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#no bc i actually can’t decide#girlblogging#female hysteria#manic pixie dream girl#girly tumblr#girlhood#thought daughter#this is what makes us girls#girl rotting#this is a girlblog#hole band#courtney love#lana core#lana del ray aesthetic#lana is god#lana del rey nfr#lana del rey#lanadelrey#lana unreleased#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#ethel cain#preachers daughter#tumblr girls#cinnamon girl#coquette girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girl core#girl boss gaslight gatekeep#girl blog#girl thoughts
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no more serious outfits just whatever this is
#two choices of shoes bc i can’t decide#and it is plausible to carry the comfy shoes in your big bag for when you get tired of heels#also i’m still obsessing over that shirt but whenever i longed for a graphic tee and actually got it i can never pull it off#looks stupid on me but yeah#love it on others i guess i wish i was like that too
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“people only like agathario as a ship because of the actresses”
NO actually because do you know how fucking insane the concept of having a character whose soul purpose for even existing is to Lead people to the Afterlife, like that’s literally it. There’s no rules** or feelings or certain way to do things. She literally just IS.
And then suddenly this Character meets This other character who has been rejected by the only people she’s ever known, called a monster and nearly executed by said people. She thinks she’s a fucking monster but Death gets her because that’s the one THING that makes her so alike with this witch:
They aren’t Monsters. They can’t control what they do. They aren’t cruel.
They just are.
Now imagine this character, who has never once in her life has felt Anything because it’s not who she is. She’s not supposed to FEEL things.
But this other character, she makes Death feel for the first time ever: anger, jealousy, longing, anguish, sadness, turmoil and, above all love. And this love LITERALLY humanizes her.
Death isn’t supposed to have a Heart that beats.
And yet, out of this love, comes life.
Death isn’t supposed to be a Mother.
And when Death is doing her job, her Love begs her not to do it. To not do her job.
And, perhaps maybe for the first time ever, Death has a rule she can break.
She can’t NOT take the dead.
She doesn’t take Nicky from Agatha for six years. Nicky was never, ever meant to even exist. But because death broke her own rules, he lived for far longer than he should have.
And then she Had to take him.
And suddenly, for the first time EVER, Death is affected by the loss.
The loss pushes the person to give her Life, humanity and more to hate her. And then she feels guilt, and sorrow, and further down the line, anger and frustration because she can’t Find her.
And when she finally does, she’s at Peace. She’s enjoying herself because her person is here and she’s talking to her and suddenly Death feels whole again.
She’s not supposed to feel.
And, still, when her love dies, Death feels it like she never has before. She cries. She mourns.
She’s not supposed to do anything but be Death, and yet because of Agatha Harkness, Death had become so much more.
And THAT is insane to me.
The fact that agatha and rio are played by two incredibly talented and Stunning actresses is literally just the cherry on the cake.
#on my soap box hours#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario#agatha x rio#agatha all along#i also don’t consume much marvel media outside of this lil corner and i don’t want to hear if I’m wrong#thank xx#‘bu—but a rule is Death can’t kill#agatha said it’s not allowed!!1!1#because death can’t kill#that’s not a rule babygirl that’s just how it is#i have a lot of thoughts about the humanity of this Death character I wish someone would dissect my brain#idk if I even did good explaining it here tbh#i just rambled#oops#death#bUt wHat AbOuT ChArAcTeRs ChEaTiNg DeAtH#idk if I decided if there’s like the One ‘rule’ death has or if it’s just#Certain People#being like#ummmm Nu-uh#and rio not knowing how to deal with it#other than her frustration#she only has bc Agatha made her Feel Things#like Feel things but also like actually FEEL#anyway#they really did spoil us by having Kathryn Hahn and Aubrey Plaza play crazy lesbian lovers tho love that for us#and by us I mean lesbians thank you
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Agatha All Along Headcanons (edited)
Agatha - Queer
Billy - Gay
Lilia - Aroace
Rio - Pan
Jen - Lesbian
Alice - Panromantic - Asexual
Sharon - Heteromantic - Demisexual
#was trying to decide if I wanted to put Sharron’s name as Mrs. Hart just to be an asshole lol#desperately want to do parks and rec headcanons bc of queen aubrey plaza#I can’t see Debra as anyone other than kitty#haven’t finished it yet actually still have two episodes left 🙈#Joe Locke <3 obsessed#agatha all along#wandavision#marvel mcu#marvel#lgbtqia#headcanons#agatha harkness#billy maximoff#lilia calderu#sharon davis#rio vidal#jennifer kale#alice wu gulliver#agathario
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When I see stuff like this I kinda want to bash my head into a wall:
To start off, I’m not sure whether this person was commenting on book or show Cersei, but honestly, it doesn’t even matter because she’s so much more than the ‘ambitious villain’ or the ‘murderous girlboss’ tropes in both the book and show.
