know him as much as you wish you did, or that you don’t think about him all that much these days. Out of sight, out of mind. And he’s never really been there, even when he was there, after all.
#It’s ok they do get in touch again and he prob at least lives to 40#Alright I’m ready to be normal about chilchuck again#Spoilers#I guess?#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#meijack#chilchuck’s family#meijack chils#Web weaving#alcoholism#cw alcohol#webweave#A couple more i liked are like a rearview mirror we’re not as close as we appear line and this french one from#Kristina Gauthier-Landry that goes like hands full of trout running up to you / look what i caught look / how much you love me#And this other one about chocolate coins that a dad arriving from work in middle of the night gives the happy little daughter running up#And it’s so anticlimatic and about transactional relationships and oughh ough it’s a good book#I am Chil is a complex absentee father truther sorry. Idc go see my analyses if you want don’t argue w me here#posts for which i am the target audience#Oh oh another one : So were we close? Or was it just the big things that held us together and the small things that let us fall apart?#The word father rotted in my mouth#Bc it’s left there to rot get it get it………..#Sigh. Like father alike daughter#I’m a truther that she’s more like her mom demeanor wise
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been thinking about how joy and embarrassment might interact......they are so besties. To Me. <3
#i've got lots of other Things cooking but. it's college apps season so im def gonna be slow about it sigh.... u_u#BUT thats okay look at sillies :) i actually am kind of obsessed with them bouncing off one another now LOLLL#also need to. practice drawing emby moreee i don't draw him nearly enough hdkjhgjkds#Also also no i don't. know what joy got so embarrassed about. your guess is as good as mine HFHJKHS#inside out 2#inside out#inside out joy#inside out embarrassment#inside out fandom#sketchbook
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"you said you like me. are you sure about that?"
#the trainee the series#the trainee series#the trainee ep11#janeryan#jane x ryan#offgun#off jumpol#gun atthaphan#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#i have to say i am immensely annoyed by this show atp lol#BUTTTT#this was cute :(#what a shame though because it was heading into a good direction but then the writers got bored and everything became repetitive#also the whole judybahmee bait? i will never forgive them for that lmao rip#like okay if its not meant to be fine#but then dont?? bait it????#im so pissed#at everything#djkhfd#but anyway at least these 2 finally got their shit together i guess#sigh
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bashes you on the head with fiddlestan
#sigh. me and who bro#ahem#i mean what#they’re cuddling as coworkers typically tend to do#this’s possibly one of my better instagram story doodles maybe#i guess?#they want each other so bad#gravity falls#fiddlestan#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart#gravity falls au#portal partners au#gravity falls portal partners au#:]#my art#rystiart#arggggg#gay people#whatgthe.hell…..
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save me tattooed dan save me
(non tattooed version bc Arms and also this entire piece was inspired by this tweet x so i should probs make the top easier to see)
#bro those tattoos took like 2 days for me to figure out sketch line then paint THEN readjust everything bc i suddenly remembered dil exists#i know this is going to flop dismally but i mainly did it for me bc i’m too disabled to tattoo so i’m living vicariously through myself#by just#drawing tattoos on people i guess#sigh#also took so long bc the atrophying is getting rlly bad but can’t do anything abt that so#slow and steady wins the race🙂↕️#what references can u recognise.. every tattoo has a meaning..#i was annoyed i finally started getting ideas after everything was in place so i couldn’t fit the microwave which is sad#but there’s still others !!#yes even the flowers have meanings :33c#art2 and craft2#phanart#daniel howell#dan howell#dan and phil#dnp
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Sometimes I think about how nobody says Micolash’s name out loud in game
#my art#my doodles#bloodborne#micolash host of the nightmare#bloodborne fanart#laurence the first vicar#bloodborne fan comic#I guess?#anyway! hello again#I fear the void has reclaimed me for a very long time#and will continue to do so#in the meantime here’s this scribbly little thing#micolash being a non-optional boss always fucks me up#what do you MEAN he’s fated to die in every playthrough#what do you MEAN any traces of his mortal life are soaked in dust and blood#what do you MEAN he might not remember who he is. is that why he speaks in third person#sighs
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HOLY SHIT I FOUND YOU!! I SAW YOUR FNAF ART LIKE A YEAR AGO ON PINTREST AND I WAS LIKE DAMN THATS PRETTY FUCKING AWSOME BUT FOR THE LIFE OF ME I COULDN'T FIND THE ARTIST BUT I JUST DID, ITS YOU!!
