#race ocd

[demonized-ocd-culture-is]

Undiagnosed ocd culture is believing your faking because your looking for an excuse for the constant unwanted pedophilic thoughts (that have made want to kill myself for over 4 years). And that your just a creep.

I have no access to healthcare, and haven't for over a decade :)

you’re not faking for experiencing this anon ^^ i experience it too (if i’m understanding this correctly) ^^

[ur-fav-has-ocd]

chihiro fujisaki from Danganronpa Trigger Happy Havoc has HOCD , COCD , and POCD !

- requested by anon ! posted by Admin Esme 🥩

- HOCD & POCD flag from @npdghost , COCD flag from @variant-archive

read pinned/rentry before interacting ^^

[lago-morpha]

acceptance of intrusive thoughts should not be limited to whether or not you feel viscerally disgusted by them, as that's an emotional load nobody should have to bear. after your internal monologue yells about monkey n*ggers from africa for the 50th time this week you honestly stop acknowledging it. I shouldn't have to worry whether I'm secretly racist if I don't perform an internal speech about how disgusted I am with every slur my intrusive thoughts pull out. Id literally be stuck doing nothing all day

[joeythefrog]

I see your ADHD Race, your ODC Davey, your autistic Albert. And I raise you OCD Race.

Due to misrepresentation and the stereotypes of OCD I haven't seen this ever, but I need to.

Race who always needs things to be even, who used to have concerning fits of 'violence' as a kid where he would slam himself again walls, kick things, punch stuff until both sides of his body felt even. Who had to go to hospital with a broken nose because he just had to keep punching it.

Race who has rules revolving around keeping people safe (OCD is having a bad scary thought and doing an action to make it go away as a base summary) and cries whenever Jack pulls him away from drumming his fingers against the table or running laps around the room because he's being annoying or scaring people and screaming that he doesn't want everyone to get sick and die

Race who swings like a pendulum between thinking that he's insane and being convinced that everyone thinks this way -he's the one who can't take it and struggles

Race who doesn't give a shit about how clean his room is and is very rarely afraid of dirty things because that isn't what OCD is

Race who lies in his bed for hours in the morning and bawls because he wants to get up but he can't because he wants his friends to live

bonus points for Dasher crawling in with him and Race holding his son close as he sobs because he is so breakable he can't risk it

Race who only ran because when he was walking anywhere he would get the thought that something was chasing him or that the world was ending and he wouldn't be safe until he got home and was able to stop.

Race who got his name because of it because he was running through manhattan as fast as he could because he wanted to be safe but the world was ending

[pricklymuffinzzzzz]

Jokes I don’t think are funny,

Jokes about when mixed ppl don’t look mixed

Jokes about how “borderline” or manic someone is acting

Jokes about “the voices”

When someone jokes about how they haven’t eaten all day, like okay??

When someone jokes about another persons mental illness when they haven’t gotten permission.

When someone jokes about wanting to go to a mental hospital, saying “I need the vacation” “silly people vacation” etc, treating it like it’s not severely traumatic. Stop joking about that shit.

Oh and stop fucking joking about having ptsd, it’s not fucking funny, shut the fuck up

I can’t stop anyone from making these jokes but can y’all shut the fuck up sometimes? Like unless you’ve experienced it, when you have the trauma it’s funny. But when you just say that shit for fun it’s so fucking annoying.

[cryptidstealingyourcreditcard]

i am convinced ruffnut thorston has ocd, based solely off the episode where tuffnut fakes his death and ruffnut starts repeating her words three times

[hargrove-mayfields]

My Harringrove Relay Race Piece!

Word Count: ~700

Pure sfw romantic fluff 💕

@harringrove-relay-race

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Carol got a flat tire and can’t make it in time.

So here Billy and Steve are.

Sat on the floor, ice packs in hand like weapons, the two of them working as a tactical team to keep Heather's brain from overheating. That's not how it works, but Billy’s ocd brain heard that cold helps her feel better after seizures on a hard day, and sort of ran with it.