(Of course, I do have my issues with the way Cersei was written in the show like most people but this is simply a rant post so I’m not going to go through the differences of Show vs Book Cersei)
Cersei is a female character who was shaped by her environment, who’s insecurities were created by her environment, and she’s a woman who’s idiotic mistakes can be traced back to how her environment shaped her. She’s much more than a murderous girlboss, she’s both a victim of the system and also a beneficiary of it, while also acting as an agent of it to keep the status quo while also desiring what the system denied her.
Cersei is NUANCED and complicated and even now people hate that about her and want her to have been a purely evil woman handcrafted in a vacuum, ignoring the context of her life because readers would rather not engage with Cersei’s victimhood and nuances because that ruins their idea of: She Was The Problem and Always The Problem. (People would rather say that she deserved her walk of shame instead of interacting meaningfully with the theme of systematic gender-based violence that is so prevalent in Cersei’s story. The exploration of patriarchal violence in Show Alicent’s story is done so horribly in comparison.)
And what really pissed me off about these tags is that this person has clearly decided that they don’t care to interact with the nuance of Cersei and are fine with flattening her, and yet they shit on others for not liking Alicent.
Because of the way Alicent is written in this show, she almost always has a ‘woe is me I can do no wrong’ attitude, which of course drives people away from the character (woe is me I deserve to take a child’s eye 🥺). However, what actually annoys me is how she’s made out to be stupid, foolish, ignorant, and inconsistent due to the horrible writing of this show, all of which are deviations from her book characterization. Also, I despise it when people want me to support writing decisions and changes made in adaptations that are downright misogynistic and are meant to attract the male gaze.
But what pisses many people, including myself, off is how the changes made negatively impacted many other characters. Alicent’s terrible characterization is like a black hole that distorts and warps the whole story! It’s annoying af!
So when people like this say: ‘She’s nuanced and people just can’t handle it 🙄;’ I say: No. She’s horribly written and a different character from the book and people have a right to be critical about these changes that stripped a female character of 1) her agency and 2) her intelligence!
And the thing is, there was little reason for the writers to have made all these changes to Alicent’s characterization! In the book she is an interesting character with clear motives and understandable reactions. She’s cunning and ambitious and acts the way a noble lady who became queen would. And despite her clear ambitions and dislike of Rhaenyra, she still makes a comment wondering about who would protect the Princess from Ser Criston, and yet she then takes Cole into her service after his falling out with Rhaenyra. That’s a perfect example of nuance! Show Alicent could never compare to book Alicent’s clear moral values and consistent disregard of said moral values in pursuit of power.
And because of this, Book Alicent isn’t easy to stomach. It’s hard for most people to come to terms with a character like her and it’s even harder for people to feel sympathetic for her at the end when she went mad with grief.
On the other hand, Show Alicent was designed in a way to garner pity, and when the writers felt like her current arc wouldn’t be enough to garner the specific reaction they wanted they would then throw in a time skip and suddenly she’s completely different and yet still Thee victim. She’s designed to be as sympathetic as fucking possible! The camera angles, the background music, and the lighting is set up in a way to make sure you the viewer feels pity or sympathy for her! Cause that’s her role in this series! She’s thee Ultimate Victim!
But too bad for the writers as many people are fed up with this kind of inconsistent writing. Even when the writers created a whole new challenge for Alicent where she’s shitted on by the green council and forced to face the beast she helped to raise, I and many others could never feel any satisfaction as it was clear that once again Alicent was being made to be Thee Ultimate Victim who was just led astray by the patriarchy and was a victim of it and was only just realizing it so don’t you pity her don’t you feel sad for her and now she’s trying to do the right thing so pls pls pls pity her 🥺~ So it shouldn’t be surprising that many people are annoyed by these eNLiGhtEnEd changes that have led to a complete deviation from the source material.
To summarize: Cersei is an excellent fucking character who’s by no means easy to stomach, and because she’s not easy to stomach she’s often reduced to annoying ass tropes by dumbasses who are reading above their comprehension level. But when you actually try to understand her, you can easily see why she turned out the way she did and you can feel sympathy for her while understanding that she’s both victim and perpetrator! On the other hand, Show Alicent is a mess and HOTD is trying to make her serve a different narrative role than she did in the books so ofc people are going to be unhappy with the changes as book readers are once again faced with the annoying reality that the writers don’t give a fuck about the source material.
