#djkhfd

[gunsatthaphan]

"you said you like me. are you sure about that?"

[barbieidol]

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[cookiecomics]

don’t worry about i djkhfd just feelings below jsfhf avoid cw: medical stuff

man my relationship with writing is so just kjfhf complicated. Writing this fic means so much to me because im having fun with a story which is something i haven’t done in ages so i genuinely want to finish it.   cause my first thought when i found out about these benign tumors is that wow i want to finish something..yah know just in case things ever get worse. 

Like I try so hard to let ao3 be this space where i don’t have to worry about being perfect. I wanted to use it as a place to keep myself accountable, share, so it would drive me to finish it and in a way it backfired since now so many more people are reading it than I thought ever would that i feel nervous knowing its not perfect. 

I keep reminding myself its not supposed to be and the reasons i started in the first place. I just wish i didn’t have dyslexia and didn’t have all these health problems looming over me

im probably just extra nervous because of the CT and breast scans i have coming up.

[shamsgoddess]

@undrowns​:    ‘  absently, a pretty piece she’d been listening to earlier is hummed. the song reminded him of aurora, ( it was lively, but sometimes, in a bridge, the melody dipped into a soft sound ) so it’s no wonder it’s become stuck in his head. so often does she occupy his thoughts: her songs would, too. digits dance upward upon the curve of her back, like the playing of piano keys, silently wondering which he’d have to press to play this tune she likes . . . but there’s no strings to pluck here, except the ones of his heart; so warm and tender at the sight of her. one cheek rests on a pillow across from him; and the other is gingerly grazed with his hand, fingers now brushing against the soft contours of her cheek, hoping the touch calms her like it does him. relaxation & sleep comes so much easier when they’re under the same covers, close enough that he can reach out and touch her. ( and he always does. ) he’s serene, but somehow more alive than he’s ever felt. does she feel that way, too, he wonders ? but it doesn’t matter; as long as she’s happy and at peace on this late evening . . .  ’

  The  hummed  melody  drifted  across  the  silent  room  like  the  hem  of  a  chiffon  dress  gliding  across  the  dance  floor.  His  usually  raspy  voice  sounded  as  light  and  vibrant  as  starlight  draping  around  her.  Aurora  loved  it.  Of  course,  he  lacked  the  practice  and  control  a  professional  singer  would  have.  But,  you  don’t  listen  to  your  lover’s  voice  with  your  ears,  you  hear  it  with  your  heart.  And  her  heart  did  what  it  usually  did,  it  ran  after  him.

  She  forgot  everything  for  a  moment,  even  the  touch  of  his  hand  that  usually  left  her  in  fits  of  giggles.  At,  least  she  wasn’t  ticklish  right  now  !   Her  gaze  was  fixated  on  the  clock  mounted  upon  the  wall.  She  stared  at  the  needles  of  the  clock  waltz  into  the  next  hour  until  they  melted  into  a  hazy  blur  of  colors.

  It  was  the  abrupt  conclusion  of  the  song  that  seemed  to  wake  her  from  her  reverie.  She  turned  to  him  with  doe-like  eyes  glimmering  with  curiosity.

  “  Why  did  you  stop  ? ”  the  protest  was  gentle  as  she  absent-mindedly  bit  on  her  fingernail.   “  I  was  almost  asleep.  Well,  not  really,  but  I  could’ve  been  ! ”   she  halted  for  a  moment,  letting  the  silence  nestle  between  them.   “  You  know,  my  mum  tells  me  she  would  sing  me  lullabies  when  I  was  a  baby  ?   They  weren’t  actual  lullabies  but  popular  songs  and  commercial  jingles.  She  says  I  loved  it.  I  imagine  that  would  have  been  as  nice  as  this  is.  ”

[icharchivist]

@puurima replied to your post“YO CHAPTER 363 IS OUT”

Kurapika was so pretty in this chapter I die

s o true!! but also... when isn’t he pretty istg.

o(-( we’ll probably see him more in the next chapter so... hype ;O

[furiousflirt]

completely shitty doodle to make up for my lack of reaction when I saw this notification :]

For those who don’t know, supericebeam has one of the coolest Vanny’s in the fandom and their art is so amazing and they are following this blog and i’m aaaaa

[fedfear-blog]

a wip that this song inspired me to do

[gamerwoo]

i still dont know who/what that sexual tension ask was aimed at and im scared djkhfds 

[b4kuch1n]

hey that "about ghosts" jjba comic you did is frickin cool and i just wanted to tell you that

aw haha thanks man!! I’m honestly really happy it came out that clean and purposeful, I definitely had no plan going in djkhfd

[calliopelovemail]

23, 25, 41

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

actually yeah! 

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

yes! 

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

no? no, i dont think so, i dont think its been 2 months so idk but i have a bad perception of time so idk. @ er when did we start dating im bad and forgot djkhfd

[askthepatchworkwalter-blog]

OOC/IC

Both Mish-mash and I die a little on the inside whenever anyone refers to him as 'Mashy'

[gunsatthaphan]

“we might have to wait until those conservative dinosaurs die” is the best line i have heard in along time 😂🤭

LOL yeah no he actually said that jhjkhkjlh

[gunsatthaphan]

GMMTV Outing 2024 out of context (not that it would make more sense with context) - part 2

[gunsatthaphan]

#best interns ever <3

[gunsatthaphan]

"you can bite me anywhere you want."

[gunsatthaphan]

not Karan being the cheesiest boyfriend I've ever seen djkhs please 😩😩😩