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americanwh0resstuff · 29 days

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Haven’t watched OUAT but I might have to for him ❤️❤️❤️❤️

#do it for him #dr frankenstein #do experiments on me please #or don’t idk I guess that would hurt #in a good way? 😏😏😏#and then judge me for liking it #ANYWAYS #izombie #once upon a time #Blaine DeBeers #dr whale #david anders

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blackberry-jam · 1 year

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That post about cannibalism becoming too mainstream and destigmatized by certain sections of the internet and therefore losing its weight and horror and visceral nature just has me thinking about how HABIT ate a baby and everyone was like oh lmao he’s just an edgy cool guy!!!! He’s just like me fr!! Haha!!! Which. I think not enough people are freaked out by the fact that he forced Evan to eat his own child raw and possibly alive. He mentions “the bones” and implies that it took awhile. Like that wasn’t Hannibal-style Brioche With Baby Pâté and Shredded Zucchini in a Plum Vinaigrette, he just opened Evan’s mouth and bit down until the job was done, and I think that says a lot more about Habit than people want to examine. Idk it just. has me thinking. The number of times hurting children comes up in entries and supplementary materials about HABIT is kind of overwhelming, really. I’ve seen people talk about how they think he’d draw the line at hurting children, but the source material goes out of its way to state otherwise- just about every time he’s in contact with children they die. Or worse. He’s the summation of the worst of humanity, the combined aggregate of all of our flaws and crimes, and one of those crimes is cannibalism, so honestly I wouldn’t be surprised if he made a habit (ha) of it.

#he would not respect your pronouns he canonically made a man beat his own dog to death and he made Evan eat his own baby.#like maybe some people are not ready for horror media #maybe some people resort to making silly fun posts to cope but I think not enough people read his blog posts #they are genuinely horrifying and evil and so is he!#and that’s why he’s an insanely good villain! he’s so charismatic despite it all!#but god like. the fact that he was friends with Albert Fish. and Goebbels.#emh #idk ignore me I just think like. not enough people care about the violence done to women and children in emh and nobody wants to give it #the weight and meaning it was intended to have #if you don’t care about Jessa and Jess and Steph and the baby and the kids in the stories and Vinnie from the past it’s like. okay #nothing HABIT does will mean anything to you #because nobody you care about got hurt except Vinnie #it’s pretty telling. to me #everyman hybrid #everymanhybrid #cannibalism tw #I guess???? if you’re on here you probably don’t care but just in case

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erdudumellahvad · 3 months

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Umm yeah, my baby boy soap:D

I gave him an eyebrow piercing scar because I think he would be one to get one I don’t why just I had a feeling💀

(And fun fact I gave him a scar on his lip, just because I have one and I thought it was missing something)

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elizabeth-dicewielder · 4 months

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Putting the word toxic, especially the phrase toxic yuri, up on the shelf until some of y’all learn how to use it properly

#lesbians having opposing goals does not make them toxic #lesbians being in difficult situations where they are forced to hurt each other against their will is not toxic #lesbians having an argument is not toxic #IT’S CALLED PLOT Y’ALL #imperfection does not mean toxic. i’m beginning to think you’ve never actually encountered a real life relationship #brought to you by various stupid posts i’ve seen about: the jasmine throne; utenanthy; catradora and more #if they’re not actively making each other worse on a personal and emotional level it’s not toxic idk what to tell you #i can kind of see where people are coming from by calling juri/shiori toxic but again they’re literally not even in a relationship #and juri only has shiori’s best interest at heart and always has so like. also i don’t get it #anyway i’m pretty sure if y’all saw a real life lesbian relationship between two fully formed people your brain would explode from the fact #that they are not in fact perfectly happy and in sync every moment of their lives #because we’re PEOPLE #and guess what!!! fiction tries to reflect real PEOPLE with real flaws #okay i’m going on too much i’ll end the post here #am i gonna tag this with relevant tags? yeah i think i am actually. might have consequences but oh well #wlw #lesbian #yuri

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collideliketwostars · 9 months

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I worry this wound will never close and will continue to bleed