#tbh i can’t believe im actually posting about this show again#but i got so angry by the way that these tags were worded#maybe the person didn’t mean to make it sound as tho cersei wasn’t nuanced to them#but reading between the lines kinda makes it seem as tho they were implying that#rant post#just annoyed af rn#alicent’s narrative role has changed and yes i’m very annoyed by that and that’s one of the reasons as to why i dropped hotd#cause wtf are they going to change next in order to be consistent with these changes?#unless hotd writers decide to once again change alicent’s whole ass character arc and make her seem even more fking wishy washy#bsffr alicent doesn’t come close to cerseis lvl of nuance#reducing cersei to Ambitious Villain is literally rage inducing#tbh it clearly shows that this person only appreciates certain kinds of female characters and can’t stomach badass girl bosses 🙄#not to say that GOTs writing was good lol it was shit but at least the female characters had consistent goals!#hotd fandom critical#anti alicent stans#anti alicent hightower#cersei lannister#the audacity to say that cersei doesn’t display real flaws and isn’t vulnerable#maybe i’m blowing this out of proportion and maybe im making a lot of assumptions but im struggling to care bc im so done with alicent stans#i’m real tired so i’m sorry about any grammar mistakes !#keep cersei’s name outa ur damn mouths 😡
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actually as i was making that graphic and thinking about robb and lyanna parallels, i was thinking a lot about how theon/robb is a similar if more pained version of the mycah/arya howland/lyanna jon/sam and sansa/dontos dynamics, because it really is JUST robb that hangs out with theon - even bran is out here talking about how annoying theon is before theon has even attacked winterfell lol. but robb befriends him, and defends his honor, and i think it’s so interesting that howland comes with to save lyanna, willing to die facing off against the kingsguard to get her home, and theon abandons robb but is wracked with survivor’s guilt over having not been at the red wedding. and now i really want howland and theon to meet.
#i actually made that graphic bc i saw an annoying post very typical ‘u can’t compare lyanna to x’#and i decided to use my annoyance to make a graphic i had been kicking around for a minute.#but i’m sorry. that take is so annoying to me bc if u open ur eyes. the lyanna-all starklings parallels go hard as hell!#valyrianscrolls#theon greyjoy#robb stark#throbb#howland reed#lyanna and the starklings
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sometimes I’m reminded that this website forgets that there are in fact people who do not in fact have tons of disposable income lying about
#like. people who are on disability are not going to be able to donate much money to a cause#If I donated five pounds to every fundraiser on here I’d be flat broke in 60 and there’s way more than 60#and like. I also need that money Because I Am Disabled and can’t fucking walk or work#I would like to not starve to death actually#if I am able to donate it’s to big organisations and that’s not bc I have anything against small ones#It’s just. I Do Not Have Enough To Meaningly Contribute Unless I Arbitrarily Decide Who Lives Or Dies#whereas with charity organisations I can at least know it’s doing fucking something
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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who r ur favorite characters in the outsiders and why?
ah boy okay
darry of course. i’m not going through nearly as much as he, but the eldest sibling trauma runs deep and i too chose to take care of 5 kids bc my heart is too big
but also lately sandy. i’ve been toying with this idea right and. okay walk with me here. what if she didn’t cheat. like we know soda is love boy number one, but me thinks sandy loved soda just as much. soda already planned on marrying her i can’t imagine they hadn’t talked about their future, so im thinking they weren’t as careful as they could have been and she got pregnant. but when her parents found out they sent her to florida (? is that right? it’s out there that’s all i recall) and somewhere in her hormonal mind was frightened that soda would change his mind abt wanting to be a dad after everything that happened and she thinks she’s saving herself the grief by lying and saying she cheated. because this way she doesn’t have to hear the disgust/anger in soda’s voice
#‘‘but also lately sandy’’#mf you ain’t never once though abt that girl until this exact moment#this is your fault sondheim#now i have thoughts abt sandy ☹️#and none of them are happy 😒#the outsiders#the outsiders sandy#does she not have a last name 🧍🏾♀️#this is#wow i actually don’t know how to process that#i can’t decide if i’m thinking abt greaser sandy or soc sandy#like greaser sandy her parents shipped her to florida bc she was supposed to get out#she was supposed to have these opportunities that she just can’t get in fucking tulsa#but#soc sandy was shipped to florida bc her parents didn’t want her to date a greaser#they’re convinced the relationship ship was a rebellion thing#but a baby? confirms that they were wrong and that just won’t fly#oh sandy sandy#they could never make me hate you#outsiders musical#sodapop curtis#the outsiders broadway#i’ve been told it’s#sandy whitman#boom here you go girly pop
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The thing about mlp is that it’s right on the tin that it’s about friendship so it’s ripe for horse Yuri
