#post surgery ramblings

[beskarprincessjenny]

My current filthy fantasy: Getting up at 7:30am, drinking a cup of coffee on the patio, then going for a walk by the water behind my apartment.

🤞

[doomdoomofdoom]

Kamala Harris does want "transgender surgery on illegal aliens that are in prison", btw.

So since Trumpists are getting mad enough about the jokes to actually cite their sources, I thought I'd put the source out into my left extremist commie faggot echo chamber, too.

The claim originates from an ACLU questionnaire she filled out for her 2020 presidential candidacy, specifically this section:

She wasn't given a new questionnaire for 2024, and has stated that while her policy on some things may have changed, her values had not. (This most likely means she moved more to the center to appease larger demographics and cut corners to reach compromises. The basic politician stuff.)

It boils down to this: If you're in prison, whether for "illegal" immigration or other crimes, you rely on the state to provide you with necessary amenities, like food and health care. Her argument isn't "hell yeah everyone in prison should get sex changes for free". It's "gender affirming surgery is a necessary medical procedure. If you are in the states care while this becomes necessary, the state should provide it." If you're outraged by your tax money being used on this, consider the massive amount of people being incarcerated in for-profit prisons, on your dime. Then ask yourself if maybe a prison reform might be in order.

Worth noting: In 2015, while Attorney General, Kamala Harris actually argued against providing gender-affirming surgery to an incarcerated trans woman, claiming that HRT and psychotherapy were sufficiently covering her medical needs. She has since obviously changed her stance and assumed responsibility. (I would like to take this moment to remind my fellow left extremist commie faggots that "willingness to learn and rethink your views" is infinitely more valuable than "perfect from the start and unwilling to listen to anyone")

Also found in the source: This image of Kamala Harris participating in the 2019 San Francisco Pride Parade, wearing what I believe to be a sequin rainbow embroidered denim jacket.

I encourage you to read the provided CNN article and the answers to the ACLU questionnaire, as they give great insight into her values.

TLDR: Based.

[cryptidkreates]

andrew minyard transed his gender thinking he was becoming himself only to run into an exact clone of him on the other side of the country . and send post

[sickly-sapphic]

your general reminder that "no one is forcing hrt or gender surgeries on kids" is a lie

[technikki]

we're putting luigi down soon i;ve had enough of this man

[waywardsou2]

Had a dream I had top surgery and was so overjoyed to see my little scars and my tit less chest

Woke up to have a shower and realised I still have my tits...

*sigh*

I'm offering them free of charge to my local trans girl. Please take them off my hands (or my chest lol)

[reinanova]

so i started watching house md and my GOD house is such a bastard and asshole yet somehow i still kinda love him? idk i can’t get enough of this show

[crybaby-bkg]

wanna bug Toji soooo bad while he’s on the phone. his ass doesn’t have a job so it’s not like he’s discussing important business, but he likes to make it look that way. phone tucked between his shoulder and ear as he uses one hand to rub circles on your exposed thigh, the other flipping through the tv channels. he’s speaking in a low tone, his eyebrows mused together in agitation as he calls the guy on the other line a barrage of insulting names.

and you’re just a simple person—the man looks hot as fuck like that and you just have to bother him. so you do, despite the side eye he gives you when you swing your leg over, foot in the air, right in his face. he swats you away gently before going back to his phone call, bites at your toes when you still try to wiggle them in his face.

"If you think you can lowball me like that, then you're stupider than I thought." Toji grunts to the other man on the phone, distracted once more. a little peeved that his attention isn't on you much anymore, you do what any little conniving imp would do.

you sit on his lap. backwards, facing the TV, looking over your shoulder at him with such an evil little grin that it makes his eyes squint to you in warning. but you've never listened much, especially when you know you'll be rewarded so plentifully in the end.

so you rock your hips, just slightly the first few times. your legs sat on either side of him, hands resting in the space between his legs on the bed, leaning your weight back on his hips that you sit against. instantly, you can feel the swell of him beneath his sweats, feel the thickness that you love to fill you up start to twitch when you circle your hips, grinding them oh so slowly against his covered cock.

when you look over your shoulder again, Toji only stares, the slightest lilt of his lip turning up at the corners. he tries to act unbothered, one arm bent back to rest his head against, the other holding the phone to his ear. but you can see through him, and feel just how bothered he really is.

so you up the ante; start to lift and drop your hips slow, slow, slow at first before the pace begins to build. you lean forward on your elbows, pull your underwear up until the curve of your ass is exposed, gasping from the friction, from the feeling of his cock rubbing so sweetly at your slit through the thin cotton.

you look over your shoulder once more, grinning, biting at your lip as you grind against him, close to completion. he can see it all in your eyes.

"Gonna call you back later. Got some important shit to take care of right now." Toji hangs up without preamble, gaze distant as he focuses on the ever growing spot of your arousal that starts to leak onto his own sweats.

but you're a little minx, with the way you scramble from his grasp before he can catch you, laughing when he snags your ankle to drag you back down. he's suddenly kneeling over you, grin sharp and ferocious, the straining of his cock through his sweats hanging so intimidatingly low, that if you lift your hips just a little, his tip would kiss your clit in the sweetest kiss.

"And where do you think you're going, you little brat?" Toji growls, dropping down to nip at the base of your neck, licking over your pulse point.

"Not letting me off the hook that easy, huh?" you tease, hands splayed beside your head in surrender, just wanting a little bit of the chase before the devouring. and by the look in his eyes, you know you'll only be bones by morning.