I have no idea which art of mine you found from pinterest but based on what you're implying I lowkey think it's this screenshot redraw I made for the FNAF movie lmao (which I hope I'm right)
Unfortunately you won't get much FNAF art from me nowadays anon, ever since Ruin disappointed me immensely I've just lost most of the hope I've been clinging onto for the franchise, now I'm just here... reminiscing, watching from the sidelines, and making a once-in-a-blue-moon art for it if I'm feeling extra
#thanks for the ask!#Ziku's insane rambles#fnaf#fnaf art#freddy fazbear#bonnie the bunny#chica the chicken#Just to be clear#I don't HATE FNAF#I'm just tired of seeing the one character I love get dragged to the mud multiple times#I'm being nihilistic but when I say there's no place for Chica fans in the fnaf fandom#there really isn't one I'm afraid#Scott had the opportunity to do SOMETHING WORTHWHILE with Glamrock Chica#instead we got fucking Roxanne Wolf because oooo the fandom likes the furry bait ig#not that I hate Roxanne Wolf either but how tf are you prioritizing this one-time character over the ONE WHO HAS CONTINUOUSLY EXISTED#AND WILL CONTINUE TO EXIST; WITHOUT PURPOSE MIND YOU; BECAUSE YOU KEEP FUMBLING#I guess what I'm saying is.... fnaf can be so alienating and lonely if the character you like isn't the furry thirst traps#because Scott hates Chica and doing anything remotely important with her; she's just a joke character in his eyes#sigh... now I'm sad because I'm remembering what made me drift away from this franchise
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anyone else feel the need to blow themwelves up badly. ha ha ga ha ha ab aba ga hahga ga ha ha ha
#HARUSONO SHOU WHEN I GET YOU#WHEN IIIIII GET YOU#head in my hands youve gotta be KIDDING ME#weeping crying throwing up blowing up#one billion explosions#what am i supposed to do eith myself#BY THE WAY THATS PREV PRES OFF TO THE SIDE#OFF FUCKING SCREEN#BECAUSE HARUSONO SHOU IS BOTH THE GOD AND THE DEVIL#gripping my head hard enough for blood to come out#sasaki to miyano#hanzawa masato#tashiro gonzaburou#prev pres#hanzawa to tashiro#<-I GUESS#hanzashiro#<- I GUEEESSSS#sighs heavily. what the hell man#sunnfish.txt#sunnfish.hzsr
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Not etho deciding to cut out the bit where he says "Oh you know we joked about not being serious teammates, but uh.. maybe... maybe..." because that looks really bad when he finishes the episode by joining cleo and the others
#nics rambles#ethoslab#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#tuff guys#sigh. just when it was starting to look like it would work out <3#so many interesting things here actually. like i could SEE etho really contemplating whether the trident is worth it and thinking through#how he hasnt actually done this betrayal thing yet and Maybe itll work but also the tuff guys arent REALLY a team so its fine#and well of course he should join a team of three winners (and impy i guess) what are bdubs and tango going to do for him???#and he also HAS to put that plausible deniability in there (“i mean ive been pretty#much betraying EVERYBODY this season but ill try my best“ ”im a terrible teammate- just putting it out there-“)#i need to study him like a bug#sooo excited to see where he goes but also if he betrays cleo he deaaad so. heh.
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