#I want to stop hurting so bad but im worried I never will stop hurting because of how much it still hurts and how it leaves me confused.#It’s been a few months and I still cry about it. My heart still aches and breaks when I think about it.#I thought they were someone who wouldn’t hurt me. but I guess I was fooled. I guess they always were that someone. Just hidden #it hurts to know that someone who I thought was a close friend and an ex got “together” in a way.#They aren’t exactly together together but together in a way where they’re kinda fucking #And that’s where it hurts. To know what they’re doing.#that was my closest friend. my actual soulmate I believed. and thats my ex. They got “together” a month later after we broke up.#after talking about it to a few people.. were they attracted to each other even when my ex and I were together? If so.. what was I?#And how could they do this so easily? Or am I just overthinking/overreacting?? I don’t know. I need someone to tell me #I look back when my friend & I were still friends. I think I started to lose them during the beginning of summer last year #I just tried believing I wasn’t and things would fall back into place soon. but they weren’t.#They just said one thing and left. Leaving me alone in the dark.#I don’t know.. I get it in some way? I was in a bad place and probably draining for them to stay but like #Idk.. I guess I can understand why they left me. but why get with someone who I dated and start.. fucking.#im so hurt by this. I’m worried this wound will never close and that I’ll be a wounded dog chained to the tree forever.

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softmoonlite · 8 months

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hm i usually don’t let body comments get to me but earlier i told my sister that she could keep a shirt bc i don’t think it fits me well (and even tho she didn’t necessarily meant it maliciously) she said “why dont you just lose a little weight?” and like im still thinking about this comment hrs later….

#like the shirt was a gift but it’s not in my size and so i don’t like how it fits on me so i said she should keep it bc i know she likes it #and then she said that followed by ‘i feel bad keeping a shirt gifted to you’ so like i guess her weight comment wasn’t meant to be hurtful #but idk i just would never expect her of all ppl to say that #so yeah that’s how my night went :///#body image tw #fatphobia tw #mytxt

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batwingedserpent · 1 year

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HATE when someone genderbends an ‘ugly’ guy and like they can draw the guy normally but they make the girl smooth pretty and adorable. Like, why can she not be the same? Why does she gotta be conventionally attractive. Why did you make her nose smaller and remove her wrinkles and made her look like a Barbie doll when you obviously have an understanding that the guy does not look like that TM.

Like not to find everything problematic but what is tumblrs problem with unconventionally attractive girls. So many meme of loving gross weird girls but anytime there’s a girl that looks like that you all turn your nose up 🤨

#sorry I just saw a riddler genderbend where they gave her a tiny nose and huge breasts and a small waist and no wrinkles and scars and it’s #just kinda odd #bc I’ve seen that persons art of normal riddler and they make him look like he does #but I guess women aren’t allowed to have ‘ugly’ traits 🤨#not vagueing abt any moot don’t worry #just generally complaining abt people #People in the tf2 fandom are also extremely guilty of this #Like they’ll be like ‘I love big women 🥰’ and by big women they mean 5’11 and 112 lbs #like no that is not what genderbend heavy would look like I assure you #idk it just made me irked #signed a person with a sunken eyes and acne and an overbite #like I don’t really consider myself ugly I’d say but it still #hurts to see people always have to make women look like models when they can accept the bad traits on a man #ignore me lol

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psychoticwillgraham · 10 months

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that last post I rbed just reminded me that I have a battle vest that I haven’t worked on in like two years bc it was getting complicated

#I have another vest I could use but eh #my dad got me a real leather vest from a company that makes them for bikers #and it’s REALLY fucking nice #like $350+nice #and I just don’t wanna fuck it up since idk what I’m even doing #so I guess I’ll practice on this dinky one first #and for the nice one I wanna make it REALLY look fuckin sick #question: how much would my fingers hurt if I tried to embroider on a real thick leather vest #bc I wanna

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headbandsandflats · 1 year

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i feel like he did this just for me and you know what, it was appreciated

#the only thing better than a win is a win where bader has an rbi & makes a great catch & gets interviewed after & looks like this #harrison bader #pls don’t get hurt pls don’t get traded pls play here forever #douchebag (affectionate)#loml #idk would just die for him i guess