#something something the best relationships start with friendship#I ship pretty much any of the mane six together except applejack and pinkie pie#they have the whole arc about maybe being cousins that ends with them deciding to treat each other as cousins anyway#so it just gets weird imo#one internet cookie to anyone who can guess my favorite tho#and here’s a hint you actually can’t tell by my reblogs bc I just rb art I vibe with
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Praise The Virtual Diva
The One Who’s Always On Her Damn Phone
#I’m not fully happy with bits of this (the tie is WAY too long) but it’s already been a month so#yeah it’s only flat colors. I Do Not shade things lol#I��ve decided I’m just gonna upload my art here from now on#cult of the lamb#vocaloid#vocaloids#hatsune miku#cotl lamb#cotl the lamb#cotl the one who waits#akita neru#kagamine rin#kagamine len#kagamine twins#cotl aym#cotl baal#Cult of The Diva au#yes Bc I ship narilamb these roles were deliberate. mikuneru lovers where are you#I actually finished this like 4 days ago but I decided I was gonna digitize the Neru doodle#as you can see I gave up on that lol#sorry if you can’t read my horrible handwriting#my art
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*starting to write the Gid parents fic* how the fuck am I gonna write Yona, they’re all so inconsistent— *realizes that Yona is basically how the media sees Texas* oh. Wait, this is gonna be easy then
#at first I thought it was weird that there has been a character from Yona in every single campaign I have seen thus far#and that they can’t seem to decide between desert and lush farmland#before i actually thought about each description of Yona we have gotten from each of those characters#and how they almost perfectly replicate how the media can’t seem to decide if Texas is either a desert or a lush Greenland#so I have realized that Yona is basically Avantris’ version of Texas#which would also explain everyone’s accents#bc even tho my accent is more akin to Kremy’s i have family members whose accents replicate Gideon’s#for the record if it ain’t obvious im from Texas. and so is the majority of the family I know about#which yes is also the reason why I have such an easy time writing Kremy and Gideons accents#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#gideon coal#I’m just unsure what part of Yona Gid is from#since the background of his part in the intro has the desert#but also im pretty sure he was raised on a farm so#so i think i might just have to base his location off of the farm my dads family lived at for a while#which was a mix of the two I’d say
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I’m soo over all my literature classes already I love literature but I literally want the professor to die and I have her for all three lit classes
#i want a bomb#on her#like i actually hate her so much#and everyone else in her classes feels the same#i’ll end up with only linguistics classes this semester which is like#not awful but it was nottttt the plan#i was supposed to be able to decide in the first week which classes to drop#(i took more on purpose bc i knew this would happen lol)#and now it’s the 4th week and i still can’t decideeeee#bc i want some literature but even just thinking of the professor makes me want to go buy a gun
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guys im v scared to socialise pray 4 me
#im not even actually scared my anxiety is just insane#but i alr vomited from anxiety so we chill#hopefully#also i rlly like my top im wearing underneath but u can’t see it bc melb can’t decide if it’s summer or winter#but i think it will be summer in a few hrs#YAKULTII
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COWARD? STALLING? USED TO BE A HERO? HIDING THE ANSWER IN HIS POCKET!?!?!??
Funny enough, this is what we get 2 scenes later..
#byler#stranger things#mike wheeler#the piggyback#yuri is mike#stalling in telling his gf loves her#the entire audience used to see mike as a hero in the early seasons#now they don't see him that way... in fact the majority hates him#and he's hiding the answer that's related to the stalling...#in his pocket...#POCKETGATE#LETTERGATE#I can’t decide if the pocket is more of a metaphor of a letter existing and less that the actual letter is in that pocket..#like it could honestly be in his backpack too#bc he ‘never really unpacked’#but the imagery with the pocket itself and surrounding letters is what makes it feel significant#anyways mike is the stalling king#with these moments being nearly back to back 😭
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from one hot girl to another, the ultimate hot girl has traversed time and space
#i like this pokémon home thing. what a neat trick#kind of peeved it turns out i can’t transfer all my pla shinies#i didn’t even know i had any on this file#i knew about the haunter but i didn’t remember actually managing to catch it#in hindsight i should probably. put that back in pla and evolve it first bc that game’s method doesn’t require trading lol#in addition to this lovely lady today i nabbed skuntank and zubat#the zubat was like. i heard it in the distance and saw the sparkle through the mist#my heart rate shot up. i went to investigate…#and imagine my disappointment.#out of everything it could’ve been it was a zubat.#1. sucky pokémon 2. ugly shiny 3. i literally already had another shiny zubat on that file??? did not know that 4. can’t be transferred#the other sadness is the shiny beautifly i didn’t know i had. what a nice shiny but it’s not compatible with sv either…#man. what is it that determines it. idk#anyway#pokémon#legends arceus#my character isn’t actually hot she’s cute in a dorky way if anything but like. ‘cute girl’ isn’t a Phrase the way hot girl is#i’ve decided to name the samurott ‘pearl’#in keeping with the gem theme i’ve had with my samurotts#isn’t she lovely?#sv#pokeposting
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