"Not in a million years." he promises right before the inevitable pounce.

[cillianmurphysdimples]

Feel free to ignore this entirely. I said before that, if I felt brave enough, I would show you the extent of the dental issues I had that led to my full dental clearance surgery.

Under the cut you'll find the picture of my teeth a week before extraction, and a picture of my mouth 3 days after. TRIGGERS FOR - Blood/Dental decay/Stitches

I am well aware of the state my mouth was in. Largely, it was down to self neglect but not out of not brushing my teeth, out of fear of the dentist being so strong that small issues were left to become absolutely rampant and unfixable. Dental phobia is never really talked about because it's seen as "everyone hates the dentist" - this was more than that. Hours of crying, hours of hying up just to call to speak to someone without even stepping into a dentist. Not to mention living with the dental decay, pain, and visual representation of the mess I was in. The picture of my teeth prior to extraction looks like those of a long term meth addict. I am not proud of it, but I know that's how it looked and I'm aware that that sounds flippant.

It took being terrified of endocarditis (as I already have heart disease/malformations from birth) to make me agree to the extractions. I didn't want to die and leave my sons without their mum. The fear/phobia was/is that profound.

You're welcome to think what you do - as I said I know what they looked like and I hated it myself. But I just want to show how far someone with dental phobia can progress before things are "bad enough" to accept help.

So, under the cut is my before and after surgery. Look if you like, and by all means have your opinions. I'm sure I've heard them all before! But also if you have any questions, then ask.

[xxxball-fondlerxxx]

difference between neopronouns and xenopronouns is that xenopronouns is what you have when youre an illegal transgender alien

[chellychuu]

I’m having my gallbladder surgery tomorrow morning! I’m a bit nervous ; u; But hopefully it all goes well! Art will probably be slow until I recover, so I’m sorry in advance!

I hope you all have a great week! 💖

[lili-the-cartoon]

I hate people because of I’m this close to snapping and getting top surgery so pervs don’t stare whenever I’m wearing a tight shirt or a tank top

Or maybe I’ll just chop them off for some other reason idk?

[upsidedownsmore]

Mid-semester art catch-up post cause I forgot to post anything here lol lmao

It's been an extremely busy final semester, probably the busiest I've ever been, following two or three similarly busy semesters! I'm so tired! I've been posting this stuff over on Bluesky, but I kinda completely neglected Tumblr in the meantime. Sorry about that!

To say I'm a bit burnt out would be an understatement, but with the end in sight here's some assignments, sketches, and wips from the past two months (below the read line, it's long!)

(categorized by what courses/contexts they were made for, roughly chronological within categories, details in the alt texts, some might be cropped by tumblr)

ART 294: The Graphic Novel

(holy hell this class moves fast oh god oh god)

ART 238: Unconventional Clay

(first 3D art class in over 5 years lol)

ART 488: Senior Studio Seminar

(a.k.a. 13-person capstone angst hell)

Personal Art

(it's just two ttrpg doodles from a month ago lmao)

Ok that's it so far! I'm exhausted! Hopefully I can keep you guys up to date alongside Bluesky in the future, and I can't wait (I really can't holy hell) to finish all this school stuff up in the next two months and get back to fanart and such again. But before then, I have many many many things to wrap up with fast approaching deadlines, so, uh, gotta get back to that first. oh god.

[sheepyyyyyy]

JUST FOUND A CUTE LAMB NIGHTGOWN ONLINE OUGHGHGHGGHG ! AND ITD FIT MEE

[waywardsou2]

Unfortunatly the dysphoria is hitting pretty hard right now

It's really hot where I am at the moment which means I need to wear a lot of short and revealing clothing which I hate. I'm not comfortable in any sense of the word right now

And on top of that I've been thinking a lot about surgeries and T-shots and things like that and...it's just a lot

A few months ago I was sure what I wanted in my medical tranistion for when I can afford it but now I'm not so sure.

I know I want top surgery. That has never even been a question. But I'm really not sure about T now. Some of the affects I really want but others I don't.

I want a deep voice and facial hair and body hair and bottom growth

But I'm scared of my voice deepening because what if I can't sing like I used to? Obviously I won't be able to since my voice will be different but I want to have the same range just with some lower notes. I want to still be able to do my long and high notes for those more upbeat songs and stuff and I'm worried if I take T then I can't do that. But...I can't tell what's worse. Being misgendered the rest of my life for having a femmine voice or not being able to sing in the ways I want to

And yeah I can do vocal training but will that be as good as what T can do for me?

I just don't know, it's all too confusing and scary.

I mean sometimes I pass, and I'm pre-everything. But a lot of the times I don't and I don't know how to make it work...

Any tips out there from my fellow transmascs?

[justghostthings]

Yes I could definitely search this on my own but does anybody know anything about facial hair transplants for ftm affirming surgeries??? I grow some hair but not a lot and I know that they can do hair regrowth surgeries on scalps n things so I assume there's something that can be done to help facial hair growth??? Or at home stuff I could try. I know minoxidil hasn't been approved to be used on the face but I have tried it a little, I'm not super consistent with it and ik it's more meant to bring back hair that was prev. there n I never previously could grow hair on my face. Idk !! My biggest transition goals ever since I knew I was trans was to get top surgery and have my name/gender marker changed, and now that it's over I've started to look into other things I think I'd like. Idk ! If anybody had any input, or sites I could check out I wld rlly appreciate it!!! Or if anyone just wants to DM and talk about transition stuff I would love that. Or u can send asks abt it. Whatever is cool