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pepprs · 2 years

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also the favoritism thing is still making me so fucking mad and insane btw. im not jealous / resentful of my brother bc he deserves her love and is also burdened in his own ways by it and bc i think my drama w my mom has shaped my life in profound ways and given me friends i cherish and i would never trade any of that for the world but jesus fucking christ. why do i have to beg you to interact with me like a mother. why do i have to talk to me at all beyond asking me to do you 847439473 favors a day. why do i have to beg you to take an interest in my life and apologize when you hurt me and be nurturing and perceptive for once in your fucking life. like it hurts to hear her asking him about his classes and whatever bc she didn’t think i was stressed out w school but i had to talk to a ****** hotline last decemver when i couldn’t take it anymore and my mental health was crashing and burning and it doesn’t even fucking matter to her at all and she’s going to get him the nice gifts and throw him the nice parties and whatever because she hates me and my sister for… and let me get this straight… being complicated and anxious and depressed and also girls. lol!

#purrs #delete later #sorry i knowive been insane about momposting but this shit has me screeching like an ape. the way when my brother was born she decided me #and my sister would be okay with each other bc we were twins and meanwhile she was leaving my sister to have anxiety attacks and me to take #care of her and all of this happening at like 7 years old and she would come into my brothers room every single night and kiss him goodnight #and talk to him for a long time and she wouldn’t even come in and say goodnight to us. LOL. ok. like our room being a depression nest is not #an excuse. us not helping out much in the kitchen or around the house (which is bad but also we have reasons for it that i think are valid #and i only do it here and not elsewhere btw.) is not a good excuse. you can’t decide you love your one kid more because he helps out and #keeps his room clean and whatever. maybe he is normal because you made it very clear from the time that he was born that he was your top #priority and you gave him your attention and didn’t take it away meanwhile my sister and i have always had to share bc we’re twins and she #cast us aside when he was born and has fucking tormented both of us for years over who we like what we want where we go all of that shit and #then has the AUDACITY to call herself a good mother. being a good mother is more than feeding your kid and projecting your childhood trauma #onto them by preventing them from ever developing cancer to the point where they’re afraid fo like. go outside. you have to be patient and #nurturing and kind and like.. motherly. ans i know no one can be a perfect mother and she has been hurt so badly and she is dealing with a l #lot right now but COME ON. for gods SAKE. i am right fucking here. why don’t you care about me? why do you make it clearer every day?#ask to tag #like the way she would say when my sister and i were growing up and going through it that she wished she could book a hotel and live there f #far away from us and miss out on us growing up so she wouldn’t have to deal with us being anxious and hormonal because we were teenage girls #LOL. totally did not impact me at all. totally is not a wound that informs every breath i take and every thought i have. not at all #* like maybe he is normal because you uh… idk. just a guess here. actually gave him the motherlove people need to be functioning healthy #human beings? idk. just a silly thought. haha

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permanentreverie · 11 months

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just a quick lil rant before i head to bed

#somethin that’s really bothered me these last few days #i have one irl person that i consider my friend and i hang out with her. but if i wasn’t the one suggesting we go out and do stuff #i don’t think she’d bother with me at all #which. we have fun together. at least i do.#but thinking about this whole year. everything we’ve done has been my suggestion #and it’s not like we’ve hung out every single weekend. she’s had plenty of opportunities to invite me to stuff #but she will blatantly do stuff with her other group of friends then tell me about it #like she mentioned she went and saw the eras movie and was excitedly telling me all about it.#and damn. that’s an experience i would have loved to have.#and she KNOWS i love taylor it’s not like she thought i wouldn’t like going.#she also has openly discussed with her other friend (who is a swiftie) about getting tickets for taylor. right in front of me. ngl it just!?#hurt not to be included i guess!? i mean this isn’t the first time i’ve had a friend openly go to an artist i love with someone who’s not me #idk am i just being stupid and selfish!?#but like. during the summer (a month i was really struggling) i kept on seeing if we could meet up and talk and catch up #before this get together at the end of the month with a few people. and that never turned out she kept on saying she was busy #understandable. but the day of the get together i was chatting with her friend and she mentioned how she and her had hung out like 30 times #that month.#and like i went bowling with said friend last week (it was my suggestion) and we were hanging out and i mentioned how now that our schedules #have opened up id love to get together more - even if she was getting groceries and wanted someone to come along. and she said that yeah #that this week would be good to hang out. and i told her to just contact me. but i highly highly doubt she will text me.#so should i just take the hint and drop her!?#and i live a little farther away but i’m always the one driving to her. idk if that makes a difference but like #idk it’s just the feeling of being expendable and someone’s second choice and never their first #which is a feeling i’ve grown up with so i’m not a stranger to it #but i’ve actually lost sleep over it this last little bit wondering like what it is about me that repels people that makes them not care #like i’ve had girls i’ve loved with my whole fucking heart and would lay down my life for them and i didn’t even make their top 5.#so let’s just say this is an issue that has been hurting me for a while #idk like i’m not trying to sound emo but this kind of hurt and loneliness is just something i have to resign myself to #and face the reality that i’m not as important to people as they are to me sometimes.