Their best friend is epileptic, full time under the care of their other best friend. The boys are no medical professionals like Carol, but they’re functioning off of enough practical knowledge to be trusted to keep her safe.

Heather, however, doesn’t like feeling crowded.

Now that she’s responsive and relaxed again, propped up on some pillows, she complains, “Really, I don’t need babysat, you guys.”

Steve instantly backs off. He understands the feeling of overstimulation, comparing in his head the feeling of having a crowd around after a meltdown, blurry forms of faces getting too close.

Billy would. But his instincts are screaming at him to hold it in place. Keep her cool, or something bad will happen. Something he doesn’t even wanna think about.

He swallows his nervousness thickly, “We’ll stay ‘til Carol gets here to help you out.”

“You’ve said that a million times, bub.” Heather smiles softly, understanding, at the same time really trying to get Billy to understand she’s okay.

That makes him sort of sheepish. Embarrassed by the part of himself he always wished he could control. He forces a little smile too, “I’m not bothering you, am I?”

“Of course not, sugar lump. But Steve looks like he’s going to faint. And you look tired.” She gently pushes on his cheek to make him look at Steve, and yeah, he does look worn the hell out. Damn it. He’s spent too much energy caring for everyone else again. Billy would be drowning in guilt, if not for Heather’s reassurances, “I don't feel seizure-y anymore. I’ll be okay. I promise.”

Caught between two sides of his own thinking, Billy starts to chew the inside of his cheek. Not even noticing he’s doing it.

Until Steve interrupts, quiet to show he isn’t mad, just observing, “Bad stim.”

He always carries at least two chew necklaces for that reason. Usually his favorite cloth one, and a rubber one for Billy. The chewies hurt his own teeth, but he wears it anyways, just in case his Billy needs it.

It’s romantic really.

And it is as well when Steve loops it off of his own neck, and places it over Billy’s, giving him an easy fix to the harmful chewing.

Appreciative, Billy kisses the palm of Steve’s hand as he puts it on him,

Watching the moment, Heather snorts a little laugh at them. “You two are so lovey-dovey. It’s disgusting.”

Billy rolls his eyes back, “Aw, you’re just saying that.”

In the short stretch of silence that follows, Steve decides to scoot a little closer and lay his head on Billy’s shoulder. At first, he thinks he might just want some affection, but the action suddenly reminds Billy of something.

“Do you wanna tell her?” He asks Steve, trying to be quiet about it.

She hears anyway. Propping herself up, Heather wiggles her brows, “Ooh, tell me what?”

“Promise not to have another seizure?”

“You know that’s not the way it works.”

“I don’t know… this is pretty big.” Alright, so maybe he’s nervous and stalling for time. So what?

Heather’s voice gets squeaky in frustration, “Just tell me, William!”

The anticipation is too much. Steve declares it himself, tapping his hands excitedly, “We’re getting married!!”

Grocery bags and car keys are dropped to the floor behind them. Carol’s home, and she has Tommy with her.

Billy and Steve will be the first of their friends to get married. It might help that they don’t have college or kids or budding careers in the way, but Billy’s proud of the achievement anyways.

Tommy flashes a signature cheeseburger smile and gives a thumbs up behind Carol, who herself shrieks, “What?! Tell. Me. Everything!!”

Everything including Billy dropping the ring under the couch and losing it, or Steve crying so hard he got the hiccups, and couldn’t eat the cookies Billy baked to celebrate?

He won’t say no, but they’re going to be here for a while.

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Hope y’all liked this little snippet! And if you enjoyed this, I bet you’re all gonna love what our next poster has in store! So excited and thrilled to announce the very talented, very inspired- @nymphwriter!

