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a man could tell me the grass is green and I'd still go check #nevertrustaman

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hello! i hope you're all doing well. i really hate doing this but i've ran out of options and it just feels like i've got no other choice :((

but recently, there's new neighbours that moved into the unit next to mine and unfortunately, they're smokers. with how this building was built, the ventilation system is centralized, meaning, whenever they would turn their exhaust/extractor fan on (which they do whenever they smoke), the smell would literally go into my own unit and since i live in a small studio, it fills up my entire space (I'm essentially secondhand smoking at this point). i've already alerted management about it and they've already given them warnings but it's still no use. they've said they can't do much else about it since they can't kick them out without "catching them" smoking (said they can't since they're doing it inside their unit and they can't just barge in). it's about to be 3 weeks of this (and me complaining to management) and it's been starting to affect my health and i'm so scared that if i don't do something about it, my health is only going to get worse. so i've decided it'd be best if i move rather than deal with much more expensive hospital bills in the long run.

luckily enough, there's a unit that just became available a couple floors down my building with roughly the same rent (a lil higher but manageable). and the owners are kind enough to transfer some of my deposit from the unit i'm currently in, to the other unit. however, since i can't get the rest of my deposit until after i've moved out of this unit and there are still advances and other fees that needs to be paid, the cost is still really high for me to cover on my own :// (on top of that, it's enrollment this week and thankfully my parents are able to cover that for me for now but they can't do much else since there's only so much credit u can use)

so, long story short, i need some financial help. the total cost of everything (converted from my currency) is about $665. BUT THERE'S NO PRESSURE. only if u have extra to spare (especially in the current state of the world). and any and all amounts are welcome since that's already going to be such a huge help. even just a simple reblog to boost this already helps a ton!

here's a link to my k-fi and my p-ypal

again, there's no pressure and no obligation. i'll be grateful to whatever it is u are willing to give. even if it's just a lil reblog to boost <3 hope you're having a wonderful day so far and always take care of yourselves 💗

tagging some mutuals under the cut for a boost bc sometimes this doesn't show up in the tags (but also you don't have too !! pls ignore this if u want !)

@selfcarecap @devotion @hollandsmoose @shellshocklove @tanaka-drew @quethekillerqueen @noellez-best-life23 @worldofvillainy (ily guys, i hope you're all safe and well ❤️)

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i need him so bad its concerning at this point

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when I make a post and no one sees it (it was posted two minutes ago)

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i say "my friend" a lot when addressing people and i think the initial reason was because its a good replacement for "dude" in sentences But also i just really like it because it makes me sound very whimsical and kind. It is up to you my friend. Thats a wonderful idea my friend.

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ask your doctor if the moon is causing all this

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why'd you think superman was bad?

I feel like I’m in enemy territory because all my mutuals love it and I wanted to join the obsession but I just didn’t love it 😭💔

I just thought it was a bit messy and chaotic and all over the place and sooo goofy lmao. I’ve only watched like one DC film ever and no Superman films so maybe that’s just the style and I didn’t get it but so many things were just ridiculous. Obviously things like the Justice Gang are meant to look stupid (although I don’t get the point of that) but I feel like there was something every 5 minutes that was stupid for no discernible reason and I wasn’t sure if I was meant to be laughing or not. Also none of the funny moments reaally hit like I definitely giggled a few times but there were no major laughs and I don’t remember any specific funny moments.

And I love silly films but I just couldn’t connect with the silliness of it because it didn’t feel silly on purpose. From what I’ve read apparently it’s actually meant to be silly but that wasn’t clear imo so at times it just seemed bad rather than intentionally silly for a good reason. I also couldn’t tell if it was meant to be a film for children or adults or both because neither really fit. I mean it’s absolutely not a children’s film imo but as a film for adults it was too childish. And this is coming from someone who watched Cars the other day and gave 5 stars you know like I love children’s films but not childish films.

Like I said, I found the plot and scene sequences super messy like looking back I wouldn’t be able to recount what happened beyond the basic basic plot because there was sooo much happening and yet at the same time it felt a little empty. Same with Superman’s tiny speech about being human like that came out of nowhere and ended after a second like it could have been cute but I just didn’t feel it.

And of course Superman is the superhero (even though I’m obv a Marvel girly) so the standard is very high I guess but yeah to sum up I thought the film was ridiculous and confusing. Like I understood everything that happened but it wasn’t a clear, easily flowing narrative.

I absolutely do get why people love it, I guess with all the hype I just expected something completely different. Like I don’t think superhero movies are generally nominated for Oscars (which I get lmao) but I was expecting superman to be the equivalent of being so good that it would be nominated if it wasn’t a superhero film ykwim? So maybe I had wrong expectations. But it just wasn’t all that compelling…

BUT I still love Clark and Lois and Jimmy and Eve and Krypto AND SUPERGIRL I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN MILLY SHOWED UP and thought Nicholas did a good job (love my man) and I WILL be consuming concerning amounts of fanfic and I was definitely entertained. But I’m a little sad because I thought I’d come out of the film itching to write something myself but I don’t think that’ll happen </3 the film just didn’t make me feel enough which I think was my main issue. It’s not necessarily something I can explain (she says after yapping for an hour) but just a feeling.

What did you think? :)

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I watched Superman…!

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The social attitude regarding age is consistently getting weirder. You’re not ‘pushing 30’ you’re just in your late 20s. 30 is not old and neither is 40 while I’m at it. Growing older is an enormous privilege and displaying that age is a gorgeous component of life. Spending your days trying to reverse that grace breeds an eternally wasted life.

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no bro you don’t understand. we have to make out. it’s for science. dude just listen to me. when was the last time you kissed someone? i’m willing to help you out! you can practice by making out with me. i’m your oldest and best friend. this totally won’t be weird or change anything about our dynamic i promise. it’s what friends are for. making out with your homies to make sure they can really impress the ladies. maybe you’re on top of me. maybe we’re both flushed. maybe you have my hands pinned over my head and we’re both breathing hard and we both wait a beat too long to move but i promise bro this is totally no homo.

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patrick zweig