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tiredsadpeach · 2 years

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Losing my fp is gonna fucking hurt but I just idk I can’t find a way this is gonna end well so I’m coming to terms with it

#it’s was a fine 4 years #the last year was already hard as fuck lmao #funny we got into a fight exactly a year ago too over him saying if you’re too sensitive don’t be on social media #I still have his Christmas present because we haven’t gotten to see eachother since #October I think is when we last met in person #just a week ago he was offering to hang out because of all the shit my mom said to me #I also have the other friend that’s involved in all of this’s Christmas gift #I was gonna mail it to him #oh well I guess #I just idk I’m so hurt #but this feels like what I’d been worried would happen ever since their obsession with each other got worse and worse #like I get it bpd does that you get obsessed believe me I know but y’all have been feeding into it with these ‘jokes’ lately and well #all the times y’all have said to each other you don’t need friend you only need me as a haha joke is gonna become true if y’all don’t get #some help and soon and like I think one of their psychiatrists said that their relationship was unhealthy and also one sided once #which unhealthy YES one sided?? nah not at all #but they both were like baffled and just didn’t believe the unhealthy part #I commented on it only saying how was it one sided because I knew if I agreed with the unhealthy part they’d both hate me lol #because believe it or not mutual obsession is not healthy lmao idc how romanticized it’s been getting it will never be healthy #I have a bf now and I strive to never be like that to him because i don’t want us to become mutually obsessed like that I don’t want us to #isolate ourselves for eachother whether knowingly or unknowingly just today he apologized because he’s been busy and I always let him know #it’s perfectly okay if he just never has time to message me one day because I know that’s healthy even if my brain is screaming #like yeah I still have intrusive thoughts I get jealous of his friends like way too jealous and I want him all to myself but I stop myself #from acting on any of those thoughts because I know it leads to a controlling abusive realtionship and I don’t want to be that he doesn’t #deserve that so it is so fucking confusing when they ‘joke’ and tell the other to delete a photo or tweet and then the other actually does #idk how they can’t see that that’s fucked #okay sorry lol but hey if y’all read the tags on the I’m so lost post and know what I did wrong please tell me because no one else will!

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milo-is-rambling · 1 year

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I forget how much I hate the taste of vodka but the whipped cream vodka is so much better my god

#make a drink sweet enough that you can’t taste it when it’s in ur mouth and then all u get is the whipped cream vodka in the burn #makes drinks more tolerable #also this is the fastest I think I’ve ever chugged an alcoholic drink #we are gonna get fucked up tonight bc we have daddy issues and fought with our mom this morning slayyy #smoked a cigarette at the lake now getting fucked up in my room while home alone #life is so good and it’s all bullshit forever #literally we could all die and it doesn’t matter and life is weird and crazy and I am happy it sucks and I am so fucking thrilled to be aliv #at all #life is good regardless of death but I wish death would just like wait patiently for my family #dad I miss u I hope you had a good four twenty where ever you ended up. im sorry moms acting like this. I hope my brothers okay at school.#I hope he’s having a good time and isn’t completely overwhelmed with everything. I was right and apparently he’s gonna come home after grad #uation and im excited to have him home again but my mothers all upset. I know it sucks that you’re dead but it’s nice knowing in a weird way #that you’re the reason me and hunter got close again. so thanks I guess for that. and smoking made me and mom grow closer. idk. you’ve done #a lot for us and most of it had to do with weed. today hurt worse than my birthday. or the six month anniversary. today sucked. and no one #else seemed to be torn apart by it and it made me feel like I was going crazy and no one could even tell #you would’ve noticed if I was acting different. I love you. wherever you are I still love you. and I’m sorry. I’m sorry I was such a bitch.#and I wish I took better care of you. but you were my father I wasn’t supposed to take care of you. you should’ve been there for me. we shou #have been there for mom and hunter and your parents and I’ve been thinking a lot about grammie actually. I don’t know how I feel. thinking #about her makes me cry now. I don’t have the heart to make her cry talking about my childhood but I miss her. and I miss being young. I miss #you coming to my Father’s Day dance recitals and coming back from bike week in Laconia and bringing me flowers always wearing your grey #Harley Davidson jacket and you’d have flowers in your arms and you’d be bored but so proud and you’d hug me and you’d smell like weed and #your beard was always scratchy when you’d hug me and I just miss you a lot. I miss you and I fucking hate you for it fuck.#note to self. don’t be pmsing and then get drinking and smoking and thinking of your dead father. you will cry