[mordcore]

not a fan of all of the spotify wrapped ocd bait. "how many black artists are in your top 100" etc. like buddy it's spotify. they're not getting paid anyway. but congrats on tokenizing them to show everyone how virtuous you are. a virtuous consumer. voting with your dollar. giving spotify CEO more money to exploit black artists too. newsflash, what music you listen to is not an indication of your morality or level of racism or whatever. stop giving people ocd about it. listen to whatever music you like, go out of your way explore music by marginalized artists if you can and want to, but don't feel obligated to tokenize them for morality points. just enjoy the music that you enjoy. don't let the tumblr climate turn your hobby and joy into another test.

[umflowers]

@formulatrash was kind enough to make a post [1] informing us of this man's transphobia, and i decided to scroll his twitter for a few and see what other bullshit he had to say, so here, have a collection of his bigotry. i found 14 instances, only scrolling back to late june. "highlights" include saying swearing on the radio deserves an identical fine to yuki using an ableist slur, a whole lot of transphobia, whining about how pointing out the english nt wouldn't be what it is without immigrants is actually racist and not progressive, "woke", whining about how prisoners aren't punished enough, and whining about someone not including enough Islamophobia in their post commemorating the 7/7 attacks. [1] https://www.tumblr.com/formulatrash/756153956661624832/

he works for racing pride.

one of his recent posts says he's leaving the organization soon, but has been there from the beginning. if you would like to let them know your thoughts about their having employed this, obviously very publicly and vocally, bigoted asshole all this time, or about how they need to vet the people who represent them a hell of a lot better going forward, their email is contact@ racingpride.com (take out the space)

[jankwritten]

yall wanna know how fucked up my anxiety is about some shit

i scroll past a post that's about a topic i don't like. whatever, it's fine. i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't care about. that's normal.

i scroll past a video that's a topic i don't like or care about but the person presenting it is a person of color? i IMMEDIATELY feel immensely guilty and need to "compensate" by "proving" it wasn't because of race by also skipping other random posts, JUST IN CASE someone thinks I'm racist because I didn't want to watch a video on a topic I didn't like or care about, that happened to be presented by a person of color.

this just in on: the police in my brain are loud and i'm scared of them

[gxyhxrror]

OCD is so funny bc it can be different each day and also centered on so so many things

I have horrible intrusive thoughts

& contamination ocd & washing my hands dozens of times & like today changing socks multiple times if my brain decides they touched one ‘gross’ thing on the floor

& it’s so centered around everything being connected & sensory issues & thinking “I can’t do that until after this” until I’m not doing anything at all

& being super avoidant bc my mental illness is so exhausting & I can’t do things I haven’t prepared for & I have to be able to go over & over info or plans,,

if I have a certain type of dr appointment or unpleasant thing like a job interview,, I try to plan all the details of how it will go & I get stressed bc I feel weak for not being able to know for sure how it will be or the experience itself bc it hasn’t happened yet

ocd is in everything i do & think now

[demonized-ocd-culture-is]

demonized ocd culture is realizing you get more scared at racist intrusive thoughts than pedophilic ones, and then your mind is like “okay you might be a pedophile” but you don’t feel anything.

if you are having pedophilic thoughts that aren’t causing you discomfort / fear then that’s a whole other issue .

[chessentans]

Having insomnia as a result of like anxiety issues is so fun.

Me: "wow it would be more stressful and bad for my mental health if I didn't sleep in addition to everything else"

My brain: "yeah, huh. Lol."

Me: "THAT WOULD SUCK RIGHT?"

My brain: .......

[theridgebeyond]

there is literally no one posting out here about The Weight of Our Sky by Hanna Alkaf

why is no one posting out here about The Weight of Our Sky by Hanna Alkaf

[pocketramblr]

I'm incredibly in love with btaa Harvey. I wanna call him "princess" too tbh TF

[queen-beefcake-sqx]

me: my brain hates me and talks me in loops and any time I try to do something to help, it only temporarily makes the problem go away. It eats up so much of my day and time and I hate it.

friend: hey have you checked out OCD?

me: …. wait a goddamn minute.