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beautiful-songbird · 1 year

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I can’t explain how weird it feels to realize I’m the only girl I know who doesn’t regularly cry

Everyone talks about crying like it’s something they do on the daily, and when I say I don’t cry, they either look at me in a way that tells me they think I’m lying, or they’ll say something like I’m lucky

I don’t feel lucky

I feel uncomfortable

Especially knowing how many people think I’m weird for not crying

#lmaooooo sorry y’all #I’ve been thinking about this a lot #not crying didn’t seem like a big deal #because you know #I get sad #I have emotions #I guess #but then I was laughing after I slammed my hand in a door last week #and one of my coworkers asked how I wasn’t crying #like I don’t know #am I supposed to?#would crying take away the pain?#probably not #so why would I bother? it was funny to me #I mean yeah it hurt but like idk #softbobamilktae txt

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cherrysnax · 1 year

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I once heard that dreaming about someone constantly means that they’re thinking about you. Maybe these people miss you too?

kneejerk reaction is that I hope they’re not thinking of me tbh

#is that the truth? I’m not too sure. I just think it’s be easier to be okay with the concept of everyone forgetting me forever than to sit #with the mortifying possibility of being known and remembered #I don’t remember my hs self fondly so I don’t see why anyone else would yknow #I was already kinda convinced everybody hated me before I vanished so I guess. if ppl are thinking about me it’s negative #it’s scarier if it isn’t lmaoo #I don’t know what’s wrong with me #but yeah I don’t think it works like that nonnie or at the very least I hope it doesn’t <3 #I think I’m just a weird guy whose brain is trying to hold on to idealized memories of the past because he’s afraid of growing up #n wishes they had the insight they do now back then. if I had known I was a nb lesbian dealing w massive comp het #if I had known abt the bpd I could’ve realized that I split on ppl and myself #i was so excited to have friends and be cared about man #I hate that little guy I was but I don’t blame them for being stupid and not understanding shit. I wish I could slap my younger self on the #back of the head and be like “’be normal dumbass ur friends like you’’#I uhh often focus on hurting myself more than not hurting the people around me and it was rlly bad back then #asks #nonnie #this is all to say that I think that the constant feeling of instability and academic stress is causing me to subconsciously wish for the #the days I perceive as being easier. it’s a mishmash of real events and things that possibly could’ve been if I was normal #I believe I want a feeling of control or something? idk. idk that contradicts everything #dreams are just dreams. I’m probably just regretting how much of senior year I lost and that’s it

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codgod-moved · 2 years

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Tango getting to use the not-used-in-a-century execution claws is a real #girlboss moment. #slay literally

yeah :D the rebels hurt his buddy, at least one of them’s gotta get dusted. may as well be the guy that was fucking over everyone

#.asks #nptau #the double agent was also the one that hurt jimmy the most in that whole debacle #the others gave him a couple scratches at worst #but they were gonna save the attempted murder for if tango refused to do as they said #but the double agent guy had his own plans i guess #maybe planning on using tango’s grief to kill him and take the throne himself? idk #kill tango or just otherwise get him out of the way #that seems like something an evil court member would do #idk why i’ve decided the double agent is a he btw i don’t actually have any ideas for his character

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